They were all arms and legs, Derrick didn?t want to untangle from her. He knew that she was warm against him, and that her long hair tickled at his shoulder where it touched him. This is what brought him awake, that unfamiliar presence in front of him, sharing what little space there was on the bed in his apartment. He wouldn?t change places with the previous night though, alone was still alone even if it was stretched fully across the mattress. It wasn?t Lorna?s first visit here, though this would be the first time she stayed all night. It had been his request, that was important, or it was to him.
Derrick had nothing to prove, not to Lorna or himself, not even to the great Magneto her father. The flirtation had begun with him flaunting it before Max, but in truth that had been a way to get her attention. He had been looking for a little fun, how was he to know she would become so important to him? Laying there in the darkness his fingers playing across her bare skin he thought on his motives. That he could fall for her was becoming more obvious to him, he supposed there might even be an argument that said he already had fallen. He didn?t know.
Was it possible to simply need someone with you badly and not have fallen? He didn?t know that either. He had nothing to base it against. This had started like so many other times, a bit of fun perhaps a night together. So why had he needed to find her so often since that day? Need was the key wasn?t it? She had crept into his thoughts so often over the past weeks that he no longer remembered what a day without thinking of her was like. Stay he had asked her, and she had said she wanted to. Now he wondered if his attempt to make her happy backfired. The flutter in his chest at her agreement was should have told him that he had wanted it as much as she did.
Derrick used his chin to move the hair away from her neck. He bestowed soft kisses in the darkness. The thought that it may wake her flashed momentarily across his mind. It was replaced almost immediately by the hope that it would. The night may have been made for sleeping but tonight was meant for the two of them. He tightened his grip on her, lips tracing along her shoulder. Derrick could only hope Lorna took it for what it was. Words whispered forth from him to convey his thoughts. ?Why do I need you so much Lorna??
Derrick had nothing to prove, not to Lorna or himself, not even to the great Magneto her father. The flirtation had begun with him flaunting it before Max, but in truth that had been a way to get her attention. He had been looking for a little fun, how was he to know she would become so important to him? Laying there in the darkness his fingers playing across her bare skin he thought on his motives. That he could fall for her was becoming more obvious to him, he supposed there might even be an argument that said he already had fallen. He didn?t know.
Was it possible to simply need someone with you badly and not have fallen? He didn?t know that either. He had nothing to base it against. This had started like so many other times, a bit of fun perhaps a night together. So why had he needed to find her so often since that day? Need was the key wasn?t it? She had crept into his thoughts so often over the past weeks that he no longer remembered what a day without thinking of her was like. Stay he had asked her, and she had said she wanted to. Now he wondered if his attempt to make her happy backfired. The flutter in his chest at her agreement was should have told him that he had wanted it as much as she did.
Derrick used his chin to move the hair away from her neck. He bestowed soft kisses in the darkness. The thought that it may wake her flashed momentarily across his mind. It was replaced almost immediately by the hope that it would. The night may have been made for sleeping but tonight was meant for the two of them. He tightened his grip on her, lips tracing along her shoulder. Derrick could only hope Lorna took it for what it was. Words whispered forth from him to convey his thoughts. ?Why do I need you so much Lorna??