Topic: Lil Lovely

Siran Carthridge

Date: 2010-01-28 13:28 EST
She had been fifteen when they took her from London and carried her off to the New World. Perhaps carried would not be the best choice of words, nor would kicking and screaming. Siran had been nothing more than an outcasted child dismissed from the sanctuary of the convent where she once had been protected as an orphan. Her nightmares they said were the beckoning of the devil. An invitation for ill deeds to come and even the most constant of prayers for retribution and repentance would not cure her of her? illness.

It had not been the choice of the convent to dismiss her, instead a ten year old Siran had found herself leaving in the darkest hour of night, darting off into the thick of London?s fog if only to disappear. If she was a devil?s pawn she had no will to bring that upon the nuns that had done nothing more then be kind to her.

Years had passed with her becoming familiar with the streets, with the nature of survival. She learned well then that innocence in age would never prolong or have longevity when it came to a life forged on a path of dirty cobblestones and thick fog. London was a cold and unforgiving place when it came to the era where mother?s whispered to their daughters of ill begotten ways being what led the Ripper to take them in the night.

Stay off the streets come the chime of the watchtower clock at nine. In the shadows on those very streets warned of where Whitechapel was not so much a distant memory as a bloody reminder she watched mothers grip the hands of their daughters to hurry away from the night. It almost seemed that even they feared that the shadows had teeth and the gutter rats had claws that would cut and kill.

On those streets she did not find a Ripper, perhaps it was for her skin being too fresh, too young? too perhaps pure for his favoritism but she found killers of another kind.

Reckless, free creatures that took what they wanted from the world and howled at the moon when their eyes glistened with the stain of insanity or a taint of opium dreams.

Those names she would not speak of, those that took her in she knew only by nicknames. They had called her the Lil Lovely. She they knew would fetch a pretty penny and their freedom from the streets and the lives they learned to loathe.

Their hatred was a violent, uncontrolled beast prowling in the night and taking with tooth and claw anything they wanted? they took her.

No longer would they be the sheep awaiting the slaughter and the defined promise of Death. In Whitechapel it was not a question of death coming, it was a question of just how much longer you had to live.

As time passed Siran began to learn the fear after the clock struck 9 and it became feeding time. In those streets the group that took her in were no longer lambs but becoming something far more feral?they began to hunt like wolves in the night

Siran Carthridge

Date: 2010-01-31 14:53 EST
Heat. It was so warm. So undeniably warm. This land was not anything like she had known of London.

"C'mon now lovely, chin up."

Past her desire or nature she did as ordered even as an unwelcome shudder crossed her skin.

Free from the wolves and yet she still felt she was finding herself in nothing more then the slaughter.

"Now remember what we told you girl. You find yourself a husband that knows the way of the gold mines here so we can take what we are owed... and then we'll be home. Back to your dirty streets, fog, and rain eh?"

"What if I wish not for a husband?"

Her brows dipped down, those turquoise eyes flattening to slits as she frowned at the man before her.

"You don't have that choice, Siran. We saved you from them... you... owe us."

A light nod as she looked out to the endless rolling plains of desert dust and rolling tumbleweeds. The heat she was still not used to.

Before she had a moment to step forward to get accustomed to her own new home she was lifted on the back of a horse.

Riding along she caught the eyes of a gunslinger. The strong lean of sinew and muscle. Cording and rippling.

Siran sucked in her breath as the faint breeze carried a scent to her and those eyes widened as she swiftly turned away.

Surely not. Surely they could not be here as well.

One glance back and she found the weight of his eyes still on her as the horse she was on plodded along towards the horizon.

He was chewing on a bit of straw that he spat out as they got even closer to the gunslinger. He moved as if he was coming for them... and then seemed to change his mind.

A sharp frown on his lips even as Siran couldn't stand it anymore. So much judgement in those eyes.

"What is that place?"

A murmur, changing topic as she looked to the building that seemed to be lost in the middle of the desert.

"Don't you worry about that place, lovely. You'll never have to worry about ending up in a place like that... bigger plans are meant for you."

What sort of place she wanted to ask, but little did she know... that soon enough she would find out.

Siran Carthridge

Date: 2010-04-14 08:19 EST
"You will be his woman. His wife. His property."

Siran remained silent, tempering the soft presence of her accent as she had been trained and ordered. There was no thrill or appreciation of London here.

She wore their jewels and dresses, leaving them to dress her near as a doll. They would not speak of her condition.

"He has given you a gift Siran. He wishes you to wear it tonight."
"Of course... but are we certain... of tonight."
"You will show nothing of your condition to him, Siran. You do and it will destroy everything."

A thread of a smile came upon her lips. In that moment she wished nothing more then to destroy everything. The sleek beast within her near craved it.

The ribbon was withdrawn from the slender box and the top slid off to reveal the canary vibrant sparkle of the diamond within. The elegant chain.

"Priceless. Just like you... and just as lovely."
"Perhaps more lovely I would believe."

A whisper from the woman as she clasped the diamond around her throat. A quicken of pulse and a hungry stirring within her veins.

Siran could only excuse herself in a need for fresh air. So different from a London night she watched the sky turn dark.

Knowing well that the Full Moon would rise soon... and reveal her ... condition.

A storm was brewing on the horizon and her eyes squinted as the lightning chased its way across the plain.

There so far away watching her was a ghost...a presence that made her heart pound as her lips parted to call out to him.

Those words lost to the roar of thunder and the shouts of the servants to quicken her inside before she caught a death of a cold.

A death.

She could only be so lucky.

If only she could be a ghost too

Siran Carthridge

Date: 2010-04-14 17:23 EST
Within the guest room chambers Siran would pace restlessly as she touched her fingertips lightly to the diamond that rested above her heart like a heavy weight. The lovely piece of jewelry at her chest seemed more like a heavy stone only wishing to suffocate her, crush out all the air from her body and shatter her ribs then a diamond.

So restless, in those restless hours she would pace before the windows as she watched the rain streak like tears of mourning at the glass, the streaks of lightning like gnashing teeth in a dark mouth that would warn her that this was not the way, not her path of choosing.

The energy in the night left her shivering with a subtle pleasure that she could not escape or deny. Her ?condition? as they called it was claiming these hours with such urgency and she longed to run free in the night, longed to run wild as the ghost she had seen haunting the horizon line of the dusty plains. Siran knew that she carried no condition, that the fear of those around her would claim it as an infliction, a savage condition that she would know as being nothing more then the beast within, a werewolf of London.

It had been so long since she had run free with her pack, remembering the whispers and excited shouts from the children that were half sounds of delight and half sounds of terror till their mother?s would grasp them by the hand and take them off to brighter parts of the street. Never would she have harmed a hair on any child?s head but those not like her, would not understand or know that it was not in her nature.

Her fingers caressed the diamond absently to keep her fingers from wishing to snap the heavy golden chain and throw that engagement token to a flame, or out to soaked plains in hope the pretty jewel would be washed away and she would be freed of the burdens she would carry.

For a moment her eyes would deceive her as she swore in the storm chased night, waiting in the rain and watching her was the vision of the cowboy, that lawless man she had seen once or twice before. The sensation of thought that he might be waiting for her, was looking and searching for her after a few quietly spared glances beneath the brim of his hat would give him an excuse to free her from this prison.

Her fingers moved to the latch of the window and the windows were flung open as she leaned forward to call out to him.

Siran?s voice would never come as the servants darted into the room and called to her, dismay in their voices as they chided her for opening the windows on such a night and she was swiftly escorted out of her room to join in the engagement party below.

She had delayed in her presence for far to long, still she could not help but spare a glance over her shoulder as that longing remorse filled her again for the ghost that haunted her.

The sensation only twisted around the building dread for the forged future and path ahead of her. The decision of her life no longer rested in her hands. She would marry this man and be his loyal, obedient wife and she would lay with him and give him children.

She couldn?t help but wonder if the ghost of a man that haunted her nights and thoughts would join this party, this mockery of a celebration of her engagement. Siran would look upon the false faces with their pressed charm of those that had attended the party, a strange look coming to her eyes as they fell upon one woman that held no pressed charm upon her visage.

Siran?s eyes would meet the dark depths of the woman that stood out from the crowd yet before she could approach the woman and inquire for her name, the woman seemed to have? mysteriously vanished.