3:30 AM
558.332.4457

After the beep:

Hi doc. It's me again. I appreciate you meeting with me. I did what you suggested, I filled the flask with water, but it doesn't help. Last night it was a joke, the nights before not.

Thank you for the flowers. I left some in the cemetery, I thought it fitting since it's an old one and partially overgrown in sections.

I'm still having nightmares and nauseated. How many more months of this can I expect? Will it get worse? Will it get better? The headaches are the worse though. It?s at the base of my skull where it hurts the most. I?m going to see an acupuncturist a friend recommended.

I met someone last night. Don?t get that idea. Well, maybe not exactly met with a name, but two strangers having a conversation. I missed that with time scattered.

I hope your trip to Uganda goes well. I'm sure we'll miss each other in passing by the time you get back and I have to leave. Email soon. Good morning and blessed day.

1:13 AM
667.325.5569

Sach, this it's me. Please call me soon please. I think there's something wrong. I haven't kept anything down in a few days. It's probably more emotional than physical. I need some advice. Please call me. I think I'm going to go to the hospital. If I check myself in, maybe I'll be able to get something for the pain.

I know I'd promise not to drink for the baby, but it's so hard. Please call me.





2:453 AM
667.325.5569

Sach it's me again. I'm sorry. I didn't go to the hospital. I didn't drink. I still feel like shit, but don't worry about calling me. I know I need to face this alone. You and Ethan concentrate on Constance, she needs you more than I do. I'll be fine, I promise. You know how I can be. I'll be fine. I promise. I love you both.

5:20 AM
667.325.5569

Sach, it's me. The wolf howls and he does it loud. Tell Ethan he's absolutely fucking right. I'm going to be going away for a bit. I have a date with a technomancer and the year of our gods 1891.

I won't be in texting range. Hell, I don't even know if I'll be able to get back alive or not. I changed my will, not much, but I changed it.

I talked to Ethan this morning and told him what happened. He'll be able to fill you in. Talk to him first before you jump to any conclusions about my mental state.

I will finish in one week all the deliveries of what I promised you and Ethan. It's six months worth, at least. If I get back and I'm able, I'll continue. Ethan said he understood. He said Ryker will be fine.

I also told Ethan I was writing about my past so Ryker knows about me. I started backwards and said I won't mention anything about his father. You and Ethan will need to tell him sooner than later, I hope it's sooner than later. Don't make him hate both of us, okay? You know how it is when you don't know or feel like secrets are being kept. Anyway, the notebook you can take with you, but don't give that to him unless I can finish it.

You and Ethan can tell him everything, but if he reads it from me, I want to finish it. I will do my best to make it back and see to it.

I'm leaving everything at the warehouse, you'll be able to find them. All the letters are locked away. Ethan said you really needed to talk to me about Myra. It will have to wait unless you're back before I leave. I hope you are. I'd really like to catch you up.

I love you like a brother, but you're such a pig sometime. I know you're adamant about not telling Ryker about his father but you need to. I think it's really cool. If it were me, I'd feel loved.

Call me soon if you can. I'm sorry to babble. I'm over the moon... under the moon and .. love you.

4:04 PM
255.353.2145

Hi big easy, disorder here. I know you're out looking for something and I'm not going to ask how the search is going. I wanted to call and tell you Sach surprised me at the inn and I'm in a limo now going to his loft here in the city. I'll text you the address, I hope you get it.

Can you come? And did you like the surprise in your van this morning? I hope so. Text or call me. See you soon.

By the way, I didn't want to tell you this morning because I didn't have time. I had a dream last night, I need to ask you about it. We probably won't be able to talk at the loft, but do you think we can get dinner? I'll tell you all about it.

2:03 AM
667.325.5569

Sach, you and Ethan left shortly after you dropped that bomb shell on me. You can't do that. You did, but you can't. I'm not mad at you, but you should have prepared me, warned me or something. Seriously I feel like I'm a fucking failure.

I've been trying really hard to be there for everything and I'm failing. I get why you did it. I get it. I need to change so much now. Thankfully nothing has been given.

I should be thankful for everything. I am. It's hard to explain to you what this did to me. I think it's like the first time you told me.

I am.. I'm a little pissed, but I'll get over it. You know I've been having issues. I'll fill you in later.

Love you.

6:04 AM
667.325.5569

Sach it's me. I think I've been followed by an apparition. I remember being in a cemetery and burying a ring. I must have dug it up and brought whatever it was with me. It?s a wedding ring.

Can you please call me and tell me I?m not out of my fucking mind. I was in a water prison, there were dead people all around me singing and tormenting me. I think I died or woke up. Myra told me I had to open my eyes.

When I open my eyes, I see things like the fire. I think someone from the fire followed me. I?ve seen his face, but I don?t know from where.

Continued.

10:00 AM

667.645.1313

-Ewan left a voicemail at the sound of the tone-

'lo Sach, it's Ewan. I'm sorrie about missin' yer calls. I've been thinkin' about yer offer and I appreciate it from the bottom of me heart but at this moment I'm no' ready to move in with yew and Ethan just yet. There are still things I need to square away. Thank yew fer everythin'' Sach. Ye will hear from me soon. Give Ethan me regards.

-BEEP-

3:00 PM

667.645.1313

-after the beep-

Sach, it's Ewan. I got yer message.....-there is a pause and a deep breath- I understand. Please do no' think I am angry wi' ye or harbor any ill will towards ye or Ethan. I feel that I am very close to findin' a solution and thot this cannae be the final outcome. There is a key and a map which I believe contains a rare book thot will bring Disa back. I know ye will probably believe me mad. I may think yer righ'. I have to try, Sach. I cannae give up just yet. I have come so far. Too far too give up now. I hope t' talk wi' ye soon under better circumstances. Ta fer now.

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8:00 AM

667.645.1313

-There was a voicemail left on Esme's phone-

Mornin' Esme. I hope ye've been well. I've been meanin' t' stop by fer a visit. Does Tuesday afternoon sound gud? I believe there's subjects thot need discussin'. Hope to see ye soon.