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"It's always interesting when my two friends meet for the first time in a day. Sometimes, the two of them are happy to see one another. Other times, awkward. I'm never seeing the same event twice, like snowflakes, so I try really hard to be there when it happens. It'll always catch you off-guard. Maybe even make you feel happy about yourself."

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"People handle things very differently here. Often, when you interact with one another in a dispute, you talk about it. You find a common ground, a solution, and aim for it with all of your power. If you want it badly enough, you find the solution a lot easier than were you to flex your tongue's muscles with spiteful words.

"Here? It's more about who has the bigger muscles. There is no standard, bitter conversation. Not always, at least. You throw a punch, you break a tooth, and you assume that whomever's lost the most teeth, they're the loser. I never paid attention to Canadian Hockey, but I think this is what they do to solve their problems.

"Remind me to play nice with the largest, ugliest creatures. I get the impression I'd never be allowed to have teeth."

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"I'm home. I never did get an opportunity to share those events with you in big detail. They were right there, listening in! Maybe documenting my time in a foreign area isn't the most prudent decision. If they were to ever hear some of these things? Oh man, would I ever be in trouble!

"Yesterday's dinner was all right. I'm stuck with cold noodles unless I eat out at my favorite diner in the Market. We don't actually have piping in this building. Can you imagine? I couldn't until actually being here. I think it's worse I have to wake up in the morning to scoop larges tuft of snow into a bucket and let it melt throughout the day than suffering with the cold water itself! But, that's my water intake. Yep, it's prehistoric. Don't even question how my baths are done! ?or the bathroom. Ick.

"So, where was I from yesterday? I don't even remember. I already broke this recorder when I was trying to get it turned on. Thankfully, it wasn't the record button. That would be terrible! It was the rewind button. And it's too much work to turn the tape around and fast forward it, then turn it around, push play, and listen! Maybe I can get a better one later on. Or, better yet, learn how to mend plastic. I wonder if putting it under a lighter would help? Mayu the Welder!

"?It'll probably be better than using the lighter to try and cook a pot. That was terrible. I still have little teeth marks on my thumb from holding the wheely-thinger!"

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"Back on today's subject, disputes are handled crazy-like over here. I've been in those situations, where the people wind up going absolutely ballistic and try to beat me up. On the other hand, I've seen it twice as often as I've been a part of it; something I can't say I'm ashamed of. Getting beaten up hurts!

"Anyway, I was really upset today because Katt was trying to become friends with people who she knows nothing about, but are super dangerous. She knows absolutely nothing about them! She saw how this one thing was being really awkward and looked like he was going to kill me! That's the caveman thing I talked about before. It did come at me at first, after all. She mentioned how I'm not a challenge, so it's not interested in me. Considering the fact, by not being a challenge, aren't I more likely to be assaulted for any possessions I might have? If I was a bad thing, I'd go for the weak too! Candy from a baby, isn't that what they say?

"It was a little stupid. Honestly!"

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"Katt's really beginning to upset me a whole lot now. I mean, at first, I thought she was really good-natured and sweet. I have a hard time finding people who are genuinely looking out for other people and try aimlessly to ensure you're well and taken care of. One of those honest sorts, you know?

"I guess it's no surprise that she's one of those that seeks to get her on your good side, no matter what ill-intent or possible disgust you've had in your life. I think she's solely out to get friends, and will suffer any small consequence as long as you'll stay her friend. It's like, doi. That's fine! But, when other's safety is put on the line? Is their friendship still important to you?

"I guess that's what loneliness does to you.

"She loves to defend everybody else, even when your concerns are valid ones. You point out every shred of evidence to support your cause, and she downplays it like that's not the situation. Just the other day I was ticked off about Ixora's lying to Katt about trying to find me and ensure my safety, only to find out that she never told Katt that. Katt just made it up.

"Having another Ixora around is going to make me lose my mind. The care only for yourself and nothing else? Maybe men. Ugh. These idiots."

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"?oh! That was bad. Sorry! I guess I got a little carried away! To make a long story short, I've decided I'm not going to go see them for a little while. Toby knows where to find me. I guess Katt does, also. I just hope neither of them really do.

"Speaking of Toby, he did take my side on the ordeal. In fact, he takes my side an awful lot. I guess, despite all of his awkward shortcomings, the guy knows hard evidence. Facts are facts, and maybe with him on my side, the others will listen a little better!

"?That's sad, isn't it? Even with all of that, they still don't listen. What kind of friends do I even have here? Maybe staying around wasn't a good idea, after all.

"Toby mentioned something about making sure I didn't go back home. I don't think he fully understands the concept about my being here on a temporary basis. Were Professor Yohko to come here tomorrow and grab me, I have to go! They told me that I can't stay here! Something about disturbing the flow of space-time? I dunno. I don't get that whole scientific savvy stuff.

"If only they made it into pretty pictures?

"I think I'm going to shut this down for the night. Tomorrow, we document the city life! It's no Tokyo, that's for sure!"

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"May? May? that's my name!

"I don't know what today is. The only thing that kept me aware of the date was the unrelenting approach to my birthday. Now that it hass passed? I really need a calendar?

"Or a computer.

"Alas, Mr. Tape-Player-with-a-Broken-Record-Button, it is you for now! And you get us by. Don't you?

"A lot has happened since my last recording. I had to go play my detective work over again. I'd forgotten all about what I'd been saying!

"When I had found Toby, he was sick. I didn't feel it was very appropriate to put on my fa?ade. I stayed with him for several days until Katt went and found some woman that they had previously met to deal with my Australian Koala problem. What was his name again? Staked Vampire Koala? I believe. I'm not even going into that subject?"

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"So, he's this stuffed animal that is capable of talking! Originally, I thought something was wrong with me. Because, who has a koala bear that's staked by some kind of plushy thing, is a vampire that looks like he's always ready to drink your blood, and talks with an outrageous accent?!

"I guess I do. Or did?

"I woke up to him trying to do untold things to me in my sleep. I don't really remember what happened, but I did discover by throwing him in my trash can, he was relatively hopeless. I packaged him up in a bag and had my way with him through aggressive interrogation.

"Can you? even do that? I suppose that's another first in my books.

"He told me that he was sent to keep an eye on me. Something about making sure I was at home, and? oh, I can't remember now. It happened so fast! But I do remember that part of his reasons for even being here was to keep an eye on me.

"At first, I figured it was Toby or Katt that had set him up.

"I brought it to them in hysterics, and they told me they didn't do anything like that. Katt had her way with him through aggressive interrogation? I guess you can do that? with a large steak knife. She looked all murderous and weird? like something you'd see out of the movies? Those creepy killers who murder everybody in their sleep? I wonder if she thinks about doing that to me a lot?

"It had to do with me, to start with! Association, you know.

"We couldn't wrest an answer from it concerning who sent the creature. He did insist that it was their behest, and that it was all for a good cause.

"To this day, that question has gone unanswered.

"I've since encountered more stuffed animals, that have come to my apartment. None of them speak, however. Maybe I have a secret admirer?"

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"Wow, I got off topic. The person that Katt brought was a friend of Toby's. He met her dealing with planning an exorcism for my stuffed animal. I did want to keep him, and he went through the trouble of finding somebody. It was relatively nice of him, all things considered.

"Her name is Matilda. I don't really remember the details, but she told me that this demon-thing had infested Toby through contact, and was eating him from the inside out. He had all these problems with his body, and he looked like he'd already died and gone to another place? it was?"

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"Sorry?

"Matila told me all about the demon's purpose, but I don't really remember it anymore. It was? all so horrible. But, she asked me to aid her in the process. And, together with her, we were able to remove the presence from him all together. I didn't do a very lot, and kept holding this bowl and moving around. It felt like I was in this trance, and doing a ritual that wasn't of my own accord. But? I would endure anything for my friends.

"It was all so? inspiring. When we finished, she was cleaning up, and I asked her about her training me in what she practiced. I couldn't let up on a chance at becoming something like her. So graceful, so capable, so? free?

"She agreed to the suggestion after a small amount of coaxing, and we left together.

"Currently, I can't talk about our training. She left me in the hands of a woman named Zenny, who told me that observance of my training is irrelevant, and would tear down walls of virtues, patience, and calm regard. I'm not sure I understand what she means, but something tells me the context isn't what I'm thinking it is. It's really hard? I can say that much?"

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"Toby got better following all of that, and he seems a lot more like he was when I first him. That was a quality that had slowly been drained from him for some time. I can't say I understand him any better now, but he's much more like my friend back home! That's what counts!

"Nn? well, anyway. A lot of what has been going on has been relatively quiet. I decided to start straying from visiting every day, since I feel like I could use some time away from everything.

"It worked out kinda well, I suppose. I met this little faerie called Nina. She's nice given a first impression, but I'm not really sure what to make of her. We could probably be friends given the right circumstances. I invited her to our birthday party, but she couldn't come. I have to get her a piece of cake, since I promised her it. And I always keep to my promises!

"My birthday was a little lackluster. I think it has everything to do with this one conversation that Toby and I had concerning his feelings about Katt. This happened the day before my birthday. She left to go tend to something in the kitchen where we were staying, and I had noticed Toby's inability to really treat her much the same as he had been. Nobody wants to talk to him about his feelings, much like nobody does with me? I think he has a voice that he wants people to hear, but nobody will give him that much. So? I asked. I'm his friend after all. I would want people to talk to me if I really wanted somebody to listen.

"He told me he's not really going that extra mile for Katt anymore, and I can't blame him for it. I used to try and be set up all the time back home. Wakana liked to try and get these boys to go out with me, who would only do so because she asked them. I don't know if they really liked me or not, but I didn't want to do something just because she was asking me to go, or asking them to go. It's not the same. Right??

"Well, she heard us. And got upset. Which, in my own opinion, you shouldn't get mad at all because you listened in on something that wasn't meant for you. When I hear things that sound private, I tune it out and do something else. It's supposed to be private for a reason! It's not like we were saying it with her sitting right there.

"Anyway, because of how she acted? pretending to be all happy and excited for my thing, it was kind of ruined. I was the one that didn't want anything in the first place, but everyone else wanted to insist. I let them for them. Why throw anything at all if you're just going to stray through the event after all of that? Ugh. I even had to dress up! I did it all for them, and they?

"? They suck."

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"What else? oh, there's been so much. You would think I could come up with an explanation on the spot. Sensei used to tell me that an experience in life is only as important as you make it. Maybe I'm not making these events out like they should be. That's not it though! Everything is important to me. Important enough, at least.

"I met a puppy yesterday. I think he would be upset to know I'm thinking of him like that as opposed to a wolf; but? a puppy is a puppy!

"Cailean is his name. He's beautiful! But a little scary. I fell over when he hopped up to try and kiss me! I've never? never been? and a puppy would be my first!? Oh no!

"? ? his m-master is S-Seamus. He's a little nice, too? I'm not used to nice men. It was a nice c-change of pace for me. He told me that I could sit for Cailean any time I would like to. I have to find him some time today or tomorrow and s-see if it's still okay. I don't know if his friend is doing something like that, or not. Oh, I hope they'll let me! I could get my first job that isn't waiting tables all day!"

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"I think Toby's missing again. Yes, again. I mean, this is becoming something of a trend, so I don't question it like before. I used to really worry if he hated me, or something. But he likes to be alone an awful lot. Kinda like me? Well, I like to be around people so much, I guess that's not the same. That's just his mind at work. But, it doesn't matter. He's gone all right.

"We set up daily evenings together at my apartment. Just to get a little time away from the public eye? Everybody gives us weird looks and makes comments all the time. Just last night, this one girl kept trying to tell me that I loved him and didn't realize it. Either I have to hate him vehemently, or love him? What's wrong with this place?

"I wonder if something happened? well, I don't care. We had promised one another to always meet every night, no matter what.

"Since he's stopped coming all together, without even sending me a note, I have my Toby-Doll to make up for it.

"Did I not mention that? It's this little plush doll, with glasses, and it's fashioned in his likeness. Why glasses you say? Why not? I like guys with glasses much better than without. They're?"

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"Boys are stupid."

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"May Fourteenth

"The Hall is always bustling with some kind of life. I don't think I've seen it this quiet since I decided to make it our new H.Q. I've never really put much thought into what to call it though. All headquarters have a really cool name, with lots of sophistication and what not. Maybe I can ask some of the others and see what they think?

"Then again, I could always just call it, 'The Rubber Duckling's H.Q'. No harm in that?

"Yesterday was eventful. I was out in the puddles and made a big mess. I guess I wasn't really thinking about all of the mud, but it wound up being okay. You can do an awful lot with a dish towel and some water when it comes to cleaning yourself.

"And I guess I should mention before things get carried away here: Things have changed, Mr. Tape Player. I can't say I'm so enthused that things are changing. But they are. I did get an address, now that it seems everyone's remembered that they're moving around and not telling people they are. I know where Toby's staying, and where Katt's staying.

"Anyway? strangely, Selene came in last night. I wasn't really expecting to see her again after the other night. Not to sound like she was going to stay away from me. But, I got the impression it was just through passing that we met. Coincidence and nothing more. It was? nice to see her again. Hopefully it will become a little more common. Having her around is? w-?

"?I should make mention of the fact that it was rather evident through Toby and Katt that they weren't so thrilled with her existence. Toby, because he's aware what Selene did, doesn't surprise. I'm confused why Katt was upset though. Because Selene was all over Toby? She definitely didn't know Selene was the person that attacked me.

"Strange thing? Selene did mention at one point that she attacked me, and spared my life. Katt didn't even blink an eye at that.

"I'm not even going to bother. It doesn't matter anyway. I told Selene that I saw her as a friend. And asked Toby to stop being hostile to her. He listened, but kept trying to tell me that his bitter words and glaring was being nice.

"He'll have to adjust sooner or later. He can't be mean to my friends like he used to way back! Dumb? boy."

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"I think I'm going to try and get some sort of gathering together? When we met up with Ix the other night, we were talking about a dinner, or breakfast? dinfast? To reminisce. It can't hurt.

"It should be a lot of fun. And there won't be a chance for things to get screwed up. We're going into this knowing that we're given an opportunity to enjoy ourselves amongst one another. I won't let it get ruined.

"I'm not sure if we're all allowed to bring friends or not. I should probably hold off on asking others, and just let it be us. It's not an often thing anymore. Not that I mind it really. I like my new friends in ways I can't quite tell you, Mr. Tape Player.

"Oh, that's right? Nina is big! She ate some kind of cake, she said, and grew up. I don't really know more than that. She fell asleep awkwardly before I could get more information. Maybe if I see her again, I can sit her down and understand. Maybe we can find out what kind of cake it was, and I can have some!

"I wouldn't mind to be big? it could be a lot of fun."

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"I've discovered that it would seem? Katt's trying to mimic me.

"What does that mean? Well, a while back, Katt asked me about wearing my bracelets. In a short explanation to you, Mr. Tape Player, I told her no. Since then, she's been seen wearing a bunch. They're kinda boring and plain? the light reflection is dull and flimsy, and they don't sound like music when they connect. But, she's wearing a bunch. It's really? unnerving.

"I'm not flattered. I shouldn't be. I am who I am, and I wear what I want to wear. And other people? Well, they should too. But to almost copy down to a point my particular uniqueness? Forget it!

"I don't know how to bring it up with her. More than likely, she'll get bored and do something else. I should wait it out.

"I could start wearing rings, I suppose. I have this coral earring that Yohko told me to wear. I'm not supposed to take it out, and I think it's a tracking device. It's usually really warm. Like my cellphone is when I charge it. Or when I use it for a really long time.

"?but, you know what? I might start a new fashion. This has got me thinking?

"Would that? work?"

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"?May?

"I don't know? what happened.

"Toby forced Selene? to bite him?

"I was? supposed to be the one? so nobody has to be? hurt?"

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"I think? I was, after all?

"My neck feels really funny, but? there's no marks?

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"May Nineteenth.

"I'm hiding in the bathroom for a few minutes, so I can do my recap of the events last night. I don't know if I want people to know about you quite yet, Mr. Tape Player. I don't know how people would react knowing I detail my events to this little device.

"It's probably no weirder than a diary?

"I think I mentioned it briefly earlier, but yesterday was supposed to be a reunion party for Ixora, Katt, Toby and myself. We've not really had an opportunity to all sit around and enjoy each other's company. Not since back in December or late January. I wanted to really do something special for all of them. They've made this transition from my home to here very easy.

"Without them when I came here, I don't know where I'd be right now.

"First, I do want to mention that I stayed overnight with Evelyn a second time. I asked her if it was okay that I stay with her. I like my apartment, but? I like Evelyn's company so much more than it. The apartment is lonely sometimes, and? well, I guess I could always just ask Evelyn if she'd like to come visit me there, instead. She could stay with me and then she doesn't have to either pay?, or be stuck somewhere alone herself.

"She's been so kind to me, it is the very least I could try to do for her.

"Well, yesterday morning, I decided to no go training with Zenny. I was supposed to, but I was still wearing my clothing from the duels. And I hadn't showered. Zenny was a little upset, but let me have an extra day off. She's been nicer to me now that I've been showing slow advancements. I can't do anything that's worthwhile. But I've been conditioned to the point that basic prayer is natural to me.

"Zenny praised it as a major advancement. If that's true, I'm really excited! Soon, I can really help out my friends, and offer all kinds of healing!

"The dinner itself was pretty basic. I asked Evelyn and Selene to drop by and spend some time with us. Katt asked one of her friends to come, and? I think that's it. Ixora might've asked somebody, but I don't really know. Toby didn't ask anybody. I think he was happy enough with just us four. And then I had to bring all kinds of people. Tough on him, I love my friends!

"Selene got ill and passed out at one point? which was a little weird.

"Evelyn came by though, like I had hoped she would. She wasn't wearing her mask either (I asked her to not wear it in front me, because I felt it was an insult to her beauty)!

"I kinda bombarded her with questions to the point I think I annoyed her. But I did find out she likes orange chicken, lemon chicken? all kinds of chicken. I'm going to see if I can make her something. Kitchen's better beware.

"When Katt's friend came by, I felt a little awkward. I don't even feel like sharing it here. So don't worry about that! I did decide to go walk though, and Ixora came after me.

"I thought that was rather sweet of her. Ixora and I have earned a level of trust with one another. I feel really comfortable with her now. I feel I can go to her with just about anything. And I look up to her when I have a problem.

"To a degree, I think we're becoming inseparable, as well. I hope she thinks the same thing.

"She was curious about my well-being. To be honest with you, Mr. Tape Player, I lied. I told her I was okay, and that I just felt a little out of place with everything. But, we got to talking about my emotions and my? preferences.

"I did want Ixora to know that I didn't want to make her uncomfortable with hugging her and stuff, because I know she's into men and stuff. But I was also a little worried when she was teasing me about not being into men anymore; because that's obviously capable of giving me the wrong signal. Ixora's a wonderful friend, and I wouldn't want something to get in the way of that. Strangely, she admitted the exact same thing. I was glad we were on the same page.

"Because I've put myself out there before, that stuff is important to me. She is okay with my hugging her, even were I to have a crush on her or something.

"I think it goes without saying that, for the present moment, I don't have one on her. And I don't think I ever will, considering her presence. That's exactly how things are, and I'm okay with that.

"I couldn't be happier with her as a friend. I'm very blessed.

"We went back to the Hall, but I don't really remember what happened when I did. I remember stepping inside, but? mostly everybody was gone.

"Or, well? they were outside. But I don't remember actually seeing them outside before I stepped inside. Evelyn was out there? I walked right past her, or something.

"She was so worried about me, I thought maybe I really offended her in some way. She told me I snapped at Selene, but? I can't even remember talking to Selene when I came back. I was with Ixora.

"I'm really? worried something's wrong?"

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"I had dessert for our party dinner, last night. I didn't really eat, but I wasn't hungry either. It's usually common for me to go without feeling hungry for a little while. In fact, that's been related directly to the injections that Yohko gave me back in Garderobe. She explained that it'll help regulate my hunger. Ever since then, I can sometimes go a whole day without ever feeling peckish.

"As usual, I was unable to let go of Evelyn for most of the evening. I tried to eat my dessert with one hand? I made a mess.

"I'm a really sloppy eater. But when I do cakes and stuff without utensils, it's like asking for a bomb to blow up on my face.

"Evelyn cleaned me off, and told me I was? b-b-b-beautiful.

"Even now! I-I-It's so hard to think on even now? I can't believe she said that to me! She was so calm and collected about it too. Like she were dead serious. ?not that I think she'd say that just to say it.

"I freaked out a little when she did it, I admit. I probably looked really weird, as well. It was just? the idea that she was complimenting me on my looks, or that she thought I was attractive in some way to her? It was extremely overwhelming. I felt dizzy, and I think I might have passed out to some extent.

"She set me down on the couch and got me some water. She's so precious. I felt better after a little bit. I don't know what that was really? I've never reacted so strongly to somebody handing me such a compliment before. I don't think I was prepared for it from her, was all?

"As a result, Evelyn was slightly concerned, but didn't want to push as to why I was acting so funny. I didn't want to concern her, so I tried to explain my feelings in a light degree to her. I didn't want to just? come out and say something. It wasn't the right moment for that, even if I had idle thoughts of? a-ah? k-hu-hugging her tightly? y-yeah?

"I wasn't making sense. Probably like I'm not right now. I gave her one of my bracelet's though. They're the most treasured piece of jewelry I own, and I wear them with me no matter what. They're a magnetic alloy that glistens no matter the lighting. I've had them most of my life. Because they're so cherished, I explained to her that they were a treasured? much like she is.

"I really do cherish her, and I wanted her to understand that, in some way.

"And I think I conveyed that message with flying colors too! She was so happy, I thought she was going to cry at one point.

"She was extremely cute, explaining to me how she didn't know what to do. I know that feeling all too well? I told her that she didn't have to do anything. She accepted it, and understood what I was trying to tell her. That was perfect enough for me.

"She was so relieved. We hugged it out, which was something we had been doing up until I nearly passed out. And did so for the remainder of our time together.

"At one point, I did get a chair to try and meet her height. She was trying really hard to watch me and look at me, and I kept hiding in her clothing to the point it was hurting her neck.

"Being so close to her, face to face like that, I was? I was so nervous! I've never been that close like that with her. I know one thing, though?

"I want to be that close with her again?

"I wonder if there are stilts or really big platform shoes I can find and wear. Or, I can do what I did today, and find a compact chair to carry around. I don't really care what I get, so long as I can get closer to her height. I don't want her neck to hurt?"

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"I've been hiding in here for a little now taping this bit. I'm going to go back out and spend some more time with her. Tsuzuki Mayu, signing out!"

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"There are? plenty of things that I say at one point or another, and wind up regretting.

"There are? many things I wish I never did in my brief time being alive.

"There are? zounds of things I look back on and wish I could do better, or hope that I have an opportunity to repeat and perfect.

"But?I will never regret what I said tonight. I will not regret an oath that no soul can extract from me. I will never take back what feelings I have, or wish that it went a different way. I will never, ever, ever deny myself, or doubt what my heart tells me.

"But above all else?

"I will never allow that painful expression of worry and fear to ever show itself on her. Ever again. I will become strong and I will protect her so that she can rest easy. So that she may live free, and live happily.

"My heart? it beats for another this moment.

"I am? deeply honored to say this.

"I have no regrets. I will be her strength. Like she is mine."

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"Right!

"I still miss a random day here or there when it comes to these audio diary logs.

"At first, I thought maybe I would really dislike not keeping records of what goes on. And, funny enough, I had a huuuuuge spree where I didn't want to do it at all!

"I think I missed all of April?

"It was such a pain, you know? Having to come back home and really talk about everything I just did? I mean, why would I do something like that?

"Then, what was it? I guess it was the middle of this month I started to really get into the swing of things.

"Maybe I came out of my diary-shell? Or, maybe I care a lot more about what's going on in my every day life than I used to?

"Who would be surprised by that? Surprising what one person can do to you?"

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"May Twenty-Third. Or, Fourth, now?

"I went shopping a little earlier today. I had told Evelyn that I was going to go out and look for something really quickly, and while there was still daylight.

"Of course, after I went out, I couldn't find anything at all that I was hoping to. That velvet red and pink dress I saw? Well, the two of them? Both were sold. Can you believe it? I haven't even seen anybody wearing it.

"Well, it wasn't all for naught? I think I know exactly what I'm going to do about clothing, now. I've been planning on wearing an outfit just for her, and all I've been looking for is a little push. I mean? I know our first meeting involved me wearing a skimpy, mesh cheerleader outfit? she kinda got to see a very awkward side of me right off the bat? but that's not who I am!

"I'm very conservative. I don't let much show, considering what little I have, and I'm so reserved in everything that it's sometimes I wonder I even have the ability to speak.

"But? back to my original idea?

"As you already know, Mr. Tape Player, she's shared with me how she's a servant. I don't really know all the details behind it, and I really should ask her so she could explain it better to me. But?

"I wonder if she has ever had somebody do something just because she's asked for it. She's always seeking out what I would like, and making sure that I'm content and taken care of.

"I love that about her? well, no, I just kind of? l-love? ah? and she never asks for anything back!

"I've been doing the same thing for her, naturally. I try to do anything she asks, to stay by her side and show that she is truly loved, and that no matter what, her happiness comes first.

"But, at the same time, I still feel I could be doing more.

"So, I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to have an Evelyn day for her. Where I shall seek out anything and everything she wants, to oblige every request that she asks, and make the world all about her. To make sure that she is well taken care of.

"And the true kicker about this is? she isn't allowed to do anything back. She has to accept the fact that somebody will be specifically taking care of her, and only her!

"I could prepare some dinner based on her likes, and give her a massage, and brush her hair? it's so pretty?

"For some reason, I get the feeling she's never had something like that before? and I? I want to give her these things. These things, and so much more?

"I'm afraid to say it, though. Say it to her, I mean? what do you think, Mr. Tape Player?

"I know that she's doing what she's supposed to, but? I'm different than other people in her life, right? Then?

"It's decided. I am going to do this!"

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"Zenny approves of her, by the way. I had the two of them meet this evening just to get that part taken care of.

"And Evelyn got to see a brief part of what I do, as well. It was nothing fancy, but seeing where I do spent my time learning and training really means a lot to me. To have her be a part of my life in that way is? well, it's immense to me. Serious stuff! I kinda felt like I was taking her home the meet the parents, honestly? And I was so happy with the result!"

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"Earlier on in the day, I met with Katt and Sensei. They were at the fountain. Zenny apparently wanted to throw a pop quiz at me concerning ritual assessment and research protocols when it comes to spiritual investigation.

"I failed.

"I did what she asked of me! But somehow, the paper ruptured and blew up in my face. It was a little disheartening. I had thought I was doing so well, and wound up messing up so soon!

"It was my first on-call quiz, though. I can bounce back and recover. I know I can! And I will!

"At one point following my exercise, Katt had brought up her scars and wanting to get them removed. That's when I was basically let off of the hook for my mistakes!

"We went to the Church to meet with Sister Matilda, who was able to suggested a few different ideas to her. Unfortunately, Mr. Tape Player, I was not listening in on their explanations. For one thing, I was told rather straight forward that learning how to use, what we call, 'Light Working', is not my method.

"Light Working, just so we're staying in the loop, is a matter of using holy energies and direct them to a source of wounds. I believe it involves sacrificing a small part of yourself to aid in another's well-being. To be honest, that sounds more like what people were expecting of me. The spiritual aspect seems a little more distant. But, Zenny has expressed my heavy potential. I shall not let her, nor the person I am doing this for, down.

"As it is different, however, Zenny mentioned that it would be heavily counterproductive were I to learn any aspect of it.

"Now, they did not say I had to leave, or that I couldn't observe and attempt to gather what I would from it; but I wasn't able to think straight, to start with. Being there to keep track of things and learn a field I'm completely in the dark about was not going to be in anybody's favor.

"After all, it was dark out, and I was concerned more about Evelyn worrying about me being out after dark without her. Since we've been together nonstop for the past? well, over forty-eight hours.

"I believe Sister Matilda understood well before anybody else did, and I was out of there like I hadn't even been there.

"I ran back to the Market District, intent on finding Evelyn before I could think much of anything else. She was coming out of a bookstore when I first saw her; more than likely helping somebody clean, or take inventory.

"Seriously? Sweetest. Person. Ever.

"I did get to learn more about her tonight, which I told myself I would document.

"First off, she's from somewhere called, 'Kinoh'. As I already know she's not from Earth, naturally it wouldn't ring a bell to me. And they apparently use devices that give ordinary people the ability to use magic.

"Now, that is an interesting tidbit.

"If I could somehow learn how to use a form of magic, I would be able to help people in ways that I couldn't even dream of!

"The spiritual aspect Zenny is teaching is a form of magic, she mentioned once. It's a skewered way to look at it, but so long as it is something that you cannot naturally produce on your own, it must be supernatural. Magic is a supernatural element, like the ability to hop off of the ground, and fly. Or to read somebody's thoughts with nothing but a touch.

"They share the same tree.

"Evelyn has faith in me concerning maintaining the use of magic for all that is good. Or, so I got the impression. That's all I could ask for. I should bring up these things with her later, and see what we could do about getting me something like that.

"Nothing would please me greater than to have a true power so that I may be able to protect her.

"Because? I want to tell her that I will protect her no matter what. Just like she had. But, I'm afraid that if the time came when I needed to, I wouldn't be able to. Everything here is so fierce, and powerful? and I can barely keep myself alive, sometimes.

"Back on the subject of what I learned? while it was a loose agreement, we have summarized that she is a human. I was able to feel her heartbeat today (and she agreed to let me hear it while I sleep tonight?). It's so? powerful, like her. Slow, and rhythmic. Like a tremendous drum from the shrines back home.

"She said she wasn't sure if she was human? but, I feel she is. Not that it would matter, anyway. She could be a massive insect, or the ugliest creature in the universe? she's my Evelyn? I would care about her no matter what?

"Those things are so trivial when it comes to who she is. Who she is? that's all that matters to me."

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"She agreed to let me hold her and sleep on her, tonight. I know I said that once? it was important to repeat again.

"This may be the first amazing night of sleep I've had in forever? to snuggle her senseless? Kyaa? Heaven, welcome to Rhy'din!

"I'm off to do just that. See you later, Mr. Tape Player!

"Tsuzuki Mayu, siiiigning out!"

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"?w-where? to begin?

"The? t-the da-date, maybe? I-It's? the b-best day of my life? May Twenty-fifth?"

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"Deep breaths? I'll try to go over my day as much as I can?

"After I slept for a while, Evelyn was readily prepared to allow me to be her servant, much like we discussed. It actually wound up being more fun than I initially thought.

"As we've been talking off and on about her trying on different clothing, she had the idea about going to the market and checking out several of the different tailors. As servant, I was all too happy to oblige.

"I tried my very best to copy her style of servitude, with the large dress, and this beautiful fox mask with enigmatical patterns on it. I happened across it by chance when I was getting my maid uniform put together. It's perfect.

"She seemed pleased with the result, even if she was a little concerned about me wearing the mask. I was glad that she allowed me the opportunity to try it. If it weren't so hard to see when wearing it, I probably would have left it on the entire time!

"When we made it to the market, we found a shop that she was interested in checking out. It wasn't the first one we looked in, but most of the others were really shabby. I mean, we're talking awful clothing choices, or poor craftsmanship? or things that were intent on letting everything fall o-out wh-when you p-put it on?

"We went inside without delay, and began our search! She was really excited about letting me pick the options for her. I was a little worried at first, because I wasn't sure what she would like. And she? didn't really know what denim jeans were, or? that kind of thing. Suffice it to say, I was really worried I'd pick something she wouldn't like!

"Because of her situation, I needed to make sure that whatever I did wind up picking would conceal most of her body, similar to how her dress does. Like I said, Mr. Tape Player, I'm not really at liberty to share with you all of these reasons? but long sleeved shirts and jeans were what I thought would be best for her. She mentioned admiring my tastes in clothing, but? this time of year, I would probably be in a strapless dress, so I don't roast in the sun?

"However, long sleeve shirts and jeans gives her that sense of security she's already familiar with, and she's already shared how the warm weather doesn't really bother me. Th-that's just?

"She's? amazing?

"Well, we talked over the various options, and we wound up agreeing on a dark red, almost maroon colored shirt, as well as some black jeans. I had mentioned that going the extra mile to change colors as well as types of attire would be best. And, I wasn't wrong in the slightest?

"She changed for me, and she? well? let's just say that when you see her in her formal dress, and then without it?? You have this thing where your knees stop working, they buckle, and you hit the ground.

"Now, the first time she stepped out, I had help, so I didn't fall right over? but she's so?

"Have I mentioned how perfect she looks? A person's appearance isn't the deciding factor in why I wind up marveling over them? after all, those things change all the time. B-but? sh-she's just? looking at her, your world just stops?

"Honestly, when she came out of the dressing room, I didn't even realize that she had changed into new clothing. I was so struck by actually being able to see her frame? her alluring frame? Her shoulders are? very narrow. You wouldn't ever assume them to be. She's? shapely, and very easy to look at. Soft, like a pillow. Hugging her would be like resting your head in a pit of feathers, it looked like?

"But she's built? you can see it underneath her grace. So strong, so potent? I'd feel bad for anybody who ever tried to mess with her? or me for that matter. They wouldn't last a second?

"I dragged her over to a mirror, so she could look for herself. I think the rooms had one, but? I had a secret intention of seeing how beautiful she looked in her change of clothes with me at her side? A-and? I hadn't actually seen the two of us side by side in any mirrors before then?

"We look? really good together. I'm not even nervous to say that. It's so? right.

"A-ah? t-then?"

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"Y-you know? I'm very glad we went shopping together?

"When she was modeling her change for me, she kept that formal posture of hers. She has this thing where she stands very upright, with her hands clasped in front of her. It's all very professional? no doubt hundreds, if not thousands, of hours worth of training to get that down to the point it's natural.

"And in her dress, it's very fitting for her. It's also? how I know her. So I'm not really bothered by it.

"But, being my Master for the day, as well as wearing casual attire? I wanted her to loosen up.

"I shook at her arm, kinda wiggled her to see if those muscles could be shocked from their positions. Unfortunately, I think it made the situation worse. She did try a little harder to model for me, which was extraordinarily cute?

"She's so great?

"But it still wasn't exactly what I was getting at. I really only knew one thing that could help the situation, which involved giving her another massage.

"Because of her dress, shoulder massages are difficult. She'd have to basically take it off for me to be able to do much of anything.

"Since we got past the part where she'd need to take it off, I brought a chair over to reach her height. I always like being able to stand close to how tall she is, because I can see her in all sorts of ways that I naturally couldn't in our near foot difference.

"I kneaded them for a little, and she nearly broke down after a minute. It was surprisingly easy how quickly I was able to get her to relax. I was expecting some kind of resistance. I'm either better than I thought? or she's in a constant need for them. Judging on what I know about her, I'm going to assume that she's always been one to give, never receive.

"Which is fine with me. If she's given a million in a year's worth time, I will make up for them.

"I'm always taken by surprise at how she reacts when I work her muscles to the core. Her hands were simple in comparison to how she nearly screamed erotically when I massaged her feet.

"With a little work, I might just be able to get other interesting things out of her! N-not that? I w-want? w-well? m-maybe I do?

"She noticed I was looking at her. When I was massaging her shoulders, she turned to watch me. It was a little embarrassing, because I didn't really mean to sit there and stare. Honestly. But she caught me.

"At first, everything was really still. I don't know what was going through her mind, and to be honest? I kind of don't remember what was going through mine. But the second she looked at me, I felt really hot. In the face, as well as in my chest. My heart skipped beats, and that hurt too?

"I felt like? I had a redeeming moment from my kiss on the beach the night before?

"I-I? I kissed her for real?"

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"I kissed her!"

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"And that? that was just? the beginning?

"The kiss itself? the kiss was amazing. It was soft, and sensitive. It felt like an eternity from the moment it started, to the moment I broke it.

"I think I broke her, though. A-and I mean? broke her?

"She was asking me a question that I didn't understand. Kept saying something like, "Is this?" And I thought that maybe she wanted to know if it meant I had real feelings for her.

"So I? I told her that I do. I care about her more than I could ever tell her. The feelings inside of me? words don't do them justice.

"Just telling her that I love her isn't enough, sometimes. It's so intense, and strong? like it's this whole other embodiment.

"And? a-anyway?

"She didn't tell me directly that she loved me? but it was her question.

"She felt something following our kiss? and s-she wanted to know if it was love?

"I explained what I feel when I think about her. That intense feeling that overwhelms every small fiber in my body? A-and?

"She thought that it might very well be that?

"?love? my f-first?"

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"I consider myself hers now. I know that things are complicated because of her situation back home? with a Master and all? but, I'm not pressing the matter for the time being? I belong to her now, and I know that in a pinch, she would treat me as though I really am hers.

"I couldn't possibly be angry if she told somebody I was hers, and that was it. I? want to be hers. I want to be that person in her heart, who she can call hers, and be possessive over.

"?Nothing? N-nothing would make me happier. S-so long as it's h-her?

"She's been mentioning to me a lot how she's sorry for being trouble, or a bother. I feel so awful that she keeps bringing that up with me, because? I've told her several times that she is amazing, wonderful, and all sorts of words that I feel I overuse because they're all I know. And I haven't managed to convey it the proper way so that she knows?

"?she'll never be trouble to me. She'll never be a bother. I love her? I really do. How can I tell her so she won't ever get that impression ever, Mr. Tape Player? Please, tell me!

"Slightly off-subject, but at my apartment, I told her that she wouldn't ever be once again. And I asked her to stop saying that. And I think she got the idea? but I know it's going to come out somewhere, somehow?

"?but, that's just silly thinking. I trust Evelyn with everything. She's not a liar, or a mean person. She's not evil with intentions, or out to do wrong. If she felt she was a bother, she'd say so. And if she understood that I told her she would never be, she'd say so. She wouldn't lie just to make me smile. She's not like that.

"She's? it's just one of a million reasons why I love her?

"Back on subject, if I have her love, I have at least a part of her. In time, perhaps something can be done about the part of her life that prevents anything greater.

"Time is a wonderful asset. I know, in time, we will find a solution. Even if it means I personally offer something to this Master of hers in exchange for her. Should it mean my soul, or my? my body?

"I will endure anything. I promise you, Mr. Tape Player. Anything."

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"?After? the best moment in my entire life? we went back to shopping, although it was clear that we weren't going to be able to focus on it for very long. After an exchange like that? Sparks were flying, and setting fire to anything we touched. Not so literally?? But, it was darn close!

"I've been sleeping with Evelyn for a little while now? a-ah! I m-mean, in the same b-bed. She often cuddles with m-me, and she's very comfortable and warm, so it wi-winds up helping me a great deal. We know h-how much I dislike the cold? that presence is like a personal heater?

"But, she's been wearing her gown all the time. I mean, until tonight when I got her a change of clothing, I hadn't ever seen her wear anything else.

"So? I picked up a huge shirt that could act as a nightie--even for somebody as tall as her! I'm pretty sure if I hid in this shirt, I'd get lost.

"I don't think she understood why I wanted it, but actually holding her rather than a bunch of cloth carries more importance to me. To feel her, to smell her, to feel an actual person? It's? sentimental to me.

"And when I tried to explain some of that, it helped ease the confusion. She's agreed to wear it for me, and I can't wait?

"To try and keep the flow going, Evelyn wanted to see about shoes. She wears these really huge laced up white boots, and obviously that won't work when it comes to the casual attire we've picked out. This store we were in had a little shoe area that we were able to scan around and look through.

"Now, I know this might be weird? but I know absolutely nothing about shoes. Nothing! Being that it's close to summer, I know that sandals are a big deal. I wear sneakers most of the time, or my school uniform's loafers. That's the extent of my knowledge.

"The first thing I found was a cute little sandal with a basic thong strap. I'm pretty sure she dislikes them (even though we bought them in the end). I agree with her thoughts in that they're not really shoes? more like? drinking orange juice after brushing your teeth. You might as well just put dirt in your mouth and be done with it. It could possibly even taste better!!

"Anyway? she kept wiggling her toes and it distracted me, so I went in to poke them as I was adjusting the sandal itself.

"Did you know that Evelyn is? ticklish? This amazing, beautiful, tall woman has a weakness like tickles! I wonder if that's the real reason why she wears that big dress. She can't be tickled at all when she's in it? interesting thought?

"Well, she ran away from me, and made these really cute, hilarious sounds in protest. I think I started crying after a minute or so. It was outrageous! I'd never expect her to do something like that!

"It was like chasing a mouse in a sealed room with a butterfly net. Almost too easy!

"Well? I guess laughing and poking fun was a little overboard.

"Would you expect a strong woman like her to carry a very stern stance on vengeance and revenge? I wouldn't have.

"She pounced me like a lioness would her dinner. I didn't stand a chance?

"Unfortunately, she's found out that I'm extremely ticklish, as well. I'm small and sensitive, though? finding that out isn't much harder than looking at the sky and saying, 'Blue'.

"She got me in the sides immediately. And she did this little motion over my collarbone that made me feel intense. I laughed so hard, I think I hurt myself. I'm still a little cramped in the ribs from all the laughing?

"I was thankful she stopped when she did. I was starting to see those little black and white stars when you can't catch your breath after running for an entire mile.

"Now, here's the bonus question: Would you expect a tiny, timid little fox not carry a sense of vengeance and revenge in her? If you answered yes, then you're a little delusional. But you're actually right.

"When I was on the beach with her those few nights ago, and was talking with Toby and Katt, I was playing around with Evelyn. I was toying with her neck a little, her ears? and I stumbled upon a very interesting surprise.

"She has? something very intriguing about her ears. I think they're like? gateways to special places in her. When you play with them, or touch them in any fashion with feeling, she gets? well?

"When she stopped attacking me in an endless fit of tickles, I pulled her down to me? which I didn't think I was capable of doing. I was quick about the whole thing, and I sucked the end of her lobe right into my mouth.

"Now? touching her ear does interesting things? sucking on it? I don't even think I can explain it without losing control here? but I definitely felt and heard things I hadn't before? both in myself, and in her?

"Nn? I f-feel? tingly?

"A-anyway? it's suffice to say I won our little duel. And I definitely won with a large margin! Tsuzuki Team - Twenty! Evelyn team - Zzzt!

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"The original discussion of sneakers came back into play, and because I was really interested in getting her a pair, we decided that it would make sense to show her a pair just so she could get an understanding. Most of the stores were closed by this time, so we had plans to go back to my apartment?

"But, because we did, I offered her my living space. Or, basically? asked her to move in with me.

"I? was very happen when she told me that she would do it. It's such a huge step up from being at the inn with her? she can have a private space, not need to be on guard so much, and can? well? just have me to herself all the much more.

"She doesn't have a lot to move. Her dress is probably the biggest thing. Her weapons, and? nn? I think that might be all. She did mention that she didn't really need anything more than that. Minus her clothes we were buying? and me? but I'm already moved in! I'm so convenient!

"I did mention that to her? how she's already got me, so nothing else is required. It was really meant to be a silly little comment? to be cute, you know? But?

"She wound up agreeing with me. One-hundred percent. I'm? all she needs?

"Did I mention this is the best day of my life? Because? it really, truly is?

"When she said that, the already zero doubt I had in my head about my feelings for her were well into the negatives. Not only did I know my feelings for her that very moment? I told her. I told her that I definitely love her.

"Well? with all that taken care of, she got changed, I purchased the clothes for her, and we met up outside. She was interested in seeing the apartment, and my sneakers, so I guided her that direction.

"It's always easy to get to my apartment, since it's over closer to the residential units in the district. A lot of the buildings look alike, but mine is the one with the bench in front. If that's not enough, it has some weird yellow paint splattered on it. It's very identifiable.

"We went upstairs and got ourselves situated. It was a little messier than I wanted it to be, but nothing was so gross that I was really embarrassed by it. Naturally, being in the presence of the most wonderful woman in the universe, I wanted it perfect? but she was very humble to even be in my apartment with me.

"I got changed first, and then let her go get changed right afterwards.

"W-well? t-that's when things got really intense again?

"I was cleaning up and trying to get everything as perfect and straightened as possible, and she came out of the room as quiet as a spider on the wall. She could have walked right up behind me and grabbed me, and I wouldn't have realized it until it was too late. Too late in a glorious, you-don't-want-to-know way?

"She told me that she hoped she would like it. It, I should say at this point, was the thing that literally destroyed me right there on the spot.

"Earlier in the evening, we were talking about clothing options, and I mentioned a bikini to her. It has some fringe, with a bead sequence. It's really revealing, and? well? I think it's more for sex appeal than an actual outfit you wear in the water?

"Evelyn mentioned several times that she would be happy to wear it for me, and I couldn't ever really give her a straight answer. I mean? she was willing to wear it! For me! That in itself was mind-blowing. And I won't deny I kept visualizing it throughout the day? but I never intended to actually put her in it. I don't want her uncomfortable for any reason?

"? Mr. Tape Player? She wasn't uncomfortable for any reason?

"I thought she looked amazing in normal clothing. In? something like that? I think I hurt myself?

"I'm pretty sure I momentarily blacked out, because I don't remember how I wound up on the floor. But she? in all her? loose glory? ran over to me and kept me from breaking my face.

"T-that was? probably? the next greatest thing. A barely clad Evelyn? Holding me? I holding her?

"Her body was this? marvelous temple? a-and? I just wanted to taste it?

"Even now, right this very minute, the only word that comes to mind that can express exactly every last emotion concerning her in that bikini is wow. She was a little worried about showing me, she mentioned.

"People apparently find the fact that she's built and muscular, but narrow and fit very, very weird. Unnatural, she said.

"Those people? Any person who even think that? they're very ignorant to what that body houses.

"And what does it house, Mr. Tape Player? That body houses the most amazing, single-most important person in my entire life. She is everything that completes it. And I am? so lucky that I love a person who is trustworthy, loyal, caring, sweet, kind, emotional, open, free, friendly, wondrous, or for that matter, extraordinary, charming, beautiful, loving, loyal? she's the perfect package. To even list things is not enough. There are not enough words in the millions of languages present to explain everything there is to be said of her. They simply do not do her justice?

"With that, Mr. Tape Player, I am going to spend the rest of my morning with that woman who is deliciously dressed all for me. I bid you good night.

"Tsuzuki Mayu, siiiiiiiigning out!"

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"May twenty-eighth! Thaaaaat's right! We've basically hopped an entire day!

"You'll have to pardon that becaaaaause we haven't really gone out for any reason today! Cuddling and hugging underneath covers is better than anything and everything!"

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"Well, on Thursday, we decided to take a trip out but skip busying ourselves in the Market District. We've been shopping the past few days, and I know she mentioned not wanting to do it a bunch. I'd hate to go into every shop over the course of a week, and then wind up buying everything until we're both in debt!

"Oh, and good news! She allowed herself to go out for the day wearing casual wear! I'm so proud! I know she was a little uncomfortable, but she said that she'd manage to be okay. I'm so impressed with her? definitely!

"I finally got an opportunity to use this chalk that Katt got me. I had originally intended to do something goofy with it just to get people involved and to have fun. But, now? Well? there are better intentions with it.

"Evelyn and I drew on the stoop of the Hall today. It's just chalk, so it'll eventually get cleaned up or washed off. I've seen much worse done in this city. Using a few pretty colors to add flourish to an ugly building can't hurt!

"?she's apparently not really drawn before. Drawing is a really easy way to relax and just have fun, right? You can sit down and doodle your feelings or ideas out, and see them spring from your brain to reality. I was a little sad to hear she'd never done it before. But I was much happier when she was willing to do it just to see the purpose behind it.

"?although, that was after I explained chalk to her! She's so cute.

"I brought a bunch of different colors, and asked her to draw something that she wanted to. Feelings, shapes, memories? the sky was the limit. I'll admit I didn't really know what to expect, because the idea came to me randomly this morning. But, at the same time, she could just as easily surprise me and make something really interesting! She's known for surprising the heck out of me before now!

"?which I don't need to get into, Mr. Tape Player. Don't give me that look?

"She put the chalk on the pavement, and started to drag it around in random swirlies and curls. To be honest, I wasn't really sure what to make of it. She kept it up for a little while too. I decided to massage her and see if it would produce a different product. She kept the swirls up, but they loosened a huge amount. They went really wide, and I think my head could fit into one of them if they were transformed into holes.

"I think I might be the first person ever to draw through massage. And I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be proud, or not.

"Anyway, when I asked her about the swirls, she said she made them because I told her to draw, and she didn't know what to do.

"I'm pretty sure if some crazy girl ran up to me and asked me to draw something on the ground with chalk, I'd do the same thing. Or a box. Because, after all, it's a box.

"I wound up distracting her from the task eventually? but it's too much fun to massage her. I don't think I've ever enjoyed giving to somebody before in my entire life. And I don't mean giving through money, or through constant gifts, or anything like that. Just? giving. Allowing somebody to soak up total gratification from what I do or offer.

"My gift is seeing her smile, or laugh. I couldn't ever ask for something greater. I wouldn't want anything other than that.

"She wanted me to try drawing and see what I thought up. I already had an idea while she was drawing, so I cheated a little bit.

"I drew a big heart that fit inside some of her swirls. So it was like she was hugging my heart, in a sense. I wrote in it stuff like how it was my heart, and it belonged to Evelyn. Which it does. It's her property. ?oh, and I ensured to mention that nobody should ever touch it.

"That's not really a request as it is a warning. You wouldn't want to do that. I just get the impression she'd really hurt somebody.

"She was really surprised to see me do that. And it made me feel special to see her light up and become flustered all at the same time.

"I've never really done something like that before. I mean, to sit down and draw my emotions out for another person. To sit down and physically show another what beats inside of me. Where my mind is, and whom it thinks of. And even though we spend a lot of time together, I still don't stop thinking of her.

"My heart has a guardian, who is my angel?

"She really liked my drawing, and was amazed at how a person like me could be so sweet. I didn't really understand that, but she was getting at how I'm really tiny? which I am? but can feel so strongly and wildly about one person. She was questioning how it all fits inside of me?

"I never really answered her, because at the time of the question, we were occupied with many things. For one thing, she was resting her head on my shoulder. And when we touch, even briefly? nothing else in the entire world matters.

"I should go tell her? it fits inside of me because? when it comes to her? she's? my everything.

"It fits perfectly in me. Because it's all I have.

"She wasn't sure she could draw a heart, but I asked her to use mine as a resource and go for it. She actually wound up making one that was much more graceful and complete. Even though she said that she just copied mine, you can see the differences.

"I felt a little bad though, because she kept saying that I drew mine from the heart, while she didn't. But, she drew it with the intention to share her feelings. It's the same thing! Besides?

"We started to be silly about her squigglies. She took a different color? a blue one I think, and started to add a bunch of squiggles and wiggles like they were going out of style. She really likes them, if only because it's the thing she knows how to draw best. So! I pointed out that she must really love them, to make them a bunch, and she got all flustered!

"Well? okay, she got flustered after I mused about how jealous I was. To be bested by a squiggle! Cheated on with a blue thing that wiggles around! Oh, I couldn't hold the laughs though. Thankfully, it didn't break the joke!

"?and she said she didn't draw her heart from the heart? I've never seen a person start making a million hearts onto the pavement in all my life. All done in a quick strike; all done in a level of perfection. I don't think even she could sell me that line. And it's her. I'd buy lint from her!

"I couldn't keep laughing forever once I saw that. I was really touched to see her go through the trouble!

"Every last one was for me, she said.

"Now, to be higher than a squiggle is like becoming a God overnight! But I couldn't ignore the fact how well she likes wiggles?

"?so, I told her I would become her wiggle.

"I did? a really dirty dance for her. I don't really know what came over me when I started it. At first, I was just trying to be silly with her, and make her laugh. But she had this hold on me, and when I started? I felt like something took over me.

"The years of dance I did?? They really played a part. To move around a person's body with agility and? just rub them? Wow?

"That hold of hers really? did a number. Her? a-ah? w-well? let's just say that my little dance number got really personal?

"W-we? kinda forgot it was getting dark out. Part of the deal for her to go outside in casual clothing was that she go back when it got dark out so she could change.

"I hate the dark. It really frightens me. That's why I wear bracelets that give off a faint hue even in complete darkness. It helps illuminate everything around me. So, I wasn't really going to disagree with her."

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"When we got back to the apartment, I kinda hurt myself. I decided to race her up the stairs to my home, and tripped. I nearly put my head through the door! I showed Evelyn that my hands were stinging a little? it was extremely clumsy of me.

"On the plus side? I won the race. Whoooo!

"We never went back out. I was going to prepare tea for her, but?

"Things got a little distracting. She teased me about putting on that bikini again from the other night, all because I won the race. B-but? I feel awkward requesting her to do that. I know she'd do it just because I ask? But I feel like I'm a little weird to want her to?

"I've? never been intimate before. M-maybe I misunderstand that aspect. If she asks, I should accept? I don't want her to think I don't want to see her like that, after all. I think she's beautiful, both inside and out. I've always thought that.

"She teased me all the way up to her closing the door. But I-I? kind of misunderstood where she was going with that. I ran after her and tore into the room without a thought.

"She-?

"Nn?! I didn't mean to do it! I left so quick, I fell over myself! I'm thankful I have soft floors, and it's not cluttered. That could have really hurt!

"She came out and? well, she understood. It's nothing I haven't really seen before; that bikini is very revealing. I did get a little peek at her backside though? it's? it's cute. Nn! I di-!!"

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"I teased her? revenge and all for that tactic of hers? and I mentioned about how she wanted to take me out of my leotard that I brought with in case I did find a dance school.

"She? oh? she got so red! You wouldn't ever expect a woman like her to blush. I don't mean that in a bad way at all, of course. She's very strong, and very formal. She's a professional in her field, and has had years of training. B-but? sometimes all it takes is a little word, or a little touch?

"I got changed for her. She did put that swim wear on for me, after all. And? well, she approved. I was a little revealing in it, myself? and I've? never really worn it in front of people before. Even back at school, I chose against it unless I was in private.

"She was the first? and she? she really liked it.

"The rest of the night? I don't know if I should even say anything. I mean?

"A lot of things happened. New things. Exciting things. Things that I had been worried about when they would finally come to pass?

"And they did. I wasn't afraid, or worried. I didn't think twice about it. I felt like I was home, where I should be. Like everything else when it comes to her.

"I am very happy. All of these new, first time things for me? they couldn't be done with a better person."

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"Welcome to June!

"I didn't talk to you yesterday Mr. Tape Player. I've been? occupied. With Evvy, I mean. And when we're at home, or taking strolls, or? well, just being together, I wind up forgetting about everything else out there.

"Which means you, as well. You understand, don't you?

"Don't worry. I promise to still check in from time to time. You are my life on a piece of film, aren't you? It wouldn't make sense to stop documenting everything. I still get a few moments like this every now and then.

"I felt a little awkward going out the other night without her. I never like to do that? but I have a surprise for her. I told Evvy that I wanted to prepare a few things, because we had gotten our pictures together. I needed to buy the lockets; which wound up happening much better than that poofy dress I wanted.

"They're both gold, which I thought she would admire much more than the silver ones because of the gold in her dress. And her hair? setting sun brilliance. So pretty?

"A-ah, well? it's a tri-colored gold heart, for starters. It has this pretty intricate design on the shell itself. Kind of resembles a floral pattern. The "tri" part comes in with this beautiful rose that's engraved on the paneling, the stem being green, and the petals being a faded red shade. Naturally!

"They told me I could engrave anything I wanted on it so long as it wasn't expansive. You know, I can't state some paragraph of feelings? which I really like to do? but I thought I could keep it short, and sweet. So I asked the guy that I was buying from to put there with the rose, 'I love you'. Now, alone? it's pretty original. But when you turn it over, there's a little diamond stud embedded into the back. He was able to add, 'I forever do' with the 'o' in 'do' encompassing the diamond stud itself.

"As she has my heart, I decided to add my name to the mix, as well as the date it was made? which was, at this point, May thirty-first.

"I had the other done the same exact way, only with her name replacing mine. They're matching!

"I'm not wearing mine yet, as I want to surprise her with the design later on when we go out. I put careful thought into this, and I really hope that she'll admire the work I did the other night!

"Oh, I didn't mention?

"When I was out, I stopped at the bakery to get my usual order of melonpan. I saved half of it to bring back to Evelyn? since I know she really likes it as well. And because I want her to see I like sharing her germs! Or? sharing our germs. I know she's aware I was only kidding when I said that? but, still!

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"Anyway, I caught up with Toby and Katt. I guess they had come back from the church, and were looking to? I think go home?

"I asked them if they knew anybody that could help me find a computer terminal that is capable of downloading pictures from my phone?

"That's the other half of this gift.

"The pictures we took together were stored on it. Normally, when I have pictures I want back home, I just plug it into my computer and get them downloaded. With a little magic, we'd get them on laminated paper and presto! ?but this area is dilapidated technologically. I haven't even come across people who use cells, let alone a computer. I was really down on my luck about the whole thing? these lockets won't have the same effect without a picture of the two of us together!

"Katt had a source she was willing to check into. And she gave me the address so I could double check for myself. Come to find out, the guy is kind of a technical nut. I'm glad for that?

"These lockets are set to go now? I cut a little of my hair and tied it in the frame. So one side will be a picture of us, and the other will have a little bit of my hair. Well? our hair.

"I do want to get a little of hers for mine as well?

"All that's left to do is for her to take a peek at the pictures for herself and see which one she likes the best!

"We'll get them cut out and organize them together. Then we'll have a little? piece of each other no matter what. Even though we have each other's heart, a little physical essence couldn't hurt. After all, I'm never quite close enough to her, even when I'm climbing on her, or kissing her. I always want more! I'm definitely a little greedy in that department? but I know she doesn't mind that. It's all for her! She understands?

"After all, I love her with every inch that makes me exist.

"I'll pack these printed pictures up and carry them with me until I can show her them. It would suck if she found them before I could show her!

"A short little blurb for you, Mr. Tape Player. I'm off to make her some of that tea I always try to do, and then get distracted. As she's not a very big soda nut (and I'm not either, so it doesn't bother me in the slightest!), I need to keep her thirst levels down with prepared drinks. Water would do? but she deserves something much fancier! And I'd gladly prepare anything in the world that she asked for.

"The very best?

"See you, Mr. Tape Player!

"Tsuzuki Mayu, siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigning out~"

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"Good morning, Mr. Tape Player.

"Yes! It's morning. Beautiful, sun-? oh, it's cloudy outside?

"I k-knew that! K-kinda?

"Okay, ma-maybe not? you can't blame me. We've been so busy together that the last thing I would be paying attention to is the weather.

"Naturally!

"Mr. Tape Player, could you believe that there are worlds out there that aren't round? Worlds that aren't even a really big shape of some sort??

"I wouldn't have. Can you imagine living on a planet that's kind of like? a corkscrew? That's about how I was imagining it when we discussed Evelyn's world a little bit.

"I come from a rather original place, in comparison. Earth's, well? round, with a really pretty blue sky? it's not entirely too different from here, when I think about it.

"Earl is much the same way? in fact, in a lot of ways, Earl is like a glamorous Earth. It has that science-fiction future feel to it. But it's still? plain.

"Evelyn's world is? just a whole brand new thing. Something I've never even had the opportunity to think of before. I'm not even sure I've seen books that have that kind of thing?

"It's so different? but strangely so similar.

"Kind of like us, now that I think about it. There's a lot of things between her and I that makes you think we could have been the same person in another life time. We definitely have a ton in common with one another? We're both fiercely loyal, for starters. There's nothing that the other won't do if asked. If she asked me to move the entire planet for her, you better believe I would be going to find blueprints on a gravitational well just so I could it!!

"Protecting each other's hearts? I know I'm small and incapable of a lot of things? but I know for a fact that, if Evelyn's feelings were to be even remotely hurt, or if she was even a touch sad because of something somebody said?? There would be a lot to answer to!? whoever the cause might be! And she would do the very same thing. I don't think I could even ask her to hold off in time? ? ? somebody would be bleeding painfully quick!

"Our unmatched devotion? it is such a rare thing. Devotion in general is rare? but our level? And to have Evelyn? lucky, lucky, lucky!

"I can't speak for her, but then again? I don't have to! Just seeing her, the way she's always smiling and at peace? then knowing that I am playing the part in why she's like that? I can't help but know her devotion! Even before she's capable of saying much of anything, just the way she looks at me sometimes? it's like, that warm tingle that penetrates my body and makes me numb for a brief instant? That's her feelings. With nothing but a look? I know? and it's so outstanding?

"Sometimes, words don't do justice to the feelings a person has. I'm usually incapable of? w-well? wanting to say anything at all. To tell her "I love her" is probably the most powerful thing of all. And, to be honest?? Even that's not enough. The most powerful three worlds in the universe? and it's still not capable of measuring my feelings for her?

"?I've never told somebody that before? not in the manner where it matters. Not from the soul. And, in response, I've never had somebody tell it to me. Not from my parents, my brother? even my friends. And friends are often capable of saying it in this little? worthless kind of way. But I've? not been privileged to such things before Evelyn.

"It really? matters to me? her telling me really, really matters to me?

"When I first told her my feelings? my actual feelings for her without dodging anything in specific? I felt that? no amount of explanation would be enough. And I think she got that? it's that reason alone that I will often sit there and be silent with her? just to be with her in a moment?

"Even the most powerful explanations uttered can sometimes belittle the actual importance of a person, or what you feel about them?

"I really feel that what we have is beyond the rarest emotions in the world. It's like? movie love.

"A-ah? warm tingles?"

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"I asked her about visiting Kinoh. It was to be a roundabout way of seeing whether I could actually get there or not?

"As I understand it, there's no clear method of just hopping in a gate and making a trip. In fact?

"She asked me to never tell her how to get there should I happen to find out somehow.

"She's pointed out that were she to know how to return, she would have to. And that she might never have the opportunity to ever come back?

"?she? looked like she was going to cry when she told me that?

"?all the more reason to free her from these shackles that bind her, even if they do not exist on this planet.

"Nothing will keep us from being together? no person, place, or thing. If that time comes? you have no idea what would transpire? I feel sorry for the idiot that even thinks about getting in our way?

"A-ah?

"S-she? she was very taken by w-what I had to say about the manner? I told her that nothing would stop me from doing what I must to do for her. And it's true. Nothing would stop me!

"Those tears never did seem to want to let up. Even after I kissed her lids and sealed them away for a better time?

"I didn't let the situation stay like that? there's no reason to even think about that kind of stuff! We're together here and now, and we ultimately plan to keep it like that, don't we? What does it matter? about all these other things that don't exist on this world?

"I mean? if the situation got that bad, I would take her back to Earl with me. Professor Yohko would know how to block gates from specific worlds, wouldn't she? Not to mention, jumping to Earl? how in the world would anyone know how to even follow us!? There's got to be some kind of technical way of handling that kind of thing?

"And if I have to, I will. I'll take her with me, and say good-bye without another thought. I have her. And that's all I could ever need?

"She expressed her love to me after everything! I can still taste her words on my mouth? 'I wish I had better words to use? but since don't have them, all I can say is I love you?'

"That alone?? It's like a hurricane of emotion in my chest. Hurricane! She's just like me? 'I love you' isn't nearly enough? but it conveys what we want it to mean?

"Someday? she'll know. I know she thinks she knows? but I love her well beyond what anybody might?

"I can't get enough of hearing it from her, though!! I wish she'd sit there and say it to me a million times~

"I could try to get her to tell you, Mr. Tape Player. Then I could repeat it all day and night! Kyaanaaa~ An Evelyn 'I Love You' tape! Funnnnnnn!

"We may stay in again? but to be honest with you, we could be anywhere in the world? so long as we're together, any plans that we make are simply challenges to divert my undivided attention from the woman I love?

"And nothing will succeed in that challenge, Mr. Tape Player?

"Nothing."

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"Biiii? It's been a little while again!

"We've been through this routine before, though! You understand, Mr. Tape Player.

"Where have I been? On an amazing journey of the heart and soul!

"As I usually am, I've not left Evelyn's side for more than a few, very heart-wrenching moments for starters. My beloved and I have nearly been inseparable for a month now! I wonder if I should get her something to celebrate the occasion.

"She's so terrific in that regard! I'm constantly cooking up fresh and new things to offer her. But she's always so content and happy just to have me. It's like? I'm her ultimate gift from life.

"It's the best feeling in the world? when you know that you mean absolutely everything to a person that you pour your heart and soul into?

"I've never been at the center of somebody's universe before. Usually, I'm the one that's trying really hard to make everybody smile, and make sure they're safe and taken care of. But? Evelyn's like? beyond that when it comes to me.

"If I feel down or sad? even one finger on a shoulder from her can brighten me right up. I'm entirely incapable of being sad so long as she's with me! I'm? so glad to have a wonderful love and best friend like her?

"Yesterday, there was some? strange stuff. And she really helped me through it, and made me realize a few things? Evelyn had left a little before I did from the apartment, and I presume she was just going to take a little stroll and enjoy the cooler weather. I got bathed and changed and went after her.

"Actually, I should start before then? I went out a few nights ago to write a poem for her. (This was the same night I was nearly eaten by a stool? but that's another story?) With everything that's gone on between us, I've been wanting to really express myself to her. Everything's been this? jumbled mix when it comes to me truly expressing my feelings. I want to tell her that I love her beyond loving her, but it never comes out right. It just sounds like more love! Which? well, it is? but it's really something greater than that, you know? Super-mega-big-awesome-EPIC Love!

"And that deserves something more than, 'I love you.'

"I've never really? written a poem before. I mean, in school we were taught prose. But it's not exactly what I'm good at. To be honest, I think I slept through most of my language classes?

"A-ah? b-but anyway! Poetry is a new thing for me? I've only seen it briefly in books, or on television. I don't really know what makes a good poem? but I was traditional with it. Every line rhymed, with several different verses, and was done from the heart.

"She has the paper now, so I can't read it to you? but, despite being my first poem, I felt it was really deep. I mean, of course I feel that way? it came from my heart. B-but? what I mean is? I thought it was very well written.

"I finished it yesterday morning. I've been working on it for a few days and really wracked my heart to ensure everything came out like it should have. I didn't? really know how to present it to her. I thought about standing on some stage in front of a bunch of people and just? professing myself. B-but? I don't know of any stages!

"So, when we were discussing who won our little contest? (Contest being that she heard me when I tried to attack her in hugs and kisses? which I wound up getting anyway!) we concluded that she won. She got a prize. She considered her prize to be me! B-but? she's had me as a prize since the first second she laid eyes on me?

"I've been carrying the notepad around with me just so she wouldn't find it? so I decided in the end that it would be her prize!

"She? she actually cried this time when she read it. Normally, she just? gets teary-eyed and has this? awesome smile that I can never get enough of. But she? cried. I got to? wipe her tears away?

"I don't think I've made somebody that happy before? she's made me that happy before? constantly makes me that happy!

"And from all of that? I? I find myself delving deeper into my emotions for her. This well inside of me? where I store her? where I'm left thinking of her every second of every day, and loving her? it's bottomless. Each day I find myself enamored by her even further. Wanting her even more?

"It's not even an exaggeration. I am? constantly lost in thoughts of her?

"?Toby and Katt were nearby, but I never remember actually seeing them or hearing them. Evelyn's perception is uncanny. So we went to say hello.

"? ? I don't know what's going on, but something's strange with the two of them. They're? very different from before. Even being myself? you know, being happy and joking and getting everybody to laugh? Even that was? ? it's like they've grown way too serious without an ability to laugh.

"I was making silly jokes about Katt making Toby her little dessert and Toby's want to tie me up and butter me down.

"? ? It's extremely gross, I admit. It creeps me out that he agreed he wanted to do that when it first came up. But I also know I don't have to worry about him actually doing it. And we've all made the joke plenty of times together. Katt's been there and laughed at it. Toby's laughed at it. Even Ixora was laughing at it! You remember, Mr. Tape Player. Ero Bata-Boya? I'm sure I told you this before?

"Ixora got Toby a cape so he can be a true superhero about it! It's a very funny joke. And he always takes it with a grin and we laugh about it!

"But he just? he was different about the whole thing this time.

"Evelyn's not been involved in our little inside jokes before, so she was a little confused. I shared with her Toby's admission and what it stemmed from.

"I thought, at first, she was going to throw me aside and claw him senseless. Which, looking at it now, I wouldn't even care. The way he looked at me following the whole thing? it was very unnatural. Very hurtful.

"With the things he was saying, he was acting like I was the one that was doing something out of the ordinary. We're all friends? we all play around and make silly jokes. We're always laughing and having a good time. Everything was perfect.

"Now??

"It was just? ? I don't understand. And I thought I had done something really wrong, and that I was not understanding the situation. But Evelyn shared with me her perspective on the whole thing? people are complicated, and sometimes there's not a thing you can do. People are going to act differently and be weird sometimes?

"She felt I didn't do anything wrong. Knows me for who I am? knows I wouldn't try to make people hurt.

"People are? complicated.

"I wanted to leave right away? I didn't want to sit there and be looked at darkly and like I was some kind of villain. I didn't do anything wrong? nothing that I haven't done in the six months we've all been together and having fun?

"Thankfully, I have Evelyn? she took me away before anything got weirder? and I was glad.

"We ate at the bakery, and I fed her a little bite of my melonpan? I got to play cute little games with her like that for the rest of the day?

"As I said previously? and this is where it came from? Evelyn's touch, her presence? no matter how sad or hurt or scared I feel? just a touch? and I feel better. I'm at peace. I'm able to accept things easier. I'm able to move on from things easier.

"Her kisses are a sealant to the bad? and the feeling of her washes over me? makes me feel on top of the world.

"And at the end of the day? the only person in the entire world that I need is the only one I'll ever love? Her."

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