Mornings came easy to a girl reborn. The dilemmas of the years were a hazy fog, unable to be burnt away by the glimpse of a sun peeking through clouds of a midwinter day. They were present, subtly throwing angst into her many moods without rearing their ugly mugs.
They were mere, unfortunate events not unlike dreams or distant, enigmatic memories.
Her blankets aided in crafting an impenetrable last defense against the chill that struggled to sap her waking energy. She was a fan of the fuzzy staples of winter solace. Despite her meager strength and frame that often got tangled in the intangible web of fabric, she lusted to live beneath their solitude when drifting into slumber.
Where many desired teddy bears, or jewelry, or cards to collect, she pined for blankets. And many did she obtain.
The burdening weight of six fleece throws and comforters were cast from her with flailing arms and kicking feet, sitting upright on her roll-out bed that Toby acquired for her. History was kind to her sleeping arrangements, often having to share a bedroom with a troublesome brother that rarely saw his sister's way. She was prone to taking up the floor and allowing the brat to have his luxurious lifestyle, with springboards and cushions that relaxed strained muscles after a long day of playing in the mud and kicking tail in the latest video game craze.
A brother that was her life, but no longer. A brother that she cared for deeply, and could no longer. One that she loved, and hoped would forgive her. One day.
She'd forgotten to kick off her slippers before sleeping, the fuzzy innards keeping petite toes toasty warm. They silently met the floor, the girl removed from the roll-out and toward the bathroom down the hall.
She hadn't much taken realization that this method of living was mundane and methodical. For weeks following her return to present day, December Fourteenth, she had forgotten much. Her life past the beginning of April, her training under Zenny's watchful eye, her love life, dying to protect her interests, right down to forgetting how to walk.
All those things, within seldom reason, was beginning to return to her. To haunt her like a vague, hollow calling of her name in a vast mansion. Its words coursing like pumped blood through empty halls and towering foyers. But, once more, like a dream that often eluded the grasp of conscious understanding, she was unable to coop with reason and place it in a timeline of her own life.
To her, the date was April Fourteenth, after all. She was a past replica of a present image.
The door of the bathroom was nudged open with a heavy shoulder, silently treading into the quaint space so a splash of water could meet her face and invigorate cumbering, absent perception.
The running of water streaming from the faucet was a snake's hiss to her ears. It pooled inside the basin much like it filled her head, but the sensation of tepid liquid evaded her senses. She lifted her eyes, watching the reflection of a girl in the mirror that she couldn't quite place at the same time she was vividly familiar with it.
There was an internal struggle of comprehension. Living two separate entities that were both, ideally, the same. Their merging was destined, as they stemmed from the same origins. But eternally, they were not the same. They were historically different, desiring different things. Their goals, separate.
Commixing as they were, those desires and goals steadily converged, on a crash course with something she would never have been prepared for?
They were mere, unfortunate events not unlike dreams or distant, enigmatic memories.
Her blankets aided in crafting an impenetrable last defense against the chill that struggled to sap her waking energy. She was a fan of the fuzzy staples of winter solace. Despite her meager strength and frame that often got tangled in the intangible web of fabric, she lusted to live beneath their solitude when drifting into slumber.
Where many desired teddy bears, or jewelry, or cards to collect, she pined for blankets. And many did she obtain.
The burdening weight of six fleece throws and comforters were cast from her with flailing arms and kicking feet, sitting upright on her roll-out bed that Toby acquired for her. History was kind to her sleeping arrangements, often having to share a bedroom with a troublesome brother that rarely saw his sister's way. She was prone to taking up the floor and allowing the brat to have his luxurious lifestyle, with springboards and cushions that relaxed strained muscles after a long day of playing in the mud and kicking tail in the latest video game craze.
A brother that was her life, but no longer. A brother that she cared for deeply, and could no longer. One that she loved, and hoped would forgive her. One day.
She'd forgotten to kick off her slippers before sleeping, the fuzzy innards keeping petite toes toasty warm. They silently met the floor, the girl removed from the roll-out and toward the bathroom down the hall.
She hadn't much taken realization that this method of living was mundane and methodical. For weeks following her return to present day, December Fourteenth, she had forgotten much. Her life past the beginning of April, her training under Zenny's watchful eye, her love life, dying to protect her interests, right down to forgetting how to walk.
All those things, within seldom reason, was beginning to return to her. To haunt her like a vague, hollow calling of her name in a vast mansion. Its words coursing like pumped blood through empty halls and towering foyers. But, once more, like a dream that often eluded the grasp of conscious understanding, she was unable to coop with reason and place it in a timeline of her own life.
To her, the date was April Fourteenth, after all. She was a past replica of a present image.
The door of the bathroom was nudged open with a heavy shoulder, silently treading into the quaint space so a splash of water could meet her face and invigorate cumbering, absent perception.
The running of water streaming from the faucet was a snake's hiss to her ears. It pooled inside the basin much like it filled her head, but the sensation of tepid liquid evaded her senses. She lifted her eyes, watching the reflection of a girl in the mirror that she couldn't quite place at the same time she was vividly familiar with it.
There was an internal struggle of comprehension. Living two separate entities that were both, ideally, the same. Their merging was destined, as they stemmed from the same origins. But eternally, they were not the same. They were historically different, desiring different things. Their goals, separate.
Commixing as they were, those desires and goals steadily converged, on a crash course with something she would never have been prepared for?