Topic: Passing a Torch

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-05-31 16:50 EST
Can't shake this fever from my mind
It burns away all that has passed
And draws me to her side
"A direct hit" the cupid smiles...
Wounded, I fall into delirium
And I know... my heart's no longer mine
- Tiger Army

Red Dragon Inn

Tina, daughter of Artsblood, student of Domikai, was strange, even for an adolescent. But Viki was equally as odd, and though she was a few years older, perhaps she found some kindred spirit in the girl. So when she had stepped into the Inn that night, she found herself drawn to the bar, drawn to a set of eyes she liked, Tina's: the gray and full and beautiful.

Will you pluck them out like him? You are becoming more like him each passing day.

Tina was a familiar face and an unthreatening force in a sea of overpowering (though sometimes imagined, sometimes not) darkness. Tara was there, so she had Amthy on her mind, as always. Jodiah's secret still haunted her, but there was nothing she could do for him.

"Hi," said Viki, in a morose tone, as green fireflies fluttered by invisible, forcing their way into her eyes.

Tina was wrapped up in another drama altogether.

"See him," she gestured to Lusiphur Blood with her eyes. "Isn't he beautiful?"

"Long ears?" Viki whispered. "He is perhaps, but not my type." Viki rolled her shoulders into a shrug. She only had one on her mind these days, and he was a bit rough around the edges. Her concept of beauty was very different.

Tina nodded. "I kind of have a date with him I think."

"Do you?" The older girl leaned in, as if to join in a big conspiracy.

"Sort of, it was a loose arrangement, but I remembered everything the succubus taught me, and I think he is interested."

"Succubus?" Viki's strange eyes now poured into the younger girl at her side. She reached for her, as if she could feel the trappings of such a thing.

"They are of heat and lovely torment but beware." She waved her hand momentarily over Tina's head, then withdrew, and set it on the countertop.

Tina continued. "When I was lots younger I ran off with one to prentice, mother was mucha pissed!"

There was a shift to Viki's expression. Surprise? Little surprised her these days. "Art of blood and blood of art." She paused, and placed a hand on the girl's shoulder. "Take care with such things."

But Tina didn't seem to hear her. "You have lovers, don't you, lots I bet."

"Love is.. weary." Viki pressed against the bar as if she were wise in such things. She was, in truth. A smile curled about those painted lips. "I have one now. I have abandoned all others."

The other girl smirked. "One at a time is best, I think, otherwise it is difficult to give the required attention." Tina spoke sense.

"I do naut like to give required attention.. but.." Viki blinked, and then, smirked too. It was so quick, it was hardly there at all.

"I would be very attentive, my lover would dream of my attentions when I was away, and would be tempted to pleasure himself at the memory... or herself?"

Perhaps it was the size of her, or the way she spoke, but that last comment from Tina almost had her doubled over. She swallowed that laughter. It was a difficult thing, but the adolescent psyche was fragile at best. "You have... big goals."

"Can you imagine having small goals in love, what a sickness that would be."

It was now time to distract the mind and move the limbs so that nothing, not even a giggle, would sound. She swung her bare legs and shifted her hair over the other shoulder, but in doing so revealed something she had forgotten was there: A small wound along the throat, crusted over, and healing quick.

"Yes. Well. Love is winding and wild and goals are sometimes trampled upon," Viki said.

But Tina's huge eyes caught everything. Her observant eyes could one day rival Domikai's. "Oh, I didn't know! You have a lover like....that?"

"Wolf attack." Viki nodded gravely, then bared her flat teeth and gave a mock growl.

Tina shook her head, not buying into it at all. "If that's what you want to say, it's ok, its not like we know each other all that well and stuff."

"Oh, do you mean .. vampiric?" That wound was a bit lower, or higher, and hidden by shadow and soft light, or perhaps it was on the other side, or perhaps the new wound replaced the old. Ha. Viki wasn't so sure the sandman would've done something like that.

She continued "Oh no. It really was a wolf attack." Viki grinned, and it was rather wicked.

"No such thing as vampires, it's all myths to frighten bad children. Mother says..."

"I suppose. Tara frightens bad children all the time," Viki pointed at her cousin.

Tina smirked, and perhaps, backtracked. "So you have so many lovers you simply cannot keep track! My future looks bright!"

"Oh yes. Some of them are rather invisible and unreal, by your logic." Viki winked.

"Oh I know about those, they visit me too on warm nights when sleep won't come and the mind makes a wrong turn. I hope they are not the best I ever have."

"My mind makes many turns. Who are these invaders?" She looked intrigued.

"Dreams, him in this room sometimes, they take control of my hand."

Teenagers.

"Dreams do have their danger.." Viki began, pausing to glance at the floor. Her cousin Tara suddenly departed, and quickly, and why? The air was charged. Something was wrong. Something was planned.

She dropped this thought and looked back at Tina.

"I dream a lot, I'm good at dreams."

Viki felt a small stir within, a returning warmth, and a flush to her face. She denied the feeling with every fiber of her being. It only meant one thing: Alma was present.

"Me too," she whispered to the younger girl. This fever was growing, raging.

Vampire Charm.

Quickly, she would take her mind off of it. She turned her attention back to Lusiphur. She would be cold, and casual.

"Do you really want him? I'm sure there is a potion or something.. But I think Tara would have my head."

But Alma was incorrigible. She would make herself known. She drew closer, and closer, until finally, she joined the pair of girls at the bar.

"Good evening little love.." She smiled at Viki.

"Hello, Lady." And what, not little grass girl? Her eyes said much, her lips little.

Tina's eyes were equally as loud. "You know her?" She held her hand to her mouth in wonder.

The seer side and made several attempts to collect herself. She waved a hand between them. "Alma, Tina. Tina, Alma."

Alma's honey combed voice washed over her, the trappings of such sweetness. "And your friend, can this beauty be Artsblood's daughter? How you have bloomed, girl, it takes my breath away!"

Names and names. They were caught by small forces and shaken, and for a moment Viki stared, into the nothing, and lingered between the here and then.

"The lady and I know each other," whispered Tina. "She once asked my Mother to kill me. But I think she was not herself then....?"

Viki concurred in her trancelike state. "New blood spilt upon the floor.. stopped by a hand.." She felt heavy beneath the crushing weight of whispering things and placed a hand to her forehead.

"There. Will. Be. No. Killing. Of. Children. Under. The. Age. Of. Fifteen." Each word was precise and clipped. The Seer would be obeyed in this, the tone said, but it was almost laughable.

Alma's laughter. It was bells. "Tina is quite right, I was...possessed...at the time, and I have no thought of harming her. I never harm, do I?"

Viki felt a gloved hand upon her shoulder. "I hope you have been well, springtime girl, no fevers to disturb your sleep?"

Then, a small tremor down her spine with the shock of a touch, but her voice was cool, and lilting childlike again. It was her own. "He is warmer than two suns." She blinked. "Three."

"I was not harmed, Viki..." Tina piped up.

Viki's eyes were glued to the younger girl. "I do hope it remains so." She was almost afraid to meet the lady's eyes without the lover present, and the only evidence of this was a new fixation on Tina.

"Has this one fallen under your spell too, my springtime girl?" Alma continued her torment with each perfect word.

"I weave no spells," came the small reply.

"Do not deny your power to the bespelled, love." Alma's hands began to toy with her curling hair, curling and tangled from misadventures on the road, perhaps, and certain activities in the unhome. The desire to linger beneath this touch was strong. She felt something shy of half-sleep, but she slipped from the lady's touch, however slowly and made a circle around Tina.

"I bespell no one here."

Tina was staring at the pair with new wonder. "If I found out I was gay..."

Viki wrapped her arms around the younger girl, curling them around her shoulders to the base of her neck. It was a protective measure, surely. She leaned in.

"Tread careful. Your tutor would not be pleased with such a decision," she whispered.

"My tutor does not teach such subjects,' Tina replied, breathing her in.

Viki brushed her lips across the girl's earlobe as she spoke. She would have to be clear. She would have to be a distraction.

"Do. Not." She whispered. The sandman's scent was strong enough on her that she could've taken his place if Tina was without all other senses.

"Oh, that's a nice thing to feel..." Tina was completely focusing on the brush of lips rather than the words.

"Ah, you are become quite the seductress, grass girl, beware of you will distract her from the man she fancies." Alma beamed.

Or from you.

"You are young, Tina. You will know these things in time." There were eyes and eyes and eyes. Finally, she poured her own into Alma's, but did not withdraw from Tina. "Let this one decide when she is older."

"Perhaps I will help her to her decision, would that please my nemesis, or your creature lover? I just wonder, I do strive for efficiency..."

Blood of art.

And then, Alma was gone. Viki straightened, curling her hands over each of Tina's shoulders.

"Creature lover," she whispered to herself, perhaps furious.

But Tina was quick. "You were her lover," she said.

Viki shook her head, as if to dismiss the possible dark thoughts which dwelled there, and silence any vulgarities she might've thrown to the door. Then, she turned, circling Tina once more, and face to face now, settling back into the stool at her side.

"Yes. For a brief time."

Tina seemed enthralled. "Like mother, but pretty... and her eyes do not touch me as if I were a child."

"She is many things." Viki sighed wearily. "I do wish I had a mother, pretty or not."

But Tina's thoughts on the subject were incessant. "You would not be jealous and hate me, if, if.. if."

Viki blinked. "We were never.. exclusive." Then, quickly, she added, "Do not think this thing."

"You do not love her any more, or if you never did. You do not touch her like a lover now," said the realm's oldest thirteen year old.

"Yes. Want and love. Different sides of a coin." Viki slipped from the stool and her feet found the floor with ease. Her eyes lingered on Tina but a moment longer. Her smile was guarded. She liked her, yes, but would she heed these warnings that danced on air and hung on every word she spoke?

"I know whom you touch."

Viki's eyes widened at this revelation. "Perhaps you do."

"I learn as I go," Tina offered in explanation. "I would never make her forget you," she said of Alma.

"Nau." Viki stopped to consider this with a finger upon her chin. Forget. That would be a blessing, would it not? No. She would not give these quiet things sound or feed them to this girl.

"I do naut worry about such things. I worry only for your safety," she said.

"I fear very little, don't worry about my safety."

"Your innocence maybe." Viki lifted a finger to brush some stray hair from the girl's eyes. "Watch the Lady close. Do not go running into her, as gloved hands are sure to catch."

"Watching her close is a pleasure, is it not?"

"I must leave you now Tina. I walk with twinkling things to quieter places." She stepped out, slowly, from their proximity. "Pleasures are many, many things. Dangers too," she added with another sigh, and shake of her pretty head.

"Goodnight." Her feet were on the move again, soft and quiet things, and she slipped past the threshold with practiced grace and a growing anxiety she could not leave behind.

Tina called after her. "Biologists that drive birds to nests call it 'twinkling.' How many are twinkling me now?"

"Seven." Viki left her with a number and little more. But even she did not know what it meant.

And the air was charged, indeed, from different angles and different circles. There would be two wars. The Seer was sure of it.

VikiChylde

Date: 2006-06-01 11:50 EST
But it?s too late
One more day like today and I?ll kill you
A desire for flesh
And real blood
And I?ll watch you drown in the shower
Pushing my life through your open eyes
I must fight this sickness
Find a cure
- The Cure

Red Dragon Inn

It had been several days since Victoria?s encounter with Tina and Alma at the Dragon, several long, painful, aching days. The sun would rise, and she would sleep, as was her habit. When it was finally swallowed by the horizon, she would wake. This too was a habitual behavior. She did not loathe daylight, but she surrounded herself with nighttime creatures, and a nighttime creature she became.

But now, twilight brought a fever. She considered it a ?small poison,? but as time passed, the fever intensified.

Alma. Alma would have her. Alma would have anyone she pleased.

She should have never consented to the feeding, but who knew what the future had in store for her?

Ahh, the Seer should know, but even seers cannot foresee the strange and winding roads of love.

?Ah, the scent of cut grass never ceases to charm, no matter the sand that seeks to mask it.?

Alma?s voice reached her, an onslaught of sweetness, overwhelming her senses (all six of them) as she entered the Inn.

Viki tried to distract herself. Tara. Tara, her cousin, was present, and that was a mixed blessing of sorts. She felt especially estranged by her family since left home, since she learned the identity of Amthy?s killer, and since she fell in love with the sandman. Tara didn?t know either thing and was perhaps quite baffled by her cousin?s departure. But, Tara was always a comfort to Viki, and her presence was a happy distraction from Alma?s silent call.

The fever will drive you to her again.

After some brief conversation with her cousin and a man she did not know, Tara fled, leaping into Talomar?s arms as he suddenly appeared.

Well, it was a brief comfort, but it was comfort nonetheless. She missed Tara an awful lot.

But in the wake of her departure, Tara left a parrot perching on Viki?s shoulder. She smiled instantly. She was quite fond of birds. They reminded her of him.

?Hello there, all colors and such. You are not like the bird he keeps.?

The bird stared back at her, and Viki spoke once more.

?Yes. I do believe they are both in and out of their minds on occasion.? Viki said, watching Tara and Talomar from the corner of her eye.

The bird only flapped a response.

She lifted her fingers to pet him, then paused, waiting for the bird to grant her access. When he seemed to realize the girl wouldn?t injure him, he allowed for her touch. She beamed, and small fingertips were gently brushed over his feathered head.

?If one does not get out of one's mind on occasion, one grows to fit its confines, little love,? came that voice.

?Yes. I know. There is a gloved lady over there who speaks pretty things to air...? She frowned. ?But what does she know of lingering outside the mind's faculties? We are hardly ever there.? *We.* Now she was speaking like him, too. Or perhaps she meant both of them. One couldn't be quite sure.

The voice gave way to laughter. Viki made an attempt to ignore.

?What did you say, bird of colour on my shoulder?? With a cant of her pretty head, she peered into its beady black eyes. Black eyes. Like his. But his weren't so beady. More, primal.. wolfish. Viki smirked.

The bird was amused, so said his fathers, as he twitched his tail. His eyes were locked on her cousin, Tara, as she proclaimed she was about to sing.

?Oh. Yes. Perhaps.? She lifted a slender finger and brushed it past the elegant shape of her ear. ?Though I do naut think she'd break all the glass in the room if she did sing, but we do naut like mirrors in either case.?

?Has your young friend been about, little love, Tina is it?? The voice, the Lady, would not be ignored. She did not turn to face her, but Viki knew all too well who was being addressed.

After a time, she abandoned the act of speaking-through-parrot to look Alma over. Her expression was not cold, but guarded, and her tone was careful. ?Nau.?

Alma pivoted and faced her easily. ?No you have not? A pity, do tell her I asked of her when you do?? Her eyes were brilliant.

?I will speak with her.? That did not mean that she would necessarily tell Tina, and tone implied such.

The tweed woman nodded. ?I will speak with her as well.?

Viki?s aqua eyes were clear, her ears sharp, and easily picked up small meanings woven into her words. She did not need to ?see? to know her intentions.

?She is young, Alma. Why??

But the woman was temporarily distracted by another beauty, and Viki was relieved.

And the parrot was an appropriate wingman. ?Perhaps you will lend the other bird your colors.. I will bring you unhome with me.? She whispered.

?It seems our RhyDin still has candies for me to sample, darling,? Alma interrupted the parrot-talk once again.

As if in response, there was a sigh. It was a long lasting thing that rose from Viki?s chest and filled the air. The parrot shifted and beat his wings softly. She felt his feathers upon a cheek.

?By all means, lady..? She fluttered her fingers about in this air, a welcoming gesture, as if to say, do go on.

?I will go on, love, on and on. There is no reason, you know, for us to be distant. I am not a possessive woman.? Alma smiled softly.

Lies!

Viki shifted in her seat and stared at the hem of her dress, hoping it would provide another small comfort. The parrot was growing restless.

?I do know what lovers mean.? She whispered, with her eyes down. Her eyes were so intensely focused on the fabric of her dress. They would not give away any possible reason for her distance from the lady.

It is the fever you fight.

Alma?s laughter was curious, but musical, as always. It was haunting too, in its way. Like some vengeful spirit, her laughter leaked into her mind and lingered long after it had died.

?Lovers mean many things, darling, and almost never what they say or even what they think they mean. I am never exclusive nor monogamous, thus I am probably as trustworthy as most as I have naught to lose!?

She has lost you, hasn?t she?

Viki smiled slowly, in spite of herself and these thoughts that tumbled and twirled. Then, she whispered. ?But the young one.. She is young.?

Perfectly logical.

?She is young, and she is determined is she not?? Alma smiled, perhaps too sweetly. ?If she is so determined are there many who would do her less harm than I??

?Determination of youth...? The parrot squawked, as if in agreement, and suddenly the lithe thing, with curling hair and brilliant eyes, looked older than her years. ?Nau, I would never think you would do her harm, but perhaps the harm is in the experience itself,? she added.

?And what if she manages to seduce the Luse, or something like that Talomar??

Viki nearly choked on the question. ?She would naut.?

?She would the Luse if she could. You know that love.?

?I do naut know much about that man, but my cousin, I think, with her influences.. she would not allow it.? She nodded firmly.

?And it dear Tara makes that impossible, do you think someone like your Tina will simply withdraw her ambitions, or perhaps transfer their focus??

?But must you be the one to sample innocence??

?Whom better to do it with skill and care?? Alma?s question-answer was said quite simply.

?Do you hold yourself so high?? Viki?s smile was faint, though it lingered for several moments.

Alma glanced around the room. ?Consider the alternatives. Am I holding myself high??

?Naut too high perhaps.? Viki?s laughter was quick.

?I have never harmed you nor your current lover. I never harmed the Vixen. I only have one true enemy here darling...the thing that killed my brother.?

?Brother?? Both Irrykin and Jonathan, her twin, passed through her mind. As she looked across the way, and into Alma's eyes for the first time, it was possible these thoughts were written all over her face. ?Who killed your own blood??

?It was Tina's mother, the misshapen thing that calls itself Artsblood.? And for the first time, Alma looked quite vulnerable.

?Dark trappings lure only more darkness..? Viki suddenly held her head, as if this information was painful. ?Blood of art and art of blood.?

?I will bore you with the story if you wish, but not in a public place. It involves family secrets, and it is difficult for me.?

Viki sighed. That would never work. She wouldn?t dare put herself in that position, not with this building unwanted desire. ?Keep your secrets lady, though I do naut mean tae be rude. I just cannot go so easily..?

?She killed him and worse, she killed him twice, at least. He was my touchstone, my sanity..? Alma continued.

?A twice death?? Her eyes grew cold, and she nearly reached for Alma?s gloved hand, but stopped short, and her own hand hovered in the space between.

If you touch her, you will only lose more of yourself to it.

But Alma completed the lacing of hands.

Viki froze and burned all at once. ?Lady.. the fever..? She was slow to withdraw, as if perhaps, she couldn't.

You can?t.

Alma?s eyes were naked in the glow of the Inn. She spoke plainly. ?It was perhaps uncharitable of me, but I think fondly of you, and wanted selfishly to maintain some fondness in return. You are right, I would never stoop to using such to seduce. It is beneath me.?

She had removed her glasses. Viki thought she saw the threat of tears. Her eyes widened, and the anger and frustration she felt for this unwanted thing crumbled instantly.

?How to explain these things.. I love him.? Her expression was almost pleading, as if to say, yes, please take this thing from my insides and quiet it or kill it.

Alma simply blinked. ?There. It is gone. I pray I can hold your affection on some level without it..? Her gloved hand slipped free of Viki?s fingers.

The fever, the fever was gone! Like a dying blaze, it roared for survival, but succumbed to the higher power. No longer would she ache and crave and dream unwanted things. And quite suddenly, the girl looked as if some weight had been lifted from her shoulders, despite the parrot still being there, watching with its beady bird eyes.

?Amvel.? Sandman-speak.

?I pray that the creature treats you as kindly when you or he turn to another shiny stone.?

But Viki is na?ve, and fiercely in love, and also conscious of their non-monogamous arrangement. She thought no, this will not happen, but she spoke nothing, and merely nodded.

?Tell the creature of the boon I granted tonight. His hatred threatens to bore me. And do tell little Tina that I asked of her, won't you??