Topic: Little of Me

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-02 13:00 EST
Amthy was exactly where she said she wouldn?t be?haunting the woods around the Cottage. She had, for a time, been true to her word and stopped, but the circumstances had changed since the last time she had been there. Certainly, there was room for renegotiation! As per every other time she had graced the wooded hills, Amthy stayed well away from the Cottage proper. She wasn?t even sure if the tree she had chosen to climb was even the same one as before. It didn?t really matter. All that mattered was that she could see the building.

This time she didn?t use the sight of it to fuel distant memories. It no longer served as physical reminder that the Dream King was real and not a figment of her imagination. It was, instead, the focus of her consideration. Amthy enjoyed the eerie near-silence that surrounded her?all the little sounds that the ears took for granted. The way the branches crackled beneath the breeze, and small animals scurried in the sparse underbrush to search for food. She even thought she spied the warm brown coat of a foraging deer.

She came better prepared than the last time she visited. Firstly, Amthy was dressed. That was a huge improvement. Second, she brought some acorns to snack on, and share with any adventurous squirrels. Lastly, she brought a sketch pad and her crayons. Paper, and writing tools, proved a handy thing to have, and were useful more often than not. She scribbled lazy circles with the paper-peeled nubs of wax. Amthy entertained herself with the graduation of small to large and back again from one corner of the page to the other.

Amthy swept a section of olivine-hued hair away from her eyes. She tucked the wisps behind one ear. Idly, she played with her earring; twisting and turning it. The beginnings of an idea trickled through her airy head. Dark green lashes lifted. She laughed. Amthy couldn?t help herself. She had been sitting in the tree for most of the (late) morning on a search for inspiration. Finally, something had come to her.

It was decided. The wood around the Cottage was definitely her thinking spot; tried and true.

No matter how creepy Neano thought it was.

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-03 23:03 EST
Amthy hissed in a breath through her teeth. No matter how many times it happened, each time the needle pierced her finger it was both painful and shocking. She clenched her hand and rubbed her thumb roughly against the side of her pointer finger.

?Poke yourself again?? Cayt asked from the adjacent couch. The silvery-blonde haired Shifter was curled comfortably against the arm of it with a blanket tucked around her legs. The heat from the fire place had brought a rosy flush to her cheeks.

Amthy?s seat, on the other hand, while close was not angled toward the flames. Fire was not her friend. It might feel nice on a cold day, but she was always aware that it would eat her right up if given the opportunity. Her pert nose wrinkled and her mouth twisted to the side. ?Yes,? she answered with a lip fluttering sigh. ?I dunno how Ladies do this all day long,? she said sullenly.

?Because they have to?? Cayt laughed. A smile teased at the corners of her mouth. A general feeling of contentment moved along the mental link between them. ?You?re making progress.?

Amthy seized on that observation and held it close to her heart. ?Yes! I am.? Gradient olivine green hair lashed across her shoulders as she nodded. She turned an appreciative eye on her handiwork. She felt accomplished, but only if she didn?t take in the project as a whole. ?How many days left are there?? She asked Cayt. Worry wound through her lilting voice and showed clearly on her face.

Her sister shrugged. ?What?s today??
?I dunno,? Amthy answered honestly.
?Then let?s just say you have plenty of time to finish.?
?D?you think I can??
?Certainly,? Cayt said with confidence, ?if you don?t stop to do anything else.?
?Tha?s no? exactly comforting.?
Cayt laughed again and gave the nymph a mental tickle. ?I?m sure you?ll be done with time to spare. Is that better??

?Much,? Amthy sniffed as she found her needle. She held the bit of metal and stared at it for a long minute before she stood. ?Think Hedwig?s still in the kitchen??

?Probably. Why? Are you still hungry??

Amthy shook her head as she gathered her assortment of doodads to her. ?No, I need her t?show?t t?me again.? Disappointment colored her words. Some things just didn?t come easy to her, no matter how much she wished they would.

?Will you bring me some cocoa when you come back?? Cayt called after Amthy as the nymph left the room. ?Oh, and can you bring my magazine? I left it in on the entrance table.? The last part was yelled to make sure her sister had heard her. She thought she heard Amthy answer back an affirmative, but she wasn?t sure. The only things she did know was that now she had the room and the fire all to herself: Two things that suited her just fine.

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-04 00:25 EST
I give to thee, little of me/
Lips like the fruit of the sweet cherry tree/
Laughter so free, love like the sea/
These are the gifts that I give to thee/
Gifts from the dear heart of me/

Several Days Later

It was an uncommonly warm day for winter. Amthy sat in the sun and gleefully soaked it in. Green hair was left free for the most part. Barrettes and ribbons found homes here and there around her hairline. The winter birds chirped and chattered in the tree tops around her. The sound brought happiness to her heart, and reminded her that winter did not last forever.

She kicked her legs on either side of the tree branch she straddled. The movement was accompanied by the soft chorus of silver bells?her bells. Amthy had not worn the anklets in some time. She had found them accidentally while searching for something else. She laughed and touched her lips with her left hand. Maybe, she thought, she was suited to treasure hunting after all.

Amthy tried to sing along with the song they produced. While she was not successful in her translation, it still entertained her. With her head bent over her work, she continued to guide her needle. It was her last. She had already lost one to the snow-spotted mud below her. Cayt was right when she had suggested that she bring the whole pack. Next time, Amthy decided, she would listen.

Unblinking, tsavorite-green eyes focused on the pitch of the roof down in the valley proper. When spring came, she would have to find a new spot to haunt. The leaves would fill in the canopy and further obscure her view. She would have to go some place closer. The idea gave her a spark of excitement and dread. It was something she would have to tackle on another day. She wouldn?t allow any clouds to mar her afternoon.

Instead, she let her eyes trace the unfolding imagery that danced across the fabric in her hands. A section of it was held taut within a slender wooden hoop. Her gaze skipped over the barrier to examine the sections she had completed already. A tender smile curved her mouth as she ran her fingers against the texture of the stitches. They shimmered with a rosy-sheen in the sunlight

Amthy had worked up her magic and latent dust, filling it with her intent and the warmth of her affection. Painstakingly, she had worked her unblown kisses into the silk fiber. She didn?t think it would last forever, but the enchantment would linger for a decent amount of time. She hoped. It was an experiment. Amthy didn?t really know anything for certain. Her magic didn?t work on herself, and she loathed letting anyone test it. It was a private thing.

And, hopefully, one that worked the way she planned.

((lyrics: I Give to Thee from Fraggle Rock))

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-13 13:19 EST
What Amthy needed was a break. She pushed away from the chaos strewn across Ardane?s dining table and moved to one of the many windows that peppered the wall. The air there was cold. Shivering, she wrapped her arms around herself and leaned against the window frame. Clouds obscured an otherwise lovely blue sky. They were nice and fluffy with only a hint of gray. Her fingers itched to know what it would be like to touch them. She puffed her breath on the cool pane and drew a cloud with her fingertip.

?You?re washing that window,? Cayt said from the table.

Glancing over her shoulder, tsavorite-hued eyes focused sheepishly on the silvery-blonde haired Shifter. Amthy wadded up part of her dress skirt and scrubbed it determinedly against the glass until the fog was gone. ?Tah-dah,? She sang to her heart sister.

?All you did was smear it all around,? Cayt laughed as she fiddled with her quill.

?But you canno? see ?t anymore, ?Amthy replied with a fanning of dark green lashes.

?I finished your letter,? Cayt informed the green-haired nymph. She leaned back in her chair and stretched out her legs. ?Do you want to look at it??

With a joyous chirp, Amthy clasped her hands together happily. ?Delightful!? She cried as she scampered back to the table and stood behind her sister. She leaned over Cayt?s shoulder and examined the page. ??s it dry enough for me t?touch it?? Her fingers wiggled over the sheet, but she didn?t place a finger on it.

Dreamy One,

Amthy wanted me to write you this letter. It is from her, not me, but I am sure you realized that already. She thinks that even a Dream King should have something nice to put his head on, even if he's only pretending to dream or sleep, or whatever it is you do. Apparently, she has never stayed awake long enough to know.

Much love and affection from Amthy (and the platonic kind from me)

Amthy and Cayt

Cayt shrugged. ?It is at least partially dry. I just wouldn?t touch any of the words directly.?

?I won? smudge it,? Amthy swore as she carefully picked up the page by the edges and toddled around the side of the dining table to her seat.

?If you did, you know I would write another one.?

?But I won? smudge this?un,? she said pointedly to Cayt as she settled down into her chair. The table was a mess of glittery lilac paper, assorted ribbons?both wide and narrow, glue, loose glitter jars, crayons, and dried flowers. Amthy pushed a portion of the clutter to one side with the side of her arm and placed the letter carefully down. ?Wha?s it say??

?Everything you said,? Cayt answered.

?Good, good,? Amthy chirped as she canted her head to one side in consideration. Gradient olivine hair spilled across her shoulder in a show of murky green. Happily humming, she reached for a paint brush and dipped it in a pot of glue. Her tongue curled over her lip as she painted smears of white here and there. It wasn?t until she dusted the sheet with shocking pink colored glitter that the smears were revealed to be hearts. Amthy set the paint brush aside and balanced it on the lip of the glue pot?s lid.

?Do you want me to have someone deliver it for you?? Cayt asked as she watched Amthy tidy a few drops of glue that had dropped onto the table.

?Mm, I thinking I?ll take it. It should be all right, I think.? Dark green brows furrowed as she spoke. ?Yes, it should be,? Amthy decided as she grabbed a crayon and drew a few clumsy x?s and o?s beneath Cayt?s neat scrawl.

Satisfied with the additions to the letter, Amthy stood and left it to dry. She turned her attention instead to an open box that sat among the chaos at the end of the table. She walked to it on tiptoes and did a pirouette. She moved from the spin to a bend and plucked a wad of packing tissue from beside the container. Happily she lined the box with the thin paper?several sheets each in a different shade of purple with the inner most piece white.

Cayt watched Amthy for a moment. ?Do you need my help??
?No, I think?ve got it,? Amthy sang. She turned and hopped to the back of the couch to grab the object of her labor. It was folded neatly and she ruined that completely with a sharp shake of the fabric to unfurl the creamy colored material.

?Then if you need me, I?ll be at Rising Star,? Cayt informed Amthy as she stood and moved toward the door. She grabbed her heavy, fur-lined coat from a hook near the door and shrugged the garment on.

?If I need you, I will look there first,? Amthy called to Cayt. ?Give Away at Sea a kiss for me.?

?How about a lump of sugar instead?? Cayt asked from the door as she pulled on her gloves.

?Only iffin you tell?m it?s from me,? Amthy laughed.

?Naturally,? Cayt called back, ?take care when you go Amthy. It?s a little icy out today.?

?I will,? Amthy shouted back as the door closed. The moments following Cayt?s departure, Amthy just stood and looked down at her creation. Her head bobbled side to side as she fit her fists against the insubstantial swell of her hips. The air around her was scented lightly with a mix of cinnamon, nutmeg, roses and oakmoss. It wasn?t a grand thing; a trifle really.

Amthy tapped a finger to her lips. Her gaze skimmed over the large rectangle of cream colored silk. Stitchery decorated e the sides of the body in various shades of purple, red-violet, brown, green, red-orange and a hint of blue with the faint opalescent sheen of her pixie dust. It was a simplistic design: espresso brown running stitches were interlaced with a double weave of pale purple and green and dotted on either side with the occasional seed stitch and buttonhole wheels. The side seam?s decoration was more elaborate, but it was done no favors by Amthy?s lack of skill. A trio of medium sized arcs was constructed from buttonhole stitches and tied herringbone filling, each a different color. The pattern was echoed on the opposite side facing inward. The out most panel she had stitched a simple repeating poppy motif that she filled with satin stitches. There were random double cross stitch stars and circular blanket stitches for interest. All-in-all, it wasn?t a horrible display, but it did look like some had just picked up a needle, which was fine since that was exactly Amthy?s skill level.

Carefully, Amthy folded the pillowcase back into a neat square and tucked it into the paper lined box. After she fit on the lid, she wrapped it in the glittery lilac paper and tied it with two lengths of ribbon?one thin dark purple and one thick lavender. Under the bow she tucked a few sprigs of dried flowers, and under that she would put the note Cayt wrote when it was dry.

She took a step back and admired the wrap. She felt more secure about that since it looked pretty. Lightly, she brushed her hands against the side of her skirt and headed for the stairs. Cayt had said it was icy. Amthy would need to change into something warm before she set out to make her delivery.

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-15 00:00 EST
Amthy sat in a tree looking down into the valley and at the Cottage. Her carefully wrapped parcel she had left on a tangle of exposed roots, above the lingering snow, ice, and frozen earth. It was likely to remain there for the remainder of the afternoon if Amthy couldn?t come to a satisfactory course of action. Maybe she should have taken Cayt up on her offer of having someone deliver the present for her. It still felt like she was intruding to go to the building proper.

Carefully, she folded one leg up beneath her and looked down at the box. The paper caught the light and twinkled in an inviting purple tint. If she left it on the steps, should she knock? If she knocked, should she stay and wait for someone to answer or should she leave? If she left, should she walk away like she belonged there, or run?

What if it was Daena or Midnight who answered? Would they think she was intruding?
Before, Amthy had tried to keep a respectful distance between herself and Morpheus? family?with the exception of his brothers, especially ?Tasus. A short, spontaneous giggle slipped free at the thought of him. He was fun. She liked fun. She liked Icky, too, even if he was the opposite of fun. Amthy didn?t think either Daena or Midnight?if either were still there?would be tripping over themselves to invite her in to tea.

There were too many questions and what-if?s rolling around in Amthy?s airy head. She leaned back against the crotch of the tree limbs and stared up into the slightly cloudy sky. Reaching out a hand, she looked up through her fingers. What should she do? Anxiety flavored the air a warm cinnamon. And then she realized something: she was doing it again.

Quickly, she sat up. It was ridiculous, really. She chided herself as she shimmied down the trunk of the tree and landed with a soft ?omph? on the ground. Things were bound to turn out the same if she did the same things over again. What was the point in making mistakes if she didn?t learn from them? Amthy took a moment to tidy her appearance before snagging the box. There should never have been a question as to what to do. She was going to march down into the valley like she belonged there, knock politely, and leave the box if no one answered.

Amthyst Oak

Date: 2012-02-15 00:10 EST
Moments Later

Amthy?s resolve started to melt away along with the bold scent of lemongrass. Somewhere between the trees and the door her march had become a stealthy creep. The closer she came to the door, the more the creep resembled tiptoeing. Her path toward the entrance brought her by a window. She stopped right in front of it. Curiosity spiked within her veins and ginger clung to her skin.

Her head tipped side-to-side as she debated with herself. It was a swift battle that soon had the nymph sidling up to the glass. Squinting, she shielded her eyes and peeped through the pane. She was close enough to leave a small smudge from her nose. Lantern-like eyes took in the room, and Amthy was relieved to find it empty. At least it was for the moment. What had Neano said before? Creepy? Now look at her.

She tightened her hold on the present and slunk away from the window and to the door. Her heart began to pound and her head felt light. Nervously, she gnawed on her lip and pushed herself to continue on. Her hands had become clammy. Determinedly, she scrubbed one palm against her clothes before knocking on the door.

Amthy?s hand trembled as her knuckles rapped against it. She forced herself to take a breath and closed her eyes tight. With each breath she took that no one answered, she relaxed. "Daena?" She called out experimentally. Her voice was tight, and broke unexpectedly. Amthy could imagine the woman answering, and she didn't know what she would do if she did. She knocked again, and when it became evident that no one was there to answer; her shoulders sagged with relief. Carefully, Amthy set the box down on the step and fussed with the arrangement of dried flowers and the fullness of the bow.

When she turned and left, Amthy didn?t run--there wasn't a reason to. She was proud of herself for trying. She had been prepared for the worst, yet she didn't feel like an empty house was the best, either. But she had tried, and that was what mattered most.

She didn't run. She walked and the scent of wildflowers, roses, and nutmeg followed her.