Topic: Daddy's Little Girl...

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-02-23 20:48 EST
She snuck away from school for a little bit. It was during her free time and the tension in their suite of rooms had her annoyed. Between Ashriel, Cinder and Mercedes, she wanted to scream...

Or hide, which is what she was doing now. It was bad with Elkinid avoiding her and the looks she was getting from Uziya. She just wanted to scream at the guys to stop playing games with her and realize she had feelings too. Coupled with Zabdiel's disappearance, she was feeling very much unwanted.

Elkinid's actions hurt the most. She should have known better. He did this to her before... raised her hopes then crushed them with his disinterest. She was crying in her rooms at the manor, feeling like a fool.

She had a place to retreat and lick her wounds and release the pain and tears that had been building.

No one wanted her...

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-02-23 21:34 EST
"Take care in skinning that buck, make sure you Tan it correctly." The Ranger ordered as he dropped the 8 point buck off at the tannery. "That hide's going to make me some new clothes and some new boots."

The tanner nodded and knuckled his forehead, "Aye, MiLord Tanner." He turned his head and gestured for his apprentices to carry the buck inside his shop. "If there's any left over?"

Markus gave it a moment's though, "Make me a duster, and a hat, and if there's any left over after that, it's all yours......." He fell silent as he saw Angelica run through the gate. His eyes narrowed slightly as he watched her. He could tell from her motions that she upset and he wondered why.

"MiLord?" The tanner inquired, redrawing the Ranger's attention, "Is that all?"

Markus nodded distractedly. "Yes, that's all." Then without saying anything more, he started walking after his daughter. He would find out what was wrong, and heads would roll if someone had hurt her.

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-02-24 17:42 EST
There was the unfortunately nickname she had of princess. She never had things handed to her nor did she ask for anything. Yet it something she was stuck with. People thought she was spoiled. She had heard the whispers, seen the looks.

She didn't hear her father approaching, he was the one that taught her how to move quietly in the wilderness. She was hugging a pillow in her room and looking out the window. The tears coursed freely down her cheeks.

Not for the first time she wished she never went to the school.

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-02-26 15:16 EST
Markus frowned slightly as he approached Angelica's room and heard the almost silent crying. He paused outside her door and peeked inside, and as with father's everywhere, his heart twisted as he saw the tears coursing down her cheeks.
He raised a hand and knocked on the door frame, giving her a moments notice before pushing the door the rest of the way open. "Hey Kiddo. What's wrong?" He crossed to her bed and sat down on the edge.

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-02-27 12:47 EST
She threw herself into her father's arms. The one place she knew she wouldn't be rejected or pushed away. She wept in that sanctuary, unafraid of being herself.

"(vq) Daddy... is there something wrong with me?"

She knew she could trust her father and looked up with him with this tear-filled eyes.

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-02-28 16:11 EST
He wasn't prepared for his daughter to come flying into his arms, and as such, he almost fell off of the bed as he caught her. For a moment, he wobbled back, before leaning forward and settling more firmly on the bed. Instinctively, he softly caressed her back and he gazed into those tear filled eyes.

"No, of course not," He answered, firmly rejecting the idea that anything might be wrong with his little angel. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. "You were born with ten fingers, ten toes, and the most beautiful pair of eyes that I've ever seen." He affirmed, "The day you were born and I first saw you, I knew that you would be the most like me. You're independent, brave, and smart."

Then he arched a brow. "Who said that there anything wrong with you? If you tell me who, I'll take that person out into the forest and see if they can find their way back to town."

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-02-28 17:50 EST
"(vq) The rumors... That I'm spoiled." She said softly, "(vq) The guys that keep disappearing. It's like I'm cursed."

She snuggled into her father's embrace. It was truly the one place she felt safe.

"So tired of them not taking me seriously. Just because mom's the headmistress. People think I can get what I want and not work for it." She said quietly.

"One of my friend is slowly losing her mind and we've got a vampire now for a roommate." The way she said it spoke volumes about what she thought of Cinder.

"Sometimes I wish I never went to that school."

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-02-28 23:14 EST
Markus continued to softly caress her back. "Spoiled? That's not the woman that I trained to hunt and track and bring down a bear." He listened to her and took a deep breath.
"All of those guys are boys, Angel. They don't know what they want." He gently ran his fingers through her hair. "Now, as for your friend that's losing her mind, I'm not a mind healer, and your Kindred friend must work through his or her problems on his or her own. You can't help a confused kindred."
He heard the pain in her voice and simply shook his head.
"My Precious daughter, you don't have to do anything that you don't want to do. Neither your mother nor myself will think any less of you if that school is not what you want." The look in his eyes was that of an understanding father.

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-03-27 09:03 EST
She sighed softly, relaxing as she snuggled into her father.

"In some ways... I know what mom is trying to do." She paused as she thought about the out, "I don't like being a quitter. I would miss my friends."

The last statement was the most telling. She remembered hanging out with Alaric and Blizzard and having fun.

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-03-28 22:30 EST
His fingers softly caressed her back, then moved to her sides as she snuggled into him. He lowered his head and breathed in her scent, and then slowly exhaled. He almost called her princess, but bit his tongue. Then his mind started turning over the problem.

As he saw it, it was the two parts of her, the young woman and the half-demon that were almost at odds with each other. The young woman in her didn't want to disappoint her family, while the half-demoness in her was burning under this control, and wanted a way to be set free for short times.

In his almost 2100 years, he had seen whole lives torn apart because of the lack of discipline and the yearning to be free. And in his many experiences, he knew of two surefire ways to help Angelica. *But what would she think, or even more, what would Nat think?* He knew what kept Nat's demoness under control, and knew what worked for Nat. *Would Nat let her, even if she wanted to do it?*

He mulled the idea over in his mind, and forgot what he was doing. As he sank deeper into thought, he paused his caressing.

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-04-10 10:57 EST
She let the tears run there course as she snuggling into her father's arms. She was struggling with that part of herself and needed to know what to do. She was trying to hold on, hold out for someone that cared about her.

Boys... He was right about that. She was just tired of being the odd one out.

When the soothing caress stopped she tilted her head up to see the thoughtful expression in his eyes.

"Da, what's up?"

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-04-20 14:48 EST
"Hmm?" Mark looked down at Angelica, then shook his head as he made up his mind. "I know what's bothering you, and I know how to help you, but it's not a step taken lightly, and once you've taken it, it can't be undone."

He knew he was being somewhat cryptic, and knew that a bright young woman like her could and would figure it out.

"Angel, my angel," he brushed his fingers through her hair. "You are in contest with yourself. You need control, and I can help you. But, you..." He paused a moment, gazing down at her, "need to get control over your two parts, and the way isn't easy." He gently brushed his fingertips around her neck. "Do you want my help?"

Again he eyed her, almost as if examining her, and just for a second, he pictured her as she could look, and a gentle smile crossed his lips.

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-05-05 07:20 EST
"Angel, my angel," he brushed his fingers through her hair. "You are in contest with yourself. You need control, and I can help you. But, you..." He paused a moment, gazing down at her, "need to get control over your two parts, and the way isn't easy." He gently brushed his fingertips around her neck. "Do you want my help?"

She looked up to her father with that adoring look in her eyes. One of the few she knew she could trust implicitly. All the while a conversation from that one night cropped up from the back of her mind where one laid out a few things to her.

She wanted to know what her dad had in mind.

"Yes."

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-05-12 09:59 EST
Markus was of the old school, and his thought processes came from his own experiences. Being from rome, he had served as a centurian, and after having been embraced, he had become an enforcer of clan laws.
After finding himself on Rhydin, it had just made sense to turn his attention to the finding and taking of Kajira; the elusive, yet beautiful female passion slave.

Natural order, being what it was, dictated that only by submitting to a strong male, could a female be totally and completely free. He had seen it time and time again. When a woman became collared, she usually grew more beautiful and strove to be more pleasing. It was something that Mark had noticed once he had put his mark on Natolii, and it was something that he wondered if it would work on Angelica.

He gazed down at his daughter, he knew what her problem; no it wasn't a problem, it was a matter of attitude, no it wasn't exactley attitude, it was more like a lack of focus. For just an instant, he pictured her in his minds eye, striving to please, and in trying to please, she would learn discipline, and control over her two parts.

He took a slow deep breath, and reached into his belt pouch, and after a second or two of digging around, produced a slim silver choker, with an inscription in ancient romani. He lifted it and showed it to Angelica. "Do you know what this is?"

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-05-27 10:44 EST
Those hazels widened at the sight of the slim choker with a brief bit of fear flitting through them. She knew full well what that meant. "Yes."

Then she made an observation, "Wouldn't that mean having someone I can trust not to abuse it?"

Something coiled in the pit of her stomach. She didn't want to give that type of control over to someone she didn't know or trust. It also bothered her that her father was thinking of this as a solution.

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-05-31 10:11 EST
Markus laid the choker on the bed and stroked her cheek. "Yes, you'd have to submit to someone you can trust not to abuse it." He paused and gazed into her eyes. "There is nothing wrong with submission. It is only when a woman submits totally that she gains freedom." He knew how to explain the feeling, after all, he had had enough women tell him how they felt. "Once a woman knows her place, she doesn't have to fight, she can relax and be herself and know that she can be pleasing." He ran his fingers through her hair. "She also knows that with the submission comes discipline, because if she is displeasing, or someone complains about her, she'll be disciplined."
A slow smile crossed his lips. "If you really want to get control over your two halves, I can collar you and put you under my discipline, until you find your true master." He traced a finger behind her left ear. "As you can see, being bound to me hasn't stopped your mother from doing what she wants to do, it just tempers her temper and makes her think twice before doing something she'll regret."
His fingers brushed down the back of her head, down the back of her neck, and down across her shoulder. "It's up to you, Angel."

Angelica Rose

Date: 2011-06-01 01:34 EST
She drew away then, looking at her father oddly and in many ways very much weirded out. "Umm, dad..."

The look in her eyes said she was scared now. Scared that he was proposing this. Something that both sides of her rail against. She did not need more discipline. Not like this...

"No... I don't want this." The tears fell down her cheeks as that bit of the little girl was pushed away. "I can't believe you would suggest this."

Markus Tanner

Date: 2011-06-04 17:14 EST
He had proven his point, in a weird sort of way. A slight nod and he gathered her close. "Knowing what you want, is half of the battle, honey. Now, we just have to figure out what else you want and need." There were great differences between wants and needs. Wants were luxuries and needs were a matter of life and death.

"You can either run away from your problems or face them head-on." He gazed down at her. "You can either be the strong woman I trained as a ranger, or a distraught teenager. What will it be?"