Yawning widely, Aleyna made her way up the stairs of the apartment block where she lived. The afternoon shift at the Clinic had been just as busy as usual, but she supposed it made up for the fact that the morning had been quiet as anything. Checking her watch, she let herself into the apartment she shared with Declan, glancing around. There was a note on the fridge to tell her not to worry, he'd be staying at Rose House tonight. Which was just as well, because she'd asked Charlie to come around tonight. She had a feeling they needed to talk, without Declan around to distract or cloud the issue.
Dropping her bag, she shed her scrubs and climbed into the shower, washing off the excess of the day before getting into her shorts and tank. It was too hot for clothes, really, but 'Ley didn't think Charlie would be entirely comfortable talking to her if she was naked.
Aleyna wasn't the only one checking their watch. Charlie was one who was never late a day in his life. He'd even been born just on time; not that he knew that. The steps were taken two at a time as he hurried along towards the apartment.
Charlie had needed time to think things over since the last time he'd seen Dec and 'Ley, so he'd avoided them both; until now. Once at the top of the stairs, he knocked and took a step back. He was in a comfortable pair of cargo shorts, his ever present signature wife beater and hurachi sandals. His hair was unbound and hung to his waist, as usual.
Bare foot and with her own hair hanging damp about her shoulders, 'Ley padded over to the door, peeking through the spyhole before she pulled it open. Years of living with Declan had been spent drumming it into her never to open the door to anyone she was not expecting or did not recognise. Her face creased in a gentle smile as she took in Charlie's appearance. "Hey there, starshine," she greeted him warmly, pulling the door fully open and stepping aside. "Come in?"
Charlie didn't have to wait for long before the door was opened. "Well hello," his smile matched hers and he entered the apartment when invited. "So, how've you been?" He wandered slowly before picking a spot to sit on the couch.
"Busy," 'Ley answered him easily as she closed the door behind him, turning to follow him further into the apartment. "I've been back at work since we last saw each other. Would you like a drink? I mean juice or water or something, I'm not into alcohol right now," she added quickly, in case he thought she was trying to seduce him or something.
"Oh, yeah, sure." He nodded as he folded his hands between his knees. "Work's been busy. That's good, right?" He was starting to feel a bit nervous again and he began to chew on his lower lip. "Where's Dec?"
"Well, one way it's good, work being busy," she smiled, moving past to the kitchen to pour a couple of glasses of pineapple juice. "On the other hand, it means more people are getting sick or hurt, so not so good." Shrugging lightly, she brought the glasses over to the couch, setting them down on the coffee table before curling up in a corner of the couch, facing him. "Dec's been doing some work on Rose House - you know, the orphanage? He left a note, says he'll be staying over there tonight." She cleared her throat, glancing at the fridge before returning her gaze to him. "I thought we should talk, just you and me. I think I'm probably the best person to answer any questions."
Charlie watched her as she spoke and poured their drinks. "Yeah, would kind of suck to be so busy at other's expense." He didn't mean it like it sounded, but once it was out there, he didn't attempt to apologize or retrieve it. Leaning forward, he took the juice and then settled back into the soft cushions of the couch. "I don't have any questions, I don't think. I mean, I do, but I don't know how to ask them without offending so I think I'll just try to figure things out for myself." All of that was said with a single breath and he only stopped when he realized he was rambling. He quickly took a sip, as if he stopped just for that sole purpose.
'Ley frowned a little as he spoke. "Well ... let me put it like this," she attempted, tilting her head as she looked at him. "Dec misses you. Hell, I miss you being around. And it's hurting him that you seem to be avoiding us. So working it out on your own isn't working as well as you'd like."
His brows creased just a bit and he sighed when she explained what his avoidance had done. "I'm sorry, Aleyna. It's just that I don't want to mess up what you and Dec have. He's your guy and you're his girl. It's not right for me to get tangled up in the middle of that. It's not fair to either of you." He was slowly spinning the glass of juice between his hands and he lowered his head to stare into the surface.
"Mmm." 'Ley's smile returned, gentle and understanding probably more than Charlie would like. "He screwed up his explanation," she conjectured with a faint snort. "Charlie, we're not conventional people. And it's more than possible to love two people at the same time, in the same way. Dec and I, we're very, very close friends, who sleep together. It's still love, but it's not the wild passion that you seem to think it is. I'm completely okay with Dec taking another lover, especially if that lover is you."
If Charlie wasn't confused before, he certainly was now. His head jerked up and his jaw began working before his mind could figure out just what words should spill out. His hands gestured towards her, as if he were holding out something that he really wanted her to have. "But how can you not be jealous?" He finally formulated a question and blurted it out.
'Ley's smile softened. "Because being in love, properly in love, includes wanting the ones you love to be happy," she said softly. "And Dec's unusual in that he's happiest when he's in love with two people. I want him to be happy, and I want you to be happy as well. Jealousy just makes a mess of everything."
"I don't think I can do it, 'Ley," he shook his head slowly. "I was taught to share my toys when I was little. I was taught to share my Halloween candy with the other kids at Rose House when I was little. But I don't think I can share when it comes to loving somebody. It's not something I was taught. Love is one on one."
"I think you can," she said quietly. "I think you know you can, deep down. You love both your parents, don't you, in the same way? How is this any different, deep down at the most basic level? Charlie, you wouldn't have come when I called if you didn't think you could do this. You'd have run a mile in the opposite direction."
Dropping her bag, she shed her scrubs and climbed into the shower, washing off the excess of the day before getting into her shorts and tank. It was too hot for clothes, really, but 'Ley didn't think Charlie would be entirely comfortable talking to her if she was naked.
Aleyna wasn't the only one checking their watch. Charlie was one who was never late a day in his life. He'd even been born just on time; not that he knew that. The steps were taken two at a time as he hurried along towards the apartment.
Charlie had needed time to think things over since the last time he'd seen Dec and 'Ley, so he'd avoided them both; until now. Once at the top of the stairs, he knocked and took a step back. He was in a comfortable pair of cargo shorts, his ever present signature wife beater and hurachi sandals. His hair was unbound and hung to his waist, as usual.
Bare foot and with her own hair hanging damp about her shoulders, 'Ley padded over to the door, peeking through the spyhole before she pulled it open. Years of living with Declan had been spent drumming it into her never to open the door to anyone she was not expecting or did not recognise. Her face creased in a gentle smile as she took in Charlie's appearance. "Hey there, starshine," she greeted him warmly, pulling the door fully open and stepping aside. "Come in?"
Charlie didn't have to wait for long before the door was opened. "Well hello," his smile matched hers and he entered the apartment when invited. "So, how've you been?" He wandered slowly before picking a spot to sit on the couch.
"Busy," 'Ley answered him easily as she closed the door behind him, turning to follow him further into the apartment. "I've been back at work since we last saw each other. Would you like a drink? I mean juice or water or something, I'm not into alcohol right now," she added quickly, in case he thought she was trying to seduce him or something.
"Oh, yeah, sure." He nodded as he folded his hands between his knees. "Work's been busy. That's good, right?" He was starting to feel a bit nervous again and he began to chew on his lower lip. "Where's Dec?"
"Well, one way it's good, work being busy," she smiled, moving past to the kitchen to pour a couple of glasses of pineapple juice. "On the other hand, it means more people are getting sick or hurt, so not so good." Shrugging lightly, she brought the glasses over to the couch, setting them down on the coffee table before curling up in a corner of the couch, facing him. "Dec's been doing some work on Rose House - you know, the orphanage? He left a note, says he'll be staying over there tonight." She cleared her throat, glancing at the fridge before returning her gaze to him. "I thought we should talk, just you and me. I think I'm probably the best person to answer any questions."
Charlie watched her as she spoke and poured their drinks. "Yeah, would kind of suck to be so busy at other's expense." He didn't mean it like it sounded, but once it was out there, he didn't attempt to apologize or retrieve it. Leaning forward, he took the juice and then settled back into the soft cushions of the couch. "I don't have any questions, I don't think. I mean, I do, but I don't know how to ask them without offending so I think I'll just try to figure things out for myself." All of that was said with a single breath and he only stopped when he realized he was rambling. He quickly took a sip, as if he stopped just for that sole purpose.
'Ley frowned a little as he spoke. "Well ... let me put it like this," she attempted, tilting her head as she looked at him. "Dec misses you. Hell, I miss you being around. And it's hurting him that you seem to be avoiding us. So working it out on your own isn't working as well as you'd like."
His brows creased just a bit and he sighed when she explained what his avoidance had done. "I'm sorry, Aleyna. It's just that I don't want to mess up what you and Dec have. He's your guy and you're his girl. It's not right for me to get tangled up in the middle of that. It's not fair to either of you." He was slowly spinning the glass of juice between his hands and he lowered his head to stare into the surface.
"Mmm." 'Ley's smile returned, gentle and understanding probably more than Charlie would like. "He screwed up his explanation," she conjectured with a faint snort. "Charlie, we're not conventional people. And it's more than possible to love two people at the same time, in the same way. Dec and I, we're very, very close friends, who sleep together. It's still love, but it's not the wild passion that you seem to think it is. I'm completely okay with Dec taking another lover, especially if that lover is you."
If Charlie wasn't confused before, he certainly was now. His head jerked up and his jaw began working before his mind could figure out just what words should spill out. His hands gestured towards her, as if he were holding out something that he really wanted her to have. "But how can you not be jealous?" He finally formulated a question and blurted it out.
'Ley's smile softened. "Because being in love, properly in love, includes wanting the ones you love to be happy," she said softly. "And Dec's unusual in that he's happiest when he's in love with two people. I want him to be happy, and I want you to be happy as well. Jealousy just makes a mess of everything."
"I don't think I can do it, 'Ley," he shook his head slowly. "I was taught to share my toys when I was little. I was taught to share my Halloween candy with the other kids at Rose House when I was little. But I don't think I can share when it comes to loving somebody. It's not something I was taught. Love is one on one."
"I think you can," she said quietly. "I think you know you can, deep down. You love both your parents, don't you, in the same way? How is this any different, deep down at the most basic level? Charlie, you wouldn't have come when I called if you didn't think you could do this. You'd have run a mile in the opposite direction."