Topic: Going On A Bear Hunt ...

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 13:57 EST
Edward had lingered on at Rose House after dropping Beni off for the day. This wasn't something that he would have normally done, but there was Charlie to brief on the upcoming mission and the new cook had baked some shepard's pie and snickerdoodles cookies. Edward had a fondness for both. So he sat at the kitchen table, hair drawn back with a leather thong, slowly eating the pie with a plate of cookies nearby and a glass of milk near his left hand. As children passed to and fro from classroom to classroom and eating hall to the dorms, he grunted his greetings as they shouted his name and waved. He was proud of these kids, proud of how he had a hand in helping them out. He knew he was just a single spike in the Rail, but together the Rail was making a difference.

It had become routine now for Beni, to be ready when Edward came to pick her up in the mornings. He didn't usually stay, though, and what was more unusual was that most of the children seemed to know who he was. And yet, before he'd come to find her in the darkness, she'd never seen him before. It was a puzzle.

But a puzzle that would have to wait, for now. The morning classes had to be dealt with, and although her classroom was usually the loudest of the two, filled with laughter and questions, they did manage to get some progress made with reading and writing. There was even a little history done this morning.

Of course, the half hour before the lunch meal - which was then followed by nap-time - was devoted to carpet time. Beni and her little gaggle of children curled up on the carpet at the back of the classroom, amid avid discussion about what they should do. A few moments later, through the open door of the classroom, their voices began to filter down to the kitchen. "We're going on a bear hunt ... we're going on a bear hunt ..."

It wasn't difficult to hear the commotion inside of Beni's classroom, he was only a hallway away. Every once in a while, Edward tilted his chair back and craned his neck to look inside. He agreed with Ro that Beni had been an excellent choice as far as teachers went. He just wasn't sure if she could be trusted with the little secret that was the reason for Edward's employment at Rose House. The mention of a bear hunt caused him to lean back and crane his neck again. What's that all about? he wondered as he watched.

From the classroom came the rhythmic sounds of hands clapping against thighs, setting the rhythm for the words that were spoken. Each phrase Beni spoke was repeated by the children arrayed in front of her, all of them thoroughly in the zone. It must have sounded very strange to someone who couldn't see the actions made for certain of the phrases. "We're coming to a river ... we're coming to a river ... can't go 'round it ... can't go 'round it ... can't go under it ..."

Edward stopped trying to watch and the chair came back down to all fours gently. His hands and arms curled around his plate. Closing his eyes, he concentrated on the rhythm of the tune and the voices telling the story. To the unknowing eye, he could be asleep; but that was the furthest thing from the truth.

On and on the story went, involving running through short grass, long grass, jumping over rivers, going 'round mountains, and finally going through a forest and into a cave. It was at this point that the back and forth cadence of voices stilled, and only Beni spoke, in a voice fully intended to convey amusement as well as fear. "It's all dark in here ... can't see anything. What's this? Furry ... big ... growling ... it's a bear!" There was a collective scream from the children with her, followed by giggles as the journey was abruptly reversed in double time.

Edward's eyes opened up when Beni exclaimed "It's a bear!" and he chuckled at the screams that came from the children. Taking a final drink of the milk and grabbing the plate of cookies, Edward wandered down the hall towards her classroom. He paused in the doorway and smiled at Beni from over the heads of the mob of youngsters.

"Do you know what keeps bears away?" He was speaking to the chiildren, but his eyes were on Beni. "Snickerdoodles. Who wants a cookie?" Edward knelt down on one knee then, holding the plate out for the children. "Only one, and it's a secret. Ms Millard will be disappointed if you don't eat all of your lunches."

Movement in the doorway made Beni look up, and she couldn't help smiling back at the tall man as he entered the classroom. It really wasn't fair, she reflected to herself, that he was even more handsome in daylight. And she really had to get her mind off him when she went to bed; some of the things he was doing in her head would have made a whore blush.

Of course, offering cookies was a good way to get yourself mobbed, and Beni laughed as the children scrambled towards Ed, obediently taking only one each before settling down to munch happily.

"What do you say to Edward?" she prompted, before too much munching started. There was a pause, and then the little group of faces turned to Edward. "Thank you, Ed."

And mobbed he was. He laughed out loud, happy to be the center of a maelstrom of giggles and squeals. With the plate clean, he stood and then smiled to the small sea of faces that chanted their appreciation in unison. "You're welcome."

Edward then walked over to Beni's desk and placed the plate down. "They're good kids," he spoke quietly as he took a seat on the corner of the table. The job that Edward did made him especially sensitive to body language and facial expression. He wasn't quite accustomed to the way Beni looked at him, tender emotions did not often go hand in hand with the slavery business. "May I talk to you, when the kids have their lunch?" He posed the question quietly, as was his way.

"They're little terrors, the lot of them," Beni added to his flattery of the children, turning a fond grin onto the children, who protested laughingly at her cheerful insult. She glanced up at the clock, then back to the children. "Right, tidy time." Clapping her hands together, she stood up, and Ed would be treated to the sight of the little group moving to tidy up their classroom together.

Back on her feet, Beni rolled up the sleeves of her cardigan as she joined them, moving the bulkier toys and teaching aids out of the way. She looked to Edward as she passed him, again with that cheerful smile of hers. "Of course," she told him. "I can eat while they're asleep."

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 13:58 EST
Edward was impressed with the amount of team work the children were showing in tidying the classroom. His mind drifted to Charlie; he could remember that little guy with all of that hair, doing the same things that these little ones were doing. It became clear to him just why Charlie was so interested in helping and it made him wonder if any of these little ones would follow in his footsteps. To her reply, he slowly tore his gaze from the litle ones. "We can talk over lunch. You must be starving."

She laughed softly, straightening up to survey the class. "I can survive another hour," she assured him. "And I don't think you'd want any of the children to overhear whatever you want to say." It was just a guess, but the way he'd set the question, and the way he seemed bemused by her open friendliness, seemed to suggest that it was close to the mark. She glanced at the clock again, and clapped her hands. "Okay, line up!"

"Alright." He nodded and watched as the children lined up, two by two, boys on the left, girls on the right. It was no wonder they were well behaved; they'd been trained in their life before Rose House that disobedience was severely punished. Most of the children had been at Rose House long enough to realize that they weren't going to be beaten or starved if they acted up and it seemed that their desire to be loved was a far stronger incentive than a beating.

All eyes were on the clock, and the moment the minute hand moved to midday, the sound of Trudy's ladle started clattering against the metal handles of the cupboard doors in the kitchen. The children looked hopefully at Beni, who laughed, waving a hand. "Alright, go. No running!" Even without increasing their speed, though, the children were out of the door and disappearing up the hallway with the older ones from next door within minutes. Chuckling, Beni looked to Edward. "You were saying?"

Edward couldn't help but grin at the coiled up anticipation the children seemed to have. The moment they were told to go, it was as if they had springs that suddenly were let loose and their feet moved as fast as they could without running. Once they were gone, his blue eyed gaze turned to Beni. It puzzled him what she could find so attractive about him. "I don't mean to offend you, but I know that look in your eyes when you look at me. I see it in Randy and Aimee's eyes even though they're too stubborn to admit it. I've seen it in Charlie's and Declan's too. I just don't understand why, Beni."

The moment she caught on to what he was talking about, Beni's cheeks flushed wildly pink. She laughed self-consciously, ducking her head even as she tucked her hair behind her ear. "Busted," she chuckled softly, pausing a moment before lifting her head to look at him. "You're a very attractive man," she said, deciding at the last moment to be completely honest, no matter how embarrassing. "And ... there's no rhyme or reason to why people find one another attractive, they just do. So yes, I fancy you. And I sound like a babbling teenager, so I'll just stop now."

Edward saw the flush to her cheeks and he was kind enough not to stare when she spoke. He didn't see himself as attractive, to him he was an average guy. While part of him wanted to reciprocate the words, another part of him wanted to stamp down any romantic involvement quickly. What he did was dangerous work and if anyone got too close, they could end up grieving. "Beni," he started, his eyes shifting towards the ceiling as the sounds of the children marching to the tables echoed. "You don't want to get tangled up with me." He left it at that, not wanting to hurt her, but to warn her.

A small furrow appeared between her brows as she studied his face. He was hiding something, something important. But why? Was he trying to protect her? She smiled, though, as she answered. "You can't tell me who I do and don't like," she told him softly. "Just as I can't turn it around on you. Either way, it is clear that you have some aversion to admitting closeness of that kind, and I'll try to respect that."

He could see the disappointment and confusion as her mind traveled and ingested what had been said. Edward was grateful that she didn't give voice to her questions; he couldn't answer them even if he wanted to. He nodded and rose from the desk. "I appreciate that, Beni." He couldn't think of anything else to say so he stood there for a moment. "If you stick around Rose House long enough, you'll figure it out."

"Something to do with the children," she said softly. "The ones who stay here." Her eyes lifted to his. "I'm not stupid, Edward; the kids talk to me. They have stories about dark places, and the men who hurt them. And they all know you, when I hadn't even seen you before a month or more ago." Beni turned to face him, curling her arms over her stomach as she made a leap of logic, keeping her voice low. "You're bringing freed slaves here, aren't you?"

Edward could see the wheels spinning in her head and knew that she was bright enough to go from one logical conclusion to another. When she finally voiced the truth of the matter, Edward rushed forward to put his hand over her mouth. "We do not talk about this here. Not around the children. Not where there are potential parents walking through. Rose House is a front, the orphanage and school are legit, but the secret behind what it truly is is kept very strictly. If you can't promise to keep that secret, you're going to end up hurt, Beni."

She held his gaze, green eyes solemn as she lifted a hand to gently unpeel his fingers from her mouth, squeezing his hand. "I would do anything for these kids," she said firmly. "Anything. Don't ever think otherwise."

His hand fell to the side and he studied her face as she spoke. There was a truth and an intense devotion to the children that could never be faked in Beni's green eyes. Edward nodded once. "I believe you."

"Perhaps you should ask around the Point," she suggested calmly. "There are plenty of people there who'll tell you where I came from, if you need a reason for the way I feel about this." She couldn't help feeling a little insulted that he automatically assumed she couldn't be trusted to keep a secret. Stepping back, she looked away, pointlessly shuffling papers on her desk.

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 13:58 EST
"I don't have to. Your eyes told me all I needed to know." He watched her shuffle the papers, the way her shoulders slumped just a bit and the dejected cant of her head. "I'm sorry, Beni. But there's a reason we don't trust blindly."

"I know that." She stilled, looking over at him. "It doesn't stop it from stinging that the first thought that came to you was that I couldn't be trusted to keep my mouth shut. I live in the Shambles; secrets are a way of life here. If you can't keep one, you're dead."

"Don't take it personally." It was a bit cold, but there was no time for self pity or hurt feelings. "I'll let Ro know that you're on board. Be expecting more things to do once the kids are in bed. We can always use an extra hand."

She nodded, understanding the need for the coldness even if she didn't like it. Green eyes lifted to his as a very faint smile twitched at her lips. "This doesn't change the fact that the sex maniac in me wants a free pass into your pants."

Edward shook his head and glanced away. Another thing he learned was never to make direct eye contact. It was his undoing every time. "It can't mean anything," he was grasping at straws as to what to say. "In this business, you don't get too close to the person next to you. You don't know when they may just disappear."

"Edward." That was another thing about Beni; she always used the name of the person she was talking to, the name that would get their attention best. Ro was just Ro, but Edward would always be Edward, no matter how many times he insisted on Ed. She stepped around the desk and stood right in front of him. "Look at me, Edward."

She had invaded his pesonal space and he took a step backwards. Those blue eyes did turn to her, glacier cold. He didn't look into her eyes, instead he stared at the point of her chin.

She wasn't going to be avoided, though. Her hand came up, gently tilting his chin until he had to look into her eyes. "You say you know the look in my eyes," she said softly. "I know that look, too."

His expression softened when their eyes met and he blew out a breath. "It's not safe," he whispered before taking another step back and averting his eyes once more. "You're asking for more than I can offer, Beni. All I can offer is the hope that something doesn't go wrong, and I can't live with dashing somebody's hopes and dreams. I won't quit what I'm doing. Not for you or anybody else. These kids are too important."

"I'd never ask you to." She shook her head, emphatically denying what he was assuming of her as her hand lowered to her side. "I only have one question, though. How can you give these kids back their lives ... when you've forgotten how to live your own?"

"I don't," he answered simply. "I merely take away property that isn't really property anyway. Ro and this house gives them back their lives." He lifted his head then and shrugged. "I'm good at what I do, but I wouldn't be half as good if I had emotional ties that clouded my mind. There's time for that later. The here and now dictates that I don't give a single slaver any rest. It's what I was born to do."

She sighed softly, glancing down at her hands. "Then you won't get hurt," she said calmly, a note of regret in her voice. "But you won't be loved, either. When later comes around, it'll be too late." The smile she offered him was infinitely gentle, regretful of his decision. "Your secret is safe with me. So would you be, if you let it happen."

Uncharacteristically of Edward, he reached up and let the back of his fingers glide over her cheek. "But you wouldn't be safe with me. And I can't risk hurting or losing you over my own selfish indulgences. Besides, look around you. There's enough love in this house and I am happy to be a small part of it."

At the touch of his fingers on her skin, she closed her eyes, leaning into is touch with just the faintest shiver of longing. When her eyes opened, they were darker, a storm brewing in the green depths that was all his doing, and all for him. She wet her lips slowly, catching his hand to press a kiss to his palm. "Safe is over-rated."

This was a side of Beni that he never expected. She was a mild mannered school teacher! And now she'd turned seductress. Edward caught his breath when she gave him that look and kissed his palm. "Beni," he breathed out and stared at her stupidly. Part of him wanted to indulge in the intimacy she offered. But there was that nagging voice saying that if he did, it could spell trouble for the entire house.

She watched as he struggled with what was happening, her lips curving into a smile that was at once sweet and invitingly sinful. Drawing his hand down to her side, she stepped forward again, invading his personal space with the express intent of capitalising on the sudden wavering of his determination to be lonely for the rest of his life. Her hand rose to stroke the backs of her fingers against his cheek. "Yes, Edward?" she breathed softly to him.

Edward was up against a wall, literally. Chalk dust gathered on the back of his shirt and he had no where else to go. When she touched him, he closed his eyes and tilted his head to press into her palm. He hadn't realized how much he missed the feel of a woman's hand raised in compassion and wanting. "I don't want to hurt you," whispered shakily. The wall he'd built up around himself suddenly felt like a flimsy sheet of plastic wrap.

"Then that's all that matters," she breathed, still soft, still quiet, wrapping the heaviness of that quietness around them as she leaned up. Her lips didn't touch his, offering the ghost of a kiss as her breath caressed against his mouth.

"Oh," it was more of a breathed out sound than a word. Her teasing kiss brought to life a part of him that he thought long dead. His arms instinctively curled around her and he reciprocated the kiss three-fold. She felt so young and strong in his arms; and the need to possess and protect swiftly took over.

Caught up in his arms, Beni hadn't expected him to react so strongly to her gentle teasing. But she wasn't going to object, coiling her own arms around Edward as she welcomed his kiss eagerly, leaving him in no doubt that this was what she wanted.

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 13:59 EST
"Hey, Beni - oh! Oh god ..." At the door, Ro swiftly covered her eyes, grinning widely as she turned her back to the pair trysting by the blackboard. "Wow, sorry to interrupt and all ..."

Edward's mind was blank, he was allowing emotion and instinct to carry him through; they were what he trusted the most about himself. His arms tightened, surrounding Beni in every fibre of his being. That is, until he was startled out of the shroud they created. He pushed Beni back and cleared his throat. "Sorry." He was grateful that Beni wouldn't go on any raids. He'd make sure of that. The distraction was too great and getting caught red handed, so to speak, could cost lives.

"Oh, hey, no, don't be sorry." Assuming it was safe to look now, Ro turned back, her grin even wider at the looks on their faces. Oh, yes ... now she knew why she'd hired Beni on a whim. "I was just coming to make sure everything was okay. Phinny told me you guys had stayed in here. And, you know, the dining hall is in chaos."

Flushing brightly at the interruption, Beni stepped back as Edward pushed her, swallowing hard as she looked over at Ro. The reminder of the noise from above made her blink, though, and she glanced up guiltily. "Right, kids, yes," she laughed softly. "I'll, uh .. yes." She stepped past Ro, pausing at the door to look back at Edward with a glowing expression. The look in her eyes promised more would be said, and done, later. Then she was gone.

Edward watched as Beni scurried off. He felt badly that he'd embarassed her in front of Ro. "It was unethical for us to kiss in the classroom. I promise it won't happen again, Ro." He brought up his hand and shrugged his shoulder nonchalantly.

"You are joking, Ed," Ro snorted in response. "Close the door next time, that's all I ask." Smiling, she tilted her head as she looked at him. "Mind if I offer up a little advice?" she asked.

No, Edward wasn't joking. That was one thing he rarely did. He wandered out from behind the desk, wiping the chalk dust from where he could see it. "You'll give it anyway," answered wryly, but not unkindly.

Moving over to dust the chalk from his back, Ro grinned. "You don't have to take it," she told him cheerfully. "It's just a suggestion. Maybe you should take her out, before you rip her knickers off. You're an old-fashioned kind of guy - going out to dinner with a woman who can make you do what I just saw would be right up your street."

"I think you're confused. She was wanting to rip my knickers off." He sat there, letting her pat the dust from his back. "And I didn't say I wouldn't kiss her again," he grouched. "Just not in the classroom."

Ro's brow rose as she smiled, her gaze flickering down to his crotch ever so briefly before meeting his again. "You want to tell the truth, now?"

He caught the glance towards his crotch and he scowled. "Give me more credit than that. Have you ever known me to take advantage of anybody, Ro?" It was then that he took a few steps away from her and complained over his shoulder, "I don't think with my balls."

"Not what I was saying, get off your high horse." Ro turned, watching him move about. "She's not the only one who wants more than a kiss, is she?" Her brows rose again; it was a look that worked on almost everyone.

He hated it when she pinned him with that look. "Of course not. But I'm not going to just go willy nilly and rip her clothes off in the middle of a classroom. Besides, you know how dangerous it is to get involved." He reverted back to his old arguments. "She knows, by the by. Everything, I think."

Ro nodded, taking this in. "I figured she'd work it out eventually," she admitted. "Quicker than I'd thought, but I suppose that just makes her even more perfect for this job." There wasn't even a hint of suspicion that Beni wouldn't keep the secret, but then, Ro knew the redhead a little better than Ed did. "Look, you've got concerns, that's fine. But thinking about them isn't going to make it any better. Take her out, get to know her a little. Then you can take her someplace private and do unspeakably erotic things to each other all night."

He watched as Ro mused out loud and he took another seat upon the edge of Beni's desk. "When will I have the time for all of the romantic things you plan for me to do, hmm? You know as well as I do that my days are filled with meetings and planning and my nights are full of either raids or gathering intel. I don't have time for romance."

Her hands came to rest on her hips. "So you'd rather screw her in a storeroom and leave it at that, would you?" she asked bluntly. She didn't like the whiney side of Edward; it wasn't the man he was, it was just an excuse to avoid having what he wanted. "You know perfectly well that you can make time. You don't have to be at all the meetings, or gathering all the intel. You make time, Edward, or I'll be your own personal cock-blocker."

"Jesus Christ, Ro." he looked at her incredulously. "I never heard you say things like that before and I've never heard you complain about my job performance, either. I do things the way I do them to keep the kids safe, you safe, my team safe and myself safe. There is no room for romantic flings in my life."

Ro wasn't giving in, though. "Stop it, Ed," she ordered firmly. "You like her, don't you? You'd like to know her better?"

"What I want is to see these kids safely into this house. In the grand scheme of things, nothing else matters. These kids don't get what they want, Ro. Why should I? I'm no better than any of them." He shook his head, rarely did he get angry or upset and he was getting both.

"So what you're saying is that Beni's feelings don't matter at all," Ro said in a very unfriendly tone of voice. "You'd rather hurt her, and be around to rub it in her face that you've rejected her every day, than be able to enjoy her company. You're really not the man I thought you were."

"You've never tried meddling in my affairs before," he nearly growled. Her words stung like a slap to the face and he stood there, not staring at her. "You don't know me, at all, Ro. If you did, you'd see I was trying to spare her from being hurt. But assume all you like."

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 13:59 EST
"I've never had two good friends in danger of being ripped to pieces before," she answered in a quiet, saddened tone. "How can you stand there and tell me that you're a great saviour of children, when you can't even admit that you need to be saved yourself?" She shook her head sadly, moving toward the door. "Beni would be good for you."

"Since when do I need saving?" This was all getting to be too much for him. "I'll be her friend, I'll escort her to and from her place. Don't put too much pressure on, Ro. Things tend to slip and snap when you apply too much pressure."

"Forget it, Ed." Ro shook her head. "Either you're going to get in your own way, or you're not. Take Beni down with you, and you and I will be having words." She stepped out of the classroom, marching down the hallway.

Ro may not have realized it, but as he watched her walk away through narrowed eyes, she gave him the final straw that would keep him and Beni from being together. Edward slipped from the room quietly and went to the kitchen. There he grabbed another snickerdoodle before jogging down the stairs to the basement. Sliding through the hidden passage ways, he found himself in the middle of the city's sewer system in no time flat. He had to get away from the house and the whirl of thoughts and emotions that had been kicked up in the last hour. He was angry, at himself, Ro, Beni. The tunnels were memorized, he could find his way in his sleep. Once he reached where he wanted to go, he climbed through a man hole and pulled himself into the sunlight.

Hours later, he was bathing nude in the southern glen. His bloodied and ripped clothing burned in a small pyre nearby. There was a backpack hanging from a tree branch that had a change of clothing and a light snack. Edward was finally at peace once again.

At peace he may have been, but Rose House wasn't. Ro paced back and forth in the kitchen. "Seriously, Beni, you should stay here tonight," she was trying to insist. "He's not coming, and that's probably my fault. But it's too dangerous for you to walk home alone."

Beni looked up at Ro with a faint smile. "If it's anyone's fault, it's mine," she said firmly. "And I'll take the consequences, thank you very much. It's not like I haven't walked home before. No, Ro -" She held out a hand to still any more argument. "I'm walking, and you can't follow me, you have to stay here." With a firm nod, she moved off down the hallway and out through the front door.

And there sat Charlie in Edward's truck. He smiled brightly when Beni stepped from the house and jumped out of the truck to run around the other side. "Hello, Ed sent me to take you home."

The disappointment on her face was acute for the briefest of moments as she looked between the truck and Charlie. "Oh ... that's very nice of you, Charlie, but really, I'm fine," she assured him, patting his arm gently. "Tell Edward I got home alright. Go and have some fun instead." She nodded to him, and back to Ro, before setting off into the growing darkness, deliberately taking an alleyway route that would not allow a truck to follow her.

"Oh no. Edward said to make sure you got safely home." He was speaking to the air though as Beni walked away. Determinedly, he got into the truck and followed her. If she wasn't going to accept a ride, he was going to make sure she was safe, anyway.

"I don't need a keeper," she argued as she walked, not even glancing back at him. "I don't need anyone to look after me, or try to protect me, or cut off their own bollocks to keep me safe!" It was safe to say Beni wasn't talking about a lift home anymore.

Charlie didn't know what to say or think about all of this. He simply sat in the truck, slowly following her. He was told to make sure she was safe, that's all he knew. He was curious, of course, as to what the heck she was talking about, but he didn't once ask.

"But oh no, Beni has to be out of her mind to think that the guy she wants might just want her," the agitated rambling continued, Beni's hands flailing as she walked along, ignoring the truck rumbling along behind her. "She's so damn sweet and naive, she needs protecting. And if she doesn't need protecting, he's got plenty of other excuses to avoid being anywhere near her. Even sent little Lord Fontleroy to take her home!"

Charlie was glancing around nervously. Truthfully with the crazy way Beni was acting, he didn't think anybody would go within fifty feet of her. Still, a job's a job and he stuck to it. When she referred to him as Little Lord Fontleroy, he took a bit of umbrage to that. "What, am I not good enough, now?" he mumbled and frowned. A job was a job, so he stuck with it.

Her ranting went on and on as she walked down the streets, finally turning into the enclosed area of the Point where she lived. The torches weren't burning tonight, so to Charlie it must have seemed as though she simply disappeared into the darkness, still flailing and muttering.

Charlie pulled to a stop when she disappeared into the complex. He wondered idly why she was going to Edward's place. Shrugging it off, he drove away. He'd done his duty so far as he could tell and it was time to meet up with Declan and Aleyna.

Making her way across the courtyard of houses, Beni paused in front of her door, her muttering now dissolved into the occasional growl of discontent as she rummaged for her keys in her bag. Without light, she had to go by touch alone, and though she could hear them, she couldn't quite find them.

"Looking for something?" Edwards voice floated from the darkness somewhere behind her. He didn't advance, nor did he back off. "If I were anybody else, you'd be on the ground, raped, killed and robbed. Nice neighborhood."

She stilled as she heard his voice, her fingers closing finally over her keys. Straightening, she looked over her shoulder into the darkness. "If you were anyone else, you wouldn't have bothered coming all the way here to tell me that," she pointed out, sliding the key into the lock.

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 14:00 EST
"You're right." He stepped closer, and was close enough to smell the remnants of the deodorant she wore. "You do realize that I could die or be captured at any time, don't you?"

Again, Beni stilled, warmed by the heat that radiated from him to her back. "I know," she told the door quietly. "But so could anyone in this city. It's the chance you take going into anything."

He took a deep breath and his hand brushed her arm. "We have to be careful." Even as he spoke the words, his eyes and ears were scanning the darkness for even the slightest hint. "If it were to be found out, it could be used against us."

"Then it's just between us," she said, her head turning to let her see him out of the corner of her eye. The key turned, and she opened the door, raising her voice for anyone who was watching or listening. "I can't believe you've never had carbonara before. What are you, a Philistine?"

There was a solemn nod of his head and the grin that he wanted to show was held in reserve as he replied. "No, I'm a Rhydinian. Same thing, right?" He did laugh then and escorted her inside. "I don't even want Ro to know." His smile and laughter ceased the moment the door was closed behind him.

Dropping her bag onto the table as she turned to face him, Beni nodded solemnly. "I can understand that," she agreed. "I won't tell her." Of course, Ro was quite likely to work it out for herself, but that didn't mean Beni was going to give it away."Would you like anything? A drink, maybe?" Her hand reached toward the lamp to flick it on.

When she reached for the lamp, he grabbed her wrist and tugged her to his chest. "You've bewitched me, woman. I've been thinking about you, all day." There was a snarl as he lowered his head and forcefully kissed her lips.

Caught up against him, she gasped softly at the sudden dominance he showed, thrilled to the core by it as his lips smothered hers, demanding what she was more than willing to give. Her arms slid up, hands gripping at his sleeve, into his hair, as her lips parted beneath his, her tongue flickering out to taste him hungrily.

He pulled back, and released her from his grasp. "Ro thinks I should take you to dinner. Are you hungry?" Truth be known, he hadn't been in a relationship for years and whores only wanted one thing.

Leaning back, Beni blinked in surprise, her lips curling into a delighted smile. "Are you asking me out, Mr Acton?" she teased softly as her fingers slipped from his hair and arm.

"Yes, but it's not what you think." He turned and walked around the room then, memorizing the little house and it's contents.

Chuckling a little, she watched him as he moved around. "What is it, then?" she asked curiously, stepping out of her flat shoes and letting her bare toes wriggle comfortably on the carpet.

"We can't be seen in public together." He took this, like everything in his life very serioiusly. The pros and cons weighed and measured before he did anything. "Not in a romantic way, that is." He added the last just to clarify. Turning back, he looked at her hard. "Put your shoes back on."

Green eyes watched him as he spoke, widening a little under his hard gaze as he looked at her. "That stands to reason, if this is staying just between us," she pointed out, slipping back into her shoes.

There was a barely perceptible nod from him before he bent to write something on an envelope. He left it on the writing desk and crossed the room towards her. "Meet me at the address on the envelope. Ten minutes." He inhaled deeply, closing his eyes. Then he left her side and the door was opened and closed quickly as he left.

Ten minutes was enough time to run a brush through her hair and make sure her underwear at least matched today. Picking up the envelope, she read the address, her expression turning bemused for a moment. It wasn't far for her to walk, within this enclosed part of Dogwood Point. Edward Acton lived next door to her. Rolling her eyes with a soft laugh, she drew her keys out of her bag and slipped out of the house, locking the door behind her. Quick steps took her in and out of one of the tunnelback alleys, and along the row of houses, a hand lifting to knock on the appropriate door.

The door opened quickly, he'd been waiting. Her wrist grabbed, he pulled her in and closed the door behind her. Inside of the house was pretty barebones, he saw no reason to do any fancy decorating. The aroma of the Italian dinner he'd prepared for her wafted out into the living room. The lights were dimmed and soft music played from the stereo. Candles adorned the already set table and the wine was in an ice bucket. "Surprised?"

Blinking in the low light, Beni's half-smile was warm and pleasantly surprised. "Very," she admitted, glancing to him as her smile widened. "Not such a Philistine, then." It was a teasing little comment, made in the hope of making him relax a little. The mood he'd set was certainly ripe for a seduction; it made her wonder how long it had been since he'd been with a woman who he hadn't had to pay. She was pretty much caught, after all.

His grasp on her wrist loosened and he pulled her close. He began to dance with her, slowly swaying to the music. It felt good to have somebody to hold onto, even if he couldn't possibly unload his psyche to her.

It had been a long time since anyone had been so gentle with her, and Beni was non-plussed for a moment as to what he was doing. Nonetheless, her hands slid up to curl comfortably at his shoulders, her body swaying with and against his as she smiled faintly. She didn't know what to say, but that didn't matter. It didn't feel like anything needed to be said.

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 14:01 EST
He was glad for her silence, the moment didn't call for small talk. Not that Edward indulged in much talk at all. His chin sank to her shoulder and he simply breathed.

She let him lean against her, nuzzling against his hair as they swayed together. This man had a lot of secrets, she knew, and he would never tell her all of them. But the way he held her, the way he seemed to need to hold on, it spoke volumes. He'd been alone for a very long time. Slowly, her arms coiled around him in a warm embrace, one hand gently stroking his neck as she breathed him in, memorising the scent that clung to him.

Edward wasn't sure when he stopped moving. The music continued to play and the ice continued to melt in the bucket and Edward simply held onto Beni for dear life. It'd been a very long time since somebody, anybody, got this close to him. It felt good to lean against someody and he was glad it was Beni who had taken the cause into her tiny hands.

As much as he leaned into her, she leaned into him, turning her face against his neck. Her hair, dark as blood, spilled over his shoulder as she held onto him, keeping the silence for as long as he would let her.

After what felt like an eternity, he finally lifted his head and gazed down into her eyes. There was a kindness there that he reserved for those he truly cared about. "Dinner's ready. I made spaghetti."

As his head lifted, hers tilted back to meet his gaze, her hand slipping from his neck to rest against his collar bone. "Then we should eat," she murmured tenderly, though she made no move to disengage from him.

He nodded once, then took a step back. His hands slid down her arms to take her hands as he lead her, walking backwards, to the table. "I'm not much of a cook," he admitted, "so it might be crunchy."

She chuckled quietly, following along as she was led through the little house, so similar to her own and yet very different at the same time. "I'm sure it'll be edible," she assured him with a smile. "But you'll have to let me cook for you sometime."

"It's a deal." He let her go and pulled a chair out for her. There was already wine in the goblet and the table was set with plates and silverware. The fact that the plates had tiny chips and the silverware was tarnished didn't go by unnoticed by Edward, but it was all he had.

To be honest, any chips or tarnishing wasn't noticed by Beni as she slipped into the chair he held for her. She'd never had anyone cook for her before, charmed by the effort to be romantic, which she was fairly sure didn't come easily to Edward. "Thank you."

"Welcome." He reached over and brought the bowl of pasta and sat it down beside her plate. "Dig in." Edward then moved automatically to a seat across the table from her. "I hope it's alright."

"Give me your plate, then." She reached across the table for his plate, serving him first, before filling her own plate with the pasta. "You really shouldn't worry so much, it smells delicious."

"Worry is my life." He took the plate back from her, but refused to take a bite until she did. "Because no plan, no matter how perfect you think it is, is perfect. There's always something, even tiny and unrelated, that can make it go wrong."

"That's a very bleak world view," she commented mildly, taking a mouthful of pasta from her fork. She chewed for a moment and smiled. "Certainly not true in this case."

"I tend to err on the side of caution. It's an occupational hazard." He took a bite after she did and got a very surprised look on his face. After he swallowed, he wiped his mouth and said, "Not bad, I'm surprised."

"The fates are on your side this evening, it seems," Beni smiled merrily across the table at him, lifting her goblet to take a sip of wine as she ate. "What do you live on, if you don't cook?"

Edward shrugged and put his fork down in favor of the wine goblet. His hand cupped the bowl gently as he brought the glass close to his face. With the briefest of movements, he sent the dark liquid into a swirl and inhaled the fragrance. "Rose House, any of the cafeterias and restaurants in the area." He almost said Madame Gigi's, but she didn't need to know that information.

"That's an expensive way to live," she mused softly, watching as he breathed in the bouquet of the wine. "You'll have to forgive me, but you don't really fit the stereotype of the avenging mercenary."

He took a sip of the wine and chewed thoughtfully before swallowing. "Truly, does anybody fit into a stereotype perfectly? I don't think so. You don't fit into the stereo type of matronly school teacher, but you do it anyway. Everything is a facade, especially when it can be ripped out from under your feet."

"Matronly, hmm?" Beni laughed at that, her fork playing through the food on her plate as she looked across the table at him. "I wasn't aware there was a rule that said a teacher had to be matronly. I'll have to make more of an effort to develop a huge bosom and four chins."

"Bosom yes, chins, no." He put down the goblet and picked up his fork. "Though your bosom is just perfect as it seems to me." The man was a regular eating machine after that. Spaghetti was twirled around his fork and shoveled into his mouth.

Well, now, there was a compliment she hadn't been expecting. Cheeks flushing lightly with the faintest touch of pink, Beni glanced down at said bosom critically for a moment. "You haven't seen it yet," she pointed out with a grin, the emphasis on 'yet' deliberate as she, too, turned her attention to eating.

Beni Wilson

Date: 2010-08-20 14:02 EST
"I have x-ray vision." He maintained a straight face as he ate. Joking didn't come easy for him, but he was trying. "I can see all." Ok, a smirk snuck in and attacked, but he kept it hidden by keeping his head down and food shoveled into his mouth.

She giggled through a mouthful of pasta, lifting her goblet to her lips. Before she drank, she added, "In that case, there really seems no need for me to take my clothes off, does there?"

"Nope, none at all." Leaning back, he picked up the goblet and relaxed in his chair. "Unless you want to have sex sometime. Then you have to at least pull your pants and knickers down or lift your skirt." It was so hard to maintain a straight face!

"Strange, I really wouldn't have pegged you for one of those guys who finds being naked with a woman fully dressed as a turn on," Beni continued thoughtfully, although her own smile kept twitching at her lips. "You struck me more as the rip 'em off and dive right in type."

"Where you women get your preconceived notions, I'll never know. There's something to be said of the way a breast curves and then hides under the edge of a blouse, or the sway of a skirt as a woman walks down the street. Imagination is a wonderful stimulant, Beni. And I am hardly a wham, bam, thank you ma'am kind of guy," he paused briefly then waved his hand towards the table. "As you can tell."

Her smile deepened, coming out to play as she leaned back in her seat, toasting him with her goblet. "I stand corrected," she chuckled lightly. "Your imagination must have been on over-drive for most of the day, then."

"That you do." He nodded once before bringing his glass up to toast and then sip. "And you have no idea how my day has been." There was a bit of a sinister smile that was hidden behind the goblet. "But yes, my imagination has been in overdrive."

Green eyes darkened just a little in response to the unseen sinister smile. "Myself, I'm more into touch than sight," she informed him, taking a slight turn away from the set of the conversation. "Although yes, imagination is key to it. I'd rather imagine how someone feels under my hands, or against my skin, than how they might look unclothed."

"But of course, that's all part of it. So did I meet up to your imagination's expectations?" Leave it to Edward to ask a question that could easily turn an evening ugly.

Beni's smile was a little incredulous as she lowered her goblet back to the table. "So far, yes," she conceded. "I have great hopes of having my imagination's limits surpassed."

"We'll have to wait a while for that, I'm afraid. I do have my morals, as low as they seem at times. No sexual relations until date four, at the earliest." He put down his goblet and sat forward. "So Ro says I need to learn more about you. So spill. Who are you, where do you come from? Why did you take the job at Ro's?"

Startled by the sudden slew of questions, Beni laughed again, leaning forward to lay her forearms on the table in front of her. "Well, simple enough to answer," she shrugged. "My full name is Bernice Wilson, I come from ... well, here, actually. Don't remember my parents. I grew up on the streets until I was about ten. Then a little old couple took me in, gave me their surname, got me educated. I stopped being an urchin then." She shrugged again, smiling. "I took the job at Rose House because I care about any child who doesn't have the home and family they deserve. I want to be part of helping children who don't have that to find parents and siblings. I didn't have it; I don't want anyone else not to."

He listened to every word and memorized them. Sitting back when she finished, he nodded and eyed her carefully. "I know. Ro runs a background check on everybody who applies. Just wanted to see if you'd open up or not." He picked up his glass and finished off the wine. "Well, it looks like dinner is over. Are you ready to go home?"

His words stung a little, but she shook off the feeling. If he was what she thought he was, knowing the background of Ro's staff was more sensible than unjust to them. Although the fact that he knew she'd been a street kid was a little unsettling. As he finished his wine, her lips twitched in amusement. "Are you throwing me out, Edward?"

"No ma'am. We both have to be at work early tomorrow," he explained. "So we could both use a lot of sleep tonight." The slight twitch of her eyes let him know that his previous words stung; he just doesn't know how to smoothe that over.

She smiled again, moving to stand up. "You can admit to it, you know," she assured him teasingly. "I won't be offended by you telling me you need a little alone time." Her hand slipped up to rub her neck under her hair as she grinned at him.

"I think we both do." The answer was honest and simple as he stood when she did. Rounding the table, he reached her and pulled her into his arms. Because they'd had garlic, he made sure to keep his head turned slightly so he wasn't blasting her with garlic breath. "I had a really good time tonight."

She leaned into his embrace, her arms curling up to lay her hands flat on his back. "So did I," she agreed with a smile. "We should do this again sometime."

"We will." He kissed her then, soft and gentle and all that was Edward. His hands tangled into her hair and he relished the feel of the silken strands between his fingers.

She melted into that kiss, almost overwhelmed by his gentleness. There was such hardness in him, and yet he touched her as though she might break at the slightest pressure. Beni's hands flexed against his back, squeezing him closer for the slightest moment before she gently began to draw back. "No more until date four, remember?" she teased him sweetly.

"Date four," he finally smiled to the point it reached his eyes. "One down, three to go." He put his hand to the small of her back and led her to the door. "Now go on so I can clean up and get some sleep."

"Alright, alright, I'm going," she laughed, pausing at the door to lean up, pressing her lips to his in a brief, fervent taste of what was yet to come. Her hand trailed from his neck to his chest as she stepped back. "Sweet dreams, Edward."

He accepted the kiss, adding a little tongue play at the end. He leaned back and wondered if she would be offended if his hands went down her chest the way hers went down his. It made him smile and he swat her behind instead. "Sweet dreams, Bernice."

"Beni," she corrected him with a smile, reluctantly letting her hand slip from him as she turned to open the door.

"Ed," he corrected right back as he reached over her head and pulled the door open. "I'll be by to pick you up in the morning."

"I'll be there," she nodded, stepping out into the dimly lit courtyard. Her hand found her keys in her pocket, and she tempered her smile as she looked back at him. Only her eyes showed the real warmth that her smile couldn't show. Public faces were going to be a theme between them, it seemed. "See you tomorrow, Ed."

"Thanks for fixing the toilet, Beni." he waved and then stepped back into the house. His gaze lingered until he could no longer see her and then he closed the door. A silent prayer went up for her safety before he turned to clean up the mess that was left of dinner.

((Adapted from Live Play, posted with permission.))