Topic: Brotherly Love

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 16:53 EST
I do believe it?s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you?re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
- Death Cab For Cutie

Red Dragon Inn

Half past the witching hour, more or less, though what would the seer know of witches? She was more in tune with wizards as of late, like it or not. She certainly did not. Slipper-shoes echoed her frustration, a bit more clop than clip against the weather-beaten cobbles, and eyes rounded for the lights of the Inn. She scurried up steps and leapt from the porch to the door, spilling into the commons in her usual burst of patchwork color.

?Erin.? Singsong flutter of her name, though she misplaced her eyes and did not look at her directly. Off-blue poured over the bar, perhaps looking for a reflection of their color in skin, or the remnants of sand.

A crowd had gathered. Everett Ogden was giving a long hard look to Stephen. The nerve of these people. Everett hadn't the stomach for it, and was frankly astonished that Lydia sat there so civilly. She was a better person than him, to be certain, but he would not abandon her to the company of the lout. Viki's entry distracted him, softened that hard, confused heart of his a moment. And behind her, the girls. Thank god. He could extract himself from this impossible situation, just as soon as they returned. Cassie and Erin had made it abundantly clear that nobody was really safe with the meek poet, anyhow, that they were far better suited to deal.... wait... where were they going??

?Viki.? Erin gave a nod to the seer. ?Come to the hall with me, Cass? I have things to unload.? She looked to Everett and Lydia, nodding at the hall door. Erin could not take any more of the inn tonight.

?Okay. Sounds good to me.? Cassie nodded some, following Erin.

Aqua caught up lavender instead of Everett?s warm browns, and became quite lost unto spirals and odds and various ends. Viki blinked, and mirrored Erin?s wave, mirrored the nod too, and turned on her heels, perfect pivot-mock ballet. She looked lost.

Erin called to Everett and Lydia. ?Going to get a quiet drink. I have a headache. Please. Both of you. Come.? She smiled.

?No thank you,? Lydia replied, and continued her chat with Stephen. ?Yeah.. men's coats.. I can make those. Probably easy enough to make shirts too.. Yeah. Whatever you want, I can make it. Just need some details.. fabrics.. colors..? She threw a glance to Everett then, faint but warm smile to her lips. ?You don't have to stay here on my account, really.?

Finally, patchwork found the poet. ?Ever and ever..? A finger turned tuning fork moved through air, circling in that invisible, untouchable ether that made up their little neck of the universe. It stopped mid-twirl on the youth, of course. ?Ever and ever and ever.? A bright smile, literally, and a wave.

Did someone say colors? The seer?s off-blue followed in the wake of that word, landing on Lydia with a cat's curiosity before circling back to Everett.

He invited her for tea and took up her hand. She chased his shadow as he held her in tow, a laugh outright for nothing at all, off and away to the bar. When the sound lapsed into a hearty sigh, she took him in rightly, a slip of a smile coming into view. ?You are.. all pieces. Tea will be good.? The seer's free hand tossed itself about, half-wave for Lydia and her words of colored fabrics. The girl had half a mind to make further inquiries, but her other half was all bundled into Everett, slowly tearing away emotional shields to steal some of his secrets. She didn't mean it. It was what she did.

Lydia and Stephen continued to chat, though Stephen?s eyes followed Everett as the poet rounded the bar. ?Did I try an' scupper 'is sister or somethin'? Aye ye do 'ave a point lass I will thin' on it further I will.? He moved to rise. ?It were a pleasure tae make yer aquiantance Lydia darlin'.?

?You are lovely.? Everett?s silly reply to the seer as he frowned at the truth of her words and strolled around the bar to make tea for the both of them. He waved a defeated farewell to Lydia and started to the task. His name on the lips of the unseemly fellow only bristled him further. He did not consider a drunken state an excuse for what had passed before. Everett took all words very seriously.

?Naut as like, say..? A pause to regard things unsaid, and another to watch her emptied hand fall to her side. She shrugged and hoisted herself into a bar stool, a half swing into a set of semi-circles with tangling legs and a fluttering skirt. ?.. Oh. I do naut know. The lady is a collector and I sense her on his lips. But naut the way that one might think. It is the way of painting.? Riddle-ramble, as per usual, with a heavy frown to follow. She was obviously distressed, too.

Her words were not entirely beyond him. Poets often deal in abstraction. He pondered her words as he tilled a few coins and dealt with the mundane nature of tea. ?Milk? Sugar? Honey?? A beat, a dry smile, and he thought of the one who would be his paramour. ?Whiskey??

?Xas.? To all four? Or only to the last? If he could read her mind, her thoughts were Blue. Well, mostly Blue. Some of them were quite discolored and drawing themselves into quarters. She propped her elbows upon the countertop, caught her chin with both small hands, and watched him. Another sigh, all summer and sweetness, her attentions on the spirits behind the bar.

Everett would consider at length the reply and liberally apply both honey and whiskey to both mugs. He set one in front of her and then stood opposite her, leaning against the bar. Close, in their own strange way. Everett took a long sip and began his version of the glorious tradition of drowning one's sorrows. ?He. You speak of the lover?? How desperately he longed to understand her.

?Trade in stories tonight,? chimed the seer, out of nowhere, which was appropriate most of the time. A look of utter impishness took hold of her little face as she watched the whiskey drown the tea, or vice-versa. She frowned on the cusp of his question. ?Xas. I am thinking perhaps he is going to the Before again, where he had packmate and I was Lover, and now I am both. Perhaps maybe, because he is creature, like the Gloved Lady said, he longs for more bodies.?

?I am afraid I do not entirely understand.? Another sip. Perhaps she meant bodies in the carnal fashion. That would be unthinkable with a woman like Viki, but Everett had proved time and time again that he did not understand a thing here. Perhaps she meant bodies, the cold sort you put in the ground. That would be highly unpleasant. His brow wrinkled and for the thousandth time in an hour, he felt as useful as an appendix or a stray hair.

?She is the Blue one's, or so I saw, for they were all tangled..? Fingertips slid along the rim of both cup and saucer, as if to test their surfaces before she drained their contents. Warm, like her. She smiled in spite of her sour mood, which came and went like the wind. One look, one new fascination, and she was easily all smiles again. ?Bodies like, ahh.. a dance.? She crossed two fingers, index and middle, at the knuckle, as if in promise, as if to illustrate an entirely different scene.

?Good night miss. I'd be careful if'n I were ye luv. Tha' one looks dangerous,? Stephen called to Viki as he passed, then gave a nods toward Everett, a wink, and a smirk of a grin.

?Danger is naut so bespectacled,? chided the seer, remarkably in singsong, watching him pass her by. ?Saaay helloo to the Empress.?

Everett watched the lines of her fingers with interest and then sighed a little, took a long sip of his tea plus. Another little bristled. Everett was feeling unusually tempestuous. This was the result of a promise to be calm for a bit. Another night of bad luck. ?Is your heart heavy, Viki?? Such a direct question for the man, but she brought out a bit of the boldness in him. She was provocative that way.

And all those lovely stretched syllables are then drowned in tea, laced with whiskey, topped with honey. It was sweetness with a taint of sin, which was how she liked a certain array of individuals. She hid behind teacup, pinky up for a semblance of etiquette that usually so escaped her. ?Heavy some. Might squeeze it out a bit. You are my mirror tonight, and I do naut like mirrors..? A very violent shutter to accompany that thought. ?..but I would call you brother, Everett. Why is all of you so..? Soft? Sad? Lost? Like her but without chaos?

Bit of all, in all likelihood. He loved too many too well, and it would break his fragile heart. Worst of all, his foundations were beginning to crumble, and Everett, rightly, feared change in that fashion. He wore it poorly, for it came in only melancholy hues these days. ?Much vexes me, and I am greatly confused.? He sipped long, opting not to argue with his better judgement, that part that suggested he hold it all very far within. They could be confessor to one another. It fit, if they were to mirror, brother to sister, soothsayer to historian, color to grey.

?Vexes..? There was that word again, and the girl took it back, tasted it, and let it loose on the world again. She let the cup fall to its foundation, half empty as it was, and leaned in. Whiskey lined her lips and mingled with the stretch of summer, endless, like she seemed. ?Confusion takes us two, I think.? She whispered: ?Everett I would stay with you tonight.? No trace of sensuality, no evidence of lust. All the dark parts of her had hidden from this boy, who was Goodness incarnate, and she would have his blood in her own, though, the idea would probably only scare the hell out of him. She didn't explain the concept. ?Stories and sleep.?

Everett reached for the hand of his friend, the tea and the whiskey warm in his belly, his eyes warm for her. No, he could not see the dark places in her, but he always wanted to think the best of the people who gave him the opportunity. She certainly had. ?Stories and sleep. You are always welcome. Would you come now?? In his room, he would be safe from having to see the bloody confusing women, the brooding Malachi and the exquisite Gideon. He could sleep there and enjoy the company of her gypsy bells and her sweet wild smell. How strangely he adored her.

And she him, and though he reminded her so of the bookworm in room eight, now enthralled by someone less worthy, remarkably, infinitely less, he was his own person. She delighted in his wonder, for it was as if he shared a sense of her Sight, the things she saw, and how she marveled at the world, he marveled too, although kept himself guarded well. She found his hand again, fingers reclaiming their old haunts, melting into all those angles and peaks. She was happily oblivious to a darker presence, for the moment, even as it stalked past the pair made way for the kitchen. ?Ever and always. Xas. Now.?

Consider it well, little Seer. Betrayer of the Destroyer. Your time is marked.

Everett finished his tea in one gulp and gently pulled her towards the stairs, where they would make for their sanctuary. Once up, he would unlock the door and hold it open for the Seer. Poor thing. It pained him to think of her with a heavy heart.

How easy slipper-shoes followed after him, for his motions were without haste, though haste might have been warranted. She stopped mid-stairwell and blinked, catching a snippet of something rather... dire, but Everett's urging kept her forward, ascending, finally to the landing and down the hall. A moment's hesitation as she passed a certain door, a flicker of memory and then nothing. She would count them off as she sprinted after Everett, outside spilling inside, and into Two-Oh.

Room two is empty. We know why. When you return to the commons in the daylight hours, you will find pieces of a pipe without an owner.

Everett closed the door and turned the lock with a solid click. No unexpected visitors. Everett went about his usual business. He hung up the beautiful jacket then peeled his shoes away. There had only been one addition to the room since Viki had claimed it. A little pillow with a favorite sonnet stitched on its cover sat in the corner armchair. Were he to stand on ceremony, he would likely take up residence there for the night. Everett, however, did not fear her. He knew she would not make overtures. He perched cross legged on a corner of his bed and at last, he let down his guard.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 17:38 EST
When I'm heavy with worry make me light as a feather
When I'm deafened by anger you're the song I remember
With the grace of a dancer and the strength of a pillar
When I'm starving to suffer you just fill me with laughter
You're a poet
And a saint
You are the only one I choose to imitate
- Bright Eyes

Two Oh

Viki claimed a space of her own, first center-stage on the floor, taking in the whirlwind rows of books. Her nose tipped up, as if to breathe in stains of ink and aging parchment. A twirl. Always the dancer. Patchwork finery a rainbow blur, and then, she stopped. Mid-blink, she took a step toward the bed, pausing again to gather herself. ?Everett, your room is very old.?

Everett watched her, fascinated as ever by her dance, by her color. ?How do you mean this?? His voice was much quieter in the intimate space, though not without its own music. Everett scratched at the back of his head. ?Grandfather old?? Grandpa Ogden had indeed been very old. He smelled funny.

Two-toned hair now hung at odds with her elbows, curling in contrasting color as she dipped her head lower. A blink of aqua, a slow trickle down the features of his face, all youth and raging innocence, but yet, something lingered at his mouth. She brought a hand there, to hover above two lips, not quite touching. She was so careful-careful-careful. ?Old like. ah... Words before aging. Your words are older than you and the cling all to the walls.?

That was certainly better than Grandfather old. In fact, Everett took it as a compliment, blushed just slightly. ?I thank you.? He liked the idea that at least the walls could feel his impact. ?Gideon...? He swallowed, took a breath, and continued. ?...he offered to publish my words, all of them, to put them into the world. I do not know how it sits with me.?

A new flush, akin to the berries she borrowed from the field, a stark contrast to the rest of her pallor. The hand hovered there a moment longer, catching his breath between her slender little fingers. ?The World is in need of Ever.? She smiled behind a curtain of mismatched curls, then let her hand fall and simultaneously fell with it, onto the mattress beside him, taking up a lazy lounge between himself and the wall. ?Know how he sits, though.? Offhand singsong, and a glance to the ceiling where she sat.

He flushed at the combination of her strange proximity, bouncing the heat of his own breath back to him and of her comment as she placed herself beside him. ?Do you know?? Curious. Warm. Horrified. All the typical emotions that announced themselves plainly when he spent time with the well dressed gentleman.

?Mm, in-between, cause he is such a creature, though I did naut ever speak so with him.? A frown. And why was that? How had she not managed to catch him off guard and deliver up all those intimate details? The question held more weight with the passage of time. She carried it on small shoulders, which she pressed against Everett.

Everett?s voice lowered considerably, as though to keep secrets from the walls. He whispered, an anguished thing. ?Is it not a sin to be so?? He was very frightened of Gideon, for Gideon, but not, perhaps, for the reasons he ought to have been. ?Is it not against nature?? He leaned towards her a little, for the fever heat of her calmed him like the whiskey, like summer rain. Shallow breaths, for his tormented heart pained him even life he drew into his lungs. Visions of many swam through his thoughts.

He asks a fairy about nature. The little thing shrugged again, this time crumbling fabric between the two, his and hers, though she did not seem to notice, and eyes dipped to the forgotten floor, though did not linger for long. ?Lover is love is bodies without borders.? Sensing his fear, the girl turned full on, gathering his hands into her own. Maternal instincts, though near-forgotten, were not entirely abandoned. She had her own brood, somewhere. Best not to think of them. Best not go tumbling into the past. A blink, and he would find her eyes a bit more glazed than usual, perhaps for the well of emotion she had withheld thus far. No matter. She would soon be a scattered thing again, a smiling tragedy in obnoxious color.

Everett spent a long moment focused on those eyes, and thought for a moment his might spill. Instead, he leaned forward and planted a kiss, right on her forehead. When he leaned away and looked at her, a cant to his head as he said what she already knew. ?Hearts, they bleed. Mine is stuck in Warwick.? Though some would change that. Everett wanted to just be unencumbered by it all. He was starting to figure out he was right in the middle of a great deal of deception via omission, one of his most despised crimes. And yet he would commit it. ?I think if I go home, I shall die. I worry if I stay in this place, I shall sour.? Neither option seemed viable. But then, there were tender moments were he felt safe, where he felt relevant, and they gave him hope again. Viki was such a moment, and again, his senses devoured every precious element of her. Dear friend. Dearest, in this moment. ?More should be like you.?

A touch of lips, and how they carried traces of foreigners, though she wouldn't let him know. Lashes fell immediately, a soft touch to the tops of cheekbones, holding steady there as her arms extended out for him, her thin limbs curling around his middle. She had to dip beneath his own arms in doing so, so that she might not render him completely immobile. It was a hug like none other, no hard pressure or sense of desperation, just a simple lean-in and capture, her head stuck between the pit of his arm and the top of his chest. Her cheek pressed to his collarbone, moving with the rise and fall of breath. ?Do naut die. Do naut go the way of blue-and-gold.? Her voice wavered, no longer singsong, but slowly became more steady. ?You will naut sour because.. because..? A trail of words as she opened her eyes, looking out, though raising her chin so that she might look up to him. ?.. because you are naut milk.? An echo of strength. She meant to reinforce that fact, though at times the youth seemed softer than even she.

He held her there, like family, mirrored pain, and rocked a little. Instinct there, many years of being taunted and teased and then rocked by a mother or a grandmother. Occasionally even John, his sweet brother for whom he readily ruined his own world. ?Nay, sweet. I am not milk.? A little laugh at her wise words, charmed and charming. ?You mustn't let this world sour you, either. You are honey, sweet, guarded by a thousand bees that might sting and then perish for you. Though you are not so passive. Perhaps not honey, but just a wild all the same. Words fail women like you.? He released her at last to get a drink of water from the bottle he kept. Emotions ran high, and stifled. No matter that the weather had allowed for fresh air and an open window all day.

Feet ensnared by slipper-shoes lifted off the floor. Gravity pulled at the heels, until they were dangling off the tips of her toes. She let them, for a second, and then kicked at the air, sending both flats to the floor. Objection sounded with a small thud, and a glimmer beneath lantern light. She cared little. The motion was planned. She wanted to curl against him without soiling the sheets. The seer's shoes often made souvenirs of the forest and the road. And curl she did as he rocked her, and she lost herself with the back-and-forth and the gentle words that poured from the poet's mouth. He was familial then, as if he had been born of the same womb. ?You are..? Too much? The girl slipped from him slowly with his advance for the water, closing her eyes once more, perhaps to bask in the heat of said emotions, perhaps to succumb to the little sleep.

Everett uncorked the pretty glass bottle and drank from it at length, strolling back to beside and extending it to her in offer. ?Are you thirsty, Mistress?? Everett always longed to please those around him, that childhood quality had never faded. He powerfully longed to please those who pleased him so. Viki lightened his heart, even when he was drowning in the world around him.

?Called me Mistress..? Snippet of amusement for the air at her side, though it was heavy with small heartaches and fumbled with confusion. She let her hand drop and sift through it, as if to sort everything out. If only life were that easy. Aqua eyes blew open and settled on the youth again, and a sudden smile leapt replaced her tortured expression prior. ?Nau. . The tea and the whiskey were well. Amvel, Ev-ver-ett. I mean, thank you.? Tongues were often crossed. She'd use the Lover's and the Common all at once.

He set the bottle on the table beside the bed and sat again, near her, brushing a fond hand across her crown, noting the texture of the wild hair with interest, but without motive. His lips pursed at length, and he watched her carefully, wishing to pluck the heartache from her. ?I would meet the Lover. I would know him.? He longed to look on the fellow that he might have a better sense of who could capture the heart of such a thing. Weeks ago he might have envied, but that passed, and only curiosity remained. It was written on his brow plainly. He always did wear his heart on his sleeve, and the great majority of his thoughts.

?You will.? A slow sigh as her head pressed to his hand, unruly locks in utter rapture. ?Tell me a story.? Lilt and plea blend into one childlike combination, both whimsical and weary. She let her head fall to her shoulder while a knee lifted to her chin. The other leg still dangled over the side of the bed. And patchwork billowed around her like one abstract cloud. Everett may wear his heart on his sleeve, but the seer wore hers in chaotic stitches.

A dreamy little smile as they shared the weary moment. The hour of the day was languorous, and he thought a long moment, trying to find a happy corner of the past to walk them towards. No need to dwell in the heavy. When at last he launched into his tale, he went into great detail about one of his first times out causing mischief with his brothers. It was a time before William had outgrown him, leaving him the runt of the Ogden littler. Happier days, before women and obligations to anything out side the farm. Four boys, two big, two small, running through the fields to steal some fruit from the orchard of a cantankerous fellow who had been rude to their grandmother once. Petty mischief in the guise of nobility. He laughed as he thought on those days, the way John looked after him, the way Christopher was a ringleader among the little men, and the way William looked up to him then.

Viki moved again, jostling fabric and joints and mattress, falling flat on her stomach to listen, elbows pressed into the bedding with her chin in her hands. Feet moved through the air, a light sway of bare legs, the posture one might take when completely involved with a narrative, and so she was. Eyes closed to better envision the sights and smells and scenery that was his home in that far-away land, a name of which often got stuck between her teeth. His laughter roused her, and sent her spiraling back to reality, but visions of the youth still circled her head. Sugarplums, the days of his yore. ?I would know them too.?

It ended with Christopher bloodying his head falling off a fence and the rest of them spinning elaborate lies to their mother, who naturally knew every bit of what they were up to. The further into that summer day he crawled, the more he spoke with his hands, and with his heart. Inkstained fingers danced in the negative space, and her laughter only encouraged him. He was animated, and for those moments, he was very much at ease.

Animated, that was the word for him, and as his own energy rose, hers languished. Reality and fantasy blended into daydream, or, to be more accurate, waking dream, for the sun had set too long ago. She let herself sink into sheets and bedding, reclaiming his space, letting in a bit of summer for early spring.

?They should like you, I think, though they are not much like me.? Everett leaned back, looking up at the ceiling with a smile on his lips. Everett missed them powerfully, but it was not entirely felt in terms of sadness. He was pleased for what he had done, he knew, especially as he thought of easier days, that in leaving them behind he had not just made the best decision, it was also the right one. Ev would never grow into himself in that little place with those people who doted too much on him. He required the terror of being alone. ?Your turn. I would hear your story.? A fond smile as he peered at her through spectacles that were all kinds of off center. He did not seem to notice.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 17:48 EST
I fall asleep with my friends around me,
The only place I know I feel safe;
I'm gonna call this home.
- Jimmy Eat World

?My story.. Ahh..? Her smile rivaled his in fondness, though in the undergrowth of lip and paint lurked some small sadness. In theory she had only shared her complete story with the Lover, and the seer was notorious for screwing up timelines. Domikai, however, easily pieced together all her puzzles. They were equally matched, in that regard. She drew in a breath and let her feet fall, then rolled to one side, her head supported by a hand and a propped elbow. In singsong, she drew him a picture, which said much of the sky. She held the number two in highest regard, often stressing how she was doubled and how her womb-kin was the perfect picture of mental health and clarity, though without those precise words. She might've said collected at least a hundred or so times. Then, she drifted. Her confusion was obvious. She spoke of parents by the dozens and a the way in which they lived, spoke much of battle and retreat and sanctuary, but little of love or the brood she bore. She ended the tale with being secluded on an island, where she found her love of fabric. The Sight was a constant theme, growing through the narrative but never directly touched upon. She summarized her return with a carriage ride and the Cousin, then looped a finger through a white curl and called it a story.::

Everett nodded a fair number of times, but could draw no coherent questions from the thread. He smiled, and just allowed himself to get lost in the music of her words for the sound of them, rather than get too tied up in their meaning. Wild girl, wild words. Perhaps she was mad, but he had never met a soul that was less fit for bedlam. In her own patchwork way, she made extraordinary sense.

Viki snatched her next statement from the space between them, though she did much to kill it, including bunching the blankets and her patchwork to fill it up. ?Lovers in both forms, throughout.? It wasn't so much a confession as an offering for comfort. If he did indeed love Gideon, the girl would be sure to relay her acceptance, though she knew so little of him.

Everett Ogden of Warwick loved everyone a little. It might be his downfall. It was a loaded statement, and he danced around it the way she fluttered through a room. ?Perhaps I shall choose none but my pen, and be but a content and faithful lover to my muse. She gives me all my old and new words, and I shall give them to the world, if I might find my nerve.? Another bemused smile for her, for the hopeless and romantic notion. ?She and I would parent many a sonnet and rear a play or two, with any luck.? Already those spawned lived in neat stacks on his desk, bound into what amounted to journals. Steal a peek, read between the lines, and one might learn every one of his secrets. It might be fitting. Everett Ogden, priest of the pen, celibate for poetry.

This the seer did with his permission, via his words, and without, via her eyes. It was not something she was proud of, nor was she ashamed. It simply was. Though thankfully, the messages were often scrambled. She'd just as soon see him tying his shoelaces as she would see him in the arms of another. She laughed. Suddenly the thoughts of paper-matched children sprang to life, and went dashing across the floor on little parchment feet, with bits of confetti for their hair, wearing words for clothes, for a mouth, for eyes. She hid the sound beneath a bundle of bedding, pressing her face to what lay wrapped around him at night, for now it would smell surely of summer, of sweet wine, and rain.

Everett took her laughter as commentary on the subject and smiled ruefully. He shifted to tuck a folded arm under his head. ?I suppose it is a ridiculous proposition, though at times, it is even more appealing than the messy prospect of love.? Profoundly messy, that. It caused a splatter. It left marks. Required, unrequired, spurned, or accepted, it make people different, and in many, many cases, it made people crazy. He mused that perhaps that was what had happened to Viki. She had loved so intensely and prolifically that she had finally just gone mad. A shift of his head that he might see some part of her color, in consideration of that idea. It would be a fine idea for a play, and perhaps decidedly less controversial than the one he had begun about the woman of a town conspiring to drive a virtuous man insane.

Less controversial, maybe, but certainly not less believable. Her madness, in reality, sprang from small neuroses which quickly grew after Tragedy took her into his arms, after Death nearly drew his hand into hers. It had been a slow process, but not without benefits, if one could call the Sight a benefit. It had been explained to her somewhere in the Here and There, but she didn't try to weave that so much into the story. The bit about the sky had been enough. ?Love.. is messy.? She agreed wholeheartedly on that subject, and her thoughts continued to divide on a cellular level, twos, fours, and eights, still leaning toward the Blue, some sticking to those Muted Grays. ?Can I stay?? Of course she meant tonight.

That prompted a soft smile and another fond brush of her hair. ?Aye. You are always welcome in my home. My sanctuary.? Yes, he felt quite protective of this one, but it manifested itself quite differently than the fraternal feelings he carried for the others. To have her there in his bed comforted him, but in no base way. The other women stirred him halfway to madness. She only made things quiet. Thank god his sill whimsy had passed. This was ever so much better. ?I should like you to, actually. You will keep the shadows out.? He withdrew his hand and draped it over his middle, a blow blink back up to the ceiling.

Let in the mad to make things quiet. She looked pleased, however, all blossoming brightness, red in her cheeks and a glistening glitter at the surface of her skin. He'd have to ask her for the hows and whys of that little trick, but Everett rarely pried. ?Shadows do naut like much color.? Maybe it was said in jest, since it was all a murmur of singsong, met with a lopsided smile. She turned again, wrapping herself in covers like some uncooked entree from a place she'd never been, and eyed him beneath curls and sheet, a sanctuary within another.

Everett stayed above the blankets, laying the way perhaps a man might lay in a field during a leafy indian summer. ?I thank you.? He was not unencumbered, but the man felt considerably lighter. An impressive yawn stretched his jaw, and he pulled the spectacles from his face and very carefully placed them on the table in their usual spot. The world went fuzzy. It was a rare moment, one that did not require he stain his fingers and bleed sentiment all over a page to still his racing mind.

She was warmth incarnate, so the addition of the blankets was rather unnecessary, though surfaces were often a comfort, and the seer molded herself against such, and the youth, though he rested above. One lazy limb stretched over her side and curled around his torso, as she pulled herself into a general fetal position, hidden much by bedding and curls. The only thing to pass between them was the shared sense of the familial, the protector and the protectee. They might've been children outstretched in that field, awash with stars. She murmured a reply to his thank-you, though it was half in common and half in god-knows-what, and all around inaudible before she was lost. Gone. Sight slept too, tugging her from one reality to another. Perhaps she would find clarity in the astral, and lose herself in the waking world.

Her fever heat, her summer smells, the arm around him and the peace at last. Everett was not long to follow in sleep, that night, and he slept quite well for a change.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 18:22 EST
Some might say that sunshine follows thunder
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time
Some might say we will find a brighter day
- Oasis

Red Dragon Inn, Upstairs
Several Days Later

Picture perfect in the middle of the hall, with her patchwork spread out in a perfect circle all around, seated as if for a photograph, with her head tilted just so, and her hair not so unruly. Viki had bathed, she had preened, and now she was pressed to a door - room eight, to be exact, and was staring rather suspiciously at seven.

That was one of the only sights in the known universe that might have given Everett pause. Pause he did, her name a little choked in his throat. ?Viki?? Emotion ran high in the gentleman, more often than most would be allowed to realize. She knew though. She always knew. The tilt of his head a mirror of hers as he regarded her. ?Are you well?? There was a slight mist to his eyes. Nothing was wrong, in particular, but many things were a little left of right.

He is tortured.

The seer turned her head, but not her eyes. Off-blue cut through that enemy door just as sure as they were little knives in the night, and she a practiced bandit. She extended a finger, only to point, then finally turned to look at him, and perhaps, really see. The fog lifted, and she was a lucid creature for a moment, peeling patchwork from the floor to dart into his arms, or he into hers, whichever his preference. ?Well, well, Ever and ever.?

A bit of both, no doubt. He gathered her to him, precious, like the way she had gathered so many colorful scraps of fabric. Ev pressed a kiss to the very top her head, grateful for a friend, for a kindred spirit. She practiced a different sort of poetry. ?I was going to bed.? Another tight squeeze and he withdrew to continue down the hall. He knew that she would follow, or not, as was her strange little custom.

But the seer was a customary creature if one took the time to record her habits. Follow, she did, adding a bit of color to the length of his shadow, small fingers ensnaring the poet's hand as he neared his room. ?A kiss, Everett, for a kiss.? And she blessed the top of his third knuckle with unpainted lips, then allowed him to reclaim his instrument. ?I would stay with you, if you are wanting it.?

?I would invite you, if you are wanting it.? Everett put the key in the lock and turned. If she was anything like any other woman in the world, she would take one look at his new roommate and greatly desire an invitation. The door opened, and the riot of color would meet a riot of tiny ferocity, of fur, of grass green eyes, and a fierce, demanding mew. He was too little yet for a me-ow. ?Good Evening, Benny.? The kitten bumped up against both sets of legs before Everett scooped him up and offered him to Viki, for inspection.

Well, there you had it. Instant love and adoration crisscrossed the plains of the seer's little face, bringing a new glow to rosy cheeks, a new brightness to off-blue eyes - especially as they tumbled into grass green ones. She shuffled inside, paving the way with red-slipper shoes, and offered up her hands and arms and anything else the kitten might wish to curl into. A glance at the patchwork. Yes, there were many pockets he might call a temporary home. ?Vendui' Benny!? Sharp in singsong, an upturned chin, an offering for bodily warmth. ?I am wanting it Ever and always.?

Who knew what Benny would do with that? Probably meet her as fearlessly as he met everything else. He was aptly named, indeed. Everett went through his usual ritual. ?I am very weary, Mistress. I am very soon to sleep.? His heart was heavy, a thing almost as palpable as the latent electricity that still hung in the air of room two-oh. Two nights past had cast a long shadow. Maybe everything had shifted a little.

Consumed by the kitten as the two collided, she let him wriggle and worm his way into her arms and down the front of her dress, eventually settling to the floor again, for she did not like it when it was so very far. Gravity was a constant in her world of ever-changing realities. She pressed her face full of fur and allowed the cat to swat at a rebel curl. But something else. Distraction had been easy, but it was becoming harder to ignore the heavy air. She brought in summer, but something held the taint of iron, and old. With a twitch of her nose, she nodded to the youth. ?Sleep is well. I will be quiet or at your side and if so, I would be both.?

?Just be, Sweet friend.? He replied over his shoulder, a weary little smile through the eyes still pink with the recent threat of tears. Everett peeled the shirt from his slight frame and chucked it across the room. No need to stand on ceremony. Once beneath his blankets of his bed, he pulled his spectacles from his face and set them on the table beside him.

A ribbon took to the air with all the movement from both girl and kitten, and when the feline had it in his line of sight, he near pounced, near, as it was more of a tumble, for he was a very young cat. The seer smiled, with sleep stitched in the corner of her very pink mouth, and concern washing over the rest. She peered up at Everett, then looked about the room. Slowly, the pieces were coming together, but she had them all backwards and upsideodnw. ?Bodies are bodies are bodies.?

Viki shot up then, red shoes, two-toned hair, colorful flare, and sat at his bedside. ?Nau tears for dreaming..? A lilt lacking question. It was meant to comfort, though it could've been a demand.

?It has been a week, my friend. We shall speak more of it when I am more myself.? He patted one of her hands, a reassuring gesture. He was not wholly in pieces, thanks to her. Had she not stayed that night before, he could hardly imagine at what mad state things would be.

?Xas.? And with that, she had swallowed the rest of her words, her eyes lingering on the hand which had so recently held his own. Lashes swept over her eyes just as the kitten made another attempt to sneak-attack the ribbon. She eyed the bed, the space she had claimed prior, and outlined a foreign imprint, but kept the riddle-ramble in check. No, not now. Patchwork princess simply curled there, arms out for the one she would call brother, to take in youth and tortured beauty into her own form of it. Perhaps they had been manufactured from the same factory, though she might have gotten a bit lost along the conveyer.

Everett rolled to fall into her arms, and it was a very different sensation. It was all comfort and no want. No strange electric pressure, coming in waves of too long glances and gentle touches. The silence with her was peaceful. With Gideon it had always been too loud. ?Tomorrow when we wake, I shall make pancakes.? He had been denied the opportunity with his most recent bedfellow. He would instead lavish that privilege upon one more likely to stay.

?Strawberry.? A small request to chime in his ear as she drifted, her head finding that space between shoulder and chest, just beyond breath and slightly above heartbeat. Arms coiled about him, and fingertips trailed that line between neck and patch of hair. Soft sighs, the slow slip of Sight, and soon enough, sleep.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 19:53 EST
Frozen in the place I hide
Not afraid to paint my sky with
Some who say I've lost my mind
Brother try and hope to find
You were always so far away
I know that pain so don't you run away
Like you used to do
- Alice in Chains

A Public Garden

Everett Ogden finished up the last few words of the copy he worked at and stepped out of the library. The sun shone and the wind was mild, so he meant to savor the daylight. He was, after all, a farm boy. The poet strolled through the marketplace, picked up a croissant and an apple, and moved towards the public gardens, a place where the daffodils were in bloom and some peace and quiet might be found. There had to be a bench there with his name on it.

Between white lilies, a pair of off-blue, and locks of a similar rebel color were lost in the camouflage effect. Still, much of her was obvious, though patchwork could've been hidden in a flower bed boasting the same roar of color. She blinked back the sun. Such a strange daytime creature was the seer, oblivious to the timeline, but well aware that the world was a lot brighter than usual. She rolled, making a mattress of downtrodden flowers, marveling at the crisp April sky.

Everett rounded a corner of the garden, and just around a set of freshly sculpted topiaries he spied that Seer, sprawled on the ground but in a decidedly less distressed fashion than before. He had wondered what had put her in such a state, but he had other things to attend that night and doubted he would hear a response that made any sense at all. Wordless and smiling, he settled on a bench near enough to watch her, pulling bites from the flaky croissant one at a time. It was entertaining to see her, though it did bring speculation on what made her be so wild.

Spring was her birthright. Perhaps her falling ancestor was a soldier of some Springtime constellation. She stretched, dwelling not on the groundskeeper's warnings prior to her tumbling through the flowers. (She had spun him a dark prophecy that made him do a rather curious thing with his fingers and his forehead.) Joyous for now, perhaps a companion of Delight, she let out a giggle. Always bells. A bee had buzzed past the shell of her ear. He was early. It wasn't near time yet. At the thought of bees (but evidently not birds), she looked past the shrubbery to spy the poet on the bench. Her pink mouth curled into a full blown smile that would've turned every flower green. ?Keeper of books. Hullo Ever!?

?Mistress Viki.? A greeting that he was well aware she liked. Everett waved to her between bites of his lunch, regarding her colors with interest beneath the hot light of day. A bright thing a night, a brighter thing beneath the sun, all laughter and music, at least from where he sat. ?I see you like this garden.? Everett rather liked it as well, though he could hardly wait to see it decked in the lush mid green of a sultry summer day. Summer made the most delectable colors of the trees. So many people preferred the crimsons and golds of a fiery autumn, but the poet knew well that it was the last hurrah, a tree making the most of the death of all its leaves. He preferred things at the peak of their lives, and so he was a man of summer. Perhaps his love of the hot season made his love for the heated thing before him a little more understandable.

Viki?s summer scent mingled with the daffodils on down, and she peeled herself from the ground, red shoes in hand, her bare feet making souvenirs of planter's soil, peat moss and natural proteins. She inched closer, and off-blue washed over bookish angles of the youth on his break. She meant to inquire about what he did for a living, but her questions were always so fractured, by the time she had collected them, she found herself alone. Oh well. Small shoulders rolled into a shrug, a combatant for the fall of curls. Somewhere, in the middle of flowerbeds, was a pup, bespeckled and gnawing on the root of an upturned bush. It wasn't his fault. Jinx was teething. ?Like it, I do. Have one nearto the Unhome. All blue-and-gold petals there. I will pick one for you Ever, when the earth gives birth.? She licked her lower lip, as if to taste the air. ?Rain on the way, I think.? Her little hand cut across the space between then, a fluid-like flow, a gesture to illustrate to the flora all around. ?They are in want.? She beamed at this breach of secrecy between herself and the flowers and sat beside him.

?You look well.? As opposed to the night with the chair and the floor and the woman that scared the hell out of him. He had a strange mixture of gratitude for her and abject terror in her presence. Everett had no idea anything that little could radiate so much danger, but he knew she did, just as surely as he knew the Seer understood his broken heart. "There shall be rain soon enough. I wonder, is April as rainy a month as it is in England?" Brown eyes peered down to her in question, a slight tilt of his head followed. She looked best a little askew in his vision, he thought.

Bare legs dangled beneath the drape of patchwork wonder. There were grass stains at the tops of her knees, and bruises to her shins, as if she had already run amok and toppled over something, though her hands betrayed nothing of a fall. ?Well, well, well. My Uncle has given me a present. It is an alive-present, and I have named him Jinx, and he is over there.? She flicked a finger for the movement of a brush, the sound of a yip beneath the overall hum of this domesticated wild. ?Nuh like before. But do naut worry. For I have seen the Foreigner in her eyes and then the floor was naut so far.? :She grinned something twisted and dark. It looked strange on her face. It didn't belong. But she pressed to the poet, all signs of levity gleaming beneath pieces of garden she wore. ?I do naut know. What is Ing-Land??

The puppy was met with an appreciative appraisal and a smile. ?He is lovely.? Everett would do well with a dog when he was not living in a room above a tavern. Maybe one day. The remainder of Viki's words perplexed him, so he let them roll away to wherever extraneous words go to mingle with one another and make more extraneous words. The last bit of question was a fair bit easier to wrap his brain around. ?England is my home, my far away home.? To which I will not return anytime soon, he thought. Certainly not while he still coveted his brother's wife. Certainly not while he could remember the taste of Gideon. That would not do at all.

Viki remembered at last, his stories, and recalled a trio of brothers. Lashes fell in line as off-blue tumbled into the one she would claim as her own brother, and perhaps in the interim of time, between his melancholy and her constant need for connection, she placed her hand upon his. Then, a slow release, once fingertips caught the remnants of a foreigner. She bit her lip between a lopsided smile, then allowed the singsong to flow once more. ?I knew, I mean, now. We all have far away homes.? She pursed her lips as if to whistle, though the sound that slipped forth was anything but - just a sliver of air, more hiss and hum than the pitch of a whistle. The pup picked up its head, and padded toward her, his prize in tow.

?It seems this is a place of foreigners.? More than a few of whom also knew all the words to God Save the Queen. He watched the puppy moving towards them as he drew a little knife to make the apple into tidy slices. ?I wonder if anyone that lives here was actually born here.? His smile was bemused as he carefully cut a slim wedge from the tart red apple and pulled it from the rest. He offered that treat to the seer. ?It seems everyone is from somewhere else.? In Warrick, you were lucky to meet a Londoner, much less a freakishly tall blue man or a princess of the Japans.

She perked as the puppy made a perch of the top of her foot. ?He is Jinx, but he is naut a jinx, you know, at least, naut for me. More for Black Wizards and Name-Like-Bells and Snakeskins and...? Would she add Gideon's name to that list? No. She had made a vow upon pain of death, er, disappearance. Would she ever spill that secret? Off-blue slipped sidelong, catching his silhouette. Perhaps, perhaps, if the fog rolled in. Then it wouldn't be her fault.

Her thoughts wandered.

?I am sick of his bed smelling of you...his clothes smelling of you. I have no mark of ownership upon Everett but god help me if I'll let a little criminal like yourself try to steal his heart. He deserves better than you or I.?

?I do naut deal in hearts. I have Lover. I deal in Secrets.?

?Yes...I know you do, you dangerous little witch. I know you know what I am, and I've heard about your inability to keep those pink little lips of yours pressed together. Everett cares for you...and so I would not harm a single unwashed hair on your little head. But I swear to whatever creature spat you out upon this globe that if you breathe one whisper of what I am to Everett...if you let tumble one wrong word that could cause him to question... I swear that you will disappear so completely that not a soul in this city will remember your name in a month's time. Do you understand??

Her eyes returned to Everett. ?It is. I was naut born here, at least, maybe, somewhere, where the land is all mountains. The Lover is of the sand-lands. And my word-keeper wandered in from a lost train, he said. It did naut go where it was s'posed to, and he is still trying to find away back.? Then greedy fingers devoted their attentions on the apple slice, which she happily chewed between thank-yous in three tongues.

A slice for himself. It sounded like he had a bit in common with the word keeper. ?That is what happened with my ship, though I am assured there is an easy way back that is dangerous, or a difficult way back that is quite lengthy.? Ev held his slice between his teeth and cut another for his little sister. ?I am happy to meet your little friend. I wonder if Benny would like dogs.? Cats and dogs made fine companions when they met before being set in their ways. People were much the same way. Thank God Ev had not been a rotten cranky old thing when he stepped off the boat. Things would be easier for him, in all likelihood, but not nearly so fun.

?Oooh. Perhaps it is the same for Arden. That is his name.? Palms morphed to paper-cup mode, so to catch the next falling apple slice. She pressed a kiss to the middle of his cheek, wet and sticky and laced with appleseed. ?I think Jinx would naut be against a kitten. I like Benny so very much, 'cept when he eats at my shoestrings.? She wrinkled her nose, which Jinx seemed to do in turn. Mirror mirror.. girl and dog. They were happily paired.

Everett, on the other hand, was little like the kitten, but the contrast suited him. Benny was a fearless firey and feisty hedonist. It made Everett love him all the more. A lover and a fighter! Everett was unlikely to ever be the latter, and the former. Well. Time would tell. ?Perhaps one day they shall meet.? It mightn't have been his best idea, but it certainly amused. Ev continued to share slices of apple with the one beside him until they had left nothing but a core. ?I do hope the weather stays warm. I so prefer these mild days.? Days without chill, days without conflict. He had watched but a moment of his friend doing herself a harm the night before and it pained him. He hoped that the following nights would not bring such a show. He found it difficult to bite his tongue.

?The Summerlands, where it is always and Ever like that, or so I hear, thought it is naut so like that here. Here is a crackled place of chaos, warm some, cold some, all sorts of in-between.? She crunched an apple shell between her very flat teeth and swung her free foot in a habitual rhythm. The feel of air, the feel of grass between bare toes. Thoughts lingered on last Spring, where she had left multiple arms for one. Seasons often changed hearts. But not this time. It seemed to beat a quickened pace, as if in confirmation. Consolation Day again. She glanced to the inkings on her skin. ?Do you love him, Brother??

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-04-15 19:58 EST
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
- Goo Goo Dolls

She did See everything, did she not? Everett turned his gaze down to her, shifting a little in his place. The question was a tricky one, with too many extra words in his mind to answer in a succinct fashion. ?Gideon?? The question was more to buy him another minute than anything else. He blushed as he said the name, as he thought of some of his more private moments. Funny what made him blush, nothing had really escalated into anything all that rash by local standards.

?Xas. Him.? Naut-Everett, the seer had dubbed him once, for reasons which included the misplacement of his name, and the stark contrasting personalities. She held her cheek for a spell, perhaps in the patch where an uninvited touch had once been. Her hand moved to her jaw, then lingered along the slope of her throat.

There was an echo.

?Viki! Listen to me. Nothing is more important. Everett cannot know, he must not know. Because I love him, I would spare him the knowledge that devils like me exist!?

?Loves you very much. Says you are all the good in the world. Did I naut say the same that one time? You know? When you looked at me with different eyeses?? Whatever darkness held her, it was gone in a flash. Her look was utterly impish, the fairy fever only adding to the sylvan effect.

?He does say that he loves me.? He tucked his lower lip between his teeth, thinking up the right way to phrase it. Despite certain harsh realities that had recently come to light, the most pointed of them being that she had never loved him as he had believed, the fractured pieces of Everett Ogden's broken heart still belonged to his brother's wife. So long as Anne held that claim, he would not truly love another. Not the passionate and devoted way in which he loved. ?Nobody else says that, not the way that he does, and not the way that he looks. It makes me feel weak and wonderful. It makes me feel guilty. I can hardly deny him, and I would sooner break my own heart again than hurt him, if I could prevent it.? He chucked the apple core into the bushes where it may return as food to the earth. ?To say that I love him, the way I think of love, would be a lie today. I am still in love with Anne.? The words that followed that admission were very quiet, and strangely composed. Perhaps it had not really hit him yet. ?She never loved me.?

We do not see this ending well.

All that bottled sorrow would slowly surface in the seer, and her eyes became blurred with tears that were not her own. She caught the hand that flung the apple core, fingers claiming the spaces between his own. Jinx, the dog, was perfectly obliviously to matters of the human heart, and gave chase to the fallen fruit, leaping from her foot back into the brush, a blur of speckled black and white. ?Sometimes.. Hearts are too big.? She lifted her face to the sky, as if to have a word with the Maker on the matter. The wind whipped a sharp reply, laced with perfume from the sprawling fields of flowers, from the bowing trees. ?Sometimes.. Memory can rot them.? A fair warning, warmed by the light of the sun. She pressed closer to him, her face in his shoulder. She did not want that to happen to Everett, even if Gideon was a devil. Better lay with a devil than walk with a shell.

He tucked his arm around her, comforted her in the grief that was not hers, pressed a fond kiss to the top of her head. ?Only if memory closes a place down. Where there is life yet, things shall not rot.? A little sigh for his silly predicament, and he smiled against it, for what use were tears? None at all, unless your eyes were dry. ?No hearts rotting here. Bleeding, yes, but time shall remedy even that? Do you not think so, dearest?? And dearest she was, as much as any these days. She had usurped places in the social hierarchy of Everett through no fault of her own. Another kiss to the top of her head. ?You smell very nice.?

Distracted dancer-thing, though seated, still had the element of ballet, with pointed toes and swinging legs and curled arms through one of his. She didn't latch there, didn't cling. It was only a press and a loose hold, one that could easily be untangled if the bookish youth needed to return to his work. Such heavy conversation in the noonday sun. Such a long string of words. She grappled with sound as he blessed her head twice with kisses. The term of endearment stirred her heart, quieted her stolen sorrow. ?Time is sometimes, well, I do naut know him very well. He is all wrinkles and he walks with a cane, or so I hear, and means to hit us on the head. Lose our beauty. But lose our bad days, too.? She glowed at the compliment, quite literally, though maybe it wasn't quite noticeable in the light of day. Stars were always outshone by the sun. ?Bel'la dos.? Sweet wines wafted on the wind. She hugged his side again, giggling between the wrinkles and ink stains.

?Do not fret over me. Your laughter is better for us both.? Indeed the cheerful tones of her giggling brightened his humors and set him at ease, making that last request an easy one. ?I should soon return to the library. An hour is not very much time, and I have many words left to write for them.? This time of year seemed to bring in more clients who needed the unique services of a scribe, and he did not want to leave his colleagues alone for long if there was a terrible queue. ?Where will you go, this afternoon?? He wondered how she spent her days. Ev could not imagine her working in any traditional vein.

She did not. Her world was an eternal NeverLand, wrapped in mystery and intrigue, though better spent splashing through the waters near the thicket of her dwelling, or leaping from stone to stone by the riverbed. Often, she did wander, like today, as the trappings of Springtime reigned her in. She had no need for money, as her funds were entrusted to a bank of sorts, donated by blood relations, and other relations she had tied herself to. Surnames were a means of survival. Now, under Domikai's watch, she really had no need for money. The two lived as wild hermits half of the time, when he wasn't out eating eyes and she wasn't out seeing through her own. ?Maybe through the trees, with Jinx, though naut up. I do naut like it when the floor is very far.? A star afraid of heights. Irony threaded between bits of truth.

?I imagine he would like that. There is much to smell among the trees.? So many new smells brought unbridled joy to puppies, perhaps a veritable frenzy of it. At last he untangled from her and rose to his feet. Commerce and responsibility hailed, and he would answer the call. ?Do you need anything, Viki?? A question, and it read in the curved lines of his brow, just as the curve of its mark might on paper.

She gave that some thought, though she needed nothing, she perhaps wanted. ?Might you bring back a book Brother? Naut full of words. Blank. Blank like yours were before you poured yourself all into them.? A glimmer of idea, an ideal one, surely lacking impish intent, like the one prior, where she nearly offered him a certain red handkerchief.

His smile for her was slow and he nodded before speaking. ?A journal? Of course I can. I shall pick one up today. Is there a color that would suit you well?? It was impossible to pick her favorite out of the array she wore daily. It could be nearly any among them, so proud and bright were they.

?Journal. Xas.? The question of color was always impossible, but Tara had always assigned her in purple, though sometimes fitted her in blues before the seer became obsessed with patchwork. The days of ballgowns were long gone. She made her own - forever fearful of the dressmaker and her mirrors. ?Maybe many colors all over? If naut, I will do it. The Lover has paints.?

?You ought to paint it. I will get a white one so that it will take any color you like.? The idea of her with paints assaulting some blank canvas brought a smile, not unlike the one he wore when he watched his nephews play with ink. Their mother had been furious at the mess, but it was well worth the entertainment both to Everett and his brother Christopher, the proud papa. ?I will bring it to you when I see you next.?

She rose, bare ballerina feet, and threw her arms around his middle, a tight squeeze of near-sibling, an echo of what should've been, had it not been for the dimensional distance, and the stretch of time. Thank goodness for happy accidents, although to the two, perhaps their erroneous means of travel was without joy in the beginning. ?Bel'la dos-amvel-thank-you-brother.?

?You are welcome. Anon, dearest.? And with a parting squeeze he extracted himself from the girl and moved back towards the library, rather light in his steps. It had been a very fine lunch hour indeed.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-05-07 00:53 EST
( Author's Note: Last log to catch up on before Viki got 'napped. I promise. )

Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
- A Perfect Circle

Red Dragon Inn
A couple of days after The Garden meeting.

The road did not rise to meet her, or she to it. In fact, this night, she kept to the sidelines, wary of roving bands of urchins. One might confuse her with the rest, if it wasn't for the roar of color. The rest of those street kids, they stuck to browns and blues and grays.

Drumroll, please. She did not so much walk as leap, and perform several stunts of the acrobatic variety. For a time, she attempted to walk on her hands, until fabric lost the fight with gravity and billowed around her eyes. Fine, fine. The seer would walk the rest of the way, and pave it in little red shoes.

Melody kept her feet. She stepped with each rising beat, a song she had invented for the joy of inventing songs. It had no words, only wild erraticism, and a pitch that many could not meet. Her voice closed in on the porch. She draped herself in lantern light, makeshift spotlight for the makeshift stage.

The voice gained extravagance, and small words, like la, and fa, and dah. Steady streams of ooohhs and a buzzing hum died down. Hawk's presence on the porch was met with a lift of her chin. The song would continue, with audience.

Feet sprung from walk to dance, and she swirled, a dizzy spell of rainbow. Eyes aligned with Gideon and Illiana as they passed, briefly, somewhat blurred by the speed in which she spun.

Lydia mustered a faint smile for Hawk and Viki, though the astute might notice she seemed faintly uncomfortable suddenly.

Lydia's greens melted with treeline, though the porch was a buffer. Viki killed the song at a moment's distraction. It was Amthy. ?Hullo firefly.?

"Viki!" She cooed up to her fellow Harpy before laughing and batting at Lydia

So it was a gaggle of them now, and the seer crept to the porch in her reds and blues and yellows, and the children of those primaries, to listen in. They offered familiarity to the air. Up, up, and up the stairs, on ballerina feet. For a while, she was all eyes and breath and not much else. A daze, a daze. She blinked out of it, eventually, then blew kisses at the trio, before slipping inside.

Hawk?s cheeks drew back away from his lips in a subtle smirk, listening to the conversation but simultaneously greeting and bidding farewell to the Seer. ?Lady Viki.? He bowed his head politely.

Off-blues rounded the bar, and the rest of her followed, girlish curves hidden well beneath patchwork, color masking her age. Tall and small at the same time. Graceful and awkward. She darted for the counter, half hanging over a stool to meet Wyh's face. ?Uhm! Hello Lady who is naut a cherry.?

Wyh had a smile for the seer. ?What would you like this fine evening??

?Can I have a key to the upstairs? Naut all the rooms, just one room. I think I have left a ribbon.? Her very pink mouth morphed into a sudden smile.

The tender retrieved a rack of keys, and held it before Viki, who in turn looped the rack of keys 'round a finger.

Wyh?s attentions moved to Gideon, rather surprised to see him. ?What may I get you??

?Hullo devil.? Said the girl to his obvious right, spinning a ring of keys. It fell from her finger to her wrist. She wore it like a bracelet.

?A bottle of Courvoisier, and four snifter glasses please, luv,? he spoke to Wyh alone.

Jingle-jangle went those keys, clinking against the bonier parts of her wrist. She spilled from her half stance on the stool, no longer playing balance beam. Another bit of off-blue flashed to Gideon, and then leapt for the stairs.

?Oh my - Viki - my keys!?

?I did naut get the ribbon yet!? Called the girl, just beyond the stairwell. She pressed her hand to the shell of her ear, perhaps listening, before she ascended.

Feet skipped over every other step. Her laughter was not that bell-shaped riot. It was more maniacal, more impish, and she moved like one struggling to contain some outburst of emotion. Down the hall she ran, so fast in loose shoes, tumbling toward Two-Oh.

She stopped just beyond the door, fumbling with the key ring. Suddenly those numbers weren't making much sense. Which one? They were siblings in metal shapes, alike but different. She tried several with no luck, before she hunkered down and gave a listen to what the doorknob had to say. Ahh. Third one down.

Turn and click. Perfect match. Stark contrast to what the seer personified. Her two-toned hair, her wild patchwork. These thoughts were a companion as she stole inside the sanctuary of the one she called Brother.

Maia heard keys. A word of the most common vernacular was uttered, proper expletive for the situation. Maia sheathed the devil-sharp dagger just in time to hear the door open, and she flattened herself against the wall that it might swing towards her, perhaps buying her a moment to control the situation.

Viki?s motivations for her unbreaking-and-entering were, while not noble, not malicious either. Eyes followed the crack of light growth as she inched the door open, the suddenly froze. The key ring fell in a cry of metal to the polished floor. Fingers ran to her stitch work, and remained.

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-05-07 01:01 EST
At birth given scars along tender heart liberties
In justice for awkward living situated casualties
They lay dead along your floor
Tareful not to wake them they're sleeping
Tn the morrows good mourning
The dying will discard the wish to live
- Coheed and Cambria

Two-Oh
A Second Later

The hall light in the crack of the door revealed a flash, a riot of color. Paired with the wafting scent, reminiscent of a landlubber?s perfect summer, Maia thought she might push her luck. A whisper. "Little Soldier." Her voice was distinctive, even it whisper, the unique lilt, an accent not quite like any other that walked the world, muddled nine different ways from Sunday.

Wednesday's child relaxed immediately. The key ring was fetched from the floor. ?Xas. It is.?

Viki stepped inside, little red shoes tracking in all sorts of flora and fauna. Off-blues fell into the dark. Everett's room. Everett's room without Everett. For a time, she half forgot that Maia was even there. His shelves were near bare, his bed unslept in. She would fix that. It was her reason for being. ?Do you sleep too??

Shadows cloaked carefully in summer days and pretty sounds, perhaps the smell of rose and jasmine, it was surely Maia. "Not much." She closed the door behind them and locked it, leaning there. No threat was present in her eyes, at least to the best of her ability. Her right hand was balled into a tight fist. "That why you are here?"

?The Foreigner has stolen our Friend.? Fingertipped touch to the middle of her forehead, perhaps in reaction to the brick wall that was Maia. ?Naut stolen, really.? She confessed, fingering the key ring in her left hand. ?I was to visit him. The For...- Gideon took me there.? Shifty eyes settled into Maia. ?If you are naut for sleep then why??

A heavy inhale of bookworm scents, parchment and ink and dust. The seer claimed the bed for herself, her large eyes still wrapped in Pirate. She inched to the edge of the mattress, simultaneously losing her shoes. One hit the wall, toe to heel, the other fell over, upside-down, a dying turtle with its shell to the earth.

Maia countered the question with a question. "Why do you like to sleep here? Do you lay with the poet?" She pulled a hanky from her pocket, wrapped it around her hand, and tied it in a knot using her free hand and her teeth. She wondered who the foreigner was, and how much Viki knew of the vanishing of the youth.

?Xas.? The word from her was wrapped in the casual. No sensual notions. No fire on her insides. She reclined, her spine sinking into bedding, quicksand of cotton fibers. ?But now he is sleeping Elsewhere though I was there and he says he will come back.?

That was an interesting bit of information. The once-pirate took it with a grain of salt and moved to the table. She lit a pair of candles and perched on a chair, ready to spring. Pale, clear eyes studied the Seer in the dim light with a coherent though cautious regard. "You have seen him. I have wondered where he vanished to. I cannot seek him by daylight." She had other affairs to manage as the sun beat down upon the earth.

?Why naut?? She rolled to her stomach, pressing her cheek to the middle of his pillow, which still reeked signs of poetry. A trace of hair. Breath embedded into the cotton casing. For a moment, Viki looked quite forlorn. ?I might show you if you like. I know the way. The Foreigner showed me the way to his home, but he held my hand much too tightly. He does naut like me. He snaps at my face.?

"My days are too busy, and I sleep best in patches of sunlight., besides." Old habits die never, not really. "That is why not." A long pause at the offer as she looked around the room, strangely empty, but not forever, according to this one. "Do you think he is safe where he is?" She knew bloody well that this place had not been all that safe before she had gotten her hands on it.

For a time, the girl was silent, as if she was weighing Maia's words, but in reality, her quiet was a product of memory, of rooftop nights. Why, was it always rooftops? She shivered, and not for the cold. These days, that was near impossible. She rolled to her side, spooning the air, her face at level with the wall and well away from Maia. ?Has promised his safety.?

"Promises are not guarantees, and you've a way of seeing to the heart of things, love." Pads of fingers pressed together lightly, and she could feel her pulse in each of them, strong and slow. The right brow, the whole one, raised into a steep arc. "Do you believe him?" She set her hat to the table. In the wash of candlelight, the single gold hoop through the top of her right ear winked, even beneath the mass of dark curls.

?Believe him very much.? She blew out the air she couldn't inhale, only increasing the room temperature. Her fingers fumbled with the comforter. It did not provide what its name promised. Thoughts of certain promises overlapped with others, particularly the part of her disappearing, and her name unremembered. But ahh, had they not come to an agreement? She turned her head suddenly and shot Maia a smile. It was painted with half truth.

Maia shrugged, rolled those shoulders and settled in. Lower lip was tucked between teeth and then released again. "Then I shall not pay it much worry." Much. A qualifying word. She changed the subject, and this was a fine place for the other line of chat she wished to pursue. "I never had the opportunity to apologize to you." With all those walls in place, she probably felt cold to the Seer, and perhaps in a way, she was. Viki, after all, fell into the dreaded category of 'she.'

The wall was lacking in warm edges, but then again so was Maia. No matter. Maia boasted sound. She rolled again, this time taking the blanket with her, in keeping with a cocoon. ?Do naut say sorry for what thievery has done. It is me. I did naut mean to..? She struggled with her speech, as if at any moment, her fractured mind might spring another fault line. ?Did naut mean to. Do you mean to do away with all dead teeth and those with teeth and other such things? Sulfur smelling.?

"I did not wish to, once. I do not wish to, now, but some things must be done." Eyes flashed, heat against ice, deadly with more knowledge than she had ever wanted. Maia had been wronged, she had been tasted. More than one of her many scars spoke of that. It had attracted attention she did not want from things still a bit beyond her understanding, and she had lost nearly every piece of herself. Even as she sat in that room, the walls raised high and built strong, she struggled to cobble the pieces back together. "Eight years. That was all that I did. No seas, save the traveling. No light, save for sleep."

VikiChylde

Date: 2007-05-07 01:05 EST
Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
- Regina Spektor

?Took a lover with dead teeth once. She did naut take and take and take, you know, til there was nothing. Some do naut. Cannaut help but what they are.? Her tone was soft, and the sound of it was somewhat hampered by the blankets she had taken to wearing. In the undertones, strung between the syllables, was cannaut help but what I am. She was scattered through no fault of her own. They were dead through no fault of theirs. The seer would attempt reason with the Pirate so long as she could grapple with that thing called Logic. You know. Before realities bent, the walls started to chatter, and the fog rolled in.

"They steal souls and breed like plague, too quickly." Her own fingers traced over a bit of texture on her own neck, though she shrugged off some of those dust covered thoughts, to let them settle to the bottom again. "They are not the worst, but they are usually the most dangerous. They masquerade to hunt, and the innocent suffer the worst of it." At least the wild things that lived on the fringes had the decency to be wild, to show themselves for what they were. Those with false faces disturbed her so.

The girl lashed at her lower lip with her tongue, the effort birthing a small "clucking" sound. This obviously disturbed her, but she had no need to verify such information. Didn't Alma wear a mask? Her gloved hands, they were always so cold. Unless.. Half-lidded, eyes fled to the ceiling, as if answers were strewn in the crevasses and cracks of paint and plaster. She repeated something she said earlier, so softly, so quietly, it might've been missed. That he promised.

Maia rose from the chair and moved nearer, the white stripe in her hair catching the ambient light far better than the curls, which were practically of the night. They both had their stripes. Had Viki earned hers as Maia had? Possibly. Near the bed Maia took a knee, canting a head to look on the creature curled there. Eyes narrowed, she was full of questions, but words failed. Non linear creatures did this to her. Were it not for her love of a wizardspawn, once, she'd likely not be able to tolerate it.

The wrapped thing looked back with blinking eyes, as if those unvoiced questions assaulted her vision. ?You came naut for sleeping but for words, words with the dust and the books and the windowsill. There is a taste on your tongue and you mean to find source.? The seer shot forward, letting cotton crumble over an inked shoulder. A hand wriggled free of its confines, ensnaring the that of the Pirate's.

?Lay with me like with Everett. For a while, for a while. Then you can be all of shadow and the Old Ghost.?

"You do not fear me." Question and statement, all rolled into one, perhaps some wonder in the harsh timbre of her abused voice. The wounded hand throbbed but she did not wince, nor flinch, but rather held tighter. The Seer's hand was warm- nearly hot- in her own. Peculiar.

?Nau.? Eyes gave pause to traipse over their joined hands, one warm, one warmer, one wrapped, one not. Perhaps her skin shimmered too, in that false light. ?You do naut mean me harm.?

With her free hand, deft fingers tangled with the heavy buckle of the baldric, loosed it. "No. I do not." Most nights, including the present, she would be happy to spend the rest of her life without ever harming another. She set in on the floor within easy reach and slipped from her boots, one after the other. Once the morning coat was pooled atop the boots, into the bed she slipped. It was against most of her better judgment, though she had no red flags telling her it was a horrid idea. "I try to look after the innocent." It was a whispered confession, something she could not keep out of her thoughts as she laid beside the Seer, feeling her size, for once. May as well say these things out loud if they are for hearing either way.

Viki?s smile was tiny. It trickled from the corners of her face, then disappeared entirely as she inched over just a tad. She was in her usual, and Maia in Everett's imprint. She curled then, limbs stretched beyond the smaller woman's torso, though the seer had a way of making her own self seem quite minute. ?You are what I have always wished.? Confession for another. They would trade hearts. Maybe her words said much of her past, or her attempts to do good, before her pieces of her cerebrum snapped, and synapses no longer went where they were supposed to.

Maia shook her head, and the waver across her eyes spoke of the ever waffling heart within her breast, and ocean of sadness that tossed her daily. Less so when she was with Bernie. Maybe that's why she felt half in love, these days. She was in love with the peace. "None should wish me. Too many shadows." And then she laughed, in spite of her pain, or perhaps to spite it, and by god, it was merry. "And I hate women."

?We are same.? Echoed the wrapped one, for she did not share in those blankets as she drifted, her head drawing closer and closer to Maia's shoulder, their curls now entwined. Rebel white told enough regardless. They didn't have to share in days of yore. ?And I like all.?

Maia would not stay long. She would twirl a lock of Viki's between her fingers, in figure eights, infinite. They were the fingers of the hand she used to bless the room, to keep it safe, always. As long as blood still ran in her veins, this place would remain sanctuary for the innocent and his strange little bed mate. He would never know. She leaned in to place a kiss to the Seer's forehead, her lips soft despite her nature, despite her walls. Viki was not a threat to her, and she knew it, and the woman, like Bernie, made her think of endless summer days and gypsy bells.

The seer had fallen under the spell of sleep, with a shield of lids and a slow, rhythmic breathing. Her heart slowed to keep pace, and her warmth, it lingered. The kiss to her brow did get a slight reaction, a twitch of her mouth in semi-consciousness, before the seer was all for dreaming again. REM.

Once she was sure that Viki was quite asleep, she slid from the grasp of the Seer and out of the imprint of the poet. Her things were gathered, and she was as silent as a mortal could be as she made her way to the window and out.

VikiChylde

Date: 2008-02-26 02:48 EST
(Something found.)

Michael plays with stars
Soul Sister won't you take a ride in his car
Late to call
When you wanted to be all
Baby don't be so shy
Rock children hold your heads up high
In the night while I try
And tell the ballad of Valentine
- The Killers

It was Any Other Night, a slow creep-crawl of the moon overhead, the stars shifting position to make way for its cross. The seer was not so distraught over the drag of Time, hardly aware of its presence as it was. Sometimes, she tried, counting seconds in small steps. Now, it was in locks of his hair. Fingertips parted split poet-ends as she lay curled beside him, spreading her attention in fair portions, laying claim to each brunette lock.

Perhaps he was sleeping. Perhaps he was not.

She did not notice if her fussing tickled his brow. She did not notice much at all.

The smiling told her that he was not asleep, and large brown eyes opened up to catch her gaze. Though the light was dim, and his spectacles were on the bedside table, he thought that he could see her very clearly. He wrapped spotted fingers up around her own in capture, chuckling a little.

"Honestly, Viki, I shall never get my rest if you insist on fiddling with that all night. Will you not sleep?" Any other night... he chided, but fondly, without malice or annoyance, only with fact.

?Ohh, but I have slept forever.? As brown found off-blue, she smiled shyly, and surrendered her hand to his. His hair was, more or less, well accounted for. She pressed her head to the shared pillow, crushing curls on the right.

?At least I feel that way, Ev-ver-ett. That I slept forever and ever. But the sheets can have my sound if you are for sleeping...? Did she think her fiddling wouldn't stir him? The answer unclear in aqua eyes. She pressed a kiss to the top of his cheek, reigning in her habitual fidgeting for the now, for his sake..

"No..." A wrinkle of his brow marched to the tempo set by his heart, that old dread for which there was no need. She was no longer gone, and still, he wanted to wrap up and refuse to let go, like she might slip into the stuff of ether like a dream thing. "...you have slept too long. I would see you awake, dearest, while my eyes still see by this light. You will be here in the morning, will you not? There is that gathering of little significance, and I do not wish to face it without you." Everett still could not say goodbye, could not wrap all of him around the idea that he was leaving.

As if on instinct, as if she heard all those silent whispers of his poet heart, she unlaced her fingers from his own ink-stained, retrieved her hand, and then threw the attached appendage around his chest. That same hand slipped beneath him, stuck between his back and the bed. There was no way out now.

With one impish giggle at his ear, she turned to address the severity of his situation, and their fated separation. ?I will be. How much will you have to gather, Brother, and how long? I would make you up another face, if you would like...? To face it, sang the seer, in her strange, riddle-way.

"We will gather and I will make sure that they know, but I do not wish for them to know. It has been so terrible, you know. I cannot tell anyone what my heart says. It says awful, selfish things." And he hated Anne, something he never thought he would do. He swept some of the wild locks from her face, and looked on her with all the seriousness warranted by the situation.

"It is a scary thing, to walk where you are unwanted."

She clung to him a while, wearing his words over wild color, allowing them to seep between the seams and eventually meander their way to her ears. Her eyes took him in, cross-exam, and might have crossed themselves before she gathered enough of her senses to focus.

?Ohh Ever and ever. It is naut so scary if you are in your feet. One and then the other.? She thought on fear, fractured thing, and for a moment quivered against him, as if she had just relived something of the recent...

?Scary things, they walk too. You might walk faster, or carry claws. The Lover has made me some. Would you like to carry them?? Insurance that he'd return, maybe. Her hold on him tightened on the cusp of her question.

"Claws will not help me, it is not her walk, it is her talk that I fear. Her lies. The honey she uses to ensnare them. Like her eyes, deceitful, dreadful eyes. Oh, Viki... How do I make them believe me?" Part of him wanted her to come. He could bring this wild thing home and she would know the truth of things, they was she always did. Her eyes could cut through three brothers and the disappointment of a mother the same way they cut through him... effortless as the wind through an open window.

?It is naut for the making, Brother..? Loose-limbed again, though still coiled around him, she moved from a pillow to a shoulder, and ensnared a leg with her own. Small distractions adjusted the course of eyes, like the number of toes on the poet's left foot. Breath guided her back. The air was easy in lieu of summer, and the mix of sweet wines and ink overlay certainly did not assault the senses, but rather, nursed them.

?Truth is there for always, and does naut require making. Lies suffer easy deaths... False things said to a Lover, to Family, are to be revealed..? Had she answers he was seeking? The wild thing didn't say. ?It is much like the time I walked and walked and the stone said something of eight-two years past..?

One two three four five (toes? seconds? Something). The poet smiled again, and he nodded. "It does make sense. It takes far more effort to tell a false story then recount one of truth. And what of you? What will you do while I am away? Benny will not be here, but I could leave the door open. There will be nothing in here too dear to lose." That was true. No poet. No kitten. No sonnets, no verses, no plays. Just bits of him, rent on the room, and a small mad englishwoman's promise to tidy up now and again.

"How shall I find you, to send you letters? Should they all go here?"

The offer seemed to please her, as it steadied her unpainted smile and brightened her eyes. ?I will be forcing the Flowers up from the ground, and being with the Lover, and xas, I would very much like if it the door were open!? Her language was benign, but the pace was on the rise, so much so that she had to pause to catch her breath, moisten parted lips. Only then, could she weigh his last question. ?It is much better if they all come here, for if they were to Unhome, the Lover would eat the Sender's eyeses.? Her voice dropped, as if to say he had possibly, on occasion, or that she had to interfere.

?Sometimes I will come and sleep, if that is all right. I know it is all right with you but your Foreigner might naut like it so much..?

"He will not be here, you need not worry." A gentle smile for her, and he found himself fumbling over the next bit, feeling rather awkward. He could feel the heat in his cheeks- rather like the heat that always poured from her, though strangely, it did not bother him.

"I have missed you so much. They are afraid to say your name, and when I remind them they look on me with sad eyes. I could not live with myself if you had believed that I had forgotten you. I will never forget, you know, I would wait until doomsday. I know you are to return."

?Oh but Ev-ver-ett, they would know my name always, without sound. I do naut think I should have so many loves, for I feel a small thing sometimes. But I did miss... ? She did not mention her disappearance. She did not speak on the where or the how or the who, but had he just said he knew she was to return, and not that she did? The fairy girl just smiled and pressed another kiss to his cheek, lingering there on stolen skin, reclaimed from the Foreigner. He was hers again, and the time was theirs, so said the creeping-crawling moon.

?And now you go away, and I will wait. So I have your room, and so you have my ribbon still.?

"I keep it with the words I keep for you." Everett leaned in and pressed a kiss to the brow of his strange kin, and wrapped long arms around her at last, to cling tightly to the only thing that really made sense, these days. Everett still had his hope, and that night, it took on the smell of sweet summer wine and the tickle of familiar curls nestled beneath his chin.

She murmured something akin to a promise, something that carried the heavy emotions of his fast-approaching absence, at his throat, at the moment the kiss was given. Then, the sleepless thing seemed to surrender, and all patchwork curves and angles sunk between the poet and the bedding, warmed by the ever-present fairy fever, and warmed too by his presence, however tortured. She did not seem to sleep but lie with sheltered eyes. Perhaps, when he finally woke, the space beside him was not so cold.