Little girl, little girl. Why are you crying?
Inside your restless soul, your heart is dying.
There was a squeal of surprise followed by an outpouring of laughter. It was amazing how those little feet wearing only soft ballet slippers could make so much noise as the two girls went tearing after each through the entire length of the apartment. They were tiny beasts shrieking in delight, wearing pale pink leotards and matching tutus of tulle. "What have I told you both about indoor voices?" A woman in the kitchen called out in a firm Motherly tone, though she couldn't help but smile at their antics. "Why not save your energy for class? With you two running around so much you're going to be falling asleep as Miss Lennox tries to teach you anything."
The girls brought their game of tag to a close by their Mother, one hiding on either side of her from the other. The taller of the two lifted her gaze taking a deep breath to fill little lungs before belting out an explanation. "She started it! She said that she was better at dancing than I was, but I'm older so she can't be better. Only the oldest can be the best, right?" The smaller girl opened and closed her mouth repeatedly, an act that made her resemble some sort of little pink guppy. She obviously disagreed with this statement and was having trouble finding the words to express it, but before anyone could say anything else there was a light knock at the front door. This sent the girls into another howling round of laughter as they took off running towards the bedroom. Their Mother on the other hand gave a shake of her head, moving to answer the knock.
"Who is it?" She called through the door.
"Zoe." A little girl called back.
The woman winced at the sad tone that laced the voice and after a click of the lock she pulled the door open. "Zoe? what do you need-" Before she could finish the question screaming could be heard in another apartment down the hall, a man and a woman having a loud battle of words filled with insults and obscenities. The woman had her answer. She looked back down to the girl. "Did your Mom and Dad tell you come over here?"
Long brunette locks fell into Zoe's face as she shook her head. "No, I just got bored and wanted to see if Lucy or Nikki wanted to play." It was clear she was making excuses, but who wants to admit they got so scared of their parents they had to leave their home? Even worse, who wants to admit that the parents didn't seem to notice?
The pitter-patter of rapid footsteps could be heard and a moment later the two little ballerinas were poking their heads out from behind their Mother, scrutinizing gazes falling on little Zoe in the hallway. "Eww!" Cried the oldest, Lucy. "What's she doing here?" Her tone became bossy. "Mom, we have to go to class now. You can't let her come in because we have to go to class." A few stern tugs to the hem of her Mother's shirt were meant to drive her demand home.
"Lucy," Her Mother hissed down at her. "Take your sister and get your bags together, alright? We're going to be late if you both don't get a move on." Hands were fluttered behind her in a shooing motion and with two big heaving sighs the girls slumped off to their room once more. Glares were, of course, tossed over their shoulders the entire way causing a bright red tint to touch Zoe's cheeks but she didn't say a word. When the girls were out of sight she simply lifted pale blue eyes to the woman. The Mother rubbed at her forehead, it was so hard to concentrate with that shouting still going on in the background. Could she really send a child back into that war zone with a clean conscience? As she internally deliberated shattering glass could be heard from the battlegrounds. Zoe barely looked surprised, but that made the decision much easier.
"Alright," The Mother nodded. "I'm taking the girls to ballet. You can come with us since I can't just leave you here by yourself, but you have to be on your best behavior while you sit with me off to the side. Can you do that?" Zoe bobbed her head in reply and even through the strands of hair obscuring her features it looked as if she was actually somewhat excited. Lucy and Nikki came barreling back to the front door carrying small pink bags with their names embroidered on the side in white cursive. Lucy protested Zoe tagging along with them, but her Mother shuffled the three out the door just the same.
As they passed by the apartment still filled with screaming, the Mother couldn't help but marvel at how Zoe didn't seem fazed and how she let the snide comments from Lucy simply roll off her back without any acknowledgment. She was either a Saint in child's form, a master of turning the other cheek. Or years of listening to the same sort of abuse sent back and forth between her parents, who made arguments seem as needed as breathing, had already made her numb to it all.
Inside your restless soul, your heart is dying.
There was a squeal of surprise followed by an outpouring of laughter. It was amazing how those little feet wearing only soft ballet slippers could make so much noise as the two girls went tearing after each through the entire length of the apartment. They were tiny beasts shrieking in delight, wearing pale pink leotards and matching tutus of tulle. "What have I told you both about indoor voices?" A woman in the kitchen called out in a firm Motherly tone, though she couldn't help but smile at their antics. "Why not save your energy for class? With you two running around so much you're going to be falling asleep as Miss Lennox tries to teach you anything."
The girls brought their game of tag to a close by their Mother, one hiding on either side of her from the other. The taller of the two lifted her gaze taking a deep breath to fill little lungs before belting out an explanation. "She started it! She said that she was better at dancing than I was, but I'm older so she can't be better. Only the oldest can be the best, right?" The smaller girl opened and closed her mouth repeatedly, an act that made her resemble some sort of little pink guppy. She obviously disagreed with this statement and was having trouble finding the words to express it, but before anyone could say anything else there was a light knock at the front door. This sent the girls into another howling round of laughter as they took off running towards the bedroom. Their Mother on the other hand gave a shake of her head, moving to answer the knock.
"Who is it?" She called through the door.
"Zoe." A little girl called back.
The woman winced at the sad tone that laced the voice and after a click of the lock she pulled the door open. "Zoe? what do you need-" Before she could finish the question screaming could be heard in another apartment down the hall, a man and a woman having a loud battle of words filled with insults and obscenities. The woman had her answer. She looked back down to the girl. "Did your Mom and Dad tell you come over here?"
Long brunette locks fell into Zoe's face as she shook her head. "No, I just got bored and wanted to see if Lucy or Nikki wanted to play." It was clear she was making excuses, but who wants to admit they got so scared of their parents they had to leave their home? Even worse, who wants to admit that the parents didn't seem to notice?
The pitter-patter of rapid footsteps could be heard and a moment later the two little ballerinas were poking their heads out from behind their Mother, scrutinizing gazes falling on little Zoe in the hallway. "Eww!" Cried the oldest, Lucy. "What's she doing here?" Her tone became bossy. "Mom, we have to go to class now. You can't let her come in because we have to go to class." A few stern tugs to the hem of her Mother's shirt were meant to drive her demand home.
"Lucy," Her Mother hissed down at her. "Take your sister and get your bags together, alright? We're going to be late if you both don't get a move on." Hands were fluttered behind her in a shooing motion and with two big heaving sighs the girls slumped off to their room once more. Glares were, of course, tossed over their shoulders the entire way causing a bright red tint to touch Zoe's cheeks but she didn't say a word. When the girls were out of sight she simply lifted pale blue eyes to the woman. The Mother rubbed at her forehead, it was so hard to concentrate with that shouting still going on in the background. Could she really send a child back into that war zone with a clean conscience? As she internally deliberated shattering glass could be heard from the battlegrounds. Zoe barely looked surprised, but that made the decision much easier.
"Alright," The Mother nodded. "I'm taking the girls to ballet. You can come with us since I can't just leave you here by yourself, but you have to be on your best behavior while you sit with me off to the side. Can you do that?" Zoe bobbed her head in reply and even through the strands of hair obscuring her features it looked as if she was actually somewhat excited. Lucy and Nikki came barreling back to the front door carrying small pink bags with their names embroidered on the side in white cursive. Lucy protested Zoe tagging along with them, but her Mother shuffled the three out the door just the same.
As they passed by the apartment still filled with screaming, the Mother couldn't help but marvel at how Zoe didn't seem fazed and how she let the snide comments from Lucy simply roll off her back without any acknowledgment. She was either a Saint in child's form, a master of turning the other cheek. Or years of listening to the same sort of abuse sent back and forth between her parents, who made arguments seem as needed as breathing, had already made her numb to it all.