Empty. That is what the gypsy found when she made her return. Normally used to the chaos and corruption and crowds of Rhy?din the empty inn was a relief. Remarkably quiet it gave her a burden of peace. Thankfully these were not the hours where she felt empty.
There was a grace in that. The years had been kind to the gypsy at leastin consideration for the fact that beauty had remained. Her features not tarnished by the suffering and torment? the relentless torture that her soul and blood had suffered through. Demon blood. She never believed that the Dark Kiss once given to her, the taking of her blood as that strange creature of the night had fed from her would cause this result. Bewitched that night, sick and near to her own death there was only the choice to live? and take of his blood.
Hunted. She had never assumed that even as gypsy, and witch? known as one that could shadow walk, summon and speak with ghosts, and a spirit dancer, that such would cause her to be the hunted. Her return to Rhy?din had been strange itself; the meeting with Ariahn while she had been in hiding? the meeting at that seedy dock tavern had never caused such a problem before. That night though? she found herself fighting for her life. Protected by a nameless man who only looked at her with disgust and walked away after saving her from a blood blade that easily could have ended her life and then coming into contact with Jar?red Van Rico who had strangely enough been part of the Crystal Saga too.
She had come into contact with Ariahn so long ago before they had hunted for the Violent Messiah. To if anything save the man that had awakened the powers deeply hidden within the witch. Painted the night in the peridot shades of Spirit Magic with its frayed edges of energy rippling the black of demon and death magic. The hunt had ended with no result, she assumed he was dead. Tortured despite her own attempts to save him. Such tormented her still. She had been captured, tortured, and tormented by Christian? the gypsy herself was even tested on. It made her wonder if those demons now served Christian and were after her.
This night though was silence. Blessed reverie as she slept a restless sleep, a fevered dream that left her tossing and turning, Dusky flesh painted with crystal beads of sweat. Memories flashed behind her closed lids. Her torture, the summoning of the spirits with Ghost Wood so long ago in Ctesia, the hunt and search for the Violent Messiah with the shifter Ariahn at her side? but one memory in the dream was constant repetition. A ribbon offered out to a thoughtful, complex man from the younger gypsy? when she was so na?ve and innocent to the ways of the world. A flash of the same man? the tears in her eyes of hearing of his engagement upon her return after another adventure out on the sea. Another flash of images. The dream moved like a nightmare and a sweet bliss of images through her mind. A dream that left her standing at that last moment she had seen him before he was to be married.
There was no doubt she had loved him. Truth was she never stopped loving him. A tender, gentle love between the pair of them that had transcended over a decade of losing each other and missing out on the bond they ever did share when another partner had come into the game of life. The restless nature of wanderlust in Rona seemed to have taken over her heart too. Fleeing from so many lovers because none had compared to that sweet bliss of young budding love in Spring. Finding each other when both were so lost?
That final part of the dream before sleep would take her was of those final moments. She felt like she was watching from the sidelines as it all played out. The revelation that he had cared, had wished to marry her but had not known where she was? there in the kitchen as the tears fell at the bittersweet awareness of it all. The memory then of that kiss? they had kissed before but never like this. Never before until then. Heat and passion, need and a devouring want that left her breathless.
In those late night hours did the gypsy curl into blankets, knees drawn to chest as she silently wept through the fog of dreams.
?Kusinage.?
A whisper like a plea. A whisper like a spell to bring him back to her. A whisper of one that had lost her love. True love. Kindred Spirit. Soul Mate.
Exhaustion finally took her over even after the struggle. She finally gave in. Leaving the worries that crossed her mind to deal with tomorrow. She would need to find a job? there were many things to do to try and keep the thought of him out of her mind. He was more then likely married now with a tribe of children and a beautiful wife. It had been a dream they once had shared. Family. A home. Children? but perhaps their lives no longer intertwined and wove together as they had before.
Sleep. Yes? tomorrow would be another day to face. She gave in. Such a bittersweet thing to be home?
There was a grace in that. The years had been kind to the gypsy at leastin consideration for the fact that beauty had remained. Her features not tarnished by the suffering and torment? the relentless torture that her soul and blood had suffered through. Demon blood. She never believed that the Dark Kiss once given to her, the taking of her blood as that strange creature of the night had fed from her would cause this result. Bewitched that night, sick and near to her own death there was only the choice to live? and take of his blood.
Hunted. She had never assumed that even as gypsy, and witch? known as one that could shadow walk, summon and speak with ghosts, and a spirit dancer, that such would cause her to be the hunted. Her return to Rhy?din had been strange itself; the meeting with Ariahn while she had been in hiding? the meeting at that seedy dock tavern had never caused such a problem before. That night though? she found herself fighting for her life. Protected by a nameless man who only looked at her with disgust and walked away after saving her from a blood blade that easily could have ended her life and then coming into contact with Jar?red Van Rico who had strangely enough been part of the Crystal Saga too.
She had come into contact with Ariahn so long ago before they had hunted for the Violent Messiah. To if anything save the man that had awakened the powers deeply hidden within the witch. Painted the night in the peridot shades of Spirit Magic with its frayed edges of energy rippling the black of demon and death magic. The hunt had ended with no result, she assumed he was dead. Tortured despite her own attempts to save him. Such tormented her still. She had been captured, tortured, and tormented by Christian? the gypsy herself was even tested on. It made her wonder if those demons now served Christian and were after her.
This night though was silence. Blessed reverie as she slept a restless sleep, a fevered dream that left her tossing and turning, Dusky flesh painted with crystal beads of sweat. Memories flashed behind her closed lids. Her torture, the summoning of the spirits with Ghost Wood so long ago in Ctesia, the hunt and search for the Violent Messiah with the shifter Ariahn at her side? but one memory in the dream was constant repetition. A ribbon offered out to a thoughtful, complex man from the younger gypsy? when she was so na?ve and innocent to the ways of the world. A flash of the same man? the tears in her eyes of hearing of his engagement upon her return after another adventure out on the sea. Another flash of images. The dream moved like a nightmare and a sweet bliss of images through her mind. A dream that left her standing at that last moment she had seen him before he was to be married.
There was no doubt she had loved him. Truth was she never stopped loving him. A tender, gentle love between the pair of them that had transcended over a decade of losing each other and missing out on the bond they ever did share when another partner had come into the game of life. The restless nature of wanderlust in Rona seemed to have taken over her heart too. Fleeing from so many lovers because none had compared to that sweet bliss of young budding love in Spring. Finding each other when both were so lost?
That final part of the dream before sleep would take her was of those final moments. She felt like she was watching from the sidelines as it all played out. The revelation that he had cared, had wished to marry her but had not known where she was? there in the kitchen as the tears fell at the bittersweet awareness of it all. The memory then of that kiss? they had kissed before but never like this. Never before until then. Heat and passion, need and a devouring want that left her breathless.
In those late night hours did the gypsy curl into blankets, knees drawn to chest as she silently wept through the fog of dreams.
?Kusinage.?
A whisper like a plea. A whisper like a spell to bring him back to her. A whisper of one that had lost her love. True love. Kindred Spirit. Soul Mate.
Exhaustion finally took her over even after the struggle. She finally gave in. Leaving the worries that crossed her mind to deal with tomorrow. She would need to find a job? there were many things to do to try and keep the thought of him out of her mind. He was more then likely married now with a tribe of children and a beautiful wife. It had been a dream they once had shared. Family. A home. Children? but perhaps their lives no longer intertwined and wove together as they had before.
Sleep. Yes? tomorrow would be another day to face. She gave in. Such a bittersweet thing to be home?