Topic: Lusus Naturae

Mesteno

Date: 2010-08-18 16:40 EST
Blood.

It?s part of what I do on the most fundamental level. It?s currency.

Usually I owe a blood debt several times over what my sorry old heart is pumping through my veins, but I don?t like the sacrifice.

Blood is symbolic. Blood is, as I was taught by a deceased tutor, the fluid which contains life itself. ?For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls.? See it?s even in the damn Bible, Leviticus in this instance.

But like I said, I don?t like the sacrifice. I?m not going to slit some poor animal?s throat just to appease the dead. Humans? Well there?s a difference there. I?m more likely to slay the ?white goat? as the Vaudun Priest once suggested, but only if I know they?re fair fodder. Usually, if I offer up anything at all, it?s from my own flesh. Or maybe from the sanitised plastic of a drip bag. It?s not very inspiring, I know, but I?m no showman. I just don?t have that flair for drama.

Most times, I make no offering. I am not a medium who finds the dead flocking to his home to whisper secrets in his ear. Not like my poor friend Vadriel. Actually I?m exactly the opposite. The dead steer clear with good cause; never thought you could be hurt once you were dead, did you? Never thought you could be consumed. But you can. This is how I operate.

Blood? well it isn?t essential to me. I am not kindred. I am not a blood-play enthusiast with filed carnassials to try and mimic something that would probably as soon tear my throat out as turn me. It does not sustain me as food does the majority of men and women. I still crave it though.

I came home to find the scent of blood rife upon the air. Gem?s. Sam?s. The slaver?s.

It was congealed in my mutt?s fur. It?s staining my mattress where my little elf lay twisting and turning in troubled slumber. It was even in the kitchen, where the desert man had stowed her belongings. The scent of it left me craving like an addict. I was as angry as I was anxious.

It?s my own fault, I know. If I just relented, practised the art with care like I was taught, I might not be tempted to sink my teeth and tear into every willing throat. Or every unwilling one for that matter. I can?t puncture delicately, I haven?t the tools. A blade is too clean, too quick, too sterile?the tearing is vigorous and hot and animalistic, like good sex.

Perhaps one day, when I?m more than an amateur swimming with the sharks, the lust for it (for I?ve no other way to describe it) will not be this fierce and inexorable need. For now, the scent of it draws me like a shark through water to the killing grounds.

Necromancy is not an art to be chosen lightly. Not with debts like these. It is not a skill learned by good men.

Serva te ab infernus.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-08-18 21:46 EST


Cold sweat prickled at his skin and he swayed unsteadily for a moment, before an obdurate lock of his knees anchored him. The temptation to crumple where he stood was as alluring as a comely whore?s whisper to a man sex starved, and he would have given into it, had it not been for the pair of stern faced Russians flanking him.

They were arguing, shooting glances full of mistrust in his direction, harsh tongue only serving to make him more uneasy. He knew from the way they watched his ribs heave for air that they didn?t think he could do it, that he was only still standing there because they hadn?t found anyone else. He wasn?t going to fool himself into thinking that made him indispensable however, not when the other men milling around the scene pinned him with the same dispassionate looks they turned on the dead man they?d summoned him to. They could see he was close to exhaustion. The rasp of chill night air through his raw throat was painfully loud.

The corpse lay naked, steam billowing from exposed organs in a bloated abdomen. The man had died with an expression of sheer surprise that Mesteno would have found comical at any other time ? now he paid it no attention, waiting instead for some indication that he could go ahead.

It was the speed of his recovery that saved him; not only from the loss of the job, but possibly his life.



Shaking uncontrollably, eyes wide and unblinking, Mesteno felt the warm press of a hand to his bare shoulder, the tug as fingers curled and attempted to encourage him back to his feet. When he appeared unresponsive (in fact he simply lacked the strength) he was lifted physically, the two bodyguards taking him by the arms to half-drag him away from the mess and over to the sleek, urban wheels that sat waiting just beyond the trees on the side of the road.

The skin of his hands and forearms stung as if they?d been plunged into something unbearably cold, and red blotches seemed to be spreading like bruises beneath the surface. He was given a suit jacket, one several sizes too large, and bundled hastily into the back of the car, dark glass in the windows and the stink of cigarette smoke making the air stale. A wave of nausea made him hunch over sharply, clasp a hand to the concave lines of his gut, but he was wrestled back to sit up straight, a meaty hand clamping around his jaw to push his head back. He hadn?t even realised there was anyone sat beside him. Distress vocalised through half-formed groans of discomfort came shredded through clenched teeth, waves of dizziness gave him the sensation of being rocked mercilessly at sea, and finally, he slumped where he sat, limp as a rag-doll.

?Hey?HEY.? Someone slapped his cheek sharply and repeatedly.

?Feel like I?ve been chewed up and spat out?? His voice croaked as it emerged from his throat. Someone close by laughed, and he felt palms clamp around his head, dragging it up from its heavy backwards tilt.

?You did good, little man. I think they keep you now.?

?Gets easier though?right??

The Russians laughed.

(Originally written April '05. Mildly edited.)

Mesteno

Date: 2010-08-22 12:27 EST
The first man I killed died strung up in a warehouse. I was eighteen years old.

A bullet would?ve been too quick, see, ?cause this was my own, personal devil. This was the guy who deserved every second of pain I delivered over the three days it took me to take him apart. I did not feel a shred of remorse for it. He?d driven me to it, and even the good doctor, sickened and quiet didn?t try and turn me away from it. He just administered the blood transfusions when I told him to. Kept him breathing and conscious.

Don?t you pass out, you f*cker, don?t you dare!

Based on my actions, I was brought to the attention of my lover?s superiors in the Syndicate. Men I?d only known as grim, serious figures that frequented the bar we lived at. They hired me as their interrogator, and it wasn?t long before being someone?s cause of death was a frequent occurrence. I even liked it, though back then I couldn?t stand to be around the bodies once it was over. Given time, that changed too.

So you see, by the time the Russians found me, tested me, I was hardened to death and didn?t take much persuading to learn what they had to teach me.

Their ?watcher?, a talent spotter for those with preternatural abilities had come to Rhy?Din looking for fresh blood. By then I was twenty, and having someone insinuate that I had abilities untapped, dormant, that I wasn?t even aware of, made me laugh. We didn?t get off to the best of starts. It didn?t end well either, since I took offence to their methods and double crossed them to work with their opposition, a similarly organised group of Englishmen.

To tell the God?s honest truth, I didn?t like them much better than the Russians. Siding with them had been mutually beneficial. I?d been protected. We parted ways after a rather uncalled for attack of arson on my home, on condition that I no longer use my abilities.

No problem!

But then I accidentally raised a bone golem?

Mesteno

Date: 2010-08-22 12:33 EST


Torrita was warm and welcoming, compared to the biting chill of RhyDin, and even the plunge into the lake as he dropped through the rift did no more than exhilarate him. For a moment he floundered as the water closed over his head, sinking, arms spread wide and hair fanning like so many tentacles licking at his shoulders and face, but a kick from coltish legs had him breaking the surface again, drawing air into over-large lungs. Face up, he filled his eyes with star-visions, constellations that were alien, never seen over RhyDin, and yet which he?d become familiar with on countless nights under this same sky. He smeared the water from his face as best he could with dripping fingers, and only pausing to snatch at the floating bags in their inflated plastic casings that had dropped through with him, before cutting a path towards the shore.

The lake was sat up high on a hillside that was thick with forest, part of a nature reserve, Tiber Park, that stretched out around the small village for miles, very different to the vast city of Rome, less than an hour?s travel away. Up here it was silent, and he could see all the tiny lights that flickered in the windows of the village?s pale buildings, see the outline of the old castle around which the village had been built and the old walls of the fort. Perhaps, if he strained, he could even make out the shadowy shape of the restored guard house, nestled amongst the trees near the river.

?You?ll end up with pneumonia, if you don?t get dry soon.?

Adam?s voice called his focus from the village, and he drew back to the enormous, hooded figure ? dry as sun baked earth, he noticed ? to crouch near the bags at his feet. The bone-locked spirit had offered to accompany him at the last minute, perhaps nostalgic, and Mesteno, in need of the company from an impartial source, had readily agreed.

?How do you even know that word?? The young man asked as he peeled away the plastic, water-tight case which had kept the bags dry, to rummage through for a towel to swing about his narrow shoulders. ?I?m pretty sure it didn?t exist when you were alive. And why aren?t you wet??

Adam had come through the rift before him, and yet somehow avoided the ten foot drop into the lake. Now the partially finished giant merely watched as he set about rubbing some warmth back into lanky limbs, all atremble with the cold.

?I didn?t want to be wet, so I?m not.? It sounded so simple, and Mesteno shot him a bewildered look before waving with one hand. He didn?t want to know. ?I know the word because I read it at your friend Vadriel?s.?

The sound of rubbing stopped. And then it resumed.

?I don?t even know what the hell you are. Here I am sewing you back together, betting body parts to win body parts, and for all I know you could be some kind of evil?thing.? There was a note of resentment to Mesteno?s voice, as he shed the clothes he wore, quite unbothered about being naked in front of Adam, to finish drying off and slither into fresh garments.

?Do your instincts tell you I?m evil?? Adam rarely spoke in public, but away from the crowds, he was curious and talkative. Current curiosity had him staring in child-like fascination at the glint of reflected light from the moon and stars on the lake?s surface.

?No, they don?t. But I know what you?re capable of. You killed those men for me, the ones that burned my house. So you?re not inherently good. And all around the box I found your bones in there were warnings.? He yanked his sweater down over his head, hair trapped beneath it against his back, and lifted both hands to starburst his fingers dramatically. ?Beware, for the fate of those who dare open this musty old box shall be blah-blah-blah ouch.? Far from an accurate translation of the ancient text, and his words rather nicely emphasised how little attention he?d paid to the warnings.

Adam smiled, but the gaps where he was still lacking teeth made it grotesque, beneath the flat, snake-like nose and white-out, pupil-less eyes. There was still much work to be done.

?So you opened it anyway.? He murmured, eyes still transfixed on the light show, while Mesteno snuck a glance sideways at him and grinned indulgently. The giant was as child-like as he was, in some respects. ?I don?t know what I am either, Father. Just that I?m bound to my bones thanks to the work of Babylon?s holy men, and that once you finish piecing me together again, perhaps?? He trailed off.

?Perhaps what?? Impatient as ever, Mesteno prompted him to continue, settling on the hard, frosty ground beside him and reaching to rummage in the bag again with one hand. Adam didn?t answer. ?Are you really going to visit it tomorrow, while I stay here? It?s in Iraq you know, it isn?t very safe there. And that Saddam guy tried to rebuild it and had his name carved into the bricks calling himself the son of Nebuchadnezzar.?

Occasionally, Mesteno let things slip. Things which shed a little light on the fact that he wasn?t as innocently brainless as he?d have people believe. He read, he researched, and he filled his head with news. Either Adam was interested enough in what he was told, or surprised at Mesteno, because he looked away from the water, finally.

?I?ll visit. There?s nothing that can hurt me th??

?Only guns and soldiers and fanatics.? Mesteno cut him off. ?And I know for a fact that you can be hurt, even if it won?t kill you.? The boy was pulling a severed finger from a small, plastic bag full of grisly little body parts, and began to neatly dissect it with as few cuts as possible, to peel the flesh from the bone. ?I know you feel pain like I do, because when we do this, you get quiet, and you tremble, and your breathing quickens.

?Pain is??

?Pain is the one physical confirmation of existence, quit whining. And give me your hand.?

Adam was grinning that partly toothed smile at him again, offering over a maggot-pale hand and swallowing hard when the boy brought the knife to it.

?You?re quoting comic books to me now? You really are a strange man. One moment you?re discussing ancient Babylonian rulers and the next reciting the wisdom of fictional, homicidal elves.?

Flicking a glance up at him, Mesteno returned the smile, albeit grimly, and held Adam?s eyes with the lock of hawk-sharp, gold-bled amber. When the knife bit, he saw the giant tense, the soft intake of breath, but he otherwise remained quiet.

It could not be called beautification, for the poor man looked more ghastly than ever by the time Mesteno had finished, but Adam seemed pleased as he looked at his reflection in the lake; at the mismatched flesh that had given him new lids and lashes, at the fingers with real nails, and the ladder of stitches that had a pair of ears attached to his skull. The sadist?s eyes ached, by this point, from working in the gloom. When Adam turned to smile at him, it was with fewer gaps between his teeth. The boy knew that by morning the sutures would have fallen away and the new flesh bound itself by means he did not wish to know about. One day, he would have nothing but stolen flesh wrapped around his bones, and then all he?d need was blood. Blood to bring it all to life.

Blood, Mesteno mused, was always involved somehow, in things preternatural.

?Father?? Adam had returned from the water to lie down beside him, an enormous, hulking shadow that made Mesteno seem a child in comparison.

?I wish you wouldn?t call me that. You?re like a billion years old and??

It was Adam, who interrupted him this time.

?When you go down to the guard house tomorrow, what do you intend to do?? The question hung heavily between them, and for Mesteno at least, the silence was uncomfortable. ?Will you even let him know you?re there?? Adam pressed.

?I think so.? The boy responded quietly.

Adam departed that night, for his homelands, with the promise of a return on the 26th.

Christmas day came and went, and the extent of Mesteno?s travels from their campsite was only so far as the River Tiber, where he lingered near the bridge, watching the guardhouse through the trees which grew thickly around it.


(Written Dec '05)

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-07 15:37 EST


?Mesteno.?

Rolling his eyes in the Englishman?s direction took effort, a force of will. The group lounged around him indolently like sleek, black cats. They were panthers with full stomachs and he ? prey animal in this state ? was spared their hostility only because he didn?t run, and they were too gorged with their own self-satisfaction to maul him anymore.

With his usual reticence where they were concerned, he didn?t respond vocally, waiting instead for them to get around to the point. He could tell from the way the Director regarded him that he must be in a sorry state, though it was only a flicker of caustic amusement about his flinty eyes which suggested it. His face was all too often impassive, expressions indelible.

The alcohol was threatening to drag him off into chemical slumber, which was no surprise considering the amount they?d plied him with. It had been welcome though, distracting him from the sore spots. From the twin trickles of warmth beneath his nose where the blood ran sticky. He supposed the bridge must be broken, and couldn?t, in that frame of mind, bring himself to care.

?You make this much more difficult than it needs to be. You?re a lot more useful to us fully functioning, believe it or not.? The Director spoke with the usual casual, feigned amiable tone, as if he couldn?t be bothered to put effort into the act and expected it would be believed anyway. He took a sip from a tumbler of whiskey he?d been nursing.

Breathing in miserably through his nose (he couldn?t ignore the bubbling sound it caused) the boy looked down at the snifter in recline against the hard slope of his own stomach. Empty. His lack of response earned him another hard smack of knuckles across his cheekbone, where the skin was raw, and then they filled his glass again. Generous even whilst sadistic. Or perhaps they thought to apply both carrot and stick, to loosen him.

The alcohol stung ragged lips when he sipped at it, losing a little down his chin, and he rather wished it was Grande Marnier he was drinking instead. The taste of the whiskey was tainted with something salty and metallic, but he didn?t stop to wonder what it was.

?We left you alone, Mesteno, though perhaps we were a little forceful with our methods of persuasion initially. That doesn?t mean we didn?t watch you though.? The other men had become a blur of non-colour, a smudge of iron grey as if someone had disturbed the surface of a fresh oil painting that should have been left to dry. It was only the Director now, supercilious, who held his attention. ?We?re aware it was the ancient you resurrected, that killed our remaining agents in this territory. We know that you haven?t shed the necromantic talents we trained you in.? Here he flicked his finger in an idle gesture at the rot patches which stained Mesteno?s skin an ugly black, and the streaks the polluted blood vessels had become, like oily rivers.

?I tried to.? He murmured, but the words were slurred, and though they sounded perfectly understandable to him, the thickening of his accent apparently left his company in the dark. He reclined, warm and leaden limbed with intoxication, his eyes sore and washed over with a patina of pink where the blood vessels had broken. Somnolent, he felt aching lids begin to slide south, and for that he was struck again.

He didn?t even know who it was, throwing these hammer-fist blows. They were just a shadow at the periphery of his vision, savage and keen. It just took a look from the Director and they complied wordlessly. Mesteno liked to think that perhaps their knuckles were sore by now. This time, the blow drove his teeth into his tongue, and his mouth flooded with copper fluid. It stung to drink anymore, and most of the whiskey had tumbled over his thigh anyway, when the impact had snapped him sideways like some limp marionette.

The heat seemed oppressive, all at once, and the crackle of the fire an annoying tick in his ears. He smeared his palms over them, the inevitable headache descending. He hadn?t drunk in so long.

No respite allowed, his hands were wrestled back to his sides, and he sat hunched over on the narrow bench, breath hot near his knee until he was wrenched to sit up straight by a vice grip of fingers in the red-gold tangle of sweat-slicked hair.

?It?s not good enough. You?re going to draw attention to yourself, playing these games.?

?They?re not games.? The boy growled, more sharply than he?d thought himself capable of. ?I didn?t know only a necromancer could summon him. I didn?t ask him to get rid of you. You deserved it though. You burned my damn house down.?

The Director smiled and made another idle gesture, magnanimous, for one of them, to concede a point.

?It was a necessary tactic. As I said, we were a little forceful with our methods of persuasion.

Mesteno narrowed his eyes, and concentrated all his efforts into giving the man the most murderous look he could deliver. Usually it was impressive, hawk-sharp and intense, amber shot through with gold. Now it seemed merely sullen and insolent. A man should know when he was beaten. They?d made a very effective double pronged attack, forcing the alcohol on him, and exhausting him physically at the same time.

?We withdrew after you made an agreement to put these abilities to rest. If we thought you were capable of it ? ah ah!? The boy had seemed about to interrupt, but the director wouldn?t allow it. ?I already know what you?re going to say. You tried and couldn?t. Which is the problem. It isn?t something you can turn off. It came too naturally and now you?re stuck with it.?

Really, the Englishman thought, it was all a great pity. This quasi sympathetic attitude was as close as he could bring himself to care about anything work-related. He was close to retirement, guaranteed a comfortable pension from the government, the furtive dealings, behind the curtain of politics, would all be a thing of the past before long. For now, he was sat across from a young man he considered to be a palatable poison, wrapped prettily, sugar-coated, but all the same, something intolerable and in the end, very deadly.

It had taken all seven of them to subdue him, wearing him down throughout the day in their own subtle ways without him realising it. The leech had stolen away the youthful energy, sucked him dry to the point of lethargy. The fly had stalked and harassed, in tiny, undetectable ways, to fray his temper. The watcher had, with blind eyes, predicted his movements and made him visible, even when he ducked beneath the cover of his shadowy concealment. They?d all played a part. It was the siren, in the end, that had sealed the deal, a clich? whore, only with the wrong genitalia. The seduction however, had been an awkward thing, and very nearly a failure. Not even the stink of pheromones or lure-songs sent subconsciously had completely drawn him in. They?d had to resort to more sordid methods and actually risked exposure to drag him from the public eye kicking and cussing and spilling Latin expletives that were most offensive to their upper-class ears.

Now he watched them like some snarling, cornered animal. Not broken, oh no, he was too hard headed to let them reduce him to waste so quickly. So yes, a pity, that he had been so disparaging about their offer of work. It had made him an immediate threat.

?Tell us where the bones are, Mesteno. It?s not traitorous. You?re his master after all, he expects nothing from you. It would all be so simple if you left this wretched nexus and opted to put your talents to use instead of letting them slip out when you don?t intend it.?

Mesteno laughed, and it was unpleasant, and just a little miserable.

The Englishmen exchanged glances. It was going to be a long night.

(Written March '06)

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-08 17:52 EST


In retrospect, it probably hadn?t been the best of ideas to punch the Director.

Mesteno came to this grand conclusion whilst sandwiched uncomfortably between the broad shoulders of Alistair and Montague in the back of a sleek, gunmetal grey car, the make of which he?d neither the time nor inclination to note before he?d been manhandled inside.

The night was cast in argent monochrome, leeched of all colour like some artfully shot black and white movie, but the cars tinted windows made it difficult to recognise anything they?d passed. Mesteno had a feeling his captors were purposefully driving in circles and backtracking to confuse his sense of direction. This only served to amuse him however, since his sense of direction was so pitiful in the first place they could have driven him six blocks from home and he?d have ended up lost.

In the front passenger seat, the Director fussed over the squashed pulp of his nose, staunching the flow of blood with a once-pristine, white handkerchief. It was comforting to know that the man was as vulnerable to a well thrown fist as any other, and led the boy to wonder what skill it was that made him the Alpha Male in such a dangerous pack. Thus far, he?d given no indication that he was anything other than a well educated, pompous, middle-aged man who wore a suit well.

It was a relief when they finally dragged him out into cool evening air, the shock of the temperature change spiking his mind and earning a little cooperation from leaden limbs.

?Why?re we out here?? He was sullen and weary, but the note of curiosity in his tone was genuine.

The team had taken him out to a compound of chain-link fences and a sea of small, ugly, concrete buildings. There was an ominous roar of water from somewhere close by and some small voice in his head made complaint ? drowning was such a mundane way to go!

?There?s someone we?d like you to meet.? Montague turned slowly to face him, grin sinister, and Mesteno found it a poor, contrived attempt to intimidate. Surly, he sneered at the blonde and stuck by Alistair as the tall man steered him through the gate, guarded by a soldier in uniform.

Above the buildings, the silvered sky was obscured by a rising cloud, and the air was so full of moisture that it dappled their faces. Mesteno only had one glimpse of the cause before he was herded inside one of the buildings. They?d taken him to a dam, and the cloud of moisture was rising from the base of the falls as the water tumbled from the concrete blockade.

Once inside the building he was confronted by a seemingly endless flight of stairs lit only by a few flickering, florescent lights. The descent was carefully orchestrated to keep him trapped between soldiers.

?Before this location was selected to be a site for a hydroelectric power station, the whole valley was pock-marked with mines and deep shafts. The original dam here was much smaller with one spillway designed to carry the effluent from the industrial processes away downriver.? Alistair explained as they walked, now alongside the river at the base of the dam which reared some 150m above their heads in a steep, curving wall. ?The designers of the new dam thought that the mines had been closed down because the mineral deposits had been exhausted, but that wasn?t the case.?

?You?ve taken me out here for a science lesson?? Mesteno muttered sarcastically, but found himself immediately admonishing himself. Alistair was the only member of the group he considered decent, and perhaps a target to sway in his favour at some point. Luckily, Alistair was not petty enough to be offended by the boy?s sniping and continued as if the comment had never been made.

?The crews sent into the old shafts by the mining company were supposed to make sure they were all stable so that the new dam could be built, but there were so many shafts it would have taken years, and the company was impatient. They bribed the surveyors to give the project the green light.?

?Well, the dam held up, it seems pretty damn st?you?re going to tell me it isn?t safe and that it might collapse, aren?t you?? Mesteno?s feet began to drag, reluctant to go any further.

Alistair smiled faintly and answered with his usual candour, grasping Mesteno behind the elbow to urge him along again. ?It is safe. Please listen.? His pause to ascertain whether the request would be met was brief, and then he continued. ?The company kept the crews working in the shafts while the construction work started. Reports came in saying that there were still vast mineral deposits, and no one could work out why the miners had given up such a lucrative stretch of land.?

?Don?t tell me. There?s some Rhy?Din nasty down in those tunnels that scared them all off.? Mesteno interrupted, sounding disgusted.

?Very astute of you. Shut up please.? This time Alistair?s smile lingered a little longer, taking time to fade. ?Your Rhydin ?nasty? didn?t appear until the dam had been built. Perhaps all the noise woke it, we aren?t sure. Whatever the case, it decimated the crew, and the company had to struggle to keep it hush-hush. The corpses were badly mangled, for lack of better description, appearing to have been ?chewed up and spat out?, I?m sure it would have appealed.?

Mesteno shot the taller man a sardonic look, keeping pace with the others as the paving beneath their feet gave way to natural rock with only a flimsy looking railing to keep them from sliding into the river. Ahead, he could see a narrow fissure in the rock, just broad enough for a man to slip through sideways. Petulantly, he hoped they ruined their suits squeezing through, for he was in no doubt it was their destination.

?Well I doubt you?ve brought me all the way out here just to feed me to the damn thing, Alistair, so how about you cut to the chase and tell me what you and your prick friends are expecting of me?? Purposefully, he was segregating him from the others in an uncharacteristic show of respect and partial manipulation.

?Once the incidents down here had been brought to our attention, we were sent to investigate. We sent in a scout robot to send back video evidence of the creature ? these are some stills from the feedback.? From beneath the jacket of his suit, Alistair drew a plain manila envelope and handed it across to the boy.

Not bothering to disguise the fact that he was eager, Mesteno snatched the photographs from inside and squinted at the images. They were cast in the green haze of night vision technology, and sometimes too blurred to make out anything more than vague shapes. Several however, revealed unpleasant truths.

?What the hell is that thing?? Mesteno asked, unshaken by the images he?d seen on the photographs, a creature made piecemeal, segmented, dragging itself on two arms and a slug-like tail.

?It?s a golem, Mesteno.? The boy couldn?t help noticing that Alistair sounded brusque, the veneer of perfect calm fractured. ?We suspect it?s the work of a necromancer, a thing put together from corpse pieces of various creatures.?

?But I thought golems were made of?rock and non-living stuff.?

?This one is flesh. And the only reason for it being here is to guard something. We have come to the conclusion the master of this golem is long dead, or we?d likely have had a visit from him already. In fact, to be blunt, the master was more likely a lich. A golem of this stature isn?t a beginner?s job.?

?So you want to find out what he?s guarding.? Mesteno brought the explanation to a close, slanting a hawk-eyed look aside at Alistair, who nodded and did not look back. ?And you want me to get you past the golem.? Statements, not questions. Alistair nodded again.

?F*ck that! You b*stards can go to hell. All I do is interrogate dead people; I can?t get you past a lich?s work!? Mesteno wasn?t scared of the prospect ? death was not something he feared, but not something he was keen to accept just yet either. Pressing back, he tried to avoid the tangle of arms that snared him and forced him inexorably onwards. The juggernaut was not as passive as Alistair, who for a split-second looked sympathetic.

The temperature seemed to dip even further, once they?d all passed through the fissure and into the cave mouth, despite being out of the path of the wind. There were more soldiers stationed there, decidedly nervous and quick to salute the Director and his comrades, who were just as quick to ignore them.

Kitted out with night-vision goggles, it was with the armed soldiers that Mesteno was sent through the mines. Beams of light from torches mounted on the soldier?s rifles sliced paths of brightness in the gloom ahead of them, and the boy could hear a faint rattle of equipment from behind him. The soldiers were shivering, or afraid.

Quite when breathing became tricky, he wasn?t sure. The air seemed stagnant and carried with it a pungent odour, acrid and tickling the back of his throat. One of the soldiers retched, and Mesteno took the opportunity to stop.

?Look, this is ridiculous. We must have gone two miles now and there?s no sign of the damn thing. The air isn?t going to be breathable much further along and you pussies are already chucking up on y?shoes.?

The soldiers, naturally, were not pleased with him, and jabbed him into moving again with their guns. Hands up in defeat, he moved off again through the tunnels.

At length, they found themselves wading through what they initially supposed was water. When it began to sting their skin and settle to an irritating burn, Mesteno stopped them again and jabbed a finger towards the roof of the tunnel, now no longer smooth. Jutting from it like jelly stalactites were quivering, dripping cones of chemical slime. The fumes coming from them were not heat.

?Y?see that? Do you? Look up there. That?s acid you dumb-f*cks. We?re breathing in acid. We?re not equipped to go through here.? When the soldiers backed out of the acidic river onto the rocks but still seemed hesitant, the exasperated boy flung his arms wide. ?I?m in a T-shirt, I?ll melt before we find the f*cking thing!?

Wading out after them, he didn?t spot the flick of the long, white tail initially, still muttering over the prickling burn around his feet where his shoes had leaked. When next it moved it was already behind his ankle, and coiling tight. He was jarred painfully as he crumpled onto hard rock, and the air was full of shouts and echoes, the deafening rattle of gunfire as bullets were spat in close confines.

Instinctively, he threw his arms up over his head, expecting to feel the lancing pain of a bullet striking him at any moment. Worse! He was being dragged across rough, wet rock, his T-shirt rumpled around his shoulders and the skin of his back flayed open. There was nothing to grip. Nothing to attack. His fingers burned where they caught desperately at the walls only to be pulled away and he could hear the soldiers? shouts becoming ever more distant.

At least, he mused, this was a better way to go than drowning.

Jolted and winded, he was near senseless by the time they slowed and he was murmuring incoherently. He didn?t have the energy to raise his head when they stopped, but he didn?t need to, because it was there, looming over him like some great, maggot-pale slug, blind and slick with slime, a man?s head bald of hair lacking its lower jaw and stitched seamlessly to the jutting spinal column of a bulkier animal with brutish arms.

?No.? It came from him, he?d thought it. He just hadn?t realised he?d given voice to it. The creature hesitated. ?No.? Again, breathlessly.

This time, it not only hesitated, but dragged itself off on its knuckles into the gloom. What surprised Mesteno most of all, was that he?d known it would.


(Written April '06, modified for language and a more concise read. )

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-11 15:20 EST
If they hadn?t taken me to that damn cave, things might be very different now.

When I managed to crawl my battered backside out of there, they decided the operation had been a failure. They thought I?d got out by luck, because I sure as Hell wasn?t letting on that the golem had let me command it. Subservience like that from a creature constructed by a lich? They?d have considered me even more of a threat, subjugated me into their team somehow or killed me. Keeping quiet got me home. And once I was home, even if I was pretty bruised up, I got to planning.

There was something the golem was guarding, and if I could get it, I?d either have a weapon to wield against my tormentors or at least something to trade for some peace.

It was several weeks later that I returned to the dam, and though my plans had not taken into account each obstacle which arose the further in I waded, I was still at an advantage. I had Vadriel with me, after all.

My prize was an artefact; a time worn, carven disc of bone, smoothed by fingers until the engravings on its surface were more reminiscent of the haphazard splatters of runny candle wax than anything readily identifiable. It was only with the aid of sharper eyes than mine, and wiser minds, that I realised what I?d retrieved was the amulet of a necromancer. And an ancient one at that.

Unfortunately I had no way of identifying who they?d been (if I had, would I have thrown it away?) so I kept it, and wore it, and things changed.

I was already capable of more than I should have been. Weeks after its retrieval I rode out onto a battlefield in the company of Alvaka?s troops. It was a fight of my own making, that and my friend Koyan?s. Raise a titan? It had been a product of goading and challenge. Neither of us would back down.

I took the golem with me, from the caves. I woke a long dead monster which lay buried under the roots of a fae-guarded forest, and every man which fell, who had consented, walked again to lend his aid and fend off the swarms of over-sized vermin which came spewing from the ground about the titan?s feet.

It was exhausting. I was exhilarated and full of a pleasing sense of accomplishment. Who wouldn?t have been? But I knew I couldn?t keep muddling my way through things. Particularly after a chance encounter with one of the English bastards, an encounter which ended up with him being very dead, which meant I was at high risk of repercussions. I already knew what they were capable of. I wasn?t willing to play victim anymore.

As it happened, I didn?t have to search for the aid I needed. He was already aware of me.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-11 15:43 EST


Simbi Laveau was not what Mesteno had been expecting. When Vadriel had informed him of his visit, he had imagined a grizzled old man, dark of skin and thickly accented in speech. The real Simbi Laveau was no more than thirty years old, hair braided into neat cornrows and no longer than the nape of his neck. For a black man, he was pale; a few shades darker than caf? au lait. There was a faint sheen to his skin that only came from perfectly smooth canvases. If he?d ever had to shave, there was no sign of it. In addition, he was several inches taller than Mesteno, and considerably broader in the shoulders and chest. He made an imposing figure ? at least he would have, had Mesteno not been so indomitable.

They met outdoors at mid day, the sun scorching the backs of their necks and a rain-washed blue sky overhead. Whilst the majority of Rhydin was out sunbathing, Mesteno was stood in the middle of an enclosed piece of land, the ground so dry that the dust had overwhelmed the grass and a half dozen goats, black cockerels and other various small animals milling around their feet, digging with cloven toes or scaly claws to reach anything living beneath all the dryness.

So much for living in a swamp.

In truth, there had been plenty of wetland on the drive out there, but the Vaudun priest lived beyond it, past trees with drooping branches and bulging roots and clouds of tiny, biting insects. His home was on a grand scale, Greek revival style with tall columns and a portico which made Mesteno wrinkle his nose. It all seemed a little overbearing and pompous for his simple tastes. Adjoining the building, and obviously of newer design was what Simbi had informed him was a ?Houmfor?, a Vaudun chapel, but they had both agreed it was too hot for tours, and bypassed it in favour of the faint breeze that kept things bearable outdoors.

?So why ?Simbi?, if the Vaudun ? 'Loa' was the right word, right? Why Simbi if that means water? Wouldn?t it have been more appropriate to be called ?Ghede???

?Loa? were the Vaudun gods and goddesses, Ghede their deity of death, and Mesteno had been grilling the man for several minutes as he attempted to get to grips with different aspects of the religion. Thus far, Simbi had been patient, generous with his smiles and keen to play the teacher. The latest question made him laugh in that deep, bass voice that seemed almost tangibly thick.

?Simbi was the God that my father invoked most often. He was fond of the name and that is all.? The Vaudun priest did not have the Haitian accent. There was no hint of anything French about it. If he?d been forced to guess, Mesteno would have offered somewhere in America as the place of origin.

?He was a houngan too?? Mesteno arched his brows, glancing up from one of the black cockerels that had been pecking in the dust around his boots.

A houngan, he had gathered, was a Vaudun priest. Simbi nodded his affirmative and turned so that he could brace his shoulders against the fencing. He wore all black, with sunglasses to match. Mesteno thought he looked like an undertaker. The only variation came in the form of a small bracelet around his wrist with a few threads of purple entwined in it. The boy had yet to figure out what the other small articles making it up were.

?You ask a lot of questions. You are not what I imagined you would be like,? Simbi announced, generous mouth slanting upwards at one side. One tooth glinted gold.

?Neither are you,? the sadist confessed, deterring a hungry goat from nibbling at his jeans in inappropriate places. ?Get outta there,? he warned it, ushering with both hands, much to the houngan?s amusement.

?You have a reputation amongst those of us with links to the dead, Mesteno. That is why I went to speak to your Vadriel once you contacted me. I needed to know if you were a threat.?

?He?s not ?my? Vadriel. Really,? Mesteno protested with a determined shake of his head, getting the wrong end of the stick as usual. ?I don?t want him. But yeah, we?re both nice. You know your pet goat is really persistent. Get off!?

Finally succeeding in ridding himself of the forward goat, Mesteno settled against the fence beside Simbi, who?d been watching without offering assistance, blatantly amused.

?They are not pets, Mesteno. They are sacrificial. Blood is required during the ceremonies in which the houngan, or mambo if it is a woman performing it, is possessed by the loa of choice.?

The boy stared at him blankly for a moment, then glanced back at the milling animals, oblivious to their purpose, focused only on scratching a few mouthfuls out of dead ground. Simbi narrowed his eyes faintly.

?It bothers you?? The houngan sounded surprised.

?Yeah, it does,? came the immediate and candid reply. ?If something is dangerous and sentient enough to know that it?s wrong to behave in that way, I wouldn?t feel guilty about killing it. But animals?.they?re instinctive and innocent. They don?t do things out of malice.?

?You came here to learn about necromancy,? Simbi dipped his chin, the up-slant of his eyes feral, ?and I tell you now, the sacrifice is a requirement. The older the corpse we raise, the larger the kill must be. I find it odd that you would kill the White Goat over an animal.?

?A white goat is still an animal, what?re you talking about?? Confused, Mesteno was focused too intently on the words to notice that the houngan?s attitude had changed subtly.

?The ?White Goat? I speak of is a human, Mesteno.? Simbi quietened to allow the information to sink in, and continued when the boy chose not to interrupt, but to listen. ?Necromancy requires an offering; a giving of life to summon the dead back to it. We offer it the life of a sacrifice in the form of blood. The life of the flesh is in the blood. It is what keeps kindred functioning. It is the source the legendary Elizabeth Bathory bathed in, believing it would grant her prolonged longevity. If we do not make the offering, the dead will not rise unless the necromancer offers something of themselves.?

?Well that can?t be right,? the sadist cut in abruptly, waving one hand dismissively and baiting the priest?s temper. ?I?ve never used sacrifices when I raise the dead. It hasn?t done me any harm.?

?Are you sure of that?? Simbi narrowed his eyes, the whites of which were very, very bright. He could see his visitor pausing to consider, lips pressed thin and focus locked on the toes of his boots. ?Those wishing to learn the art must be fully aware of the life channels within the body; the lines through which energy runs. It is the starting point, the same rules upon which many cultures base their healing arts. When a necromancer raises the dead without an offering, the channels in their own body become corrupted.?

?All right, all right,? Mesteno let the tense line of his lips slacken to allow a grimace along with his confession. ?When I practice it intensively for any great amount of time, certain bodily functions cease?I don?t feel hungry.?

?But you thirst.? Simbi made it a statement, irrefutable. ?As I said, it is in the blood that life dwells.?

?Sh*t.?

?But you should not be capable, Mesteno. You are a novice. Even the basic details I have given you today, you were ignorant of. And yet somehow you are able to raise and control the dead with skill equal to someone who has trained with devotion for years. This is why I have let you come here today. It is curiosity about your?raw talent. The others would have you dead, given the choice.?

He?d heard enough. It wasn?t the accusatory tone which Simbi used with this last statement, containing some parity to jealousy. It was his own apparent divergence from the mundane. He had known all along that first the Russians, and then the English had seen something worth cultivating in him, but until now he had been clueless as to why they hadn?t simply tracked down another necromancer to bully onto their team.

Skin crawling, and shivers drifting the length of his spine, Mesteno marched back the way they?d come, towards the gate. Simbi did not follow, but he did call after him.

?It is not safe to travel these roads alone, boy. A lone wolf makes itself an easy target to a pack.?

?Yeah well?the ?pack? is gonna find itself without a sacrificial flock,? the sadist retorted, glancing at the little menagerie which scattered before him, scurrying to get out of the way of his boots.

It occurred to him on the drive home that threatening to steal Simbi?s animals might not have been the wisest thing he?d ever done.

(OOC Note: Written June '06. I did my research on this one into various aspects of Vaudun religion, but if anyone knows better and sees error feel free to let me know!)

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-14 16:00 EST


December 31st 2006

Like a brown paper bag gone opaque with grease; that was what the skin reminded him of. It had the same gloss to it as a burn scar, and all the frail bone-work beneath showed through, ridged in its tangling of knotty blood vessels.

"M...Mesteno?" alarmed and wild-eyed, "Where am I? What'd you do to me? It was you in my--!" Snarling like a cornered dog, he might have continued had he not put too much weight on his hand. He cried out, expression contorted, first by pain, then by horror as he lifted the trembling remains in front of his face.

There was no accusation left in him now. He simply sat clutching the withered appendage to his chest, rocking like an automaton with his eyes chemical dull. They kept him sedated. The doctors thought it was the kindest thing, barring euthanasia. His mouth was slack, dry lipped and the features of a once handsome face seemed sunken. The bold tattoos inked along the angles of his cheekbones seemed startling on such pale skin ? only the hand had been afflicted. It looked like a ghastly cadaver transplant gone wrong.

Mesteno looked beyond him, through a barred window to a sky mottled in stars like pin-prick punctures in a dark canvas. The larger of Rhydin?s moons was fat and yellow, it?s smaller companion satellite a faint suggestion of reflected light behind a swaddling of cotton-wool cloud. Detective Sebastian Carter was an out of focus blur in the foreground. It hurt to look at him.

Sobbing and whimpering like a frightened animal, cold sweat beaded his skin and stole the lustre from his hair. Beyond him, shadows undulated, a slithering mass, a hungry and imprecise beast lacking real form outside of a fleshy shell. ?Help me. Please God. End it, end it, make it end. Help me, please.?

?You b*stard. I should have let him have you, for all the trouble you?ve caused me.?

One trembling hand dragged through the hair at the peak of his brow, sweeping the tangled mass back from his face. His throat felt swollen and raw, and words spilled like a throb from it. Swallowing seemed to do no good.

Carter had been many things to the Sadist; a focus for adolescent lust, the nightmare that made his chest seize as a fugitive and the nemesis of his adult years ? at least from the point that the boy had stepped up his illicit activities from prostitution to cold-blooded killer. Now he sat hollow and broken on a narrow bed in a psychiatric hospital, fragile in his open-backed gown with the crisply starched sheet rumpled over his lap.

?I could eat him up piece by piece?his fate is in your hands.?

Shuddering as much at the recollection of the creature?s sinister voice as the cold of the room, Mesteno hugged himself miserably, features contorted like some Grecian mask of tragedy. The thing was still out there, biding its time to sink its claws into Salvador. Perhaps Icarus would manage to hunt him down; Mesteno suspected little good would come of a direct confrontation though. Carmine was too useful a host body to be given up easily.

It was not enough to be troubled over the state of his family?s affairs. Not enough that he?d provoked anger enough from his angel that he?d trespassed into the hospital instead of returning home after work, either. Now he was faced with the sorry leftovers of his own mistakes. Detective Carter might not have played by the rules, but he?d been working towards the same outcome as any other law enforcer. That made him one of the good guys.

"There's redemption in him, hermano. Deep down. Maybe now ... after what he's lived through..."

Salvador?s words. And perhaps he?d been right. It seemed now though that, months later, there was too little left of Sebastian. There had been no recovery. The idea of letting him continue in such a wretched state with the New Year fast approaching seemed cruel.

When he pressed the unresisting man down into the bed, it was gently.

When he pressed the pillow down over the contours of his face, it was out of kindness.

Sebastian Carter kept the pathetic remains of his hand clutched even when his body went through the reflex motions of resistance, flopping and arching under the boy?s weight like a fish stranded on a beach at low tide.

Mesteno could not switch off. He couldn?t enjoy it. There was no weight lifted from his narrow shoulders as he felt the flesh beneath him cease its writhing and quite literally, give up the ghost.

He couldn?t see the spirit as Vadriel could ? the borrowed sight had been just that; borrowed, and returned when no longer required. But he could feel him within the cold little room as surely as he could the pillowcase twisted roughly beneath his fingers. He could touch the pulse of energy as it bled free, and knew in that instant that he could reel it in and keep it, a captive thing trailing trapped and forlorn at his heels for ever more.

?You killed me!?

The youth was so startled that he lurched violently and toppled from the bed in a jumble of bird-bone limbs.

?Jesus f***in? Christ. I knew it all along!?

Unmistakeably, it was Carter?s voice he heard. Carter?s voice, Carter?s attitude, not the tattered torn thing he?d supposed it to be at all. The realisation was sickening. It twisted like a handful of angry snakes writhing in his gut as he lay there belly down on the floor. The spirit was seething, energy throbbing from it as if it possessed a heart, and the boy pushed at it. Pushed at it with all the determination he had, focusing in on it with every scrap of concentration as the Vaudun Priest had taught him to.

Sebastian resisted, clashing against him as they always had, opposing sides even when one of them lacked physical matter, but in the end, the newly dead proved too weak a challenge for raw talent and desperation, and overwhelmed, it retreated?.

Back into the body it had been wrenched from.

On the bed, the corpse heaved grotesquely. Flailing limbs knocked aside the pillow, and Mesteno, still sprawled out on the cold, linoleum floor, caught the vaguest impression of a shadow before the impact of a falling Sebastian Carter knocked the air from his lungs.

It was poetic justice really, that when the boy dared to turn his head and face what he?d been dreading, the cadaverous hand was only inches away from his nose, brittle like old autumn leaves and not all that dissimilar in colour. Worse still, just beyond it, Sebastian?s pale, glacial eyes regarded him, wide and fearful.

The scream deafened him.

Sebastian was screaming still when, several minutes later, the boy was making good his escape past the flurry of single-minded nurses, with the simple intention of running as long and far as he could.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-18 15:54 EST
(Quotes from the Bible used here - should be obvious enough which!)

??Then said Saul unto his servants, Seek me a woman that hath a talisman, that I may go to her and enquire of her. And his servants said to him, Behold there is a woman that hath one at Endor?.?

The light flickered, sending shadows aflutter like a swarm of bats about the perimeter of his vision. Tallow candles half melted listed dangerously in their shallow, earthenware containers, buffeted by draughts which slipped in, sand laden and frigid.

??And the woman said unto him, Behold, thou knowest what Saul hath done, how he hath cut off those that have familiar spirits, and the wizards, out of the land: wherefore then layest thou a snare for my life, to cause me to die???

Crooked with age, hair grey-grizzled and face weathered darkly by the sun it would have been easy to assume that she was defenceless, particularly faced with the armed brutes accompanying their doomed king into her home. Beneath her cowl, where the piteous light could not reach, her eyes were as cold and predatory as a shark?s.

??And Saul sware to her by the Lord, saying, As the Lord liveth, there shall no punishment happen to thee for this thing.??

Within her palm, cold and roughly hewn, the Talisman lay. He could see what her visitors could not; her knuckles gleamed white beneath slippery, paper thin skin riddled so heavily with veins. It was hers and no other would touch it.

??Then said the woman, Whom shall I bring up unto thee? And he said, Bring me up Samuel. And when the woman saw Samuel, she cried with a loud voice: and the woman spake to Saul, saying, Why hast thou deceived me? for thou art Saul.??

Upright the spirit rose, elohim and from the dusty, straw strewn floor, shrouded in a mantle of his own. Saul prostrated himself before the deceased. The shanty hut grew colder then, and whilst Saul learned of his fate, the Witch of Endor quietened to her own machinations. It was not to the King and the dead that the boy?s eyes were drawn, but to her, and all else became a smear of motion and argent monochrome. Her head was turning, inch by painful inch, and the searchlight of her eyes, a subtle horror of its own coming closer to him.

He wanted more than anything to be gone from there; to withdraw before she saw. Panic was beginning to seize in his chest, a fear which blossomed and strangled and?

?MESTENO!?

He was spinning, catching only glimpses, but there were colours, and they were real. At least, they were until the sudden explosion of pain across the back of his skull blinded him to it, and then there was solid ground beneath the ladder of his spine. Breath shuddered out of him, and it might have been a whimper had he given it voice.

?You are the strangest child,? Adam remarked.

?Wh--?what?? He whispered it, eyes closed and a trickle of saline fluid glossing the skin at his temples as it crept from beneath his lashes.

?I don?t think I?ve ever heard of anyone having a nightmare listening to someone read the Bible.?

The boy almost repeated his previous question, but memory returned in a relieving flood when he opened his eyes again. He was home. Sanctuary was warm, lit orange from the smoulder of an old calor gas heater which puttered its usual sounds of protests (threatening explosion due to lack of maintenance no doubt) and beyond the tall, French windows, the first flurry of winter snow seethed, blanketing the porch and railing white beyond the pane of glass.

Adam was sat on the leather couch where Mesteno usually slept, curled into one corner and observing him with his usual saintly patience. Upon his lap, open part way through, pages yellowed, was a well-thumbed copy of the Bible. Judging by the location of his own legs (propped vertical against the couch), Mesteno thought it safe to assume that moments ago, he?d been wedged the opposite end, where the feather blanket he huddled beneath on cold days sat in a rumpled, piebald heap.

?In my tongue, she was called Aendor ariola,? Mesteno murmured, lifting a hand to feel for the edge of the squat coffee table his head had had the misfortune to collide with on his tumble from the couch.

?It certainly makes the distinction between strigae, the common witch, and what was considered an early necromancer,? the Ancient responded, pressing the Holy book closed between his palms. ?I?m sorry I startled you,? he added as an after thought.

?So?m I,? came the grumbled response as Mesteno sat up, grimacing as he felt along the back of his head gingerly. The orange cast to the room seemed to exaggerate the faience of his eyes and struck on the brilliant sheen of his hair as if someone had taken artistic license and picked all the most vibrant colours from his personal palette to ply them more liberally.

Even at his worst, Adam had noted there was something uncommonly arresting about the youth. He?d come to the conclusion that it had to do with the brevity of his lifespan. Did encroaching death make a life seem more precious? The Babylonian had outlived so many people, and yet cared about so few that the notion of mourning someone seemed alien.

?Why did you ask me to read you that, anyway? You?re not a religious man and you know this was written by men and translated so many times that its obscenely inaccurate anyway.? Leaning forwards to drop the book onto the coffee table, Adam gestured for the boy to tip his head forward to allow him a look at his bruised scalp. Declining with a wave of a hand in dismissal, Mesteno was already lurching unsteadily to his feet.

?Caveant qui periculum semitae Aendor ariola ingrediantur.? Recitation in his native tongue came easily. Beyond Adam?s sight, he was rummaging in the upper compartment of his closet.

??Let care be taken by those who would risk the path of the Witch of Endor,?? Adam repeated it in the tongue he?d become comfortable with. ?Where did you read that??

?On an old piece of parchment that Vadriel and I retrieved from a cave the English had taken me to a few months ago,? Mesteno replied, emerging from the gloomy little bedroom with one palm full of soft, suede cloth he was busily unfolding. ?It was guarded by a flesh golem, and this was with it.?

The talisman was carved from a piece of bone, roughly oval in shape and without any striking embellishments which might have made it more physically impressive. The design work was crude, owing to the inaccuracy of ancient tools and the hands which had weathered the work to smoothness over the centuries. Tiny, elongated figures depicted twisted into obscure poses were barely recognisable and Adam didn?t ponder long over what it was they were doing.

?Mesteno,? the Ancient paused to lick his lips, and though there was no wariness in his eyes, he did not reach to pluck the talisman from its suede cushion, ?do the English know that this is what you retrieved from the cave??

The boy shook his head, and Adam could see something as restless and seething behind his eyes as the whirl of snow outside. He was such an open book that his expressions were like visual Braille. ?They?d have come for it by now,? he murmured, mouth set grimly.

?Have you considered that it might not be hers??

Mesteno glanced up at his friend, watching him beneath the barring of dark lashes. ?It?s hers,? he stated firmly, ?and I?m beginning to think she wants her property back.?

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-19 09:21 EST


The restroom was empty when Mesteno barged in, a sigh of relief that bordered on an indecent groan spilling out of him beneath the quiet hum of the ventilation fan. Weaving like a drunkard, he struggled to the closest basin, a palm flat to either side of it and wilted like a flower under too much sun, wiry arms locked at the elbows to keep him propped up.

The hand on his shoulder wasn?t unexpected when it came. He?d heard the low dirge of voices filtering through from the main hall of the restaurant as the double set of doors had opened. The grip was unwelcome though, for all its good intention. It felt furnace-warm against his skin, and he knew full well that it wasn?t because the restroom was particularly cold.

His own body on the other hand felt like it?d spent a few hours in a meat locker.

?You did well. You?ll feel right as rain in a few minutes. I?m proud of you,? Simbi leaned to murmur close to his ear, and Mesteno?s eyes sought him out in the mirror ahead of him.

As usual, the Vaudun priest looked composed, pristine; urban chic in his Armani suit and his hair in tight cornrows. To look at him, anyone would be forgiven for thinking him just another, high-earning businessman. As for his pupil, little complimentary could be said. Mesteno?s eyes looked haunted, wild and wide, the usual gold-spun colours of the iris dark by comparison. He?d worked up a cold sweat, though he?d done nothing requiring physical exertion, and his hair was clinging resolutely to the clammy skin at his neck. The suit looked all wrong on him; the shirt unfastened carelessly at the collar where he?d had to loosen it as breathing became difficult, the sleeves rolled up around his elbows.

One thing had changed however. The bruises he?d been sporting for the past week had vanished entirely. The split lip had healed as if there had never been any damage. Half an hour prior, they?d been mottling his jaw and cheek a kaleidoscope of slow healing colours from pale plum to a sickly green.

?How can you say that? You saw what happened. That wasn?t supposed to happen!? He hissed, rolling his shoulder to dislodge the hand.

?You succeeded in what you?d set out to do. You?re healed. You tapped into it perfectly the second time, and no one knows it was you,? Simbi laughed good-naturedly, and the boy turned to stare, incredulous.

?I picked a man thirty years ? at least thirty years older than me,? Mesteno growled as he caught his breath. ?You said to pick someone whose life-energy would be weaker so that things wouldn?t reverse and spill from me to them. Why didn?t it work!??

?Mesteno, I hate to point out the obvious, but you?re not exactly the healthiest of people. Age alone doesn?t guarantee that the balance will tip in your favour,? Simbi lectured him, patient enough for now. ?His energy was stronger than yours, but you managed to break the connection you?d made before anything untoward happened. That alone was impressive for someone at your stage. And you did what needed to be done. You reached out and found a suitable replacement.?

?Anything ?untoward?? I couldn?t breathe. You never said that would happen. I barely managed to pull out of there, and I sure as hell wouldn?t have picked that poor old waitress to latch onto instead if I?d had time to think!?

In the boy?s eyes, it had been nothing short of disastrous. An experiment in energy leeching to try and repair the damage he?d accrued brawling with Tanziel had turned out to be far more sinister than he?d expected. Really, he hadn?t felt bad about the idea of siphoning away the small amount that it would have needed to heal his bruises, but when the connection with his first subject had started to flow the wrong way, he?d ended up in a far worse condition than he?d originally been in.

Now an elderly woman was being tended to by an unhopeful ambulance crew because she?d been the only remaining subject in the entire establishment he could find with energy weaker than his own! That Simbi seemed untouched by things made the youth furious.

Wary.

?You didn?t feel so bothered by the effects of the Gris Gris, when it helped your friend on her trip,? Simbi reminded him, watching with only the faintest narrowing to his eyes.

?That was different and you know it,? the boy argued, leaning his haunches against the edge of the counter behind him. As much as he hated to admit it, the Priest was right. He was already starting to feel better. ?I made that to sap the energy from the surrounding vegetation.? He didn?t add that he considered Eden?s safety of more importance than the energy the little amulet had stolen.

?You told me she found bodies, as well as bare earth about her when she woke, Mesteno. It is much the same as today. You did not intend to harm anyone. The Gris Gris was simply more potent than it should have been, and that should not surprise you. You have always been more adept with necromancy and its connected arts than someone so new to it all should be.?

?That?s irrelevant!? Mesteno snapped, slicing a hand through the air as if to erase what had been said. ?I had a choice! I could?ve let it go?I didn?t have to reach out again.? The sway of his own moods alarmed him. One moment he was nearly growling at Simbi, the next he was curling palms and fingers over his face, morose and guilty. Somewhere, deep down, he knew that he was being illogical. That if he hadn?t reached out again, it would have been him being tended to by the paramedics. It wasn?t surprising when his teacher bypassed his claims entirely.

?If you are to continue on the path you have chosen, you must be ready to live with such errors. Necromancy is a dark art, and those who study it cannot afford to be hindered by conscience. There will always be consequences. You are guiding energy from its natural flow for your own devices. I do not believe that you are so na?ve as to think you could advance without doing any harm.?

Simbi left him then, slipping back into the chaos of the restaurant serenely without even a glance spared to the paramedics wheeling away their patient to the ambulance.

Mesteno did not follow.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-19 19:23 EST
Simbi was a good teacher. He built me from the ground up, taught me because he wanted a student he could be proud of. Not that his motives were selfless. I don?t doubt that he found it flattering to have a pupil so eager to learn and with only the hindrance of the occasional flare of conscience to get in the way. Oh and we can?t forget that the other necromancers who hung on his every word were wary of me. Wary and jealous maybe, because I was an upstart nobody and there I was tucked under his wing.

They tried to kill me initially, and ballsed it up good ?n proper. There were no more incidents after that, and I learned what I needed to be competent as well as innately talented.

And then everything changed.

Simbi hired me out to a woman whose father had gone missing, presumably in Rhy?Din. It was a new task, to trace him via some object which belonged to him. To get some sense of spirit from a possession. At least that?s what I thought it was. Simbi it turns out, had other plans for me.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-09-19 20:06 EST



I don?t like being duped. I?m not the smartest kid on the block by a long stretch, so the last thing I need is someone making me look like even more of an idiot. Well, this b**ch seems to be managing all right. At least, she had been until I was enlightened.

I?ve spent weeks trying to track down this soul via a little glass bird I was given, and although I could feel something through it, and could close down to a general area, I could never get close enough to reel the f**ker in. When I catch hold of them, they?re mine, but this one strays just beyond my reach like it knows I?m coming for it. And I say it, instead of the ?he? I was told it would be, because there?s something way f**king wrong with the whole job.

A few nights back I?d gone searching again and wound up in this kiddies? playground just before sun-up. Salvador appeared out of nowhere as he makes a habit of, and we got to talking. It?s handy having a multi-talented family, because what I learned from him I?d probably never have found out until I caught up with my target. I don?t know how he does it, didn?t pause to ask either, but he had hold of my hand while he had the bird and then there?s all this armour s**t sinking into my flesh from him all at once. It hurt, not enough to put me off because that?d really be something, but enough at the time to be alarmed. And then I?m suddenly getting this influx of images, sounds and feelings, and I know they?re being projected from the damn bird.

It?s bad, whatever it is. Not the trinket itself, maybe, but whatever is tied to it. Maybe the b**ch?s father is the bad thing, or maybe I?m just getting a sense of what happened to him. Either way, she hasn?t told me the whole story, and I know for a fact that she?s not going to clue me in unless I get mean. So I figure instead, I?ll go break into her hotel room and rummage around. Find out a little more about my client. That?s tonight?s job.

Mikhail visited the tavern a few weeks ago, entirely at random, and we ended up discussing my current lessons with Simbi. He?s offered to play teacher for me too, and have a room warded at Bram so that if I do anything wrong I?m not going to cause big chaos. Not a chance I?d turn him down on that of course. I?m so keen to learn whatever I can get, and he?s got this huge library too, with texts I probably wouldn?t be able to get hold of elsewhere. I haven?t mentioned this to Tanziel yet, though to be honest I?m not sure he?d have much to say about it if he did know. I get the feeling he ain?t all that keen on Mikhail (big shock there), and he keeps himself so far out of my business I?m never sure whether it?s because he knows he?d only worry or because he doesn?t care.

He?s never really questioned why I decided on necromancy as a route to follow, despite being what he is. You?d figure an angel would be up in arms about having souls tampered with, but a lot of the work he does out at Essayon involves their utilisation, which surprised me at first. Salvador however, he asked me where I thought the road was going, and it?s left me pretty thoughtful since.

Okay, it?s an innate skill. Why I can do it, I haven?t a clue, since I?m a good old fashioned human type, only missing a piece here and there. But my initial thought was, ?it?s there, put it to use?. Following that, it came in handy for work and for self-protection, but more and more of late it?s to do with survival. Tanziel is immortal. I?m very much not, and don?t think I?d ever cope with being such. But I?m going to snuff it early without some major assistance, and though it?s been offered to me, I really want to do this myself. I want to be with him a little longer because I?ve found a way of my own devising. Koyan?s book is offering me hope with that. Simbi?s lessons are doing the same. It?s hard getting the hang of it, but I?m managing.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-12-29 17:42 EST
August 14th 2007

So there he was, up on the rooftops despite the rain, watching it fall out of a patchy, indigo sky all blotchy with cloud-fuzz. The tiles gleamed slick and the chimney stacks rose dark and hard to pick out. With bad night vision, they were easy to go running into, and from there a roll ?n tumble down the slope of a roof could all too easily lead to a nice, bone-crunching drop. If you were lucky, there?d be something to break your fall at the bottom, and maybe you?d escape with something fixable. More likely you?d be ripe tomato splatter on someone?s doorstep, or folded broken backed over a railing.

Going up there in the rain was tempting fate; like giving the reaper a come-hither look. Or maybe just bending over and telling him ?have at it?.

Lots of gangs owned the rooftops in Rhy?Din. There were the cat-burglars, the vigilante heroes, the snipers and heaps of big-bad-and-toughs. Some had territories; others respected no boundaries and just went wherever the hell they wanted. But only the desperate went out in the rain. Everyone else knew better.

He?d ended up on a hotel roof in what had, during his glory years been an unclaimed patch. Nobody wanted the hotels, particularly in that part of town, because the guests were usually down on their luck and hadn?t got anything worth thieving anyway. Even the thrill of picking the locks was spoiled since most of ?em didn?t work, even worse than the easy pickings Miss Harper?s room had been. No challenge, no point. What the hotel did make was a great vantage spot.

He could see every lonely soul scuttling along hunched beneath an umbrella. Every drunken couple weaving through the puddles, stained briefly orange beneath the ersatz illumination of the street-lamps. Better yet, every dealer creeping out of the gloom of alley mouths to exchange their poison for cash. He made note of them, mentally labelled them walking corpses.

But it wasn?t them he?d strayed from Sanctuary?s shelter for. He was up there full of purpose and impatience, reflective eyes bright with stolen light. The rain left him diminished, hair flattened to his scalp and the fabric of his clothes so thoroughly saturated that they clung second-skin snug to all the abjectly thin lines of his frame. In one palm, he clasped a little glass bird, pale an? green, and just a touch more pressure would have cracked the thing into wicked, gleaming shards. Of course then he?d have had to spent the evening plucking the splinters from his skin, and tempting though it was to be rid of it, he wanted to work out what Simbi?s friends had planned for him. He could taste it sure as Marnier washing his tongue; he was close.

He?d been right all along when he ?felt? the connection, prowling around like an idiot down at ground level. He needed to get higher, because all that time it?d been hanging with the pigeons up on the rooftops. Stupid f****** thing. What was it doing all the way up there, making things difficult?

A dribble of water licked down his spine like a cold finger, and a shiver caught him off guard hard enough that he coiled in tighter on himself, wishing he?d had the common sense to drag a jacket out with him, at least. It must have been his sudden movement, after all that prolonged, corpse-like stillness that startled the predators creeping closer. One of them put a foot wrong, and slithered some on the tiles. The noise was enough to get Mesteno looking their way, like a fox caught sneaking through someone?s trash and not sure whether to stay put and make a show of attitude, or bolt ?cause that, undoubtedly, would be the smart thing to do.

For all of five seconds, they stared each other out. The street gang was half a dozen strong, and they were good, to give ?em their due. Most of them were probably late teens, but the two up front and closest, they were easily as old as the Sadist, and they didn?t look none too friendly.

?S?awful bad weather to be working tonight, guys,? Mesteno caught them off guard with that, surreptitiously pocketing the glass bird while he played it cool. Maybe he?d get lucky and they wouldn?t consider him enough of a threat to bother with. Of course, if any of them was carrying a gun he was pretty much screwed, because there was half a roof between them and nothing more.

?Who?re you working for?? One of the boys at the front, his own kind of age. ?You?ve strayed off your own turf a little ways, don?t you think??

?Oh I?m just taking in the scenery, jus? go right on and ignore me, I don?t care what you?re all up to.? He chanced a smile, arms out to either side to show his hands were empty. No threat.

?You wish we were that dumb,? the answer came back snarled, and Mesteno sighed, breath a mist on the air.

?I didn?t know anyone?d moved in on this area. It was free territory a few years back, didn?t think I was doing any harm. Honest mistake.? He eased up slowly, like to move fast would be to tempt a snake into striking.

Apparently moving in general was a bad idea, because moments later and the lot of them were running at full pelt, rain or no f****** rain towards him. He had the wits to figure that talking to them about spooks and glass birds probably wouldn?t win him a lot of leeway at that point, and took off with a curse and maybe a dozen feet between them.

No guns at least, or he?d be all lead riddled by now.

He was out of practice, he realised as the first gap loomed ahead, and his mind balked at the leap. He was too hard pressed for hesitation to be an option, and he flung himself across with a lucky stride setting him up for an even landing that kept him running. Up the incline to the next flat stretch, his thigh muscles complained at the sudden exertion and he realised just how cold and stiff he?d been from sitting in the rain so long. Doggedly pursued, it wasn?t long before he heard the clatter of the gang making the landing behind him. Like any worth taking seriously up there, they knew their territory, and he half wondered if he?d fare better just stopping and facing up to them all?except that he was pretty sure they?d have knives, and it was awful hard to keep track of that many naked blades when rain was half-blinding a man.

So much for solving his mystery tonight!

He led them a merry chase, the lot of them clattering across the slates and gradually becoming more strung out. It didn?t matter though, as soon as one got hold of him, he?d be slowed up enough that they?d dog-pile him like hounds on a fox, and that one guy taking point? Oh he was good. And he knew short-cuts too, closing in until Mesteno knew that one more would bring him within arm?s reach.

So he swerved, deciding that maybe, just maybe some of the old borders still existed, and if he could go charging into someone else?s, they wouldn?t follow him. That and it?d be real nice to be able to gloat at the lot of them. They were yelling some awful things about what they wanted to do when they got hold of him!

Guessing his motives, the gang split up. He caught glimpses of them on adjacent roofs, cutting off avenues of escape until he suspected they were herding him. He was starting to run out of options. It looked like slowing up there and then, while they were spread out to try and pick them off was going to be his best chance, and all at once the familiar weight of the knife strapped by his thigh was a whole lot more comforting than it had been when he?d left home.

That was when he stumbled.

A tile slithered out loose under his foot, and he damn near did the splits when he went over, tumbling forwards down the slope of the roof with the rain ensuring he kept right on sliding. He heard a crow of triumph from the kid at his heels, echoing victory calls from the surrounding rooftops?but under it all he heard a high and musical clink, caught a flash of reflected light in front of him. The little glass bird had fallen out of his pocket and was bouncing ahead of him towards the edge. He should?ve let it go. Should?ve decided ?to hell with it? and just segregated himself from Simbi for as long as he could before the Houngan came looking, but in a moment of blind panic he stretched out, pushing towards the edge of the roof to slam a hand down on top of it.

It stayed. He stayed.

Sure he was inches from the edge, one boot in the guttering, but they weren?t falling. The sharp, needling pain concerned him though, digging into his palm, and he knew without even looking that the bird was fractured, useless maybe. There was a similar pain in his shoulder though, only several times magnified.

The tip of the knife grated against the old tile he was flattened to, and every tiny vibration caused a new flutter of pain until it felt like a buzzing hornet?s nest. Worst of all, it was in his good shoulder - the one that didn?t need holding together with pins and whatever other pieces of scaffolding the surgeon had used. It didn?t serve to improve his mood at all, nor did the hiss of the boy?s voice near his ear when he leaned down to sneer all silky-smug.

?Pinned like a moth,? he paused to twist the knife, and Mesteno bit back the howl that wanted to erupt from his throat, reducing it to a helpless spasm, eyes rolling back to show their whites. ?I?d have been awful disappointed if you?d fallen after chasin? so long.?

He groaned, spilled out a mumble in Latin that his captor had to lean down to hear.

?Sounds like he?s praying!? The gang leader informed his fellows to another chorus of jubilant shouts. The Sadist forgave him the error ? he figured they?d probably only ever heard the language in church. The knife came out, quick and painful, painting an arc of blood across the guttering, then there was a hand in his hair, and he was being dragged up, back onto his knees as if penitent, throat bared in a long, clean line.

His shoulder felt like it was on fire, heat spreading out from the stab wound (though he supposed that could just be the blood) and every breath he sucked in further agonising ruined muscle. But he could deal with that. Had worse. What was another scar for the collection? What was important just then was staying alive long enough to get the upper hand. The hand in his hair wrenched his head further back, spine bowing to accommodate it. And then there was the cold, flat of the blade up against his throat, the upper edge digging just enough to draw blood. All the sudden, sharp movements were decent cover for the dextrous shift of his hand. Bird (in bits) safely back in his pocket, palm full of prickling little holes.

?We got all night to waste playing with you.? The leader leered down at him. Thin faced. Scraggly goatee. He looked like a dozen other street kids Mesteno?d grown up with, and he knew that it wouldn?t take him more than a few hours to forget his face.

?Then y?gonna have to play out here in the rain, ?cause there?s no chance you?re getting me off this roof without me dragging someone over the edge with me. Understand? Might as well just cut while y?got the knife there nice and tight,? Mesteno encouraged, flashing him a disarming smile. The boy was so busy being outraged and yanking on his hair for the show of attitude that he never saw Mesteno?s knife coming. It sliced neatly across his Achilles tendon, and then the patter of rain on the tiles was drowned out by shrill shrieking.

For an instant, Mesteno felt the blade bite deeper into his throat, and it was testament to his speed that he managed to wrestle his attacker's wrist aside before it could do any serious damage. Hurt like nobody?s business, since it meant having to use his bad shoulder, but it was better than getting dead at the hand of a kid. One of them - a girl - was causing a ruckus, screaming at him as she came closer, and yeah, typical, she had a knife too. They all had ?em, closing in like heat-seeker missiles while their friend collapsed on the roof, flailing his knife-arm like he might actually get lucky and catch him with it.

Mesteno didn?t give him chance. Really, he had no choice, since he was only maimed, and he desperately needed to even up the odds a little before the others reached him. With a vicious snarl, he snatched at the boy?s flailing limb and heaved. The kid pitched head first over the edge of the roof, some awful terrified sound climbing up out of his throat before it was silenced, replaced by a crunch and crumple of flesh and bone as he hit the pavement.

There wasn?t chance to peer over and see what kind of mess it?d made, because the girl was on him then, savage as a wild-cat, and her knife was flashing an inch away from his eyes. She might only be a kid, but she knew what she was doing, and Mesteno felt a sickening twist to his guts. He might not like kids, but he?d never killed them. Never been forced to defend himself against them like he was now. His options sucked either way; survive and end up guilt stricken. Die and?well that was just embarrassing.

So he punched her, hard as he could in the face and watched her go staggering backwards, struggling to keep her footing as she clamped a hand over a nose most likely broken. For how long she?d be out of the way, he didn?t know, but it brought him breathing space for a few seconds. Enough to get to his feet at least before the remaining four surrounded him, closing their circle tighter and forcing him to back towards the edge.

It was the eldest that came first, knife arm extended way ahead to keep his body out of reach, and the sadist was forced to step in towards him to counter, not to mention avoid following leader-boy over the edge. For breathless moments, the pair duelled, drawing blood in flicker-flash slashes, slithering on the tiles and cursing as their breath steamed the air. Mesteno might already be suffering one stab wound, but it became quickly apparent that he was the more skilled of the pair, and he pushed his advantage, fierce and desperate, and it was some kind of bliss when he felt the knife sink home, his knuckles tucked into the soft flesh of the boy?s abdomen.

His opponent made a thin whining sound, and slumped forwards on the knife, his own falling from suddenly lax fingers and tumbling into the guttering. He was heavier than Mesteno, though not by much, but even that weight was enough to be a hindrance, pushing him backwards as he struggled to free his blade. It was more than enough time necessary for one of the other boys to strike, lunging forwards and?

Everything was white hot pain.

Agonising.

There was something hard and wrong and it was eating into his back, burying itself into his lung until breathing seemed impossible. For a moment, he was sure he was going to die there, choking on the blood that flooded up into his airways, drowning him. But something happened. The kids were stood there with their mouths slack, jaws hanging and terror written plain on their faces. There was no more sobbing from the girl. There was a light, and after the dark it hurt his eyes something terrible. He squinted, blood seeping from the corners of his mouth, and saw at last what had them staring like rabbits in oncoming headlights.

The thing he?d been searching for, the ?soul?, was no man at all. It was dead, sure as hell, but it had never been anything resembling human, and now, it?d found him instead of vice-versa, attracted either by the proximity of the broken trinket or the blood spill up there on the rooftops it?d been haunting. In some strange way, it resembled the little glass bird; it had wings and the same, barely there green colour, the same arch to its bird-like head, but its body was serpent, scaled and probably, in life had been more stone rough than glassy. It was some necromancer?s toy, another flesh golem maybe which even after death had remembered the shape it had been given in un-life. Its owner had found a way to squash the souls together, as well as the flesh.

Mesteno didn?t know why the kids were able to see a ghost - could only assume that the thing was so riddled with dark magic that it could take visible form. Whatever the case, he was glad of it, because they fled as one, bolting away to buildings beyond the one he was currently sprawled on, half-collapsed on top of the boy whose stomach his knife was wedged in. He hadn?t the strength to pull it free, not that a knife would have done him much good against the ghost golem, so he just lay there, choking on top of the other kid, whom judging by the heave of ribs, wasn?t dead just yet, but not far off.

He had to get away. Had to breathe. Had to think of some way to fend off the monstrosity and he hadn?t a clue how!

The knife in his back was well beyond his reach. It was just going to have to stay there. Knowing his rotten luck, if he had been able to pluck it out, he?d have just bled all the more. Anaemia made dizziness a constant irritation, since he knew that blacking out would follow close behind it, and in his desperation, he stumbled across one, last idea.

He reached out, not physically, but as Simbi had taught him, grasping at the last of the dying boy?s energy. For a moment, it could have gone either way. Neither of the youths was much stronger than the other and the energy would only be drawn towards the stronger magnet. For a few, terrifying seconds, he thought that it would all remain stagnant and not move at all. That it would just fade and be lost entirely. He would have cried out exultant (had he not been choking) when it finally began to move in his favour, and he leeched it like a mosquito on a nice, fat capillary, ravenous and draining all he could get.

He never forgot about the monstrous thing looming over them though, back hunched like a vulture, which was why he became very aware when the energy he was sucking in changed. No longer warm and living and satisfying, it flooded into him like ice water, and he panicked. He severed the lines that he?d thrown out in his endeavour to capture the dying boy?s life-force, and found to his amazement that he could breathe! The dizziness lingered, but it no longer threatened to make him black out, and the pain was simply, extraordinarily absent.

Panting, the taste of his own blood on his tongue a reminder that moments before he?d been close to snuffing it, he rolled onto his side to face the monster. It was no more than a foot away, wings outspread and a mouth (or beak? He didn?t know what to think of it as) wide open like it was about to bite him. Somehow though, it looked diminished. The light spilling from it was no longer blinding, and the sense of menace it emitted was reduced. In fact it seemed altogether unsure about what it was supposed to be doing, as if someone had given it a good smack in the head.

For what seemed like hours (though in reality was only the space of a few seconds) they stared at one another, bloodied boy and tangle of souls?and then it crashed down onto him.


Mesteno

Date: 2010-12-29 19:06 EST
August 22nd 2007

Christ, where do I even start? The bird, I suppose. I got f***** over well and truly. At least thanks to Salvador I?d had some warning that things weren?t right, but then I went and got all big for my boots (like they aren?t big enough already) and thought I was being real clever by getting ahead of the enemy. Simbi turned me in, the b******. Simbi and his b****, ?Miss Harper?. Alistair warned me last year that if I continued in my studies that they?d take action, which was the whole reason I moved myself and Tanziel out of Sanctuary for a while and into the tree-house. It looks like they?ve been waiting me out for months; lulling me into a false sense of security. It worked too. I?ve been all comfortable and deluded the whole time.

I was right to suspect Harper. I went to her hotel room and overheard her and Simbi talking about the job they?d got me on, and how he was worried that I didn?t seem to be walking into their trap as fast as I expected. That was where I made the big error, I guess. Maybe I should?ve confronted them then and there. Instead I went out ? tracked down my quarry to RhyDin?s rooftops and got myself all tangled up in gang territory. That was when the quarry showed up. I don?t know why it hadn?t before then. Perhaps there was some trigger to its appearance. Never in all my experience have I come across something like it. My best guess is that the English have a necromancer working for them (though if that?s the case I don?t know why they ever tried to recruit me) and it?s one of his creations. Whatever it was supposed to do, it didn?t get chance to though. I somehow leeched on the f****** thing like I do with people, and now it?s in me. And I can?t get the fucker out. And I?m scared.

That took some will power to write that confession! Being scared isn?t something I?m used to. It just feels like a time bomb waiting to go off.

I figure my best shot is Mikhail.

He found me at the tavern recently to let me know he expected me to present myself at Bram in a couple of days, and you know, I?d been looking forward to that so, so much that for it to be all tainted by my problem made me feel really bitter. I can?t think of anyone besides him that would be capable of what I think needs doing.


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August 26th 2007

I went to Bram, where Mikhail and Nicolae gave me an ?inspection? to try and figure out what the hell to do with me. I felt like an idiot for being in trouble again of course but I really had no option. Even Faye was pushing me to seek help with this problem. It wasn?t a nice process. My head is still killing me two days later and when I tried to get out of bed yesterday I just fell face down and stayed put there on the floor. Everything had to be taken real slow. Except for when I took off after Fletcher and boy did I regret that for a while after, more for my head than when I smashed into him. Anyway, my Carpathian friends are researching the issue at the moment and I?m anxious to hear back from them.

Mesteno

Date: 2010-12-29 19:19 EST
September 10th 2007

The message had been sent, a tripping of a touch over the spiderwebbing of a link between the youth and The Eldest. Seconds after Mesteno felt the chilled invasion within his mind, he would feel the congealing of shadows and darkness before it solidified into the writhing mass of tentacles and seemingly bottomless and perpetual night. The opening shuddered, widening enough for the young man to step into it's waiting maw to make the connection between here, and The Halls. Only the Dwarven Citadel, the chamber where Mikhail very nearly died in his attempt to challenge a god, would this be taking place.

The connection came as a surprise to the youth, and like a drip of ice water down the spine, it nudged him wide-awake, prickling with nervous energy. It wouldn?t last long, not when he had so little in the way of reserves, but it certainly gave him the impetus to abandon everything else to stride boldly into the writhing opening. When he emerged on the other side, still faintly damp from the shower (but at least fully dressed), he craned his neck to look around, mind barraged by a succession of flicker-flash memories. The Others arriving in swarms. The events beyond the door where the Carpathian had faced his challenge. He let out a breath he hadn't been aware he held, and finally cast a look around for Mikhail.

The large chamber was as Mesteno may remember it, without the blood and organ bits that had decorated it previously. The center, surrounded by fine grains of crystalline sand in numerous glyphs, sat a pitch colored marble altar. The circle around such glyphs slowly came to be finished, sands sifting through the loosely fisted fingers while silent stride would have stilled at Mesteno's appearance. Midnight silken curls pulled into a singular, simple braid at the back of his neck, stray curls snaking over temples with the turn of head to allow mirrored obsidian find the youth. Slow the curling of pale, full lips, fingers giving a rolling against the remains of the sands to rid his skin of them. Leather encased his lower half, laced tightly over the outer legs to hips. Boots simple, ending at the knee and without the usual decorations of buckles and straps. Strange, faint markings stained alabaster flesh above leather; given by Nicolae in preparation of this event. Electricity warred with the normal chill as The Eldest neared, offering a hand that had not been tainted by sand to Mesteno with a warming of the smile still worn. "Salut, pulcher. Come. Do not step on the sand... They are for our protection." Lips murmured the black velvet sound of tenor against the youth's temple in a greeting before leading him over the circles, the glyphs, and to the altar within them. "You are prepared, oui?" Needless question, but one that was given anyway.

"You found a way," he murmured, and even that softly, his voice still found a way to echo in the chamber. His tone suggested that he hadn't expected there to be one. That perhaps he'd finally stumbled into trouble of the like he couldn't escape, so it was little wonder that the Eldest was being peered out with a wide-eyed youthfulness the normally surly lad rarely let bleed through his machismo. He'd been so busy watching Mikhail approach that mention of not stepping on the sand ironed a crease into his brow, and his attention snapped to their surroundings, a moment taken to map everything out in his head. It was daunting, but he moved with an eagerness that suggested Mikhail's summons hadn't come a moment too soon. He took the offered hand and let himself be shepherded, grip like a vice without the intention of pain. Unlike the Carpathian, Mesteno wore only simple, black linen, loose cut and vaguely middle-Eastern, and it hung on him as if there was nothing beneath it, modestly belted in at the waist to give some illusion of shape. "I'm ready," he replied firmly, no tremor to his voice. That pleased him.

His steps paused only at the side of the altar, giving a slow turn of head and shoulders to Mesteno with a slight dip of pale chin. Obsidian ran the length of the entirety of The Eldest's eyes, bleeding into the white like oil into water. "We found a way.. oui." Words given with a thickening of the Romanian taint that normally was left out of Mikhail's voice. He felt no pain from the vice grip; it was expected. Even while he spoke, the white was shoved out of the scope of Mikhail's eyes to have the obsidian finally solidify. Shifting energies already ran like invisible fingers over the skin, tightening the air around them. "Lie upon the altar, cher. I do not wish you to fall at an... inconvenient time." His hand released, long fingers would run glass-like nails over Mesteno's hair before finding the foot of the altar itself. Chin lifted with the rise of his line of sight, dancing vision over the domed ceiling above them for a brief moment of time. Silent communications given, taken, and understood. The slow draw of Mesteno's presence would have mirrored obsidian return to him. "Do not leave this table, cher, until I give you permission." A near playful pat to the altar's top, a play of a smirk dancing along pale lips. "It took much research, and time, but a way has been found. When this is finished; it will be no more." Not even a glimmer of energy left behind as proof this 'thing' existed at all.

The altar brought to mind the table in his morgue, or perhaps some sacrificial slab, but rather than be overwhelmed by the comparisons, he followed Mikhail's instructions with the kind of blind trust the faithful might have put in God. Pressing the heels of his palms to the stone, he pressed up backwards to ease atop it, the chill of the chamber raising goose bumps along his forearms. At any other time, he'd have been humorously remarking about how the Eldest had all the best books to refer to, and that was why he hadn't found anything himself. As it was, his stomach was clenching up, and he felt as if he were about to step onto an untested, crazy ride at a theme park, instead of lying flat on his back. "I won't. It's a relief to be off my feet," he confessed, easing his spine to the stone, shifting uncomfortably as the thin covering of skin offered no padding to it. He fastened his eyes on the ceiling overhead, sucked in a deep breath and let it out again slowly, heart hammering under his ribs as if it were attempting to beat its way out to freedom. Fingers curled to fists at his sides, and he waited with baited breath to see what would be done.

At any other time, Mikhail would be expecting some quip; agreeing to the greedy nature that would indeed have many of the antique and powerful books stored in his library. As Mesteno settled Mikhail made a silent walk about the altar. Stepping carefully over the glyphs during in his last inspection that all was ready. "I am sure, though I would suggest you take a few days of rest after this..." The circle was stepped over, an amused glance of pure obsidian over the alabaster shoulder to the youth and the altar he lay upon. "...that you won't." Air shimmered, convulsed visually before the blade solidified within the Eldest's grasp. The blade matched the altar, ebon stone with a razor's edge that was near thin enough to be transparent. He ran the length of it over his palm, fisting long fingers over the sudden flow of crimson to fling bits of coppery scented liquid over the door with a murmured set of words. Sealing the chamber completely. A shake of his hand after, the wound healing already, and he retraced his steps through sands and symbols towards Mesteno and the altar. A few heartbeats of steady study, blade tip resting against the marble beside Mesteno's hip. "I will wake it, draw it out, and detangle it from you before I fully remove and destroy it." The bare basics for Mesteno, but the youth deserved to know what was to come. He gave a nod, and the blade was lifted. Another press of its edge to alabaster flesh; lids sliding closed for a gathering of energies that had the room plunge in temperature in a sudden rush of air. The tail end of the chant broke into different timbers of voices. Only then did blade slice flesh once again.

In all likelihood, Mesteno would end up doing something he shouldn't if he recovered from the ceremony, but his intentions at the present time were to behave and do as he was told. There was nothing that appealed to him more than resting (except for perhaps, starting his lessons), and the idea of being able to without the pulse and pound of the headache and the pressure that made him feel as if he were about to burst was some kind of dreamland bliss. He watched Mikhail sidelong, pupils narrowing to pin-points when he saw the blade, and the protest died on his tongue. He knew better than to worry about a Dubrinsky with a cut, but some stubborn part of him refused to not be concerned or guilty over it. Fear gave way to curiosity as he watched the door being sealed, and then listened in silent fascination as he was warned of what lay ahead. Only a nod offered back, his voice locked away in his throat, breath quickened and the rush of blood in his ears. The thing trapped within him moved with it, glutted on the spike of energy, rolling in it like a crocodile with a carcass to shred.

The blood was a crucial part of the sealing of the chamber. It would not be re-opened but by Mikhail, or Mikhail's death. If a protest had been given, it would have been ignored. The second did not release the tell-tale copper scent of blood alone. Nothing so simple. The bubble of crimson was laced with threads of a tar-like substance, growing before sickeningly popping with a burst of that tempting energy. Mikhail was not simply offering what it desired; The thing within was tempted, and challenged, to more. Energies within shifted with a blinding speed. Skin tightened, lightened and grew near luminous over The Eldest. The blade was put aside, a smooth and unhurried gesture while the stretch of crimson and tar reached for the youth's chest. A hint of a smile curled over pale, full lips before the whispering chant was twisted into that very challenge he issued with the drawing of the blood. His... and the Litch. Skin shifted over his frame, the Litch awakened and alerted to this new use of it's power and energy. What would have the thing within Mesteno rush to life, and to Mikhail... would be the slithering, dual voiced giving of it's name. With that.. the sands around them gave an illuminating, pale light around the altar.?

The boy's eyes followed the trails of blood with their tar-like additions, but not even the strangest circumstances were going to encourage him to scramble off that altar. He knew too well what resided in Mikhail, and didn't want to risk causing any chaos by interrupting things before the Carpathian was finished. Attention soon focused inwards. Something waking, as if all this time it'd only been tossing and turning in its sleep, and the headache erupted into a flaring, white-hot pain. The parasite was furious, finally aware of the flesh-shell it was trapped within and no longer dormant. Empowered with the boy's stolen energy, it gathered itself up as if readying itself to lunge forwards and free. Mesteno felt it. Steeled himself for it. All the preparation in the world wouldn't have kept the sharp cry that he spilled locked in his lungs though, spine bowing as the parasite forced its way little by little through his skin in bloodied vapour. Through his eyes in tears made sticky by vitae, from his mouth and nose until it curled up above him like steam, gradually taking shape as it had on the rooftops when he'd first encountered it.

A serpents head first, scaled and rough like rock, then the wings forming slowly after. It loomed, curling just beneath the ceiling, but thin as fog. It was starved, still sapping from the boy what it could, but lured by the blood of the Carpathian.

Should Mesteno give into the urge to scramble off of the altar, it would be far worse than any chaos he could imagine that would erupt. Mesteno would have signed his own death warrant, and very possibly Mikhail's as well. The gathering of energies within the youth held his attention more than the resulting scream when it began it's escape from flesh and bone. Mirrored obsidian remained fixed upon his prey, lips still keeping the curling smile upon pale flesh. Once it formed, hovering and starving above them both, the hand that bled tar and crimson slapped onto Mesteno's chest with a hiss of a sealing chant. Whatever it was sapping previously, it was now utterly cut off from what power it could gain from Mesteno. The smear of blood and tar would keep it from re-entering the youth and force it to 'deal' with The Eldest. Ivories glimpsed, a step to the side taken with a tilt of midnight blue head. The name again slid past, a seductive croon of dual toned voice to it. Smearing crimson over lower lip in a direct taunt. Mikhail could very well tempt the devil himself into stepping over the threshold of heaven if he had a mind to. His right hand remained at his side, curled and out of sight; weaponless. Come, little monster. Let us dance. Beautific as the smile may be that graced pale perfection, it heralded nightmarish thoughts behind the mask worn.

Mesteno couldn't see. Blood had matted his lashes together, congealing there to blind him, and his mouth was full of the taste of his own blood, nose full of the scent of it. Until the Eldest slapped his palm down upon his chest, he'd been quite sure it was going to bleed him dry, but not just of vitae. He could feel an inexorable pull that was leaving his limbs leaden and about as useful as flesh relieved of its bone scaffolding. The parasite was draining him of energy just as quickly, just like Mesteno had done to it by accident weeks ago on the rooftop, only this time, it had the advantage. The cut off point was like a door slamming closed, and the awful, unnatural curl of his spine suddenly relaxed, slamming his shoulders back down upon the stone. He felt hollowed, close to passing out, and had to make do with listening to what went on around him. Breathing was difficult, anaemia a complication he really could have done without, but sometimes, being a stubborn, wilful creature had its advantages. The survival instinct remained strong.

Meanwhile, Mikhail had the full attention of the unwelcome guest, and it'd finally formed in its entirety, immense talons gripping the edge of the altar, head snaking high above. The rubiginous pulse it'd held from the stolen blood was brightening, loosing colour, until it was bright and brilliant poison green, blinding to look upon. It gave a single, shrill shriek of a sound before plunging towards the Carpathian. It might not have been solid, but the energy it sent before it like an icy wall certainly was, easily enough to knock a truck onto its side.

That very complication was what may have saved Mesteno from having been completely taken and drained by this thing sooner. Ah... the smile only widened as he noted the thing now focused utterly on The Eldest. Index tip slid for one last smear of crimson and tar over the fullness of lower lip before the hand lowered. As the shriek bellowed past, his other hand moved to join the first with a sudden, rending sound of bone armor through flesh. From shoulders to now clawed fingertips bone plates ripped through flesh and skin in a succession of plating that encased them entirely. Lips bared crimson stained ivories while the icy wall of energy hit and split around him. A command writhed into that blast between he and the beast, both tenor and baritone demanded compliance. He needed but one area of the beast to do what must be done, the rest was moot. Both clawed, armored hands dove into a front limb, sinking into and beyond barriers with a violent surge of the Litch's power up and over the beast. Souls were what fed the Litch, souls were what this thing had; Faster than a heartbeat, they were already being ripped and mauled into shreds and devoured.

Weakly, Mesteno rubbed at one gummed up eye with his knuckles, smearing crusting red aside to watch what was happening. It was a good job that he was too weak to even roll off the altar then, because the sight of the parasitic soul-golem rocketing towards Mikhail with the intention of latching onto him as a new host was terrifying. That was even before he got to considering how powerful it would be if by some miracle it won.

Luckily, the golem wasn't intelligent to realise when something smaller than it was a threat, and made no attempt to escape when the eruption of bone plating through the eldest's flesh occurred. It put it in easy proximity for Mikhail to take hold of, and even while the litch surged up powerfully against it, it was still on autopilot like the puppet it was, trying to find some way to leech from him. Shreds of the misty form rendered, they fell as if they had weight, but only spilled upon the floor of the chamber like rain - bloody rain that was, since it's only substance had been formed from the youth's blood. Enormous wings flailed, losing form as it lost energy, the souls it was formed of finally beginning to separate out into what they had been before the necromancer strung them together, like stitches snapping along seams. The colossal snake head of it keeled over backwards, crashing down upon the altar and doing no more damage than soaking Mesteno in his own blood.

As the golem gave Mikhail more to work with, hands plunged deeper to near disappear into the misted mass of the thing for the Litch to devour yet more. Head tilted back with a near serene expression on pale perfection. Blackness warred with the misted form and Mesteno's blood, writhing throughout the figure in an animalistic feast. With the keeling, bone and claws of both hands were free, though the darkness continued it's assault until the showering of blood and the complete disintegration of the beast's form signalled it's demise. The slow retraction of bone plating had a sinking of it into flesh along one arm, the other kept clawed, armored fingers in a loose fist with the stumble of a step or two to the altar and Mesteno's soaked frame atop of it. A bare wisp held, curled around his fingers remained. He planted his free hand onto the ebon altar top beside Mesteno's hip and into blood, leaning with something suspiciously close to a giggle freeing from him. A wave of the wisp over Mesteno's chest, over where his palm print still stood out against the rain of blood. It would be that very spot where the bone encased hand smashed the wisp of Mesteno's soul back into the youth. Lips twitched, blood splattered and stained, while obsidian began the bleed out of whites of his eyes. The second retreat of bone and armor was a bit slower than the first... the eerie sound of another giggle escaped The Eldest with the heavy hipped lean against the altar. Drunk on power. That alone may be more scarring than having the beast within, oui?

...Mesteno should have charged Mikhail for the fun, shouldn't he? Violence and a free meal! Mesteno didn't recognise what the wisp was, when the bone-armoured fingers brought it towards him. Was it the golem reduced? Was it - no further questions when it was thrust back into his chest. It was like a circuit had been completed, and the leaden feeling in his limbs was suddenly absent. His body wanted to function again, and instead of suggesting oblivion as a comfortable out, it did what it always did when it was damaged and his mind was too flustered to think straight. It reached out, energy channels wide open, feeling their way along like creeping vines for something to steal from to allow repair work to begin. If he'd been on grass, it'd have been curling and withering, browned beneath him in a broad radius. Whatever it felt from Mikhail however, it wasn't keen on. It was like trying to force the same poles of a magnet together, and it shrank away from him on its exploration. Mikhail's unhinged giggling caused a note of alarm from Mesteno, and he rolled over weakly, dripping and sticky to peer at him via one eye. ?Is that you in there, Mikhail?"

Mikhail may have gladly paid for such a charge, but non. Once the wisp was firmly back into Mesteno, his hand now removed of the bone encasements, waved to the door with a thud of frame against the altar. The motion took his torso along for the ride to have his back hit the altar before snickering and sliding along the side of it to the floor in a lump. A clearing of his throat was given, a blood soaked hand waving up and over the altar with another set of snickering escaping The Eldest unhindered. "Oui... Oui... M'here." Slurred words, something else Mesteno nor anyone but Nicolae had heard from Mikhail. "S'done.. Cher." Slap of palm to the floor, shoulders were shaking as he attempted to make out the blasted doors at the other end of the chamber. Winged raven brows lifted, snorting after. "I think... I'm drunk." ...... Snicker. Ah, that wave of a hand that heralded his slip to the floor also took off his enchantment upon the doors. Mesteno was free to go when he wished.

Drunk. Mikhail drunk? It was a thing he'd never thought to see. Never witnessed even anything close to in all the years that he'd known him, and grimy and weak as he was, he couldn't help but peer to try and see him more clearly. It was something to be remembered (and perhaps tease him about later). Who'd have thought he'd be a giggler when he was drunk!? It amused Mesteno enough that he chuckled weakly, throat rough, and it was with half-hearted concentration that he clambered down from the altar, knees threatening to buckle and put him on the floor beside the Carpathian. He stubbornly clutched at the stone edge though, waiting for dizziness to pass. "If I were a sensible man I would save thanking you until you're sober," he remarked, a brow arching. "But I'm going to say it now anyway. Multas gratias, my old friend." One cold, sticky palm touched down gently on Mikhail's shoulder
affectionately.

The blood soaked hand lifted to grind palm against his eye socket, ignoring the smear of Mesteno's blood now all over the side of pale perfection before squinting up and over to meet the curious stare of the Sadist. Index was jabbed his way. "You need a bath." Hand slapped to the edge of the altar, heaving his frame unsteadily off of the floor as the cold and sticky palm met his shoulder. A low, silken sound of a rumble slid like heat over skin with a smile that graced crimson smeared pale perfection. ?Multas gratias, cherie... " A slide of an arm around him, a shared embrace that left none of the usual chill behind from Mikhail's touch. Having been so well fed, he was almost hot to the touch. "Only you could find such troubles." Chuckled with a brush of lips to temple. "Now... I must bathe... And find Nicolae. You must bathe...and sleep." Jab of the glass tipped index into the youth's abdomen, he gave another eerily sounding snicker with a squeeze of his arm about shoulders. "Je t'adore, cherie." One last touch of lips to brow, the darkening writhing returning for Mesteno's return trip home. He will find a bath ready for him there, as well.

It was odd to be embraced by Mikhail without the chill accompanying it, but it was comfortable anyway. As comfortable as it could be with blood congealing between them, anyway. For once he didn't look at the writhing portal and move towards it with trepidation of the odd sensations that came with it. Home was on the other side, and that bath was far, far too tempting.

It was a grand thing in Mikhail's mind that Mesteno stepped through the portal right before he turned...and slammed headlong into the damn altar. He would never see the end of that torment. The ow was grumbled past, the blade taken in a swipe of palm, and he would be heading to Bram while grumbling under his breath. Oo. Dizzy.


Mesteno

Date: 2011-02-22 09:24 EST


January 7th, 2008

?Are you here to kill me?? the frail man whispered, his hand trembling where it grasped at the edge of the crisp sheet. The other he kept hidden from view, ashamed of the repulsed reaction it inspired in anyone that wasn?t routinely exposed to it.

?I did, once,? the voice from the shadows confessed, disembodied and soft.

Sebastian Carter wasn?t strong enough to sit up for long, and the effort it took to even lift his head from the pillow had broken him out in a sweat and left him panting and dizzied.

?You can?t now. Not now?I?ve had so little time!? he rasped, franticly searching the gloom for his unexpected company. His head thumped back against the pillow, lank hair fanned out around it in strands as colourless as filaments of translucent glass. ?I?m only just?.only just starting to remember.?

The door had been left ajar, and a band of dim light cut across the gaunt figure on the bed. Carter had never been a man of imposing proportions, but he?d had a certain je ne sais quois nonetheless. Now the skin was too tight over the bones of his face, and eyes of such a pale blue that they were like the most dilute, watercolour cerulean lacked lustre.

?He?s fixing me,? he hissed with a vehemence so strong it was surprising, ?I function!?

?Minimally,? the voice remarked with congenial candour. ?You were a Detective once. Did they tell you that? You lived for that, so what?s the point now? You?ll never be back on the force. You?re too unstable. You?d be a liability.?

?Why are you here? Why did they let you in?? Sebastian sank further into the nest of his bedding. He felt like a child beleaguered by a closet monster at bed-time, but this was all too real. Carter had known worse than closet monsters in his time. He remembered when all there had been was irrational fear, so complete and overwhelming that his mind had shut down, and sanity?well the doctors had thought there was none left in his skin-shell. That was why he was here, in this wretched hospital for the mentally ill. That was why the nurses still spoke to him as if he had no more brain capacity than a child. Maybe this was all some sort of test or treatment, and he was being monitored through the walls. Perhaps they were watching him on cameras and waiting to see how he reacted to this new stimulus. He swept another frantic look around, breath held as he waited for some response.

It was a long time coming.

?They don?t know I?m here. That said it would be very unfortunate for you if you decided to alert them to my presence now. I came here to finish something, and instead found something hopeful.?

Carter clung to that one word with wide eyes, and an unhinged smile spread dry, blue-tinged lips. ?Hopeful?? His very tone was the definition of that word. The Detective had always been stubborn. Lying back and withering to nothing wasn?t his style. ?Why do you say that??

?Because I expected to find a vegetable, and instead you?re talking to me and even making some sense,? the voice replied, with a hint of disbelief. ?How much can you remember about what happened before you came here, Sebastian??

Footsteps approaching down the corridor silenced them both. Carter saw what he imagined to be a figure silently sinking into the deepest patch of shadow, and at last had somewhere to focus. A squeaky wheel on a hospital trolley just outside the door forewarned him of the nurse peering in through the crack to check up on him, but he didn?t alert her to the stranger?s presence. He feigned sleep instead.

?I remember what my office used to look like. I remember a woman talking in my ear all the time. I think I heard her while I slept. She was saying things that didn?t make sense.? He waited until the coast was clear to speak again, his tongue darting out pale and pink across his lower lip. ?She was talking about white noise. Come out of the shadows, I want to see who it is I?m talking to.?

?That?s good. That?s very good. Maybe I spoke too soon when I said there wouldn?t be any point for you,? the visitor conceded smoothly. He had a strange accent, but for Carter it was somehow familiar. Old. It left him with a sense of connection and excitement that had him rasping as he breathed again. ?Try to relax, Sebastian. If you get worked up I?ll have to leave.?

?No! Don?t go. Not yet.? Carter rationalised that begging someone to stay that had admitted to trying to kill him once was probably unwise, but he was so desperate for the firm foundations of memory he was being offered that he didn?t care. ?Come into the light. I know you. I know I do!?

?I?m not sure that?s wise. It would be better if we just talked for now,? the visitor was still concealed, but every now and then the ex-detective imagined he saw vague outlines. ?You said someone was fixing you. Who would that be??

?I don?t see why I should tell you when you won?t come out,? was Sebastian?s belligerent response.

?Is it a doctor here at the hospital? A specialist, perhaps?? The voice was sotto voce and serene, the very opposite of the detective?s. The visitor sighed when no answer was forthcoming, defeated ?All right. But then you?ll answer.?

?Yes, yes, I?ll tell you. Just hurry up!? Carter demanded impatiently.

Into the illumination that thin band of light provided, stepped the visitor. He was young and thin with bruises dappling one side of his face. It was too dark to pick out much detail, but Sebastian stared intently, trying to sit up again.

The boy was perched atop a stack of hay bales, adolescent and gangly. He was playing a card game with a battered pack, a small crowd of younger children keeping him company. They used pebbles to bet with, joking amongst themselves, but when they turned around and saw that they were being watched, they fled. All except for the boy with the long, red-gold hair. He shuffled the pack and smiled right at Carter, brilliant and broad.

?You cut your hair?? Sebastian whispered, and Mesteno saw the difference. The way his eyes had dulled when memory came creeping back. The concentration as the man desperately sought to pluck some meaning from it all.

?Come down off there, you little recalcitrant.? The hay came spilling down in a miniature avalanche as the boy did as he was told.

?Yes. You knew me when I was small,? Mesteno admitted with a wistful smile.

?And we weren?t friends,? Carter filled in that gap without assistance. Secretly he was thrilled to remember his own self-assurance.

?I suppose not.?

?Are you enjoying the Festival, Detective Carter?? They were walking down an avenue formed by the temporary paddocks where ponies milled behind high wooden fences.

?Waste of time. It?s just a draw for thieves and troublemakers,? he replied, sounding nothing short of accusatory. ?Have you and your friends enjoyed working the crowds this afternoon??

?I?m not sure what you mean, Detective.?

Even back then his visitor had been trouble. For now, he backed up into the gloom again, as if he were more comfortable out of sight. The Detective didn?t summon him out of it again.

?His name is Alistair. They don?t know that he comes, either, but he helps me. I was in a black place and I heard his voice. I followed it out and now I?ll get better. I won?t be some invalid.? He sneered at the very notion, upper lip curled back like a growling mutt. His voice was even lower in volume when he added, ?I won?t stay here much longer.?

Mesteno felt his heart leap up into his throat, and for a moment he felt distinctly nauseous. Alistair the puppeteer, the mind master that had so effectively dealt with him in the past. Of course they?d send someone like that to repair the Detective. But why go to the effort?

It was a question he wasn?t long in arriving at an answer for, but even that brief span of silence was enough to rile the eager detective into interrupting it.

?Are you still there? I need to know your name. It might help me remember!? There was something urgent to his tone, strident and unpleasant. Mesteno didn?t answer. He left as surreptitiously as he?d arrived.


Mesteno

Date: 2011-02-22 09:29 EST


In other news, I went to the hospital to visit Detective Carter a couple of days ago. It had been just over a year since I last saw him and I wasn?t expecting any difference. There he was talking to me though, snarky as ever even though he couldn?t remember much. Couldn?t remember who I was straight away either. Just?bits and pieces I suppose. I?m worried however, because it turns out his recovery is thanks to a visitor the hospital staff are unaware of.

Alistair.

Now why the hell would Alistair be visiting Carter in hospital? They?ve connected him to me somehow. I can?t believe they?re still hanging around, the b*******! It means I?m going to have to push forward with my plans for Simbi sooner than I?d like. No doubt Alistair will be able to glean that I?ve been to the hospital next time he stops in to see Carter. I suppose I could?ve killed the cop, but after all the trouble that Salvador and I went to save him, it would be a little counter-productive. One day I?ll make him realise what really happened, and maybe he?ll give up trying to put me behind bars.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-02-22 09:43 EST


January 13th, 2008

Mrs Burtz still entertained a vicious dislike of Mesteno, despite the length of their acquaintance. Her abhorrence of him was not an unusual thing (he needed multiple hands to count the number that shared her opinion!) and so he was not put off by the hard look she squinted at him from behind thick lenses, nor the twist of her bright lip-sticked mouth when he offered her an amiable smile upon wandering into the library.

Rather than divert his course as she no doubt hoped that he would, he approached the desk she was barricaded behind and loosely clasped his palms together atop the counter. If looks could kill, hers would have felled an army. Mesteno was tall enough to loom over her and for the spell of quiet that came between them he was satisfied with just that small victory. With a sigh that rattled in her throat and reminded the Sadist of dead things, she seemed finally to accept that she?d have to do her job and assist him.

?Can I help you?? For all the warmth she put into it, she may as well have been jerking her thumb at the door and spitting on the scuffed toes of his boots.

?I?d be very grateful if you could tell me whether you have any reference books that might mention the ?Witch of Endor?,? the boy managed to sound magnanimous, and had not the slightest compunction when it riled her all the more.

?You?ll have to be more specific. Are you looking for books on the occult or are you one of these insufferable Star Wars fanatics? The fantasy fiction,? she sneered, pointing with a crooked finger, ?is that way.?

It took a moment for Mesteno to grasp the latter connection, and thought it better not to mention Ewoks to avoid further insinuations (even if he did rather like the films).

?Actually the Witch of Endor was a Biblical figure,? he corrected, only to see her sneer.

?Why don?t you ask your friend, if it?s a religious matter??

By friend of course she meant Tanziel, and he understood well enough that it would pain her to admit that they were any more than friends in a platonic manner. She was still fond of the angel and would probably have welcomed him into her domain with a tray of freshly baked cookies and awful, home-knitted sweaters.

?Because even angels need a change of subject once in a while. It?d be like giving him homework,? he replied with a lazy shrug of his shoulders. ?Listen, if you can just point me in the right direction, I?ll get outta your hair.? Hair in an unfortunate, salt and pepper bee-hive he noticed. He concentrated on smiling blandly and hoped that she?d take the exit he?d provided. It was with great relief that he was, in short order, striding unaccompanied amongst the rows with a set of hastily scrawled directions on a piece of scrap paper.

It had been a little over a year since he?d had Adam read to him from the Bible, and dreamed of Aendor Ariola, as she was called in the Latin tongue. It still sent shivers racing down his spine like dribbles of ice water were being dripped there. The memory of her eyes searching him out as if he?d somehow existed centuries ago, like an echo from the future that she could pick out if only she could pin-point his presence, even now held some horror for him.

The further he wandered into the sprawling maze of shelving, the more disconnected he felt, and bizarrely, more nervous. He found himself watching the shadowy spots where the dim lighting couldn?t quite reach, as if he expected something to spring from it, and no logical reasoning could shirk that sensation. He?d have almost been pleased if Mrs. Burtz had appeared out of nowhere to pester him a little. Almost.

Slowing his pace, he squinted at the directions she?d given him, peered about at the overhead signs and decided he must be in the right place. There was a small alcove situated at the end of the aisle he peered down, occupied by some desks stained liberally in ink, old enough to have wells for it and a stunted little lectern to prop a book against. He noted the dust gathering thickly and decided that there must be something putting off the librarians from venturing into the area. Everywhere else was remarkably well tended and organised. Perhaps it wasn?t his paranoia alone urging him back towards warm, living things, no matter how unfriendly.

Determined, he put his apprehension on a back-burner and set to the task of plucking out likely titles from amongst the sorry looking tomes. It was an odd collection, as if those cataloguing them hadn?t been quite sure to what subject they belonged and had thus simply bundled them altogether out of distaste. Some were written in Latin, others what he recognised as Greek, and some had been hand-written in an odd cipher that he hadn?t a clue how to approach.

Resigned to the fact that information would probably be patchy at best, he moved to one of the rickety desks and deposited his burden so unceremoniously that a yellowed cloud of dust billowed up from the pile and left him coughing.

After that he lost track of time, filling sheets of paper with his elegant spider scrawl and steadily amassing a stack of books that he hadn?t a hope of getting back into their proper places. Still, he had made progress, and most importantly, a name had appeared from amongst the texts. Three names in fact, since there seemed to be some confusion over the witch?s identity. The most commonly used however, was ?Sedecla?.

Liber Antiquitatum Biblicarum had provided the first clue, and added a branch to his route of enquiry.

?Ecce nunc est mulier Sedecla nomine et hec filia divini Madianite, qui seduxit populum Israel maleficiis, et ecce hec habitat in - ?? His recitation of the text came to a halt when he heard an announcement that the library was due to close in fifteen minutes, and he looked about in dismay at the disorganised pages strewn across three desks and extending in book heaps down the aisle. ?Shit.?

As if it had been purposefully staged, he heard the approaching pad of feet, and he set his expression to a stern scowl, ready for the oncoming Battle against the Burtz. It was not the decrepit librarian that appeared however.

?Hello,? Vadriel greeted him, typically understated and casual, not at all perturbed by the look being levelled upon him. ?You?d better let me help you tidy this away. I need to talk to you.?

Reluctant to appear cooperative to the suggestion, even though he knew it to be wise, Mesteno leaned forwards over his notes and flicked over the page of the current book propped in the lectern. ?Did you stalk me here?? he asked, catching glimpses of the gentle giant as he approached. Faint nacre of his too pale skin where there should have been no light to reflect from it. The occasional pulse of something in eyes the colour of fresh bruises.

?Only with the best of intentions, I assure you. In fact I think you may appreciate my concern on this occasion. It appears that certain parties in this city are aware of their failure to put you out of action. Really, Mesteno, will you stop pretending to read and start at least attempting to rectify this mess?? Vadriel didn?t ask permission before he stooped to collect up an armful that the Sadist would have struggled to carry, idly glancing at the faded titles on the spines before he slipped them back into their spaces on the shelves.

?You mean that the English boys know their little spirit golem didn?t work? Or is Simbi better informed than I thought he was?? Scraping papers together into an untidy heap, he began to follow Vadriel?s example and attempted to (even if only half-heartedly) home the books.

?I?ve heard nothing about Simbi for months. Perhaps he thinks the trick has worked. On this occasion, it was your friend Alistair. He was in the company of another man that my companions didn?t seem to be able to recognise.?

?Just what I needed,? Mesteno griped sourly, losing patience with the tomes and just slotting them into any available gaps instead. ?I thought I?d taken their number down and they?re just recruiting again instead. I won?t recognise the b****** if I see him, either.?

?Language,? Vadriel reprimanded, paternal as ever. He pretended not to see that his young friend rolled his eyes. ?I don?t think it is safe for you to remain in that van any longer. Perhaps you should come and stay with me for a while instead. Your old room has been empty since Serge moved out with his cats.?

?I may take you up on that offer. I?m not exactly fit enough to be reckless right now.?

?So I can see. Trouble at your heels again, or did you walk willingly into it??

?Vadriel,? Mesteno?s tone was amused, despite the admonishment, ?you know better than to ask me that.?

They finished packing away the books, and with one particular text tucked beneath his arm and a sheaf of notes clasped in one hand, Mesteno led the way to the desk to check out his chosen read. Mrs Burtz seemed surprised to see that the youth had company, and gave him a suspicious look, as if he?d somehow magicked the ghostly looking Heretic from one of the library?s occult books.

?So what have you discovered about your witch?? Vadriel asked once they?d exited the building. Mesteno had given him his work to hold while he set about trying to wrap up against the cold.

?Her name was Sedecla. Or Zephania, or some Hebrew version I can?t pronounce,? Mesteno waved a hand dismissively. ?Sedecla seems to be the most commonly used. She?d apparently been raising the dead for forty years for the Philistines, which at least suggests she might have been about the age of the woman in my dream.?

Vadriel said nothing, just grunted acknowledgement that he was listening and his young friend should go on.

?Well, she was the daughter of this guy called Adod the Midianite. He and his people were connected with this group of scholars called the Hyksos that?d been kicked out of Egypt. They may actually have been descended from them in fact, because it turns out they worshipped a whole heap of Gods, which was why Saul had disliked ?em in the first place, what with all the idol worship and what-not. Their territory, from what I can make out is in what?s now called Hebron, the City of the Patriarchs in Israel. Sedecla?s father actually had a tomb there, so it?s not impossible to guess that Sedecla might have one too.?

Here, Vadriel interrupted. ?Not necessarily. Remember, people knew about her after Saul?s visit, so any fanatic that wanted to get rid of witches or anyone involved in preternatural practices might have gone out to finish her off. And she was a woman, therefore more unlikely to be given the same reverence as her father when he died.?

?Yeah but?Vay. This woman was something else. If it wasn?t just my imagination working over time, I don?t think anyone could?ve finished her off easily. There was something really f****** wrong with her.? And given the shudder that Mesteno shook with beneath his coat, Vadriel was willing to believe it too. ?Anyway, there was evidence found of worship for the Egyptian Goddess Hathor in the Midianite land. I checked through a few sources on her too, and though she?s primarily linked to motherhood and that constellation of stars people named a chocolate bar after-..?

?The Milky Way,? Vadriel interjected.

?Yeah, that. They were her primary meanings, but did you also know she was once called Hathor Sekhmet??

?Yes.?

?Oh?all right. Well anyway Hathor Sekhmet was a blood drinking, awesome sounding war Goddess, so it?s not too much of a jump to suppose that Sedecla was one of her worshippers. I?m going to look for mention of any rituals connected to her in the Papyrus Ani that Koyan gave me. Who knows, maybe that trinket of Sedecla?s you and I picked up in the mines is good for something more than magnifying what I can already do.?

Vadriel considered what he?d been told, introspective and ignoring the eager looks Mesteno was giving him as he waited for some kind of positive response. ?You did say that the Midianites worshipped a plethora of deities. Just because there was direct evidence of Hathor Sekhmet?s worship mentioned in the text doesn?t mean that she was the only one from the Egyptian pantheon. Why not dig a little deeper into Hebron?s history and see if there is any mention of deities representing death? Anubis, perhaps. As you say, Hathor wouldn?t be too large a jump, but it is still a jump nonetheless.?

Mesteno had suspected that Vadriel might be able to offer some words of help, even if it was infuriating to admit the Heretic?s mind was quicker than his own. It was also very much like the boy to go pouncing on the first scrap of evidence he saw suggesting one thing and thinking it may have all the answers. Spilling a resigned sigh, he nodded his agreement and began to make a mental list of new leads, oblivious to the patient, indulgent look that Vadriel turned on him, forgetful of the news about the new British recruit.

Mesteno?s mind was thoroughly occupied with Sedecla, the Witch of Endor.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-22 11:22 EST
[OOC note: Might not be suitable for those with an aversion to goriness. For the sake of understanding, here?s a quick overview of certain, uncommon words used.

Houngan - A Vaudun (Vudun, Voodoo) priest.
Houmfor - A home temple to a priest of the Vaudun religion.
Loa - Vaudun gods.
Poteau mitan - A spirit pole found in a Houmfor.
Hounsis - Assistants working for the priest, initiated into the religion.
Batterie - The drum orchestra used for Vaudun ceremonies.
Ogantier - A musician, specifically of a bell-like instrument.
Ouanga - A black magic charm made by a Houngan.

I don?t claim to be an expert on this religion, and if I were being really accurate I should probably have titled Simbi as a Bokor, a practitioner of Black Magic. For those wondering why I didn?t, he keeps his necromancy quiet. His public persona is merely that of a Vaudun Priest.]

February, 2008.

Crouched low amidst the gnarled buttress roots of an ancient Cypress, Mesteno peered past Spanish moss and reeking, stagnant waters towards the manse of Simbi Laveau. The enormous bonfire painted the buildings portico in lurid, ruddy light, banishing the whitewash of its pretentious, Grecian columns and flickering in gaudy dancing illumination over every glinting window. It glinted, too, in the hunter?s eyes. Tiny, hellfire reflections hinting at the heart of his intentions.

The party was well under way.

The men and women gathered around the inferno might have been anyone, smiling admirers of the Houngan?s spectacle, keen for whatever performance he might astonish them with, keen for the bloodshed which preceded it. Even from a distance he could feel the cumulative power amongst them, a network of cold, hungry energy which bound them like a dark flock. Necromancers, every last one of them.

He was pleased.

The threat they presented was very real, but the cover they offered his arrival was nothing short of perfect. Simbi might have felt the approach of a lone wolf, but with his followers gathered so close, he?d never detect the incoming threat. Mesteno had chosen that night specifically, not only to take his teacher, his betrayer out of the picture permanently, but to send a warning to the others.

Leaving the crowd to its eager anticipation, he melted back further into the swamp and circled.

Stealth was nothing to do with necromancy. Stealth was feet trained to settle in the right places, weight shifted delicately with practiced precision and - the greatest challenge to him - balance. Floundering through that slimy water or failing to identify which patches of ground were actually little more than mud traps would cut his plans short. He proceeded with caution, never emerging from his treacherous cover until he could see the Houmfor ahead. It was then he shadow stepped, with his destination in plain sight and no risk of misplacement.

The shadows moved, swallowed him up in bone-gnawing coldness and a complete absence of light, to spit him out beside the temple, poised and still...mainly to counter the inevitable dizziness of such travel. However it was mere moments before he was on the move again, making his way inside past the Poteau-mitan and the altars dedicated to each Loa. Simbi had decorated his home temple extravagantly, ever keen to show power via wealth. Mesteno sneered, considered leaving the place in disorder to antagonise the followers who would surely come here for the ritual later, and ignored the impulse only due to lack of time.

He moved on, through a peristyle and into the manse proper.

Here, electric illumination replaced flickering candles or firelight, and stealth was reduced to travelling aphonously. If any of Simbi?s hounsis were ill-fated enough to stumble across them, he?d need to silence them hastily. The priest?s bedroom was close, and he could hear already the smooth, unaccented voice lifted in rehearsal. Simbi, ever the showman. Mesteno did not doubt that the evenings rituals would begin with human sacrifice. Perhaps more than one.

A good man might have sought out such prisoners, but he was hell-bent on revenge, not heroism, and his target was close. He could taste the finality as he arrived, undetected outside of the door. Such self-confidence to be unguarded, with so many dangerous Rhy?Din denizens at his home! But they were invited guests. They adored and respected him. Where was the risk tonight?

?We?ll begin in ten minutes. Make sure the Batt?rie are all gathered in the lobby. If that Ogantier is drunk again I?ll have his hide and shrink his heart into an Ouanga. You hear me? I?m sick of these f****** amateurs. You?d think with every remaining drop of Laveau blood out there they?d at least have the common sense to be professional. Sober! I don?t want Jennie out there wondering why?why??

Simbi stood in front of a vast mirror on the wall opposite the door. He hadn?t even glanced away from his own reflection when the door had opened - the initiates had been in and out all evening, running his errands. Now he found himself staring wild-eyed at a dead man walking. Mesteno should have been dead. Dead weeks ago! No one had seen him, the spirit golem, it couldn?t have failed!

He watched as Mesteno locked the door from the inside.

?Wait!? He implored, spinning in a swirl of black robes, hands lifted to keep his old pupil at bay. ?You don?t understand.?

?I?m pretty sure I do, actually. Save the monologue. You back-stabbed me, got scared. Didn?t realise I?d survived. You know what has to happen now.? Mesteno moved closer, energy swollen in preparation. He could feel it as if it might burst out of his skin in conflagration, in licking black flames, cold to the touch.

And Simbi, yet to touch the sacrifices, unfuelled could feel it too.

?Mesteno, don?t. If we worked together we could get rid of them all. There?s more power in you than I ever knew. Look at what you survived! They ordered it. You know what they?re like!?

And he did, it was true. He?d defied them, murdered them, suffered at their whims, been forced to flee, at the worst of times. But he had never submitted the way Simbi had. Trust had long fled. The Houngan could not sway him.

Simbi realised that words would only be ineffectual, and struck the first blow. Or tried to. The very leeching he had taught to his student flared up, an attempt to steal away the life energy he could feel, moving in a great tumult through channels struggling to contain them. He was older, he was the teacher, his bloodlines and rituals should have given him more than an edge. Yet somehow, things moved in reverse, and that very energy he sought to steal acted like a magnet to his own, sending the flow the other way. Panicked, he severed the connection and glowered at Mesteno in indignant outrage.

?Care to try anything else?? the redhead asked the Houngan with unfeigned insouciance.

He saw the apparition beginning to coalesce behind him via the mirror, knew that Simbi was crushing together his familiar spirits into a tangled atrocity of souls, ready to strike, but without a blood sacrifice, it was taking too long. He lunged away from it as it reached out, not wholly formed, and felt the threat bypass him by scant inches. Quite what contact with it would do, he couldn?t be sure, but he wasn?t waiting to find out. Simbi was waiting for him, using the distraction to his advantage, and the knife flashed out to try and drink blood.

Mesteno swerved, his back thumping into a dresser, but the long, tightly muscled leg he snapped in a vicious kick at the priest met its target and sent the other man stumbling, straight into the embrace of the tortured souls he had been clumsily trying to control. The Houngan hadn?t enough concentration to exert his will over his creation, and it reached for him with as much ill intent as it had for Mesteno. He shrank away from it in terror, and when he back-peddled, it was straight into the trap of his pupil?s steely arms.

One hand grasped at his wrist, keeping the knife from being driven between ribs. Muscles tremmored as physical struggle surpassed preternatural, Simbi kicking backwards to stumble them into the wall, and when he heard the sharp expulsion of air, felt the arm wrapped around him go slack, he thought himself free.

But it was only because the hand had surrendered purchase to strike instead. He caught a flicker-flash glimpse of metal talons, armour rings curving over curled fingers like silver carapaces, and then he was blinded. Pain flared white hot where his eyes had been, in the great rents dragged through cheek and lips, and he gave way to shrill screams.

Mutilated, bleeding, he felt Mesteno?s hands flatten against his back, the strength in sinewy arms as they straightened to shove him away. Straight into the half-formed soul golem which had been skulking towards them.

Now, there was blood sacrifice. Now the spirits were given their offering, feeding on the vitae of the very man they had served loyally, only to be betrayed, bound by his will into a horror they couldn?t escape. Mesteno knew from experience that the dead could be just as vengeful as the living, and he put as much distance between himself and the amorphous being as he could, blood dripping from the metal talons he wore.

He should have been repulsed he knew, watching his teacher swallowed up by it, his shrieking choked off as surely as if a hand had grasped his throat, but he was too fascinated, too full of adrenaline and urgency to do anything but watch. Watch as the blood began to seep out of his pores, great haematoma?s bulging up and out of caf? au lait skin to burst in vile splatters. Invisible pressure caved in one side of his face, and the ceremonial knife slipped from his fingers to clatter on the marble floor.

Mesteno felt, more than saw him die. Bone splinters driven from a caved skull unto the brain snuffing him out like a flame pinched between fingers. It was too quick, too merciful a death for him to be satisfied, but it was a death nonetheless.

With Simbi?s influence gone, the golem dissipated, his familiars strong enough to disperse in their natural states now they were glutted on his blood. They dropped his corpse in a twisted tangle, a dark puddle spreading, smooth as a mirror and glinting like garnet where the light caught it. It haloed his head, an almost perfect circle that left Mesteno wanting to laugh at the irony.

Approaching the remains with caution, for he?d be a fool to assume a necromancer harmless in death, he rolled the corpse over and searched within the sleeves and pockets of his robes, examining wrist, ankle, throat, anywhere and everywhere that might be harbouring gris-gris. Anything even remotely suspicious he snapped loose, decayed rapidly to nothing more that dust.

Simbi Laveau would not be rising against him.

He strode away to the window, opening it outward to let in a sudden rush of swamp-tainted air before turning, perched on the sill to look at the corpse.

?C?mon, Simbi. Time to make your appearance,? he chuckled as he slid out.

Behind him, the corpse lurched sickeningly to its feet, and followed.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-24 22:22 EST
March 3rd, 2008.

Something happened to me and I hate that I have no idea what it was.

A couple of weeks ago, I left the valley in the middle of the night with Zillah, and he took me to Simbi's place out in the swamp. There was some kind of ceremony going on outside, but I found him indoors preparing.

We fought. I killed him.

Killed him and then animated his corpse before parading it to the party-goers, just so they'd know. Just so they'd think twice about screwing around with me, because it'll come out before long, what he'd been up to. I don't want to be top dog. Not like Sin with his kindred. With him it's understandable. For me it was pure revenge.

Let me get on with my life. Let me do it without your interference.

I wanted to shout it to their faces, but they'd have turned on me before I could blink, and although I handled their Master Houngan without too much trouble, being teamed up on would have flattened me.

I escaped back out into the swamp, and after that there's just a big blank. I had no idea that almost two weeks had passed when I woke up. Had to have Becky confirm it with a newspaper before I'd believe it was true. Tanziel found me at the tavern as she was confirming it, saying he'd missed me and had been worried and that's when it sunk in properly. That someone had been f****** with my head.

Nothing terrifies me more than that. I just clung to him for a good, long time because it made me feel safe. I was happy to let him distract me with contact, and it wasn't too long before we were driving back to the valley and making for the bedroom. It wasn't until I'd stripped off that the new scar on the back of my calf came to light. I know my scars, numerous as they are, and there was never one there. Not one that was so deliberately carved. And yet somehow it looks old; shiny and pale like I've had it years. I'm not even sure what it was supposed to be, but it's precise. I suppose I'm going to have to start looking up arcane symbols at the library to see what it is.

What bothers me most, is that I have no idea what enemy of mine wouldn't take the opportunity just to kill me if they managed to get hold of me. That they've done it and let me go (relatively) unharmed makes no sense. But what the hell else could this be?

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-24 22:35 EST
March 19th, 2008.

?So how come you got in so late today, David??

Mesteno couldn?t recall her name. She was one of the many come and go volunteers that helped out at the Animal Shelter, a friendly face he smiled at because she greeted him and somehow, had latched onto the alias he used when he was keeping his head above water with respectable work and not swimming beneath it with the sharks. He glanced up at her, away from the stubborn Elastoplast he was peeling away from an iv catheter in an agitated feline?s foreleg.

The small room they?d decided to tackle the beast in was one of the pre-operative theatres, and it was cramped enough without the boxes stacked high around its edges, waiting to be relocated to the new kennel block. For an environment that was supposed to be kept semi-sterile, it was dismally below acceptable standards, but until recently donations had been so few and far between that the charity had been forced to struggle with whatever it could get.

?I lost track of the time. Manager?ll probably kill me, but what can he do? Fire me?? His was unpaid work, despite the fact that he occupied one of the senior positions amongst the lay staff. The cat he was trying to free of its drip line bared teeth at him, hissing a warning as its fur got tugged by the adhesive. Mesteno only smiled wryly. A cat bite would be a minor irritation, a subtle reminder of the spider-leg stitches in one side of his neck. ?Pass me the surgical spirit would you? Tiggy here?s gonna go ape-s*** if I take any more of her hair out.?

The girl obliged him, one hand tight on the cat?s scruff to keep it from doing more than threaten with its teeth. ?That?s all? You look like you fell on your face or something. You have a fat lip,? she teased.

?Y?make me laugh and it?ll bleed again,? he warned, conquering the impulse to grin and finally succeeding in removing the catheter, a well placed thumb pressed over the tiny but bruised puncture site. ?But to answer your question, I didn?t fall on my face. What do you think I am? Some toddler with no coordination??

?A drunkard with no coordination would be more accurate,? intoned a clipped, cultured voice from behind them.

The girl squealed her surprise. It was far past closing time, Rhy?Din?s moons well advanced in their journey across a star-spangled sky, and the doors had been locked hours before. Mesteno straightened sharply, letting go of the cat?s leg swiftly enough that it batted at his hand in alarm, extended claws catching at the thin skin across his knuckles and leaving scarlet stripes, beading with blood in its wake. Sensibly, the animal darted off the table and disappeared into a narrow partition between two, barred kennels.

?Alistair,? Mesteno muttered, rounding the table to put himself between the Englishman and his young colleague. ?How the hell did you get in here??

With a thump and a crash, the girl slumped backwards as if fainted, back impacting with the instrument stand and sending it, and the various clamps, scalpels and forceps it?d been holding toppling to the floor. He barely had time to turn and catch at the collar of her polo shirt to stop her collapsing at full force, and cursed his frustration. He knew there was nothing wrong with her. It was Alistair, putting her out of the way.

?She won?t remember anything, don?t worry. I?m sure you?ll think up some excuse as to why she wakes up down there.?

?I told you not to come back here. The people here are good ones, don?t drag anyone else into this mess,? Mesteno snarled, getting back to his feet once he?d propped the girl against the nearest wall.

?I?ve no intention of doing so,? the Agent replied, though the watercolour blue of his eyes and the sharp lines of his handsome face were inexorable. He felt no compunction for playing with the girls head and putting her out of commission. ?In fact you might be surprised to hear that I?ve come to see you of my own volition.?

?Why? More warnings?? He sneered, despite the bubble of curiosity.

?Not exactly. I know that you killed Simbi. I felt you there --?

?He deserved it. That b****** turned traitor, siding with you like a coward. I only regret that it took me so long.?

Alistair waited patiently, tall and imposing in his dark, unadorned suit, until he was sure that he wouldn?t be interrupted again. His tone was congenial when he spoke up. ?We fully expected it, of course. Simbi was good at what he did, but he was too boxed in by the Vaudun background he?d worked his way up from. I never expected you?d have such a flair for drama though, parading his corpse like a puppet and having it go lurching towards his followers. I expect you?re disappointed it was so downplayed by the local tabloids.?

The Englishman couldn?t have been further from the truth with regards to Mesteno?s response to the articles he?d read; poorly headlined and hidden away among the central pages, the details condensed and censored, tangled amongst obituary style drivel as if the Houngan had been someone worthy of remembrance. The Sadist didn?t like attention, and if anything had been grateful for the discretion of the witnesses.

?You wanted me to kill Simbi,? he stated, a little sickened by the realisation that he?d been duped. Alistair smiled serenely, but it was contrived. He?d ever be more suited to the fixed features of a carven saint. ?Jesus Christ, I?m so stupid.?

?That?s a little harsh. ?Young? is a more appropriate word, ?David?. Why David? Why not something more noteworthy??

?Now you?re just playing dumb,? Mesteno growled, wondering at Alistair?s machinations.

?Perhaps. Now I shall be succinct. You killed Simbi, and only I and one other of our number are aware. For the moment I?ve ensured that he forgets this scrap of knowledge, but it?s as easily reversed as me clicking my fingers. Your recent necromantic activity has been subtle enough to fly beneath the radar of my superiors, but if they found out about this little?blip--?

?You?re calling Simbi?s death a blip?? Mesteno laughed, an ugly bark of a sound as he settled bony elbows on the edge of the operating table.

?He was inconsequential. Expendable,? Alistair informed him blithely, ?but nevertheless, it would be better for your sake if they remained unaware. That way you appear less of a threat. If there?s nothing for our new addition to report back to our peers, in time they may consider you less worthy of their attention.?

?All right, you have my attention,? Mesteno admitted. The English had been a constant thorn in his side ever since he first became entangled with them, and he?d have been willing to do (almost) anything to see them lose interest. ?What am I supposed to do in order for you to keep your traps shut??

The Englishman gave him a lambent smile, all the more brilliant beneath the hot, overhead lamps, and contentedly, supercilious, laid out his demands. ?Tell me about Sedecla.?


Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-28 18:39 EST
Journal Excerpt:

March 30th, 2008.

Alistair and I have been talking, and not one of us have lifted a finger in violence. His colleagues have not come crashing down on me like a tidal wave. He has not gone poking into my mind without my consent.

Because of this, I decided it was safe to ask him to see what he could draw out of me to explain my bewildering two week absence. Initially, he couldn't get inside, and I realised it was due to Mater's ring. Without it, not even the Puppet Master can get in there and I'm comforted by that. What really pleased me though was to discover that over the past two years I've developed some mental walls of my own. Compared to last time when he blithely informed me taking what he needed from my head was as easy as dipping his hand in and pulling it out, he had a little trouble. I had to make myself open gateways for him to pry through, and it was so amusing to me to see that immutable expression all crumpled with frustration that I had trouble not grinning. Or laughing. I don't think laughing would have gone down too well.

Apparently it isn't a simple case of amnesia I'm suffering (way to go, me). I actually spent the vast majority of the time asleep, and what few images he did manage to draw to the surface were all blurred at the edges as if I was inebriated and struggling to claw my way out of it.

A stable yard.
A man with an eye-patch (???)
A woman waving her hands around and making patterns with her fingers.

For the life of me, neither person he mentioned made any sense to me. The stable yard could be any number of those that I've visited. I go to one on a daily basis to take care of Goliath after all - but if they'd caught me there, why did I wake up in the swamp? That's where I ran after I got rid of Simbi. I can only assume that's where they picked me up, and they were hoping I wouldn't find out anything about what happened in between. But then why the note? And is it from the man or the woman?

In return for his assistance, and his silence on my most recent slaughter (I like that word - murder sounds cheap) I've had to tell him about Sedecla. He went nosing around in the library when their new talent spotter informed him I'd been in there, and I think he must have gone burrowing into Mrs. Burtz's head. Typical it'd be her senile old mind that'd give me away. Thankfully, he knows nothing of the bone amulet I took from the cave in the mines so long ago. Or else I don't think he'd have held his silence. I don't consider him an honourable man after all. He's already displayed an alarming lack of loyalty to his own people.

- M


Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-28 19:11 EST
April 26th, 2008.

Beneath the roar of voices, the music was reduced to little but a heavy base-beat, the melody (if there?d been one to begin with) usurped by the dirge of creaking chains, the rattle of diamond-link fencing and corrugated iron sheets that surrounded the pit. Occasionally the dull thump of knuckles impacting with flesh bruised like overripe fruit reached his ears, but he was too close to sleep to make much sense of it all, somnolently watching the twin spotlights of red swing from one end of the insides of his eyelids to the other, pendulum style.

The pub was aptly named; The Pit & Pendulum.

The pit, in this instance was dug six feet into the floor, lit by trashcans loaded up as makeshift bonfires at the corners and the dazzling beams of a van?s headlights. The van, high above was the pendulum, swinging lethargically from its tail-end by heavy, industrial chains that kept the gutted vehicle swinging like the Sword of Damocles over their heads.

The crowd was a burly assortment of sailors, truckers, bikers and local rapscallions eager to throw off a day?s frustrations like an electric fence gleefully bleeding its current into the first sorry candidate to stumble into it?s humming, metal teeth. Mesteno didn?t fit, but he?d earned his place there amongst them, name scrawled on the smudged whiteboard where a tally was kept of wins and losses. He?d stained the sand at the bottom of the pit scarlet like any other man. Spat blood in the streets on his way home. Pissed blood from a well placed punch in the kidneys.

Later, they?d all filter out into the streets with a pink patina glossing their teeth, slapping backs and good-naturedly cursing one another?s mothers. No hard feelings. Come back soon.

For now, they fought with the roar of the crowd in their ears, the air in the domed space they were packed into an alchemy of sweat and leather, alcohol and blood, a bait to lure more of them into the pit. The men swayed like a tide as money exchanged hands, bets won and lost, challenges made. On the ground floor above, the owner polished his tankards and kept watch over the bar, its windows darkened with posters from old B-movies and the air hazy with smoke. Now and then a lost Goth child might wander in, searching for a haven in the docklands, but their stays were short lived.

?Hey. Hey! Ain?t you that motherf***** that used t?fight for body parts?? A hand shook his bare shoulder insistently, and he cracked an eye open where he sat on the bench. ?Yeah y?are, I recognise you! Where the f***?ve you been, man??

?Away with the fairies,? he drawled his reply, pausing to probe at an aching tooth with the tip of his tongue. No wobble at least. He hated it when they aimed for his mouth, ?until this ugly f***** with a spike through ?is lip came and woke me up.? The stranger grinned at him with crooked, yellow teeth all the more obviously discoloured thanks to the shiny, silver metal the Sadist had mentioned, not in the least offended, and dropped onto the end of the rickety bench the participants loitered on between matches. Mesteno recognised him vaguely but couldn?t recall a name. He didn?t begrudge him a smile though. ?The Hell d?you want anyway??

The man kept smiling right on back, the expression fixed. ?Just keep acting like we?re talkin? it up like old buddies, okay man? Try not t?look suspicious. Joe sent me over ?cause he says y?ought to know someone?s showin? an interest. He ain?t recognised by none o? the regulars an? we need to know if he?s one?a yours before we kick him out.? He barked a rough laugh, like he was tickled by a joke of his own making.

Mesteno was sorely pressed not to swing a frantic look out over the crowd, but somehow kept his eyes steadfast on his informer.

?Yeah? What?s he look like??

?Big guy, scruffy, eye-patch ?n red-hair.?

?I don?t know anyone that looks like that??

And yet somehow the description niggled, as if he should know but couldn?t quite grasp at it. He felt himself beginning to frown, poker face failing him as usual, and he was only saved by the quick thinking of his companion as he lifted a hand to jab a stubby, bloody-knuckled finger at the Sadist?s lower lip where the scabbed seam of a split nestled amidst swelling. They were talking about his war-wounds, nothing more. Nothing suspicious.

?Right then, we?ll drag ?im out. Y?wanna help??

?No?Sh**. Don?t drag him out yet. Tell Joe t?keep an eye on him. Stay behind him if y?can and if you see him reach f?anything go ahead. I need to see him.?

The pierced man gave him a dubious look, but shrugged and went to do as Mesteno had asked, rounding the crowd to head to where the organiser was busily updating the whiteboard. Mesteno was left to simmer in his own paranoia, trying to keep his perusal of the crowd as casual looking as he could. In places it was so damn dense that it was difficult to work out where limbs belonged, and the constant slice of the pendulum?s headlights was distracting to the point of infuriation.

?Kid, you?re in!? someone bellowed in his ear, a broad palm plastered across his sweat-slick back and pressing him towards the steps.

He hissed out a curse between his teeth. Knew there was no avoiding it. Too many people with bets riding on his scrawny ass, too many regulars that would wonder why he was backing out if he held his hands up in surrender?

And yet to be stuck down there in the pit with the gate swinging closed behind him with an odd sense of finality and the piece-meal fences above bowing with the pressure of bodies crushed up against them straining to see, he felt vulnerable. He?d be trapped in a space smaller than a boxing ring, stumbling around in sand with another man?s fists chasing him while some unknown threat prowled around above. It would be so easy to take him out in circumstances like this and he loathed it. Loathed the thought of dying without putting up a fight.

Waiting for his opponent to descend into the pit, he prowled like a caged lion, peering up to the men rattling the fence and ignoring encouragement and insults alike. He was not a performer, did not work the crowd with up-thrust fists and challenging cries, but here and there he met eyes, lit with urgency and gleaming with the odd faience the leaping flames at the corners of the pit offered. He lacked their machismo, but he more than outmatched them for brutality, and anyone that threw in their luck for the evening fights expected nothing less than his usual savage exuberance.


Someone was descending the steps. Entering the ring.

This man he knew but hadn?t fought. He?d witnessed plenty of victories, plenty of contenders sprawling at his feet, and at any other time he?d have relished the opportunity to face-up to him. The gate swung shut again, and they squared up, examining one another, looking for weaknesses. Both had fought two rounds already, and sported the evidence of their efforts in plum-bruises and swollen cuts, crusted blood and the gloss of sweat.

Mesteno?s opponent was no taller than he, but he was broad through the torso, so heavily built that he looked squat by comparison, neck swallowed up by the dome?s of muscles in his shoulders and legs three times as thick around as the Sadist?s. A well-aimed punch from that was going to leave him reeling.

Fleeting, Mesteno?s tongue darted out over dry lips, and he brought up his fists, ready to guard.

Milling was not simple brawling. There were codes of conducts one adhered to; no turning your back, fists only, no grappling, no backing up. It was an offensive sport the contenders participated in, aiming for knock out spots, striking with the intent to crumple their opposition as quickly as possible. Accuracy was everything. It also meant that had they not a healer on stand-by, the majority of them would have been leaving with injuries requiring surgery. Mesteno knew the pain of broken teeth, fractured jaw and nose, but his face was unscarred save for a single, thin scar so narrow it was barely noticeable over his cheekbone.

The bell rang. The stocky b****** was coming for him with a smile like he could taste premature victory and it was oh-so-sweet. For a heartbeat, Mesteno let go of his preoccupation. Forgot that there was someone stalking him in the crowd above. He just wanted to hammer the self-confident b******?s face into a red-raw pulp and see his mouth smashed into a gaping, toothless hole.

Their fists collided, knuckles buffeted along forearms instead of reaching their targets, and both men swung again, determined and vicious. The jolt of adrenaline the violence dosed him with urged him on like spurs in his sides, and somewhere between glancing blows, he felt his fist impact solidly. It struck a temple, just as he?d intended?a split-second before his head snapped backwards as an uppercut caught him under the chin. Pain spiked down the back of his neck and his teeth snapped together noisily as the ache blossomed and spread.

There was no pause in this kind of fight for wary circling or nursing wounds. Both men were back on the offensive, trying to brutalise one another into submission. Mesteno knew he was winning when the other man?s breathing had grown ragged and the slam of his fist became more like a grumpy patting than a true strike, and the wiry youth pushed his advantage, sinuous muscle as sharply defined as an anatomy model ridged with abstract furrows.

The noise ring-side grew louder, triumphant as those backing him foresaw the outcome, and Mesteno shot a hawk-eyed look up at the baying mob, grinning at the encouragement.

He saw him then. Red-haired and hulking, his face craggy and one eye absent. The other was a vivid, poison green visible even from a distance, and he was watching, a still monolith in a sea of people constantly in motion.

?It?s hard to see anything. It?s all pale and foggy,? Alistair murmured, at his most dignified and yet looking entirely out of place in the cheap, plastic garden chair on Sanctuary?s porch. Kalari watched him a short distance away, her delicately pointed ears angled back in disapproval. ?Wait?there is something. A man and he?s missing an eye. Red hair going grey, tall?does this make any sense to you??

It hadn?t then. It still didn?t now. He did not recognise the man, but the eye contact was clear. How many one-eyed red-headed men could Rhy?Din contain?

A punch almost sent him reeling, a solid one that connected with his cheekbone and twisted his head to one side. When he straightened, the stalker was gone. Only his squat, panting opponent filled his vision, trying to follow up the blow with another. The crowd were yelling, disbelief over a victory slipping away and others shocked as it seemed the balance swung in their favour.

Cursing softly, Mesteno reluctantly returned his attention to the fight, bringing it to a swift close before the majority of the spectators had time to register the fact that he?d turned the tables again. The muscle-bound contender was face first in the sand, glossing it red while the Sadist urgently loped to the gate, rattling it with a demanding shout for release that went unheard under the cheering.

?Joe! JOE! Shut the f*** up all of you!? He bellowed, but not even an opera singer?s training gave him voice enough to be heard over the rabble. ?Joe get the f*****! Someone let me the hell out!?

It was the pierced informant from earlier than came to open the gate. Almost found himself crushed behind it as Mesteno barged his way free and surged up the short flight of steps into the throng like a bull in a china shop. From there, moving was impossible. He?d no sooner stepped amongst them than he was being congratulated and sent staggering by the slam of open palms against his back, crushing in and pushing crumpled bills into his pockets like it was a strip club and not a pit fight. Appreciation for the wins.

He couldn?t have cared less. The Stalker was gone.


Mesteno

Date: 2011-04-30 08:32 EST
Journal excerpt:

June 10th, 2008.

Getting pretty sick of walking around town feeling like there's a spook tailing me. I don't think it IS a spook, but it feels that way. Like the parasite that latched onto me whe I was rift jumping a few years back used to trail around on my heels, waiting for me to fall asleep.

Nothing ever happens of course. I expect to see the one-eyed stalker from the Pit 'n Pendulum but he's been keeping such a low enough profile that even my look-outs have had nothing to report that's definite.

I wander around some, trying to pretend I don't care. Act casual. Sit with my back to the world like I own it and nothing could ever touch me. Inside, I'm jumpy as hell. Inside, I just want to be home. Not the treehouse. Sanctuary. I want to go lock myself in the morgue and sleep and know that nothing is getting in through those armoured doors. That maybe, if I sleep long enough the feeling will be gone.

I spend way too much time hunched down over books in the valley, studying, trying to get better and learn how to do everything without making any mistakes. Yet for some reason, what I read, what I realise I will one day be able to do if I put my heart into this, scares me. Once upon a time I did it so that I might have the chance of living longer than God intended. A way to stick around for Tanziel. Now I realise what I may be doing is polluting myself to the point that being in his presence may harm me. How far do I have to go before he's like the proverbial cross to the vampire to me? And then there are the other books. The ones that talk about necromancers strong enough to hold sway over not just zombies and the like, but kindred too. They are undead and though still in possession of their own will, there are plenty of references to occasions where a powerful necromancer has had numerous kindred at their bidding.

Sin came too close after I read that a few days ago. It was just a punch, playfully meant, but I remember this buzz in me, this inkling, and everything I'd read came rushing to the surface of my mind like an erupting geyser. This voice in my head saying 'he's undead, you could...'

And I don't know what the could is. I don't even want to think about it. It's way off in the future, perhaps beyond the span of my lifetime, and Sin's this prince amongst his kind, maybe too powerful to be manipulated in such a way. He's one of my oldest friends. It's awful to me that even for a second I looked at him and thought of him as anything like that which the texts talk about.

He said to call him. I felt so guilty that I couldn't do it.

And then later I forget the guilt for a little while and th voice comes back and slyly suggests that I go find some fledgling vampire to try it out on. Just to see if it's possible. All the more reason to stay home.

And yet I'm restless, and resenting this nervous feeling that's permeating everything.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-01 19:26 EST
June 19th, 2008.

?Was that f****** funny t?you?? Mesteno asked, the flats of his palms meeting with the other man?s chest noisily, the strength behind wiry forearms propelling him backwards with more momentum than they should have been able to accomplish.

Alistair only gave one of his mercurial smiles, and quietly considered the slick of red staining the lip of the young man squaring up to him so angrily.

?Believe it or not, I never intended to do that. You?re just so guarded these days that I had to punch a way through your roadblocks. It?s admirable I suppose, but at the moment inconvenient. Let?s walk, shall we??

Swiping the back of his hand through the blood smear to be rid of the worst of it, Mesteno followed the Englishman with his mouth skewed into a disgruntled line and the occasional sniff stemming any further trickling from his nose. Alistair?s use of the word ?punch? as a metaphor had been accurate enough; his head was throbbing, as if a hornet was trapped under his skull, stinging at the grey matter beneath it with indefatigable malice. Blessedly, the sun was just a hazy blur well on the way to being swallowed up beyond the line of buildings, so there was no harsh light to add to his misery, just the welcome, enveloping gloom of an evening fast approaching.

?Next time just show y?self and wave me over. Nosebleeds in public are a little dramatic. So how did you manage to excuse yourself from your peers this time?? Mesteno asked, matching the taller man stride for stride as they cut a path through the milling crowds on Fortune?s Way. It?d been months since he?d walked down that road, and then it?d been in Tanziel?s company. The memory prickled him with nostalgia, and he glanced aside briefly at the pigeon-perch that the fountain had become, coins glinting boldly in the basin beneath it. Copper rings marking the spot where wishes had been snatched out by needy fingers.

?They assume I?m out on an assignment,? Alistair replied nonchalantly. Not for the first time, Mesteno wondered if he still was one.

?So long as that gives you enough time to do your part. This is the first solid lead I?ve had after more than a month. If you can?t pick anything out of this woman?s head?? he trailed off, letting the threat hang.

?Then what?? Alistair slowed, affronted. ?You?ll kill me? I won?t be as easy to remove as Montague was. And let?s not forget that training or not, you?re still an amateur.?

?An amateur that dealt with Simbi Laveau, Necromancer Celebrity Extraordinaire,? came the scoffed reply. Since the Vaudun priest?s death, he?d become progressively more derisive over his old tutor?s showmanship, and the way his acolytes encouraged what emerged as a mediocre talent. Working with Mikhail since had been an eye-opener.

?Save the self-promotion,? the puppet master sneered, coming to a stop entirely. He had the kind of pale, blue eyes that looked like watercolour cerulean diluted down to transparency, unsettling in a classically handsome face. To Mesteno, he always resembled the carven saints that he?d seen in the churches littered throughout Rhy?Din. ?I?m here to bargain. We get what you need and you tell me more of what you?ve found about Sedecla. Tonight we forget about any open hostility. We?re on the same team, remember??

Grudgingly, the younger man bit back further retort and led on, threading his way through the narrow stretches of alleys that he was familiar with until they were deep within the old markets. Most of the stalls were closed for the day, or in the process of having their wares loaded up and removed. He almost missed the woman, her skin stained with henna and her hair a wild, frizzy mane about a weathered face. She looked like a Romany, and he half expected to discover a painted caravan and a skewbald pony idly snatching at scraps of drifting hay near by.

Alistair saw her about the same time that Mesteno did, and gave his companion a dubious glance which went ignored. The woman was beckoning, rings flashing on her fingers.

?There was no need to bring him,? she remarked, once they were close enough to hear the some roughened strains of her voice. ?I?ve got no reason to lie to you.?

?Sorry, lady, but I have to take precautions. I?m one of those rare wretches that can?t go poking in people?s heads, and you are a complete stranger. I?d rather not end up gettin? duped just ?cause I was too trusting and believed the first person that rolled up with some leads.?

They followed her a short distance, just far enough that they were given some privacy without seeming too conspicuous, Alistair glowering at her disapproval. The woman simply seemed impatient, as if she had a dozen other souls to assist for a price that night and could only spare them the briefest of moments.

?All right. I hope you?re listening well,? she snapped irritably, and from the look she levelled on the Englishman Mesteno guessed that she was welcoming his scrutiny. For some reason it delivered a spark of optimism, and he found himself holding his breath as he waited for her news. ?The man with one eye is not alone. They are a group. I have only seen two others, another man and a woman.? Here she paused, eyes narrowed upon the pair as if she expected argument, but Mesteno waved a hand, indicating that she go on.

?They take it in turns. The men do not like each other and they argue often, but they talk with their hands, not their tongues,? she paused to demonstrate, and it dawned on Mesteno at last, just what it was that Alistair had seen in the clouded visions from his head; sign language. ?The woman is a spell weaver.?

?A spell weaver? How the hell did you work that one out?? Mesteno asked, trying not to let his alarm show through the composed veneer he?d so carefully instructed.

?Would it be more impressive if I said I?d seen her turning men into toads?? the woman asked, settling a long-taloned hand upon the full swell of her hip. ?She comes to the markets now and then, and my boys follow her. If she?s not here, she?s out in the fields gathering. Scraps of this and that for charms and rituals.?

And that was when Mesteno saw them. He?d been too intent on the woman before to even notice young shadows of himself, loitering in the narrow spaces with sharp eyes and ragged clothing. The street rats. Of course. He should have gone to them first, and side-stepped around the middle (wo)man that their informant represented.

?All right. Where can I find these three stalkers of mine?? he asked, when Alistair gave him no signal to suggest that she?d given them falsehoods.

?Aren?t you forgetting something??

He hadn?t. But he?d no reason to keep it from her now. Money was a thing he cared little for, and found was too easy to come by. The amount he folded into her palm was more than generous, and she couldn?t quite keep the greedy gleam from her eyes.

?The river south of here. On a narrow boat painted blue. They usually moor somewhere between The Archers and the White Lion.?

Mesteno and Alistair left the Romany woman to her children. There had been no deception in her words that the puppet master could ascertain, though he was quick to point out that just because she believed something to be true from the lips of her companions, it did not necessarily mean that they had offered the truth to her in the first place. Mesteno on the other hand did not doubt for a moment.

For him the news could not have come from a more reliable source.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-02 13:26 EST
June 24th, 2008.

If he watched the fast flowing water too long, his sense of balance tended to drift away with it, right along with his determination. He had been bull-headed, and now he only felt unsure.

There were many boats moored along the river, and in typical Rhy?Din fashion they varied from multi-million price-tagged, awe-inspiring beasts to little wooden rowing boats that would probably be overturned in their waves. The narrow boats seemed to occupy one particular stretch, as if the owners were water neighbours with a prejudice against anything that didn?t come in the same, sleek and brightly painted form.

Mesteno couldn?t imagine anyone enjoying living in an environment where there was no room to stretch out save to lie on the roof. It being a bright day, several of the narrow boats had human decorations roasting to lobster red on their boldly coloured tops.

No red haired, one-eyed men though.

He?d parked himself on a riverside bench, listening to the slap of water as it licked at the shore and rustled the tall growing reeds. Now and then a mallard or a goose would amble up the bank to waddle around his boots, pecking for crumbs of bread and eyeing him expectantly. He was too busy observing the come and go of people along the towpath to pay them much attention and only looked away when, at length, the other end of the bench was claimed by a stranger in a long, dark coat.

Normally he wouldn?t have been spared much more than an acknowledging glance, but the coat was too bewildering not to remark upon.

?Aren?t you boiling?? he asked the stranger, arms spread along the back of the bench territorially. It was habit to lay claim. To try and press people from his proximity.

?No. It?s cold here, compared to where I come from,? the stranger smiled, unwrapping a baguette to gorge on from a greasy looking, brown paper bag. ?Are you waiting for someone??

?Yeah, I don?t think they?re gonna show, though. Jus? gotta work up the motivation t?get up and move elsewhere,? the Sadist mumbled, looking for the ?someone?s again with hawkish eyes.

?That?s too bad. I guess you?ll have to put up with me and the coot for company,? the stranger chuckled, indicating with a nod the little black and white bird that had come hurrying from the reeds to beg for a share of his meal. He tossed it a few crumbs?.and in short order the coot had followers. A stampede of squabbling ducks, geese and swans honking noisily.

Mesteno recoiled on the bench, when his threadbare jeans came under attack from curiously pecking beaks. ?Jesus, that was real dumb,? he muttered, slithering off the bench and, to his dismay finding his unexpected companion in pursuit. ?Don?t follow me!? he warned, but his voice was lost beneath the clamour of honking, and only when the stranger had surrendered his baguette to the flock were they left in relative peace to stalk away along the towpath.

?Sorry, I didn?t know he was gonna call his friends,? the stranger laughed, embarrassed, and Mesteno (despite busily glowering at him) actually took a moment to look the man over. He was a good twenty years his senior, but had weathered the time well and had the kind of disarming smile that almost made the young man forgive his stupidity. A charmer if ever there was one.

?A twelve year old coulda seen that outcome,? he grumbled, expression softening on the tail-end of a sigh.

?At least it gave you that motivation you were lacking to get up, right?? the man pressed hopefully, and Mesteno skewered him with a sharp look that wilted his smile. ?Really, I am sorry. I?ll make it up to you. Let me buy you a drink??

The offer was a temptation. The man might have not been the sharpest tool in the box, but Mesteno was disappointed enough that the idea of a drink to soothe frayed nerves was distinctly appealing. There was no sign of his quarry, and he was almost relieved that he had an excuse to avoid confrontation. He found himself nodding his agreement in what he was sure, thanks to the stranger?s smile, had seemed a touch too eager.

?The White Lion?s probably closest. They serve a decent pub lunch too, if you?re hungry. Probably better than what the ducks stole from me.?

?The White Lion?okay. What the Hell is your name, by the way?? Mesteno asked.

?Oh, sorry I completely forgot to introduce myself didn?t I? I?m Ben.?

?Ben. Okay, Ben. You talk too much. You apologise to me one more time today and I?m gonna push you in the damn river, okay??

Ben looked startled, but recovered quickly enough, taking the warning to heart. The pair had soon left the moored narrow boats long behind.

Mesteno did not see the man and woman emerge, crossing to a blue boat hurriedly; he with an eye-patch and her signing in a blur of hand-motion

?He knows what he?s doing. Let him do his job and stop complaining about every little thing you?d do differently.?

?I?ve known him too long to think he won?t take the opportunity to do something to ruin things,? came the one eyed man?s equally swift response. He watched the pair vanish from sight around a bend in the path, and let spill a breath he?d held too long. ?He shouldn?t have been included on this job. There?s too much personal refuse to cloud his judgement.?

?Unlike you of course. You?re just a block of ice.? The woman?s hands might not have been able to deliver any indication of tone, but there was no denying her movements lacked their usual smoothness, and her expression was a fraction away from being a sneer. ?If any of us should?ve been barred from coming here it was you. Don?t make things anymore awkward than they already are. And for the love of God stop it. I know it?s not him you?re really seeing,? she finished, clambering aboard while her companion tossed the rope mooring in after her before following suit himself.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-02 13:30 EST
He worked with a knife in hand and the sun prickling the knobbly ladder of his spine as he hunched over the lowest step, carving intricately, eyes studiously downcast as he replicated the image on the books yellowed pages down to the tiniest details. Narrow splinters of wood had accumulated to the left as an impatient hand swept them aside, and now and then he had to pause to pry them with the blunt edges of his nails, from where they?d lodged in his palm, blood-tipped and flaking.

Kalari watched with feline approval from the top of the short flight of steps, where they met with the decking of his porch, liberally overgrown with ivy. Sleek and pristine white, she always stood out as an anomaly on the property where everything was slowly getting swallowed up by nature, like a scrap of cloud weighted down to drift amongst the copper beech trees and the shoulder-high grasses.

?One here, one on the front door,? Mesteno informed the cat, quite sure that she understood him as she regarded him coolly with piercing, cerulean eyes. ?I?ll have to work out a way to get one on the entrance to the morgue too. Perhaps acid would work there,? he went on, the edge of the knife, freshly sharpened for the job grating in a whisper of noise against the wood. He blew the remaining dust and shavings away and sat up, slapping palms down against his thighs to inspect his handiwork.

The symbol sat above a single word he?d chosen to accompany the curse; ?dolor?, the Latin for pain. He could just as easily have chosen the to carve the English version, but fewer people knew the Dead Language, and thus fewer people would know the wards or counter-curses to undo his trap, should they stumble across it. As for the symbol itself, it was almost too intricate, too ornate to look sinister; roughly oval and cut through with elegant lines.

Reaching to the small, covered bowl beside his right knee, he peeled off the silvery foil he?d used to keep away the flies and dipped the hog-hair brush into the sticky mess inside. Red bone marrow carefully separated from the yellow and ground with pestle and mortar. Grave dust. Silver filings. Blood (reluctantly supplied from his own bitten tongue). There was precious little of it, but all that was required was a quick glossing, and with a few sweeps of the brush, both symbol and word glistened with the sticky mess.

He felt a brief flutter of nervous energy as he pressed his palm atop it, relaxed and reached out.

They were giving him a wide berth as usual, only the older spirits daring to flit across the property, almost as if trying to tempt him. He played with them for a moment, letting them slip through metaphysical fingers like sand or water, quietly amused at their growing boldness. The ancient ones were mimicked by others, creeping closer little by little until one, foolish soul found itself caught in the spider-web tendrils of his will, reeled in like a fish on a hook and soundly stamped into the symbol carved into the wood.

He felt the flare of power, heard the echo of protests in his head before they were silenced.

He?d chosen carefully. Not just any soul would do for such a curse, but this one had worn all the Hallmarks of the perfect candidate. A soul that?d passed into Sheol through an agonised death. A representation of the chosen curse, to pass on its pain to whatever invader foolishly trespassed.

Speaking the incantation he?d memorised from the book, he felt heat bloom, and opened his eyes to find tiny, blue flames tickling between his fingers, clawing at the air on either side of his palm. Lifting his hand away, he peered down at the symbol, the flames feeding on the sticky mixture but clinging resolutely to the carving. A sweep of the opposite palm from right to left across it extinguished them, and somehow, inexplicably smeared the glyph and word from existence. The step looked untouched.

?One down, three to go,? the Sadist cracked a smile that showed too many teeth, squinting at the uncharacteristically companionable feline. ?Insanity next??

Kalari only purred.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-02 13:31 EST
He worked with a knife in hand and the sun prickling the knobbly ladder of his spine as he hunched over the lowest step, carving intricately, eyes studiously downcast as he replicated the image on the books yellowed pages down to the tiniest details. Narrow splinters of wood had accumulated to the left as an impatient hand swept them aside, and now and then he had to pause to pry them with the blunt edges of his nails, from where they?d lodged in his palm, blood-tipped and flaking.

Kalari watched with feline approval from the top of the short flight of steps, where they met with the decking of his porch, liberally overgrown with ivy. Sleek and pristine white, she always stood out as an anomaly on the property where everything was slowly getting swallowed up by nature, like a scrap of cloud weighted down to drift amongst the copper beech trees and the shoulder-high grasses.

?One here, one on the front door,? Mesteno informed the cat, quite sure that she understood him as she regarded him coolly with piercing, cerulean eyes. ?I?ll have to work out a way to get one on the entrance to the morgue too. Perhaps acid would work there,? he went on, the edge of the knife, freshly sharpened for the job grating in a whisper of noise against the wood. He blew the remaining dust and shavings away and sat up, slapping palms down against his thighs to inspect his handiwork.

The symbol sat above a single word he?d chosen to accompany the curse; ?dolor?, the Latin for pain. He could just as easily have chosen the to carve the English version, but fewer people knew the Dead Language, and thus fewer people would know the wards or counter-curses to undo his trap, should they stumble across it. As for the symbol itself, it was almost too intricate, too ornate to look sinister; roughly oval and cut through with elegant lines.

Reaching to the small, covered bowl beside his right knee, he peeled off the silvery foil he?d used to keep away the flies and dipped the hog-hair brush into the sticky mess inside. Red bone marrow carefully separated from the yellow and ground with pestle and mortar. Grave dust. Silver filings. Blood (reluctantly supplied from his own bitten tongue). There was precious little of it, but all that was required was a quick glossing, and with a few sweeps of the brush, both symbol and word glistened with the sticky mess.

He felt a brief flutter of nervous energy as he pressed his palm atop it, relaxed and reached out.

They were giving him a wide berth as usual, only the older spirits daring to flit across the property, almost as if trying to tempt him. He played with them for a moment, letting them slip through metaphysical fingers like sand or water, quietly amused at their growing boldness. The ancient ones were mimicked by others, creeping closer little by little until one, foolish soul found itself caught in the spider-web tendrils of his will, reeled in like a fish on a hook and soundly stamped into the symbol carved into the wood.

He felt the flare of power, heard the echo of protests in his head before they were silenced.

He?d chosen carefully. Not just any soul would do for such a curse, but this one had worn all the Hallmarks of the perfect candidate. A soul that?d passed into Sheol through an agonised death. A representation of the chosen curse, to pass on its pain to whatever invader foolishly trespassed.

Speaking the incantation he?d memorised from the book, he felt heat bloom, and opened his eyes to find tiny, blue flames tickling between his fingers, clawing at the air on either side of his palm. Lifting his hand away, he peered down at the symbol, the flames feeding on the sticky mixture but clinging resolutely to the carving. A sweep of the opposite palm from right to left across it extinguished them, and somehow, inexplicably smeared the glyph and word from existence. The step looked untouched.

?One down, three to go,? the Sadist cracked a smile that showed too many teeth, squinting at the uncharacteristically companionable feline. ?Insanity next??

Kalari only purred.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-04 07:23 EST
Journal Excerpt

August 17th, 2008.

A week ago, Blake and I went to Maine to exhume the body of his dead lover, Eric. Actually I suppose that is a little inaccurate, since we didn?t actually do any digging. I called him up out of the grave and we took him back to Sanctuary where we incinerated him, so that Blake could take his ashes back to Prague, where he died.

It?s probably the first time I took no pleasure in such a job. There was no guilty indulgence in it whatsoever, because I was too busy worrying about whether Blake was going to fall apart as the night went on. He is not, and has never seemed to me, the weepy sort, and yet there?s something about him that leaves me wary, because he is too collected, too prepared. It?s a calm before the storm sort of thing, and I thought that if he did break, the whole thing would have gone to ruin. I cannot be anyone?s comfort. I am a compassionate man at the right times, but I suffer from a complete inability to cope when people become upset and need the kind of support I can?t lend them.

Only once did the fractures in him start to widen, and even then it was something he corrected promptly, and with only minimum snarling required from me to keep him on track. The rest of the time, I did my best to keep him from seeing what we?d brought up from the ground. What I?d used his blood to call - the blood wasn?t essential, but it helps guard against any unwanted behaviour I find - and what dutifully crawled into the body bag we?d brought along before zipping itself in.

It is done now, and he has been to Prague and returned. I saw him for a moment last night, and I think he?s still waiting for that closure he expected. Waiting for a weight to be lifted perhaps. Maybe he?s right, and it was na?ve of him to expect something immediate as he cast the ashes off the bridge. At least he won?t be clawing at the ground in that cemetery anymore, though.

Our friendship continues to be a strange thing. He calls me a Gatekeeper, a stealer and keeper of secrets, and I can?t disagree with that. He confided it to me as we sat on the morgue table, waiting for the incinerator to do its work. It makes me wonder what other strange things he considers me. At the same time, I keep certain secrets from him, if only to reassure myself that whatever bond of friendship between us is there because of me, and not due to similarities he might spot between myself and Eric. Eric played the violin. I hoard my Stradivarius like it?s the most precious thing in Rhy?Din. He was reluctant to come out about their relationship. I was dubbed closeted by Tanziel. I never met the man, yet I am aware of the possibility of a history-repeating-itself scenario.

It certainly doesn?t help that I have a history of getting close to attractive blondes. Attractive blondes with masochistic tendencies. I?m starting to suspect that there?s a flashing, neon sign above my head luring them in like moths.

We fought before we left for Maine. We were waiting for dark, and having gathered what we needed from Sanctuary were left with time on our hands. Time is never what we want it to be - either too plentiful or in short supply. At that moment, stood in a room with no way to pass it, I should probably have ordered him outside to ensure our behaviour, because I still think it is probably highly unwise on both our parts to entertain any notion of things beyond friendship.

As a rule, I keep a certain amount of personal space. I put that and more between us and settled against a wall. He followed me there, and small though he is, and in charge though I considered myself, I felt somewhat hunted. Not that I didn?t want him there, I?d be lying to write such a thing. I can?t even remember what small, stupid thing started it now, but somehow I was throttling him, lifting him off his feet and slamming him against the wall. I know he punched me, and that it was catalyst enough for me to go for his throat. He is a pliant young creature, and there was no fight in him after he smiled. I wonder whether he was hoping that I?d kill him, or f*** him.

- M

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Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-04 07:31 EST
September 9th, 2008. 2.45am.

It took a great deal to draw Mesteno from slumber, who shut down to the point of black, dreamless sleep during which he moved not a muscle. It was always with the first hints of sunlight limning the east that he woke, whether or not he?d been unconscious an hour, or eight of them, so to find himself sat upright, the thin sheet he slept under on the floor-based mattress pooling around the narrow lines of his hips was alarming.

Blearily, his eyes adjusting to the monochrome detail he could draw out of the room no matter how deeply sunk in darkness, he peered about half-expecting to find the familiar shape of one of his dogs, or perhaps even Kalari?s reflective eyes fastened on him with their usual, cool determination. Nothing of the sort. His bedroom was as empty of them as it was of furniture or personal effects which might have made Sanctuary seem more a home than a now-and-then refuge.

Bewildered, he smeared a warm palm to his brow, and didn?t resist the wilt of his spine as weariness attempted to coax him back into a recline. Comfortably aligned again, aching lids had begun to droop when the scream rang out.

It was sharp, almost bird-like in pitch, but definitely from a humanoid throat. Whether male or female, it was too short-lived for him to make out, but immediately his suspicions flew to the kindred in his basement, the only other (un)living thing on the property, and kicking his way from the bedding tangle (though he did pause to snatch the sheet up for the sake of modesty and wind it about his hips), he went prowling across dust-strewn floors, winding amongst the scattered ink pots and sheet music towards the morgue.

The cold air that came flooding out as he pulled the steel-lined door open left hair standing on end and his skin prickling with goose bumps, but he descended the flight of steps below, fumbling the light switch to on out of habit more than necessity, bare feet slapping against cool tiles.

The vampire was where he?d left it, curled into a foetal position against the lowest row of body-lockers, pathetic and staring blankly from its one remaining eye. It didn?t seem to register that Mesteno had entered, and when the Sadist touched tentatively, assuring himself that there was no more conscious thought in the ruined specimen?s head than there had been when he last ceased his experimentation, he felt nothing more than the usual robotic impulses to do as commanded. Glowering darkly, mystery still unsolved, he made a mental note to get rid of the broken toy before the end of the week, and went drifting back up the stairs.

His cat was waiting at the top, ears flattened in displeasure and tail whip-flicking to demonstrate her agitation. He?d barely had time to arch a brow at her behaviour than she was trotting off on silent paws to the French windows at the front of the building, and he, accustomed now to her alliance in the face of conflict (even if she was a royal pain in the arse the rest of the time) trailed doggedly after her.

He could see something was awry before he?d even reached the glass; a pale, blue light was spilling across the decking of the porch beyond the windows, and his heart sped a fraction as he realised what it must have been. The door slid aside, unlocked, and he made his way towards the glowing glyph he?d painstakingly carved into the wood of the steps some weeks ago. Tiny flames licked along the intricate design as if gas lit, but did not seem to spread, or consume the plank as a normal flame would have. They were smothered easily beneath the press of his palm, reaching up between his fingers, cool and tickling before being snuffed entirely. The ward was dormant once more.

Someone however, was suffering the curse they?d unwittingly stepped upon; Pain. Unspecific, and not so dire a curse as those he?d placed further in which might have crippled more permanently. It had served its purpose without fault and seen off the intruder before they?d had chance to come close enough to act maliciously.

For a moment, he considered setting off in pursuit, but staggering around in the dark in nothing but a sheet, and trying to catch up to a five minute head start seemed a fool?s mission even to his hunter?s instincts. The trees ahead seemed restless, testament to the intruder?s passage (no doubt much hindered) amongst them, and with such a roiling sea of them to wade through, giving chase seemed all the more a doomed endeavour.

It was with reluctance that he made his way back inside, stepping around the softly growling, white cat (who maliciously, as if disappointed with his inactivity) swiped with a paw at the trailing edge of the sheet he wore.

?Jesus?Bear?ll get ?em, you know that. We?ll probably find bits and pieces all over the place tomorrow,? he chided her, stooping to shoo her away when her claws snared the cotton.

As he settled back on his sorry excuse for a bed however, he couldn?t help but wonder how the intruder had worked their way past his man-eating mutt in the first place?

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-04 07:43 EST
Journal Excerpt

September 28th, 2008.

So we?re sat there in this greasy spoon caf? I came to a year ago with Thomas, and he?s sat shovelling food into his mouth and acting human for a change, which is nice, because that?s what he is. That?s what we are, and I wonder sometimes if I?m as obviously changed as he is. But whatever, he?s eating runny eggs and telling me (only ever between mouthfuls) that Sebastian is getting released soon. Sebastian Carter, my nemesis of over a decade ago who wants me behind bars to the point of obsession. I wonder whether they?ll let him back into Law Enforcement, or whether he?ll have to go through loads of psychology bulls*** before they?d consider it. I?d ask Ava, but she?s never around these days.

I ask Alistair if he?s had any luck with information about Sedecla, because that?s what we?re there to talk about (or so I thought), and he shakes his head and brings out some photographs. I almost lunge across at him, because I?m right there in the foreground, oblivious, and there aren?t supposed to be photos. Never photos. He gives me just long enough to start getting angry before he draws my attention to the figure in the background. He?s a distance back, and out of focus, but there aren?t many men with eye patches and red hair. My stalker from the Pit. The photo was dated the 22nd, and the next one he shows me is down by the waterfront where I went to stake out the narrow boat crowd. I?m not in that one, but the redhead is, and this time he?s with some woman I don?t recognise.

The old woman with the rats at her beck and call was right. Time to pick up the threads and find out what the hell is going on. Maybe it was him that set off the ward at Sanctuary? F*** knows. I guess I?m indebted to Alistair again. I hate that.

I went to Blake?s concert a while back, and it was good to get out, even if on my own, to do something I enjoy. I hear classical music all the time, but to hear it played live, and with someone you give a s*** about part of the orchestra made it all the more memorable. I didn?t stick around for any after-show gatherings, but from what went on after, I half feel that I should have.

He?s been preyed upon by a vampire, and not the ones I assumed would reel him in. No one saw the loner hunting off to one side, least of all Blake it seemed, but the b****** has taken blood from him, and given it twice. The first time he told me about it, I was rattled and angry, and I don?t quite remember what he said that quietened me. I think I just accepted that he?d get drawn in and there was f*** all I could do about it. He on the other hand, doubted it, and said that no one ever claimed him. So I led him off down an alley and kissed him. Well, that was stupid, but satisfying. Just a brief flaring of want, and it was good to feel again, to have a body yield but want it back. It dampened my hunger a little, but did not incite me to try and take things further, because in the back of my mind I know it?s pointless. I?m not ready to go chasing after anything serious, to welcome anyone close, and his heart lies elsewhere.

With Rafe and Santiago? They are his balance now, I suspect. Gentle and rough, love and lust, level scales. He needs no protector, because there is nothing to protect him from. You cannot guard a man from his wants, if he wants them badly enough.

I suspect Santiago will try and make a ghoul of him. Sin told me that?s what the kindred call it, when they share blood three times, and for a moment I thought I must be the same. He says our bond is different though. At the moment it still remains incomplete.

I invited Sin over to Sanctuary the other day in the hopes we could restore it at last, but things went awry. The Tzimisce he left on my porch, and whom I still haven?t killed yet, was patrolling the woods and has been since the ward was set off on the porch. It ran into Sin, though I was close enough to order it off attacking and make a game of it instead. Sin seemed more worried than amused though, and having confided that it was something I had managed through necromancy, he demanded that I try and control him.

It was slightly alarming, since when I?d first read about it, he?d been the first kindred that popped into my head and I?d pushed the idea back for months. We sat on the porch quietly, I slipped into the right state of mind to try it and that?s when it all went wrong. I was tentative in my attempts, he reprimanded me and told me to try harder. Rarely have I ever been under that much strain when I practice necromancy. Even controlling Draeden larva corpses was nothing compared to that, and it was hard to ignore the hurt in my head so that I could concentrate on Sin.

It worked though. Just for a second. Something snapped, there was momentary response, and just as I was about to push it, I find myself flat on the floor and he?s got his hands around my throat, choking me. He didn?t seem to be himself, snarling and angry and nothing seemed to get through. It was all too like those violent moments where I?d tried to kill Cassiel, or Bishop, or Jordan. Like some switch had been thrown and logic had been replaced by instinct.

He bit me. I doubt he?d have quit until I was dead if I hadn?t called on the shadows to wrench him off, because he was flattening me with that gravity trick that Ambrose used years ago (he?s pretty good at it, too) and I was angry enough by then, because it?d been HIS idiot idea, that I punched him a couple of times, half hoping it?d snap him out of it. Didn?t work of course. Violence begets violence and all that s***. I had to resort to using his name. Tohias?how long has it been since I?ve called him that? Years too, I?d imagine. Names have such power.

Anyway, he calmed down, shadow-bound as he was, and finally he dissipated into mist. Must have remembered himself at that point I suppose, and I haven?t seen him since.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-14 20:10 EST
[Log from live play. Thanks to Mikhail Dubrinsky mun for plotting this and doing the edit.

P.S. You Americanized all my spellings, damn you!]

Sunday, 28th September 2008.

Sky overhead a uniform, slate grey, clouds massed so thickly they seemed to form one, dark sheet hanging low overhead and with the wind a low roar in his ears, Mesteno had abandoned the typically lazy Sunday that he and most of Rhy'Din led in favor of indulging in the kind of knife-edge, reckless heroics he most enjoyed. Chin dipped to tuck close to his clavicle, he'd narrowed his eyes against the rain until lashes were zip-lock wetted and his clothes clung soggily to the narrow angles of his sinewy frame. The air was cold enough that it felt like he was breathing daggers into his lungs every time he stole a breath, but the discomfort was worth it. The cave wasn't far off now. He was clad in a bizarre mix of modern and ancient armor, Dyneema beneath scuffed leather, not an inch of skin left bare below the jaw, and the weight of the metal guarding shins and joints slowed until he was tempted to shed it as he walked like pieces of glinting insect carapace. That would've been even more foolhardy though, not knowing what lay within. Destination finally reached, he stopped half in and half out of the cave mouth to catch his breath and shake the water from his head like a bedraggled mutt.

The cave mouth gave little comfort away from the howling, angry weather. Even less from the deepened chill that emanated from deep within the darkness that cloaked what lies ahead. The gathered rain water ran rivers over the face of the mountains, one of which fed directly under the boots worn by the young Sadist. The water echoed off of the rough shod rock at either side of the entrance, bouncing against all sides to only add to the confusion of any that dared enter. There was little else to hear at this point and time, though in the distance at an angle that suggested the path within the cave dipped belowground, there would be a faint, gray-green light hinting at the structure of the cave walls. The ceiling was too far above head to be seen, either at the mouth of the cave or where the light seemed to beckon. The map given unto Mesteno began here and would lead him in the direction of that very light ahead.

Smearing the water from his eyes on the backs of gloved knuckles, he waited for his sight to adjust to the change in light patiently. Gloom posed little problem for someone whose night vision was as enhanced as the necromancer's, the nocturnal gleam of some feral, hunters eyes mirrored in his own as he considered the light ahead. Not a welcoming light to be sure, and the cacophony of the incessantly moving water put him ill at ease. How was he supposed to hear anything sidling close under all that racket? Even beneath the gloves he wore, his fingers were faintly numbed, and having pulled one off with his teeth, he breathed warmly over them to try and restore a little function. The scroll tube fastened to the heavy, leather belt at his waist had kept the map safe on his trek there, but the moment he unfurled it to check his direction it was getting dripped on, and he hunched over it protectively, trying to memorize as best he could. Steel grated softly against the housing of a scabbard as he drew a favored blade free, and finally moved inside, muscles tense with keen anticipation, long strides covering ground rapidly.

Ambient light glimmered from the continuing streams of drops and leaks that the ceiling of the cave provided. Near toward the entrance whence the light came, there seemed to be a curtain of brackish water that had seeped through the bowels of mountain itself. As the young Sadist prowled deeper within the first cavern, the bone chilling water that kept it's rush of river-like qualities inched slowly up calves. Though it would go no deeper, here, then his knees it would only give a hint of what was to come deeper within the maze. At the mouth of the tunnel, past the falling curtain of water tainted by centuries of death and decay, the light gleamed only a hint brighter than before. The angle steepened further down, a near twenty degree difference before the bend cut off any further view. There would only be thirty feet to travel until Mesteno found the leveled area where the tunnel curved, though the river of brackish water rolled as if it covered a plane of rock that would have it closer to a rapids of sorts. His sensitive hearing would do no good here, the only thing to be heard would be the sounds of the water's reverberating echo from the surrounding rock and his breathing.

"Because hiding the damn thing in a dry cave would've been far too easy," he muttered, fighting off the shivering that seemed determined to set in, and the way his teeth came close to chattering to add to the noise. Like there needed to be any more of it! His boots were just a touch higher than the knee, sleek as wet tar molded to the contours of muscle and buckled tight, so thankfully, for now his feet stayed dry despite the height of the water he was forced to wade through. He wouldn't have been surprised if there was something unpleasant in that which'd seeped through the rocky ceiling, and he was tempted to reach towards the low hanging spike of a stalactite to draw a few drops away and taste it. He wouldn't be happy if later on he found he was wading through a progressively more acidic downpour as he had in one particularly nasty mine a couple of years prior. Following the curve of the tunnel, he paused to get his bearings before putting the scroll away safely. He was going to need his hands free for this, or end up falling. Knife clenched between teeth, he sought out places to grip on the slippery walls and edged into the downward angled flow of water, doing his best to stay upright despite the tug of it at his feet.

Come now. Would The Eldest disappoint his young Sadist in providing such ease in acquiring his target? That would simply not do. As steps were taken along the tunnel through the rapids, there would be more than one stone that would turn in protest to the soles of Mesteno's boots put upon them. Though there would be nothing but the young man and the water within the tunnel, that for now would be enough to keep the Sadist alert, oui? Once he found the bend, he would be able to see the remaining portion of the tunnel before him. A lesser degree of an angle for the remaining thirty feet to yet another opening; the light that had gleamed temptingly from the entrance grew brighter along the way. Obviously an opening, yet nothing but the water rushing into a pool of sorts could be seen from where the Sadist would be able to spy it from the corner. The sounds from the cavern beyond blended in a harmony of a water's symphony; effectively cutting off anything else that may or may not lie below the tumultuous waters ahead.

Of course not! But if he came down with pneumonia, he was going to blame Mikhail next time he saw the Carpathian. And perhaps sneeze on him by way of payback. What was a little shared snot between teacher and student after all? His ankle turned painfully on the unsteady ground hidden by the water at least twice, but it was brief discomfort, and well worth its duration. The prize was a tempting one, but if he were to be honest, the challenge of getting to it and not getting dead in the process was just as worth the trip. Narrowing his eyes, suspicious of the light as it grew brighter, he thought to check the walls for moss - some were phosphorescent after all - but there could just as easily have been an opening in the roof of the cave...why greenish light though? Proceeding more cautiously when he saw the pool ahead, he slipped into the opening but stayed by its perimeter instead of trudging directly through the middle. Squid monster, anyone?

He may blame Mikhail all he likes, the shared...snot...idea will not be tolerated however. Once the Sadist found the next cavern's opening the sight of a wide, monmouth cave would be seen. Phosphorescent moss did indeed grow thick along the ragged cave walls, giving off the greenish cast of light. The Sadist, at the opening of the cave itself, found a lip to stand upon while the waters barraged the backs of his knees in protest of him in it's path to the pool before him. Slices of rock jutted from the rolling surface of water that remained as black as pitch even with the natural lighting provided. Upon each lie remnants of over half the Dwarven populace that once called the citadel that Mikhail took for himself home. Piles of broken, discarded, bones half-hazard made monuments to their glory; more of which would be found along the bottom of the pool of water once the young man started its crossing. Twenty feet beyond where Mesteno stood taking stock the waters calmed into a mirror-like surface, reflecting the light and the moss that made it with few ripples to interrupt Mother Nature's beauty. This cave system was one of the few natural orifices within the mountains. Though there were kilometers of caves, oui, that the Dwarves had carved out of the heart of them; this was not one of them. Beyond the cavern, in the murky darkness where the greenish cast bled into shadows, there would be yet another lip of stone. This particular piece out of the way of the water below, and dry enough to be considered moist instead of what Mesteno trudged through prior. Marked upon the map as the direction to head after finding this cavern.

It was habit to test where he could. To make sure that if there was death near, no matter how old, it was not tangled in any magic he might be able to diffuse before chaos erupted around him. He'd studied the map enough at home, and heeded the warnings he'd been given about how many men should attempt the trek with, and going solo where he should have had at least one companion toiling at his side meant that he couldn't afford to be quite so bold and reckless as normal. Taking the knife from between his teeth, metallic taste left on the flat of his tongue, he set off across the chamber having assured himself that the corpses were harmless, and stayed where possible, on the ledges jutting just above the water, maneuvering his way steadily towards the drier end of the cave the map seemed to suggest he head for, he paused here and there, tomb scavenger, to check the dwarven bodies for any interesting relics he might pilfer on the way!

The century old death that clung to this cavern remained untouched, untainted by magic. It had simply been the depository for what had not been put into use in The Halls of the Dead above. Men, women, children, the elderly; those that had been deemed worthless had been discarded here. There were a few torsos that may provide trinkets such as jewels, gems; Mikhail had had no need of them. There had not been one body left intact. Each pile of bones gave evidence of the horrors each individual may have encountered when limbs had been ripped asunder. There would be nothing left behind that may contain a magic taint, however. It would only satisfy the greed, not the greed for magic items. The lip across the cavern led to a small alcove of sorts; here the rock face changed. Where nature carved out the cave beyond it (so far seemingly empty but for the Dwarven remains) the alcove's walls were smooth. Polished, almost, and set far enough apart that Mesteno would not be able to touch one wall, and any other. The walls rose a good fifteen feet above his head, small lips jutting out from each would provide hand-holds. There had been no natural transition point from the cavern beyond and what lies ahead, so the Sadist may very well feel the taint of Gregori's talents upon the stone here. Mikhail's brother had provided this alcove for Mesteno to use to allow him to continue on in his quest. The sounds of the water, here, grew less in volume; what blended with it could very well pass as an occasional shuffling. A sound that could be missed due to it's inconsistency. As the young man would make his way through the alcove, the greenish cast of light would fade as well to return to the darkness that he first walked into.

It was not necessarily riches he searched for. Artifacts however, anything from old arrow and spearheads to more mundane items that he could stow away were of more interest, though he was careful not to fill his pockets with anything heavy enough to prove a burden. He was already heavier than he'd like to be beneath the weight of the body armor, and doubted his speed would live up to what he expected of it. The change in the nature of the walls was enough to have him pause, backlit by the ersatz illumination afforded by the moss growing on the cave walls so that he seemed limned at the edges as he ran a palm over the smoother stone. Initially dubious of the too-obvious handholds, it was only when he detected Gregori had been in the area that he chose to use them, and hefted himself, scrabbling when numb-fingers refused cooperation higher, a sigh of relief clouding the air ahead of him as the din of flowing water became less headache inducing. He was more comfortable in the gloom than he had been in that eerie light.

The air, here, would change as well. From the dank dampness of the water below to something tainted with the freshness of the storm over the landscape above. Indicative of an opening somewhere that would lead to the rock, the slight breeze that carried the rain to the Sadist would be tainted by not only rot, but fresh death. The chill lessened here as well; left behind at the base of the alcove. Once Mesteno peeked over the rim where alcove met a floor he would be greeted by the sight of a large, half-eaten and half-decayed bull skull. The portion of bone that gleamed faint in the ambient lighting proved something rather large caused its death; there was a large, circular hole with several fingers of cracks that had pieces break off when the act occurred. One eye rolled partially under a rotted lid, the other side of the bull's face had been ripped away. What lay beyond that sight seemed to be not made by Nature's hands, but rather by Dwarven. Tiled marble, broken and fractured, made up the flooring beyond the lip of the hole where the alcove had been made. Where the cavern that had been left behind seemed large enough on it's own, this particular area made it seem more of a butler's pantry in size. Large marble columns lined the circumference of the walls of this Hall, hewn rock made into scrolls of designs that would make any king proud to call his own. Rotted, forgotten, and forlorn torches rested within rotted cast iron braces that had been bolted into the marble; scattered along the marble flooring lie a few that gave up the ghost of trying to remain upright and had dropped to a rest below. There would be more debris; rotted, torn corpses of cows, deer, moose mingled with the remains of long dead hominids. Indistinct in the mass, Mesteno would have to approach and examine to find out the species involved in the 'decorations' provided. Several door s framed by more scrollwork lie at the other side of this Hall; four to be exact. There had been a hint in the map, should Mesteno brave the crossing of this Hall and what considered it home. Each door had a puzzle to solve. Only one led to where the young Sadist needed to be. The remaining doors led only to a certain, and decidedly distasteful death. Which door he needed? Not provided to him.

The smell of death from above had him lifting a forearm cautiously over the edge to brace himself by, steadying his position with the toe of one boot wedged into a crack in the wall as he peered up over the edge to see where the stink was emanating from. Necromancer or not, it wasn't a scent he found appealing, and he pulled the high collar of his old Syndicate issued BDUs up over his nose to dampen it before hauling himself over, balancing rather precariously on the balls of his feet, barely an inch from the edge he'd just crawled over, he swept a sharp look over the collection of stinking cadavers, and abruptly decided he was in something's larder. Gregori chose a great route for him to take! Now he just needed to work out what the hell he was supposed to be breakfast for before it found him. Picking his way carefully over unstable bones and putrefied flesh, he found a clear(ish) patch of marble tile to stand upon, and turned in a slow circle to examine the doors, the designs etched into the rock surrounding them, and kept a sharp ear out for sounds of movement. He had no sixth sense that told him when he was being stalked, his one big weakness, so it made sense to be extra cautious as he finally moved to the nearest door to examine it closely, moving on to the next to try and discern any obvious differences, and even pressing his ear up to it to try and hear beyond.

The Hall was at least eighty feet by one hundred, with a doorway at the east end that had long ago lost the doors to keep it closed. Quite large, an entire regiment of an army could stand shoulder to shoulder and still not find the sides. Tall enough to have three men stand on each other's shoulders, what lay beyond it would be obscured in darkness as much as the Hall's ceiling. At each door would be a thick silence; whatever lay behind would only be awakened upon the door's unlocking. A trigger response, if you will. One door held a collection of silver dials; engraved in Dwarven script along each outer rim. There would be three on each dial. The second door seemed to have a pattern of markings burned into the old, warped wood. A visual puzzle box to solve before what was behind it could be found. The third sported an engraving. A pictograph of sorts, the scene involved three masks. Each slightly different than the next. The first seemed almost oriental in design, a demon mask with several different styles of horns protruding from the top and sides. The second mask was made in the shape of a Drow, the hair splayed around it in a wild design as if the wind took strands in the fit of a storm. The third mask Mesteno would know well; the Mask of Death. The inscription carved into the wood below the three was in a language the Sadist would know as well: Latin. The fourth door seemed to have something close to a sundial embedded into it's weary looking wood. A numbers puzzle, a visual puzzle, a word puzzle, and a sequential puzzle for him to choose from. While Mesteno examined each, the sounds he had caught before would be heard again-this time in full. The 'shuffling' was in fact a rush of air being pulled out of the Hall into the wide doorway and the area beyond it. The strength of the pull would even have strands of copper shift in it's wake; the rushing release of the air came with a heavy, thick stench of sulfur to add to the purification and rot within the massive Hall.

Mesteno was damned awful at puzzles, so it was only natural that he was keenest to examine the Latin script where he found it beneath the masks. At least he'd have some idea of what to do there! Still, it was hard to do any thoroughly with the distraction of noise and...was that sulfur? For a moment he thought that one of the fresher corpses might have been bloated with gas and leaked something unpleasant, but the shift of air persuaded him otherwise, had him turning about with one hand fumbling for the hilt of his blade again. As cautious as he'd been until now, the signs suggested it had all been premature until now. Moving away from the door to give himself room to maneuver should he be attacked, he failed to spot the slick bone his foot stepped down upon, and it splintered noisily enough to echo about the enormous chamber. Left him frozen on the spot like a rabbit caught in the glare of a car's headlights, waiting for whatever the hell it was moving around to emerge.

The script that Mesteno examined would read thusly: "Where one resides in darkness, the other lies in wait. The one that rules all must come full circle to release the binds that chain him." Each mask upon the door above the carving seemed to have a thin circular mark around them. The rushing of air ceased to have the deathly silence return to fill the Hall, until the echo of the shattering bone bounced from the Hall, down through the large doorway and beyond. The sound that emitted form the depths of darkness shook the very flooring below the Sadist's feet; rattling several small piles of bones while the torches started a cacophony of rattling within their rotted iron cages. It seemed, at the very least, to be an awakening growling that had the sounds of razor sharp weaponry within it to rip over marble like chalk on a blackboard to one's ears. Motion in the darkness begun, the size of what lay behind it would put many things within RhyDin to shame. The young Sadist may want to reconsider standing his ground-for now.

"Sanctus futue," he cursed, when the shape within the space through the doorway began to resolve itself. Large indeed. And if it was eating cows and other things of similar size, he didn't doubt that he'd be nothing more than a low calorie appetizer. Definitely not something he wanted to tackle single-handedly, scrambling around over dead things. Reluctantly, he turned his back on the approaching monstrosity, and back to the riddle that faced him. The other doors were forgotten about for now. There was no point in attempting them when he hadn't a clue how to proceed. The Latin lured him, naturally. "The one that rules all?" sotto voce, as if keeping quiet and still instead of being loud and flustered would encourage the cave's inhabitant to take its time. Shadows were aplenty in the chamber, and without realizing it, he'd set them to churning like restless waters, sliding out of position to lie low on the floor around his boots and partially obscure him from sight. Here's hoping the dragon had weak eyesight! Instinct drew him to the mask resembling death. Full circle? He tried turning it three hundred and sixty degrees. So far as he was concerned, death was a much more powerful thing than drows or demons.

The sounds beyond the darkness grew in intensity, motion of an enormous mass brought the marble a low vibration each time it was made. As the Sadist put his hand to the Death mask to start the attempt to turn it, another harsh draw of air was made. Pulling strands of copper as well as some of the decayed parts to roll across the floor. The moment of silence between the drawing of air and its release would gift Mesteno with the sound of heavy tumblers groaning in protest as the mask was turned. Thick, harsh sounds of cast iron meeting and bouncing off one another until the final position of the mask brought the heavy clank of the locking mechanism to be undone. Not more than a heartbeat later came the rush of air back into the hall with a violent, ear-splitting, bestial roar. A sound to solidify the previous on the size possibility of what had given it. Repercussion tremors heralded the thing's path into the massive hallway beyond the equally massive doorway at the east end of the Hall. The door, now unlocked, would spring forward an inch or two to allow fingers to take hold and pull it open for a possible escape route-or certain death.

His breath caught in his throat as he heard the tumblers moving, and he was sure his heart skipped a beat, somewhere amidst the onset of noise from the beast behind him and the rattle and clatter of bone and torches jolted from position through vibration. He expected at any moment, for the skin of his back to sizzle and the blood and gold hair plastered wetly to his back to go up in the flames it resembled. Instead there was salvation offered..at least that was what he hoped lay on the other side, and with a victorious smile baring the bright gleam of his teeth, exhilaration riding the adrenaline through his blood vessels, he curled his fingers into the gap revealed, hauled the door further open viciously, and dove through into whatever lay beyond, slithering and skittering on the blood slick floor with the shadows chasing his heels. The thing wouldn't be able to follow him, but the smell of sulfur had hinted at its nature, and that was enough for him to try and pull the door closed again behind him.

Even as the door protested upon the hinges with a harsh sound of grating metal, the darkness in the doorway split to reveal a head the size of a large wagon. Gleaming crimson scale rolled over thickly muscled skull, malevolent gold screamed deathly intent as the Red searched the Hall for what it scented; fresh meat. Upon spying the possible tidbit escaping, the massive maw opened for a scream even as more of the slithering frame crawled out of the hallway. With wings plastered to it's broad frame, the head now free to move about, it paused there to draw in more air. With the viper-like motion of it's snake like neck, the volume of flames that spouted from the open maw engulfed the entire side of the Hall where the doors interrupted marble. With the slam of the door closing behind the Sadist, the ward over it would prohibit the incineration of wood. It would not prohibit the concussion of the force put behind the spewing of flames that could very well send the young man flailing deeper into the wide hall and toward the hewn steps meters down. The protest of the bestial scream beyond at realizing it's prey escaped shook the very foundation of the Hall itself.

"Shi--!" The word cut off before the finishing consonant, because indeed the force of the blast of flame impacting with the other side of the door sent him flying. Lightweight as he was, it never took much to unbalance him as it was, and he went over backwards, nearly turning head over heels, and had he not been wearing so many layers, the friction burn would have scraped his back raw. He stopped on the edge of the steps, a palm braced back against the top one to stall his descent, because damn it, he was not going to go falling down them. When he was sure he wasn't going to slide, he took a moment to sprawl, eyes on the ceiling above his head while he caught his breath, and then rolling to view the hall upside down. So far it seemed he'd picked the right door, but just because the place hadn't spawned something huge and hungry to attack him yet, it didn't mean it was safe to stay put there on the floor long.

Though the door did indeed protect the Sadist from the Red's wrath, there was something else it did that may not please the young man. With the concussion of the blast to the frame, the heavy sounds of iron clanging told the story of the locking mechanism re-aligning itself. Now locked, Mesteno will be forced to find another way out of the area. Had the door remained unlocked, that would not have been an issue; however, there was only one side to unlock this door-and the young man was currently on the wrong side of it. The hallway and stairwell remained in pitch darkness, the few torches that still remained in their rotted iron moldings had been neglected for centuries. As the stairs descended, the darkness thickened even as the air turned chill once more. Otherwise, there was nothing beyond the unpleasant sounds of the Red beyond the doorway to welcome Mesteno to the next portion of his adventure.

He really didn't mind that the door was locked. All the better for keeping the Red behind it. He'd rather spend a few days wandering around searching for an exit than he would take that route without back-up. Curling his spine to sit up with a grunt of effort, he turned around to face the right way down the stairs, and darkness or not, his eyesight allowed for him to get a good monochrome impression of what lay before him. Sitting up with a grunt of effort, he turned around to face the right way down the stairs, and darkness or not, his eyesight allowed for him to get a good monochrome impression of what lay before him. There would be no tripping forwards down the flight, however long it was, and he gladly descended down into the chill, never mind that it set his muscles to trembling again and had him clenching his teeth against it. With the map so frequently pondered at home, he tried to visualize it as he walked, predicting which way the hall might bend.

The stairwell simply goes straight down at a relatively gentle angle. There was nothing to give the young man a sense of dread so far; seemingly innocent it would come across. As Mesteno made his way down the hewn marble steps, the moisture in the air seemed to thicken with the dip of temperature. Twenty meters down the way, a sound would start to be noticed. A dry, crackling, almost popping sound that came to the right and behind him. Another soon joined with the first, in front and to the left of Mesteno. Yet another further down the stairwell, this one again to the right. If the Sadist examines where the sound came from either before or behind him, he would notice the rough stone wall changing. A blackening started to gather, thicken, and the dry sounds shifted more toward a moist bubbling even as fingers of the blackened color stretched out from the writhing mass that started to gather. As the mass grew, the sound volume grew with it. From the first-the mass behind Mesteno-the gathered tar-like substance started to form a shape. The shape of half a head as it stretched out from the middle to twist and writhe into being. As the area where the mouth would normally be opened in a silent scream, one length of the writhing mass stretched to begin the form of a hand. Reaching, wanting, greedy for the blood and flesh just out of its reach.

If he'd had a wolf's ears they'd have been twitching madly at the sudden collection of sounds. Nothing he was familiar with and could identify, but in some strange way that made him all the more eager to find out what the hell it was! Nothing good of course. Caves like these wouldn't have anything helpful in it, but he really didn't care. Rather than have the first one pick him off from behind, he stopped, waiting for it to catch up while the ones ahead closed the distance from further away. A second later and he decided to backtrack, drawing the knife he'd pulled earlier along with a sword hung at an angle against his hip. It was the same he'd used years ago when the ceremony for Shiloh had required he fend off the 'Others' for the duration of Mikhail's work, the weight of it comfortable and familiar in his hand. The moment he made out the shape of the writhing mass emerging from the wall, he lunged out to strike at the reaching hand, the razor-edge of the blade cutting swift...though he wasn't at all sure it would sever as he'd intended.

Soon enough, the shoulders and upper torso bled out of the writhing mass to converge into a humanistic form. Both arms reached for the Sadist, the misshapen head turned in his direction still with the silent scream marking its ruined face. Mesteno may be appreciative of the fact that it would seem whatever this was, was kept to the wall via the lower portion of the torso-like mass. As the first finalized the evolution, the rest further down the stairwell continued their gathering. As the blade found sustenance, a sickly wet sound of the blade ripping through it was given to the Sadist. Sprays of tar-like globs scattered down the stair and wall beyond, the figure arching in seeming pain at the near severing of the appendage. It would give a lunge for the young man after, though stuck to the wall the reach of arms would be put to the test in the attempt. If Mesteno timed his steps correctly, using his agility, he may just be able to circumvent the demonic masses and get to the bottom of the steps and to the wrought iron gate below. It may be safer and quicker than outright slash and hack, though less gratifying. The hand beyond where the blade had embedded into the thick, gooey tar dangled dangerously at the wrist from the blade; though soon there would be strips stretching out from either side of the 'wound' to reach toward the other side in an attempt at reattaching it to the appendage.

"Huh..." The sound was more a curious one than a disgruntled one, as he watched the threads from one side of the damaged limb reaching to try and...he could only think 're-glue' the nearly severed hand to it. To stall it, Mesteno took both blades to it this time, blades singing as they clove the air on their path to the strange, gelatinous thing. Neck and second arm the targets this time, more goop sent splattering against the opposite wall of the stairwell, and confident that it'd buy him some time at least, he went loping down the steps as fast as the body armor and aching joints chilled bone deep would allow. He didn't bother to waste energy trying to mute his passage, because the things seemed to know he was there already, and when he came upon them, he ducked and wove past reaching arms, but couldn't resist aiming one particularly vicious slash at one of the silent, gaping mouths that looked so twisted in agony. He couldn't help but wonder if they'd once been human; naive young man hadn't got to the point of being able to recognize demons yet.

The blows would not kill, there was very little that could kill such a creature, but it would send it into a fit of agonizing flailing that would allow for Mesteno's un-hindered passing. Violent flailing the Sadist would leave in his wake from each of the masses along the way. Each, as well, would give the lunge in the attempt to grasp a hold of the young man to devour him; stopped in their tracks by the slash of the blade. Silent screams, silent agony, slowly one by one they would twist further upon themselves to seep back into the stone from whence they came. It would seem as soon as Mesteno was out of range, they would no longer be active. The gate at the landing was a weary, worn out and rusted thing of wrought iron. Held to it's frame by chains just as ancient, with a padlock of sorts keeping it closed and firm against the right side of the ironwork that held the gate in place. It would be a simple thing, oui, to pick such a lock?

Locks were often more deadly than they looked. Any skilled thief knew that, after a few years in the business. Examining it carefully without touching, he searched for any slight indentations visible on the surface, any pits or scarring that might suggest something unpleasant had sprayed out of it upon other attempts to open it without the proper key. He'd known some to contain reservoirs of acids, others to fire darts and some...well some just triggered something else off altogether, unexpected and nowhere near. Pulling back on the glove he'd worn earlier steel plated along jointed sections (more a gauntlet really) he used the slender tip of the knife (after wiping demon goop off it and onto one of the steps) to press back the wards inside until he heard each one click...and upon attempting the last one, pulled back as far as he could, face turned away. He heard, rather than felt the 'ping!' of the dart as it flicked out to try and impale his hand, because it deflected harmlessly off the armor to fall upon the floor at his feet. "Mikhail," murmured, amused tone, perhaps a little disappointed, "you could've given me something harder than that."

The only markings upon the lock itself were from use of a key, and a possible lock-pick or two. It was an artifact from the days when the Dwarves still held control over the Citadel; Dwarven made, with the insignia of the artisan still upon it. Mesteno would feel the bond between them thicken, the amusement given to him flooded along that path as the words whispered within his mind. ~Ah, petit; I thought you might enjoy an old-fashioned artifact such as this. Tsk, to be disappointed in the reminder of the days of yore.~ Mikhail released the bond so that the Sadist could continue without interruptions. As the lock sprung it's 'trap', it was now harmless. Once removed along with the chain, he could open the wrought iron gate with a scream of metallic protest. Beyond lay a circular chamber tiled in marble as the Hall above where the Red resided. Two doors of oak, one of the same wrought iron that the gate sported. It would not be difficult to discern which to choose; the chamber beyond the iron gated door held an obelisk of sorts. Carved of marble made into various faces of various stages of agony, more wrought iron topped it in a finger-like configuration that held an oblong globe. Within the globe, and the viscous fluid within it, rested a blade.

The Carpathian's interruption left him laughing, the warm roll of it echoing back up the narrow stairway he'd come barreling down, and he pulled both lock and chain from the door still wearing a grin, letting both drop at his feet with the poisoned dart, the chain snaking over the toe of a filthy boot. He wasn't relishing the clean up when he got home! Pressing onwards, he found himself within the circular chamber, and strolled about it in an almost leisurely fashion, in no hurry to leave the caves, despite the occasional throb of bruises and stiff muscles as he explored. Coming at length to wrought iron gate, he pressed through and into the chamber holding the obelisk. Agonized faces made him wonder if they really were carved, or if in fact they were other adventurers having come this far and met some horrible end after managing to avoid the charming dragon and the gelatinous fiends in the stairwell. "Bad luck," he commiserated with one of them, giving the top of one head a pat before turning his attention to the globe. Wary, he inched nearer, just to make sure it was the partner to the blade he'd been given.

Bad luck indeed. With the pat of Mesteno's hand to the top head, there was a harsh jerk of motion from the obelisk itself. The grind of gears echoed from below the marble flooring, growling out a symphonic harmony of ancient metal long in disuse. With each circle that finished, the obelisk lifted away from the floor inch by inch. Slowly moving globe, fluid, and the blade that was indeed the match to the one Mesteno had been given out of reach. Upon the fourth rotation, another clank of metal joined in with the grinding gears; a sound that alerted the young man to the fact that the floor below him started to drop portions of it into a hole that had no discernable bottom.

Well that was just typical! He couldn't help the slack-jawed indignance from dropping his mouth wide open as the obelisk began to turn. He wrenched his hand back, half-expecting another of the bubbling, open mouthed creatures to come clawing at him out of it, but soon realized he was being taunted instead. To get that close and then have it rise out of reach. His slew of Latin cursing came to an abrupt stop as the second mechanism began to whir, and rather that wait around to see what was happening, he latched onto one of the carved heads lower down the obelisk, using it to haul himself high enough to grab at the globe containing his prize. Nope, not letting it get away! Of course when he had the damn thing at last, tucked to his side, there was the issue of getting down, because the patch of floor he'd been standing on seemed to have vanished, and he was left dangling from awkwardly shaped, smooth marble, watching as more of the floor dropped from view. "Crap." He was always so eloquent.

Moments into the obelisk's rotation, there was yet another grinding drop of metal. The flooring below Mesteno not only dropped portions in increments of three in a seemingly random pattern, it started a counter-clockwise rotation as the obelisk continued its rise. Had the globe not been taken, it would soon find itself ground into nothing atop of the marble and the Sadist would find himself in the midst of an acidic downpour as if the Heavens opened it's wrath upon him. The grinding above the Sadist grew in volume and violence once the wrought iron 'fingers' that had held the globe in place found the ceiling. Twisting while warping into a mangled mess of metal against the stone above even as more portions of the flooring below dropped out of sight. Time your footsteps exact, Mesteno, or you may end up following the floor to whatever lies beneath. And here Mesteno had almost been disappointed. Tsk.

Mesteno hadn't got the best balance in the world. In fact it was something he'd had to practice hard to develop to the point of acceptable, so the idea of dropping onto one of the rotating pieces of flooring beneath him seemed near suicidal. Yet what choice did he have? Staying where he was, clinging like lichen to the side of the obelisk was probably going to get him mangled on the ceiling. He found himself laughing all over again at the absurdity of the situation, on a giddy high from a mix of exhilaration, determination and yes, fear. Because this was not something he had any confidence in. Taking a deep breath, he counted to three...and dropped. It was pure luck, rather than any careful timing that had him land one foot, an arm stretched out for balance while the other resolutely kept the globe trapped against his ribs. Constant motion had him wobbling unsteadily, but staying put on his perch wasn't an option with the constant disappearance of more floor sections. It was a comically (not at all graceful or heroic looking) leap, gazelle style that brought him to the next section of flooring, but his heel slipped on landing, and he was lucky to end up sat with his legs dangling over the side, head spinning.

As more portions of the flooring dropped, more portions of the obelisk shattered into oblivion, raining bits and pieces along with marble dust into the air. The grinding sounds both above and below grew in intensity as the rotations continued. The portion of flooring that Mesteno had leaped from dropped, as did a portion at either side of where he landed. Swiss cheese, the flooring now resembled; with more dropping at a faster pace by the minute. He may not wish to linger too long-head spin or no.

He'd no intention of hanging around any longer than necessary, particularly since it was unnerving him to the point of giving an alarmed yelp as the section beside him plummeted into nothingness. Why did he get the feeling that Mikhail was probably watching all this from somewhere, giving himself a stitch from laughing so much. The thought left him with a grim smile, and then he was up again, wobbling with each leap that brought him closer to the exit, not daring to lift an arm to shield himself so that splinters of cracked marble fell unchecked and lacerated his cheek and the bridge of his nose. Dust in one eye, to make it all worse! The last leap brought him at last to the wrought iron gate, and with solid ground ahead, he tossed the orb ahead of him into the chamber beyond and threw himself after it. He landed draped half on and half off the ground, lower body dangling rag-dollish over the edge as he struggled to haul himself up.

Once the Sadist found his way to the circular chamber, all rotations within the room behind him stopped. Ground to a halt with a screaming protest of metal and marble. Now, Mesteno had two doors to choose from; both worn and weary looking oak surrounded by more of the same. Nondescript, each in every way. When Mesteno tried either door, the left would be locked though the right would not be. Considering his path behind him is now no longer available, he now faces a choice of picking the one lock and risking what lies behind it or take the unlocked door.

Scrambling up and over the lip of stone, ribs aching, winded from the impact, he sneered derisively at himself for the way his legs protested at getting him upright again, and went shuffling towards the smashed remains of the globe with a gauntleted hand clasping his side. He was probably black and blue beneath the armor! Noting the way the floor had been eaten away around the freed blade, he was careful to nudge it away from the liquid with the tip of a boot, which sizzled ominously for a moment before quieting. "Got you, y'little bast***," he grinned, panting open-mouthed goldfish style before considering the doors ahead. Mikhail would be expecting him to pick the locked one of course, because Mesteno was of a mind that nothing would come easily....but perhaps on this occasion the Carpathian had wanted to teach him a lesson about predictability? He took a chance and went for the unlocked way, bracing himself for whatever lay beyond.

What sort of adventure would it be if Mesteno did not have black and blue trophies to take home with him? Consider the lesson taught. Once the door was opened, there would be yet another staircase revealed. Though, on the door on the staircase side there would be a parchment impaled by a small, slender, delicate blade. A note. The elegant script was distinct, and only Mikhail's. Written in Latin for the young man once he came upon it to read. "Mon ami, well done. Beyond is a familiar place, one that you have visited before. Enjoy. Je t'adore, Mikhail." Mesteno, once he undertook the steps, would find himself at the beginning of a forty-five minute climb. Absolute silence rang loud in his ears as the air slowly shifted temperature yet again. Near the half-hour mark, a hint of rain could be caught upon it. The door at the top of the stairwell he would recognize as one of the Halls' own. Beyond lies yet another circular chamber, empty but for an alter in the middle of the tiled flooring. Desecrated years prior by Mikhail's own demand upon a Dwarven God, it was bereft of any markings of blood and gore that had once tainted it. The door at the other side led to the maze of halls that the wild Others roamed; a place Mesteno had indeed visited previously. Mesteno would face a choice. Face the wild Others, or make his way over the balcony of one of the hallways that were carved out of the mountain itself and make his way down the face of the mountain. From here, Mesteno's path is his own. Though Mikhail may have suggested that he choose the face of the mountain rather than slaughter his way through the wild Others deeper into the Halls of the Dead itself and find himself lost within the maze until he starved.

Tearing the note from the door with a weary yank, he cracked a crooked smile as he read over the familiar handwriting. Wherever the Carpathian was, he'd be able to sense the lazy satisfaction that came at the end of the escapade. He set off up the stairs - changed his mind and went back to steal the blade the note had been stuck to the door with (why waste it, after all!?) and made the trek up and into the lower chambers of the Halls. Tempting as it was to go tangle with the others, this was an occasion where he'd have to agree with the Eldest. It wasn't long before he was heading down the mountainside, trudging wearily, but with a distinctly self-satisfied smile. Even if he was getting rained on. Again.

He needed a bath in any case.

Alcohol first!

He just wants to brag, that is all.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-14 21:43 EST



Look at my King all dressed in red,
Iko iko an nay,
Bet you five dollars he'll kill you dead,
Jockomo feena nay.

Lyrics copyright James Crawford.

Janurary 15th, 2009.


Line a few palms with silver (or crumpled bills, the modern alternative) and men were suddenly perfectly reasonable about forgetting the meaning of the word ?confidential?. The information business could be lucrative for all involved, and Mesteno was never less than generous.

He found himself amidst familiar territory, glancing at the address in smeared ballpoint across his palm to make sure he hadn?t dreamt it up, and then back again at the narrow street. Narrow, terrace houses. Narrow everything. The place had gone to ruin, windowpanes shattered, glass glinting like discarded jewels on weed strewn front yards (which weren?t so much yards as they were a few inches of paving slabs occupied by trash cans) and the single streetlight still operative sputtering its golden light sporadically.

It was turf that no one wanted, a war zone that played borderline to opposing territories, and the only time anyone bothered to occupy it was when they were firing shots or stringing one another up like grisly scarecrows. The law didn?t patrol it. Good people stayed well away. Only the desperate or the suicidal stuck it out to actually live there.

And here came a whipcord thin young man carelessly invading. Asking for trouble. Dressed in the kind of finery that?d fetch a price high enough to pay rent for the next decade. Silk shirt deep and dark as black cherries, the kind of red that caught the light just so, and was mirrored in the heavy embellishment of the cuffs and lapels of the exquisitely tailored suit he wore.

Except that it was a wolf dressed in sheep?s clothing kinda thing, and the threads were a metaphorically bad fit. It took more than money to mask the hardness in a man?s face, more than an act to dampen brutality?s flames. It was subtle as pheromones and yet it seemed to do the trick, because the eyes in the alleys averted, and the itchy fingers seized up around what was already in their own pockets. Mesteno appeared carelessly confident when he knocked on Bill Raynor?s front door.

?I?m coming, hold on, hold on!?

He had the kind of voice that sounded as if he were gargling phlegm, the shuffling gait of a man decades his senior, and when he pulled open the door, it was to present his visitor with a hairy beer-gut flopping over the drawstring waist of stained pyjama pants.

?Who the f*** are you?? he asked, head tipped back to try and bring the redhead into focus. His eyes looked too bright, but Bill figured that could just as well be the drink. And he was wearing red, the proverbial flag to a bull?kid had to be crazy, wandering around the badlands like that.

?William Raynor? Hi. Sorry to disturb you at such a late hour, but I was hoping you might be able to help me.?

?This is a joke, right? You in some protectorate thing? Got some friends with baseball bats hidden ?round the corner or something??

William had a bottle of scotch in one hand, and Mesteno saw the way his knuckles whitened as his grip grew tight, expectant, leaning out to peer beyond the door frame and the stink of the sweat leaking from his pores following him out.

?I?m here on my own. A few of the guys at the docks mentioned you lived this way. It really is kind of important, and I?ll make sure it?s worth your time.? He was doing his best to seem unremarkable. Bill outsized him by his own weight again and could probably have killed a man just by breathing on him. Luckily, seeing no threat, and intrigued by the mention of his old work place, he invited his caller inside.

?You?re not one?a those rich pricks,? Bill commented, watching the young man settle onto a sweat stained armchair, all hideous floral print and sagging seat cushion. He?d seen the way the well to do reacted in hovels like his, reluctant to touch anything, as if the dirt might somehow erode their prosperity. Leave some permanent taint behind. The visitor couldn?t have cared less. ?What?s the outfit for??

?I paid a visit to St. Peter?s Basilica. Perhaps y?heard of it?? Mesteno asked. Though Bill nodded, it couldn?t detract from his blank expression. Mesteno smiled easily, and went on. ?Not that it matters. I came to talk to you about ships. Routes. That kind of thing. Word has it that was your department for the last twenty years.?

?Until they fired me. The b*******. Good fucking luck to ?em if they think they can keep the place running.?

?You?re right. I visited, and they were out of their depth,? Mesteno agreed for the sake of seeming amiable. He shifted on the cushion, and couldn?t quite avoid scowling as he realised he?d settled into the imprint that one of his host?s buttocks had left permanently stamped upon the furniture. ?If you can think back for me to the less frequent visitors to the docks?maybe just a couple of times a year. Probably a foreign crew, maybe they?d have been carrying a cargo of spices? It?s particularly important. They?d have been sailing to and from a place called ?Vhamere?.?

Bill smiled, flashing long, yellow teeth beneath a greasy moustache.

?Maybe I can. In fact I?m pretty sure we can help each other out here. How about you let me know what the incentive is first. Rewind back to that making it worth my while part.?

?Of course,? Mesteno replied patiently. ?What amount would be agreeable to you, Bill? Can I call you Bill??

?You can call me whatever the f*** you want, if you leave me a grand richer. And I want to see it now. Not after I?ve told you everything.?

Slipping lean fingers into the deep pocket of his suit jacket, Mesteno withdrew a fat roll of notes held together by an elastic band, and was in the process of unfurling them when William Raynor came diving across the ring-marked coffee table between them. He was surprisingly swift for a man so heavily built, and took up so much space in the room that sidling out of the path of his lunge was quite an achievement, but the Sadist moved with all the elegance of a matador. He landed facedown in the impression his own a** had made, Mesteno peering down at him archly, wedged between a struggling TV and a stack of yellowing newspapers knee high.

?Bill?that wasn?t very friendly.?

The tell-tale click of the gun being cocked quietened the young man. Transformed his indulgent smile to one of flat disapproval. Bill removed the revolver from beneath the floral trim of the armchair with all good humour gone from his sweat-slick face, and rose quietly to his feet with it levelled at his guest?s stomach.

?Y?give it to me and get the f*** out of my house,? he growled, extending one hand, palm up for the cash.

Mesteno sighed, beaten it seemed, and reached across to drop the money towards waiting fingers. From a height. Height enough that Bill had to watch it to catch it and wasn?t quick enough to stop the hand batting aside his arm. He fired the first round on reflex, the newspapers fluttering as it tore through them. The next he squeezed off uselessly when the red haired man, fingers like a vice, wrenched his wrist so that the muzzle of the revolver pointed directly at the ceiling. Dust, plaster, cobwebs and filth rained down on them, gritty and choking. The struggle ended, anticlimactic, with the jagged tread of Mesteno?s boot crushing Bill?s nose flat, the gun relinquished amidst coughs and sobs.

?And we were being nice and civil too,? the Sadist remarked, shrugging his way out of his jacket and rolling up his sleeves. ?What?d you have to go and do a thing like that for?

There was no answer of course. Bill, watery eyed and blood smeared, lifted his head to spit at him.

?Y?f***ing fag. I ain?t gonna tell you a damn thing.?

Mesteno?s smile was lambent, vicious. He might have loved William Raynor a little at that moment.

?I was so hoping you?d say something like that,? he murmured silkily.

-------------------------------------------------- -----

He hadn?t been working for more than half an hour when there was a knock at the door.

Mesteno ignored it initially, and hoped that anyone visiting Bill might be doing so reluctantly, and leave glad of the excuse. The man was splayed atop the remains of his coffee table, panting, and the room was full of the stink of vomit and urine. Fear, as well as pain, could be a wonderful stimulus, and though his subject had begun to babble facts, working his fat-clogged heart out to remember anything that might stop the hurt, he?d soon given up imploring.

He didn?t need to be alive, after all, and at some point Bill had realised that. It wasn?t interrogation so much as it was torture without any purpose but self-gratification. The man might as well have been jerking off in his living room.

The knock came again, and Mesteno sighed, taking the butt of the revolver to his subject?s head to put him out for the time being. He used his coat to wipe the mess from his hands, and strode off to answer the door with all the authority that its owner might.

?Yes?? he asked impatiently, peering out at?

?a woman with more flesh on show than concealed, make-up heavy enough to flatter a drag queen?s face and a bleached mane of poodle perm curls. She had her back to him, a cigarette wedged between the v of her taloned fingers. ?You William?? she asked, turning to eye him at first with the kind of hardened disinterest he?d seen from every hooker who worked the docks at some point, to something more like pleasant surprise. ?I hope you?re William,? she amended.

?Bill had to go out. Sorry sweetheart?maybe he forgot he asked for you? I think he went down to the Titty Twister,? Mesteno lied, angling himself to block what was visible of the house beyond the door.

?If he was paying for me, he could afford better than that STD hive,? the hooker muttered, spilling smoke from one corner of sugar pink lips. ?Maybe you?re looking for a good time too? I might even give you a discount,? she smiled. There was a tooth missing, not quite so far back that it wouldn?t show, and Mesteno wondered how many times her pimp had beaten the takings out of her. Beneath all the caked make-up and the straw-like hair, there was a certain prettiness. And bruises too dark to hide. Only desperation sent the whores down these streets.

?Me? No?no, I?m? I tell you what. Have this. And Jesus, don?t go and spend it all on snortin? y?self silly,? he murmured, handing over the money he?d intended to mollify Bill with. The hooker stared at the rolled wad of notes for a moment, then up at the man - or at least where he?d been, because he?d pressed the door shut a moment later.

Mesteno loitered in the narrow hallway until he heard the hurried click of her high heels fading, and returned to the living room to find Bill right where he?d left him, moustache vomit crusted and nostrils plugged with clotting blood. It wasn?t his most artistic work, not by a long-shot, but it was a pleasant outlet to the end of an evening turned sour.

When William woke a short time later, it was to the sight of the wiry young man unscrewing the light bulb from above their heads. His legs were broken, so there was no point in getting up and trying to run, and one arm was dislocated from its socket?in fact the entire arm felt numb. Trying to roll over left him flopping like a stranded fish, and the pain it washed him with almost blacked him out all over again.

The bastard was leaning over him, smiling as he crushed the light bulb up in that fancy jacket he?d come swaggering in with. ?Almost done now, Bill.? He sounded fond, intimate?like they were old pals. William started to pant, ragged, heart knocking away behind his ribs painfully and thin, terrified sounds, not screams but whimpers spilling between trembling lips.

The coat wrapped around his head, blotting everything out to black, and when it tightened, the razor edged shards of glass punctured and sliced, tore open his face and ripped through lips and gums. He could feel hands pressing, forcing them in and under, bone deep, as if they were moulding something from clay?and then there were thumbs over his eyes, and the glass like needles driving into his eyelids, down and into what lay beneath.

When William Raynor died, throat full of glass and the jelly of his eyes slicking his cheeks, Mesteno took a seat back in the floral armchair, and suggested that he make himself comfortable on the couch once more.

They conversed like gentlemen, though Bill, and certainly his guest were far from being them. On some level he was aware that he wasn?t free-floating, or headed for Heaven or Hell as all the films suggested he should be, and that he also should not be still in his body. He felt tied to it, as if it were some lead-weight keeping him there, and he could feel already, the beginnings of rot. The coldness, the way the blood all flowed to the lowest points, thickening, and how his body seemed to be becoming rigid.

He could see Mesteno?s face, serene, sated, and felt that sense of calm in the energy that trapped him. That terrified him more than anything, though he heard his own voice flowing out of his ruined face, the answers to questions, all truth, as if he was perfectly at ease.

?Thank you, Bill.? Mesteno murmured with an inclination of his head.

The corpse slumped sideways, gaping mouthed and horrific while the Sadist shook the fragments of glass from his ruined jacket and folded it neatly over his arm. Stepping carefully over the splintered remains of the coffee table, he thought he saw a shadow move beyond the grimy, frosted glass of the window, and half expected to find the hooker back, or perhaps her pimp, but there was no one there.

Brow etched with the faintest of frowns, he pulled the front door closed gently behind him, and left.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-15 21:27 EST
Journal Excerpt.

February 22nd, 2009.

I sent Adam (I say sent but I mean requested) to explore Sedecla?s origins for me. That was a couple of weeks ago and I haven?t seen him since. I?m starting to worry. What the hell could happen out there to someone like him anyway? If he can survive Babylon?s ruins, teaming with soldiers out in Iraq, he can handle a little investigative work in a peaceful patch of Israel. It?s a large area to search of course, and if the place is already thick with archaeologists searching for the same thing, he?s likely having to do all his work by night.

I need to explain to him what we?re planning to do to break Kilenath. I doubt he?ll have any issues with it, but I won?t do anything without his go ahead, even if he swears blind its got to be my decision.

Oh and Alistair?s waiting for news of course. Can?t forget that.

Last week I went to Marius Vega?s home. I have a great many rich friends, and perhaps some even who are rolling in it to the point of being modern day kings but I?ve never known anyone who flaunts it so extravagantly as he does. In the end money can?t make a man happy though, and Marius is miserable. He saw his son and I can only imagine what kind of inner turmoil that left him with. Nothing I ever want to (or will) experience.

I like that he?s still a shark mouthed bastard even when he?s troubled. I like that he?s shameless enough to have a woman wandering out in her lingerie like he?s just got done f***ing her raw, even though I?m arriving for a ?business meeting?. We didn?t talk a great deal of business, but he did hint at what he was expecting of me; making things real bad for anyone that threatens his offspring. That?s fine by me. It doesn?t matter who or what I?m hurting someone for, I?ll enjoy it all the same. So long as he realises I won?t follow his orders unquestioningly like his henchman. Like the swordsman that came to Chinatown months ago. I will not censor my words or guard him from my criticism for worry of upsetting him just because he is a powerful man. He?s already proven he?s as flawed as anyone else I know. If he wasn?t flawed, I?d probably hate him instead.

Tanziel came around earlier this week, on a day I?d inexplicably missed sun-up. In fact I?d slept about fourteen hours straight, something I haven?t done for years. I tired myself out after twenty minutes. Never mind that I can run the equivalent of a marathon every morning. Never mind that after the slaughter in the desert last weekend I hadn?t even broken a sweat (quite a feat in leather). Twenty minutes at high altitude and I could barely hear for the heart noise in my damn ears. And then I passed out.

There?s something painfully embarrassing about it. Shameful. I?m running on empty apparently, and Tanziel asked if I ?had a leak?. I am a man very much in tune with his body?s needs. People are always telling me to eat, asking why I live like I?m about to move out, wondering over my habit of sleeping in the van. Comfort, luxury, they?re often things a man can quite easily live without (Why need so many things? I felt like a fish out of water at Marius? place) and I know exactly when my body is wanting and what it is wanting for. Energy is rarely one of them. I leech, I steal, I am opportunistic. I?ve got all the gravity of a black hole when I put my mind to it, and I do not go hungry. So why the f*** did I pass out? Why didn?t I realise sooner that there was something amiss?

Unless someone is doing what I do, better. I know of one person, and that?s the guy from the English crew. They?re supposed to think I?m dead though. Dead or removed from the chess board and no longer their concern. Can?t be him. Of course I kill a great many people and I hardly know anything about them when I do, so its possible there?s someone out for vengeance. Sic vita est. I would do the same.

If they come for me they come, and they?ll end up dead too. Pity the fools.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-15 21:34 EST
February 23rd, 2009.

With the purr of metal teeth closing, Mesteno tugged the zipper of his jacket to his throat and slung the lightweight travel bag over the slope of his shoulder. Israel was not a destination he?d ever expected to find himself heading to, nor was there anything beyond a missing friend and a mystery to draw him there now. Leaving behind Rhy?Din and responsibilities he had there had not been a decision he?d reached easily.

Padding barefoot from the bedroom, he went in search of the boots he?d kicked off earlier and felt something crunch beneath his toes. Half expecting to find the remnants of one of Kalari?s kills, all tiny rodent bones splintered and mangled, he was surprised to find sand instead. Lumps of it, congealed and black. There was a trail of it, dappling the hardwood flooring from the French windows and leading into the kitchen.

?Adam?? he called. The bone doll was not usually so careless as to leave such tell-tale remnants behind.

He let the bag slide from his shoulder, kicking it aside with a heel to wedge it against the wall, and followed the course his creation had set, leading undeniably towards the steel doorway that led down into the morgue. The lights hadn?t been turned on at the top of the stairs, and the flight was pitch black without the harsh florescent bulbs flickering away.

?Mesteno!? A hand closed on his shoulder, vice tight, and the wild-eyed young man turned, alarmed and with the sleek edge of a slender knife already sitting against the hollow of his target?s throat.

A single bead of blood slicked the blade, the finest of lacerations too shallow to harm.

Adam held perfectly still, though after a moment his fingers relaxed their grasp and his hands lifted, empty and open in classic surrender. It took a moment for Mesteno to recognise him, he was so filthy, and it was only the familiar eyes (he?d chosen them himself of course, prying them tenderly from a screaming man?s skull before gifting them to his son) that stayed his hand.

?Deo gratias,? the sadist groaned his relief, and the tension in his lithe, sinewy body seemed to bleed out all at once like an exhaled breath, gone along with the sullied knife. ?What the hell happened to you??

The bone doll smiled wearily, letting his arms swing loosely back at his sides, the motion littering the kitchen floor with a new dusting of black sand as it fell from amongst his robes. It was impossible not to notice the changes that had transformed him, a withering that?d sucked the meat from his bones and darkened the Middle Eastern tones of his skin to a walnut brown. There were webs in the dark curls of his hair, and the unmistakeable scent of things long dead.

?It doesn?t matter. I?ll recover. But you should know?she?s here.? Adam waited for it to dawn on the youth, but saw only apprehension, an unwillingness to even guess. ?Sedecla, Mesteno. She saw you. She saw you and she?s very displeased. I don?t know if she was quicker than I getting back, but -?

?She was quicker,? Mesteno murmured, cutting him off before he could finish. His fingers were already worrying the bone talisman, a flat disc worn smooth over centuries that lay flat against his breastbone, hanging from black cord wrapped thrice around his throat. ?Much quicker.?

Adam seemed to have filled out subtly even as they stood there speaking, and Mesteno moved across to the sink to fill it with water. The bone locked spirit gave the barest of appreciative sighs - there was little he?d ever needed, and as a soul desert born, water was the greatest of offerings.

?What will you do?? he asked curiously. His master had grown abruptly reticent. ?She?s coming for you, you know.?

Shrewd, gold-shot eyes lifted from the stainless steel basin to meet Adam?s, but it was the youth?s smile that struck the flesh golem as inappropriate, the kind of grim, vicious expression he?d seen him wear as often whilst peeling someone apart on the table below them in the morgue.

?Paratus sum.?

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-16 19:20 EST
Journal Excerpt

June 14th, 2009.

I haven?t been out much this last few weeks. No point in spreading the malaise.

Tanziel showed up one morning just as the sun was nudging at the dark. Smelled like smoke and bars and misery.

It hung on him just like the scent of the alcohol did, and with him it?s always come natural to reel him in and hold him while he needs it, even if it is against my better judgement. I knew almost without asking what the cause of his upset was, but we talked anyway and the predictable happened. Well, perhaps not so predictable in some ways. He had his mouth near my ear and it was ?do you remember??, and yeah, I remember. There was three years of it after all, lots of memories in that because I don?t often waste that particular relationship perk while it?s there for the having.

I told him he could stay while he needed to. I think it did him good. He seemed content staying at Sanctuary. The place is soothing when it?s not being torn apart.

I came back home one afternoon, spotted him up against a wall. And me. I was there too, pinning him there. I shot myself through the head. Nice and clean, right between the eyes. Didn?t know what the f*** was going on, but I didn?t like there being something out there wearing my face, my skin. I watched myself rot from a distance, watched this thing crawl out of the leftovers while Tanziel lurked behind me and then there?s a naked woman standing there on my property. Tiny thing, dark hair and eyes, and I knew, just knew the moment she saw me who it was.

She didn?t speak English or Latin, but when I tried old Anatonian she recognised the language and we managed a stalling conversation. She wanted Tanziel dead. That woman, Sedecla (ancient necromancer that attacked Adam a couple of months back) has a real grudge against God, and when I wouldn?t help her kill Tanziel, she threw a big f*** of a tantrum.

Knew shooting her wouldn?t work, and I had no f***ing idea how to fight whatever the hell kind of magic it was she was throwing at us. Just knew that I was sorely outclassed. That was pretty obvious from the start though. She is a couple of millennia old after all.

Zillah showed up, warped her out and right now I?m settled out in the cabin up by the cliffs over the beach. Don?t think anyone knows about this place except Michael. Sedecla just flattened a good third of the woodland at Sanctuary and I knew it wasn?t safe to remain.

Figure she?ll catch up with me eventually. Maybe I won?t survive this one, but that?s actually kicked me back into gear.

- M


Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-16 19:36 EST
Journal Excerpt:

November 15th, 2009.

I was going to go alone and put things to rest. I knew where I had to be and why, knew exactly where I had to leave things so that nothing would change, if and when I got back. Tanziel showed up though, almost as if some instinct had told him what I intended, and my resolve melted away like ice waters in spring sunshine. I wanted him to come. Didn?t want to go alone because I wasn?t sure I was capable, and yet at the same time I was guilt-sick because I can?t abide anyone suffering on my account.

Christ, that sounds ridiculous. Me, not able to abide suffering? I cause that weekly. Daily. It?s different when it?s actually to aid me and not for the sake of perverse pleasure. It?s different when it?s someone I care for. I don?t want them to care for me. Not enough to take risks like that.

I?m not sure what he found, walking Rhy?Din?s streets seven years past. I was some pitiable, nightmarish wretch in those days, flight before fight, drunk. I can?t remember, now, ever meeting him, and that troubles me to no end because he must have. I won?t ask him about it. It?s a closed chapter and he?s been kind enough not to look at me with sympathetic eyes, which might have crushed me a little.

Sedecla took the bait and stalked us into that empty place, deep under rock where the souls don?t wander and she had nothing to play with, nothing to manipulate except her own flesh. I?ve seen flesh-crafting before, when Mikhail recreated the fingers the Englishmen hacked away from me, but this was something else entirely. I?ve never seen flesh so mobile, so easily moulded, and I wonder if I will be that way one day, years down the line. Will I ever take this path to that extreme?

Tanziel fought her bravely. I was out of my element, trusting myself to discipline and planning (and God, my plans are patchwork and always coming apart at the seams) and of course there were elements I hadn?t considered. The imprisonment wouldn?t work beneath the water, and that was where Tanziel trapped her to be fed upon by that great, finned monstrosity that near twisted my leg off years ago. It tore her apart, though she still came clawing her way out onto shore, hideous and determined.

It?s over now. She can?t threaten me, and when Alistair comes calling again and dips his greedy mind into my own, he?ll known what I?ve done, that I?ve deceived him, and we?ll just have to see how that goes.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-16 20:09 EST
March 7th, 2010.

He always woke with the dawn, when the light was little more than a pale band on the horizon. In winter, it was frequently grey, fracturing the blue-black of cloudy skies with amorphous, argent edges. It was enough for him to snap from dead-man?s slumber (unfailingly black and dreamless), to search out the cold, wooden floorboards with bare toes. To slide out from beneath the ineffectual sheet, the only bedding he bothered with to stand naked and stretching in his room.

Occasionally it wasn?t his room. If it was Tanziel?s, he?d a moment to suffer the withdrawal of shared warmth, and care would have to be taken not to rouse the Thirteenth as he snaked his way loose of a tangle of limbs they inevitably wound up in.

That morning, he was at Sanctuary, and the only other sounds in the ill-kept cabin were Bear?s low snoring and the inevitable dawn chorus muffled by wall and window. Twitching back the curtain, he peered out on his property, his territory, observing its stillness through his own, darkly cast reflection. The haziness had some parity to the spirit fog he?d been so ill at ease with, when he?d borrowed Vadriel?s ?sight?, and although it was mere coincidence, he couldn?t help but smile as he felt the messenger steal into his room to deliver in silence a wax-sealed note, with the good doctor?s stamp cast in hardened scarlet.

They didn?t linger these days. Those few - the older ones, always - which Vadriel sent to him for such purposes, were assured of neutrality. He would do them no harm, since they served so loyally. He could not blame them for their reluctance however. Perhaps he was even slightly amused at the instinctive fear.

He?d been about to let the curtain slip back into place when a magpie, piebald plumage gleaming faintly viridian in the growing light, landed clumsily on the external window ledge. Startled, he cursed at the symbol of ill fortune as it cawed raucously, wings mantling to take off again, for it had been as alarmed by his presence, as he had been by its. It didn?t get far. Pinioned beneath pale paws, Kalari had it before it could take flight, leaving a bloody smear on the glass as she dragged it out of sight and to the ground. The feline was ever vigilant.

For a moment, Mesteno stood there quietly, waiting for the silence the kill would deliver, and only when the bird?s alarm calls ceased did he recall the letter. Now, he eyed it suspiciously, instead of with fondness.

Superstitious idiot, he chided himself, padding soft footed to the bed, long limbed and clawing his nails across his scalp, through the tangle of his blood and gold mane as if he might tame it.

Collecting up the envelope, he slid a thumb beneath the seal to break it and unfolded the letter within.

Mesteno,

My apologies for the nature of this communication. I expect you are wondering what cause there may be for a letter, when we so often see one another in person. I am sure once it is read, you will understand why I had misgivings about discussing this particular subject in our normal manner.

Perhaps he?d been right to be superstitious after all, he mused, as he sank onto the edge of the bed to read further, propping one elbow upon a lean thigh.

I struggle to find the words to relay this news to you with any great measure of eloquence, and so I will come to the point with minimal preamble.

It was not my intention, nor his I would imagine, for my dealings with Dair to be anything beyond host and guest. Doctor and patient. You know as well as I, that I weathered the loss of Cassiel poorly and doubted my fortitude enough that similar relationships seemed unwise. Indeed I avoided them altogether, though my hermetic tendencies made this an easy task.

You have delivered your waifs and strays to me predictably over the years, your friends with less frequency, and though I came to think of each with some fondness (Gem, Eden and even Serge despite his demonic blood) the nature of my feelings for Dair are another beast entirely. I had thought, more than once to suggest that you find him refuge at another location, though only out of fear for what I knew to be developing. I ought be ashamed of this cowardice, I know, but understand I have not your boldness in these circumstances, and he, though not a timid creature, has complications enough without the affections of an antiquated old man to be concerned about.

Does he return my sentiments?, I hear you wonder. It would be false modesty if I declared myself unsure. It tightens long unused muscles in my chest, when he calls me his, and no, before you horrify me by asking to my face, we have not been chaste.

So there you have it, my confession, and I am not ashamed of it. I would be most grateful if you did not interrogate our friend with questions on this subject as you are inclined to, though perhaps, time permitting, you might see fit to pick up where you left off in assisting him with his situation. Circumstances have changed somewhat, since you last saw him.

On a final note, it might be prudent to knock when you visit, henceforth.

Your friend, always,

Vadriel.

?Melius tarde, quam nunquam,? the Sadist murmured. He?d been smiling he realised, as he read the familiar, elegant script. Pleasant, if unexpected news, though he did not grudge either of them the development. So much for the magpie and its ill tidings?though perhaps his wretched cat had somehow squashed its particular brand of luck as she had its fragile, avian skull.

Leaving the letter on the bed, he went strolling carelessly naked through his house, so blissfully assured of his security that when the knock came upon the French windows in the living room, he did not startle. It would be Tanziel who stood there, of course. No one else dared the tangle of trees, wards and hungry mutts surrounding the cabin without calling first except for perhaps his brother, or Sinjin, neither of whom had set foot there for a great many months.

To find the pellucid, blue eyes of the pantherine puppet master Alistair watching him instead left him rooted to the spot like a rabbit caught in the bright glare of oncoming headlights. How had he?? But of course, he knew the location of every damn trap on the property. He?d only to dip casually into his mind to find this knowledge, and this he could do with pitiless ease. Mesteno had no mental shielding, no way to stop the sudden boil of secrets he desperately wanted to conceal. Indeed, it seemed his thoughts sought to purposefully betray him, and he clamped the heels of his palms almost violently to his temples as if, should he squeeze hard enough, they might settle again.

?Too late,? Alistair informed him coolly, letting himself in via the unlocked, sliding window. ?And pointless. You double-crossed me,? he stated, without wasting his effort on faux congeniality. He stood there silently for some moments, helping himself to information as easily as one might delve into the memory of a computer, opening files, ignoring others outright. He knew what he could use and what he couldn?t.

?I went down that f***ing mine under duress,? Mesteno snapped, some instinctive need for modesty driving him to step between furniture which might conceal his indecency. ?Why should I have had any loyalty to you? In the end you?re the same as the rest of the pack. And how f***ing dare you accuse me of double-crossing, you hypocrite? You turned on your brothers!?

Alistair ignored this, watching him with his face a carefully composed mask. He?d seen the scars before. He noted the absence of one, the modifications. He knew that adding to that collection was pointless, and besides, he detested the physical violence his brothers were prone to. His violence was a more sophisticated thing.

?Sedecla is dead, then,? he mused aloud, noting the small circle of worn, carved bone which hung below the young man?s clavicle, smoothed by the centuries until the edges of the symbols blurred like melted wax.

?Very dead. There?s nothing? left of that old mystery, you let it go now.?

?You haven?t any more bargaining chips, my friend. And you owe me,? this last part he added with a supercilious smile on his thin, but not unpleasant mouth. From beneath one side of his suit jacket, he withdrew a slim, manila folder, and tossed it down with a slap of a sound upon the table in the middle of the room.

Warily (more because he feared his own curiosity than any other reason) Mesteno glanced down at it, but did not move to open it.

?What?s that?? he asked, managing what he thought was a respectable stab at sounding disinterested. Of course he realised a heartbeat later, exasperated, that Alistair could see right through it. Feel, right through it.

?Answers to your questions. You didn?t think your one eyed friend had just forgotten about you, did you??

Confusion. Why was he talking about Dair? The true meaning of the statement wasn?t long in coming clear. In fact, he half suspected the mental image of that single, poison green eye locked on him through the crowd at the Pit and Pendulum had come to the fore because his unwelcome guest had put it there.

?Oh him!? He exclaimed, understanding.

?Him,? Alistair smiled, mimicking his tone with a mocking edge. ?While you were busy culling our ancient Israeli witch, I was chasing your watchers. Aren?t you going to look??

Mesteno remained precisely where he was. Not even bait so tempting as that would draw him from his semi-concealment.

?Who knew that beneath all the cruelty and machismo there was such a prude,? Alistair commented, wryly, and showed a thin, crescent smile when the young man coloured, embarrassed about the observation. ?I?ll leave you to look through it at your leisure. I will be back of course?and be sure I will make use of you. You?re going to pay off that debt,? he promised.

?Wait?wait!? Mesteno was alarmed, and very nearly emerged from behind the couch he?d been using as a refuge. ?How? How am I supposed to be paying you back. You said I didn?t have anything.? No bargaining chips?

The tall Englishman laughed smoothly. He sounded terribly good natured, and yet there was nothing to his eyes but frigid oblivion. ?You have a friend I would very much like to meet,? he smiled, sliding the door open to step out onto the porch. ?I believe you named him Adam.?

Mesteno spent a great deal of the rest of that morning cursing magpies.

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-17 17:05 EST
Journal Excerpt

March 31st, 2010.

Adam and I are camped out in an old church of all places. I thought it was f***ing funny at first. You know, the un-holy hiding out in the house of God and all, and that maybe Bjorn actually had a sick sense of humour. Then again maybe not.

He saw me raise the dead, or saw me using them anyway, out in South America. He never asked me about it, or seemed squeamish and now he's got me squatting in a building with a graveyard right beside it. I told him I didn't care where he put us, that it could be a dump so long as the security was good, and he not only gets me a - and let's be honest, really f***ing nice - place, but one with my own personal army ready to be called up out of the ground. Oh and high ceilings and doorways so that Adam isn't smacking his head on everything. I kind of asked for that, but I get the feeling it was coincidence.

Letting him near Adam is awkward. Bjorn asks questions, and Adam is too naive not to realise maybe I don't want all my sh** talking about thank you very much. I don't want reminding of some of it. But anyway, we're out here now, sharing a mattress on the floor, and using candles for light. Sounds real fucking romantic, except it's not. Brought the bare minimum out in my new van (which still needs the armour and the bullet resistant windows and the good stuff under the hood) but is a vast improvement on the Mercedes.

There's some kind of invisible barrier around the property, which you can't get past without a key. I think we're safe for now.

Not long after Bjorn took us out there, I had an appointment to keep with Dair. I feel kinda bad sneaking around behind Vadriel's back with him, but this needed doing, and now it's done, and we have the upper hand for a change. Vadriel can hate me all he likes, but he won't be able to deny that having Malachai under lock and key is a relief. We killed Rafe. Or I killed Rafe, whatever.

Dair made Malachai watch. This was AFTER Dair'd stuck him with a knife in the back that probably made him feel as bad as Malachai. Right now, we have him locked him nice and secure in the industrial district, and I have to drive out there every now and then to see to the necessities of captive keeping. He tries to talk to me. I just ignore him and leave him in the dark when I head out.

I have a contact looking at the symbols I copied down from Dair's back, so I need to chase 'em up this afternoon. I need to do some prowling when it gets dark. Chasing up leads on the English. Hope Alistair isn't with 'em. He'll sense me a mile away.

And I need to stop slacking on calling Tanziel too. With everything going on, I don't really get chance to settle down and spend any quality time with him. I think he's getting disatisfied with me. And he really resents Bjorn having anything to do with my relocation, though he does his best not to show it.

Everything is such hard work right now.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-17 17:11 EST
Journal Excerpt

April 18th, 2010.

Maybe it was wrong to hide. It seemed like the smart thing to do at the time. Get the hell away from anywhere I could be found. Keep Adam safe. Keep Tanziel safe. Fly under the radar and plan. Do it smartly.

And what have I got to show for it?

All my careful planning, and it went wrong. The English are dead, yes, so the constant threat they posed is gone, but so is Alistair. He?s the one that knew. There?s not enough left of him to work with. I can?t ask him anything now.

He must?ve been somewhere close when the helicopter came down, because he was there minutes after I got done being mauled by the f***ing juggernaut that?d somehow survived the fall. I don?t know what injuries were done, I only know that he didn?t pause to check their bodies, probably because he could sense some lack of thought in them well enough to know they were f***ed. Instead he came straight to me through the flames, beat out the fire eating up my suit. He didn?t know to get away, because I hadn?t intended on killing him. I think I was just that close to dying that my body did it for me.

Maybe he misinterpreted by mental alarm at the time. I was willing him away. Get the f*** away from me, but not because I feared what he might do. Because I could feel the leech in me opening up it?s big f***ing, hungry mouth. Like on the rooftop years ago when the knife in my back almost did me in. It?s instinct, right? This survival thing.

I could feel the mending. Feel the bleeding stop, and the throb of burst things inside me ebbing away, and at the same time I could see him, slack jawed from where he?d propped my head against his knee. This perfect expression of ?what the f***?. By then it was too late for him to get away. He was choking on the smoke and the heat was closing in, unbearable, and I had enough strength, his strength, to drag myself out.

There were sirens then. Fire, police, ambulance. I don?t know. I couldn?t taste anything left of Alistair though, and the flames had come sweeping over him.

I don?t think I?ll ever find out now, what he knew. Who these silent watchers are. Why they cut this thing into my leg, and flee when I come close to finding them. Are they afraid of me? All I have is the photographs, and the knowledge that they?re still around, observing me, and that means they know too much. It?s another f***ing sword of Damocles waiting to split my skull.

Damn you, Alistair. Why couldn?t you just have helped me for the sake of it instead of turning it all into blackmail?

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-17 17:24 EST
Journal Excerpt

August 1st, 2010.

I found a note at Sanctuary. I?d write it out here for the sake of remembering, but I was so angry, f***ing furious when I read it, that I tore it to pieces and cursed it for a lie. ?I?m better now, come see me,? or something like that. It?s been a year and months on top of that since I saw anything in her writing, but I knew it.

It?s pointless trying to mark down in words how it made me feel, but it turned me to the drink - for courage I thought - but old vices are quick to burrow under my skin and by the time I arrived at the Dragon, staggering and ready to bull my way through a confrontation full of accusations, I was uselessly drunk. I?m surprised I didn?t fall on my ass when she caught hold of me. Barrelled into me. God, I was so close to hurting her, calling her very existence a lie, but between the scent and feel of her, her voice and her words, I knew it was real.

I?m so fucking ashamed of myself for going to her that way.

What matters is, Gem?s alive. For whatever reason she?s here, and she?s going to make sure she fulfils whatever bargain it is she?s made to be here.

This was all very recent, within the last week, but before that?oh before that there was more than enough to fill these pages already. I really am slacking. My brother, yes. I wrote about him here last time, and how he?d been incarcerated. I mentioned the Minister of Justice too, briefly. Things have changed a great deal since then. Salvador has been released, with no charges pressed by this Judah Bishop who leaves his corpses strewn about like snakes shed skins. I should focus on that and be glad, but it all goes so much deeper.

After my brother?s release I met O Rourke on several occasions, even got to like her a little, despite playing for opposing teams. There?s some fire in the woman that appeals to me, and her sense of justice is so ripe for corruption. Maybe that?s what it was, an opportunity to pollute her holier than thou bullsh*t. Drag her into the grey with me. I asked her outright why she thought that might be, and she told me that I wanted to deliver people to evil and lead them all into temptation. That tickled me, I must admit. I don?t know if she believes that truly, but some do. The men of the Watch eye me like I?m some hell-spawn thing they want to incarcerate.

I asked her to let me have the bodies, and through some error on her part, I got my way. I?d shown her my intentions via a subtle demonstration, and that was when she really started to dislike me. Didn?t matter how simply I pointed out to her the pros of letting me do what we needed to, she just outright flung her morals in my face.

I got the bodies the next morning. Salvador came to Sanctuary, and I got to work. I was up to my elbow in the first corpse?s chest cavity when O Rourke showed up, then there was a sh*t storm.

She was telling me to stop. The corpse started giving us information. The other bodies started moving without me intending it, and I could feel the living Judah on the other end of the connection, expeiriencing every little tear and wrench I inflicted on the dead flesh, every little agony I teased his soul with. It was exhausting, but we got what we needed?he said the name.

Everyone knows there?s power in names, and where fae are involved it?s even more so. Some fae being called Lord Eiderdown is Judah?s master, and the corpse spoke the name.

There was a rush of power through the room that knocked me over, and the web of energy that?d been strung out between the bodies and the living man just snapped like spider?s silk in a storm. It was sloppy work on my part, not pausing to try and right things, throw off the excess weight of the corpses, figure out where the connection had gone wrong, but O Rourke was there begging me to stop and while she was there I wanted, needed her to hear. Selfish. Self-indulgent. I wanted her to know that I?d been telling the truth about the necessity of it. That what I was doing might not be nice, easy, clean and morally acceptable, but that it was practical and got things done faster.

Later, she implied my work had been?ham-fisted? Whatever. She insulted me over it, and I suppose I had it coming. Sure, Mesteno. Walk an army of dead men onto a battlefield, animate the corpse of a draeden larva. Bring an ancient bone golem to life! But you still f*** up on the novice parts because you don?t do the basics like you?re supposed to. Didn?t even use a blood sacrifice like I was supposed to, because I figured I was only going to be interrogating one corpse. I didn?t mind using my own reserves. Turns out they weren?t enough.

Lord Eiderdown stole the corpses from me. Sent them after me. I went down under all three of the damn things, and if Salvador hadn?t jumped into the fray, and Riley right after - she shifted right there in my basement! - I?d probably be dead too. Between us, we won out, and somehow O Rourke and Salvador ended up at each other?s throats and I knew if they didn?t get out it was going to end badly. I couldn?t help it.

When I?m that drained of life energy, when I?m injured, there?s this switch that gets thrown. Same way it was with Alistair at the wreck of the chopper. Like a black hole I guess, where any living thing?s energy in the near vicinity gets plain old leeched away. They made it up the stairs and passed out in the kitchen.

I got the f*** out of there before either of them could wake up.

Since then, O Rourke has quit her position as Minister of Justice. The Watch don?t seem to be following up the case anymore because if top-dog fae are involved, there?s not much they can do. She?s being held personally responsible by Judah?s lawyer for the loss of the corpses, and she wants me to get them back to her?

Women. Treat you like a dog, then come back expecting you not to bite. We?ll see.

I?ve spent some time with London since I?ve been frequenting the dragon again. His little friend Joey was instantly disapproving of me. Probably knew about things last year. The note mentioned over and over?yes I was negligent there. Not purposefully, but negligent all the same. I invited him around to Sanctuary at last to discuss his?problem. At first the symptoms of it were alarming, but the more we talked (and I was determined that we would talk) the more certain I came to be that it wasn?t what I?d feared.

I haven?t seen him since then, but admittedly I?ve been busy, not only with Gem?s return but with a man I find I?m entirely too comfortable with already.

Samiel. Sam. I?ve met men over the years that I?ve taken to with immediacy and he?s one of them. It?s not any one particular thing which makes me appreciate his company, though we?ve plenty in common, but his humour, and his refusal to live like the majority of society in a respectably civilised manner are probably key to it.

I?ve known desert men before; Koyan, Lexius, Adam?but he?s quite literally a part of it. He took me out on horseback there only a few days after we?d met, with the aim of capturing a Mustang under threat of cull. It was a welcome break from work in town, from the mess with O Rourke and the corpses, from everything that needed escaping from. I?d have been na?ve to expect everything to go to plan, and Rhy?Din being predictable in its unpredictability, we had a sand lion to deal with just as we cornered our quarry.

The ride back was testing. The lion had put a few holes in Sam, the Mustang was exhausted and it got downright freezing come nightfall. I have Sam to thank for not dying of hypothermia, and I can?t remember the last time I learned so much in such a short space of time. I had no qualms about taking him back to Sanctuary when we had the horses settled. I trust him not to do me harm, or to bring anyone unwelcome to my door.

He?s going to teach me archery. We?ve already been out and bought the supplies so I can start making my own arrows. I don?t know why I?m so keen to do well as his pupil, but it?s important I do. I never like to fail at things, but after hearing I?d be his first student, I don?t want him to feel like he?s failed as a teacher, either.

He and Gem get along, and knowing he has her approval pleases me, but I?ve concerns about Sam?s unshakeable hatred of all things fae. He knows about Mater, and about Salvador. I?ve warned him off harming them. I even understand the grudge he harbours?but damn it I hope there?s no conflict between them if and when they meet.

Sometimes it bothers me that I hold this man in such high esteem when I barely know him. No, that?s not specifically true. I should say, ?when I?ve known him for such a short time.? Maybe I?m just thinking about it too much.

- M

Mesteno

Date: 2011-05-17 17:59 EST


The request had been granted from the young one, agreeing to open the Halls' library for their time of visitation and no doubt rounds of questioning. Mesteno long ago had been given the ward to enter into the Halls, as well as a method to get past the Others and their never ending hunger. The bloodstone given to the young Sadist would be the size of his palm, cracked along the north to south axis, and quite irreplaceable. Let us hope he has not lost the artefact. Presently lounging behind the large mahogany table at the end of several rows of ancient bookshelves that held even older tomes and scrolls, The Eldest reclined within the arms of an overstuffed, velvet brocaded chair. A very familiar chair-one that had been not long ago 'acquired' from the Sadist's lair. Amusement lightened the sombre expression upon alabaster features, idly thumbing through near crumbling pages of the tome splayed before him like a willing victim; patient as always, awaiting Mesteno's arrival.

Not lost, and never would be. Some items were too precious to be careless with, and the ward which protected him from the ravenous denizens of the Carpathian's home had come to no harm in the years it had been gifted. At least he did not get lost prowling those ominous hallways. Not as he had once upon a time. The years might not have been kind to his scar-wrecked hide, but they'd instilled in him an indefatigable perseverance he'd lacked as the teenager Mikhail had met so long ago. He was not furtive, but bold and composed as he reached the library, his footfalls quiet as a hunting cat?s, though that would not keep the Eldest from detecting his approach. Not by a long-shot. He followed the old connection amongst the bookshelves to the place where Mikhail resided in the wingback that had once been the centre or so much sport for the Carpathians, and he recognised it sure enough. It explained the razorblade smile that bared his teeth when he spotted Mikhail lounging in it. "Shameless," his voice was soft, but carried sure enough. Black clad - and he didn't care if it was clich?, it looked good, he wore plain linen slacks over boots as glossy as wet tar moulded to lean ankles. His blood and gold hair was a dishevelled, wind-rugged mess tangled about the high collar of his sleeveless shirt, and whiskey eyes were lambent, full of good humour as he neared.

Not by a long shot, indeed. The sensual curve of pale, full lips shifted into a sage smile as the approaching Sadist was not only heard, but sensed. Long, glass tipped fingers spread atop of the parchment while oceanic blues lifted to watch the approach of the noir clad youth. The one word given had lips curl further, amusement gleamed within the mix of blues and greens that made up the natural coloring of Mikhail's eyes. No mirrored obsidian to be seen for Mesteno this visit. "This is such a surprise?" Black velvet tenor slid past as he moved to stand out of the stolen piece of furniture. With his left arm moving to dip and bend, winding blue tinged, raven curls about a forearm, he would move around the table to greet his long time adored one. "For once, you are not overly tardy." Teasing, his right hand moved to palm features so he could lean and chill Mesteno's brow with a brush of lips. The bone-biting, usual cold was lacking-though remnants remained to remind one of times past. Mikhail patted Mesteno's cheek as he straightened, the sound and sensation of his chuckle rumbling forth as he gestured toward the cabinet to their left. Closed, scarred, yet regal against the stonework of the library's inner wall. "A drink while we discuss?" Tonight, he had donned a pair of dark burgundy leather breeches that was a shade lighter than the thigh-high, buckled boots. Cream colored linen adorned the alabaster frame above the waist, sleeveless and unlaced to leave the span of chest to the curve of ribs to be seen. "You sounded... anxious."

"I should burn it before I leave so y'can't taunt me with it anymore," he snorted his amusement, "and my time keeping these days is vastly improved. Some things do get better with age," he added, rumbling a laugh, "though not all!" A good natured tease - Mikhail was older than he would ever be. Probably older than he would ever want to be. He was not a creature designed for longevity. In fact it seemed the fiery palette he'd been painted in represented perfectly the flash-inferno his short span of time would likely end up being. When Mikhail's cool hand touched the smooth hollow of his cheek, he curled an arm about his back, and just for a moment felt the raw silk of blue black curls snake between tawny fingers. The slightest inclination of his head dusted a dry kiss against the Eldest's jaw from his generously formed mouth, and when he pulled back it was to appreciate for just a moment, the lack of reflective, obsidian guarding to his eyes. "So rare," he murmured, more to himself than Mikhail, just observation sliding unhindered from his tongue. A glance away, aside to the cabinet and he pursed his lips determinedly, "not for me today. I need to think straight," he admitted, and perched upon the edge of the table, leaving the wingback's ownership undisputed. "I had an incident recently," he admitted, his tone losing all former good humour. "It ended badly and I need your guidance. I'll not have it happen again." Determined youth indeed!

It was a moment of appreciation from them both, for as Mesteno examined the unguarded oceanic blues-he did the same of amber. "Indeed..." To the rarity of such moments. He kept his study of Mesteno as the Sadist contemplated his offer of a drink, amber would meet oceanic blues when he turned his attention back to The Eldest once more. The left winged, raven brow did arch at the declination-notched higher as Mesteno started to explain the nature of this visit, other than simply endeavouring to find one another's company to keep. As Mesteno perched, Mikhail lowered his left arm to let silken blue-black curls drop from the wrapping to have ends pool onto the worn stone at his feet. Concern darkened alabaster features as his head tilted down and to the left, splayed fingers touched glass-tipped ends to wood as he took up the slightest lean against the table's edge nearby the young one. "What sort of incident, mon ami? Just how far did it escape you?" He kept the lowered timbre of tenor at the whisper-soft level; though as he spoke strands of curls started the process of weaving themselves into a rope of a braid to eventually rest against his frame. "You have what I may provide, cher."

A soft exhalation spoke all too eloquently of his displeasure over the occurrence, and he frowned, a shallow pin-scratch frown beginning to deepen between dark, auburn brows. "There is a man in the city who has died...and come back repeatedly. He leaves his corpses about like a snake's shed skins, identical in every detail, none less real than another. My brother was arrested for his murder, but the charges were dropped when he reappeared and there was no case against him." He paused, regarding Mikhail quietly as if he might detect something in the flawless alabaster of his face, but ultimately went on to flesh out the bare bones of the telling. "The corpses were in the custody of the city Watch, and t'try and figure out what the hell was going on, I had them released to me after autopsy. I thought I might be able to pry answers from the corpses the way I do any others. To interrogate the soul even if it was currently residing in a new body. I couldn't get to the man himself, he was under protection..." Otherwise he might just have dragged him down to his morgue and beaten the answers from him. There he paused, just in case Mikhail required any clarification thus far.

There would be little to detect in the alabaster perfection of his face as the young one spoke of the situation he has found himself in. When he paused, Mikhail's lips gave a slight pursing as he moved away from the table, left hand lifting to run the pads of fingers along the sparse goatee he has taken to wearing of late. A bit of a single drum of aforementioned fingertips along his chin, and oceanic blues would be turned toward the young man as his heel twisted on the stonework of the floor below. Oceanic blues narrowed slightly as his mind rifled through numerous years worth of studies. "His soul is bound only to the flesh he is currently occupying-the remains are just that, skins left behind and discarded once they rot, wear out, or have been destroyed." His hand gave a rolling motion for Mesteno to continue while he moved toward a large bookshelf engraved with Dwarven markings along the face of the outer support. "You are not to the point of following the threads, cher-it is a thing of many years' study, even though I have no doubt you shall acquire such a talent in the years to come." He would give a reach and gently ease a scroll free from the confines of the shelf above his head while he spoke.

"See I half suspected that'd be the case, but it wasn't so. It worked!" Palms to the edge of the table, he shifted to sit more fully atop it, leaving his long limbs free to swing, though his hands were active in gesticulation as usual. "I caught the threads of his soul through the first one I tried. I could feel the live man on the other end...but it wasn't right. It was draining. Even if I hadn't been interrupted, I couldn't have kept hold of him for long. And then the other bodies began to respond, real sluggish at first, but it was like a web," his frown deepened by increments, though he was watching Mikhail hawkishly as he moved across to the bookshelves and the scrolls contained there. "My brother was with me...and the Minister of Justice showed up, God damned woman, and I made her stay. I made her question him..." Really, he should have known better than to intimidate the local government! "And he mentioned that this fae lord was his master. Then this energy swept through the room, all the threads I could feel connected to the corpses and the live man snapped. Whatever sent that energy at me stole the corpses from me as if it was nothin'." He paused then, and might have looked faintly sheepish when he added, "it sent the corpses at me. All three of the damn things."

Both brows gave a lift as the scroll he had taken was lowered, oceanic blues shifting to Mesteno as a pleased curling of a smile graced full lips. "Bon, cher... I am quite proud of you." The tenor gave warmth to the tone, felt along the senses while Mikhail moved toward the table, the tome, and the Sadist. Though the Sadist perched, Mikhail simply leaned against the edge of the table once more beside the young man's knee, scroll held between both palms. He gave the slightest smirk at the idea of Mesteno intimidating the authorities, though he would not be surprised at such an act. The mention of the fae brought an end to the shifting of expressions upon alabaster perfection, the hawkish nature in which Mesteno studied Mikhail was returned. Again, full lips gave the slightest pursing while Mesteno sheepishly admitted the loss of control. "A necromantic fae..." A slight frown marred the span between brows, letting loose the scroll by one hand to have it turn and rest one end atop of the wooden tabletop. "The link was severed, and control was lost, and they were turned unto the three of you...or just you?" The distinction has importance to Mikhail's answers. "Did you notice a taste, a sense of one, when the threads were severed from you?"

"I don't know whether he is or not. I'd have to research him...I won't say his name, you know how fae are." Speak the name and do not be surprised if they come calling. It had certainly been that way in the morgue. "I did hear from the Minister that there was an attack related at the inn. Some undead creature sent when the name was mentioned again, so perhaps you're right." The place had been stinking the next day! Letting his spine wilt, he let his elbows rest atop his thighs and did his best to try and recall the details of the mess in the morgue. "Just at me. I was weak at that point. Something about the interrogation was wrong, I could feel it, but I wanted her to hear for Salvador's sake, so I kept going. I wouldn't have been able to fend them off if my brother and the Minister hadn't jumped in." Slow, the shake of his head when he tried to recall the specifics. "No taste. It was just an abrupt severing. How do I stop that from happening again? I've never had one stolen from me before." Self doubt was an unwelcome, gnawing feeling.

"He may nor may not be, though he seems to possess either the talents of one, or has been gifted with the correct words to mimic necromancy." He nodded-s'il vous plait, let us not speak his name? As Mesteno's spine wilted, the scroll was lifted once more. As Mesteno continued his recollections, the band of woven knots were slid over the aged parchment and put to the tabletop. As the self doubt crept into Mesteno's voice, a chunk of copper strands were shifted away from his face to be tucked behind an ear before Mikhail touched the underside of Mesteno's chin to lift his face and have him meet his eyes. When he had Mesteno's study, he gave a faint shake of his head. "It was a good thing, that they did not notice your brother or the Minister." Mikhail shifted, turned upon his heel and put the scroll to the table. One hand held the edge while the other gently smoothed the curled papers out to reveal what looked to be some sort of chart, a figure lithograph or inking, and Dwarven writings. "In truth, I cannot be certain; If this person had noted the other two while you held onto the Grumdah's threads-they would not be free from his assaults." Oceanic blues scanned over the writings, cutting to the side to Mesteno after a moment. "The Grumdah does not have a translation into Latin, nor in Common; it is simply a being that truly lost the original form it had been bred with long ago." He turned his sights to the lithographic drawing, a glass-like nail touched upon it to bring Mesteno's attention in that direction. "They lived, once. After the initial ceremony is given by the warlock, or necromancer, the soul is given the gift of shunting into another body when it is deemed necessary. It does not matter who or what the host is, the Grumdah's powers craft the flesh into the likeness of what it once was-hence the copies that you came across scattered behind him like the skins of a snake." Giving Mesteno his words back to him, along with a bit of an inelegant snort as he straightened from his bend over the table. The scroll would re-curl toward the hand that held the edge to the table, oceanic blues finding amber again. "To deal with it, you must deal with his master. He is nothing without the connection, for the connection is his way of shunting the soul from carrier to carrier. Very much like a disease...there is a cure. It is just finding the correct one to use, to destroy it." He will address Mesteno's self doubting soon, have no fear. Let us let the young man process the given information bit by bit first.

Once upon a time Mesteno had been careless about contact, and allowed any and all to touch at his hair like that. In more recent years, he'd learned a deep measure of reserve, and though the sweep of the Eldest's fingers into his hair was a welcome affection, many others would have found their hands deterred. His study was quick enough in coming. Whiskey golden eyes levelled and held steady on the Carpathian's, searching them for reassurance to match his words. He seemed to find it there, if the slow relaxation and uncoiling of muscles was anything to judge by. Shortly, his attention was drawn to the scroll, and he slithered down off the table to face it, peering narrow eyed at the lithograph and the dwarven lettering he could not hope to understand. "I've never heard of a Grumdah before, but it sounds right. Though I might have expected the flesh to adopt its natural form once the soul had been shunted on to the next host body," he admitted, curling knuckles under his chin as he glowered at the ink figure. The scroll curled back on itself and he exhaled quietly through his nostrils before turning his attention back to the Eldest of the Dubrinsky clan. "You know, I'd have wagered good money on you sayin' we needed to take care of the master first. I'll need to track down my mother, I guess." Mikhail had met the Linewalker years ago at Bess' tavern. A plain, dark haired woman who nevertheless had been the chosen form of the Linewalker; She Who Tends the Dead. One fae might well know another! "Bloody Minister said I'd been...ham-fisted." An almost juvenile grumble! At least it might amuse Mikhail.

There were none outside of his family that will ever be gifted with such affections, nor have any beyond them for much of Mikhail's life. Mesteno had a special place within Mikhail's heart, and in so, he is given the affections freely. The near juvenile grumbling did indeed amuse Mikhail-to no end. Some things do not change, even as everything else does. "Your mother may very well know of this one, though I would wager at this point-he knows of her as well. If he centered upon you while you handled the threads of the Grumdah's soul-path, he will know of your link to her. It is in the taint of souls, the inherent line of power." He did offer a low rumble of a sound, his hand waving away the scroll to re-curl fully and find its placement among the tomes from whence it had been taken from. "The Grumdah can craft the flesh of another upon shunting, oui, though once the flesh is left behind there is nothing left for it to revert back to. In essence, the host became the infestation-the Grumdah." Here, Mikhail paused. Utterly still, he worked a sudden thought within his mind before slowly turning oceanic blues towards the adored Sadist. "May I inquire just how 'ham-fisted' you became during this spar? Are there remains left of your interrogations?" Mikhail with an idea can be a frightening happenstance. "I have an idea, cher, that may not have a need of your mother."

"Ham-fisted enough, according to Riley O' Rourke," he muttered. The Minister's name revealed! "My brother ate some of one corpse...the Minister tore the head from another. I rotted mine down. There wasn't a great deal left of any of them by the time we'd finished fending them off. What was left, the authorities demanded the Minister see returned." He couldn't quite help the smile that played about the corners of his savage mouth when he touched on that subject! "I might have put them in a tupper-ware box and gift wrapped them for her and left them outside her apartment." Rush-rambled. Cough. "And maybe I animated the parts a little so that when she opened the box they squirmed." It was a typically ill-taste prank, but he liked to imagine the damned woman's horrified response upon discovering the pieces. It served her right for mocking his work! Another shove at blood and gold hair to keep it secured behind a shoulder, and he let the seriousness of the situation overwhelm his humour, as was right. "I doubt there are many fae who don't know my mother. You're right there. And they'd probably be aware of the blood she shares with Salvador too."

The amusement broke from Mikhail in a low, rich, heady sound of soft laughter at the mention of the Sadist's antics. He held no pity for this Riley O'Rouke-Minister of Nothing of Importance to Mikhail. After the gold and blood was secured behind a shoulder, Mikhail's hand palmed the young one's cheek as lips pulled into a wicked grin. "You, pulcher, are stunning when you are in your element." He chuckled, a thick sound that danced over nerve endings, and released Mesteno from his still chilled grip. A low hum of a sound was heard as Mikhail moved away from the table and Mesteno spoke of his agreement about his mother. "Oui, I have no doubt-it is how I have managed to track many of my enemies within the courts of the fae." The cabinet where he had mentioned the drinks to be held would be neared, both hands lifting to grasp the iron rings at either side of the door and pull. Two doors would open from the center, revealing numerous bottles, a few glasses, and a mix of containers that wandered the scope of wondrous to plain and rather ugly. It would be the plainest and ugliest of them all that Mikhail chose to retrieve, closing both doors afterward. "I would prefer to have as few of your family members involved as possible, though I would suggest to Salvador not to ingest any leavings of the Grumdah in the future." A winged brow crooked to Mesteno as he neared the young one, removing the cork from the brown, gray, and scorched bottle and handing it over to the Sadist with a hint of a smirk. "It would behoove him to heed my warnings, unless he approves of the idea of the Grumdah having an 'in' of sorts should he need to shunt elsewhere in the future. It is like putting a pin on a map; "Here I am"." The bottle would be put onto the tabletop, and Mikhail was going to procure a slender, elvin make blade from the top of his boot that was laced above the knee.

The Eldest's amusement over his stunt widened his mouth into a wolfish grin, and his subdued laughter was nevertheless particularly pleased. Naturally the Minister - or now ex-minister as the case happened to be - would mean nothing to the Dubrinsky family. Cattle, oui? Rubbing gently where Mikhail's palm had chilled the warm brown skin of his cheek, an absent motion as if to restore the natural temperature, he considered the warnings and let his smile bleed away into nothingness. "Maybe the woman was wise to drop the case. She wanted nothin' else to do with it when she realised there were powerful fae involved. Said she'd leave it to me and Salvador." And here he was, pursuing information from the best source of such things he knew! He never had been able to stop worrying the bone once he'd grasped it. Quietening for a moment, he observed as the unfamiliar bottle was removed from the cabinet, and though he accepted it when it was handed his way, he still appeared puzzled. Was there anything in there? The cork was removed so naturally he was going to sniff...and yet there was a blade revealed, and distraction came quickly. Not out of fear, but from a natural inclination to blades. Thankfully, he was old enough to know better than to try and steal a knife from Mikhail. Not like years ago!

Oui, Cattle. "At least she saw some modicom of wisdom in the face of her foolishness." The words came with a wry twist of a smirk to full lips as the blade was lifted. As of yet, the bottle remained empty. Amused, he stilled to watch the young one. Mesteno had found, early on, stealing from the Eldest-be it blades or hair-may not always be in the best interest of his well-being. Though The Eldest in time did indulge the young one in a curl or two out of affection. He tapped the edge of the empty bottle with the tip of the Elvin blade, a slow curl of a smirk returning to his expression "The Grumdah's power lies in negative energies. You, cher, by nature work in the positive spectrum-it is not a thing chosen, but simply is." He gestured to Mesteno to place the bottle onto the table before continuing. "Their negative energy attracts negative energy-which may very well be how this one keeps such tight control over the Grumdah. Dark fae are negative energy by nature." The blade was turned in his hand, watching Mesteno as he spoke. "My energies, like yours, work in the positive spectrum as well. Though...unlike you, I have a way to draw upon the negative spectrum from a source." He turned at the waist, putting his wrist above the bottle before using the blade to slice flesh and begin the bleeding process. Mikhail would watch the welling of crimson, breathing in the copper scent that hit the air a heartbeat after. "If you remember my mention of a virus of sorts... " His smirk widened while the crimson flow turned sluggish, tightening his hand into a fist and bringing tendons tight against pale skin. Soon, crimson bled darker. Thicker. Changing viscosity until it seemed more like seeping tar...and shifting color from the crimson of fresh blood, to the very color of tar. As the dark liquid seeped and dripped, strings of it started to creep across his wrist like reaching fingers. "Infect the next shell left behind in the shunting process that still has the threads you found in the first three with what I am giving you, we may just have a way to infect the Grumdah, and in doing so, infect it's master by the connection itself." Literally, Mikhail was bleeding a portion of It into the bottle below his wrist. Working via the line of souls, by one of those that devour souls. Hence, his Idea.

The IT which Mikhail harboured was something Mesteno had no desire to have himself. He knew of its capabilities, and it perhaps should have made him wary of befriending the Carpathian 8 years ago. It hadn't of course, for the youth had not been blessed with common sense which outweighed his curiosity. He'd been drawn to him from the start, helplessly intrigued. Listening with a complex frown to the explaination of energies, his lips moved as if to question, then stilled. The copper-salt scent which suddenly permeated the air made his stomach clench with a hunger he routinely denied, and yet he could not tear his hawkish gaze from the flow of the stuff into the scorched seeming bottle. He'd tasted it before. Knew how potent it was...hell even the scent threatened to be intoxicating. There really was no point in trying to disguise such a natural reaction. It probably plucked at the connection between their minds so insistantly that little else of his thoughts made it across...and yet he guarded his mouth behind the side of a lean hand anyway, breath drawn in careful measures. Thinking was difficult at that point. The words threatened to tiptoe around him and lose all meaning, and yet he grasped at them with heady desperation because he required the distraction they offered. "So we wait for the next body, use this to pollute its connection to the fae lord. Maybe the fae too." Muted murmurs. He understood the tactics.

Of course the youth would not have listened to common sense if he had had it-it was not in his nature then to do so. Even now, Mesteno at times wars at himself with this idea of common sense, no? The younger Sadist then had been not only intrigued, but persistant. He became endearing, and thus started their near decade of mutual respect, adoration and affections. Mesteno would be silently watched as he fought his initial reaction, the instincts that went with them. Mikhail indeed felt the harsh twisting of the hunger within the connection between them, though Mesteno was wise in his decisioin to hold himself back. The strings of tar dribbled, stretched, and finally snapped the threads that clung to his wrist before the remains on pale flesh crept back toward the wound to seep back into the opening and out of sight. Mikhail nodded to Mesteno's words, the blade put to the table beside the bottle. "Oui-the first line of attack with be every shell the Grumdah had left behind that still housed lingering threads of its soul behind, then the Grumdah itself. If we are fortunate, the master will not realize until it is too late." The cork was lifted, shoved into the opening of the bottle before Mikhail turned to face Mesteno-hip to the edge of the table now. His palm rested atop of the corked bottle, intent oceanic blues on Mesteno so he would grasp the gravity of what he is to say next. "Do not allow the bottle to break. Do not spill the contents onto anything but the corpse. Do not let it touch you, cher, or anyone else. It will not only infect you, but eat away at your inner circle of power, then flesh, until there is naught left but bits of skin and bone to represent what you used to be." His warnings were said with an even keel to his tenor, making sure to make his way through the clawing hunger still raging within Mesteno. The bottle was left behind, his hand no longer resting on the corked top. Instead, he lifted his wrist-bent to re-open the closing wound-to Mesteno. Crimson welled with no sign of the darker, thicker fluid that had just retreated within the wound itself. "Ease your pain, cher. Did I not offer to my aid to you earlier?" The murmured words were soft in intonation, with a gentle chastisement.

Had he not known the purpose of the bottle's contents, he would have been sorely pressed not to devour it in the privacy of Sanctuary's walls. His self restraint was too great to allow it though, and particularly once he'd been made aware of the side effects of the consumption! He'd no intention of being reduced to something akin to the remains of the corpse shells left littering the city. No end in a tupperware box for him! "I won't," he promised, tone solemn as he touched the tips of dark fingers to the surface of the bottle. He could feel nothing through it, but for some reason it felt much like a time bomb, waiting for some freak vibration to set it off early. He was already plotting where it might be safely kept from harm...or harming others as the case may be, when the scent of earlier, rich and intoxicating flooded his senses. He could taste it on the air like a shark might detect it upon water, and sun on water eyes glazed over. Became swollen of pupil and honeyed of iris. His stomach clenched again, this time so painfully that he could not quiet the grunt which crept between his teeth. Warm, the hand which reached for the offered wrist, and though he wanted to assure that he didn't want, or need it, instinct won out. His mouth closed hotly over the laceration, and his grip on the man's wrist was fierce. Would have stamped a bracelet of bruises upon a normal man's flesh. He drew from it strongly, eyes closed and a shudder travelling the length of his spine.

There is only One that can now leave bruises upon Mikhail's flesh, and even they do not last longer than a few moments before fading to nothing. A deep breath was taken as Mesteno latched onto the wound, feeling the draw deep within him. He knew the potency was doubled since Mesteno was offered last, so would keep a close watch upon the young one while he soothed his clawing need; there was no need for Mesteno to become mindless, nor fall into the trap of the need itself. "Slowly, cher... " The low murmur came with a hand smoothing over gold and blood strands while Mesteno drank. When it was time, he would grip strands in his free hand and murmur 'Enough'. If he must give Mesteno a slight shake to get him to heel, he shall. It would not do to poison his pupil.

It had been weeks since he'd given in to that particular need, and then the blood nothing more than a mortal man's and freely given. The taste of the Eldest's blood was something else entirely. Made the recent feeding seem a meagre meal. A watered down comparison. Little wonder when the seal of lips to skin broke it stole a choked gasp from him. He had been neat about feeding his hunger, only a faint patina glossing his teeth lending any suggestion that he?d just quenched his thirst. His eyes struggled to focus on Mikhail at first; drunk. God, he was drunk again, and this time not from the wretched Grand Marnier. Quiet, the groan he let slip. "It wasn't like that before," it was the best he could conjure up. There was something deeply sated to his tone, and after a moment he barked a laugh, not unhinged, but pleased. So damn relieved. "God damn...It put it to sleep." The hunger. Well and truly gone for now.

When Mesteno released his grip, Mikhail chuckled and let loose the hair he had started to gather. A cheek was patted yet again with another low round of the velveteen chuckle, lowering his hand from where it had been offered. All it took was a simple shake of his wrist and the wound was gone. This time, Mikhail took the table as a slight seat, almost propping himself onto it as Mesteno gave into the laughter. "Oui. My Dragoste seems to have not only deepened my power reserves, but thickened the very energies that are inherent within the blood. It is part of being Dragoste; completing one another in ways that enhance and strengthen both." The smile that crossed over pale lips shifted pale perfection into a thing of beauty-as it had the few times Mikhail allowed it's escape. "I am pleased it eased the hunger, cher. Though the effects of such sating may very well stay with you for a day or so...I do hope you plan on going easy for a bit?" Teasing the young one in this state always holds amusement for Mikhail.