The distant yip of a dog barking in a neighbor's backyard shattered the repose night time generally awarded those who were night owls. The hiss of traffic trekking water on the concrete roads was absent except for the occasional car pulling in some driveway, providing the balcony the girl stood on with the bit of ambiance that would otherwise be the pangs of ringing silence.
Her eyes were leveled somewhere between the moons and the dust of glistening stars as though they were holes punched in velvet, studying them through clinging wet bangs that hadn't shriveled dry since her shared bath. She hadn't left the Esters's yet, much to her own chagrin, and wasn't sure what she was going to do. Was it the feeling of obligation since they'd given her warm clothing, a bed to sleep in, a fulfilling meal and a bath to wash the turmoil away? That never stopped her. With a sigh, she slumped against the banister of the balcony, exchanging the sky for the road one story down.
Sheridan's room wasn't the only one that had access to the balcony. Her door opened to the right half, his opened to the left. He would have gone through his sister's room, but he had enough stuff thrown at his head for one night. His nose still ached from where a duck shaped shampoo bottle had smashed into his face. So he used his own sliding glass door, easing it open and closed. His fingers were looped around the necks of two soda bottles, lemon ones, from Sheridan's advice. He held one out to Mayu as he neared her. "Here. Sher said you liked the lemon drink she made. She found the empty mug in her room."
She was lost in her own thoughts, borderline melancholy in mood, and anything but prepared for another to join her. The co-mixture of a voice and the sudden appearance of a bottle being jabbed in front of her face made her eyes bulge and her mouth gape with some pitiful sound born from fright weaseling out of her throat. She skirted away from the banister, fingers clawing at her lower lip to stifle the sound well after it already fled to the air. So much for being the alert warden of balance.
"Whoa, hey." He held up his hands, mouth curved around an apologetic smile. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I thought you might be thirsty, though. I always am after a hot bath." Why did he have to bring that up? He didn't know. He could just pretend he didn't, though, keep smiling, keep holding the soda bottle out to her. It was small enough not to be heavy, made of glass and cool on his hand.
She hoisted up the hood of her pale yellow pajama top, turning her clothing into a kind of barrier to ward off prying eyes from snagging a glance at carmine red blossoming at her cheeks. The hood that sloped around her head came with a pair of expertly sewn pointed feral ears, much like a prowling kitten's when latched to the hunt. Crestfallen no longer, she snagged the bottle he'd offered her, more from instinct than her want to drink. She left it loose in the grip of her curled fingers, studying him as she once did the many stars that dotted the sky. "...what... made you want to do all of this for me? The thing with Katt, finding me on the side of the road..." To her, it was nothing less than concerning. A boy that goes out of his way for a girl all the time? That wasn't normal.
Whew, step one, accomplished. He cracked open his own soda, leaned into the balcony's railing. His smile grew wider as he spotted the pair of ears atop her hood. "That's cute on you." He couldn't see her face, otherwise he might have kept his mouth shut. As she turned to him, his eyes went up to the sky. There were barely any lights on to pollute the view of the stars and the two moons hanging like lanterns over the city. "Well, I didn't exactly plan on finding you at all, either time. First time, you fell on me. Second time, I tripped over you." He took a sip of soda, swallowing slowly. "Is it really that important to know why?"
She cradled the bottle with her other hand, staring down at it. It wasn't the catalyst to her courage to ask these questions, but it always felt easier to speak with another when not looking directly at them. Especially not during conversations like this. "Sort of," she answered after a long pause, "I mean... Sheridan said you don't bring people home with you all the time. It's not like I haven't been sleeping outside on my own for a really long time."
Yeah, she ignored the comment of being cute in a kitten hoodie.
Considering what had happened not fifteen minutes before, it was probably better for his health. He wasn't sure how to answer her. It was like her own view of herself was so close to the ground, it *was* the ground. ...Or maybe she just didn't understand. "Have you ever come in contact with something that you knew was just..wrong? Or it didn't feel right to you, or if you if you ignored it, it would eat at you until you did something about it?"
She fumbled back the foot or so necessary to reclaim her perch at the banister, slouching against it with a cross of arms, the bottle nestled between them. "...I don't know. Who cares?" Across the street, she could see a single lamp lit and the silhouette of a man preparing for bed, changing out of a business suit and replacing it with some shadowy blob that passed as a tee shirt from her distance. The act was a blurry haze to her poor eyesight, but she could keep up with what was going on.
He snickered. "Come on, think about it like this. What kind of man would I be if I left a girl out alone at night like this? Being in a tree is one thing, nobody can see you up there, but flat out on the ground?" A beam of light streaked across the sky and he smiled. "Did something happen to you that makes it really hard to believe I don't have any other reason for helping you other than just wanting to?"
She exhaled a single breath, neither committing or disbelieving what he was saying. She took the bottle by the cap and gave it a sharp twist to the right, tightening it in her attempts to pull it apart so she could savor the lemony flavor within. When it failed, she tried again, only with a little more strength. It didn't budge. "Mnh..."
He didn't know how to take it. For a second, he thought the little noise she made was a confirmation, so he sucked in a breath, preparing to launch into speech. Then he looked over. Chuckling, he reached out to hold the bottle with one hand, twisting the cap hard with the other.
She wasn't going to commit to a question like that, even if it killed her. Taking the bottle from her, though, she grunted with much more freedom than her clenched throat was willing to spare before now. "H-Hey! That's mine!" a protest that didn't come with the intention to fight him for it.
"I know," he said, still grinning. He held up the cap for her to see, then set it on the edge of the balcony. "There."
She looked on sheepishly for a second. Then, stomping her bare feet into the wooden planks of the balcony, she reached out with both hands to take the deposited bottle. "Oh... um, right... t-thank you," she managed to offer him quietly, feeling little more than utterly guilty for having spouted at him like she had. The bottle was lifted to her mouth with both hands, sipping from its contents with the same kind of struggle a three year old might have when finally told she can't have her Sippy Kup anymore.
"No problem." He went back into his lean. At least this meeting was working out a little better than the last one had. He kept a hold of his own soda, his thumb following the grooves of the glass. "I'm sorry I don't have a better answer for you, Mayu. I really did just, simply, want to help you. With Katt--" he clicked his teeth together. "--you seemed really sorry. And I had the ability to help you do something you wanted to do. You guys have the opportunity for a second chance now. It's not that I'm going to hold it over your head or anything, but it was something I could do. Something I thought you deserved, you know?"
She stopped drinking before she drowned herself in the lemon flavor, the cold taste bitter as it ran down her throat. Her tongue flapped, bucking and licking air to chase it away. "Bleech!!" Cold lemon soda. The only thing worse than that was grape, by far. She pushed the bottle away to the balcony's edge and sent it over without remorse. The shudder that clutched her spine was more frigid than ice.
Her composure returned, slowly, and a glance was shared with him. "...I don't know if we're going to have a second chance with things. As much as I want to try and rekindle everything we used to have, she seems genuinely set to simply let the past go and move on with our lives. By apologizing, I think... just maybe... it finally helped close a chapter in her life. If nothing else, I'm happy I could at least do that for her." It was out of her hands what happened between Katt and her. She said what needed to be said, she had the privilege to speak with Katt if she chose to, and when it seemed appropriate, she'd follow up on that, no matter how briefly it may be.
"I just don't understand what you're... trying to do with this. Are you thinking that by helping me like this, you'll somehow remember something about me?"
"Ah, hey!" He winced at the crash, glad that it was late enough at night to where no one was walking around below them. That would be perfect. Sighing, he listened to her, squinting at the label on his soda. "That's what I mean. Without talking to her, we would still be where we were together. I always hated that." Then he really did look back at her. "I guess I'm just trying to be your friend. So what if Katt thinks we knew each other? We don't. That doesn't mean we can't anyway. Besides, I keep running into you. This city's huge, and I've seen you three times in just as many days. That's got to mean something."
Her lips pursed, as though she heard exactly what she was looking for and was not thrilled by it. The winning lotto numbers were all announced and she didn't get a single number correct. "...I'm not looking for any friends. I'm looking to find a way to remember everything I lost and tell if these thoughts in my head are real or not. How do I know where I came from and if my name is even Mayu? What if my home isn't somewhere in Japan but another place all together? I just want to know that the memories in my head are real and I'm not being told twenty different things to make me second-guess myself. I just... want them and... go home, away from..."
Her rise of emotion crumbled when she realized what she'd said. It was genuine, a real desire of hers. The first, from everything she's experienced so far. "...whatever the heck kind of city this is."
The thought had occurred to him, but never quite so abruptly, that she was going through the same thing. Someone had told her that a chunk of her life might have been a lie, and that threw everything into a tailspin. He was lucky, he had people like Sheridan and Emerill, and memories that he could call up in the blink of an eye. "Does..does anyone else in this city know who you are? Do you have any other friends, anyone else like Katt?" His voice was low, matching the gentle, quiet breeze of the night.
She could count the number of experiences she's shared with others on one hand. "Outside of Katherine and Sammy... there was a girl I spoke with briefly. Her name was... Minoko," she thinks, doubt thick as honey on those words, "...I know we spoke once, and she helped me... deal with a problem. But I... I don't really remember what we talked about or if we really even knew each other. I only know her name because she introduced herself to me." It didn't seem like a lead to anything worthwhile to her. A new friend, perhaps, but she seemed no different than the boy standing beside her now. She glanced over the railing to the remains of her lemon soda bottle, glass sparkling like the stars. "I don't know anybody in this city. The strange sky and the way things work around here. ...I'm pretty sure I don't belong here."
He nodded along, wheels in his mind churning so fast he could have smelled smoke. The mention of Minoko's name was like throwing a stick into that well oiled machine. It briefly stopped the gears, but seconds later, the thought left him, stick broken, crunched and the splinters were falling away into oblivion. "Well, there you go. Katherine and Sammy have been here longer than me and my family have. Minoko, I--I don't know about her. Something about her name is familiar, but it's kind of like yours." He grimaced as he watched her, wishing that he had a bag of tricks, or at least a bag full of candy or something to help brighten the mood. Where the heck were Sheridan's doughnuts? "What kind of place is your home?"
"It's..." she grew somber as this particular conversation ran its course, easily taking its toll on her mood until she couldn't save face with a well-planned smile or flash of mirth in her eyes. "...It's like a dream. When you're there, you can feel all of your anxiety wash away and leave you feeling like you can accomplish anything in the entire world. There's this... magical aura around it, like the air you breathe is curing your soul and slaying your sorrow and... you just... you feel like you're complete. That you've finally achieved everything you ever wanted." Wistfully, she sighed and lowered her head back to the splay of glass shards. Like them, she felt broken and in a million pieces having thought back to her home.
"Wow." There wasn't much else he could say to it. He was honored she shared it with him, and for a few brief moments, he had to surprise a giddy grin. "...That sounds amazing. Like Heaven or something." This time he did smile, lifted his gaze to the stars above them. Heaven was always spoken about like it was up there. Maybe her home was home was up there too. His own village had definitely been somewhere else. "What was it called? ...Err, is it called..rather. Sorry." He cleared his throat, took a drink of soda.
Wow. That was a much better way to describe it than how she was putting it. She glanced over to him, the slouch of her posture becoming more evident, arms curled loosely until she was hugging herself. The kitten hood and its dark brown ears all flopped forward, the circumference hiding her eyes and the water that welled in them. "...I... Isn't it Japan...?" Earth was anything but exquisite like that. Her brain circled around that name, though, like it was the only one that existed.
"Japan. Yeah, yeah you said that before." He smiled. "Japan sounds like a great place to live. I think what makes this city what it is is the people that are here with you. I don't know where I'd be without Emerill or Sheridan." He drew his lower lip into his mouth, turned his head to look down at her. "I want to help you go back. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I think everybody deserves a place they can say is theirs, where they're happy. And so what if Katt says we were supposed to know each other. I'd still say the same thing even if no one ever told me that. Two heads have got to be better than just one, right? Do you have anybody else helping you?" He raised his eyebrows. His logic was sound to him.