"No!!!! Alex!! Ahhhhhhhh!!!!! No, no, nonononono! Why?!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"
Her voice reverberated the walls first as humanoid changing into a draconic roar. It was so loud it managed to pass through the barriers, cracking the stone floor and continued down through every hall. The deadly sound carried out of the Citadel and across the frozen lake cracking the ice with their aftershock waves ... then further still as it became fainter, fainter still as it moved across the frozen tundra. No one could hear it, but something stirred beneath the frozen wasteland. Something had just been awakened.....
((Excerpt above Continued from Time Alone))
Dragons ... Cry? Not a normal thing to be sure.
She lay across the broken floor, a small puddle of tears literally collected beneath her snout. Her body was in the shape of her dragon form, but reduced to fit within the confines of the room, only about twice her normal humanoid size. Sha?uri had Icer to thank for that, teaching her how to reduce her form ? considering it just saved Sha?uri from a whole lot of pain, not that it would do her much good in her situation. And what was her situation?
Insanity plagued, spurred by a number of things. Locked within the Citadel and left in the middle of the Arctic Circle on Exodii planet ? left there all alone with no perceivable way out. The room was reinforced both physically and ethereally by physical, technological and magical means developed solely by the Citadel forces specifically to counter act upon her kind. She couldn?t shift through the walls, couldn?t teleport out, couldn?t physically break through or melt her way out. It was by Sha?uri?s own order that these had been done long ago, although not specifically for this but generally for her kind? and now her orders had come to unforeseen fruition trapping herself by her own deeds.
Her room was actually big enough? like a small house? with a holographic room off of there. She could program the room to be anything.. another room, a house, a garden or even a whole world. She could literally survive for decades where she was, using the holo imager and replicators to feed her mind and body?. Except her mind was broken, or perhaps her heart was just ill? or both. In any case, Alex, her own son? her own flesh and blood? had left her there ? alone.
There was no way for real sunlight to enter, no glimpse of any moons, no way of telling the passage of time except for the clock on the wall or the computer.. what limited access she had... virtually none except for functions within her quarters. Yet Sha?uri paid it no attention. She?d laid there for hours, days maybe for all she knew. Her hunger ate at her conscious like a gnawing termite to wood. Still, she ignored it. Her mind was preoccupied by the actions of her son.
And why didn?t Lyndra stop him? Why hadn?t the other Citadel members stopped him? Didn?t they know something was terribly wrong? What was wrong with her? Where was her family? Where was Triv? Where was Bri? Where was anybody?? Her thoughts cluttered and grasped?
Hope? I HAVE NONE!!! Where?s my Isabel? They took her away! They made her go away! How do I get out? Factors of ten against the mighty gates can?t withstand the psions blast yet the walls held, cracked, still hold a horrid breath encased. Light shines darkness within. There?s no seeing, no telling, no feeling? no center. It?s gone.. all gone. Alone.. Triv... Gone, just gone. Galen you did this, too, only worse. You left... walked from the alter ? cursed wretch, for love? Loath! Hatred! Betrayal! LIAR!! Even now you deny me with your wretched Citadel!!! Derokis!! You started this? never showed to claim us at the alter while your son, your flesh and blood, grew within my womb. You abandoned him? you abandoned me. Father! Guilty of the same!!! I?m your daughter.. your flesh, blood.. and I get nothing but talk.. silence around still!!?Mother! Wretched thing you?ve let me be.. oh what does it matter!? In the end we ALL answer to no one except to each thier own? I AM.
Futile exasperation lifted her snout with a snort. Her thoughts were her own and not blasted beyond the confines of the Citadel. How many times had she thought these things? Many times.. too many.. and nothing ever came of it.
The clack of claws echoed off the walls as she moved to the other side of the room. She set her head upon her bed while her body laid down beside it. Thinking? thinking deeply ? weeping?. Always weeping ? lack of feeling... no sense of diety around her, even Corellon was gone from her.. the Silence tearing away at her heart.
A long time passed that she stayed this way... shifting slowly back to her humanoid form. Her body laid against the side of the bed rocked gently into her insanity... All the while whispering.. Repeating...
"Alone... Nowhere... Nothing.....Gone..."
((... WARNING Note: Some of the content in this thread may be unsuitable for some readers... beyond the PG-13, more like R rated, or Not Safe For Work - whatever. Graphic imagery, language and sexual content are all possible. You've been warned. Also, please do not post to thread without prior permission from me or Chaos. This is basically a closed thread. Thank you!))
Her voice reverberated the walls first as humanoid changing into a draconic roar. It was so loud it managed to pass through the barriers, cracking the stone floor and continued down through every hall. The deadly sound carried out of the Citadel and across the frozen lake cracking the ice with their aftershock waves ... then further still as it became fainter, fainter still as it moved across the frozen tundra. No one could hear it, but something stirred beneath the frozen wasteland. Something had just been awakened.....
((Excerpt above Continued from Time Alone))
Dragons ... Cry? Not a normal thing to be sure.
She lay across the broken floor, a small puddle of tears literally collected beneath her snout. Her body was in the shape of her dragon form, but reduced to fit within the confines of the room, only about twice her normal humanoid size. Sha?uri had Icer to thank for that, teaching her how to reduce her form ? considering it just saved Sha?uri from a whole lot of pain, not that it would do her much good in her situation. And what was her situation?
Insanity plagued, spurred by a number of things. Locked within the Citadel and left in the middle of the Arctic Circle on Exodii planet ? left there all alone with no perceivable way out. The room was reinforced both physically and ethereally by physical, technological and magical means developed solely by the Citadel forces specifically to counter act upon her kind. She couldn?t shift through the walls, couldn?t teleport out, couldn?t physically break through or melt her way out. It was by Sha?uri?s own order that these had been done long ago, although not specifically for this but generally for her kind? and now her orders had come to unforeseen fruition trapping herself by her own deeds.
Her room was actually big enough? like a small house? with a holographic room off of there. She could program the room to be anything.. another room, a house, a garden or even a whole world. She could literally survive for decades where she was, using the holo imager and replicators to feed her mind and body?. Except her mind was broken, or perhaps her heart was just ill? or both. In any case, Alex, her own son? her own flesh and blood? had left her there ? alone.
There was no way for real sunlight to enter, no glimpse of any moons, no way of telling the passage of time except for the clock on the wall or the computer.. what limited access she had... virtually none except for functions within her quarters. Yet Sha?uri paid it no attention. She?d laid there for hours, days maybe for all she knew. Her hunger ate at her conscious like a gnawing termite to wood. Still, she ignored it. Her mind was preoccupied by the actions of her son.
And why didn?t Lyndra stop him? Why hadn?t the other Citadel members stopped him? Didn?t they know something was terribly wrong? What was wrong with her? Where was her family? Where was Triv? Where was Bri? Where was anybody?? Her thoughts cluttered and grasped?
Hope? I HAVE NONE!!! Where?s my Isabel? They took her away! They made her go away! How do I get out? Factors of ten against the mighty gates can?t withstand the psions blast yet the walls held, cracked, still hold a horrid breath encased. Light shines darkness within. There?s no seeing, no telling, no feeling? no center. It?s gone.. all gone. Alone.. Triv... Gone, just gone. Galen you did this, too, only worse. You left... walked from the alter ? cursed wretch, for love? Loath! Hatred! Betrayal! LIAR!! Even now you deny me with your wretched Citadel!!! Derokis!! You started this? never showed to claim us at the alter while your son, your flesh and blood, grew within my womb. You abandoned him? you abandoned me. Father! Guilty of the same!!! I?m your daughter.. your flesh, blood.. and I get nothing but talk.. silence around still!!?Mother! Wretched thing you?ve let me be.. oh what does it matter!? In the end we ALL answer to no one except to each thier own? I AM.
Futile exasperation lifted her snout with a snort. Her thoughts were her own and not blasted beyond the confines of the Citadel. How many times had she thought these things? Many times.. too many.. and nothing ever came of it.
The clack of claws echoed off the walls as she moved to the other side of the room. She set her head upon her bed while her body laid down beside it. Thinking? thinking deeply ? weeping?. Always weeping ? lack of feeling... no sense of diety around her, even Corellon was gone from her.. the Silence tearing away at her heart.
A long time passed that she stayed this way... shifting slowly back to her humanoid form. Her body laid against the side of the bed rocked gently into her insanity... All the while whispering.. Repeating...
"Alone... Nowhere... Nothing.....Gone..."
((... WARNING Note: Some of the content in this thread may be unsuitable for some readers... beyond the PG-13, more like R rated, or Not Safe For Work - whatever. Graphic imagery, language and sexual content are all possible. You've been warned. Also, please do not post to thread without prior permission from me or Chaos. This is basically a closed thread. Thank you!))