?Ya?ll stop this nonsense with th? carving an? the twiddling with things an? do yer bloody-be-damned chores fer this family an? this farm if?n it?s th? last thing I see ya do, ya ungrateful whelp!? A hollow *pop* was followed by a skitter of broken stone shards across the wood floor. James had thrown the bauble Johnny had been carving hard enough to shatter it. James faced his lanky son with a face reddened by fury and set into hard lines.
A square, solid man, James was only an inch or two shorter than his son, but he had the bulk and muscle that Johnny, at seventeen, hadn?t yet fully developed. Years of sun and hard work had aged his face, grayed his hair, and added strength and power to his hands. When Johnny just stared back at James defiantly with his jaw set and chin jutting out, that strength and power was demonstrated with a back-hand blow that staggered Johnny.
Blood and saliva mingled on the floor when Johnny spit at his father?s feet. The backhand had cut the inside of his cheek against his teeth. Emerald eyes were cold and hard when Johnny straightened to meet James? faded hazel gaze. ?I done my chores, an? more. Been doin? this on m?own time, an? with m?own money. Ya don? have th? righ? ta rule m?own time an? money, James.? The name came out with venom. Johnny had stopped calling his father anything but by name almost two years before.
It was the last straw. James? face turned darker, from red to apoplectic purple, and he lifted his hand to point at the door. ?Get. Out. Ya ain? no son of mine, an? ain?t no way yer going ta get this stead that I broke m?back ta build up fer ya an? yer sibs. Get out, an? don?t come back. Ya ain? no son of mine no more.? James turned his back after that proclamation, striding to the hearth to pick up the poker and jab furiously at the fire. Johnny stared for a moment longer, and then nodded once, sharply.
Turning on his heel, equally long and furious strides propelled Johnny out of the house. Rain poured down outside, soaking him to the skin in seconds. Rain which had prompted the argument, after a drainage ditch had blocked and overflowed, flooding one of the fields. Johnny had been out to clear the ditches that morning. James thought he should have stayed out there to ensure they weren?t blocked again ? not come back to ?twiddle? with ?useless things?.
Raindrops put craters into mud puddles, craters that were erased with the next drops. Johnny slogged through the mud and occasionally paused to spit out the blood from his cut cheek until it clotted. He had made it more than half-way up the mile-long dirt lane that led to the main road when rapid hoof beats came from behind. He didn?t turn to look over his shoulder until he made out Juli?s distressed voice calling out. Halting and turning, he looked up at his twin. She hadn?t bothered to saddle the draft horse before she rode after him, only thrown a halter onto the large brown and cream beast.
?He din? mean it, Jo. Ya can? leave jus? like tha?. Where?s he expect ya ta go? Ya can? jus? leave.? Juli slid down off the horse?s back to face him, tears already mixed with the rain on her face. Johnny?s own hard-set expression crumpled, just for a moment, and pain-loss-anger-grief ricocheted between the twins as Johnny caught up his sister in a fierce hug. The horse waited stolidly in the pouring rain while the twins clung to each other. Finally Johnny pulled back and rested his hands on Juli?s shoulders.
?Can? go ta Uncle John?s ? James?ll be callin? ta tell?im wha? happened, any time now. Goin? ta go ta Caleb?s fer a coupl?a days, fin? th? ship schedules, an? head ou? on th? firs? one ta land tha? I can afford. Ya know I been savin? m?pocket money an? wha? I been makin? fer th? trinkets fer a while. Push comes ta shove, I?ll hire ou? ta work on one?a them cruise liners ?r somethin?. I?m gettin? off this rock, Juls. Tell th? others I?ll be righ?. Tell?em I love?em.? His voice was more steady than his expression, and hot tears were washed away by the cold rain.
After a long moment, Juli nodded, jerkily, and scrubbed at her face. She stepped back, and then whirled to re-mount the horse. ?Ya call me, Jo, ev?ry chance ya get. An? be careful.? Turning the horse, it began to plod back down the lane toward the house that would never be Johnny?s home again. Johnny watched until the falling rain masked the tall, slim figure on the brown and cream horse. Then he turned and resumed his slog through the mud of the lane towards the road.
A square, solid man, James was only an inch or two shorter than his son, but he had the bulk and muscle that Johnny, at seventeen, hadn?t yet fully developed. Years of sun and hard work had aged his face, grayed his hair, and added strength and power to his hands. When Johnny just stared back at James defiantly with his jaw set and chin jutting out, that strength and power was demonstrated with a back-hand blow that staggered Johnny.
Blood and saliva mingled on the floor when Johnny spit at his father?s feet. The backhand had cut the inside of his cheek against his teeth. Emerald eyes were cold and hard when Johnny straightened to meet James? faded hazel gaze. ?I done my chores, an? more. Been doin? this on m?own time, an? with m?own money. Ya don? have th? righ? ta rule m?own time an? money, James.? The name came out with venom. Johnny had stopped calling his father anything but by name almost two years before.
It was the last straw. James? face turned darker, from red to apoplectic purple, and he lifted his hand to point at the door. ?Get. Out. Ya ain? no son of mine, an? ain?t no way yer going ta get this stead that I broke m?back ta build up fer ya an? yer sibs. Get out, an? don?t come back. Ya ain? no son of mine no more.? James turned his back after that proclamation, striding to the hearth to pick up the poker and jab furiously at the fire. Johnny stared for a moment longer, and then nodded once, sharply.
Turning on his heel, equally long and furious strides propelled Johnny out of the house. Rain poured down outside, soaking him to the skin in seconds. Rain which had prompted the argument, after a drainage ditch had blocked and overflowed, flooding one of the fields. Johnny had been out to clear the ditches that morning. James thought he should have stayed out there to ensure they weren?t blocked again ? not come back to ?twiddle? with ?useless things?.
Raindrops put craters into mud puddles, craters that were erased with the next drops. Johnny slogged through the mud and occasionally paused to spit out the blood from his cut cheek until it clotted. He had made it more than half-way up the mile-long dirt lane that led to the main road when rapid hoof beats came from behind. He didn?t turn to look over his shoulder until he made out Juli?s distressed voice calling out. Halting and turning, he looked up at his twin. She hadn?t bothered to saddle the draft horse before she rode after him, only thrown a halter onto the large brown and cream beast.
?He din? mean it, Jo. Ya can? leave jus? like tha?. Where?s he expect ya ta go? Ya can? jus? leave.? Juli slid down off the horse?s back to face him, tears already mixed with the rain on her face. Johnny?s own hard-set expression crumpled, just for a moment, and pain-loss-anger-grief ricocheted between the twins as Johnny caught up his sister in a fierce hug. The horse waited stolidly in the pouring rain while the twins clung to each other. Finally Johnny pulled back and rested his hands on Juli?s shoulders.
?Can? go ta Uncle John?s ? James?ll be callin? ta tell?im wha? happened, any time now. Goin? ta go ta Caleb?s fer a coupl?a days, fin? th? ship schedules, an? head ou? on th? firs? one ta land tha? I can afford. Ya know I been savin? m?pocket money an? wha? I been makin? fer th? trinkets fer a while. Push comes ta shove, I?ll hire ou? ta work on one?a them cruise liners ?r somethin?. I?m gettin? off this rock, Juls. Tell th? others I?ll be righ?. Tell?em I love?em.? His voice was more steady than his expression, and hot tears were washed away by the cold rain.
After a long moment, Juli nodded, jerkily, and scrubbed at her face. She stepped back, and then whirled to re-mount the horse. ?Ya call me, Jo, ev?ry chance ya get. An? be careful.? Turning the horse, it began to plod back down the lane toward the house that would never be Johnny?s home again. Johnny watched until the falling rain masked the tall, slim figure on the brown and cream horse. Then he turned and resumed his slog through the mud of the lane towards the road.