Topic: Crafting a Life

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-03-16 16:36 EST
?Ya?ll stop this nonsense with th? carving an? the twiddling with things an? do yer bloody-be-damned chores fer this family an? this farm if?n it?s th? last thing I see ya do, ya ungrateful whelp!? A hollow *pop* was followed by a skitter of broken stone shards across the wood floor. James had thrown the bauble Johnny had been carving hard enough to shatter it. James faced his lanky son with a face reddened by fury and set into hard lines.

A square, solid man, James was only an inch or two shorter than his son, but he had the bulk and muscle that Johnny, at seventeen, hadn?t yet fully developed. Years of sun and hard work had aged his face, grayed his hair, and added strength and power to his hands. When Johnny just stared back at James defiantly with his jaw set and chin jutting out, that strength and power was demonstrated with a back-hand blow that staggered Johnny.

Blood and saliva mingled on the floor when Johnny spit at his father?s feet. The backhand had cut the inside of his cheek against his teeth. Emerald eyes were cold and hard when Johnny straightened to meet James? faded hazel gaze. ?I done my chores, an? more. Been doin? this on m?own time, an? with m?own money. Ya don? have th? righ? ta rule m?own time an? money, James.? The name came out with venom. Johnny had stopped calling his father anything but by name almost two years before.

It was the last straw. James? face turned darker, from red to apoplectic purple, and he lifted his hand to point at the door. ?Get. Out. Ya ain? no son of mine, an? ain?t no way yer going ta get this stead that I broke m?back ta build up fer ya an? yer sibs. Get out, an? don?t come back. Ya ain? no son of mine no more.? James turned his back after that proclamation, striding to the hearth to pick up the poker and jab furiously at the fire. Johnny stared for a moment longer, and then nodded once, sharply.

Turning on his heel, equally long and furious strides propelled Johnny out of the house. Rain poured down outside, soaking him to the skin in seconds. Rain which had prompted the argument, after a drainage ditch had blocked and overflowed, flooding one of the fields. Johnny had been out to clear the ditches that morning. James thought he should have stayed out there to ensure they weren?t blocked again ? not come back to ?twiddle? with ?useless things?.

Raindrops put craters into mud puddles, craters that were erased with the next drops. Johnny slogged through the mud and occasionally paused to spit out the blood from his cut cheek until it clotted. He had made it more than half-way up the mile-long dirt lane that led to the main road when rapid hoof beats came from behind. He didn?t turn to look over his shoulder until he made out Juli?s distressed voice calling out. Halting and turning, he looked up at his twin. She hadn?t bothered to saddle the draft horse before she rode after him, only thrown a halter onto the large brown and cream beast.

?He din? mean it, Jo. Ya can? leave jus? like tha?. Where?s he expect ya ta go? Ya can? jus? leave.? Juli slid down off the horse?s back to face him, tears already mixed with the rain on her face. Johnny?s own hard-set expression crumpled, just for a moment, and pain-loss-anger-grief ricocheted between the twins as Johnny caught up his sister in a fierce hug. The horse waited stolidly in the pouring rain while the twins clung to each other. Finally Johnny pulled back and rested his hands on Juli?s shoulders.

?Can? go ta Uncle John?s ? James?ll be callin? ta tell?im wha? happened, any time now. Goin? ta go ta Caleb?s fer a coupl?a days, fin? th? ship schedules, an? head ou? on th? firs? one ta land tha? I can afford. Ya know I been savin? m?pocket money an? wha? I been makin? fer th? trinkets fer a while. Push comes ta shove, I?ll hire ou? ta work on one?a them cruise liners ?r somethin?. I?m gettin? off this rock, Juls. Tell th? others I?ll be righ?. Tell?em I love?em.? His voice was more steady than his expression, and hot tears were washed away by the cold rain.

After a long moment, Juli nodded, jerkily, and scrubbed at her face. She stepped back, and then whirled to re-mount the horse. ?Ya call me, Jo, ev?ry chance ya get. An? be careful.? Turning the horse, it began to plod back down the lane toward the house that would never be Johnny?s home again. Johnny watched until the falling rain masked the tall, slim figure on the brown and cream horse. Then he turned and resumed his slog through the mud of the lane towards the road.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-03-23 15:00 EST
Puffs of dust skittered away from a flat stone as it skipped along the dusty road. Johnny let his arm fall from the sideways throw as he counted the puffs of dust. ?Ya bea? seven yet, Cal?? He glanced over at his friend with a grin. At fifteen, Johnny was well on his way to his full growth, but Caleb wasn?t far behind. Hot sunshine had turned their skin dark, cut lighter streaks in the blonde of Johnny?s hair, and brightened the red undertones of Caleb?s brown hair significantly.

?Ya just watch me, Johnny-boy. Ya just watch me.? Caleb swung his arm sideways and released the flat stone with a snap of his wrist that sent it skittering far down the road. ?Tha?s seven, eigh?, nine! An? speaking ?a watchin?, ya seen Rosalyn Witt lately? I just abou? broke m? neck t?other day. Riding out along th? fenceline looking for downed wire and there she was at th? watering hole comin? from th? other direction.?

Johnny bent to pick up another stone, turning it over and hefting its weight carefully before he answered. ?Rosalyn Witt? weren?t she th? one flat?s a board tha? was pesterin? me all las? year? Brown hair, pretty blue eyes, an? no more brains ?r dreams than ta stay here an? grow babies, righ??? He released the stone with too much force, and it spun and cracked into one of the boulders off the side of the road without bouncing once.

Looking over at his friend with a grin, Caleb slugged him on the shoulder. ?Well, she ain? flat no more, le? me tell ya, an? I bet she?s still sparked fer ya. Can?t speak fer th? brains growin? ta match th? body, but th? body?s nothing ta sneer about. Anyway, if?n ya wan? brains, there?s always that Ellen Jameson. More brains than ya an? me put t?gether. Now let me show ya how this stone-skippin? goes.? Caleb walked a few steps further down the path to find a suitable rock before he skipped it out for a decent five puffs of dust.

?More brains an? nothin? in th? way of looks. Ya have a real knack fer pickin? out th? winners, Cal. Don? she have history an? math with ya? Why don? ya give her a smile an? a wink ? bet she?d fall all over ya.? Sweeping shaggy blonde hair from his eyes, Johnny grinned over at Caleb before he bent to pick up another stone.

?Eat yer words, Johnny-boy. I got history, math an? chem with her, an? she?s topping out th? rest of th? class without tryin? an? that?s makin? all of us look bad. Teacher can?t hardly say a sentence withou? mentionin? how well Ellen?s doing. Nah, if?n I was goin? ta go fer someone it?d be Juli ? she?s go? her head on straigh? an? she?s pretty even if she does look like ya. Or maybe li?l Katie in another year?r two, once she shapes up. Ya goin? ta throw that stone?r jus? hold onta it?? Swiping the back of his forearm across his forehead, Caleb left dust smeared with the trails of sweat.

It had been a long, hot summer ? nothing new for Hope, but even the monsoon-like rainfalls were late to begin. Streams and gullies that should have been flowing were gone entirely, or down to nothing more than trickles. Hard work kept the fields growing and the horses fed, but it was rare that the best friends had this much time to do nothing. They had claimed they were going out to look at the levels of the watering holes to see if the families would have to begin manually filling them. Now they ambled from one of the wide-spread locations to another, and sent rocks skipping in the dust.

Johnny had looked sideways at Caleb when he mentioned Juli, but when Cal said Katie?s name, Johnny stopped in his tracks and doubled over with laughter. Words came gasping out between the laughs. ?Yer? thinkin? tha?? Katie-kat?s yer kinda girl? Ya? ya can?t even? spend five minutes t?gether? withou? fightin?! She tried ta claw out yer eyes las? week!? He staggered back to lean against one of the boulders and whooped with laughter, the stone in his hand forgotten.

?Yeah, well?n, I said in a coupl?a years, din? I? Anyway, who d?ya think fer me, then? Six? seven again!? The last as Caleb sent another stone skittering down the road. After a few more whoops of laughter, Johnny managed to straighten and shake his head as the pair began to amble down the road again. He was grinning fit to kill as he thought the options over.

?Thinkin? ya should go fer that Rosalyn, if?n ya like th? way she shaped up so much. I sure don? want her. Anyway, I though? ya were doin? good in math. Getting? ready ta run yer own ranch an? all, I know ya were workin? hard on th? book-keepin? an? what-not.? Johnny jerked his head off the road slightly, where a faintly-worn path showed the way to the next watering hole. The two turned towards the promise of water with some relief ? they had been out there for most of the day, and this was the next to last place to check. Their own water-bottles were almost empty.

Caleb shook his head as they reached the edge of the watering hole. Cracked and dried mud around the edges showed how much its level had fallen. ?Ya sure about Rosalyn? Shiny. This ain?, though. Thinkin? we?ll need ta set up somethin? ta keep it filled. Anyway, I?m doin? all righ? in math, jus? tha? Ellen?s showing up ev?rybody. I?m learnin? enough ta do m?own books, save th? money?a hirin? someone.? Caleb knelt to refill his water bottle, and Johnny passed down his own for the same.

Johnny frowned as he studied the watering hole and then looked back up at the rather steep and very rocky path. ?This?n?s goin? ta be troublesome ta set up fillin? fer. We ain? hardly usin? it, so hard ta get th? beasts down here. Migh? not be worth th? doin?. Leave it ta James ta decide. So when ya think yer goin? ta be set ta start yer own ranch, anyway? Yer da?s plannin? ta help ya with th? startin? of it, ain? he?? Johnny reclaimed his water bottle and took a long swig before he replaced the cap and latched it back onto his belt.

?Yeah, m?da?s helping me with th? plans an? everything. Going ta be another few years, but I been savin? stakes from riding an? th? pay m?da?s giving me fer helping ta break in his stock. He?s goin? ta give me coupl?a foals, too.? Caleb took the lead heading back up the path, talking back over his shoulder excitedly, with the passion that speaking of his plans always brought. Johnny followed and listened, grinning. At least Caleb had the chance to do what he wanted with the rest of his life.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-03-28 20:41 EST
*crackle* *hzzzt* ?This on? Yeah, think we?re good, bro. Thanks fer hookin? me up.? The visual display showed the blurry figure of a dark-haired man moving off in the background. In the foreground, the slightly grainy figure of Johnny blurred as he settled in front of the camera, and then steadied. Two years after he had left Hope, he had filled out with muscle to match his bones, but when he grinned at the camera he looked much as he had then.

?Heya, Juls. Sorry I ain? been able ta get ta a proper comlink ta talk ta ya face ta face. I been hoppin? lifts with th? cargo traders fer a while now, an? they ain? set up fer th? relays. Anyway, should have a chance ta call righ? an? proper in abou? three months. Be takin? a luxury liner from Demeter on th? tri-route through ta Juliet.? The camera recorded Johnny?s open laugh, and the visual blurred again as he shook his head.

The gray tint to the screen dimmed the green of his eyes and made shadows stand out more sharply. Little in the background was visible. ?Can hear ya now. Nah, I ain? made m? riches yet ? almos? have enough saved fer those mods I was tellin? ya abou?, though. I?m goin? ta hire ou? with th? liner company ? ge? this, they wan? me ta be a dance instructor! Told?em I din? know tha? much abou? dancin?, jus? th? messin? aroun? I did with ya an? Katie. They said tha? din? matter, they?d teach me ta dance. Guess they?re lookin? fer young bucks ta partner with all th? old ladies, flatter?em an? make?em feel young an? pretty again.?

Shrugging, he leaned back to look away, off-camera, and then leaned forward to speak more quietly. ?Tell ya th? truth, ain? tha? differen? than th? trader ship I?m on now. Th? captain?s this ol? biddy tha? loves th? flatterin?. I?m payin? m?way with loadin? an? unloadin? cargo, fer now.? After a moment Johnny settled back to his original position. ?Was jus? as glad ta get off th? last rock. Weird place, Juls. Ya won? never guess wha? they do fer fun there.?

?They juggle geese ? li?l goslings, all downy gray fluff, an? they juggle th? dang things. Th? li?l mites are peepin? away as they go sailin? aroun? in circles in th? air, an? I ain? sayin? wha? it looks like when they drop one.? Johnny shrugged again and laughed. ?I ain? puttin? ya on! Swear it ? cross?m?heart an? all. Anyway, I hav?ta get goin?. Send ya another message when we touch down, an? I?ll call ya at Caleb?s in three months, righ?? He?s goin? ta set up th? connection an? all.?

The smile faded from Johnny?s face as he looked straight at the camera. ?Ya make sure ev?rybody knows I love?em, righ?? Take care of?em, Juls, best ya can. Sorry I can? be there with y?all ? miss ya, ya know?? He slipped into their own twin-speak at the last. ?Yatakare, righ?? Kip?ain?in an? kipyadrims, an? we makrigh in?t?end. Miss ya, Juls.?

His face grew in the field of the camera as he leaned forward to turn the recorder off. *crackle* *hzzzt*

((Twin-speak: ?Ya take care, right?? Keep painting and keep yer dreams, and we?ll make it turn out right in the end.?))

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-03-31 00:05 EST
The dry ground had long since absorbed the remnants of the storm which had run rampant with such violence over the land. The only evidence remaining of the tempest two days prior was the high, fast-running level of the wash in the gully, and the ticket and packed bag that rested inside the door of Caleb?s family house. Johnny was sitting on a bale of hay behind the barn, absently turning a scrap of clay around and around in his hands while he looked at the clear blue sky.

As soon as Katarina caught word of Johnny's whereabouts, she started running without looking back. Even now when riding would have been easier, her long legs carried her from her farm to Caleb's ranch. Limbs longer and limber from dance, her dress gathered around her knees without pause. Finally reaching her destination, her legs slowed, moving around the house as if it was her own and heading immediately behind the barn to spot her cousin. She said nothing at first, her breath slightly heaving from the distance of her run.

Seeing Katie wasn?t too much of a surprise, really ? it was more surprising that anyone had taken this long to call her, when Johnny thought about it. But as she stood there and caught her breath, he rose and sent the bit of clay winging as he had so often sent stones skipping. It fell flat on the dirt. He ignored that to look at his cousin with a strange expression on his face; resentment, anger, relief, a pleased welcome ? he wouldn?t be surprised if she couldn?t make sense of it, since neither could he. After a moment he found words. ?So ya heard th? story, did ya? Surprised yer pa let ya come an? look fer th? ungrateful whelp.? The final, self-descriptive words came out bitterly.

She was glad that he spoke first, because she was not sure that words would come to her. She caught a few of his expressions, particularly the negative ones, and felt anger rise to the challenge. It was not a surprise that James and Johnny had a blow-out fight, it was not so rare. There was a tension in all of the surrounding air, indicating that something was very different and very wrong. Her hands went to hips, and the only defense she had against any fear was attitude and anger. "Now when hav' I eva lis'ened ta wha' was told ta me? An' dun eva call yerself tha' in fron' o' me." It was with control of every muscle that she was not quivering with anger, "I dun know all tha' happened, Cal jist called me an' said ya were stayin' here afta a figh' wit Uncle James."

?Stayin? an? leavin? t?morrow, on th? post run ta th? satellite station, an? from there wherever I can get a lift ta. Been disowned, Katie, ain? no son a? James no more ta hear him tell, an? don? really wan? ta be. Ain? stayin? ta put up with everythin? no more.? She was defensively angry ? he was just as angry, though not at her, and the frustration and resentment came out with his words. He left the ?everything? without detail ? she had seen enough of their fights to know what ?everything? meant. Putting his own fisted hands on his hips, he set his jaw with determination as he looked at his cousin.

"Yer leavin' tamarra? Biscui' Jo, ya kin't jist git up an' leave." Though she usually did not mind creating a scene, she closed much distance between them in hopes to control any raised voices. It was almost a certainty that it was only a temporary solution. "How kin ya leave yer sista's an' cuz's? Whay kin't a jist stay wit Cal, er somethin'? Hope's big 'nough ta stay ou' o' Uncle James' way." This might not be entirely true, but Katarina was not unaccustomed to exaggeration.

When Johnny responded his voice was flat. ?Can an? will jus? up an? leave, Katie. Ain? got any skills but farmin? an? m?twiddlin? with metal an? stone, an? tha? means if?n I stay here I?ll be farmin? m?whole life. Whether it?s fer James ?r someone else, still jus? diggin? holes in th? dirt. I don? wan? ta be trapped like tha?! Stay with Cal an? work th? horses an? be jus? a hired hand tha? only got hired ?cause I?m a friend? Ain? takin? no charity, tha?s fer sure. An? b?sides, ya know there ain? no way ta really avoid James less?n I made way off ta th? places where it ain? even been settled yet.? He avoided her question about his sisters, his cousins ? the rest of the family. It was a weakness in his argument and he wouldn?t let that sway his decision now. But covering the weakness led to a defensively raised voice and a tinge of scorn for her suggestion in his last remark.

"Yer nah 'n no position ta see thin's as charity! Wha's gonna happen when ya run ou' o' funds? When ya dun hav' no where ta go an' ya dun know a soul ou' there?" She began to pace now, the volume of her pitch matching his. Her initial reaction was to panic, but everything was fueled and channeled into anger. "Ya kin stay as a hand here till ya kin a' least research otha places an' dun leave 'n such a rush. Ya kin't be so rash wit yer life!" She wanted to take him by his shoulders and shake him, but she had enough self control for now to just pace.

Her questions might have been fueled by concern, but Johnny heard them as the same kind of derisive doubt James laid upon his abilities and lashed back. ?See ya think tha? I can? make it, neither. Ungrateful an? incompetent ta boot ? James mus? be happy ya think so highly of his opinions ta parrot ?em back at me like tha?! I been savin? fer three years, Katie, an? if?n I run out?a funds b?fore I can make a livin? doin? wha? I wan?, then I?ll keep workin? my way ?til I find a place tha? ain? so filled with narrow-minded tempers!? She was pacing, and he was gesturing wildly as his voice raised another notch closer to full-blown yelling.

Her hand moved before thought - right across his cheek with her open palm. The contact stung her hand in the same fashion that tears stung her eyes. Anger and insult brought a deep flush to her face, and she stood completely still in front of him except for the quaking of anger. Her voice pitched low, in an almost dangerous growl, "Duncha dare. Dare, compare me ta tha' hateful man tha's blood runs through ya veins. Do ya really thin' tha' I feel like tha' towards ya? After everythin' we've been through? If ya dun know how much I care 'bout ya, then damn ya fer being a fool. Bu' there's nothin' ya kin do ta make me nah worry." She appeared to be debating if she should just turn on her heels and leave.

The words spit out before he could retract them when his hand went to the stinging mark of her hand on his cheek. ?Why no? compare ya when ya both seem ta think tha? hittin? me?ll make me change m?ways?? That was going too far, and he knew it as soon as the words left his mouth. He reached out, then, and his expression turned miserable for just an instant. ?Nah, Katie-kat, I din? mean tha?, ya know I din?. I don? mean ta make ya worry, I really don?, bu? I got ta leave. I can? keep on stayin? here on this rock, lettin? James take away everythin? I wan? ta do an? watchin? m?dreams jus? vanish.? Conversations he'd had often with his twin before, but rarely with Katie.

The shock and hurt paled her complexion and her mouth parted open and wide. Only then did she turn around to make her leave, but his quick apology kept her from taking any step forward. Keeping her back to him, a few tears escaped her eyes and she was quick to wipe them away. "Dun ya thin' I feel th' same? An' Jules too? Hope ain' mean' fer people like us, I know tha'. Bu' fer ya ta jist pick up an' leave withou' us...?" She was speaking over her shoulder, arms folded tightly across her chest, "Ya jist gonna leave Cal, Jules, Meggie... me." Her voice cracked, and her weakness angered her to make the tears fade for now.

The miserable expression reappeared on his face as he stood there awkwardly, and the expression echoed itself in his voice. Juliane had seen the final argument, had always understood Johnny better than he did himself ? when he told her that he was leaving, she had half-way expected it and not argued. This was much harder. ?Ma an? Gabby an? li?l Tali, Meggie an? Cal an? ya an? Juls. Ain? no jus? abou? leavin? y?all, Snowflake. Goin? ta miss ya so hard it hurts, an? I?m goin? ta be savin? an? tryin? ta find a place where we?re righ?, where we can reach fer th? stars an? grab hold. I?m settin? up th? ladder, tha?s all.? He couldn?t figure out what to do with his hands, and so after an aborted lift to touch her shoulders, he left them to fall helplessly back down.

"Ya thin' it hur's?!" She all but whirled back to face him, her complexion flushing again. "This is yer choice, Jo. Yer hurtin' yerself an' everybody else." It might have been Katie's younger age, or her absence during the several progressions of the fights with James that made it so much more difficult for her to understand. "Yer nah gonna be there ta watch no more ballets, yer gonna miss everyone growin' up an' doin' wha' they love. An' ain' none o' yer family's gonna be there when ya finally make yer dreams come true. Seems ta me tha's no dream a' all." She took a deep breath, and a large step backwards. "Yer gonna be stars away fra wha's importan' ta ya."

The step away she took was enough of a wound without the words added in. He just looked at her, and the misery of his expression, after a brief flinch, eased away. He wiped his face clean and when he spoke his voice was slow and sad. ?Only a physical distance less?n ya make it more, Snowflake. Ain? sayin? this?s th? best way, but it?s th? way I?m takin?. Juli?s promised ta send me all th? recordin?s of yer shows, an? she an? Cal will know how ta get ahold of me. I?m goin? ta miss y?all, Katie-kat, but I?m still leavin?. Lovin? y?all ain? enough ta make livin? miserable th? rest?a my days worth it.? He stood fast, not following her retreating step, but not backing away, either.

"I kin't pretend like yer here, Jo." She had finally given up on her anger, and tears made lazy trails down her cheeks. He was truly going to leave, and this would the last she saw of him, maybe forever. "I kin be mad a' ya ta bits an' it ain't gonna matter. Ya promised me ya'd be here fer me an' Cal, an' ya jist kin't. I hope ya fin' happiness, Jo, I really do. Bu' I kin't follow ya no more."

?Then it mus? be time fer ya ta see where all tha? leapin? aroun?s goin? ta take ya, Snowflake.? He stepped forward then, to catch her up in a fierce hug before he stepped back and put his hands on her shoulders. ?Talked ta Cal already, an? he?s goin? ta try an? keep an eye on y?all fer me, best he can. Ya an? Juls an? Meggie especially. An? ya keep an eye on him fer me, too, righ?? Make sure he don? drive himself too hard with tha? ranch?a his he?s settin? up.? It was harder to find words to face her quiet resignation than it had been to face her anger.

Katie returned the hug with its fierceness, mastering her performance face enough to avoid more tears or outbursts. In her mind, he was already gone, a million stars away. At his request, she could only give a short bark of a laugh for expected failure. "Ya know Cal - he dun listen ta me an' kin't stand me 'lone fer mo' than five minu'es. I'll do mah bes'."

Johnny?s nod was all he could manage for several long seconds. Finally words came out thickly. ?Take care?a yerself, Katie-kat. I?ll be lookin? fer yer name in th? headlines, one?a these days.? Finally he stepped back again, as awkward with farewells as he sometimes still was with his motions. ?I better make sure everythin?s packed an? all. Flight?s leavin? b?fore sunrise.?

"Yeah." It was said lamely, and Katarina finally lost steam and words. She studied his face long and hard, knowing it could possibly be the last time she looked at his face. There was no retort for her name being in the headlines, or any comment about his flight. With one last deep breath, she nodded. "Take care, Johnny." She made sure to be careful with her accent to say the words in their truest form, before she turned on her heels and ran in the same manner as she arrived.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-04-07 13:54 EST
Dry dust kicked up from the barn floor as James tossed the block of hay down from the back of the wagon. The scent tickled his nose as much as the sweat tickled his brow. He wiped it from his head on the rolled up sleeve of his shirt leaving a dirty smear against the worn thin cotton. His shoulder ached something fierce, but there were more hay stacks to move off the wagon and keep safe in the barn from the coming rains.

If the rains came in time. It was growing late in the season, and food might not be a worry of the winter if there was no rain to keep the crops alive in time for harvest. Not sure how much they would be yielding as it is. The summer had been as unkind as ever before, but he was not going to be defeated by it. There was no man or lump of spinning rock in the wide 'verse that was going to kick him down.

He threw another stack down from the wagon, ignoring the ache screaming its displeasure with the motion. With the cargo unloaded, he called to the boy up front, ?Go on now, Johnny. Take care of Sweets here and make sure she?s rubbed down good. We can?t afford to lose her. And no moonbrainin?,? he added with a grunt.

First born by bare moments, he watched his twelve year old boy give a nod, ?Yes, pa,? and turn Sweets and the wagon about to the other side of the barn where the animals were stabled. Two oxen and two work horses took their ease there. The oxen had been purchased with the profits of the first year he tried soy crops. It had been a bumper crop, and it had given him too much confidence. He still rankled at the damn fool mistake he made in spending the profits on the animals. Investing, he thought, to be sure the next year?s crops would be doubled, but the long dry summer had cut a catastrophic loss to the fields. Fires caught and they fought against them to save what little they had. Scraped by that year, and James had learned his lesson. Hope was a place that didn?t have any such thing.

Johnny and his siblings, they would have the best he could give them and have them learn from his mistakes. His father had taught him to keep to straight and narrow and not grasp at the stars, and he was going to teach his children the same. One had to be grateful for what you had and stop asking for more. It brought a fear in him for his twins. His daughter, Juliane, she did her chores, went to school, and was as straight an arrow as they came, but he saw her show off her drawings from school to his wife. She had hope there. He wouldn?t see her hurt.

Worse was Johnny?s tendency to skip class, get lost in his own thoughts, and spend hours whittlin? at some bit of wood he caught up while checking the fence lines. That boy had to learn what was what and sooner was better. Taking up some notion of artwork was just a fool brain idea, and James wasn?t having any of it.

?Damn,? he spat into the dust. He was moonbrainin? himself, and there was no doubt where his son got it from. But James would see his son better than him, not relying on luck or trusting to hope, but working hard with what he had and being grateful for it. ?Johnny! You done to seein? that horse?? he called as he went to the other side of the barn.

Sweets was in her corral, she looked content as could be, but Johnny had found some bit of wire and had taken to shaping and twisting it. James?s jaw clenched tight, ?What in the sphincter of hell are you doin?, boy?? He crossed the distance and grabbed up his son by the shoulder and gave him a shake. ?We ain?t got time for your playin? with scrap, understand me??

It was there, in those green eyes, that first shot of defiance, and James gave him a shove towards the door. ?Get back to the house, get cleaned up, and help your ma with getting dinner ready. I?ll be along after checkin? the oxen.?

He saw that stiff spine, the head held high, and the fist clenched around the twisted bit of scrap that already showed its leaf forming shape. James turned and slammed his fist into the support beam and a sprinkling of dust fell from the rafters. Tomorrow, tomorrow there might be time for fishing in the morning. He could show him there could be fun in getting things done. Some fish for lunch would be just the thing.

He hoped.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-04-27 04:42 EST
I, Johnathon David Smith, do hereby consent and agree to undergo the following experimental procedures for the purpose of modification including but not limited to?

?Doin? it, Juls. Ain? saved enough fer th? mods I wan?, bu? there?s a company tha?s doin? experimen?s with a coupl?a new ways ?a integratin? nano-mods. They?re even goin? ta pay me some fer bein? a test subjec?.? At twenty-one years old, Johnny looked somewhat younger. His expression was serious as he looked at his twin?s pale face in the com-link.

After a long moment caused by the delay as the words were routed through relays, Juliane?s voice came clear through the link. ?Ain?t going ta argue with ya about it again, Jo. Good luck, an? ya call me as soon as ya can after. Katie made th? Hope Academy troupe, ya know? Had a party an? all th? other day.? Johnny grinned and let the conversation be turned to the happier news.

Moments of triumph that Johnny was worlds away from seeing, and every now and then Katie?s angry words from the day before his departure rang back in his mind in hollow victory.

Nano-replicators to integrate with cerebral, visual, skeletal and neuro-muscular systems as well as?

Some would have expected a surgery room for modifications of the extent Johnny was receiving. In fact, it looked more like a sophisticated office filled with computer equipment. What gave the lie to that was the comfortably reclining padded chair in the center of the room. Johnny took the seat ? it was a few inches too short for him ? and got comfortable. Once he was settled, a nurse stepped forward and strapped his arms and legs in place before deftly inserting an IV drip into the bend of his left elbow.

Emerald eyes shut as the anesthetic took effect. The nurse examined the read-out on the series of machines arrayed near the chair, nodded with satisfaction, and stepped back. It was the doctor?s turn. The older man with the sad-looking gaze picked up a small container with a regulator and a contoured face mask. Fastening the face mask in place on Johnny?s unconscious body, the doctor carefully sealed any crevice between the mask and skin.

A sharp twist of the regulator dial, and Johnny was breathing in air contaminated with a fine mist of nano-replicators. Meticulously programmed and calibrated to Johnny?s system after over six months of extensive testing, the nanites were inhaled, absorbed and immediately set to work. The sad-faced doctor watched computer read-outs as they flickered and changed, and the nurse watched Johnny?s vital signs as he began to convulse in the chair.

Possible side effects to modifications may include death, paralysis, coma, disability, genetic consequences including but not limited to?

Blink. Emerald eyes opened slowly, to the sight of the nurse adding a medication to the IV drip. Cloudy vision, grayed out around the edges ? he couldn?t quite focus. Blink. Everything changed. From clouded but normal vision, suddenly everything was black and white. He flinched, and the colors and shades inverted, wavered, and then snapped into impossibly clear focus. Blink. No longer black and white. Too many colors instead, too intense. Blink.

His eyes didn?t open again. The nurse jerked as one of the monitoring machines let out a shrill tone. The vial shattered on the tile floor when she dropped it; she didn?t notice it in the rush to reach the alarm.

Hereby waive all rights of claim against Invotech, Inc. on own behalf and all interested parties, heirs or assigns?

Cal?s face in the com-link was serious. ?Look, I ran th? contract through th? lawyers like ya asked. They said th? contract?s solid, bu? yer taking an awful big risk with it. Lot?a risk for th? return is how they said. Said ya should ask fer somethin? ta pay ya back fer that. I don? like it, Johnny.? With his own ranch established, Caleb was a bit more cautious than he had been as a boy.

Rubbing a palm over the scruff of stubble on his jaw, Johnny frowned at Cal?s words. Not in anger, but in thought and resolve. ?I know, I know. Ain? shown anyone else th? whole contract. Tol? Juls it was risky, din? tell her how much. Been arguin? abou? doin? it with her fer months now. But I ain? good enough at th? sellin? or makin?, not ou? here. Need th? edge?a somethin? like this.? His jewelry and sculptures sold, but at bare minimum prices, just enough to cover costs. He wasn?t earning enough to support himself that way, much less anyone else. Cargo work covered the gaps.

The delay as words were relayed was barely noticeable. The moon called Ankara where Invotech was based was relatively close to Hope. Caleb nodded acknowledgement of Johnny?s resolve and then turned the subject. ?Katie?s trying fer th? Hope Academy. She?ll make it, too. Ya should see her dancin? now, Johnny ? I?ll try an? send ya a holo from th? last show she was understudy fer.? Johnny?s eyebrows rose just a bit at Caleb?s tone of voice, but he let the question pass for the moment.

No sense in starting an argument now.

Will receive in the event of?

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-04-27 04:47 EST
It was a wet dawn, when the moisture of the night mixing with the heat of the day previous, brought fog and thickness to the air. James had woken extra early before the sun rose to see to some of the first chores of the day and check on the animals before he came back into the house. His wife was up by then as well and they shared a smile. There wasn?t a better woman in any world he could have had by his side in such a hard life. He tried not to think on what he couldn?t give her, and kept to what he could.

She knew his plan for the day and nodded to a hamper she had prepared. His hands went to her strong shoulders. She knew hard work as much as he, maybe even more so. A kiss to her cheek and he went on up the stairs and into Johnny?s room. ?Son,? he put a thick calloused hand on his son?s shoulder and gave a gentle stir, ?son, wake up.?

The groan and roll over with a head under the pillow was not unexpected. James was waking the boy a good half hour earlier than usual. ?Come on, Johnny, good morning for fishing while the creek isn?t dried up entire.?

That got the boy?s head up from under the pillow. A knuckle rubbed at a squinted eye. ?Fishin?, pa??

?Come on now, stop the gawkin?, or the fish?ll be too spry to take our bait.? Was James only reply, but it was a sufficient one. Johnny pulled himself out of bed, the limbs lanky and showing their length. James knew his boy was going to be taller than him at least by some measure. He hoped just as strong, too, for working the land that could be just a brutal as a bucking bronco to the body.

Before true dawn had broken and the eager sun had burned away the fog, the man and his son were on their way to the creek with a hamper in the man?s hand and both with fishing poles over their shoulders.

The trees were swaying in the early morning breeze, sounding like so many bits of paper how dry the leaves and needles were. James set down the hamper and rubbed his jaw looking down at the creek so low in its banks. What was in its favor, though, was it did run clean. The aquaprocessors were at least doing their job to keep it a healthy creek for fish, algae, and other water dwellers to make their best way. Leave it to the higher ups to give more of a thought to fish than to man.

Grunting away the thought, James took a look up stream and down. Turning to Johnny who was looking more awake, he whispered, ?What say ya, son, try a differen? spot today? What ?bout over ta there.? A point of the pole a bit of a ways up where the stream had lowered to reveal a few larger rocks that it swirled by and the tuft of grass kept green by its nearness to the water hung over and brought shadows into the creek. ?Looks like be a right fine place for a few scalies to sneak about, yeah??

?Sure, pa. Thinkin? they like th? shadows, yeah?? Johnny grinned, moving eagerly ahead to the point his father had pointed out. They hadn?t gone fishing since early last year, between the bumper soy crop last year that kept the whole family busy and then the drought and fires this year that kept them busier. The fishing pole on Johnny?s shoulder bounced and swayed as he jumped from rock to rock, until he finally stopped by the patch of grass. Looking back over his shoulder, he smiled at his father. It was going to be a good day.

James gave a nod and picked up the hamper once more to walk the piece on and set down again once they came to the new spot. Checking over his fishing pole, James remembered the days he and his brother, John, and father would go fishing in the early mornings. There was more work to do later in the day because of it, but he would not have given up those early mornings. A glance to his son, he felt sometimes he did not know him, but then other times saw a younger version of himself. ?Got it alrigh? there, son??

They settled on the verge of the creek, suiting up their fishing poles with the free worms James had stolen from the birds in the garden that morning. ?You made a mighty fine hook there, Johnny.? He observed of the bit of twisted metal now partly concealed by the worm dangling from the end of his son?s fishing line. They shared a grin, one of pride and one of pride received, and then almost as one sent their lines into the lazy swirls of the creek water.

Taking time together was rare, and in James?s thoughts, rarer than when he and his father would have taken. Then again, James never had a thought beyond farming and making the land work to provide for the family. He just wanted to continue, and a look to his son that worry crept up again. A slow shake of his head, a lower lip protruded some as he fought against more thoughts like that. It was a fine morning, and he was there to bait and catch fish, not bait his son. Showing was better than talking about life of the land and what it could mean. In example of that thought, the first twitch of a line came to Johnny?s fishing pole. ?Pa, I think I got one!?

?Be careful now, not too hasty, or he?ll just be takin? a nibble and leavin? us with his free meal, and us none.?

Johnny grinned and gave something like ?I know? look, but his eyes were on the fish and the tautening line.

Encouraging Johnny, ?Keep the head up, lad, come on now, bring him in and I?ll catch him with the net.? He watched the fish thrash against its capture, the weight jiggling his son?s wiry but strong arms, and with a right measure tug, the fish was up in the net and with a quick unhook into the pail of water.

What measure of time they spent was all for the good to James?s mind, because by the sun?s bright shine on the creek water, straight down between the bone rattling trees, they had caught a serviceable amount of fish and were ready to take them home. Stringing up the bodies of their catch in loops, and flinging them over their backs, the two walked side by side to home, laughing as they relived the tales of their fishing exploits that day, and each time the tale getting larger.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-05-12 01:28 EST
Johnny strode into his small living unit on Dirty Deeds with a jaunty bounce to his step and a grin on his face. He?d been on the moon almost seven weeks, and with the last paycheck he had enough to buy a ticket back off-world. No plan for where to go, yet, but a quick search on the ?nets would turn up something. At twenty-four, he had gained quite a bit of confidence in his travels through the ?verse. Among other things, he had learned that a smile and willingness to work were welcome on any planet.

Crossing the room to the computer screen, he tapped in a quick query on ships leaving port, availability of passenger space, and a side query to filter against places he had been before. The computer hummed and set to work while he peeled off his collared work shirt. Tossing it over a chair back, he started to whistle to himself ? as badly off-key as ever ? while he hunted for a clean and more casual replacement. The computer chimed softly, and Johnny crossed back over to the screen while pulling on the new shirt.

Snagging up the silver clasp he?d made for himself a few months before, Johnny began to rake back his hair from his face. The list of ship names, destinations, cargos and passenger spaces blinked in the center of the screen. Grinning, Johnny moved that to one side and then brought up the com-link, dialing a code that he knew as well as he knew his own ? better, in fact. Cal?s com-code hadn?t changed since he got his ranch. Caleb had told Johnny weeks before that he was planning to bring his relationship with Katie into the open on the previous day. More than in the open, Cal was planning to ask Katie?s parents for permission to marry their daughter.

Crafting a ring had been time-consuming, but for his cousin, Johnny worked for perfection. Now he fastened the hair clasp and grabbed the small jewelry box that rested on a near table. Flipping it open, he studied the band. Polished platinum showed an almost liquid-seeming surface around a circle of garnets inset in nested square settings. He?d find out how things went with Katie?s parents, give Cal a last chance to approve the ring, and then send it out. Somewhere along the way he?d decide on a destination and a ship and get off of Dirty Deeds.

The com-link beeped and flashed an angry red. Johnny frowned at it. ?Wha?s th? matter with ya, now?? Perhaps he had accidentally dialed a wrong number, typed in the code too fast. He dialed Cal?s code again, carefully, watching to make sure every number was correct. The com-link blinked, trying to make the connection. Johnny snapped the ring-box in his hand closed. His hand tightened around the box as the status messages flashed on the screen. If Cal wasn?t in, his message service should have picked up.

Attempting connection?. Connection failed. Attempting connection?. Connection failed. Abruptly the message changed. Instead of the angry red disconnect he had received moments before, a message in bold letters scrolled across the screen. This number has been disconnected. Call routing to Mortuary Services. Johnny shook his head and took a half-step back. There was an error. There had to be an error. He had dialed the wrong number again. Thoughts flicked across his head in denial. The sick feeling at the pit of his stomach gave lie to the denials. Johnny knew very well he had dialed the correct number.

The com-link flashed again, and a pretty, dark-haired woman?s face appeared on the screen, her expression sober. Her voice was soothing, well-modulated, and there was no trace of an accent to it. She had been well-trained. ?Hello. My name is Lina Riley. My screen is showing that your call was routed from the residence of Caleb Ryan Miller. May I ask your name and your relationship to Mr. Miller?? Johnny?s knuckles had turned white in their grip on the jewelry box, out of sight of the screen.

?M?name?s Johnny, Johnny Smith. Cal?s m?bes? frien?, has been as far back as I remember.? Lina Riley?s expression softened slightly, and Johnny swallowed and went on. ?He?s abou? ta ask m? cousin ta marry him. Was askin? her paren?s permission yesterday.? He was speaking about Caleb as if Cal were still alive. In the present tense. The sick feeling in his stomach grew as Ms. Riley?s expression grew sad and she shook her head slowly.

?I?m very sorry to have to be the one to inform you, Mr. Smith. Mr. Miller was in an accident yesterday afternoon. He passed away at approximately three o?clock. There is a message in my system that a memorial service will be held in two days on his parent?s ranch and that anyone who wishes to attend is welcome. Shall I post a notice of your attendance?? Ms. Riley?s voice was a mixture of sorrow, regret, and professionalism as she lifted her hand, obviously about to make the notation.

Johnny?s emerald eyes appeared black with the fall of grief that had taken him. His voice was strictly controlled as he shook his head. ?I?m too far away. Wouldn? be able ta make it fer another week an? a half. Please post my regrets an? sorrow, Ms. Riley.? That was all he could manage before he abruptly disconnected the call. His fist, wrapped around the ring-box, slammed into the wall. The resilient poly-carbon blend that formed the wall wasn?t strong enough to stand up to the force of the blow. It dented, chipped, and a web of cracks radiated outwards until it met the embedded computer screen.

The blood from his knuckles stained the ring-box and he lifted it, hurled it against a wall where it bounced and landed on his bed, next to the luggage waiting to be packed. Tears gathered in his eyes, blurred his vision as he pulled up the list of available ships from behind the flashing disconnected com-link to Mortuary Services. The tears began to leak and crawl down his face as he scanned the names without true intention, until one destination caught his gaze. Perdition.

It seemed apt. He booked the space and went to begin his packing, with the stained white ring-box at the bottom of his bags.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-07-01 21:38 EST
?You have been outside too long again, my friend. You take risks.? Gayth?s dark face, with its hawk-nose and brown eyes, was serious. The meter in his hand chattered angrily in the small stone-walled room. Behind the two men a pressure door was sealed against the elements and the pounding rays of the sun. Johnny smiled, a brilliant, warm expression that showed his teeth white against skin tanned to a rich gold. Red rimmed his emerald eyes, and he clapped the shorter, slighter man on the shoulder without answering before he unsealed the second pressure door and entered the city.

Perdition. Called Inferno by its settlers, there were few enough who dared to live on the planet that was Hell. Its terraforming had never developed properly. Where Hope seemed desolate because its ecosystem was still expanding and stabilizing, Perdition had simply failed. What water the planet possessed was trapped deep underground and had to be drilled for, just as the legends of Old Earth said had once been done for oil. The near-total lack of atmosphere meant that the air was thin and there was almost no protection from the sun?s radiation. Sand and dust swept the surface, and the sky looked white and gray ? there was no water in the air to make it appear blue.

Pulling back the hood of his skinsuit, Johnny moved through the underground city with the comfort of familiarity. He paused outside one shop, studying a display of melons. They were outrageously expensive, but there was something so impractical about growing melons on a planet like this that he had to smile. The shop owner, seeing his interest, came to the door and folding his hands together, gave a polite bow from the waist. Johnny returned the formal greeting, towering by a head over the man, as he did almost everyone on this world.

They were small, compact and dark ? the skin of a native Infernite was almost charcoal black; they could even walk in the sun for a minute or two unguarded. Nobody would waste water that senselessly, though. Their men worked on the drills and the solar panels, the equipment that couldn?t remain inside the city. They collected hazard pay for every minute beyond a normal four-hour shift per day, and they had children young, before too much contamination could accumulate in their bodies. The women didn?t leave the city until they were done bearing children.

Johnny collected hazard pay almost every day. His bank balance was larger than it had ever been. Now he haggled at a leisurely pace for one of the melons as if a quarter of a credit would break him. When the shop owner?s daughter passed through the doorway with her face decorously lowered, she gave him no notice at all. He was too pale, too tall, too strange for them. He was aj?Nabi, a foreigner. They would take his money and call him friend, but Johnny knew that it was more than his appearance that kept that distance.

On such a harsh world, the Infernites used everything; there was no waste. None. Their bodies were reclaimed ? not burnt or buried, but processed. All the water withdrawn from the corpse, and the dried remnants became part of the protein stores of the city. There was religious ceremony surrounding it all, but Johnny had never been able to take part in any of it. He had turned vegetarian for his stay on this planet; he would never be one of them.

Yet another pressure door sealed the entrance to Johnny?s quarters. He entered the sparse rooms whistling to himself, off-key, and then cut the song off when it reminded him too painfully of Cal. That was a wound still fresh, even after almost five months. Instead his baritone voice echoed off the stone walls. ?Ya there, Jawdat?? He was peeling out of the skinsuit as he asked, working the nanite-reinforced material over shoulders and arms that had been hardened by the drill work.

?Yes, my friend. Where else would I be?? The AI?s voice was silky smooth as it came from everywhere and nowhere. The lights cycled up slowly, then dimmed back down a bit as the AI marked the red circling Johnny?s eyes. The temperature cooled almost five degrees and Johnny gave a joint-popping stretch back with a sigh of relief. The computer wasn?t company, but it was a voice in the emptiness.

?Figgered ya migh? have run off wi? tha? sweet li?l model th? ads?r pushin? lately. Call up th? holo from Katie?s las? performance while I ge? cleaned up, yeah? An? star? th? routin? reques? fer a call back ta Hope.? Hanging up the skinsuit on its rack, Johnny headed for the sonic shower while he was speaking to the computer. He missed real showers, real baths. It was a strange feeling to realize that he missed anything; he wasn?t feeling the need to push everything but work to the side.

And speaking of work ? wearing a clean pair of loose-fitting cotton pants, Johnny crossed back to the small table where his supplies were laid out. Here was why Perdition was still worth the effort; why trade ships still came and went with predictable rhythm and brought the supplies needed to make life possible on this harsh world. Silver-meshed fingers picked up a stone that looked like a rather poor diamond, and he smiled to himself just a little as strains of Bach announced the beginning of Katie?s holo.

Still holding the nondescript stone curled in his hand, Johnny sat to watch the performance. His expression never changed, but by the time the ballet was finished, the stone was black, lit from within by shards of sapphire and ruby and flickers of emerald. Cardiaglyptic perdantine, known to most simply as perdantine, was Perdition?s most valuable resource; the scientists still hadn?t figured out how to reproduce the effect. Certain people could resonate with the stones and ?set? them. This bit of living blackness was now the state of the stone ? it could not be reset.

?Jawdat, ya go? th? connection ta Hope?? Johnny dropped the shard of perdantine onto the table with the rest of his supplies. There was a progression to the colors scattered in rough array on the table. The first, from the first month after his arrival, were so dark they almost seemed to absorb the light. Gradually reds appeared, then the shards of blue ? now emerald. He shuffled his palm over the stones, rolling them to and fro as he waited for the AI?s answer. It was taking too long, and he glanced up from the stones. ?Jawdat??

?Yes, my friend. I obtained the connection from Hope. It has been refused on the receiving end. There is an attached rejection message. Would you like to hear it?? The computer?s voice was as dispassionate as ever. Johnny froze, leaning his palm down onto the table, heedless of the small sharp edges pressing up into the silver mesh. He didn?t answer out loud, he just shook his head.

Finally, he spoke into the expectant silence. ?Nah. If?n they?re rejectin? it, ?tain? more?n I deserve. Star? th? holo over, Jawdat.?

His next stone was utterly black.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-09-21 13:22 EST
?Wha? d?ya mean tha? ya weren? able ta sell anythin?? Then why ain? my pieces ou? there in th? case?? Johnny?s voice was raised in protest as he gestured out to the storefront. In this back office it couldn?t be seen, but it had been clear on the way in that none of the jewelry he?d given to the man for commission sale was left on the shelves. Emerald eyes glared at the man accusingly. Less than six months since he had stormed away from Hope, he didn?t exactly make an intimidating sight.

Haberan leaned back in his seat and laced plump fingers together over his substantial belly. Slightly piggy dark eyes were narrowed while he looked over the blonde youth. Farm-developed muscles on the lanky frame were still present, even if the boy did look like he?d been running a few meals short. While calculation was running through his mind, he put on a warmly affable smile. ?Now, Johnny. You misunderstood me. I didn?t mean that your work hadn?t sold at all, just that there wasn?t any profit to it. I barely made up my losses as it was.?

?Wha? losses? Ain? like I charged ya up fron? fer th? work, even th? materials.? Hope accent was thick with suspicion. Johnny eyed the salesman and leaned forward in his chair. ?Don? see how ya can say ya sol? th? pieces an? then say tha? I din? make anythin? off?a th? deal.? He?d used most of his savings to purchase the materials for that jewelry. Cargo loading wasn?t earning enough to pay for his bunk and keep him regularly fed; if he hadn?t made a fair piece on those trinkets, he?d be forced to return to Hope. Johnny?s jaw set stubbornly, an expression any of his family would be well familiar with.

?But I passed up commissions from some very reliable regulars because I didn?t have space in my displays. And do you think that a store like this comes cheap?? One beringed hand gestured to the cramped, rather dimly-let office space and included the outer storefront. ?On a station, they charge you the rent, for the air, water ? everything. Then I have to keep the counter girl paid, too, and still keep food coming for me and my own family.? Sincerity weighed heavily on every one of Haberan?s words. The gesturing hand smoothed back over slightly oily hair.

?Don? look like ya been missin? many meals.? Johnny mumbled under his breath. After a moment he heaved a sigh and raked long fingers back through his shaggy hair. ?All righ?, then. If?n tha?s th? way, tha?s th? way. Thank ya fer yer time an? fer tryin?, anyroad.? Johnny pushed back the chair and stood, offering his hand to the salesman. If his twiddlings weren?t selling and he didn?t want to return to Hope, he had to get back to work. It grated to think that James was right after all ? but Johnny wouldn?t go crawling back a failure.

Haberan stood as well, but he didn?t take the offered hand. ?Now, lad, don?t be too hasty there. I?ll tell you what. Since I like you, I?ll advance you something, enough to get a decent meal and restock your crafting materials. There?s been a swing up in interest for colony-produced jewelry over the last week or two ? something about the Stationmaster?s wife liking the raw feel of it ? and I might have better luck selling if you can get me some things in the next few days.? Smooth and sincere, that was his tone, warmly friendly. If he couldn?t keep this na?ve artist hooked into selling through Haberan?s Exotics, he didn?t deserve to keep the store, and that was a fact.

Now the salesman held out his hand, and it was Johnny?s turn to look warily at it. ?Ya really think tha? ya can sell somethin? an? turn a profit this time? I mean, if?n it all did so bad las? time, mebbe I jus? don? have wha? it takes. I can? afford ta keep takin? tha? much time from work if?n it ain? goin? ta brin? in some kinda pay.? Still, wariness was already turning to hope. Maybe his dream wouldn?t be cut short after all. The salesman reached over the counter to complete the hand-clasp before he could think any more about it.

?You just leave that worry to me, lad. After all, that?s my job!? Haberan?s laugh was hearty when he released the boy?s grip. Hook, line and sinker. Pulling open the side drawer of his desk, he removed a bag that jingled with coins and tossed it at the boy. Johnny caught it automatically, and Haberan didn?t give the boy time enough to realize that the bag had been ready and waiting, already pre-counted. ?Now you go get your materials and something decent to eat, and come on back when you have some more pieces ready to sell.?

Johnny nodded wordlessly, half-stunned at how quickly the transaction had taken place. But the thought of a hot meal with enough to actually fill his griping belly was enough of a distraction to carry him out of the shop.

Haberan sat back in his well-padded chair and laced his fingers over his stomach while a satisfied smirk grew on his face. Johnny hadn?t asked about interest or payment terms, or even the prices that Haberan was planning to charge for the new work. That ?advance? had been less than half of what the previous pieces had sold for, and the rest was pure profit. Oh, he had the boy, now.

Johnny Smith

Date: 2008-10-08 15:01 EST
The sun beat down with brutal force on a landscape of rocks and red dirt. Johnny?s breath wheezed in the back of his throat, bringing dust and grit with it, under the weight of that harsh sun. Long running strides were staggering by the time he reached a fallen cluster of boulders and ducked behind their protective shelter. Rock scraped his back through the thin layer of his shirt when he slid down to a half-sitting crouch and braced his forearms against his knees.

Stinging, sweat rolled down his face and into his eyes, turning the thin film of red dust into mud when he wiped at his forehead. Gradually his breathing calmed to something more regular. He didn?t even look up when a dark bass voice rumbled to life over his head. ?That?s a might heavy mess ya got yerself into, bro. Ain?t often I see the sheriff teaming up with Pal Jenks.?

White teeth flashed in Johnny?s dust-streaked face when he grinned. ?Evan Whittaker, wha? th? name?a th? Lor? an? Skies ya doin? way ou? here?? Tilting his head backward let Johnny see the face that went with that bass voice. Solid, heavy-set, with a bristling black beard, Evan?s pale eyes seemed to light with a mischief and excitement that was mirrored in Johnny?s emerald gaze. Six years away from home, Johnny had come into his full growth and muscles, but Evan?s frame was even more imposing.

?Seemed ta me that I owed ya, seeing as how was yer watching out for Sarah that got ya in th? dust-up. Now ya want ta hang around here just waiting for them ta catch up, or ya want ta get moving?? Despite the humor in his voice, there was no doubt of the debt that Evan felt. Johnny pushed to his feet and beat the dust of sitting from his pants before he looked around. On the far horizon the edge of town was just visible, and off-set from that, just a bit closer, was a moving spot of darkness.

A brief grimace twisted Johnny?s features. ?Wasn? like I could jus? leave her ta Pal. Din? know tha? th? sheriff was in on th? whole thin?, too ? hope ya go? a fas? horse handy fer me, an? somewhere safe ta ge? th? pair?a ya.? The truth of the matter was that Johnny wasn?t as concerned for himself as for Evan and Sarah, though perhaps he should have been. Evan let out a wordless sound of surprise when he saw the red blotch staining the rock Johnny had been sitting against.

With the reminder, pain lanced through Johnny?s side, and the grimace on his face turned to a grit-toothed scowl. Looking down, it was plain that what had initially seemed like a mere graze was considerably deeper. Deep red was creeping in a spreading stain outwards from a solid shot through his side. Adrenalin had done an admirable job of quelling the pain, but with the surge fading that was no longer the case. ?Lor? an? Skies. Din? know tha? sho? came closer than nickin? me. No wonder I couldn? keep runnin?.?

Evan?s scowl was fiercer than Johnny?s, especially when he saw the pallor underlying Johnny?s dark tan. ?Hells. We don?t have time ta take care of it now, either. Got to get out of here before it?s too late. All right, c?mon, bro. Let?s get ya somewhere safe.?