Topic: On Your Mark

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-09 21:27 EST
(Author's Note: This story happens alongside and after Ties of Blood.)

"Have you ever had one of those days when something just seems to be trying to tell you somebody?"
-John Constantine, in SANDMAN #3: "Dream a Little Dream of Me"

Red Dragon Inn: Weeks earlier.

It was some short time after Sid had told her to call her Manon, had told her to call on her if Viki wished. In doing so, the Ancient had claimed the seer as one of her own to take, to usher her into what lay ahead of life, after death...

Sid, Obsidian, became forgotten, and the Ancient became Manon to her instantly and eternally.

This did not bode well with her lover, Domikai.

He sat at a table in the commons, watching her from across the way. He was a perfectly still creature. Viki didn't even see him draw breath.

She sat at the bar, sure that her lover desired this solitude. Something was up. Nights earlier, Sid accidentally introduced him as Domikai, not Skado. The slight was almost unforgivable. There were so many things about his people, his way of life, that were still unknown to the seer.

She could not understand this, and that made it all the more worse. Once in the street, she had called him Domikai, but luckily there were no witnesses, and he chided her so softly.

Her heartache was clear, in her face and in her eyes, which were brimming with tears. Anger was a quick defense, but all of it crumbled when she took him in again.

"Why all the sharp ways?" She asked across the distance. "I did naut..." Her expression would finish the thought. She did not do anything. Why was he so quick to anger? Why? Why? Why?

He did not answer her. His silence would drive her further insane. She saw her own sorrow and frustration take shape. Little bubbles swarmed her figure, urging her up, up, up off her seat and to her feet. She was quick to retrace those angry steps from her prior leave of him, and now she was a terrible mess of emotion, with tear-streaked cheeks and quivering lips and half hesitant reaches for him as she drew near.

Sid reappeared in the doorway, and her presence seemed to make things all the more difficult. She watched them and they watched her, and then they turned on each other.

"You ask too much," said the Sandman to the seer.

"You give no answers," said the seer to the sandman, trying to weave reason through her distress. He was like a wall then, and her small fingers did their best to pry loose rocks and welded stone.

"My Name was given to countless ears by your Ancient, but she did not care to give her Name to myself in return. You wear it yet on your own lips." His words were as dry as his humor, and this exchange was devoid of humor entirely.

Viki softened at the answer. It was processed and devoured in a little mind listening. She once more extended a hand. It would remain an offering in open air if he did not take it.

Then, she spoke. "Something for her ears then. Not mine." She looked once over her shoulder, then back to her lover. Her eyes still glittered, bright in their sadness.

"I am sorry." Her quiet pleas were attached to the last lingering word. Do not turn away again.

"Always," she whispered to him.

He tangled his hand with hers of a brief time as he spoke. "It is not killing violence I would give you." Perhaps it was his way of apologizing, or explaining at least, but when Sid approached them, he took back his hand.

"Ye 'ave a problem with me." Her eyes locked on Domikai. Viki fell silent.

"I have words with you. Nothing more, nor less," he replied.

"An' these words be?"

"You are out of line, Ancient one. I cannot erase what ears have already heard.... but it's a bitter amusement that you would use my Name so freely but not give me your own Name." He kept his seat and an aura of civilization with flat words, despite his lupine features.

"I be thinkin' I see. M'apologies to ye. Tha' be... rude an' thoughtless o' me to do such." She nodded slowly, and her eyes never left his. "Would ye wish I correct this?"

"It may not be true name, but there are those that would follow it. It should be forgotten." He rose from the table. "Whether you are Sid, Obsidian, or the name the Seer has upon her tongue... is your matter to hold or correct."

"I gave a name with which Viki can call for me if'n I be needed. She I mark as one o' mine. Sid, Obsidian be the name wha' I wear. I gave tha' to ye when I did in trust. I be sorry I 'ave been so free with wha' ye gave to me."

Yes. The mark. Viki turned her eyes on her own skin, as if Sid's mark were a visible thing. When she looked up, she thought she saw something like anger flash over Domikai's face.

"One of yours in death. Do you know who You are?" He withdrew again, and stepped to the door, but paused just in front of it.

"All thin's change an' grow, e'en the ancient." Sid called after him, watching him go.

"Goodnight." Viki said quietly. Though her voice was small, her steps were wide. They were playing catch up with the Sandman's shadow. She was trailing him again, but picked up speed for the door.

"Sand is dust is sand." He said, looking to make his way out, but did not depart entirely until his lover was outside first.

And the seer, well, the seer was thankful for this small gesture. She tried to shield her emotional outbursts for the rest of the evening, which was hard to do, being a creature of in-betweens.

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-09 21:59 EST
A dreaming angel
Lying curled in the circles of Hell
I must protect her
Watch her back for any cracks to occur.
For in the witching hour
She slips into the underworld.
A pearled Persephone
Deflowered by the powers
Hat around her
Down her
Whirl
- Cradle of Filth

Red Dragon Inn: Weeks earlier.

Tasha had just presented Viki with her Blood lapel pin, the one that would transport her to the Manor if ever she were in trouble (and that seemed to be a constant theme these days).

"I am Blood?"

Mr. Howe and Lucien Mal's conversation turned black the instant Viki uttered those words. Violence was threatened on both sides, and now, the air of the Dragon was heavy with tension.

Tasha's voice: "Well.. Tara is, so it's only right you are too... Don't ya think?"

Violence was closer than that too. She felt it beside her, from her Sandman lover. His dark eyes drifted to measure the exchange between Howe and Lucien, but the heavy blanket of shadow he had draped over the seer began to withdraw.

It was something she did not miss.

"But I am protected. Skado protects me well." Viki's head dipped into a furious nod and she looked to Domikai with ever-wide eyes.

The seer continued. "Xas, right for being with family, but naut for only protection. I have protection. I want family. It fits. Will pieces of me be here and there if I call on this pin?"

Tasha was distracted by the outraged Howe, and hesitated before answer. "That's just it.. You are family. Tara's family and her family is our family. Follow me?"

Viki's hands cupped the pin in place, and she looked to Tasha, perhaps a little torn. "I would be family, xas. But Skado is packmate. Protector. Always." She sensed something else besides his well-hidden anger: wounded pride.

"Well of course. I ain't saying he isn't. Thing is Viki honey... He can't be with ya all the time right? Would be nice but not always possible is it?" Tasha replied, though still seemed terribly distracted.

Domikai snarled under his breath, but his face held no emotion, not even when he turned to look at Tasha.

But then Howe grabbed Lucien by his jacket, and Tasha was instantly on her feet, drawing her weapon...

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-09 22:48 EST
All I know now is regret.
It follows like a silhouette,
Along the cobblestone behind me.
But has nothing to say except to innocently ask,
A voice as delicate as glass,
"Do you see me when we pass?"
But I continue on my way.
- Norma Jean

Red Dragon Inn: Weeks earlier still, but closer to The Time That Matters.

"Ket'chka." Domikai's soft, smoke-chased greeting sounded from the porch as Viki appeared there.

"Ket'chka." She repeated, growing more and more at ease with his tongue, and her eyes sought his in the shadow, as did small hands and fingertips.

"Are you to linger here Skado? Or should we walk?" She asked him.

"We should move. Perhaps the night is hiding clever things..." He offered her a clove, which she accepted.

"The night hides many..." She puffed the cigarette, and as he moved down the stairs, she followed, and her eyes gave chase to his.

They rounded the side of the building, with her shadow in tow behind his, and her lilting singsong voice announcing their presence as they moved. She was humming something nonsensical, and every now and then, some poetry was offered to the air.

The air held other voices too.

"He spoke Yeats to me. He be like death warmed o'er scrawny. Like a walkin' scarecrow. Jodiah be forced to be... Nice. I jus' happened to be on duty when he be chastised for such by Tara. Then he be wounded in fight in this alley. I stitched him up."

"Well, a little different, aye."

"I dun think Jodiah liked me much, really. Nae at first."

"Entirely too forward."

There were at least three, two male, one female: Jodiah, Scottie, and Sid. The Sandman slowed his steps and Viki matched him.

He listened, and she only half did. These voices were familiar, and liked. She smiled to her lover, who seemed stoic at first, and then turned his attention to the clove she puffed, to the smoke trailing above her head.

He trapped it with his clawed hands, and when released, tiny smoke-bats filled the air. Her bubbles of laughter reached the spaces here and there an in-between. She held the clove freely, watching him produce the creatures in smoke, frozen in fascination and delight. That laughter built itself up, and out, her signature sound. She pressed the clove between her lips again, and puffed. More smoke. More shapes.

Somewhere, at the other end of the alley, the trio stirred. One voice made a remark about the laughter. Another replied that it was one of her own.

A sudden rush of wind seemed to kill these smoke creatures, but the seer knew better. She looked to her lover with wide eyes and questions on her forehead. Sometime in the interim, she had laced her hand with his.

Domikai was still and silent for a time. Then, his dark eyes found hers, and the seer saw words pouring from them.

So many marks you wear and yet none are his! Manon's. The Bloods. Who else?

For a moment, the seer was still, as if catching a wave from the dark, and catching something more beside herself. And there, for another moment, she was beside herself too, with large eyes for the air shifting about the Sandman and all his many odd angles.

"You do it then." She whispered to him.

He untangled his fingers from hers and made a move to retreat, but it was not more than a half-step.

Just as quickly as he moved, she caught him again, a full step meeting his less-than-half. Though her eyes hid under a spray of hair and fluttering lashes - fluttering for clove smoke, the air held it still - they trapped his just as well.

"A map of marks," she said in a second whisper.

His eyes met her own, but refused to be caught. Black as his eyes were, they cradled stars. His motions were tense, his expression angry, bordering on cruel, and for a brief second, he hid his face behind a leather-wrapped hand. The seer stared back, then frowned when he hid beneath a splay of fingers - a barrier of skin and claw and leather-wrappings. Unfair! Unfair!

"Indeed." He made a half turn, an attempt to move away from her.

The girl's fists clenched at her sides, and she held herself much like the way she had done that night in the Inn, the time she first confessed her feelings for him.

Domikai seemed to disregard her frustration, or at most, ignore it entirely. He seemed plagued by his own thoughts, thoughts which chased him down the alleyway as he walked away from her.

But thoughts weren't the only things chasing him. The seer and her shadow were in hot pursuit.

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-10 19:34 EST
"I want your silent parts
The parts the birds love
I know there's such a place"
- Interpol

Unhome: Later that day.

By now Viki had memorized this path, and walls beckoned and cobble called and soon the area was all flora and fauna. A structure lay ahead, a structure which seemed to be both a part and apart of things: Unhome. She chased him as best she could, with slippered feet altogether slippery over earth and rock, and eyes - midnight seas - trying to pierce darkness. Why did he turn so far and fast away? That question took form and shape and substance and became a partner in the chase.

Domikai did not seem to notice his pursuer, not even when he ducked through the doorway - one that was devoid of a door - and she followed. A single candlelight illuminated the desertman as he fell into the chair by the far wall. Only after he had removed both his shirt and his boots did he look up and finally See.

She was standing in the doorway, in the in-between, her breath a bit hard and heavy from the exercise. One hand pressed against the frame, and for a moment perhaps it was glad for the touch, never having a door or hinges to fill its void. She only half noticed, blew a bit of hair from her flushed face, and stared quietly, taking note of the surprise on his face.

"We are more than we.. began," she started to whisper. The words were there, clinging to the tip of her tongue. It wasn't much of a struggle to give them a voice.

"I think.. it is this.. and I see you pained by the present," she gestured to the Blood lapel pin, which was pinned to her dress above her right breast, "and the other," she added, speaking of Manon's mark.

The Sandman watched, detached, though still listening. "We confess to be puzzled at your choice to remain.."

If a third party had been present in the Unhome, a third party without a second Sight, a perfectly ordinary person, it would appear to this third party that the Sandman and the seer were exchanging simple, calm words, in simple, calm ways. He sat perfectly still in his chair, and she stood statuesque in the entryway. This was a civilized, well-mannered exchange.

Wrong.

The seer and the Sandman, who was a seer in his own right, spoke these words as an afterthought. The reality of the situation was far more emotional, intense, and abstract. The tension between these two was so thick, a previously mentioned hypothetical third party could slice right through it if he or she desired. Domikai was a pack creature. Victoria had a new family, a stronger family. She no longer needed him in the way he understood.

"I love you." It was such a simple thing for her to say. One-two-three. It was only half uttered once, but she wore it constantly.

"We are more than we began." She reiterated between the tension, and then, her frame abandoned the undoor's, and she approached. She would be the knife through the tension. She would cut across the room and reach him.

"Mark me too," she whispered with a hovering hand just shy of his face. It trailed across, but did not touch him, and followed the path of ink.

"Why? You belong to a stronger pack." His dark eyes narrowed in an attempt to decipher her desire. He was a pack creature, through and through.

"Naut like you. Different." She did not attempt to close in on his space, especially since the shadows surrounding them now lashed bright warnings against a candle flame. She would speak with such softness to lessen their glare.

"You protect... Always." Her words were quiet. Did this concept of love not factor into the equation? Viki wasn't a wolf, wasn't like him, but would try to make him See. These ties, they did not matter, and frustration fled her face. Now, there was only a small sorrow.

Don't turn away. Lost.

She was lost, and at a loss, and could only muster that word again.

"Always."

Movement followed. Her hands were quick for the ties and cloth trappings of the dress, and soon it was loose about her small shoulders. Her fingertips trailed the pathways of tiny scars, scars that were made from their rough lovemaking, evidence that her lover bore claws.

He moved too. He lifted and turned from her, pacing from the chair to the edge of the pallet, where he settled at last. Though he sat, his frustration and detachment went with him, and his eyes held suspicion for her words.

"I am too familiar with Forever and Always leaving."

Those words struck her hard. Aqua eyes held the threat of tears, but she stepped forward nonetheless, clutching fabric to her chest to prevent it from falling.

"I won't ever!" Her words built up a strength that her eyes did not portray, and she stepped to the edge of the pallet, directly in front of him. Soon, the cloth was released, let go, offered up to the floor. Consequentially, the (mostly) smooth surface of her skin was offered up to his eyes. This display was not a product of desire, but one of demonstration. Her hands dipped and fingers began to draw shapes of his tattoo upon her skin.

"Mark me like you. For all to see. Yours."

He watched her for a while, but Time was a relative creature, especially for these two. Time elapsed, but folded them in, and the Sandman seemed at war with his own thoughts and desires.

"We do not know if we can still make such marks..."

Ah, Time.

"You will remember..." She dipped down to a half kneel, naked but for the shoes. "If you do naut, then, another way.." There were still many ways to make such marks, said the way she looked at him, with a tilting head and large imploring eyes and hair that fell just so over a shoulder.

Scent, their scent, still touched the surfaces of this place. It was home, and she clung to it like she clung to him. He was the only being who could walk these roads with her, and oh how winding they were...

"And will your family have remarks upon them?" He asked, still quiet and distant, with his mind on his brother Irrykin, though Viki didn't seem to catch this, did not hear the jingling of silver at the end of his question.

He wants to know if your family will make you choose. Him or Them. We already know your answer, but he does not.

He reached for her, but paused, and his hands hung in the air, the touch incomplete. She took them into hers, and soon her slinking motions and coiling limbs would finish the touch. She made her way into his lap, with one arm encircled over a set of shoulders, and the other left at his chest. Fingers now traced his tattoo in the real, whereas before she'd only been drawing pictures of it on herself.

"Nau. Your marks stay as I do. You will see." She was a persistent little thing, and she pressed against him, instantly warm by the touch.

"You above all," she said. What he didn't know was that this was a mockery of the old LeFay family motto, "Family above all."

There, your cryptic answer. Family or the Lover. And you would choose Lover.

"We will try to See." He moved to lay back and pulled her along. Her small smile grew ever larger as she curled atop his chest, her arms tangled at his sides, and her ear just shy of his heart's cage.

"How many passings of the coin?" She said with a cheek to his chest, which seemed so littered with scars and the wanted design for her own skin. When? When would this thing be done? How long must she count the sides of the coin, black and white, marching over his familiar knuckles? It wasn't there, the coin, but she saw it. It was a fixation, this thing, Time.

"We do not know a solid number..." He inhaled as he held her, his hands drifting until they rested atop her back. Sleep was only received in part.

Domikai

Date: 2006-07-16 17:09 EST
The unhome was made alien this night, strange in a bath of more light than it was accustomed to outside of daylight hours. The single table of the small, undoored space was draped in a sheet, and the sandman moved about in familiar movements of ritual... dusty, but sure in their repetition. Tattooing... his tattooing, his people's tattooing, was not a kind thing. Many clean cloths stood folded upon the single chair that matched the single table, next to a bowl of water and three pale-bladed knives. These knives were closer cousins of the scalpel than the simple steel teeth the Seer had been gifted some time ago.

The Seer had been left in the quiet to disrobe for the procedure, and it was some time after that the Sandman lifted his black-in-black eyes over a shoulder, withdrew a single claw from the ink it mixed in a small bowl, and beckoned in silence. A simple nod, chased by the shifting of ink and stylus... for this moment, his hands were bare, and thick scars chased the back of them, the plane of his palm. For all of this violence and disruption, the inkwork on his skin was undisturbed, the small patterns that tapered to nothing along the backs of his fingers whole and dark as the day they were made.

?Lay upon your back.? the words felt odd and jagged and bright in the air that had been silent for so long.

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-16 17:58 EST
"Completeness is a virtue, is it not?"
- Dream, in SANDMAN #60: The Kindly Ones

Unhome: The Time That Matters

The seer stood to the far corner of the structure, a few feet from the undoor, her bare feet atop a puddle of mismatched patchwork fabric. She was gloriously devoid of clothing, shoes too, but this was not a time of want, and when she lifted her head to look at him, it did not appear there. She debated moving at first, and silently observed his preparations with mixed awe, intrigue, and some quiet misunderstanding. The length of the blades did not matter, but perhaps she thought more of paintbrushes, less of knives, although he did say it was to be unkind.

She lifted her chin and stepped free of the clothing, then strolled to the lover and his too-warm figure. Her fingers curled at the end of the table. She surveyed the ingredients. Her eyes flickered to the bowl of ink, and for a time blue-green reflected the swirling, then still, black. The circling motion was a distraction, and could've easily induced a trance, had it not stopped, giving her time to watch him watch her.

Viki nodded back, a small understanding passing between them, and curls of twin color would've bobbed forward, had she not gone the length to take care of this beforehand. She tied up her locks in a wild bun between her neck and the top of her head - off center, not quite round, but it worked. She offered him a half smile for reassurance, and then that little face exhibited a look of such utter sincerity. Yes. She wanted this.

The girl climbed atop the with ease, and then turned to lower herself, spine meeting the table, though the surface was soft, for the sheet. Her toes twitched in the interim of time and she turned her head to one side so that she might still look at him, follow with odd off-blue eyes.

Domikai

Date: 2006-07-21 23:53 EST
And then the Seer was spread out upon white cloth, corpse mocking but all life in blood and breathing. The sandman lifted the stylus once more, a worked single piece of fine, red-hued wood like a strange, supple crow-quill. It was dipped into dark ink that still swirled a clockwise darkness and was then lifted to the Seer's skin, beginning just-below her navel. Thick lines danced upwards, outlining and describing the patterns, though they remained but line-workings... edges, unfinished. A long, unkind process it would be...

There was symmetry in the design that reached it's spindly black inklings across pale skinned stomach, the rumors of the birdcage finery of her ribs, across her breasts and onto shoulders. Upon sides and shoulders the design tapered away, to be continued and reconnected when the tattooing finally stretched its hands onto her back, but all things in small portions. It was perhaps an hour before these preliminaries were finished, and the sandman set aside innocuous wood and lifted the first of the pale-bladed knives.

?You must not move, nor cry out, for you would insult the ancestors that
leave their ghosts in these inks.? Sharp hovered over skin while black eyes rested for a last brief moment upon off-blue. Once upon a time, those eyes finding her had been white-in-white, indeed.... during the last time he performed such a thing. Dark eyes turned from her face then, and the blade bit careful into flesh where the ink had also started... just below her navel. Shallow cuts, but much blood for the air that he wiped away periodically with one of the cloths present. Silence moved back in and settled comfortably upon the mantle of tense air.

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-07-22 02:06 EST
The patterns they formed as they fell illuminated his mind: a landscape strobed by flashes of distant lightning.
-Sandman #39, by Neil Gaiman

She knew the outline was a prelude. She'd been watching without movement at all, watched the quill draw pathways and patterns over her exposed skin. Understanding came slow, in spite of her Sight. Her breath was steady, normal, though her heart fluttered some in anticipation. When he had finished, when his black eyes - once white, but how had she known that? - met hers, she kept silent and still.

Then, when he finally spoke, she whispered her determined reply.

"I will naut."

Her arms rested straight at her sides, and her fingers curled into fists, in preparation. She inhaled, slow, and released. The butterflies that filled her stomach did not take shape in the air. They died in the exhale. She only blinked, and listened perhaps, for the ghosts he spoke of.

Then, as promised, there was no sound nor twitch of muscle nor bat of eyelash as the blade slid and lifted skin along the lines pre-drawn. Pain was quick in its path to her brain, but it was not quite unlike the slashing of his claws during one of heir romps on the pallet, on the wall, on the bare floor... Though, this pain was a bit more concentrated, slow, and just the tip of the iceberg. But beneath his practiced incisions, she still drew breath.