Topic: Surrender

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-05 00:05 EST
She bolted upright from the bed, a moment's fear and panic chilling the blood in her veins. Icey blue eyes glanced around quickly as she slid from the warm bed, the black silken sheet wrapped around her naked form.

She turned around in her bedroom to see two sleeping forms on her bed, confusion set in quickly. His arms were wrapped around her sleeping form, both of their breathing was even.. shallow.. - evidence of their slumber. His wings were wrapped ever so protectively.. almost lovingly around her naked body - it was her.

But if she was standing here, in the middle of the room, how could she still be lying in his arms - right there?

Everything went black, it felt like she was drowning, she couldn't breathe, couldn't scream for help - and she couldn't fight her way back up from the abyss that was pulling her under.

"Cheyenne?" The voice that called to her was soft, musical and ever so gentle.

"Where am I?" Slow and cautious steps carried her through the field she'd found herself now in. She turned around quickly - where had her bedroom gone? A figure began to emerge from the forest's edge, and Cheyenne brought up a hand to shield herself from the bright emanating light, as she attempted to make out the approaching figure.

Time seemed to stand still, there was no sound - there was only peace and calm; only the sound of her heart beating in her chest.

The woman was breathtakingly beautiful, if Cheyenne didn't know better, she'd have sworn that the woman that now stood before her was an older version of herself - but yet a different version.. so different.

Golden curls tumbled down and below her waist, her skin was a pale ivory color, and Cheyenne believed if she'd reached out to touch it - it'd feel just as soft as the finest bolts of silk.

Cheyenne began to cautiously circle the woman that stood now in the middle of the vacant field with Cheyenne, continuously observing her. When she finally came to stand in front of the woman again, Cheyenne searched the woman's face for some sign of recognition.

She offered a smile to Cheyenne, and from that smile warmth, love and tenderness pulsed and filled the air around them - but she'd yet to speak another word since calling to her.

She felt the warmth, it touched her skin - it touched her soul and the very core of her being. Blinking, Cheyenne took a step back. "Who are you?"

"Caroline." The woman said most simply as she brought her hands together in front of her and clasped them together against her stomach.

Cheyenne wracked her mind, her memory, trying to grasp something that would tell her who this woman was, but she came up empty handed. "Do I know you?"

"Yes.. and no. But I know you." Now the woman moved slowly, gracefully - almost as if she were floating over the ground. Slowly towards the stream that was several yards away. "I've known you all your life."

Cheyenne felt compelled to follow this, 'Caroline,' a few short strides brought her beside this woman as she continued to try to pull a Caroline from her memory. "I have never crossed paths with a Caroline before."

"You were very young when we last saw one another." The woman stopped a few feet from the stream to turn and look towards Cheyenne. "So young, that I am not surprised that time would diminish your recognition in me. You have grown up to become a beautiful woman."

The wheels were turning, spinning.. racing now as Cheyenne stopped to turn and face the woman - this Caroline. She tilted her head to the right as a stray curl fell over her eye and then it all clicked. "Mother?"

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-05 15:27 EST
Caroline nodded her head only just once as she watched her daughter fit the pieces together.

"But how?" Cheyenne shook her head back and forth, golden curls bouncing against her shoulders. "You.. you were all murdered, how can this," She extended her right arm and waved towards the expanse of the field around them and then finally towards her, "all be real then?"

Caroline drew a deep sigh, "It is not real, you are sleeping in the arms of the Fallen One - this is nothing but a Dream State. I needed to speak with you."

Cheyenne crossed her arms over her chest and she nodded once, unsure of what this all meant - what it was all about. "About?"

"You have faced many hardships in your young life, and there are many more trials for you to face before your time on the plains is up Cheyenne." Caroline spoke this in a somber voice as she knew yet what her daughter had to face - the pain she was yet to endure. "Before this conversation goes much further, I must ask of you why you wish for Death as if it were a lover's embrace?"

Her words were chosen after several moments of quiet thinking - one couldn't lie to their mother could they? Even though she was dead? "I would choose death over living merely because in death one can find solace, peace and a world without pain."

"And what of those that would miss you, mourn you?" Caroline inquired softly, gently.

Cheyenne let out a small laugh that was strangled as she shook her head to her mother. "No one would miss this Rogue mother. I am the Devil's Daughter, remember? A gift bestowed to me by my blood parents, and a curse brought on by the ones that raised me in your abscence." Icey blue eyes glittered as she focused on her mother, head tilted to the side as pale white flames flickered at her irises. "Or have you forgotten mother?" Another shake of her head, "No, no one would mourn the loss of a street dweller, a thief.. a killer." Her voice was laced with pain as she spoke, and an almost sadness.

Pain stabbed deep into Caroline as she nodded to her daughter, her voice still remained calm and serene. "And what of Drew? Kay? Troy?"

Each name, though they were few were like a slap to her face. Oh, she'd thought of them - but she also knew that in her line of work, if the news were brought to them, it would simply mean to them that she'd died doing what she loved. She averted her gaze from her mother towards the ground, scuffing at the grass.

"I see. Is life so meaningless to you that you would trade it all for the depths of Hell's Embrace?"

"Sometimes.. most of the time."

"Then why do you fight so hard to stay alive, when you could easily give in."

"Because of the way I was raised."

"Don't you wish to be happy? Get married and have a family one day?" Golden eyes peered curiously towards her daughter, studying her facial expressions and body language.

She kept those eyes averted and shrugged her shoulders. "That time has long since passed Mother - I am happy. I do my work, I save people, protect them - I kill them. I make a living, I get buy - I survive."

"I see." She moved closer to her daughter, within arms reach now as she spoke again, "And the man that holds you while you sleep? What of him?"

"What about him?" She answered non-chalantly as she shrugged her shoulders once more.

"You do not think he would feel some sort of loss and mourn over you if you were to die in your sleep, as you rest in his arms? Or if you were not to return home from your hunt any other night?" She thoughtfully posed the question.

"It's... it's not like that. He's different." She tried to search for a way to explain.. but even she did not understand it fully.

"You are still in denial Cheyenne." Caroline shook her head sighing softly. "Why will you not allow yourself to be happy, to accept that there is someone that cares for you and genuinely wants to be with you?"

"Because such truths are nothing but fairy tales told by Elders to the little children that sit at their feet in awe and wonderment. Little boys that wonder who their princess will be - little girls that wonder who their knight in shining armor will be. A spell of the oldest kind, and lies like the harshest winds." She shrugged again as the coldness touched her voice, her demeanor and her eyes. "And besides, it is a business arrangement.. a willing one on both parts - and just because we sleep in one another's arms and share passions, does not mean that he wishes anything more of me."

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-05 15:48 EST
"Do you know I was once much like you Cheyenne?" Caroline began to walk along the stream's edge, looking far off into the distance as she spoke."When I see you now, I see myself when I was your age and felt the way you feel now. Your father was so stubborn, so.. persistent. He never gave up, not until..." She let the thought break as she shook her head smiling, "It is a lonely road that you travel now Cheyenne."

"The life of a Rogue is a lonely path, there's not time to let anyone in." She'd fell in step with her mother as she looked over the water, trying to sort through what she was trying to say.

"But you did twice before, and you were happy - if even for the short period of time you allowed yourself such feelings. Don't you miss that?"

"I have no regrets."

"If you could go back and choose to not walk away from either man, would you?"

"I would change nothing."

"How long will you continue to fight yourself Cheyenne?"

"Until the day that Death's Kiss is final."

Golden eyes studied Cheyenne carefully before she stepped within arm's length of her once again, shaking her head back and forth on a long sigh. "Do you know how long it took your father to fully tame me Cheyenne?"

At this Cheyenne blinked several times before bringing her icey blue eyes to gaze into her mother's golden ones, a smirk forming at the corner of her lips, "How long?"

"From the moment that he'd laid claim to me, to the moment I finally surrendered to him - body, heart, mind and soul." She turned to fully face her daughter, her left arm extended, the fingertips of her left hand brushing against Cheyenne's cheek. "One week."

Her entire body was flooded with a calm, serene, warmth as the blackness descended upon her once again. When she opened her eyes again, she was in the middle of her room once more and she was watching herself sleeping in his arms. Icey blue eyes traversed their entertwined bodies, and a shiver coursed through her body.

"Tell me what you see Cheyenne."

"I see a man and a woman sleeping together."

Caroline, tilted her head and her golden eyes flashed briefly as they met her daughters gaze. "Cheyenne, what do you truly, honestly feel when you look upon yourself there, in his arms? Free yourself of your inhibitions, your doubts.. surely you are not that numb and cold to tell me that when you cast your eyes upon those sleeping forms there, that it makes you feel nothing." Gently, she reached again towards Cheyenne, warm fingertips guiding her chin to turn and her eyes to look on her own sleeping form entertwined with Kraven's.

Caroline wanted Cheyenne to see how his arms wrapped carefully around her, holding her body to his. She wanted Cheyenne to realize that Kraven had trusted her enough to let his wings wrap protectively over her naked form as they lay sleeping, and how even in sleep he would stroke his hand up and down her back - or stroke her hair, soothingly.. gently.

She was trapped, she could not turn away from the vision in front of her.. she could not deny that when she did look upon herself there with Kraven that it stirred emotions within her. She sighed softly as she watched the rise and fall of his chest - her own chest. It seemed like hours as she stood there watching the sleeping pair, and each time Kraven's hand would brush against her in sleep, she would tremble and murmur against his flesh.

"Let him in Cheyenne, let yourself fully surrender to his wants, and his needs - his demands. In return Cheyenne, you will find that in time, you will have all that you have ever wanted." She leaned this time to brush her warm lips against her daughter's cheek, her parting words whispered in the still of the night, "We loved you Cheyenne, we chose to do what was best for you in our hearts and souls. We always will love you as we watch over you from above."

And the darkness would wash over Cheyenne once more as she was returned to her sleeping form in Kraven's arms. She murmured something incoherent as she curled her body tighter to his, sighing softly.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 07:37 EST
They'd returned home after he'd carried her from the Inn with her trusted bottle of choice Whiskey and instead of scolding her, he'd set her into bed and went to make her dinner with a few murmured words. She sat there, alone for a few moments on her bed as she listened to him downstairs - how odd it was still to her, to hear someone in her kitchen.

On a sigh, she stood from the bed to remove her clothing, piece by piece she discarded it into a heap at the foot of the bed. Bare feet made no sound as she walked across the plush sapphire blue carpet to the closet. She stood there naked as the night's breeze caressed her naked skin, sighing softly to herself she chose a simple blood red silken robe from the hanger and draped it over her body.

She didn't question him, she'd given up swearing at him when they'd only been a few steps from the Inn. Weeks of mistreating her body had finally taken it's toll on her, and she was tired of fighting.

She canted her head to the side, listening to Kraven down in the kitchen and a smile turned her lips - it seemed so normal. She made her way towards the vanity, icey blue gaze slid over the polished wood and she let out a soft sigh. Fingertips danced over the sapphire earrings that laid against the plush silk padding of the open box.. a present from a client several years ago. "Ya don't know who I am yet.. I'm sure it will change ya view on me." Shaking her head, golden curls bouncing against her silk clad shoulders, she turned towards the bed.

Slow steps took her back to the over sized bed that she'd fallen in love with the moment she'd seen it in the shop window. Fingertips traced over the solid Mahagony - this, this was real.. and what she was beginning to feel was real as well. She pulled back the covers and slid easily between the cool silk sheets, leaning her head back against the headboard in thought.

They ate dinner together in relative silence - she had questions for him, but the alcohol and weeks of abuse to her body were taking precedence. She'd watched him leave with their empty plates and when he returned, she watched him shamelessly as he undressed himself. She herself had slid the silk from her body and let it slip to the floor beside the bed as she settled into the cool sheets. He slid in next to her with the ease of a man that had been her long time lover - much like a man that belonged there.

Icey blue eyes closed and her lips parted in a long sigh feeling the warmth of his body pressed against hers. She curled into his body as she felt his arms wrap protectively around her. she trembled in his embrace as she felt his breath brush against her flesh.

The promise of sleep was quick to claim her as she listened to the steady beat of his heart. A quiet murmur and moments later, aided by alcohol, food and Kraven alone, the Rogue found sleep.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 16:24 EST
-Some adult language and content included.-

It was the reason she didn't allow herself to sleep often - the nightmares were often much to brutal.. to real of a reminder of what she'd endured in her life; a reminder to her of what she'd lost in her times of weakness.

Normal for the Rogue was weeks upon weeks with no sleep or food at all - Badsiders, Whiskey and water was what fueled her body. When it got to be to much - when her body had finally had enough she'd fall into what she'd deemed the Void. With any luck on occassion within the Void she'd find a few hours of rest - but even then, after driving her body beyond the breaking point, the nightmares would come.

When she felt safe and protected is when she'd always slept the best, it wasn't always peaceful.. but it was moreso than what was the norm for the Rogue.

Tonight however, would be no different than any other night that she'd allowed herself to seek sleep's comfort - even within the arms of the man that made her feel safer than anyone else in her entire life.

It was a full moon, the air was cool and crisp - she could even smell the onset of rain that was quickly approaching.

"You can't hide bitch."

She was breathing hard, pressed flat against the slick concrete wall of the Dockside building. She was loosing the race - the hunter now became the hunted, and she was running out of options.

"I can hear your heart beating and soon I'll be bleeding you like a pig, just like you did my woman."

She closed her eyes for a brief second, she had no where else to run.. nothing else she could do.

Unlike his woman counterpart, this one was different - it was immune to her magical powers and that proved to be a rather large issue. She had two options as she saw it - she could continue to run, where she wasn't to sure and she could hope that somehow she'd find somewhere she could hide from it; or she could turn and fight, knowing that death was the only thing she'd find.

"Come out, come out wherever you are."

She could hear him, he was so close she could smell him, he wasn't afraid; he knew she couldn't hurt him. He knew he was going to win. Slight movements of both wrists, had her pride and joys slipping deftly into her hands - she felt the cool steel in the palm of her hands; she felt the fear course through her.. she felt the approach of death.

She turned quickly to her right, slicing low with the right dagger and high with the left - but he wasn't there. She felt his knee smash roughly into her lower back, causing the wind to be knocked from her, she bit back the scream. She went blind with the pain when he grabbed a fistful of her hair and slammed her head into the concrete wall. The daggers hung loosely against her wrists as her body went lax and her mind grew foggy. She felt the stone cold grip of his strong hand around her neck - his fingers tightening their grip as he turned her to face him, lifting her like a rag doll off the ground and against the wall.

"I told you, you couldn't run bitch - now you're mine."

Icey blue eyes fluttered open to stare into his eyes - the eyes of the creature that would claim her life. His eyes were white, his skin glowed in the moonlight. She tried to find some semblance of strength in her to resist, to fight back - the world was spinning as his fingers tightened even more around her neck. She saw his crude attempt at a smile - she saw the pearly white fangs glint dangerously in the dark as he opened his mouth to speak.

"Now you will become that which you hunted, you will serve me."

She felt the sting of the fangs as they sank into her flesh - she felt him drink from her.. she screamed and she screamed as she felt the venom burn through her body.

Twilight had barely began to settle over Rhy'din, the Estates bathed in the darkness as the Rogue's screams shattered the silent of the night. Her skin was cold and clammy to the touch, she was shaking from head to toe - her pulse was racing as she thrashed in the bed - "No, no please stop..NOOO!"

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-06 18:27 EST
Kraven was sleeping peacefully with Cheyenne in his arms, without a clue to what she was dreaming about. One hand stroking her hair, with his other trailing along her spine. That was untill that scream that tore from the Rogue's lips.

It caused him to jerk awake, before looking down at Cheyenne. Taking quick note that she was shivering and sweating. He slowly sat up with her in his arms, as he scanned the room. Nothing was there, as he looked back down to her.

"Bad dream dear?" Murmured softly to her as he let his wings wrap around her, holding her closer. Letting her realize that she was safe and sound in his embrace.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 19:12 EST
She continued to thrash now with renewed vigor as her hands lashed out, she cried out again feeling strong arms holding her close as she struggled to wake from the nightmare. Her breathing was ragged, her pulse racing as fast as the best breed of horse - icey blue eyes flew open and it took her several long moments to separate reality from the horror she'd faced in her dreams.

She said nothing as she finally broke free of the nightmare, she could only tremble in his arms - within the safe haven that his wings and he'd offered her. She wanted to cry, to sob like a child in his arms - but she could not. Several moments passed before she'd finally try to speak, hoping that her voice was stronger than how she felt, "Nightmares." She had to check, she had to be sure, a shaky and pale hand was raised to her neck as fingertips traced over cold milky flesh - there were no bite marks. She swallowed back a strangled cry before she curled to him tighter. "They plague my sleep often, I don't sleep because of it."

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-06 19:29 EST
He didn't say a word as he just heled her in his arms and wings, still stroking her hair and back. It took a moment before he started to murmur soft words of comfort into her ear, once she told him what had happened. HIs first goal was to calm the Rogue down, letting her know nothing had happened to her.

"What did you dream about?" Murmured after she had finally relaxed in his embrace. She'd catch the tone was a soft one. Letting her know she didn't have to say a word on her dreams, unless she wished to do so.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 19:53 EST
Ever so slowly her breathing would return to a semblance of normality, her pulse would slow as she let herself be comforted by him. At the mere mention of what she'd dreamed, a visible shudder shook her body. She said nothing, she wouldn't - she didn't want to remember, but she wanted him to understand.. she couldn't stop the trembling yet, she couldn't make the cold wash away from her skin.

Fingertips rose to brush gently, almost hesitantly against his brow - almost regretting having to doing this. What would he think of her; this was only the beginning of the demons that she had hidden away.

Emotions, visions, smells would immediately assault his senses - all that had transpired in her dream. All that she'd felt..

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-06 21:04 EST
He blinked to the touch to his temple, then closed his eyes as those images rushed through his mind. Letting them loop through his mind a few times. After a long silent couple of minutes, his eyes opened, as he looked down at her.

She'd find out soon enough as he pressed a kiss to her forehead. "Shh..you are safe now." Murmured to her as a smile crossed his lips.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 21:08 EST
She sat there, her naked body curled against his own as she let herself be comforted by him. She sighed softly against his chest as she murmured quietly against his flesh.

"What is it that ya believe to know of me Kraven?" She hated herself for doing this, for ruining this moment that she would treasure.. but he had to know - and she did as well.

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-06 21:26 EST
He chuckled softly to that question, as he shifted her from his lap. He then moved to slip on a pair of pants. Before grabbing his shirt and tossing it to her. He'd answer her in a moment as he waitted for her to slip his shirt on, then held out a hand to her and waitted.

Once she took his hand, he would lead her downstairs towards the lounge of her estates. Then motioned her to sit down, while he moved off to get them both a cup of herbal tea. Once he returned he sat down with her, then looked at her.

"I know a little bit about what you do for a living. You help people to find others, for a price. And I think I know why you were standoffish to me. Your past. I will not ask you to tell me." Said softly to her, as he took a sip of the tea.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-06 22:39 EST
She took the cup of tea, grateful for it as she sipped from it carefully, cradling it in her hand she listened to him before she nodded. "I do much more than just that though." She looked off into the distance, out through the window to the slowly rising sun. "You will not ask, it's not in your nature, I could tell that about ya - but I must tell you. I need ya to understand why I am the way I am - who I am. I'll begin where I thought it had all began." Another sip of the tea before she beckoned him closer, and moved to meet him - now warm fingertips brushed against his brow.

Her eyes fluttered close on a soft sigh, the brand on her outer right ankle began to pulse and throb with life - slowly the blood would start to trickle harmlessly down her foot.

She would show him the beginning - at least what was the beginning for her, before she'd taken her near three year leave from Rhy'din to unveil the rest.

Visions began to form in his mind, the sights, smells and sounds from that dark, dreary night in Rhy'dins back alleyways - the night her birth parents; Andrew and Caroline Fordyce left her on the Taine's doorstep. Visions would flash forward to the night that Drew had come to her in the middle of the night and told her that her entire family; mother, father and brother had been slaughtered later that night.

A slight tremble shook the Rogue as she continued to let the visions flow freely from her to Kraven - as she relived her past.

She would show him the Taine's raising her, what they were and what they had made her into. A thief, liar, cheat.. a chameleon - able to change her appearance, demeanor, language to suit her time of need. She would show him the things she'd done to survive when she was younger, up until early adulthood. The lies she'd told, the people she'd hurt.. killed. He would see flashes of her with clients.. he would be able to smell the blood as she'd shed it.

He would see that from child to the woman she was now, there was a vast difference - yet there would be none at all. She had grown up to care for no one but herself, to hurt before she could ever be hurt in return.

Years within the vision would pass, and then he would see her with Drew again; the night that Drew had given her the key to her past.. told her who she was.

The night that he'd told her that her family, the Fordyce family was the last of the descendants of a great line of mages and asassins. That they were known for their prowess in secrecy, their powerful magics, mind control, wake of death that they left and their blades. He would hear Drew's voice as he had been the night that he'd told her that each member of the Order was branded at birth with a mark, a black rose with two serpents wrapped around the rose and a dagger pointed downwards through the middle. That the entire brand was black and shifts with life. The girls at birth were branded on their outer right ankles, the boys were branded on the back of their necks.

Within the time that she'd shown him just these years, she'd moved her body on the couch closer to him, so that there was not much distance between them. The cup of tea was long since forgotten as she let the trance take her - as she let the truth flow.

He would see her now in the room that she'd inhabited before she'd bought the Estates that they resided in now. She'd shown him the night that the messenger had come, what had been said.. He would feel her frustration and anger that coursed through her - that drove her. He'd be able to smell the stale cigar smoke of Mike's office, hear the words that had transpired between her and Mike that evening.

She was growing paler on the couch as she pushed this trance state even further, she'd never allowed herself to use magic for to long at a time.. but she had to show him just a bit more for now. She had to bring him to the beginning, to where the weakness had started.

He'd feel her elation and smugness when she'd met with Elaine to discuss the purchase of the Estates.. he'd feel her giddyness when she'd twirled like a child in the foyer of her new home.

And he would see the place where it had started...the beginning.. the Arena.

She let out a quiet gasp as she removed her fingers from his brow. Her head tilted to the side as she watched his face for a reaction. Slightly shakey hands brought the now tepid tea to her lips for a long sip.

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-06 22:56 EST
He listened to her words, before she moved in to touch her fingers to his temples again. Eyes would fall shut as the images started to flood into his mind, as he set the tea cup to the side. At the same time he kept his other senses aware of what was going on around him.

As mroe and more of Cheyenne's past flashed in his mind, he carefully moved his hands up to help her to draw herself in closer. Letting her sit in his lap by the time she lowered her hands from his brow. With his eyes reaminning shut for a few moments longer.

Slowly he openned his eyes, and moved a hand up to caress her cheek. No words were needed, as he let his touch tell her all she needed to hear. So far her past didn't change a thing. He was still there with her.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-07 02:48 EST
She leaned gently into his caress.. it spoke of courage, and promises that were forbidden. She let icey blues flutter close again as she in turn lifted her own hand in a caress. Fingertips gently touched against the warmness of his cheek and the visions would soon return to him, as she took him further.

She took him back to the night when she'd returned to the Arena, the night where the first sign of weakness would ever be displayed in her.. the night she met the first man that she ever let into her life.

Voices would assault his sense of sound and he would see her in the strip duel with Max - he would hear the official and see her shedding her clothing. He would hear those simple words of defense that the man spoke on her behalf - and he would feel the moment her control began to slip. She let him feel the confusion as she had that night. Hours within the vision would pass and he would see all that she had done in that time to try and sort out the puzzle of emotions that the man's words had started. She would show him that she had stayed with the man, alone in the vacant Arena well into the night. He would hear all that they'd discuss - and the warnings that she'd sent.

Her body trembled while she sat in his lap, goosebumps rose over her warm flesh as the hairs on the back of her neck stood up. Her pulse quickened as she allowed herself to remember - allowed her to show him.

She showed him when the man brushed his lips against hers, the war she'd waged inside of what was right and what was wrong - and she'd let him feel the moment her control snapped and she'd returned his kiss.

She let hours more pass from her mind into his - the next few nights worth of dueling that she'd taken part in; the people that she'd come to cross paths with. He would see that even then she was much the same as she had been when he'd met her.. the foul mouth, high strung, hard ass Rogue.

She would show him the Twilight Isle - and he would see how naive and unsure she had been at that time when magic was involved. All that had transpired there he would know and he would feel the rage that claimed her body when the man she'd let into her life was threatened.. the man she'd yet to admit to anyone that she loved.

She would show him the hunts that followed as the rage burned inside her - the business deal gone wrong; the woman she'd saved from being raped. He would smell the coppery scent of the blood as she had that night. He would know how she felt about those of "Society."

He would understand that for her, to love was to protect, to cherish - to die for. She would show that to him as she showed him her thoughts when she was alone - the struggle to find a way to protect Artemus.. and then the visions would change abruptly to her training in the Dojo; and then to the meeting with Legendoza.

Her skin grew clammy as she adjusted herself in his lap, she was drawing on him to find courage to continue. She bit her lower lip as she continued to let the memories form in his mind.

He would hear the discussion that had taken place with Legendoza and he would hear the ultimatum that she'd been given. She would show him just how far her love would go when she freely gave it - and he would feel the moment that Hell had claimed their lost Daughter back.

She showed him how taint of the Bloodspeakers touched her body, the moment that Kiara had taken over her body. She showed him what Daigotsu and Kiara had done to her in the months that they'd had her prisoner - and how she'd finally managed to fight it off and crawl back from Hell's Embrace.

The change in her would be noticeable from the first memories she'd shown him, to the woman he'd see now racing over Rhy'din after her recovery demanded by the Seekers was cut five months short.

Visions would flash once again and he would see Artemus with his new family - the family that he'd move on to build when they'd all believed that the Rogue was dead.

She stopped there and sighed deeply, fingertips sliding gently down his cheek as she opened icey blue eyes to seek out his own. Her voice was weak and she offered a hint of a smile to him as she spoke, "You see, I am not that much of a shrew, I have loved before."

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-07 17:13 EST
Another round of images attacking his mind, getting his eyes to close again. Still holding the Rogue within his embrace, before slowly openning them when they ended and she spoke to him. A playfully grin crossed his lips, as he ruffled hr hair a touch.


"Never said you didn't dear." Pressing a kiss to her brow, before shifting to sip his tea. Then offered the cup to her, incase she wish for something to drink.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 05:30 EST
The sun had well risen while the two had stayed on that couch - while she shared with him what she'd tried to forget. Golden rays of sunlight streamed through the window and framed her face as she smiled to him. She took the offered cup and sipped slowly from it, before she leaned over slightly to put the cup onto the tabletop, settling once again into his lap. Icey blue eyes gazed gently into his own eyes for a moment before she spoke once more, "The Bloodspeakers changed me Kraven, they made me even colder than I was in the beginning - more powerful.. more deadly." She'd put a finger against his lips to silence him as she continued, "Though I have showed ya years of my life, there is still so much more that I feel the need to tell ya." She leaned in and brushed warm lips against his own, afraid in herself that it might be the last time she'd be able to do so. She spoke again, gently, quietly against his lips with her eyes closed. "You have given me courage to share these moments with you Kraven, but I fear what is yet to come may change everything," and before he could reply, both hands cradled his face as the floodgates once again were opened.

The images that formed in his mind this time were erratic, confusing and nothing but a mess - he'd see her fighting, lying limp and basically dead on the bed that they shared with one another; he'd see her running and he'd see her making love.

The Rogue was fighting herself and her well built walls around her memories - she was afraid of what it meant to let him, afraid of what he'd think.

Ever so slowly she'd bring herself to calm and the images in his mind would settle and he would be taken back to her return from death..

She would show him the night she'd been reunited with a childhood friend, her old business partner, Troy.. he would hear the words that they spoke to one another. He would feel the doubt and the self hate that she'd felt at allowing herself to fall in love - allowing herself to be weak; to need someone.

He'd feel the panic, the momentary fear when she'd thought she was going to be raped - he would feel the fight in her and the smugness when she'd killed.

Weeks, even months would flash by in his mind - as she continued to train, becoming stronger.. more self dependent once again. She'd bring him to the night that she'd stumbled her way home from the Red Dragon Inn, extremely inebriated. He'd be witness to their conversations and the brotherly/sisterly argument that they'd held over her one true fear.

The images would become erratic once more as she fought to face the memories of Lang Darkwing. The second and the last man she'd sworn to herself that she'd ever love, ever care for or ever let close enough to hurt her.

She'd force herself to focus, to control the power she'd been cursed with as she whimpered softly in his lap.

She would show him that it'd started out as a business deal, much like the beginning's of their supposed business arrangement - and then he'd kissed her; made a scene over her lack and want to eat. He'd hear the accusations of her being a lesbian, her frustration and her control snap as she lashed out and mentioned Artemus' name. He'd feel the panic, shock and shame when she'd heard Artemus' voice will her to calm. He'd see the destruction that her frustration and anger had made of the Inn's kitchen.

Weeks would pass in the images again, the start and blossom of her and Lang's relationship, the building of Darkwing's Forge. Her thoughts, her fears. . . and he would feel the betrayal she'd felt the night Lang had told her he'd been hired to capture her.

She let him feel openly all that she'd felt that night, let him feel the war that she'd waged with herself that night.

A tear began to slide down from the Rogue's closed eyes as she trembled with the memory of betrayal.

He'd see that in the glint of her eyes that night when she'd thrown that dagger, she couldn't kill him - she loved him. He'd know in that moment that when she gave her love.. it was selfless and it was true.

Time would pass then as she let the images flash within his mind, the purchase of the building that was Fordyce Enterprises. The night's she'd spent with Lang, her thoughts when they were together and apart.

He would see the first official job that they'd taken on after opening Fordyce Enterprises - feel the adrenaline pumping through her as she moved to save another life. The anger, disgust and hatred that burned in her at the thought of someone being raped. She showed him the bond that she'd allowed to form between her and Lang, the partnership - the trust. He'd know that for her, trust was a thing to cherish and treasure - that her trust was something rarely given and hard pressed to believe in from others. He would see and feel all that she'd done to get the job done - that she'd do anything that it'd take; he would see the chameleon that the Rogue could and would be at any given moment.

As she remembered the Rogue's flesh warmed and covered in goosebumps as the sun in Rhy'din reached it's peak. Time continued it's ever present dance around the pair as she continued to show Kraven who she was.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 05:35 EST
Seasons would change in the images that Kraven saw now, time would pass and he'd now be brought to the day she'd left Lang at the Estates and she'd gone to see Kay and Troy and their newborns. The giddiness she'd been feeling at the prospect of holding the babies, the longing she'd felt the moment she'd left Lang.

He'd see the carriage, hear the men and then he could feel the fear in the men - feel the fight in her as she tried to fend off her attackers, before being rendered helpless as she was taken prisoner.

Time would pass again in the passing of images during the carriage ride to the establishment where they would hold her - he'd feel the brutality behind the beginnings of the torture she'd endure. He would hear and recognize as she did the voice of Lang's former boss that held her captive.

Hours worth images would flash in his mind, the punches, slaps, kicks; the sheer fight for survival within her. He'd feel her frustration when she'd called on the magical power that she held to aide her, feel her anger as it refused her. He'd feel her pain as she did, the struggle to breathe, to stay conscious... to live. He'd hear the crack of her ribs as the men continued to brutalize her, the sting of their hands hitting her face.

Several more hours would pass as he bared witness to the brutality of the men that'd held her captive and then he would see with frightening clarity. One of the men gripping her by the collar of the trench, cutting her shirt open, revealing more of her flesh. He would see them cutting her...cutting her skin. Across her left ribcage, her collar bone, her stomach, her breasts. Not enough to make her bleed out and die, but enough to cause extraordinary pain and enough blood loss to make her feel as if she was going to pass out. He would hear her screams in his mind, taste the blood in her mouth.

Her body thrashed slightly in his lap as she continued to let the memories flow from her body to his. Her skin grew cold to the touch and then her body went rigid as she pushed on.

He'd see that the thugs were far from done with the Rogue, more hours of torture did she endure. He'd feel that her body was beginning to slow down, he'd hear her silent pleas for death to come to her - and he'd hear her relief in knowing that Lang would be safe because she'd never broke.

Then there was more pain, infinite pain, blinding pain that would assault him as her body was slashed at mercilessly once again and the salt was rubbed into the open wounds. He would hear her screams of pain - and then everything would go black.

He'd hear the panicked voices of her friends as they hovered above her and he would hear Lang's stern voice. He'd feel the grip that death had held on her that night. The worry and concern that had filled the room that she laid dying in - the room that they shared together even now. He'd feel the warmth of the magic wash over him as it did when Chryrie brought her back from the dead; he'd feel her trying to fight her way through the confusion.

Weeks would pass in the memories as she began the ever so slow journey to recover from the attack, and he would see the nightmares she'd endured after the attack.

He would see now that she was fully healed as she stood at the foot of the bed looking towards Lang. He would feel the chill of the early morning air - taste the salt on her lips left from the tears she'd cried, and the fear so very real as she'd slipped out the door of the Estates.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 17:03 EST
She breathed a deep sigh as she now adjusted herself against him, the Rhy'din sun was now beginning to fall below the horizon around the pair. No one knew where she'd been, she'd told no one - contacted no one in the two and a half years she'd gone missing from the streets of Rhy'din. She'd not thought she'd ever have to relay this to anyone other than the few she'd called friends. The chill of night was beginning to wash through the house as the Rogue pushed on to finish what she'd started.

He'd see her sliding into the Impala and speeding away from the Estates, feel the sadness as it washed over her - she was running. Running from herself, her friends and from the man she'd loved - she'd never looked back, not even once. She'd vowed to herself in that moment that she would never love again. She'd never let anyone close enough to her that she could possibly hurt again.

Months of searching and investigating would flow through his mind - determination and persistence he'd feel from her.

He'd see the cloaked figures that she was surrounded by, he'd hear their murmurs of an old ancient language. He'd feel the flicker of the flames against his skin, the warmth of the night. He would understand that she was searching for herself and for answers that were long overdue.

He'd see her training physically, mentally and magically. He'd feel the loneliness that she'd felt in the dark of the night as she'd sat on the balcony and watched the moon.

Tomes, scrolls, vials. liquids and dusts he'd see surrounding her as she pored over them - learning what they were and how they were meant to be used.

He'd see the changes that she was going through.. he'd feel them.

He'd see a gate being lowered for her, the dozen cloaked figures that flanked her. He would see how the proud alabaster mare carried her on it's back, dressed in her normal Rogue's attired. He'd see the townsfolk all looking up to her, some in curiosity, some in wonder - but mostly he'd note the fear in their eyes as they looked upon the woman on horseback. He'd hear the murmurs that spread throughout the crowd, see how the people parted and made way for her passage.

He would see how the young girl reached up to brush her tiny fingers against her leather clad leg, only to have her mother yank her away slandering the Rogue. He would feel her rejection, her hatred to who she was.

He would understand that what he was seeing was the Rogue returning to her birthplace, she had returned home - home to Guardania.

All her months of research had led her to the twelve cloaked men that now flanked her, the Order's Guardians. They were the next line of men that protected the Order's secrets, held it's histories in their hands - their memories.

It had taken her several months of scouting in order to find where the twelve had chosen to guard these secrets, but once they'd seen the brand - they knew.

They had trained in her in the next several months, helping her to enhance her blade skills, perfect the skills she'd need as the perfect Assassin. They'd taught her more about the gifts of magic that flowed through her blood, helped her to embrace them - use them. When they had exhausted her, and only when they were all in agreement that she'd learned all that they could physically and magically teach her they would show her, one by one who she was.

By the gift of touch she could take memories from people, thoughts, emotions - and she could give as she chose in the same mannerism. This was how the Guardians showed the Rogue her past, her beginning - her bloodline and what it meant.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 18:24 EST
The images again grew erratic in his mind as the Rogue furrowed her brow in his lap, trying to decide where to begin - afraid of his reactions.

He would see a man taking shape in his mind now - the Rogues father, Andrew Fordyce.

The visions began to rush forward as the Rogue tried to grab ahold of them, to allow them to make sense to Kraven.

He would see Andrew as he tried to seduce, love, embrace and hold onto the Rogue that her mother had been. She showed him Andrew holding Caroline - together and happy, very much in love. He would see the birth of her brother, Adam, feel the elation the couple had shared.

She would show him her mother, her belly filled with life, Cheyenne's life. He would see as Andrew cradled Caroline in his arms, her throat cut, her stomach sliced open - her heartbeat had stopped. He would hear his cries of anguish, pain and terror as his own bloodied hand rested on her swollen belly, trying to save her - trying to protect the unborn child. He'd hear Andrew's desperate cries, pleas for something - someone to save them. He would hear her father sell his soul to the Devil, if he'd only promise to save the woman he loved and the child he'd yet to hold.

He would feel the Devil's hand touch her father, touch her within the womb of her mother. He would see as the Guardian's had showed the Rogue, her mother gasping for breath - coming back from the dead. Holding onto the second chance she and her unborn child had been given, unaware that the Devil himself had touched her daughter - given her a gift of his own. He would watch in horror as Caroline had, her husband, her love, be cast down into the pits of Hell.

He would see Caroline crying out in pain as the midwives helped to deliver Cheyenne in the middle of the night. He would see at once that the first time the child opened her eyes they were as dark as the finest piece of obsidian. What should have been a mother's cry of happiness, turned quickly into a cry of sheer horror and fear.

He would see time passing, slowly and know that Caroline and the Guardians then, were trying to find a way to bring Andrew back from the depths of hell. He would see the Elders of Guardania and several other cities and towns, trying to find a way to save Cheyenne. Flashes of her mother praying each and every night over her while she slept in her crib. For absolution - for a miracle.

He would hear the roar of the storm that covered Guardania, see the strikes of black lightning that crackled over the town. He would smell the rain that washed over the town - some had said it was a cleansing rain from the Angels, some had said it was the tears of the Devil's children.

He would hear Cheyenne's cries as the lightning and thunder rousted her from sleep, he would feel the embrace of her mother as she sought to soothe the.. child she held.

Everything would go black now in his mind, as it would seem the images, the memories had ceased before flashes of white light and flickers of flames would come to focus.

He would see as she had through the Guardians memories the body of her father resting now on the bed as Caroline held Cheyenne in her arms. He would feel the confusion from Caroline as she stared at her husband's lifeless body and then up to her trusted mid-wife.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 18:33 EST
He would see the two beings standing at an impasse. He would feel the chaotic darkness that filled the room, and the soothing presence that brought with it a serene calm. He would hear the gasp from Caroline, see the wonderment in Cheyenne's obsidian gaze as she looked from one to the other.

On one side of the room, surrounded in a softly glowing white light, stood an Arch Angel. The most beautiful thing that Caroline had ever lived to see. His hair was golden blond, his eyes the gentlest light blue - brilliant white wings folded against his body. He would feel as both Caroline and Cheyenne had felt, overwhelmed by kindness, gentleness, calmness and purity. He would know that when the Celestial being announced himself, he too had called himself Kraven.

On the other side of the room, was his total opposite.

Chaos, madness, and fury thickened the air surrounding Caroline's mid-wife. Her eyes were as black as the babe Caroline held in her arms. She looked like the same woman that had helped to deliver the child she held, but Caroline could tell that though the body was one in the same - the person was not.

She would let him hear their brief conversation as the Guardian's had let her - he had to understand as she had.

"We seem to have come to an impasse Devon."

"Indeed Kraven. I have my orders."

"As do I."

"My time is short within the confines of this mortal body. Let this be brief. We will return the man."

"The child is to never bare of her own womb. On her 21st birthday she must choose."

"To follow us."

"Or to follow us. I will do all that I can to purify her now, how long it will last is up to the child."

"We will not intervene again until her coming. Lucifer has made this... very clear."

"And neither will we. Do you accept that which we offer you?"

He would feel the confusion in Caroline, but he would feel also the desperation as she looked from being to being and then to her husband - then to the child in her arms. A single nod from her as she damned herself for wanting her family back, for needing her family back.

He would see the Arch Angel approach the baby that Caroline held, see the glow as the white light flowed from the celestial into the her. He would see slowly as the babe's eye color changed from obsidian to a pale blue color. And he would see the celestial step back and nod once.

He would then see the now the demonically possessed mid wife step to the bed where the body of Andrew laid, see the darker aura swirl around him. See the woman's eyes change from obsidian to blood and then he would hear the heartbeat begin to throb in the man's body as the midwife stepped away.

"It is done, we leave you now."

He would see as Devon vacated the mid wife's body, the Celestial pause a moment before he touched Caroline's mind. "If ever you need me, call for me and I will be there."

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 18:43 EST
He would hear snippets of conversation now that took place between Caroline and Andrew, the desperation to protect Cheyenne. He would understand why they'd left her on the Taine's doorstep all those nights ago.

He would see her now, racing over rooftops - slithering in and out of the shadowed alleyways. He could tell now that she was hunting - he would be able to tell that this hunt was personal.

She had learned all that the Guardians could teach her, all that they had to show her. She had asked of one last thing from them before she left Guardania once again, turning her back on her home town. She needed know who it was that had killed her family, the Guardians could not say who had killed her family - but their parting gift to her was the gift of their sight.

He would see her spending weeks watching, waiting, preparing herself. This hunt, though personal it was - was one that even the Guardians believed that she wasn't ready to face.

She would see him watching Taran, hear her silently slandering the coward for needing so many guards around him. He would feel her mind working to find the best possible means of attack. He would feel that this kill would to her be the one she'd cherish the most.

He would see her slipping silently in and out of his vision as she methodically took out each of his eight guards. He would see her slip through Taran's open window, landing silently on carpet. See her watching him as he made love to one of his many choice whores.

He could see her smirking as she moved soundless through the room, closer to the bed and within the shadows as she found an alcove. He would watch her wait, feel the adrenaline fuel her rage - her vengeance. As the pair on the bed wear near to reaching their climax, he would see the slight flick of her wrist. Her breath was held as the small dagger hit it's mark on the naked woman, the sleeping poison quick to work through her as she slumped against Taran's body. He could see the confusion in Taran's eyes as she fell against him. He would see her step from the shadows then to stand at the foot of Taran's bed.

He'd see the next dagger flying out towards Taran as he reached for his gun, hear the gasp of breath as Taran drew it and slumped back against the bed. He'd see her crawling up onto the bed, pushing the whore from Taran's naked body. Watch her as she straddled his naked body, feel her cold fingers running against Taran's neck - hear the steel in her voice.

"Do ya know who I am Taran?"

The dagger she'd thrown was well lodged in Taran's chest, paralyzing his limbs from any movement.

"I am the woman that is going to kill you. You see several years ago ya murdered my family, the Fordyce's."

He would see the clear recognition in Taran's eyes now, he could feel his fear. Watch him struggle against the poison that was keeping him from moving. Know that in her touch, she was drawing his thoughts out, the words he could not speak.

"Oh no, don't worry your guards won't be saving you tonight Taran. They're all dead. It's just you and me. You took my family Taran, the only thing I ever gave a damn about." He would see her extend her arms to either, side, hear the steel sliding against the leather and her flesh as her fighting daggers slid into her hands. "And now you will pay with your blood, I am Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce, the last descendant of the Order of the Rose. The mark you could never catch. I am Hell's Daughter and Heaven's outcast." And he would see that with merciless accuracy, her right dagger was stabbed through his heart, as the left dagger slid against his throat. He would feel the blood splash on her hands, feel the hiss that emanated from her. Know as she knew that vengeance was hers. He'd see her climb from his body as the daggers slipped soundlessly back into their place. Watch her as she leaped from the window to the ground, sauntering away, never looking back.

The images would finally come to a halt as she stayed as she was, trembling hands cradling Kraven's face as she kept her eyes closed, afraid of what she might see in his.

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-08 18:59 EST
Kraven would hold Cheyenne as she countined to link her mind with his, showing her all the images of her past, as well as part of her past he already knew of. Yet to her wish he would remain silent with his eyes closed and his arms around her, letting her know he was still there. Letting her share these painfull memories with him.

During the pauses, how ever brief they were one hand would stroke her hair. With the other rubbing against her back, in a soft comforting touch. Soft breaths of air taken, as those images of the past he knew finally came to his mind, getting a slight smile to cross his lips. As well as the promise that he made to her mother.

When they finally came to an end, his eyes slowly openned watching her as she trembled in his embrace. His hand on her back moved to catch her chin, tilting her head back, before pressing a soft..slow kiss to her lips. No words were needed as the kiss said it all.

Everything she had showed him, did not change anything that she so feared it would. As his hand shifted to cup the side of her neck, thumb brushing over her cheek. As the kiss would continue for a few more long silent moments.

"There is something you must know, Cheyenne. The angel that was there..was me. I mourned the passing of your parents. It was a few years after that. When I was casted out, your mother came to me then. Asking me to find you, and to protect you." He murmured softly to her as he pressed a kiss to her brow, then one to her cheek.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 19:07 EST
Her eyes would not open, but she would fall into that kiss, trembling and finding strength in him. She sighed softly at his gentle caresses, almost relaxed - but her body would go rigid at his words.

Slowly she allowed her eyes to open, blinking rapidly as she tried to grasp onto what he was saying. She furrowed her brows at him. "You? It couldn't have been you Kraven. Though your names are the same, it means nothing. I'm sure there's plenty of Cheyenne's in the world. The Angel in the images looks nothing like you either." She shook her head as she pulled back from him to study his face, to look at him.

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-08 19:14 EST
He let her pulled back to just look at him, while it was true that he didn't look the way he did when she was a mere child. The gaze that locked onto her eyes, letting their minds reconnect again. Letting the Rogue see, that the fallen angel before her. Was the very one that she had seen in her memories.

"I have changed since then, Cheyenne. It wasn't long ater that deal was made. That I was casted out, and now I am here. In your home, at your mother's request to be your guardian. And to make sure that you have someone along side of you, when the time comes for you to make a choice." He murmured softly to her again, as he aimed to pull her back into that close embrace. Wings wrapping around her as well.

Cheyenne Tyler Fordyce

Date: 2009-11-08 19:18 EST
She tilted her head to the side as she listened to his words and as she felt, she gasped as she realized what he said was nothing but truth.

A part of her wanted to run from him, what she saw in his eyes scared her. What he made her feel frightened her, but when his wings wrapped protectively around her - she was weak to believe. She curled against him, as she sighed against his neck. "Is it true? You cannot love?"

Kraven Williams

Date: 2009-11-08 19:25 EST
Slowly and carefully, he moved to stand as he scooped Cheyenne up into his arms. Craddling her as he moved towards the stairs, letting her curl into his form. With his wings protecting her, as he carried her up the stairs and towards the master bedroom. Before he looked down at her, to her questions.


"Yes, but I have never been one to follow the rules. It is why I was cast out." Murmured softly to her as he carried her into the room, before laying her down on the bed. He then moved to lay down beside her.