All day I had worked on the concept of expanding the company. I had seen the perfect opportunity on Lacerta, and toward that goal I now focused my energies. Around 10 pm I had the draft in an acceptable state, and decided to return to the Palazzo. As I passed the Inn, something drew me to a halt, and I found myself entering the establishment, not quite certain why I was there, but as I walked through, I felt it.
At the bar was Raevyx. I had not seen him in many many weeks, and he stopped with his stein midway to his lips. In his eyes a lifetime of memories flashed briefly, but before I could move closer to greet him, I was stunned into silence. There, beside Pslyder stood Klinton. As Pslyder waved, Klinton gave me a small, almost nervous smile, ?hey Azjah?.
I moved very slowly toward him, my voice barely audible even to myself, ?Klinton, I was unaware that you had returned. Welcome home.? My mind was racing. He had returned to RhyDin, and yet had chosen to come to the Inn, where I was seldom wont to be found. Had Providence brought me here tonight, or had he come here hoping to avoid an encounter with me? Questions chased themselves round and round in my thoughts.
He ran a nervous hand through his hair and bit down on his lower lip, ?Yeah, well? I, ahh, I?m back.? He was clearly as nervous as I was, and perhaps even more so. Had he come to say he wanted nothing more to do with me? Had he come back to press for dissolution? I could not give it to him, it was beyond my ability to grant him that freedom, our marriage was one without release clauses, though that does not stop some of the Peers from living separate lives, and taking lovers or mistresses. He could do that, and I could not stop that from happening if that is what he chose to do.
It felt so very strange to be standing there, in the public inn, seeing my spouse for the first time in many weeks and not knowing what to say to him. I moved slowly toward him, ?Have your travels been fruitful?? It sounded trite to me, and yet, I could not very well ask him all of the personal questions that were swirling around in my mind. Not here, and not now.
He shook his head negatively, ?I have wasted several months.? Then his voice nearly as soft as my own, he asked if we could sit. My heart skipped a beat. He wanted to sit down here, in a public place. Did that mean he wanted out? Had he only come back to tell me things were finished?
I nodded and followed him to a nearby table, though the last thing I wanted was a cold meeting in a public place. I studied his visage a moment before telling him that things had happened in his absence, ?I have been in Rigel these last weeks, after my return from Auriga.? Even now I could not come out and say ?after the miscarriage?. Perhaps one day I would be able to put those words to voice, but not right now.
He nodded solemnly and reached slowly toward my hand, and his gesture was almost nervous as he suggested we sit down rather than standing like virtual strangers, each afraid to take the lead. I hesitated a moment before taking his offered hand. He studied me a moment before asking how my time on Rigel was. He avoided Auriga, and in that moment I was certain he knew what had happened on Gabriel?s home world.
I gave a slight shrug, ?It was intriguing. There were some moments that caused Eoin some adrenaline rushes, but not much has changed. The Arch Bishop was killed.? I took a seat. Before I would tell him what had happened, I needed to see what he intended to say. There was no point in telling him how extensive the situation was on Rigel if he was walking away. He simply nodded as he settled onto a chair, and I asked if he had spoken to Gabriel.
He shook his head, ?I have not. I literally just got in.?
I sent for a glass of scotch before looking back at him. He studied me a moment before inquiring whether he should have spoken to Gabriel.
At the bar was Raevyx. I had not seen him in many many weeks, and he stopped with his stein midway to his lips. In his eyes a lifetime of memories flashed briefly, but before I could move closer to greet him, I was stunned into silence. There, beside Pslyder stood Klinton. As Pslyder waved, Klinton gave me a small, almost nervous smile, ?hey Azjah?.
I moved very slowly toward him, my voice barely audible even to myself, ?Klinton, I was unaware that you had returned. Welcome home.? My mind was racing. He had returned to RhyDin, and yet had chosen to come to the Inn, where I was seldom wont to be found. Had Providence brought me here tonight, or had he come here hoping to avoid an encounter with me? Questions chased themselves round and round in my thoughts.
He ran a nervous hand through his hair and bit down on his lower lip, ?Yeah, well? I, ahh, I?m back.? He was clearly as nervous as I was, and perhaps even more so. Had he come to say he wanted nothing more to do with me? Had he come back to press for dissolution? I could not give it to him, it was beyond my ability to grant him that freedom, our marriage was one without release clauses, though that does not stop some of the Peers from living separate lives, and taking lovers or mistresses. He could do that, and I could not stop that from happening if that is what he chose to do.
It felt so very strange to be standing there, in the public inn, seeing my spouse for the first time in many weeks and not knowing what to say to him. I moved slowly toward him, ?Have your travels been fruitful?? It sounded trite to me, and yet, I could not very well ask him all of the personal questions that were swirling around in my mind. Not here, and not now.
He shook his head negatively, ?I have wasted several months.? Then his voice nearly as soft as my own, he asked if we could sit. My heart skipped a beat. He wanted to sit down here, in a public place. Did that mean he wanted out? Had he only come back to tell me things were finished?
I nodded and followed him to a nearby table, though the last thing I wanted was a cold meeting in a public place. I studied his visage a moment before telling him that things had happened in his absence, ?I have been in Rigel these last weeks, after my return from Auriga.? Even now I could not come out and say ?after the miscarriage?. Perhaps one day I would be able to put those words to voice, but not right now.
He nodded solemnly and reached slowly toward my hand, and his gesture was almost nervous as he suggested we sit down rather than standing like virtual strangers, each afraid to take the lead. I hesitated a moment before taking his offered hand. He studied me a moment before asking how my time on Rigel was. He avoided Auriga, and in that moment I was certain he knew what had happened on Gabriel?s home world.
I gave a slight shrug, ?It was intriguing. There were some moments that caused Eoin some adrenaline rushes, but not much has changed. The Arch Bishop was killed.? I took a seat. Before I would tell him what had happened, I needed to see what he intended to say. There was no point in telling him how extensive the situation was on Rigel if he was walking away. He simply nodded as he settled onto a chair, and I asked if he had spoken to Gabriel.
He shook his head, ?I have not. I literally just got in.?
I sent for a glass of scotch before looking back at him. He studied me a moment before inquiring whether he should have spoken to Gabriel.