Topic: Tidbits of Play - Various Characters

Cole Hayes

Date: 2008-07-04 22:27 EST
{Live-Play.. a bit rated R, at points.}
{If you don't like that, then you have been warned.}
{Permission from both 'Players' to be posted.}





Anniversary - Lex and Cole.


Being later in the day doesn't matter to Cole one bit. He is laying in the bed, nude of course, his cute little tush laying there for all to see, though the door is closed. His head propped up on his hand as the other hand has the TV remote and he flips through the channels. "Boring.. boring.. boring.. agh, nothing but icky cruds on tonight." He mumbles and pouts, flipping to yet another station, that is till he hits jackpot, which is porn. "Oo.." His eyes get wide and he smiles as he watches the girl all over the guy in the vid, who looks like he has no neck at all with the bulging muscles. "Mm.. icky guy." He frowns.

He had been in the studio putting the finishing touches on Cole's gift. Fortunately there were guys who knew a thing or two about music in this house, he lucked out with that. He was sure he'd have a pouty boy on his hands for being gone so much, but certainly Cole would be pleased once he found out why. He paused outside of the door, hearing a soft moan. Putting his ear to the door, he covered his mouth, trying not to giggle and then burst through, arms in the air. "What are you doing!?" a huge smile on his face, hoping he had startled Cole mid rub down.

The door bursting open scares the crud out of Cole! "Oh my GOSH!" He screams and fumbles to turn the TV, but only manages to drop the remote down on the floor. So there he is, nude and with porn on the TV. Wide olive greens at Lex. "I wasn't doing anything!"

"Surrrrre." Grinning ear to ear the hot pink wrapped gift was set on the dresser and he jumped on the bed, tackling his lil nakie angel. " Mmmm what's this?!" he kissed Cole's cheek and then his neck and then poked him in his sides and over his belly. " Mmm I caught me a tasty treat! Yum yum yum!" he pretended to gobble all over Cole's belly and then smooched his lips again. "What are we watching?" Glancing up to the t.v. he almost gagged. " Oh ew. Oh. Not hairy clam monsters! I swear Lyssa is the only girl I could tolerate seeing naked." he pretended to gag.

Cole gasps when Lex jumps on the bed. "What is what?!" He is trying to be all defensive. But it's hard to when Lex starts poking at him and kissing on him. "Ack!" He goes into a giggle fit and pushes at Lex. "Nooooo, be nice!" Then he turns and looks at the TV. "I don't know how that came on.." He mumbles but flushes, showing he isn't exactly telling the whole truth.

" Be nice?! Be nice?! Never!" he kept kissing and tickling over Cole and then sat up. "Woo! Head rush." Laughing, he glanced back to the t.v. and then shook his head. " No idea how it came on? Maybe the house is possessed! The ghost of Ron Jeremy haunts us! Wooooo wooooo!" he wiggled his fingers at Cole trying to make ghostly sounds.

He can't stop laughing and pushes at Lex even more. "Lex! Agh! Baby!!" He finally can breathe when Lex stops and he takes in a few deep breaths, turning his head to the TV and then giggling at Lex. "Where have you been?" He wraps his arms around Lex and pulls at him for a kiss, his pouty lips all puckered. "Gimme."

"Making some little porno monster a gift! But I see he is awfully busy. I guess he doesn't need me." he pretended to pout but then dove in for a kiss, a nice long kiss. " Gods. You taste so yummy. " Licking his lips, he smirked and leaned up some, half pinning Cole beneath his own body.

"Porno monster?! I am not!" His mouth pops open but then he is kissed and he is all better. "Mmm." He smiles and tries to keep Lex close and is very much loving being pinned down. "My gift? Is it.. in your pants?" Cue blushing, but boy he has a smile on his face and then buries his face in the pillow next to them.

Well there was in fact a rather nice sized and erect gift that was always ready for Cole, but of course that wasn't it, but who was he to deny his baby. Standing up, he unzipped his pants and thumbed down his briefs. He grabbed himself and wiggled it a bit at Cole. "Woooo! Is this what you want? Hmmm?" he glanced to the dresser and grabbed the pink gift wrapped flat box. " Or did you want this? Hmm?"

He turns his head back to face Lex and watches with awe as Lex unzips his pants and has a part of Lex's body wiggled in his face. Course he leans in and gives it a kiss, that's one of his favorite toys right there, then laughs at Lex being all well.. Lex. "Ooo, what's that?!" One hand grabs for the flat box while the other got a handful of Lex. "Can I have them both?"

He laughed at first but then moaned when Cole's hand grabbed him. Amazing what a simple touch could do. " Of course you can." Handing the pink box to Cole, he then stripped out of his clothes and hopped onto the bed, moving close enough so that Cole could touch him wherever he pleased. " I hope you don't mind that it's not store bought... "

"Great." He giggles and then brings both hands to the flat box and rips the pink paper off it. Then a gasp and he looks at it, turning it over and then back and then those olive greens go to Lex. "Lex!" He pretty much screams and tackles Lex, careful of not breaking the new gift. "Oh baby! This is so great! I love you." He attacks Lex's face with kisses, then down his chest and stomach and a few to that toy. "Oh it's so great!" He keeps looking at it, but one hand is on Lex and well.. rubbing him. It's like a second nature.

Lex hadn't expected that at all. Cole nearly scared the poo out of him. He caught himself before Cole flipped them both off of the bed. " I take it you like it?!" He giggled and wrapped his arms around Cole, grinding his hips into Cole's hand and whatever else was touching that part of him. " Do you even know what it is? " he didn't know if Cole realized it was all him or not. " Do you want to hear ... any of it?"

"Oh yes! I want to hear it, put it on?" He smiles at Lex and hands it over, though that other hand is not letting Lex go below. He fully expects Lex to magically make it play while he continues to play on Lex. "It's all you?" He whispers and sighs, there is a dreamy look in his eyes. "That's why you have been gone so much."

He tried to move away but then grunted as his manly parts were tugged on. " Ugh.. ow.. uhm. Baby?" he gently pried Cole's fingers off of him and then moved to the cd player to put it on. " Mmm hmm. All me. I even play guitar on some of it. The first part is sleepy songs. The second part are songs for when you're missing me. And the last part are songs that tell you how much I love you." Sitting back down he pressed play on the remote and then curled up next to Cole. " Here you can flip through them, you don't have to listen to each one right now." the remote was handed over to Cole. " And yes, it's taken me a while to finish this. "

"Aww.." He frowns when his hand leaves that place he loves so much. But then he smiles and listens to what Lex has to say about the cd. "Awww, you are so sweet Lex." He whispers and takes the remote, while he curls his body against Lex's and listens to the first song. "Now I can hear you whenever I want." He nods and his fingers rub along Lex's back and he presses Lex to him a bit. "I love you, thank you so much."

"Whenever you want." Smiling he kissed Cole's cheek, his thumb caressing the tender skin there, for whatever reason, Lex got a little teary eyed. Sniffling, he turned his head away quickly, trying to hide the fact that he was about to start bawling like an idiot. He coughed. He waved his hand, he pounded his chest a bit. Anything to try and distract from what was really going on.

Cole listens to the music and when he hears Lex sing he sighs. "Oh, you have an amazing voice.." He whispers and then turns to look at Lex pounding on his chest and whatnot. "Are you okay?" He frowns and sits up, leaving the remote for the cd player down, he plans on leaving the cd going all night. "Baby?"

"Thanks." he waved his hand at Cole and nodded. " Yeah, I'm great. Just a little tickle in my throat." although the tear that slicked down his cheek would surely betray him. His hand caressed Cole's cheek again. "I love you so much. You know that right?"

He sees that tear escape Lex and he nibbles his bottom lip, not knowing if he should say anything. If Lex is trying to hide that he is crying.. well, Cole just frowns but as the hand touches him he closes his eyes and leans into that caress. "I know." Olive greens open and he wraps his arms around Lex and pulls him close. "Tell me what's wrong?" He can't help it, now he is more then worried.

"Sometimes it's just too much Cole. I mean... " he paused trying to think carefully over his words so that Cole didn't take them the wrong way. "I just mean the feelings are so intense. How much I love you is so strong that it's like I don't know what to do with myself. It just fills up every part of me. It's the best feeling in the world, but it just ... wow." his legs wrapped around Cole, so now they were facing one another and sort of sitting like a crab. "Sometimes it just takes my breath away. You take my breath away." a kiss was placed to the tip of Cole's nose.

Cole listens quietly and then when Lex is done talking he smiles. But his eyes cross and then finally close when his nose is kissed, when they open he is still smiling. "I know. Trust me." He sighs. "When we are apart I don't know what to do with myself at all, and even when you are right here in bed, I don't know. I want to touch you and be all over you but then.. it's like if I do I get all overwhelmed and my heart feels like it could just burst." He giggles softly and touches along Lex's legs. "I could make love you to all day all night but I don't think you would like that." He smiles sweetly. "Or at least cuddle all day."

"Exactly! All of that. My heart just got that feeling. I thought it was going to burst with happiness." Lex giggled nervously and then wiped his face with his hand. " I would love to make love with you all day. I really would. I'm not able to go quite as long as you yet, but one day." he wiggled his eyebrows up and down. " Ohhh yeah!" his hand groped Cole. " One day I'm going to make love to YOU all day and all night, so much you won't be able to walk, you'll be able to do nothing but lay in my arms for days." Smirking, he laid back and then crawled and maneuvered so that he was laying next to Cole. " But until then, if you want to demonstrate how it's done, I'm willing to be your test subject. "

He laughs and shakes his head at Lex and his words. "You can be so silly, Lexi." He smiles and wraps his arms around him. "I'm so in love with you, Lex." He whispers and leans in to kiss him softly. "I can't even believe that I finally have someone in my life like you. Someone I can see forever with." His hands rub along Lex's shoulders and he looks into his eyes. "Be my test subject?" A soft giggle and he leans in again to place more kisses on Lex's lips. "You are everything." Whispered against Lex's lips.

"Forever." he whispered the word over and over, as though it was a foreign idea, although he was really liking the sound of it. " I know I'm really stupid sometimes and I make you mad and I make you cry, but please, please,please know that there is nothing you could do that could ever stop me from loving you. No matter what I ever say, you are the only person that will ever hold my heart. Only you." Curling against Cole, he put on leg over his and then an arm.

"I know." He nods slightly and keeps his eyes on Lex's. His fingers moving along Lex's body where they can and caressing that soft skin. "I thought I really knew what love was before, Lex. I didn't. I really didn't. Now I don't know what it was that I felt, lust.. fake love? I don't know. But when I'm with you.. " And with that he can't exactly find the words and decides to let his lips do the talking as he kisses Lex softly and lovingly.

Lex moved on top of Cole, pressing their bodies together as they kissed. His tongue went into Cole's mouth, searching out every nook and cranny, wanting to taste every inch of it. He was gentle for the moment, not yet biting or nibbling. "Oh god." Groaning again he tossed his head back and then took off his glasses, laying them on the nightstand out of the way. The music played in the background, and even though it was a lullaby at the moment, it still was the perfect moment. "I know exactly what you mean."

His arms go around Lex's neck and he sighs into the kiss, his own tongue sliding along Lex's. When Lex leans up, Cole takes in a deep breath and smiles at him. Fingers slide up and down Lex's back, massaging as well. "I'm not even sure what to say to you anymore. It's like nothing can express it." He nods and leans up to kiss Lex's lips once more, a soft popping kiss, then lays back down. "I'm just crazy about you."

"Yeah." he laughed and flipped them over so that Cole was on top of him. Holding Cole by the hips he stared up at him. "You're so beautiful." His fingers went through those beautiful auburn locks. " You're not allowed to ever cut this shorter than your shoulders." just blurted out, out of nowhere.

Cole sits on top of him and tilts his head to the side so Lex's fingers and go through all of that long hair. Then he pushes up to sit and straddles Lex. A giggle at that. "No cutting it, huh?" He smiles and moves his hands up Lex's chest then back down. "Okay. Anything else I'm not allowed to do?" Both of Lex's nipples get pinched and twisted a bit, Cole waits for the reaction.

Lex squealed loudly, gasped, and then moaned, his eyed closed. "Oh you evil little... " he moaned again and tried to catch his breath, as it was currently stuck in his throat. " No that I can think of. Just that for now. No cutting this." his wrapped the locks tightly around his fingers and tugged a bit.

"I'm not evil." He giggles and gives those nipples another twist just for the heck of it. Then he groans as his hair is tugged on. "Oh, that's not playing fair." He pouts, but then leans forward to give Lex a kiss. "I won't cut it, I promise." He whispers and then sucks Lex's bottom lip into his mouth and keeps it there.

Nipples being twisted AND having his bottom lip being sucked on hardcore? He was a whimpering, moaning mess and was more than hard. It was almost painful how hard he was. His hands grabbed Cole's upper arms, squeezing tightly, probably tight enough to leave marks as he tried to hold on and not get too excited too quickly.

Cole lets Lex's lip go and grits his teeth to the roughness of Lex's hands on his arms, but he is breathing just a bit heavier. "Crazy about you." He whispers a few times as he nibbles along Lex's neck and lays his body on Lex. "Just so crazy about you." As then Lex is dealt a rather rough and punishing kiss.

Lex was a mess a complete and utter mess. He pulled Cole down with him and let Cole take control with that kiss, which he actually was enjoying quite a bit. It was rare that Cole wanted to take such control. His body reacted in every possible way to Cole, including hitting a premature peak, which he tried to fight back. He was silently cursing himself for being human. Kissing Cole back, he whimpered and started to try and pull away, the feeling was making him feel like he was going to burst and loose all control. He was on the verge of insanity, or so it felt.

Lex trying to pull away makes Cole's eyes open and the kiss breaks. "Did I do something wrong?" He frowns and lays to the side of Lex instead, his chest heaving with the deep breaths that all of this is having on him. He moves his hand up to push that long auburn hair back over his shoulders as he looks down at Lex. "Did I hurt you?"

"No!.. no.. I just.. " his chest was heaving and his body was covered in sweat already. " I'm so inferior to you. How can I keep up." he face flushed. " I was going to...you know make a mess already. I was trying to hold back." he gave Cole a sheepish grin. "You're amazing. So amazing."

"Oh." He blushes horrible and turns his face away and smiles. But soon he turns to look back at Lex and shakes his head. "You do it to me too, you know? Sometimes when we are getting all hot and heavy.. I actually have .. you know. And then I try to hide it by like, wiping it into the covers." Then he snorts and giggles. "That's so gross. Sorry."

He laughed softly and picked up Cole's hand, kissing it. "That's not gross." He leaned up on his side and watched him. "Nothing gross about it at all, it's just us making love. Just a little messy is all. But that's okay. What do you want tonight? Cuddles or love making? Or both?"

"Both. But cuddles first and during.. and after." He giggles and scoots closer to Lex and wraps his arms around him. "I get to have you tonight though, mmhmm. I have control." He gives a smack to Lex's little tush and nibbles on Lex's neck. His hands keep Lex nice and tight against him.

"Alright, sounds like plan. Yes Sir!" he saluted Cole and then giggled. "Whatever baby wants baby gets." he laid back, putting his hands behind his head and tried to act all nonchalant and cool about it.

Cole laughs and snuggles onto Lex and hugs him tightly. "Mmm, I love you so much." He whispers and holds onto him, his own body wrapping around Lex's and he stays there. "I'm not ever letting you go. Nope. You are all mine."

"Oh I guess I can handle that." he sighed softly, pretending to be putting up with it. But then he just couldn't not be touching him and wrapped his arms around him and then pressed his hips up and down, humping Cole. " Oh.. oh yeah. Mmhmm!"

He giggles softly and lets Lex hump him. Like he would stop him. "Silly boy." He whispers and goes about kissing all over Lex's face and neck. Words of love and adoring him whispered between those kisses.

Wesley Spencer

Date: 2008-07-04 22:59 EST
(Rated R. Warned.)



Wesley and Kailey - Trying To Get Away Into The Night.


Wes went out earlier, got his things out to the hotel room he rented, under the the name.. Happy Gilmore, and now he is back at the house. It's late thankfully and most of the bros are either out, or in there rooms doing stuff. This is the best time for him to head to Kai's room and sneak her out. He knows the back yard way without getting caught on the cameras or by Matt, pays to sit in the guard shack and pretend to want to learn about it. Anyway, he is dressed in all black of course, long sleeves and all, he had told Kai to do the same. He sneaks down to her hallway and to her door, checking first that nobody is around before knocking on her door lightly. "Kai.." He whispers. "Time to go."

Kai opened the door slowly and peeked around and then sneaked out, closing the door behind her and accidentally locking it, fortunately her window was unlocked. Her hair was done all up and her make up perfect, she had really went all out for it, although her outfit was covered up by the black hoodie and black jeans she wore. She had a black backpack with essentials. "I'm ready." she nodded, her eyes wide, the green eyeshadow she wore glittering in the dark hallway.

"Great." He whispers and makes sure to keep his voice down, he doesn't waste any time grabbing her hand and rushing with her through the hallway. He stops when they get to the living room and he peeks around the corner then back to her with a smile. "Looks clear."

She was so nervous her hands were shaking. She managed to stay mostly silent except when he stopped to say 'looks clear.' she giggled softly and then covered her hand with her mouth and then she was off with him leading the way.

A nod and he pulls her through the living room and stops again to peek into the kitchen, nobody. Perfect. He runs through and tries to still keep quiet as he opens the door and slides out with her, closing it behind them. "Now, stay with me, no matter what.. against the trees till we get to the gate." He says softly and runs off with her. They go by a the trees, till they get to the last one near the gate, he stops, breathless and pulls her close. "Ok.. now.. we have to go through the hole in the gate."

She was panting softly from the running and having to keep quiet. She stayed close to him and then eyed the hole in the gate. "Are we going to fit?" she whimpered and glanced around looking for the cameras and ducking some. "I'm scared!"

"Don't be scared. We will fit." He nods. "You go first, I will be right behind you." He ducks and pulls her with him till they get near the hole. "Ok, go through." As he pulls the gate open a bit.

She nodded and set her back pack down not wanting it to get caught and then slid through, her hoodie getting hooked. She squealed and then it unsnagged. Turning around, she grabbed her backpack and then stood to the side waiting for him. " Hurry!"

"It's alright!" He laughs when she squealed and he couldn't help himself. "Going to sound like that when I... " But he quickly shuts up and slides through, then grins as he dusts the dirt off. "Let's go!" Grabbing her hand again, and even her bag from her so they don't have to go slower with her carrying it, they rush down the path. "Hotel is only a few blocks over." He laughs as they are free of the compound.

"I'm going to sound like what when?" she sounded a little worried, but then was being drug along again. "Oh good! Not too far to run." she giggled and kept close to him, glad he was carrying her bag. She was short, had little legs.

"Nothing, nothing!" He laughs louder and takes in the fresh air. Good to be free. He pulls her even closer, has to stop, right there under the lights and pull her face in with his hands, a kiss is placed on her lips.

She started to giggle in the middle of the kiss. "You're crazy. We're crazy!" she grabbed his hand and started to run down the street, rather eager. "I'm excited! It feels good to be out of the house."

A laugh with her as he lets her drag him, he runs faster and looks around, just to make sure nobody he knows is about. "There." He points to the hotel and takes the lead again, once to the door he opens it and blows out a breath. "Ready for this?" He smiles at her as he holds the door for her.

"Been waiting all my life for this." she smiled and then dipped her head to hide her blush as she pushed through. She went to the elevator to wait for him, wanting to dodge any desk people who might question her age or something like that.

"Yeah." He breathes out and watches her to go the elevator. "Keep it open for me." As he walks by to the counter. "Happy Gilmore." He says to the man behind it, he nods and hands Wes the key. "Thanks." Wes grins and turns, making his way to the elevator and in, pushing the button quick to close the doors. "What did you tell them you were doing?" As he looks down at her with a flushed smile.

She heard the name he gave and she was laughing hysterically when he came into the elevator with her. "I told them that I might go hang out with some of the girls at the Pi house, have a slumber party." she nodded. " I think they bought it. Since Lyssa came over and mentioned me stopping by." she grinned. "What about you?"

"Oh?" He laughs and leans back against the elevator wall, pressing the button for the highest floor, he is being very careful, the highest floor so that way if anyone came.. well they had ample time to get the hell out and go down the stairs. "Told them I had to go visit my friend on Earth, that he was wanting to show me some new lyrics. Which I have to get to writing soon for the guys." He snorts and grins.

"Good story!" she nodded and smiled. "And maybe now you'll have some new inspiration for lyrics?" she batted her thick black eyelashes, the green eyeshadow glittering again. Ding! "Oh, looks like this is our stop!" she giggled. "This place is really nice you know? I hope it didn't cost to much."

"I think I have plenty of material.." He whispers and watches her every single move. The way her lips move as she speaks, the way her hair has little bits along her face. Deep breath and he tries to keep and play it cool. "Right." He laughs and walks out the doors when they open, waiting for her though. "It wasn't too bad, but don't be worrying I make plenty with the band." A wink at her as he holds his hand out for her. "I asked them to have the room ready for us."

"Oh, cool." she nodded. "I guess I should probably get a job here or something." she shrugged. "You know try out that whole being responsible thing." she laughed, her head tossing back some. "Ready for what? " her nose wrinkled. "It's got a bed right? What more do we need?"

He can't help but laugh and grab her hand and pull her along slowly, his arm then going around her shoulders. "It does in fact have a bed. At least I hope so." He grins and slide the key between his fingers. "Just you know, some good stuff." He shrugs, as they get to the door he moves his arms from her to get the key in and pushes the door open. "After you." He smiles. The room having roses all through it, petals even sprinkled through out, all over the floor, leading to the bed, where there are even more petals and even a bouquet of roses. He flips the lights on, which are very dimmed. "Nice." He whispers and sets her bag down on floor against the wall. "We have some snacks in the mini bar, champagne over there on the table. Yeah, looks like they did it all."

Her eyes went huge and her jaw dropped. She kind of ran into the room, excitedly smelling the roses and tossing around some of the loose petals. "Oh wow. This is beautiful. It's amazing!" she turned smiling to him. " You set all this up? For me?" she gave him a little pouty smile. "Wes! You're the best." she ran over to him, giving him a hug and kissing his cheek. "This is going to be great."

Wes stays to the side and smiles, watching her go through the room. "Like it, huh?" He laughs and wraps his arms around her when she hugs and kisses him. "I want it to be great for us. For you." He whispers and hugs her tightly again. "No rushing, we have all night. And even if we don't.. well, do it, at least we get to be together tonight." He smiles down at her.

"Yeah." she whispered softly. "But I really hope we do." she smiled and moved away from him, picking up her bag. "I'm just going to, uhm, freshen up." there was a sheepish grin as she went into the bathroom and sloooowly closed the door, giving him a little wink.

"Alright." He watches her with that same grin as he sets on the bed. He falls back on it and blows out a breath. "Yeah.." His phone is pulled out from his pocket and he slides it onto the table there, then pulls off his shirts and sets them on the chair. He stands up and looks around the room, making sure everything is perfect. Sliding on over to the lights he dims them more, so it's not totally dark but just enough to set that mood.

She stared in the bathroom mirror for a few moments kind of unbelieving. "Whoa." she ran her hands over her face and then unpinned her hair and shook out her curls, letting them fall around her face and shoulders. The hoodie was taken off and then her shoes and jeans. She quickly washed up, even though she had just showered a little while before and then put on more perfume and deodorant. Her perfume was some of that edible stuff, so at least her skin would taste yummy and not like alcohol. Her lip gloss was wiped off and she stood naked in front of the mirror and then dug in the bag and pulled out a pair of sage green lace boy shorts and then a sage colored corset that had a lace overlay with gold threading through it. She slipped into the panties and then put on the corset and snapped it closed in the front. Her hair was tossled again and then she took a deep breath and opened the door stepping out. She cleared her throat softly and stood there, digging a toe into the carpet and nibbling her lip.

When the door opens he has just pulled off his jeans and threw them to the side, being only in his black boxers, no smiley ones tonight. Takes his breath away seeing her and he even has to sit down on the bed. "Kai." He smiles with a whispers and lifts his hands for her to come to him. "God, you are beautiful."

She blushed and sighed softly, a sigh of relief. "You like it?" she raised her eyebrow, giving him a hopeful look as she walked towards him, her hands going into his. "You, look pretty great yourself." whispered softly to him.

"Nothing like you." He mutters out and even takes one of her hands to turn her around so he gets to see all of it, well before it all comes off that is. "God." He whispers and he slowly stands up, looking down at her, one hand stays on her waist as the other goes to her face, his fingers touching her cheek and pulling her chin up so he can kiss her. "I think I'm going to fall in love with you." He says against her lips.

She was giggling like an idiot, she wasn't used to that kind of attention. "Thanks." she giggled more as she was twirled and stared at. She leaned into his kiss, her arms going around his neck and then he said those words. She pulled back some looking at him kind of curiously. "Oh... cool." she nodded to him.

"Yeah." He smiles and then looks to the side. "Do you need a drink, or anything?" Green eyes go back to her. His hand still on her waist and his fingers are caressing the small amount of skin he can feel.

"Yeah, a drink would be great." breathed out rather quickly. She was shaking like a leaf, there was just something about this all being planned so perfectly, knowing it was coming that was getting to her nerves. She looked awfully shy as she moved from his grasp and sat on the bed, her legs swinging back and forth because they didn't reach the floor and her hands grasping the edge of the bed. She peeked up at him, her eyes huge and her bottom lip stuck out, almost in a pout.

"Alright." He nods and moves over to the table where the champagne is, he manages to get the cork out without making a huge mess. The glasses grabbed and poured into. He walks back over and sits down next to her. "Just sip it, don't want you drunk." He laughs and has a sip of his own wine glass. He is noticing her being a bit nervous and is trying to come up with ways in his head to ease that for her.

"Thanks!" she grabbed the wine glass and started to chug it, but stopped herself when it was about half gone. "Whoopsie." she giggled nervously." Yeah, drunk wouldn't be good." there was a nod and then she sat the glass aside. "So, uhm, lets get to it?" she had picked up a rose petal and was tearing it to shreds.

Shake of his head as she chugs it. "Easy.. easy." He laughs and then sets his own glass down. "Ok." He nods and stands up, the boxers are slowly pulled down and fall to his feet and he steps out of them. Crawling back onto the bed he moves his hand to be behind her head and actually pulls her down to the bed as he is sliding his body against hers. "Don't be afraid, alright?" He whispers as he leans in to kiss her, his other hand is sliding along the corset to get it off.

"Oh... oh.. well lookie there!" her eyes went huge and she struggled to keep her hands from shielding her eyes. " You really get to it." more nervous giggling as he pressed her back and slid against her. "I'm trying not to. Do I have reason to be afraid?" she whimpered, but then felt that glorious part of him pressed against her and his fingers working on the corset and she whimpered for an entirely different reason.

"You said you wanted to get to it." He smiles and finally gets the corset undone and slides it off of her, he sits back on his knees and looks down at her body. Fingers now go into the hem of the boy shorts. Almost a shame to take them off with how drop dead she looks in them. "I won't lie, Kai. It might hurt just a little at first. Some pressure, I have to.. well.. " Clears his throat. "Break a like.. through it.. I mean.. oh god." Words are failing him here.

She noted the looks he was giving her and she smirked, it made her feel good that he was so attracted to her. "Oh! Well. I'm sorry it's going to hurt you. If there is anything I can do to make it easier, just let me know." she nodded. Of course she knew it would hurt her a little, they had talked about that last night, but she never knew it'd hurt him!

His hand slides over his face and he can't help but laugh. "It's not going to hurt me at all." He tries to stop himself from laughing more and shakes his head. "Just reminding you about what we said.. how it will be a little bit of pressure for you. You know, the popping of the cherry."

"Oh!" she started giggling and covered her mouth with her hands. "Oopsie! Right. Right. I know." she nodded, the comedy of it all relaxing her some. "I'm okay." she wrapped her arms around his back.

"Good." He smiles and hooks his fingers more into her boy shorts and pulls them down, a look up to her every so often, just making sure she isn't going to say .. stop. "Still alright?" He grins when he starts to actually pull them fully off.

"Yeah!" she wiggled her hips and lifted up so he could get them off. She was ugh, rather well groomed for him, taking that into consideration after reading something in a Cosmo she found. She kept her eyes on his face, just studying each reaction.

The well grooming got a bit of a silly smile from him. A.. "hello..." he tosses the boy shorts to the side and slides his hands up her thighs. "I need to get the.." Well no need to get into it. He turns and slides to the side to grab a packet from his pants, biting it to open it and pulling out the horrid thing and starts to pull it on. Smile over his shoulder at her as he does.

"Hi!" she giggled and wiggled beneath his hand. " I hoped you'd like it. The magazine said most guys did!" she nodded and then watched him curiously while he got the thing out. "Does it make it feel weird with that? For you I mean?"

"Yeah.. well, it does make it a little less good, but you know, it's what we have to do." He shrugs and lays down to get it fully on, then he turns his head and leans in to kiss her cheek. "Don't want a baby right now." He nods and moves till he is on top of her again, his hands opening her legs so he can slide against her. One hand goes up her stomach and over a breast, the other stays below, caressing her there gently. "How are you now?"

"Oh right! NO kiddies!" she shook her head and then was back to grinning when his hands started to caress her. Her hands were moving over his back, tugging on the rings and her hips moving up and down. "I'm okay. "

"Right." He grins and starts to kiss along her cheek and down her throat. His fingers still down there and rubbing more, wanting her to be fully ready. "You smell good." He whispers against her ear as he then kisses it. His hand leaves her and takes himself instead, getting him right where he needs to be and presses there, though he doesn't attempt to go in just yet. "Deep breaths?" He leans up and looks down at her. "Nice long deep breath."

She nodded and took in a deep breath, her cheeks puffing up and then deflating loudly. Her eyes were still huge as she watched him. "Am I supposed to love you?" blurted out. "I... " her eyebrows knit together all confused.

Well that makes him stop dead in his tracks. "I.. huh?" He frowns and looks down at her. "What do you mean?" He whispers.

"You said before you could love me... am I supposed to know that already?" she had a really unsure look on her face. "It's just that. I don't know about that, I mean, entirely how I feel. I just want to be honest with you. I mean I know I really really like you and I feel all these things that are new and really great. But I'm not sure I know how to love somebody. Do you want to do this with me? Even if... if... I don't.. or can't.. love you?" she wasn't at all trying to be harsh, she was just terribly confused.

"Oh." He breathes out and now he moves from between her legs to rather sit on the bed to the side of her. Both his hands go through his hair and he looks at her, as if he is about to say something, then turns his head again and looks around the room. "Wow."

"Was that not a good thing to say?" she bit her lip and sat up. Her hand rested on his. " I just, uhm... I thought we're supposed to do this when we're in love, but I don't know if that's what I feel. I know I want to do this but, I mean, doesn't love take longer?" she winced at him. "I guess I'm just asking if it's okay to do this with someone that you just happened to like a whole lot and feel comfortable with and want to be with and stuff. I've never loved anyone, I don't think anyone has ever loved me. What if I don't know how ? I don't want to let you down. I don't want you to fall alone."

"No, no I mean." He sighs but turns his head and smiles at her. "It's a good point. Love does take longer, probably. I mean, I wouldn't know, I mean.. yeah." He clears his throat and turns his hand to hold hers. "Think we better wait." He nods and looks around the room again, his tongue sliding along his piercings, yet another nervous habit. "Yeah, we should probably wait."

"I don't know how to stop feeling what I do though. I want you so badly, I want this. It's all I can think about, I mean it keeps me awake at night, just thinking about this moment and you're the only guy I ever think about it with. I really ... really like you. A lot. I just, I don't think I can love somebody. I don't know how." she furrowed her eyebrows. " I'm sorry Wes. I'm so sorry. This probably isn't how you pictured this." She stood up, grabbing the sheet and wrapped it around her, rather embarrassed. "Should I go? "

He shakes his head. "Don't be sorry, you are making a lot of sense and I understand." He smiles and slides back till he is against the headboard. "No, I mean we have the night. We can drink and snack on the snacks, watch some movies, you know?" He nods and turns, grabbing his boxers. "You don't have to go."

"I'm so embarrassed." she covered her face with her hands and sat back down. "I don't understand the way I feel. I mean, I never had anyone to teach me, I guess. I just don't know what is right and what is wrong." her nose wrinkled as she looked at him. "I still want to try to ...to be more... to love you, if that's okay."

"Don't be, Kai." He moves closer and wraps his arms around her. "I don't plan on going anywhere." He smiles and hugs her tightly before letting her go. "So, movies and stuff?" He climbs out of the bed and reaches in his boxers to pull off the condom, which he hopes she doesn't notice that as he walks to the bathroom and in, flushing it too.

She hugged him for the moment and then got all shy on him again. "Yeah, sounds great." she sounded so upset. " Will you grab my hoodie while you're in there?" she leaned over and grabbed the panties, slipping back into them. "You're not angry?"

"Got it." He grabs the hoodie and walks back into the room, shutting the bathroom door on his way out. He hands her the hoodie and shakes his head. "Not angry." A smile even as he grabs the remote and hops back onto the bed. "Movies and champagne, sounds great."

Slipping into the hoodie, she tied her hair back up with the band she always had around her wrist. "Cool." she smiled and moved against him, snuggling up to his side.

Wesley Spencer

Date: 2008-07-05 18:13 EST
The Fair - Wes and Kai



"I want to do the bumper cars. The zipper ride looks fun.!" She came skipping through the entry gate pointing everywhere. "The whirlaworld and ohhh look one of those space ship ones that suck you to the wall! " Squealing she ran for a food booth. "Funnel cake! Oh my god! Wes hurrrry!"

Wesley slides through the gate, a nod to the man in the booth. He can't help but laugh when Kai starts pointing at things and being so excited. Honestly he doesn't care much for rides, last time he did, he was eight and he puked right after, now he is hoping he won't suffer the same reaction. "Coming." He grins and follows after her, his hands in the front of his hoodie pockets, luckily at night it's not scorching hot and he can wear his hoodie. The usual clank of his various chains as he walks. "What's funnel cake?" Playing it coy as he smiles and leans against the food trailer.

"Only the most amazing food ever! It's like a this giant string of donut mix thats all twisted and fried and yummy!" Clapping her hands together, she stood in line bouncing until it was her turn. "A funnel cake and a lemonade please! " The money was handed over and soon enough the funnel cake and lemonade were ready. "Here you have to try it!" Said as she rushed over to him, her flip flops clacking loudly as she walked to him.

The smile stays on his lips as he continues his lean and watches her talk with the man behind the small counter. He hated to see her bring out her own money and even scowled a bit. "I could.. never mind." He grins. "I'll get dinner." He nods and then pushes off the side of the food trailer to meet her as she came closer. "Only if you feed it to me." His brows waggle and he opens up his mouth.

She shrugged as she struggled to balance the plate on top of the cup and put her wallet back into her pocket. "I don't think I have enough hands. Hold the lemonade?" She handed it to him and then tore off a piece of funnel cake, popping it in his mouth. "Amazing, yeah?"

His hand reaches out and grabs the lemonade before she could fumble. Once the fried cake of.. doom is in his mouth he nods and tries not to spit it out. He has a thing about sugar. "Oh yeah.. interesting." He smiles and finally swallows it down. "I'm not a huge sugar fan, but it's different. But all you babe." He coughs and looks over at the guy behind the counter. "Water. Please." Which is surprisingly free. Wes moves over and grabs his water and takes a sip then smiles back at Kai. "Well once you are done eating we can do whatever. But I will own you at bumper cars, oh yeah."

She had a look of pure shock when he looked like he was about to hurl. "What?! You don't love it?" She brought the plate closer to her and took a bite, powdered sugar covering her lips. "You and me, we'll never work! That was the breaker there." She gave him a goofy grin while she chewed. " It's amazing. You're missing out ya weirdo." Shrugging she kept eating. "And no way, I am so going to slam you!"

"I uh.. no." He gave her that puppy dog pout, despite the twinkle in those green eyes to show how sarcastic he is being. But he laughs and shakes his head. "I use to get sick off of sugar, I don't know. Always been my downfall." Small shrug of his shoulders and he takes another large gulp of his water. "Besides, I know better then to eat before getting on a ride. No puking for me." A click of his tongue at her and even a wink thrown in there. "Slam me? Baby, you can slam me anytime. Though when it comes to bumper cars, I am.. " And he even raises his arms in the air. "KING!"

"Ewww I didn't think about that. The puking thing." She wrinkled her nose and then took another huge bite of the funnel cake. " Oh well! Part of the experience." Giggling she grabbed the lemonade from him and took a gulp and then almost spit it out. "You are so naughty and soooo dorky!" Giggling she leaned in and stood on her tippy toes to try and give him a little peck. "And I will still own you, bow down!"

"Puking.. ugh." His arms fall back down, though careful of not spilling the drinks, but as she takes her own lemonade, he gulps down the last of the water and tosses the empty cup into the trash. "At least if I do puke it will be clear." Small snort and he grins at her when she gets on her tippy toes for a kiss. His arms wrap around her small waist and leans in to give her what she is wanting. "Own me baby.. own me." He grins in the kiss and pops her behind lightly.

She dropped her funnel cake when he popped her, but she didn't mind all that much, his kisses were fair trade. "Whoops!" She picked up the plate and tossed it into the trash and then stared over her shoulder at him for a moment and then turned away, giggling softly and trying to hide her blush before she turned back to face him. "You're so naughty! Can't you behave?"

He glances down as she drops the funnel cake. "Sorry." Some chuckling to that, but he figures it's for the best, she doesn't need to puke anyway. "I'll pay you back for it, in bumper car madness! Muahaha!" He laughs and follows after her quickly, his arms out to the side as if he is offended and possibly trying to fly.. "Naughty?! How am I naughty?" His hands slip back into his pockets of his hoodie and he grins as he is now walking along side her. "We could go into the haunted house, get lost and get busy. Nobody would know." Those brows waggle again, but of course he has that look of jesting.

"You wouldn't even let me win because I'm a girl?!" She pretended to be shocked. "Bah! Deal breaker number 2!!!" Giggling she chugged her lemonade, tossing it before they got too far from the trash can. "And you are so naughty, but don't change." She poked his side as they walked along. "Haunted house? Oh jees. No no, I dont think that is a good idea but the getting busy part sounds interesting." There was a soft blush. "I've missed you Wes."

"If I let you win just because you are a girl, what fun is that?! No, no. No can do. You have to work for it, baby. Work for it." He laughs and then tries to move away from the poke. How is it girls always know when a guy is super damn ticklish?! And exploit it! "Hey now, you behave." A bit more laughing, which quickly stops as she agrees to get busy. "I missed you too, Kai." He smiles, for once a genuine smile, somehow she is the only one that gets to see it. His hand slides out of the pocket to reach for hers. "Where to then, babe? That.. thing.." He glances up, up, and up at the huge roller coaster. "Ah.. shi..." He catches himself before he curses and just mumbles the rest. "That looks like.. er, fun." Throat clearing, and he tries to not show how nervous he is, but his tongue betrays him by flicking over the piercings.

"Oh I'll work for it alright, I'll work hard for it." She tried to do her best sultry voice, but giggled at the end of it and hung her head, blushing. She hopped on his back and wrapped her legs around him, still poking him here and there a little. "I am evil! Muaha!" Apparently they had good effects on one another, no one got Kai to lighten up quite like Wes. "Agh no, I like the rides, I don't like roller coasters, to scary! Eeep!" She hid her face in the crook of his neck, giving him a little kiss. "Wes? What is your middle name? Does it start with an E? Cause I was thinking, that'd be cool if it did because then your initials would spell out your first name!"

"Yeah.. work for it, will you?" Both his brows shoot up but soon he is jumped on and even poked at. He laughs and starts to jump around with her on his back. "You can ride the newest addition, Wes!" As he keeps hopping around, but soon he stops and laughs, catching his breath. "Good, cause I am in no condition to ride that piece of.. yeah." A cough and he turns, going now in the direction of the kiddie rides, oh yes, the kiddie rides. Wes the big chicken, so his secret is out, but no damn way will his middle name! "Uh.. well, actually, funny.. Yeah it is an E. But that's all I'm saying." He chuckles and keeps walking along, bouncing her even a little as they start getting closer to the small rides. No kids it would seem, being late as it is, they would have the whole kiddie section to themselves.

"You are my favorite ride for sure!" She held on tightly as he bounced her around. "Yeah, glad we agree on that, I don't need to have my heart come out of my throat! And an E? So I was right. Hmm. Let me think. Ernest? Eugene? Ethan? Egert? Erving? Eli? Elijah? Eeeee..... "Shaking her head she snorted. "No matter, you're still my Wes no matter what and you're stinking cute! Woot!" She tapped her feet against his sides. "The kiddie section?! Oh man, we cant be naughty there, it's like... it's like a sin or something!"

His head keeps shaking as she continues to tick off names to him. "No. Mm, no. No. No. And no." A chuckle and once they get to the rides he sets her down on the bench, where usually the parents sit to watch the kids. "I am not cute. I have piercings, tattoos, and a mean ass glare and scowl.. See?" And he scowls deeply, but laughs soon after, spoiling it. "We won't be getting it on in the kiddie section. I figure these rides are safe. I won't puke." He laughs and hops into one of the large apple seats, the ones that twirl around and around. But how can you think a giant red apple could be evil? He figures it is the safest, good wholesome.. apple. "Come on!" He laughs and sits back in it, waiting for Kai.

She laughed as he tried to insist that he was not cute. "So cute Wesley Ezekial Spencer! " she was going to try and get it out of him and if not she was going to give him a middle name that she choose. Bouncing off the bench she went to jump in the apple. "Oh these things are too much fun! I dont have enough arm strength to spin em fast though!"

"Ezekial?! Wow." He laughs loudly and scoots over when she hops in, making sure she has room, only then to pretty much squish himself next to her once she is actually sitting down. It takes him a moment to get what she had said. Those green eyes widen a bit, and he feels the sudden jerk of the apple, the ride has begun. "Spin around?!" His back quickly smacks back to the wall and he closes his eyes. "No puking." Being chanted slowly and carefully.

"Okay okay we don't have to spin it! We'll just sit back and enjoy. " She snuggled up next to him and held his hand. "It's okay baby, its going slow. Real slow." She bit her lip hoping he didn't throw up on her. "Was I right about the name Wesley Earle Spencer?"

His eyes open slowly and he smiles down at her when she snuggles closer. Holding her hand tight, he lifts it to kiss the back of it. "I'm alright. Not bad at all. How do we spin it?" He grins. "I think I can handle this." His free hand reaches over and grabs the spinner and slowly begins to turn it, and he laughs when it starts going around quickly. "This is fun!" He lets her hand go to wrap that arm around her and hold her tight. "Wrong name, though."

She held on to him tightly and squealed when the ride started to go faster, she tried to turn it some, but it was kind of hard to do so. "Yeah it is pretty fun, Wesley Edmund Spencer." she wrinkled her nose and giggled. "I hate having to be away from you. It sucks and I tried to do that thing the juicing thing and I can't make it work and it makes me sad because I get all these frustrated feelings and then I miss you more and.. certain parts of you more. Am I a slut?!" her eyes went huge when she asked him that. "I miss tugging on your rings too... "

"Edmund.. " He snorts and laughs, now having both hands on the spinner, she was put right on his lap so he could hold her and spin it at the same time. "You can't make it work? That sucks.." He frowns, the ride soon slows down and comes to a stop, he leans back against the wall again and smiles at her. "You are not a slut for missing me, or wanting me. So, don't worry about that. And I love you tugging on the rings. Yeah." His grin grows and he pulls her close for a kiss. "Not much longer before your birthday, then maybe they will stop with this forbidding thing." His pierced lips form a thing line for a moment but then he is smiling at her again. "What do you want for you birthday?" His hands idly rub along her shoulders and arms.

"Wesley Eduardo?" she giggled and tried not to let the fact that she was on his lap and he was kissing her go to her head and make her all loopey. "Yeah I think my hand is broken! No magic." she pouted and then giggled. "Good to know, I'm still you know, learning about all this relationship stuff, not sure what is okay and what is not okay. I hope they lighten up, although, I mean once I'm eighteen, what are they going to do anyway? Rhy will lighten up I am sure.. I hope... " she winced and then tapped his lips before scooting from the ride and hopping down. "For my birthday?" she shrugged. "Oh nothing, it's okay. Just another day." truth was, she couldn't remember ever having a real birthday, not since she was a really little kid, before her mom died. "Don't worry about it, you don't have to spend a dime on me. Just you is good. "

"No." He shakes his head to the name and laughs softly at the pout. "I hope they lighten up too. This is driving me insane." A grin to the tapping of his lips and he is soon following her out of the ride. Hopping down, his hands go back into the warmth and safety of his hoodie pocket. "It's not just any day, it's the big eighteen. You have to get something from me. How about.. a day where whatever you say goes?" He laughs. "I will be your slave for a day. I can even write you out a little coupon signed an all. Wesley Edgar Spencer, Kai's slave for the day." His brows waggle and he grins. "That way you can boss me around, and I can't put up a fight." Not that he would anyway, pretty much what Kai wants, Kai gets when it comes to Wes.

"EDGAR?!" She giggles. "I was so close... Edgar." she wiggled his nose. "It's cute. Wouldn't change it for anything. " She pecked his nose and kissed him again. "My slave for a day?! " She shook her head. "Oh boy. How about you and me... all day in bed?" she nodded. "Now that sounds perfect, although I am sure Rhy is planning some sort of party. Eh. Which I am sure I will dread. People. Eh. People everywhere." she shuddered. "I hate people. How about you talk Rhy out of some big bash? Just a few people? That would be okay."

"I didn't say Edgar!" He laughs and tries to deflect the mentioning further of his name. "Slave for a day, yeah. All day, whatever you want. And in bed.. hell yeah. I can do that." Boy the smile on his face can show just how interested in that concept he is. "A party could be fun though. I'm not sure Rhy likes me too much. But I could talk to her, get the down low of what might be going on." His face scrunches up. "Did I just say down low?" Bit of a snort and he starts walking along the dirt path. "I think it would mostly be the sisters and brothers, not that many, just a few hundred." Chuckle and he shakes his head. "Maybe I will just steal you away after the party, hold up in a hotel room and give you dozens of presents, one right after another?" A grin and he walks closer to her to nudge her with his shoulder. "I really want to get you something, so if you can think of anything, you let me know?"

"A few hundred?! " There was a loud gasp as she shook her head. "Oh I will kill her, she knows better. " she huffed and stomped a little on the path. "I would love to have another night in a hotel with you. Something romantic. " Nodding, she finally smiled. " Sounds perfect. That's all I want. You. Just you. ... " she tapped her lip. "Except, well... uhm.. I could use more toe socks... and knee socks!" she giggled. "I love my socks! " It was all she could think of. "I never really had the luxury of requesting gifts Wes. It's kind of weird, I mean, necessities were like not even always something I had so, I mean.. I don't know.. " of course there were a million things she could think of that she wanted, but she'd never ask.

"I'm only playing." He laughs at her gasping and walks a little faster to keep up with her stomping and pouting. "And you do have me." He smiles at her and pulls his hand out of his hoodie to wrap his arm around her shoulders and keep walking. His head rests against the top of hers. "Socks?! Hell that's pretty damn easy, socks." He laughs. "We still have plenty of time before it, so when you really think of other stuff, besides socks, we will go shopping or something. I'm horrible at surprises, well sort of. I mean, when it comes to buying gifts for someone, I suck." He shakes his head and gives her shoulders a small squeeze. "But that night, be just you and me, Kai. Just you and me."

"Maybe we can have one of those hot tubs? I mean, those aren't too deep, right? And they are romantic." she nodded. "That might kind of nice, just snuggling with you in warm water. And we can eat Hawaiian pizza and drink coke! Perfect!" she almost high fived him, and then thought that would be totally lame, so her hand kind of stuttered and then hung down at her side. "I'll let you know if I think of anything, but really, I do love socks."

Cole Hayes

Date: 2008-07-23 10:02 EST
Part I - A Temperamental Discussion




Lex sat on the edge of the bed thumbing through his nearly empty journal, he had read and re-read the entries that were there and was contemplating writing more. Cole had went out, he heard with some of the other guys, so there he sat, trying to keep himself entertained until he got home and could snuggle him.

Cole has been home, more like just trying to think and staying out of the way. However soon he is walking back to their room and pushing open the door. "Hi. Lex." An instant smile as he closes the door behind him. "What are you doing?" Being in nothing but his night pants will most likely give away that he hasn't actually been anywhere.

"Baby." He looked up smiling and looked Cole over. "I didn't know you were home. Where've you been hiding?" He stood up and set the book aside, going to wrap Cole in a hug. "And I'm not doing anything, just keeping busy."

"Just been around. Waiting for you to come home and then when you did, I just needed to figure a way to talk to you." He wraps his own arms around Lex and hugs him tight. "You should probably sit down." Comes a small whisper and he looks up at Lex. "Promise to not get mad first."

Lex's jaw went tight, as it usually did when he was nervous. He pulled away from Cole and just stared at him. "What.... why?" he whispered softly, not wanting to sit. "Why do I have to promise. What happened?" there was a sound of panic in his voice.

His face scrunches up the moment he sees that Lex is already about to panic. "Really, it's just that. Well." He sighs and reaches for Lex's hand. "Luke is back. He found me swimming last night and we talked, he has come back and everything."

"The one who killed you..." he growled softly and sat down, rubbing his forehead some. "And? I mean, talking that's it? Is he even sorry for what he did? You know how I feel about him Cole."

"I told you they didn't know what they were doing. They just.. lost control and were not themselves, him and Luke both." Cole instantly frowns and leans back against the door again. "No, talking isn't all.. And yes, he is sorry, he was always sorry. I forgave him long ago. Please don't be upset."

"I understand he is your friend Cole, I just want you to be careful. If he made a mistake once, it can happen again." He was still rubbing his forehead and then he glanced to Cole, finally letting the words sink in. "That's not all?"

"It won't happen again. I promise." Cole whispers and then cringes when the question comes from Lex. "Well no. I missed him so much, and to have him back is amazing and we did. We slept together." He nibbles on his bottom lip, olive greens stay on Lex's face. "I do still love him. Was I not suppose to? I thought it was okay. You said you loved how I am. That you wouldn't want to change me."

Lex just stared at him for a long moment. He hadn't really thought about the reality of Cole sleeping with another man. He thought Cole didn't need anyone else. His bottom lip trembled and he tried to talk but nothing came out. He pulled away from Cole and just sat staring at him in shock.

Well body language and the facial expression speaks volumes, making Cole frown rather deeply. "You said you loved how I loved others." He whispers and he starts to bite on his bottom lip a bit roughly, moving away from the bed and rather pacing at the end of it.

"I thought I was enough... and Lyssa." His eyebrows furrowed together. He was scared of saying anything that would upset Cole and make him leave. He loved Cole and didn't want him to leave, it was just a bit of a shock to him. "Like me.... you love him. Like me? The same?"

"Enough?" He frowns and turns to look at Lex, the pacing stopping for now. "Why does there have to be enough? I love everyone. Isn't that the point?" He sighs and looks away from Lex and to the window instead for a moment. "I love everyone in different ways. I mean, you are my husband. I can't love anybody like I love you. But I love Luke too. I love Lyssa. I love Jessie. I love a lot of people." Olive greens turn back to Lex. "Was I wrong to do it? Was I not suppose to?"

"I don't know." He whispered it softly and didn't turn to look at Cole. He didn't want to look at him, he didn't want to scare him with the look that might be on his face. "I'm sorry, I don't know. I just don't. I... I never really thought." He just trailed off, biting his own lip.

"Never thought what?" He frowns more deeply and has just about had enough of Lex not even looking at him. "What did I do that was wrong? I thought loving everyone is why everyone loved me. I thought it is what makes me.. me." He moves quickly to be in front of Lex and pushes at his shoulder gently. "Why are you not looking at me?"

Lex looked up at him, tears were welling up in his eyes, he didn't want Cole to see him cry. "I don't want you to leave me. If you think you hurt me, you'll leave. But .. maybe... I mean... am I losing you anyway?" he choked out the words. "I just, I never thought or.. realized that I would have to share you. It's just hard. " he nodded slowly." And with him. With the person who took you away from me. "

Cole looks down and as if that frown couldn't get any deeper it does. "I don't understand. I thought we talked about this. I thought everything was okay. I mean you even got me with Lyssa. I thought it didn't bother you that I sleep with someone else, I mean.. you wanted me to. And now I slept with Luke and you are crying.. why?" He whispers and starts to breathe rather deeply. "He didn't mean to. He said he was sorry, I still love him. I just.. I thought it is okay to make love to someone you love."

"I'm not telling you, you are wrong Cole. I'm just telling you it's hard. With Lyssa... I mean, I don't know she's a girl. It feels different with her. I was there, I feel okay with it. I feel like you went behind my back. It just brings back these memories of Mark cheating on me. And I know we've talked about it, and it's not the same, but it's hard to get used to sharing the person you love. If it's not wrong Cole, then why were you so scared to tell me?"

"Telling you that I slept with him was not the scary part. Telling you that the guy that killed me pretty much is back, period worried me. I was worried how you would react. I mean, I remember how you were when it happened. But I forgave him. I forgave Gage too. That's why I was worried." He shakes his head. "You said it was okay, when we first started this, you said you understood how I was. Dirk left me because of this and you told me you understood me." He purses his lips and fights with his own stupid tears.

"I know." He just nodded. "I just don't know what to say. I'm in shock here. And yes I am angry that he is back. I'm sorry that I cant forgive as easily as you and I'm sorry that I'm jealous. And I'm sorry that I am a liar." He cried that last part out softly. " It does bother me. Not that you love other people, I love that about you, it just, it's so intimate. And I wasn't there and ... Is he better than me? I mean... do you enjoy him more?"

He looks back at Lex and sighs very deeply. "I wish you would trust me about him and Gage. They never meant to really hurt me. "Everyone makes mistakes." Soft whisper and then his jaw drops. "So it does bother you. Now you tell me? After I slept with Lyssa, after all of this?" He moves over to the dresser and leans forward on it. Anything now to not look at Lex. "Nobody is better then one or the other. Everyone is different."

"Lyssa doesn't bother me." He corrected. He just shook his head and covered his face in his hands. "I just am confused. I love you Cole, I love you more than anything else in this world and I hate sharing you with other men. I know it shouldn't matter men or women, but it just feels different. And you have to understand that where I am from, it is wrong, it hurt so much when this happened to me before and it's hard to make my heart understand that its different. I don't want to lose you to him. How can you promise me I wont lose you to him or anyone else? I want you...." he stood up, actually looking angry now that he had said that and stalked towards Cole. He grabbed Cole's jaw, almost roughly and turned his head towards him. "You are mine. Mine!" he didn't scream it, but it was said sternly. "I will not let you go." His hand held onto Cole's face, shaking, he was scaring himself. He was so very jealous. His face was red, his nostrils were flared, his jaw was twitching. "Mine." Whispered against Cole's ear.

"Gender shouldn't matter. I mean, Lex.. we talked about this." He sighs yet again, his lungs still feel as if they have far too much air in them, as if they would explode at any given moment. He turns when he hears Lex getting closer. "How can you lose me to anyone, I'm married to you." He frowns, when his head turns he felt that hand grab his face and he is now facing Lex, looking into his eyes and olive greens grew just a bit wider. "Lex. I never said I wasn't yours but you knew about all of this before. You said you understood me. How can you take that back now?" With Lex's hand shaking, his own face starts to shake, making him feel rather sick to his stomach as he tries to steady his eyes. His hands grab for Lex's hand.

Lex squeezed harder and hard and then Cole's hand startled him and he let go. He started crying harder, realizing he almost hurt Cole. " I'm not taking it back. I just." he sniffled softly and crossed his arms protectively around his frame. "I'm confused. Show me! Show me that you love me! Show me that I'm yours and you are mine and no one will ever ever ever come between us. That anyone else cannot replace me. Show me that!" He screamed it, his arms flailed a bit. "Please Cole, show me you love me. I need to feel it." his voice got quiet and was shaking as he sat back down.

Cole's teeth grit as Lex's hand got harder, and in fact it didn't feel very good at all. One thing about Cole is how easily he does tend to get physically hurt and even bruised when handled too roughly. He quickly puts his hand over where Lex's was once it is off and rubs gently. "How can you even think that I don't? I mean, I love you. I married you." Still rubbing his jaw, he moves away from Lex, to the middle of the room and trying to figure out what in the world is going on here anyway. "You are confused, I'm more confused. You said you understood me. And now you are freaking out when I slept with somebody. Scolded Dirk for leaving me for the same reason!"

Cole Hayes

Date: 2008-07-23 10:17 EST
{Continued.}


"I'm not leaving you!" He screamed at him again. "I didn't ask why you married me or if you're married to me. I want you to show me Cole! Get your ass over here and show me! I need to feel you and I need to feel that love, I need to know that it's me that truly makes you weak in the knees and me that you want to come home to every night. I need to know that. I'm just a human Cole and you married me as I am... I am a frail.. jealous... human. Its hard for me to understand, you have to understand that about me. Now please. Please show me!" He was sobbing now and had Cole's teddy bear tucked under his chin and was clutching it tightly.

He turns and watches Lex and even shakes his head. "I show you all the time when you are here that I love you! I try to touch you and be with you when I can but Lex, you work, you are gone, we can't be together every day all day and I understand that. But you can't get so freaked out when I love someone else. You can't one day say you understand me and the next tell me that you take it all back! You can't do it! It is not fair!" Cole starts to really scream. "You are not just human, you and I merged and you are now half of me, you have all the same gifts, everything!"

"Why are you doing this?! Why can't you just fucking do what I ask. I'm not talking about then or any other time. I am talking about now. I need you right now. I need you. I have to feel you and breathe you and taste you and feel that all right now. I have to feel your love for me. Please." he squeezed the teddy bear tighter. "And I am not like you. I can never be as forgiving and loving as you... I can't. I'm too jealous Cole. And I'm sorry if you hate that about me, but I love you too much and it just scares me to share you. So please, just come here and be with me."

A scoff, that's what Cole does, scoffs. The cursing at him, though maybe not directed at Cole exactly, he still takes it as such. And then there is that stubbornness of Cole's personality shining through as he glares at Lex. "I do love you. I am telling you that I love you. But I am angry now. I mean you told me all these things when we got together. That you understood everything about me. That you wouldn't get jealous and be like this, or at least that is what I thought!" He goes back to screaming and his teeth grit tightly, his jaw still aching slightly and that makes him even more mad. "I love when you get jealous Lex, but this is a whole different thing! I love him. I care about him and I made love to him. I forgive him for everything. I was with him before I married you. He will not take your place Lex, you are my husband, you come first. But don't you dare tell me you understand me again." He even growls and opens the door and throws it open with a bang and walks out into the hallway.

Everything Cole said just made Lex feel worse. He felt like crap. He wanted to say so many hurtful things to Cole, he wanted to tell him to leave, to never come back, but he of course knew Cole would take that to heart and he didn't really want that. He didn't know what to say to make it better or to stop himself from hurting. "But you! You said you didn't need anyone else! You said that! You said that you didn't need anyone else!" He turned over onto the bed and hid his face into the pillow. " And I've let you down and I'm a terrible husband and I'm not here for you and now you have to go find others!"

Cole turns when Lex starts talking again, he wasn't far from the door and slowly he walks back and leans on the frame, watching Lex. "I can't change who I am. I love people. I fall in love, I show my love. I am who I am. And you told me that you would never try to change me. Just like him. Just like all the others." He frowns deeply and keeps his lean against the frame of the door, even pushing a bit hard on it to keep himself grounded. "I thought you understood." He whispers and his shoulders shake with the tears he refuses to let fall. "Why does everyone say they love this about me, then when I do actually sleep with someone else, they do this.. they cry, they scream, they hurt me.."

"Please come here. I want to explain it to you." Lex sat up and held his hand out. "I won't hurt you, I promise. I won't scream. I just need you to understand. Okay? Please come here?" He shook his head, he didn't want to hurt Cole, he didn't want to go back on promises, but he had to make Cole understand what he was feeling.

He hesitates at first then slowly moves off the frame and walks over to the bed and sits down on it. His chest still heaving with the deep breaths he is taking in to attempt to keep himself as calm as possible. "What do you want me to understand, Lex?" He turns his head and looks at him.

"I want you to understand why this is hard for me. Imagine if me, being more like you, loved everyone and decided to go and express that love with intimacy. How would you feel? You'd be jealous, right? But it's not just that, you have to understand my past and what having sex with other people does to a relationship. Where I am from, when someone sleeps with another person outside of the relationship its because they are unhappy or not in love with that person or because they want to hurt them. Mark used to do this to me. Mark used to tell me he loved me and then go and be with other men and then would come home and tell me about it or flaunt it to hurt me. It's called cheating, and it hurts. That's what I am taught where I am from, that its wrong and that its bad. It's hard to change what I have known and it's hard to forget that you don't do this for the same reasons Mark did. " he sighed softly, hoping he was explaining it well. "Sex, making love, is something to be done only between a couple, where I am from." He scratched his head. "I'm just, adjusting. I'm not used to this..."

Cole's eyebrows knit together a bit as he sits there and listens to all of this. "Okay. But Dirk left me exactly because of this. Because I slept with you. He told me this is what he loved about me, that I love others. And when I did sleep with you he left me. You said you would never be like that. I'm the one that is confused here. Does everyone say one thing and then do another?!" He gets up off the bed and turns, looking down at Lex.

"I do love that you love everyone else. I just, guess I didn't realize how you'd express that love. I thought it was little snuggles or kisses, I guess I didn't realize how far it would go. Or.. I don't know if I did, maybe I wanted to change you. Maybe the selfish part of me thought that I'd be enough man for you and would make it so you didn't want anyone else. That's so conceited isn't it?" He sighed again, wiping away his tears. "I do love you and nothing it going to change that, I'm not going to leave you. But if this is something you need, something you have to have, then we need to talk about it. I need to understand it and I want you to be open and honest with me. I ... I want to be there or.. I don't know. No.. I don't want to be there. I." He sighed again. "I just I don't want it to feel like a secret . I don't want it to hurt and feel like its bad. You have to make me understand it your way Cole."

He sighs and looks down at the bed, again.. anywhere but at Lex. "I'm sorry. You don't have to leave me Lex." He takes a deeper breath and looks up. "I thought you knew me. I mean.. I thought you understood. I thought that, I don't know anything anymore." A shake of his head and he moves away from the bed and over to the window, leaning against it. "I love people. And it's not just anybody. I mean I was with Luke before this. Before us. It's not like I would go and sleep with someone I don't know."

"I know that. It's just hard for me to understand and hard for me to accept. " He stood up and walked towards Cole, wanting to touch him. "We will work this out. I promise. I'm not angry with you, I am just confused too. This is all new to me." He moved a little closer. "I miss you. I miss you so much and this is just... not want I wanted to hear. Not tonight. I just need you."

"You claimed to understand before we even got together." He mutters and keeps his stand at the window. Even leaning close and looking out. "Angry?" His head turns and he looks at Lex like he has lost his mind. "Why would you be angry?" He scoffs and pushes off the window, his anger speaking for him mostly and he regrets saying it instantly, however he stands his ground and looks up at Lex, who now he is standing pretty much next to.

"I'm not going to fight with you about this Cole. I have told you how I felt. I don't expect you to understand anymore than how little I understand what you did. I should have never said that I could handle it before I felt what it was like. I never expected to fall so madly in love with you or marry you or want to spend the rest of my life with you. I'm sorry that I want you for myself. I'm sorry that I am selfish. But think about it Cole it could be a lot worse! I am not saying to not love people.. or kiss or hug or cuddle. But it's not in you, is it? You have to do this. This is a part of you." He rubbed his face again. "I need to calm down and I am not going to fight with you. I am going to lay down in bed and try to think things over and maybe get some rest. If you want to come to bed you can, but I will not fight with you about this anymore tonight."

He shakes his head and has that look that he can not believe what Lex is saying. "Fight with me? There is nothing to fight about. I love other people too. You are my husband, of course you mean so much to me. But I thought you understood me too and now after all this time finding out that you don't." He sighs. "Yeah, go ahead and go to sleep, hide away from it. Thinking that you can change me. You said you loved me for who and what I am and that's a lie. You LIE!" He screams and does probably the unthinkable and goes to shove Lex.

Lex blocked Cole's hands and then grabbed them, holding them tightly, while he spoke. " Cole. Do not push me and do not test me. I do not want to further discuss this until I have time to think about it because I don't want to say anything to damage our relationship or hurt you. I know how sensitive you are and I don't want you going and doing something stupid, like leaving again. I can't handle that. So, please, just cooperate and drop this for now. Think things over and I will think things over and then we can have a calm conversation tomorrow when we aren't heated up and acting on emotions. Please, can you do that for me?" he looked rather stern and was trying to stay calm, he had thought about just tying Cole up and tying him to the bed so he couldn't leave, Cole leaving scared him.

His jaw is set as Lex grabs his hands. He looks up at him and shakes his head. "You are taking something amazing and turning it into something that is wrong. And it is not wrong. I love him and I showed him I love him. How can that be wrong? Don't talk to me like I am a child." He growls softly and rips his hands away. "Go to bed, Lex. Then be gone all day again and we will talk whenever you feel like it, right?" He shakes his head again. "I can't change who I am. And if this bothers you so much then I will fix it so that you won't hurt anymore."

"Cole!" He snapped at him and just started crying again, obviously tired mentally and emotionally. "I am not doing anything. I am asking you to allow me time to think about this and try to understand it. Cant you do that much for me?!" he pinched his nose, trying to calm down. "And thanks for throwing things up in my face. I'm a horrible husband who does nothing but ignore you. I know. Thanks for pointing it out. AGAIN." he laid back onto the bed, closing his eyes and trying to calm himself down, he was not going to let Cole push him to the edge.

Cole jumps when Lex yells and then grits his teeth to try and keep himself quiet as Lex kept talking. His eyes narrowed however and it was showing he does not like what he hears. "Can't I do that much for you. Oh, Lex. I can do a lot for you. A lot." He growls and actually kicks the bed when Lex lays down on it. "Wanting to sleep huh? Is that what you want? To make something so horrible out of something that was a act of love?!" He is up on the bed and making it shake by jumping in it. "Huh, Lex?!"

He got up, calmly as he could and picked up Cole, putting him over his shoulder and smacked his butt, yes, he spanked him and then he went to the night stand and grabbed the handcuffs. He wrestled with Cole and got the handcuffs on him and then he got some rope from the drawer and used it to tie Cole to the headboard. More rope was taken and tied Cole's feet together and down to the other end of the bed. "Cole. I will not hurt you. I am not going to let you get the best of my me and get me angry. I am not going to say anything to hurt you and I am not allowing you to leave either. You're going to lay right here until I damn well please to let you up. And if you keep talking, I'll find a way to fill your mouth and keep you quiet. Now please drop this."

Being tied up and all he just lays there and if looks could kill. He growls and pulls at the restraints and then at Lex. "I can't believe you have tied me up! You were gone all this time, and when you come back, you don't understand me, you want to change me and then you tie me up!" He starts screaming at the top of his lungs. "Let me go! How can you do this!? Lex.." He groans and keeps trying to get loose. "Lex, I'm still in love with him. I thought you would be happy. More people to love, more people to be close to."

"Well then stop acting like a brat!" He snapped at Cole and pinched the bridge of his nose, hoping he didn't get a bloody nose from stress. "I do not want to change you. I want to understand you but you don't want to allow me the time to do that. So this is what you get. And please shut up about him. Please. I don't want to hear about how much you love him right now. Okay? Can you understand that I am a little sensitive right now? I don't WANT anyone else to love and I don't need anyone else to love or be close to. YOU are the only thing and person I want or need and will love. ONLY YOU!" He growled at Cole again. "Gods you are stubborn and hypocritical. I'd like to see you sit back and watch me just even TALK to another guy without getting all jealous. Now you hush. I want to think. And I'm tired." he put a hand on Cole's groin and sent waves at him, full blast, just to be an ass.

"I am not a brat." He starts sulking and just lays there, frowning. "You and I are different. You weren't born like me. You are not me. You do not know what it is like to be me. I love everyone, not for the physical aspect of it. And you know what?! Go find another guy!" He yells and then gasps when Lex sends a wave at him. His body shudders and he grits his teeth so hard that he feels like they could start chipping. "Stop it." He growls and tries to knock at Lex's hand with his knee. "You are the brat. You are the one who lied and you are the one that needs to be tied up."

"We are different. You are right. I'm not you and I don't know what its like to be you. So then OBVIOUSLY you should understand that I don't exactly get why you feel what you do. So please, lend me a bit of patience." He kept sending the waves, stronger and stronger. " And I don't want another guy. Only you DEAR! And no, I will not stop. And too late you're tied up, so ha. Deal with it." He laid back down, cuddling into his blanket. He continued to send the waves at Cole.

"Hardly have time for me, how would you someone else?!" He screams and keeps trying to knock Lex's hand away. He is growling and trying his best to stay calm, and even sending some of those waves back at Lex. "Keep touching me. Soon your brain will be mush! Make it too strong and a human brain can't handle it." He groans and keeps pulling to get free. "Let me go." He demands.

"You can sleep alone." Lex got up, yes leaving Cole there, tied up and left the room, shutting the door behind him. He had every intention of returning but not until he calmed down because he felt like beating Cole's butt for his comments. He went to sleep on the couch, or at least think. And Cole was safe and ...unsound in the bedroom.

His jaw drops when Lex gets up and walks out the door. "Lex. Don't go." He frowns and he pulls at his hands again. "Lex, please don't leave me here like this!" He yells and wiggles as much as he can to the side and finds that he is indeed stuck. "Please, Lex. Please don't leave me here alone!"

Lex could hear him and grit his teeth. He didn't want Cole to freak out. He opened the door slightly. "Are you going to shush and be good and give me time to think without your sarcastic comments? "

He was just about to panic and really freak out when the door does open he sighs with relief. "Please.. please untie me." He whispers and pulls at the restraints again. "Let me touch you? Please, Lex?"

"Are you going to do what I asked?" His hands were on his hips. "I want you to lay in bed and cuddle me and just please be quiet and let me just hold you and think. Can you do that?"

"I can do that." He nods and sighs deeply. "Just please, untie me. It's scaring me that I can't move. I don't like it. It's different when we are making love, this is.. just wrong." That frown appears on his face again. "I love you, Lex. Please, untie me."

Lex was trusting him and moved to untie his feet and then his hands, he lowered Cole's hands slowly, allowing the blood to flow back into them slowly and not rushed. He took the key to the cuffs and undid them and then climbed back into bed. "I will not hesitate you over power you and tie you up again if you don't stay quiet or if you try anything bad. Okay?"

Big breath of air as he is untied and he can feel his fingers again. He sat up in the bed and moves his hands through his long hair. "Just go to sleep." He whispers and sniffles, climbing out of the bed and pulling his night pants off to toss them in the hamper, since of course he sleeps nude. He looks back at Lex and sighs deeply. "Don't ever tie me up and leave me. I wouldn't do that to you." He frowns and shakes his head again as he grabs his pillow and tosses it to the floor.

"Get your ass back in bed or I will tie you up again. And maybe you wouldn't do that to me but there are a lot of things we feel differently about. Get back in bed and lay here. Last chance Cole. I am not in the mood." he was being quiet stern and serious.... perhaps sexy.

Olive greens look at Lex and he purses his lips tightly. "I let you touch me. Don't think I am defenseless." He whispers and then does however climb into the bed. "Kiss me." As he moves closer to Lex. "Hard."

Lex did it. In his own head he convinced himself that it was just to shut Cole up, but it was really all he wanted, snuggling Cole. He pried Cole's mouth open and jammed his tongue in his mouth, his lips pressed hard against his mouth and his teeth grazed his lips. He was claiming Cole.

Cole Hayes

Date: 2008-07-23 21:33 EST
Part II
(Rated.. R.)


The morning after Lex had left, Cole spent most of the day avoiding anyone and everyone. Staying in his room, locked up, never opening it when even Joel came to see if he wanted to go out swimming. Not today.. he had said through the door. Cole still couldn't figure out why the bruise on his face wouldn't heal, and he didn't have the guts to go to Joel, Russ, or even Dean to have it fixed.
He didn't want anyone to know that he can Lex had had a rather heated talk. However he had gone to Luke's coffin and sat there, staring down at it for a good while, even opening it to look in at him. Luke of course laid there, still sleeping, looking to Cole as if he was looking at a body rather then a breathing being. But that didn't last long either, soon he heard people out in the hallway and he quickly rushed back to his own room and closed the door quietly to not alert anyone that he had been out. Climbing onto the bed he sat there, thinking about everything. The talk last night, the small fight if it could really be called that, everything. Fingers absently moving along his jaw, why would such a small bruise cause so much of a burning sensation? Probably because it was done to him by someone that now shares his own gifts.
A small sigh and he leans back against the headboard, waiting for Lex to show up. He hadn't eaten anything, his stomach couldn't handle it, even the thought of food makes him groan. His fingers leave the bruise on his face to start pulling on the strings of his light pink night pants. He hasn't even gotten dressed either, just those old faded pink pants on.

Lex had stopped to talk to one of the brothers on the way to the bedroom. Of course they knew Cole was upset and told Lex that he hadn't been out of his room all day. Shifting the bag of dinner in his hand, he struggled to open the door and bumped his way through and then turned and leaned against it to shut it. "Baby..." said softly as he turned back to face Cole. "I'm home. I brought dinner. Are you hungry?"

His head instantly turns when Lex comes into the room and he shakes his head with another groan, even laying on the bed to protest. "Not hungry." He whispers and curls up with his own pillow. Olive greens however still stay on Lex, even with the position he is laying in, curled away. "How was work?" Slight mumble, anything to keep the conversation casual.

"It was work, boring without you. Long." He set the food aside, figuring he could coax Cole into eating eventually. "Well when you are, let me know." He moved to sit next to Cole, brushing his hair aside. "Haven't bathed, but you still smell sweet. Mmm." He leaned in, lightly kissing Cole's cheek.

"Oh." Small nod and he sighs when Lex moves some hair from his face and closes his eyes to the small kiss, his brain told him to turn his head to capture Lex's lips, but he fought it and instead curled up even more on the pillow. "I haven't really done anything. Are we going to have our civilized talk now?" There is a slight tinge of regret in his voice and he yawns to hide it.

"I'd like to talk, yes. If that's still okay?" He was doing and going to do everything in his power to remain calm. He laid down and covered them both up, curling his body around Cole's.

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?" He acts oblivious even though he had just mentioned they needed to have a civilized talk, last night was horrible. His lips purse slightly remembering and he lets out a sigh when Lex curls up behind him.

"I want to talk about the fact that I don't want to change a thing about you and I'm sorry." He kissed Cole's cheek again. "I love who you are. And I'm sorry. I'm really honestly sorry. That's what I want to talk about."

Cole had no expected that in the least, out of pure habit came the word. "What?" A whisper, but said nonetheless. He turns slowly to look down at Lex and even his face shows that his having a hard time believing what had just come out of Lex's mouth. "What?" That blasted word manages to escape him again.

"I overreacted. You are right, it's silly. I love you as you are and it shouldn't matter, man or woman. You should love who you love. You married me, I know that I'm your true love or whatever you want to call me. And I love you for who you are. So I don't want you to change. Luke scares me... but if you love him, I don't want to take that away from you. Just please try to be open and honest with me?"

Olive greens keep looking down at Lex in disbelief. "I.. well." He fumbles with the words and then takes a deep breath, looking away from Lex for a moment, then back down at him. "You are my husband. I love you. More then you know." He whispers and moves his hand to touch along Lex's face, finally feeling as if he is able to touch Lex. "I don't lie. I mean, not well anyway." Small frown follows.

"I just need reminders of that sometimes. I know I don't always do the best job at being a husband, so sometimes I feel insecure about us, because I'm afraid of losing you. So, just remind me of that... often. I need to hear it." he nodded and sat up, running his fingers through Cole's hair. "And I just mean, be open, just tell me when you do it, so it doesn't feel hidden or bad. Is that okay?"

"I'm sorry if I don't always make that clear, Lex. I just thought you knew. I mean I can barely keep my hands off of you when you are here. I always want you." Another small sigh and he leans his head into Lex's hand, trying to keep it there. "I have something else to tell you. If we are being honest and all."

"I am just telling you, that I am that insecure sometimes. I need to hear it a lot." He nodded again and then bit his lip, looking a little frightened. "There... is more?"

"I will tell you and show you more often, but you already said that I can't you know.. a lot with you. You get worn out." His shoulders lift in a shrug, but he nods to the question. "Yeah. Well, with Luke, you know he isn't human and that he well.. drinks blood and all that." Cole takes notice to the look on Lex's face. "I have and have been letting him feed.. from me."

"It's not just the sex Cole. It's the hugging and the snuggling and the sweet little words. I need those too. I'm a needy bastard." He laughed softly. "Yes, I know you let him feed from you. I don't like it, but it's okay. Just please, be careful. Don't let him hurt you again."

"Okay." A smile finally forms on Cole's pouty lips, something that hadn't been there for a good few hours since the night before. "Yeah, I know you like to snuggle more then even make love." His elbow nudges at Lex as he then lifts to sit up and stretch. "I will be very careful, I'm sure he won't hurt me." Cole nods and brings his hands down to fold on his own lap. "I guess this is better then I thought. Though I have to tell you that I can't seem to make this..." His unfolds from its partner to go to his jaw. ".. go away."

"I like both, but I really do love snuggles because you can do it anywhere, anytime, and it makes you feel so good. " He nodded and smiled some. "And yeah, it was slow at work, I had a long time to think and I realized I was being really stupid. REALLY stupid. So I am going to trust you to be you, because that's who I love. And just be very very careful. " he let out a deep breath. " Do you think I could make it go away? Can I heal?"

"You didn't act stupid. I probably could of talked to you before any of it, but it all happened so fast." He sighs and lays back on the bed, looking up at the ceiling, his arms fling out over his head and he groans. "You think you can touch my face without ripping my jaw off?" The bruise began to burn and he groans, putting his hand there. "Okay, why the heck did it do that... Stupid bruise."

"Don't get snotty. And yes, I can behave. I didn't mean to hurt you, you know? I just wanted you to listen. " He rubbed his hand gently over Cole's face and closed his eyes, trying to concentrate some of the energies he had on it. He really didn't know what he was doing. " How do you feel?" He was too scared to look.

"I am not snotty." He grumbles and the bruise aches that much more. "Ow! Stop it!" He growls and smacks the bed with his hand. Just as Lex's hand is on his face he sighs and purses his lips, but soon a smile forms and being a brat.. comes to mind. "Oh my gosh!" He screams. "Burning my face off!" Pretending to be in agony, he falls off the bed, holding his face and crying.

Lex screamed and opened his eyes, trying to catch Cole, he fell off the bed, right on top of him. "Oof! Oh my gosh. Cole! Cole are you okay?!" He was trying to get a good look at Cole's face.

Cole's hands move away from his face and he laughs. "I'm okay." He nods, and even the bruise is gone. He looks up at Lex like he really pulled one on him. A rather smug look at that.

"YOU BRAT!" he playfully swatted at his hip and butt. "You tease. How could you. If I ruined that beautiful face... ugh what would I do?" he smirked and put his hands on his hips, trying to be bratty himself.

He laughs even more and tries to block the onslaught of swats. "It was funny!" He moves out from under Lex and then stands up, stretching again, olive greens look down at Lex and he smiles. "I'm sorry, but it was."

"It was terrible. I hate hurting you. You scared me." He pouted and then moved back up to the bed. "Are you hungry yet? I'm starving. Can we eat?"

"Still not too hungry." Shoulders lift up in a shrug and he climbs into the bed and over Lex, on all fours he gets on him and looks down with a smile. Auburn hair like silk sheets flow to the sides of his face and surround even Lex's face. "You still love me?"

"I love you. I adore you. I ... everything. Just everything." he grinned. "You could sate more in me than just hunger. I have other kinds of things I am hungry for than food." He growled softly and swatted Cole's butt again.

That makes Cole laugh and he leans in, placing a kiss on Lex's lips, just briefly. "What kind of things?" He whispers when he leans back up a bit, his body swaying just slightly as he smirks down at Lex. He fights the possible blush that might appear if Lex so happens to speak.. naughty talk.

"Everything romantic, lovely, nice, sweet, and whatever is going to get you to be naked and humping me." He giggled loudly, yes it was giggling, and high pitched. "Humpety!!!! "

"Romantic and lovely? Nice and sweet? What have you done with my husband.." He frowns, however humping came out and then Cole gives up fighting the blush and it is a very deep pink that appears on his cheeks. "Gosh." He laughs and is up off of Lex. "You are so naughty."

"Oh yes. Me being a complete dork is sooo naughty." He rolled his eyes and then laughed again. " Can. Can..Can." Cole had him stuttering now. "Can we do that though. Hump I mean. A lot?!"

A bit more laughing and an auburn brow lifts up at Lex. "What exactly do we do for humping?" Cole isn't even sure he knows what humping is, so hopefully Lex will enlighten him. All he knows is that it sounds raunchy.

"You know, its like the movement of sex, without the sex. Only, lets add in the sex part." He nodded. "A lot." there was a huge grin on his face and he was working on stripping himself.

"I don't think I have ever humped someone." His finger lifts to tap against his pouty bottom lip for a moment, he is in major thought, however Lex stripping is ruining it. He looks over and smiles. "So.. now you want to do it?"

"I want to do everything." He nodded and licked his lips. "You can grind yourself against me and I'll do it to you and it helps to get excited and feel close. I enjoy it. But, the doing it part sounds really nice too. Now!"

Cole's jaw drops and he is now just a staring, blushing, mess. "I.. huh?" He manages to get out and he has to close his eyes. "Wait." He opens his eyes quickly. "But I don't have to.. get it ready, it's ready on command. Like I just want to do it and it is ready." He motions to below. "Am I a freak?" His lips form a perfect pout.

"No, you're amazing. Always waiting and ready for me, just how I like you. But sometimes its fun to tease and touch. You know?" He rubbed against Cole some, brushing his hand over that special spot. "Mmm, you are ready. Very. Very ready."

"Well you do a lot of teasing. A LOT." He grumbles, but Lex's hand down there makes him smile. "Mmhmm, you even mentioned you wanted me and I was ready." He nods and puckers his lips for a kiss. "Though I'm not amazing."

"You are and do not deny it." He pressed harder against Cole and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him closer and hugging him tight. "Will you take me tonight? Make love to me?" Whispered softly.

"Am not." He whispers and hopes that Lex doesn't catch it. He kisses along Lex's neck and nods between kisses. "Anything you want." His hands rub along Lex's arms and he sighs. "I love you so much, Lex."

Cole Hayes

Date: 2008-07-29 19:18 EST
The Piercing and Tattoo





After yesterday and seeing Jessie.. Cole has stayed in his room. Sulking rather bad, even locking himself in the bathroom for hours and refusing to come out. He didn't want to see Jessie, Luke, anybody but Lex. And that's where he finally fell asleep, on the bathroom floor, still holding his pillow tightly.

Lex had gotten off late, after getting stuck cleaning out all of the pizza ovens and vents. It had taken him hours and by the time he got home he was a filthy mess and didn't want to wake Cole up while he showered, so he reluctantly stayed out of the room. Having woken up and done a few things around the house, he was surprised ot have not seen Cole yet. He went to the bedroom and knocked on the door and then entered, not seeing Cole. "Baby?! Where are you?"

The sound of Lex's voice of course wakes him, olive greens open slowly and he looks at the bathroom door. Soft groan as he climbs up off the floor and leans against the door for support, his legs all funny feeling with how he had been laying all night. Opening the door, he sighs when he sees Lex. "Hi, baby." His voice cracks, all that crying and screaming last night as made it rather hoarse.

Lex's eyes went wide and he rushed over to the bathroom, scooping Cole up in his arms. "Baby what's wrong?! Is it me? I'm sorry I didn't come in last night, I got stuck working late. Don't be sad." He pouted and then actually started to look at Cole. "What the hell happened?" He shrieked as he set Cole down and started to check him over.

He doesn't fight Lex as he is scooped up, rather welcomes it instead. "It's nothing. Just a little fight I had with Jessie. My fault really." He mumbles and then looks down at the floor as Lex looks him over. He had forgotten all about the bruises and has no idea that's what Lex is probably mentioning. "He doesn't think friends should cuddle and stuff. That he made it very clear he doesn't love me anymore, not like that or whatever."

"Hold on. Hold on!" Yes, he screamed, he was beyond irate. "He hit you? He did this to you?" He started running his hand over Cole's bruises, trying to heal them. "What is it to him what you do? You are mine and you know what you are allowed to do. He has no say in it." He growled, his jaw clenching.

"Oh.. No. No!" He shakes his head rapidly and looks up at Lex. "No, he didn't hit me. This was before that fight. Joel and I were boxing, I got in a few good hits too, made him scream like a girl. Yup." Big smile, rather proud of himself at that. "So.. how was work?" He bites on his lip, attempting to change the subject.

"Oh." He didn't like that he had bruises, not at all, but at least it was out of brotherly fun. "Cole." He whispered softly as he drew close to him. "Why are you crying? Or why were you? I want to talk about this, I don't like it when you get sad. So tell me about it, no changing subjects."

Deep sigh, knowing that Lex isn't going to let him change the subject. More nibbling on his bottom lip till he finally reaches over and grabs Lex's hands, holding them tight. "He said that I only know physical love, just the way he put it really hurt me. Now another friend, or was a friend anyway, doesn't understand me. I don't know." He whispers and looks back down at the floor. "Maybe I'm the one that is messed up."

"You are not messed up. Not at all, you're perfection. Just the way you should be." He kissed Cole's forehead. "He is jealous, he doesn't know you, not like I do. He wants more from you probably and is just angry? Surely, you don't believe him?" His hand brushed over his cheek softly.

"Trust me. He is so into Gage, he probably won't even remember me after a while." He sighs heavily. "Like he doesn't even remember that we use to be together, just is.." Shake of his head. "I'm not going to worry about it. If he doesn't want me to touch him ever again, then I won't." His hands wrap around one of Lex's and he squeezes it. "I missed you. Was work really bad?"

"Yeah, it was terrible." He sighed and shook his head. "I hate working at the pizza place, I can't believe they didn't fire me after that whole heart attack incident." He shook his head and then squeezed Cole's hand back. "But stop changing the subject." He smiled a bit. "You're very good at that, but enough. Are you okay? You still have sad eyes."

"Don't remind me.." Cole frowns and scoots that much closer to Lex and snuggles up to him. The even notion or memory of almost losing him and Cole has to be close as he can to Lex. "I wish you would just start in with the guys, you know, be one of the bands. You can sing and play guitar great, why don't you do that? Though I would miss you a lot when they go on tour." His nose crinkles and he rests his head on Lex's shoulder, giving small kisses to his neck. "I'll be okay. Doesn't feel good to lose someone that I thought was always going to be there for me. But all he cares about is Gage, so, let him." He whispers and gives Lex a few more kisses on his neck. "I'm sure he will be happy."

"I just want stable work and I don't want to be away from you for weeks at a time. It'll get better. I can't make promises of when, but it will." He smoothed Cole's hair back and wiped at some of the smudges on his face. "Besides, I only sing for you. You're my inspiration, without you, I'm nothing." There were a few more kisses placed on Cole's face and head. "If your friend can be pushed away so easily, then maybe he wasn't as good of a friend as you thought. Friend's don't do that. Let him learn what life is without you, he'll come crawling back. Gods, anyone would be crazy to try to live without you after spending even a minute of time with you."

"Okay." He nods and smiles to the kisses he gets from Lex. His free hand is rubbing along Lex's back and he sighs out a bit. "I wouldn't want you gone for weeks either. But I just want you to enjoy your jobs. Can't we at least find you a job you would enjoy, like.. I don't know. Working at the candy place?" Bit of a laugh and he goes back to laying kisses on Lex's neck. "You only say that because you are my husband, but I will just have to let him go. I hope that he is happy. I really do." He whispers and scoots more over till he is in Lex's lap, his arms around his neck and he laughs. "You are all kinds of dirty."

He held Cole tightly. "Mmm candy. But I'd end up being a total chunky monkey. That's not sexi Lexi." His nose wrinkled even more. "I will start looking for something better though, I can't stand all those rotten children all day." His head shook back and forth. "And I don't say that just because I am your husband, I say that because it's true." He looked over his hands. "I didn't get all of the grease off?"

"Chunky Monkey. Adorable." He laughs and starts to tickle up Lex's sides. "You would be my chunky monkey. Mmhmm." Bright smile and he pushes Lex down on the bed and lays on him, trying to pin him, course it won't work but he tries anyway. "Still some ickies on you. Want me to get it off?" Auburn brow arches and he starts to nibble his way down Lex's chest. "I just want to be with you today. Forget everything else." He sighs and lays his head down once to Lex's heart, putting his ear over it. "Did I tell you that I have been thinking about getting some piercings done? I know we talked about the tattoo, but I think I'm too chicken to go through with that."

"If you don't mind squishy bits, then okay, I'll work at the candy shop." He laughed softly and laid back, letting Cole hold him however he wanted. "Mmm, you're so naughty. You're going to wear me out early, aren't you?" He swatted at Cole's butt. "You. YOU want piercings done? And where might you want that? Hm?"

"I don't think I would mind at all if you had some squishy bits. Yeah." He laughs as his butt is swatted, it makes him lift it up and then snuggle down a bit more roughly on Lex afterward. "Mm, I'm not naughty!" A look up at Lex and he starts to kiss on his cheek. "Mmhmm, a piercing, maybe two. I was thinking about my lip. Right in the center and the other.. maybe an ear? I don't know, didn't think about that one too much. But the lip one, yeah." As he kisses Lex's lips gently.

His eyes went wide and he shook his head. "I am not going to put on any squishy. Maybe some more muscle." He tried to flex his arm. "And a piercing on your lip?" He gasped softly and touched Cole's lip. "Wow. You're so sexy as you are, How will I keep everyone else off of you? Even more sex appeal? Mmm. When do we go?" He purred in Cole's ear.

"More muscle. You can't be any more sexy then you are.. and you think I am?!" He laughs and opens his mouth to capture those fingers of Lex's. "Mmm... I do. I want it pierced. Whenever we can." He whispers and closes his eyes to the purr in his ear, he loses his focus on anything other then Lex after that. His hands start to rub along Lex's chest. "You probably need some rest.."

"No. No rest!" He purred again, grabbing at Cole's cute bubble butt. "Let's go now. Oh Cole, it's going to be so sexy. Do you want to?Really?" He was holding Cole and moving to stand at the same time. "Maybe I'll do something too. Or just you. Whatever you want." Yes he as talking fast, as he was very excited.

"Ack!" He laughs loudly as Lex grabs at him and then scrambles to hold onto him as he is standing up. "Whoa." He snorts with another laugh and keeps his death grip on Lex to not fall off of him when he stands. "I do want to. I'm a little scared, but yeah. You want to do something too? What would you do?" He whispers and starts nibbling on Lex's neck.

He was holding onto Cole tightly as he stood and carried him around for a moment, before setting him down. Let me change real quick. And you Sir, need to wash those tears off your face." He kissed Cole's cheek. "Don't be scared, you'll be fine, I'll give you happy waves if you want, you won't feel a thing. And me? I don't know. What do you think?" He raised his eyebrows up and down. "A sexy tattoo or a piercing?"

Soft sigh to the kiss on his cheek and he wobbles a bit once he is off of Lex. Even a pout, he didn't want to not be clinging to his baby. "Yeah, okay." He nods and slides his way into the bathroom, proceeding to wash his face. "You would look hot with anything, baby." Once his face is washed off he grabs the towel and dries his face off as he walks back into the bedroom. "Where would you get a tattoo?"

He busied himself, putting on clean boxer-briefs, tight jeans and a fitted band t-shirt. His hand ruffled his hair and he put on his black rimmed glasses instead of the red. "Oh I don't know. Maybe a tattoo on my back? Or my wrist? I'm not sure where I'd get another piercing. Maybe I'll get something for you."

"Mmm, tattoo on your back.." Makes a very pleased noise as he moves over and watches his baby get dressed, though in all honesty he would like to see clothes come off then go on. But he pouts only for a moment and turns to hide it as he grabs his own shirt and pants from the dresser. "I think you would look amazing with anything."

"Maybe I'll get your eyes tatted on me. I do love your eyes. Or little angel wings with your name?" He was just rambling off a few choices. "Or your name and our wedding date. I don't believe in bad luck." He moved over his brush his fingers over Cole's cheek and check our his back side on his way to brush his teeth. "Do you have any good ideas?"

"Awww, those are all so sweet." He smiles and turns just in time to capture Lex's hand and pull him in for a kiss, but then lets him go on to the bathroom in peace. "Now you make me want to get your name on me.. but I'm so scared of it." Bit of a nervous laugh, he throws on his shirt and starts to pull up his pants, leaning against the dresser and trying his best to not fall flat on his face, again. "I don't have any ideas, baby. But all of yours I like."

"You don't have to get anything for me. Whatever you want." He came out of the bathroom, ready to go. "I understand if you're scared. I'm a little scared too, it might hurt a little." He pouted and shrugged. "But it will be worth it." He grabbed Cole's hand, trying to drag him along. "Come on baby, I'm anxious!" He slipped his feet into a pair of flip flops.

"Don't pout, you kill me when you pout." He frowns slightly and then is grabbed, he is tugged along just as soon as he got his pants zipped up. He stumbles a bit and tries to keep up with Lex. "I don't know if I can handle seeing you in pain." When Lex puts on his flip flops, Cole stuff his little feet into his shoes. "Then again, I might be passed out by then."

"We will both be okay. I promise!" He was so excited and was totally dragging Cole along, not even thinking about his shorter legs trying to keep up. "I'll drive." He grabbed his keys and looked over his shoulder. "You ready?" He let out a breathless laugh.

Cole is indeed being dragged along, he is rushing to keep up, giving waves to a few brothers, though not having time to really say anything. "Okay." He laughs with Lex and then finally catches his breath when Lex looks over his shoulder. "I.. guess?" His eyes a bit wide.

He was outside and opening Cole's door to the car, ushering him in and then he moved to his side of the car, getting in and starting it up. "I really hope I can get something today, I don't want to wait for them to draw it up. I hate waiting!"

Few smacks to Lex's hands. "I'm going!" As he gets into the car. He is laughing though, and loving how excited his husband is. "I know you do." More laughing and he buckles himself in. Cars.. are not Cole's friends. And his hands go right for the side handle, to hold on for dear life, he always has hated riding in them. "So.. think we can get ice cream after?"

"Whatever you want babe." He buckled himself up and started driving, noting Cole getting tense. "I'll drive careful, promise." He didn't speed, but drove through the streets at a nice speed and was very careful. "I want bubble gum ice cream."

"Mmm, bubble gum ice cream." He nods and looks over at Lex, but his hands stay tight on the handle, his knuckles even turning white. Wasn't Lex's driving, just Cole's fear of cars. "Now you have me excited. Think I can eat that ice cream off of you?" Both auburn brows lift up and down.. suggestively.

"I guess we could get some extra to bring home and have some fun with. Just not off any special bits, I don't want frost bite." He laughed softly and turned down another street, drawing close to the tattoo shop. "We're almost there. Nervous?" He let out his own nervous giggle.

"I promise to take special care of that." He grins and then his knuckles turn even more white at the mention of being almost there. "Uh huh, I want to do this but I'm a little nervous." The grin falters a bit and he frowns, looking out the window. "Hold my hand during, right?"

"Thanks baby. I'll look forward to the special treatment and of course I will hold your hand, the whole time, promise." He held his hand tightly and then parked the car, turning off the engine. "Do or die." he nodded and smiled, getting out of the car and going around to open Cole's door.

More nervous laughing and he steps out of the car when his door is opened. Big deep and cleansing breath, he takes Lex's hand and walks with him to the front of the building. "Okay, can do this." But he stops, grabbing Lex for a very deep and passionate kiss, possibly the last for the day, and then let's him go. Pulling the door open he steps inside and glances around.

He almost tugged Cole back into the car and thought about going home after that kiss, but he went in with Cole, biting his own lip nervously. "Yeah you can, you're brave." His hand ran through Cole's hair as they stood at the counter waiting for service.

'Right, brave." He mumbles and then smiles when the girl steps into the room with them. Cole doesn't waste time telling her what he wants done. "And we have to hurry.." He adds. "Before I chicken out." The girl just smiles and walks them back to one of the rooms, pointing to the seat for where Cole is to sit and he does, rather slowly however. Once sitting there he is reaching for Lex's hand as the girl goes about getting the equipment ready. "I'm about to run out." He gasps and even a small squeal comes out with that.

He grabbed Cole's hand and sent a very small wave to him. "It's okay baby, promise. It's going to look great and you're going to love it. You'll probably play with it all the time and I can bite and kiss on it." He moaned softly and then looked up to the girl who had a wicked little grin on her face and shook her head at them. "I think she's ready Cole. You going to make it?"

The moaning from Lex, that's all it took to make Cole turn beet red. "Oh..." He grins and tries to turn his face away. "Mmhmm." The girl moves over and has it all ready, but Cole keeps turning his head this way and that. "Wait.. oh, see, no.. wait.. um.." But she finally gets his head to hold still and Cole's face scrunches up as she does her job. It takes less then a minute and the small bar is through. Now he just sits there, whimpering. "Mmmm.... " Even a few smacks to Lex's hand.

Lex sent him an even bigger wave as the bar went through and kept it up when it was over. He was biting his own lip, a little worried Cole was going to freak out. "Hey hey. Stop smacking. You're okay, right? It doesn't hurt too bad." He smiled and looked him over. "God you're gorgeous."

"I'm okay, I'm okay.." More to himself then Lex or even the girl, who just laughs a bit and grabs Cole's face to finish it off. Once it is all done Cole sighs deeply and climbs out of the chair, more then wobbly then ever and stumbles to the mirror to look, pulling Lex with him of course. "Oh wow." He smiles and cringes.. "Oh.. that hurts."

He pouted behind Cole, not happy that he was in pain. "It'll stop hurting soon, promise." He smiled and stared at Cole' reflection. "Yeah, wow, huh? It does look great, right? Do you love it?" He squeezed Cole's butt. "Do you want me to try and heal it so it doesn't hurt so bad?"

Squeal from Cole when Lex grabs his bum. He laughs and turns around. "Kiss me, make it all better." He gets up on his tippy toes and leans in for a kiss. His arms go around Lex's shoulders and hold tight, just in case he does in fact pass out.

He held Cole tightly and kissed him, pressing his lips firmly against Cole's and he tried to do the healing thing, he still was not perfect with it, but he was getting better. His fingers tangled up in Cole's hair, tugging gently. "Baby... "

Didn't take much healing to make Cole's lip not hurt at all. So Cole presses his luck and deepens that kiss. His fingers curl and press against the back of Lex's neck. "Mmm... much better." He whispers against Lex's lips and sighs. "You always make me better."

"Yeah, be careful though or we're going to leave before I get mine done." He waggled his eyebrows at Cole and laughed softly. "I've got to decide what I want real quick." He ran his hand through his hair. "What about here?" He placed Cole's hand right near his groin. "Or here?" He put Cole's hand over his heart. "Or do you think it would look best on my back. You pick the spot."

Small laugh and he grins, leaning against Lex. "Going home sounds good." He grins even more. When his hand is placed in various spots, he cringes, painful.. all of them. He puts his hand back down to Lex's groin however and keeps it there, that's his place. "Um.. I don't know. The back sounds very hot. But I heard that's really painful. And what do you mean here?!" And he grasps Lex below. "That you don't do anything to! Mine."

"It will be worth every bit of pain. And exactly why I thought that would be a good spot, that way it's marked as your and yours only. Hmm?" He waggled his eyebrows. "Sexy, hmm? " He pushed himself harder against Cole's hand. "Really you get to pick. I'll be okay."

"She..." And he makes sure the girl is not in hearing range. "Isn't going to touch or look, no way. Nope. No can do." He shakes his head. "You keep that puppy in his dog house till we get home. That's my pet." He grabs more firmly. "Mine, mine, mine." He whispers and nods. "But yeah, I like the idea of a tattoo on your back. I can see it when we.. well.."

He was trying not to laugh hysterically at what Cole said. "Okay okay. The puppy pet stays in its house until we get home." He held up his hand acting innocent. "My back it is then. How about between my shoulder blades? A little pair of angel wings with your name over them? Or green eyed angel?" He waggled his brows. "That probably could be done today, what do you think?"

Cole laughs softly and keeps massaging Lex, but slowly his hand pulls away. "I think that sounds great. Who knows, maybe we can get matching ones... If I ever get over my fear, I could get angel wings that cover my back... Oh.. yeah." He smiles and grabs Lex for another deep kiss, then pushes him back. "Okay."

"No no. You're my angel! " He pouted. "It's my thing for you. Only you are worthy of them." He ran a hand through Cole's hair. "Maybe I'll get one angel wing and one devil's wing. Hmmm? Representing us. You my sweet angel and me the naughty devil." He waggled his eyebrow again. "I kind of like it. "

Cole laughs even more and grabs Lex, pulling him close and holding onto him. "I think that sounds great." He whispers and lifts up to place kisses all over Lex's face, finally then his lips. "I love you." He whispers and gives him a snuggly hug.

"Then I'll do it." He kissed Cole's lips and whispered those loving words back to him. " I'm going to explain to her what I want, see if she can do it today." He left Cole for a moment to go over to talk to the woman. She nodded a few times and then he went back to Cole. "She said to give her fifteen minutes to draw it up. Can you wait that long?"

"Okay." He watches as Lex moves away from him, moving over to the small couch on the side, he sprawls out on it and smiles when Lex comes back. "I can wait fifteen minutes, mmhmm." He looks up at him and gives him a rather naughty look.

"And can you wait while I get it done?" He ran his hand over Cole's cheek. "It'll take a little while, but it's small, so it won't take TOO long. And after that, ice cream, I promise." he smiled and stood up, waiting for Cole's final approval.

"I can wait." He lifts to sit up and leans back against the couch, his hands rubbing on Lex's sides. "You sure you will be okay?" He looks up at him and kisses Lex's stomach. "I don't want you to hurt too much."

"Promise it will be okay." He smiled and kissed the top of Cole's head. He was a little nervous. "Hardest part will be holding still and trying not to move too much to be with you." He grinned and started to pace, waiting on the woman.

Cole rests his chin on his hands as Lex paces. Olive greens follow Lex's every move and he smiles. "Were you this nervous when you got your piercings?" His fingers start to twirl a bit of long auburn hair around them. A reassuring smile to Lex. "You will look so hot with it, baby." Now he goes about moving his tongue along the ring in his lip.

"Yes and No. I was mostly worried that you wouldn't like them, that's all. Now I am just a little worried about the pain. It's lots of little needles." He cringed and shook his head. "I'll be okay. Really. " His tongue flicked over his lips, trying to wet them. "You really think it's going to be hot?"

"And boy did I like them." He laughs and blows Lex a kiss. Sitting back again, his eyes stay on Lex and he frowns slightly at how nervous Lex looks. "I hope so.." He whispers then nods to the question. "I think so. I love tattoos and piercings and you with them? Might as well kill me now. I'm going to be more all over you then I am. You will get sick of me."

"I'll never get sick of you." He grinned, running his hand through his hair. "More of you is always a good thing." He grinned and then smirked. "You must really want Dean then, huh?" He was just being a brat. "Want to be all over that?" He stuck out his tongue and then laughed. "Maybe I'll be as hot as he is with his tats an piercings."

"Well I hope you don't get sick of me!" He gasps and acts very offended by that but spoils it by laughing. "Dean?!" Shake of his head. "That's my brother, ew. No way. His tattoos are great but I wouldn't do that, nope. But you now.. with it on your back, just have to be in positions where I can see it more." He bites on his lip and even winks at Lex.

He was laughing hysterically now and had forgotten his nervousness. "I hope to be in that position a lot more, let you see it as much as you want." He grinned and turned, wiggling his butt at Cole. "Hold me? "

"Ooh, I think that can be arranged." Laughing as he opens up his arms for Lex. "Come here, baby." He whispers and motions for Lex to come to him. "Though I can't say I won't molest you right here in front of everybody." Even though right now they are alone.

He sat down on Cole's lap, hoping he wasn't crushing him. "I won't mind." He grinned and leaned back into Cole, trying not to be nervous. "It's so hard not to be naughty when I'm with you. I just want it all the time!"

Cole's arms go around Lex and he hugs him tightly. "Mmm, I know what you mean." He whispers and begins to kiss and nibble on Lex's neck. Fingers tugging at Lex's shirt. "I already want you and I can't have you." His bottom lip pouts out a bit.

"Nope... " He pointed to the woman coming towards them. "Because I have to go. You want to come and watch or wait and be surprised?" He stood up and glanced between the waiting woman and Cole.

"Oh.. um." He frowns even more deeply. "I'll wait, I want to be surprised.." Small sigh but he smiles just for Lex. "Will you be okay, though?"

He smiled and nodded. "I'll be okay, I promise. I'll be tough knowing you'll be waiting for me." He turned and went with the woman who brought him into a closed room and then sat him down, showing him the drawing she had done. It was perfect. He agreed to it and took off his shirt, sitting down on the backwards chair and leaning forward for her. She began to clean the area and prep the skin and her tools.

Cole watched Lex go with the girl, he nibbles on his bottom lip. Turning he looks out the window and his fingers fidget with the back of the couch. He is more then nervous for Lex and hopes to god he doesn't hear Lex cry out, he isn't sure how he would handle that at all.

The woman told him to take a deep breath as she started the outline. Lex did as he was told and sucked in a deep breath, clenching his teeth together as he prepared for it. It did sting, but he knew he could handle it and if he couldn't he knew Cole would come barging in demanding the mean lady stop hurting his baby. So he had to be brave for Cole, there was no choice. He rested his head against his arms and held still. He hoped it would go by fast.

He starts to get bored, more nervous, but still, bored. He climbs off the couch and tries to stay busy by looking through books of tattoos. Though with seeing how even Lex was nervous before, he is pretty sure he won't be getting a tattoo. Besides, he is pretty happy with his lip ring, which he hasn't been leaving alone at all, his tongue is always playing on it.

The time passed pretty quickly as the woman worked, she obviously was very skilled. Lex even drifted off for a moment towards the end before the woman tapped him and handed him a mirror. "It didn't take long because of the coloring you chose." He nodded and stood up, going to the mirror. "Oh wow. That's amazing. He's going to love it." He smiled and turned around, setting down the mirror. "Cole!" he yelled out, hoping Cole would hear him and come in.

Course he hears Lex, the book drops to the counter and he rushes back to the room. The door is thrown open and he is ready to get very angry if his baby has been harmed. But he lets out a breath when he sees that Lex is standing there. "All done, already?" He smiles, though the woman got a bit of pursed lips at her, nobody hurts his baby. He moves closer and claps his hands. "Let me see!"

"It's all done." He laughed and turned around for Cole to see. "What do you think? Do you like it?" He was having a hard time holding still he was so excited. "I love it. "

"Oh my gosh!" He laughs loudly and stares at it. "That's amazing. Wow." He whispers and keeps his hands to the side, so he isn't tempted to reach out and touch, which will be a huge no no. "Lex, I love it!"

"Really?!" He turned around to see Cole's face, making sure Cole really liked it. "I think it's perfect!" He moved to sit back down so that it could be bandaged and then he got his shirt back on. "It was hard to hold still. " He laughed as they headed out to the counter to pay.

"I do, I love it." He sighs and grabs Lex's hand as they walk out of the room and to the counter. His hand squeezing Lex's tightly. "It's amazing." He whispers and kisses on Lex's arm.

Lex dug into his pocket to find the cash and paid the woman and then generously tipped her. "Thanks." he nodded and grabbed Cole's hand, leaving the shop. "You want to walk to the ice cream shop? We can spend the afternoon walking around. "

A wave to the woman as they leave and he leans close to Lex as they walk. "We can walk." He eyes the car and shudders, but soon looks up at Lex and just smiles the sweetest of smiles. "I can't believe you got a tattoo with our names on it."

"What else would I get? A tattoo that says 'I love mom' ?" He scoffed and shook his head. "It's perfect. I love it. I'm glad I got it." He leaned into Cole and squeezed his hand. "I can't wait for the ice cream though, I feel alittle woozy. Maybe some sugar will do me good. Yeah?"

"Don't you scoff at me!" He laughs and smacks Lex's hand. "Be nice or you won't get special treatment later." A click of his tongue at Lex. "I do love it. And yeah, I think some sugar will help you." He reaches over and puts his hand on the bandage and fixes it up for his baby anyway, just in case. Even the tiniest of pain for Lex would have Cole very upset, can't have that. "Be okay now." He kisses and then starts to nibble on one of Lex's fingers, who needs ice cream.

Rian Spencer

Date: 2008-10-24 13:51 EST
Rian & Joey.. Ghost Hunting?



After another long day of rehearsal in the studio, and napping, more napping, eating and watching porn, Rian is on his bed. Laying on his stomach, he groans as he turns over on his back and turns his head to look at the clock. "Ah shit.. " He mumbles and tosses the sheets off his body, though this time he is smart and wearing boxers. "I slept for two damn hours.." As he slides his hands over his face and then through his hair. "Damn." Stumbling out of the bed, he heads out of his room and zombie walks towards the kitchen where he grabs an old soda from the counter and downs it, warm and all.

Joey had went to the store and gotten some new milk, and while at it decided she was going to make dinner too. When she got home, she started cooking, deciding he'd wake up eventually from the smell, but the boy was dead to the world. So she sat at the kitchen table writing some lyrics and trying to wait patiently even though her stomach was growling. When she saw him, she cleared her throat. "Eh ehm." She smiled softly and gave a small wave. "I, uh, I hope you like loaded baked potato soup. I made dinner."

Looking at her over the coke can, he lowers it slowly and smiles. "You cook?" A bit of a nod and he walks through the kitchen towards her, the empty can tossed in the bin on his way. "What have you been up to today? I didn't mean to sleep so late, you could of came in and woke me, though I probably would of grabbed you and fell back asleep." He laughs and goes around the table to get to her and when he does he leans over and leans in for a kiss.

She nodded slowly to him with a little bit of a smirk, glad he seemed surprised. She leaned up and pecked his cheek and then pulled away giving him a sassy look. "I cook a little. I have a few good recipes, but in general do I cook? " She wrinkled her nose. "I thought I'd let you sleep, this reheats just fine, but I kept it on warm, so it's okay to eat now. It has bacon and cheese in it, so yummy, I swear!"

Kiss to the cheek has him arching his pierced brow. But he shrugs it off and settles down into the chair next to her and pulls over the food. "Awesome." Grabbing his spoon and wasting no time with stuffing his mouth with a bunch of spoonfuls. "You didn't say what else you have been up to." He grins and leans back against the chair.

"Oh, uhm..." She stood up and moved to get herself a bowl of the soup and then sit back down. " I played some acoustic stuff at this little coffee shop by the markets and I worked on some lyrics and stuff. Just some ideas that I was thinking of pitching to you boys." She was slurping down her food so quickly, she was famished!

"Coffee shop? Nice." He watches her eat for a moment then looks down at his own and starts to eat again. "Not feeling all strange after last night are you?" Light blue eyes go back to her. "I mean if you want to just forget it or something.. cause you were a bit tipsy.. " But he starts smiling. "Too bad, I won't let you forget, or forget that you were trying to ride me." He nods with a bigger smile.

"It's a little mellow, but it's nice to have some chill time and not be on a huge stage every once in a while." She nearly spat her food out at him when he said what he did. " No, I don't feel strange, I feel like I'm on cloud nine, I was tipsy, but only tipsy enough to be brave enough to say what I normally couldn't. And you shush about that other part." She blushed and then got up to grab a drink, grabbing him another as well.

"I can get that, though I love being on a huge stage with all those screaming fans." A grin and he watches her closely as she speaks. "You can say anything to me, tipsy or not, hell you see me naked every day and you have even seen me piss once, on accident.. though the guy deserved to be pissed on I think." Sitting forward again he finishes off his soup and goes about cracking his neck. "Any plans for tonight?"

Laughing and nodding she sat back down. "Yeah, that got was pretty.... pissed." She snorted and then went into a giggling fit. "Get it piss.... agh never mind. Anyway, yeah, yeah, I know, but I mean, still I get shy about certain things and I am terrified of rejection and gah, things get complicated yadda yadda. I'll shut up." She stuffed a spoonful into her mouth. "Plans? Nuh uh. You?"

"The guy was more than pissed." He laughs and pushes his empty bowl to the side and grabs the fresh drink up. "Thanks for dinner, I will try to not get use to it." Taking a sip of the drink he nods. "I know what you mean, I didn't tell you much either when it came to well.. us. Think I said enough last night anyway."

"No problem, I'll try to cook sometimes though, save money, besides eating from a can or fast food all the time gets tiring. Anything you don't like or are allergic to?" Grabbing the bowls, she brought them to the sink, rinsing them out. "You said a lot, yes. Certain parts of you stood up and said a little more." She giggled and then sat back down.

"Not that I know of." Shoulders lift up in a small shrug. Taking another swig from the cup and then sitting it back down, his head turns to watch her in the kitchen. "You know we could always let the maid do that, pretty girl shouldn't have to wash dishes, though that old maid is a little bit hot." His brows waggle and he laughs. "Yes, the demon had something to say alright and he needs to learn to shut up."

"I don't mind doing this stuff sometimes, makes me feel important. I mean I grew up with someone practically at my beckon call to do everything, gods, even wipe my ass if I wanted. It gets annoying sometimes. Would it help if I wore a maid outfit when I did this kind of stuff?" Laughing she growled playfully at him. "Bad demon, almost poked out my eye!"

"Oh that's so going to be fucking bought. A naughty maid outfit for you? Oh hell yeah." He laughs and stands up from the table to start stalking after her, his tattooed hands out and reaching till he is up behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist. "Don't you growl at me." He whispers against her ear and starts to lean in for some nips at her neck.

She was all blushes again when he started to talk about that maid outfit. "You really want to see that? I guess maybe I have some shopping to do." She pressed back against him, leaning her head back to his shoulder and pressing her arse against him. "I'll growl at whomever I want. Especially you."

"I see how you are." He laughs and gives her a bit of a nibble on her earlobe, even flicking his pierced tongue against her ear before backing away and leaning back against the opposite counter. "I do want to see you in that, though I won't be dressing up, not again. Did it once on stage and that thong chaffed my ass all to hell. Never again."

"Me! See how I am? You are trouble, you're the bad one." Leaning back against the fridge, she flicked her tongue over her lip where his piercings had brushed and then sucked her lip into her mouth. "Eventually, maybe, you can, but not if you keep putting horrifying thoughts like that into my head!"

Snorts and laughter as he watches her. "Sorry, it was a bad thought in my head as well." Pushing away from the counter, he heads into the living room and hops over the couch and crashes down on it, so that he is laying on it. "I am not the bad one! I am a perfect angel." Coughing to hide the small laughter that follows.

"RIGHT!" She skipped into the living room, bouncing up and down. "So, why'd you ask what I was up to? What are you up to? Hm?" Her brows were waggling up and down while she clasped her hands together looking all cutesy. "Want to do something? I'm bored. Mmm hmm."

"I was just asking?" Turning to look at her and he laughs. "Bored? Well what do you feel like doing?" Sitting up on the couch, he moves his hands through his hair and yawns. "I shouldn't of taken that damn nap. I could do anything, though I won't go dancing cause I can't fucking dance."

"Bored, no, but a little antsy, yes." Flopping down on the couch, she shrugged. "I'm not sure what there is to do in this town exactly. We could go like haunted house hunting or something or just chill. Yanno, whatever is cool."

"Haunted house hunting, that sounds .. interesting and possibly dangerous. Because not only do I trip everywhere, let's have a ghost chasing me while I do." He laughs and nods. "I say we do it, what's the worst that can happen?" A grin and he starts moving closer to her. "First you have to tell me why you won't kiss me. Then I will be a good boy and get up and get dressed."

"It'll be hilarious! You getting chased around? Sweet!" She got up on her knees and looked at him. "That's not true. I'll kiss you! I will, I just, am, well a little shy and uhm well you just woke up and ... " She pinched her nose and then started to giggle, but her nose was still pinched so she snorted and gagged and sounded like a dying pig, which made her laugh harder.

"Saying I stink?!" He blows some air at her and then climbs off the couch. "Should love me anyway!" As he stomps into his room but he can't help from laughing at her sounding like a dying pig. He goes right to his dresser and pulls out his pants and long sleeved shirt or two, it's damn cold out there tonight.

"Stink? No, have stale breath, yes!" She rolled off the couch and then jumped up, going into her room to change into something cuter and maybe a little warmer. She choose a vcut long sleeved shirt that clung too tight and plunged too low, a pair of skinny jeans, a chunky belt, and a her favorite broken in pair of leopard vintage jimmy choo shoes. Letting down her hair, she tousled it and then grabbed her black peacoat, slipping into it. "It's going to be so awesome. I swear!" Speaking about the haunted house.

"Stale breath." He mutters as he pulls on his black hoodie that has of course their band name on the back of it in silver letters. His boots pulled on and his belt, along with the wallet and chain that will let all ghosts know where he is when he does take off running. "Awesome, yes! Ghost hunting." Stepping out of his room he heads back into the kitchen and does a little bit of tipping a bottle to prepare himself for it, after all, she doesn't need to know he is deathly afraid of ghosts.

Coming out of her room, she glanced around for him and then ran into the bathroom, checking her boobs in the mirror and fixing them up a bit and then sprayed on a little perfume and slicked on more strawberry lip gloss. Walking to the kitchen, she smiled to him and held up two flasks. "Want one?" She tossed it his way, not waiting for an answer. "Do I look too dressy?"

Setting the bottle down he catches the flask and laughs. "Nice. And no, you look fine." He nods and burps, not that he would stop himself from burping in front of her, she has surely seen far worse. "All ready then?" As he starts to fill up the flask then tuck it in his back pocket. "Should grab the flashlights too." Turning he starts to rummage through the cabinet under the sink and grabs out the two flashlights and putting on in his hoodie pocket and holding out hers. "Got your phone too, just in case I die?"

"You're scared aren't you!?" She went over to tickle him. "Cute. Very cute." She took the flashlight but had no where to put it, so she laid it down on the counter. "I'm not skeered!" She showed off her muscles to him. "I'm tough, I'll save you. Come on kitty cat." She smacked his tush and then was pulling him towards the door.

"I am not scared.." Though he can't keep a straight face as he is being tickled. "Ah! Tickling not allowed!" He grins and grabs her flashlight for her and puts it into his hoodie pocket with his. "If I was going alone, sure, I would probably be a little freaked out. But I have you to protect and I will. No ghost is going to take the hot girl." His arm goes around her waist and he pulls her close as he goes out the door and walks along the trail to head out of the gates.

She was still laughing and shaking her head. "You're cute, you know that? So tough, but not, but you are and stuff." Walking with him, she snuggled into him. "Wow it got colder out! Geebus. Why did you like me? I mean.. you said from start, why? Is that okay to ask?"

"I'm cute?" His face scrunches up and he sticks out his tongue. "Still cute?" He laughs and keeps her pulled close to share his body heat. "I guess because you seemed like a girl that didn't take shit and said what was on her mind. Not one of those little prissy girls that is all about breaking a nail and shit. Or after me just because I'm in a band."

"Oh, after that, I think you're even cuter, but I have bad news to break to you. I am totally after you, only because you're in a band." She grinned like mad. "Can you accept me?" She batted her eyelashes and then stole the flashlight from his pocket and stuck it light end in her mouth, flipping the switch so her cheeks were glowing bright orange.

"Shit, looks like I have bad taste in women too." He frowns but it's threatening to turn into a smile. "Ah, I think I can deal with that, you want me, I will take it how I can." A nod and then he starts laughing when her cheeks are orange. "Good color for you." He pulls out his own and turns it on, then presses it to his forehead. "Is it glowing cause it is empty?" He looks down at her and grins.

"Empty like a jack-o-lantern. Yup." Nodding she switched off the light and put it back into his hoodie. "So, what's you're favorite feature on a girl? Hmm, what really gets you going? Turns you on? Makes you.. rawr!"

"I thought so." A laugh and he turns his flashlight to the dark path as they walk along. "Feature on a girl, turns me on.. I would have to say a nice ass. I'm all about a nice ass." He nods and looks forward as he walks, no need to fall over while she is pressed against him. "What turns you on about a guy?"

She tried to look over her shoulder to check out her ass, but couldn't quite see. She snapped her attention back to him, eyes wide. " Turns me on? " She smiled and shrugged. "A whole lot of things. Eyes, tall guys, great style. Mostly eyes and kissable lips I suppose." She turned to face him, walking backwards slowly and grinning and then turning and walking in front of him, lifting up her coat some. "And how is this ass?"

"At least I have the tall thing down, right?" He grins and walks slower as she is walking in front of him. "I don't think I have kissable lips though." Small snort and he stuffs his hands into his pockets. "Your ass is fantastic. Just the way I like it." He grins. "I think if we head down that path to the left there are some abandoned houses."

"You have all of it. Especially the kissable lips." She snuggled back up against him as they headed down the path. "Oooh, sounds awesome." Getting all giddy, she looked up at him. "We're just going to have fun right? I mean, you and me, nothing too serious, too quick, right?"

His arm goes back around her waist as they walk down the path, he keeps the light on it so they don't trip on anything. "Nothing too quick." He nods and smiles back down at her. "Dating, making out, chilling, getting to know each other more. I mean, are you wanting to date other people too?"

"No, no, exclusive is cool, I just want to have fun though right now. Have someone that's my best friend but that I can also score with and feel totally at peace with, but I'm not ready for all that heavy stuff. I made a promise to myself a long time ago, that I wasn't going to be my mother. I don't want to get trapped down to young and pop out baby after baby and let all my dreams slip by. You know? I want to really experience life. I understand if you're on a different page. But I mean, we're so young. Is that okay?"

He listens and laughs softly. "I'm not going to ask you to marry me, Joey." As he gives her a small squeeze and even moves down to give her a few kisses up her neck and then back to watching where he is walking, the accident waiting to happen that he is. "It's cool, I'm not looking for anything serious at all. I like how we are now, hanging out, little bit of making out, I can do that."

"I know you're not, I just want to get all that heavy stuff out of the way. You know? No confusion." She snuggled back against him and leaned up, kissing him. "Awesome. But watch where you're going." She giggled and put a hand on his back, steadying him.

"Sure you want to get it on with a guy that can't even walk without tripping a good twenty times?" But he is smiling as he says it and does look where he is going. "I think I see a house over there..." He whispers and raises up the flashlight and then starts laughing, as the flashlight reveals that it is a barn. "Um.. haunted barn?"

"Let's check it out! It's all fair game!" She tugged on him and started to walk faster. "It looks cool. Oh my god, I am so excited! Do you really think there will be any ghosts?! Or what about like possessed bats that go ape shit when they see our lights and like attack us and then we become like zombie vampire bat people! Oh that would be so awesome!"

"Alright." As he is tugged, he laughs and shakes his head. "I don't think I want to be a vampire bat person. And I know a few vampires, not all that it's cracked up to be!" He runs with her towards the barn and gets to the large door, looking up and starts to push it open and it creaks with protest.

"But it'd be pretty neat if we like sucked on each other's necks all the time. Totally hot!" She tugged on the door, trying to get it open with him. "Shh. Oh my god, did you hear that?!" She started to poke his sides. " Oh, we're going to get eaten alive. ALLLLIVE!" She screamed the most blood curdling scream and then dipped inside the small open space of the door and the wall. "Get in here! It's like the Texas chain saw massacre! There's like saws and chains everywhere! "

"Joey! Shit!" He starts laughing and losing his grip on the door as she pokes at his sides. "God.." Pulling the door open more, finally so he can fit through as well, he looks around and starts coughing. "And full of damn dust and dirt." Waving his hand in front of his face, he flashes the light on the walls and all the creepy ass things hanging from the rafters. "Oh fuck me."

"In time, gladly!" She jumped out and started to hump his hip. "Dood! Look at this crazy shit. How many people do you think have been killed in here?" She started to run her hands over the chains. "Oh man this is so scary! Okay, I have to admit, I am totally freaked out!" She whimpered and moved closer to him.

"Poodle, that is going to be your new name from me seeing as how you just humped me!" The rattling of the chains makes him look up and he turns the light up. "The fuck is up there..." He whispers and keeps looking up. "We are in Rhydin, anything could be in here and fuck only knows how many people have died here." His arm goes around Joey and he holds her tightly. "Oh shit, it's moving." He whispers again and moves the light along as the chains begin to move again.

"Poodle?!" But then she is too busy gasping about other things to yell at him for calling her poodle. "Oh god, what kind of things? What's moving?" She squealed and clung to him. "Listen here demon bat vampire zombie thing! I have a light!" She grabbed hers and flashed it up at the ceiling. "I.. I know how to use it!!!"

"You name it, it is probably here in Rhydin, even bogeymen." He laughs and looks down at her. Priceless look on her face and damn, he didn't bring his camera phone. "I don't think a light will do much." He starts growling and grabbing at her. "You should worry about this monster first." As he goes for her neck.

She screamed bloody murder when he went for her neck and dropped the flash light, and started to smack at him, but then, she remembered it was just him and started to kiss him back, her breathing already labored and ragged. "Oh my god." She pulled away and slugged at him again. "So mean!"

Laughing as he is smacked, he leans back and gets a few of those kisses before she pulls away and slugs him. "I thought it was great." He grins and kneels down to grab her flashlight and hold it to her. "There isn't anything in here, just me and you and I think a rat."

"Oh a rat, that'd be better than kissing you right now you stinky brat!" She poked at him and grabbed her flash light and then his hand, putting it on her chest. "Can you feel that?! My heart is like pounding." She giggled softly and smiled up at him. "How about you? How you holding up? Scared?"

"Rather kiss a rat? I could catch it for you." Grins as he is poked at, then his hand is on her chest and he feels her heart. "A good scare." He nods and leans his head down to kiss her forehead. "I'm holding up good, really good. Not scared at all. It's a barn." As he laughs softly and shrugs. "Though you screaming like that might make me deaf for a few days."

"Oh, you better be cautious of how close to me you get then. I'm a screamer." She winked at him and then sucked her bottom lip in between her teeth, enjoying the lingering feeling of his kiss on her forehead. "Are you nervous? I mean, not about this, about, like, us?" She giggled. "I'm afraid. I haven't done this in so long, I was afraid I wouldn't know how anymore. How to like I dunno, be with someone. And especially that whole sleeping together thing. If we do it, what if you hate it and I ruined your first time? Maybe you won't like me! I'm like an old dirty used rag. Don't you want something fresh?" Okay, so she was just a little nervous and still freaked out by the barn. She was rambling now.

"I'm very nervous about that part of us." He whispers and leans against the wall and looks down at her with a smile. "If anything, I'm more worried and nervous that I'm going to be horrible in bed for you. But I don't want to rush. Sure we will find the right time and place for it." He nods and reaches up to touch her face with his cool fingers. "No, I want you. And to me you are perfect for my first time. Which sounds all kinds of fucked up now that I said it out loud."

"I'm glad you're nervous and I don't think you are going to like mess it up at all. I think you're going to be great if and when we get there. No need to rush. I want to, enjoy this time and feel something other than just the immediate rush, I want all the other stuff that's supposed to come with it." She smiled and leaned against the wall. "That sounds so cheesy. But yeah, I am happy that's not all you're worried about. But uhm, I have to ask. Do you really think of me like, I mean, wanting me to be your first?"

"Yes, actually I'm very sure I want you to be my first." He smiles and looks down at her. "I wouldn't be so nervous with you, and freak out. I trust you to not laugh at me if I happen to blow the load like.. five seconds in." But he is grinning and shrugs his shoulders. "It will happen when it does and I'm not wanting it rushed, so I think we are good."

"I'm glad you feel that way. I mean, I might bust your chops, cause I'm kind of a jerk like that, but as long as we both enjoy it, that's all that matters. Whether it's five seconds or five hours. Don't worry." She leaned in and kissed his cheek. "Why don't we head home? I'd like to warm up and de-scare myself. Maybe take a hot bath or something."

He leans down so she doesn't have to strain to kiss his cheek and he smiles. "Home it is." Wrapping his arm around her again and walking with her out of the barn. "Hot bath, I don't take baths but I will watch." He waggles his brows and laughs. "Watch some horror movies and huddle on the couch?"

"Sounds awesome. You can keep me company while I wash up and maybe wash my hair for me." She was all grins about that. "And movies and cuddles sounds great. I'll make hot chocolate!" She tugged on him again and tried to rush out of the horror barn.