Topic: An Amnesty in Passing

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-09-03 02:23 EST
Lydia had spent quite some time clearing out space in her living room. Furniture, such as her couch and chairs, had all been pushed back against the walls. Her coffee table and a couple stands had been moved to her bedroom, so there'd be as much space as possible in the living room. She wasn't sure how much Soerl would need, but she tried to give him as much as she could. The task hadn't taken her very long, since she had her levitation magic at her disposal. Waiting for Soerl to finish his part in their plan, she remained in her guest bedroom, playing with Luthe. The gnoll pup had grown a considerable amount since she acquired him from the glen. No longer scraggly, his coat had a healthy sheen and large paws gave way to the fact he would be a large creature someday. Now, however, he was just a big pup. She laughed as he skittered across the room, carrying a plush ball in his jaws. Lydia had almost forgotten her upcoming plans, and simply enjoyed the company of the pup.

Soerl had stayed in Lydia's room throughout most of the afternoon and the beginning of the evening. At least a dozen intricate runes had been carved in the book he'd purchased to practice drawing them in. He had used ink instead of his finger, however. They were permanently etched into the pages. His tunic was also off. He had drawn a circular rune on each of hands. A focal point. A few had also been drawn over his chest. That had taken the most time. There was no easy way for him to correct a mistake, so he had to take the time to be perfect. As he emerged from Lydia's room, he headed into the living room. It seemed she'd left him plenty of space. He smiled a little and reached into his pocket.

Luthe was starting to grow tired the more and more he played and ran. It wasn't long before he abandoned his ball and climbed up on the bed Lydia sat at. Laying in the middle of it, he curled his tail about his body as he rested. Taking a few moments to pet him, the elf sighed and slowly shifted away from him to drop to her feet. She wasn't looking forward to what had to be done, but she knew Soerl was right. It was better she get it over with sooner rather than wait until the doubt became too much later. She exited the guest bedroom to enter the kitchen, and started heading for the living room from there. The gray sleeveless tunic and black leggings she wore only heightened the somberness that seemed to follow her.

He withdrew a small pouch from his pocket. Reaching his hand inside, he pulled out some substance that looked similar to sand, though that wasn't its identity. He started making a circle with the substance, spreading it around on the floor. He looked upward when he was aware of footsteps. A faint smile was offered to Lydia, then he finished closing the circle. "Everything is ready."

She lingered under the doorway that separated living room and kitchen, as she took in the sight of the runes drawn on Soerl's body. Pale blues lowered from him to the sand-like circle on the floor. "So it seems..." Reaching up, she grasped the emerald amulet that hung around her neck- likely to draw comfort from the familiar magical properties it emitted.

Eyes noted the presence of her amulet. He nodded a little to himself. He stepped into the circle, mindful of not breaking the line he'd formed. It was large enough for him to sit in with his legs crossed. That's exactly what he did. He looked up at the elf when he was situated. "Are you ready, Lydia? That is the only question that remains."

Fingertips toyed with the white-gold chain of her amulet before she slowly shook her head. "No." It was a quiet, honest response. She wasn't really sure she'd ever feel ready for this, however. Lydia took a tentative step from the doorway and over towards Soerl. She didn't cross the barrier of sand between them, though, as she knelt down to better face him. "What will it be like?" She was uncertain if he'd even know, but it seemed like a good idea to ask. The more she knew, the better she could prepare herself.

"I can't say for certain. Most books describe any realm of the dead to be cold and dark. I don't know much else, I'm afraid." He shook his head a little bit. He didn't comment on her answer to his question. He glanced over to the open book nearby, for just a moment, then back to Lydia.

Cold and dark. She found that fact to be unsurprising. Biting at her lower lip, she nodded. "I- I've never even seen Maria before. I could walk right by her and not even know it's her." This fact and fear made her frown.

"You know her voice, though." An easy assumption to make. "I'm afraid I can't help you with that, love. You'll have to find a way to locate and recognize her. This spell and communicating with you are about the limit of my strength."

Lydia had also heard descriptions from other people. Blonde and beautiful, with vivid purple eyes - a result of glamour. It seemed unlikely that would hold up wherever she was at now, though. It struck her more likely they would be their natural color. Brown. "You've done so much already... it's okay." She mustered up a very faint smile before suddenly pushing up from her kneel to stand. "I had almost forgotten." Her hand lowered from the necklace she wore, to slip in a pocket. A moment later she pulled out a small ivory envelope that hadn't even been sealed. "I wrote this for you." Rather than offer it over to Soerl, or set it down inside his circle, she turned to set it down on the arm of a nearby chair. "...just in case." Words were barely audible, even to her own ears, but she was certain his acute sense would pick up on it.

He was quiet for a long moment. He had heard her words, despite how quietly they had been spoken. He lowered his eyes for a moment. There was that risk. The minstrel's head dipped into a nod and he glanced at the envelope briefly. Emerald eyes returned to Lydia. "Stand back." No sense in delaying, he figured.

Wordlessly, she obliged to his words. Taking a few steps over and to the side, she lingered near the doorway that lead to her bedroom, simply watching Soerl.

When Lydia had moved away, the minstrel shut his eyes. He interlaced the fingers on his own hands. The runes drawn on the top of both hands began to glow a dim, black color. Words were whispered in another language. Drow, Draconic... hard to tell most likely. As the words slipped past his lips, inky trails slid up and along his arms. The trails connected with the runes on his chest, which also began to glow. He kept whispering, more fervently with each phrase that passed. A small rift began to open. Like a hole in the very air. His book began to float. The runes there also began to glow, in the same dismal color.

Whatever words Soerl spoke were lost upon her. She barely registered they weren't of the common tongue, as she was busy watching the trails spread over his body, wide eyed. Soon, her gaze turned to the opening rift. It seemed so very surreal. There was still part of her that wasn't ready, and that never would be. In her mind so much could go wrong, and the better choice was simply to turn and run out of the house, away from that rift. But that wasn't the right choice for her, at this point. Running never helped, nor did suppressing her feelings of guilt. They always managed to resurface and tear away at her. Her feet felt rather heavy as she stepped forward, a little closer to the rift. Swallowing back a lump in her throat, she touched the emerald embedded in her amulet, which made it glow faintly.

Words continued to flow. He was unaware of his surroundings at all. The runes in the book sprang to life from the pages. They became larger, enough to be seen in the air. Black mana flared around them as a similar ink-like trail began to connect the floating runes. Five on the left, five on the right, two above the rest. Like a doorway. The rift opened up completely. For a moment, it was rather loud. Howling like the wind would during a storm. There was a flash of emerald energy. It arced like electricity would, connecting all the runes again. Once it had, there was a dull boom. The portal silenced and stabilized. A hole of darkness.

Lydia wanted to step back when things grew loud, but she was rooted to the spot. The dull boom her her wincing a good deal, as it was reminiscent of thunder - something she rather feared. She watched the runes and the emerald energy, brows slightly furrowed. Even when things had all stabilized, it took her a few rather long moments before she could step forward again, closer to the hole. Raising her arm, she reached out to touch it, but it soon fell back to her side. Doubts and overwhelming fear of what lied on the other side started to surface within. If she hesitated anymore she wouldn't be able to do this. So it was now or never. Breathing in deeply, she shut her eyes. A large step was taken forward, enough to move all the way into the dark cleft.

Soerl Lute

Date: 2008-09-03 02:39 EST
The minstrel didn't open his eyes when Lydia went through, much as he wanted to catch a glimpse of her. He simply sat in his position and concentrated on keeping the spell going. Once he felt he had it under enough control, he sent his thoughts to Lydia. Testing to be sure the amulet worked. "Can you hear me, love? What do you see?"

She felt a rather intense chill before she opened her eyes. Folding her arms around herself, she rubbed her hands over them, hoping the friction would warm her, but it didn't. Whatever the chill was, it was more than skin deep. It stemmed from the pit of her stomach and seeped through her body. It was.. unnatural. Unlike anything she had ever felt, but there was still something familiar about it. The familiarity didn't do much to bring her any comfort, however. When pale blues opened, she looked around rather carefully to take in her surroundings, not that there was much to be seen. Dark, as Soerl had said. Gnarled trees that lacked fruit or leaves were spread out, and the dirt beneath her boots was colorless and dry, much as the occasional sliver of grass or weed that sprouted forth from it. It reminded her of winter, almost, but it lacked the beauty of winter - the underlying promise of spring, hope, and rebirth. Upon hearing Soerl's voice echo in her mind, she exhaled in relief before reaching up to grasp her amulet, relishing the feel of his magic. Aside from that, she felt little else, aside from the cold. Her own thoughts were projected to him, then. "I can hear you. It's dark here. There's no life. It's terrible."

As Lydia's thoughts echoed in his mind, he considered what to tell her. "It's much as I expected to hear." His own thoughts were sent to the elf. "The longer you remain there, the more that realm will try to draw you in, Lydia. You have to be quick."

"I don't intend to linger, love." Drawing in yet another breath, she began to walk, unaware of where to go. She felt more than just a little bit lost in this foreign place, and wasn't at all sure what she was looking for, or where to find it. As far as her eyes could see, in all directions, there was absolutely nothing. Her wandering was aimless. Soerl continued to sit inside his circle. Energy seeped away from him at a slow, but progressive, rate. The spell was well under control, at this point. He began to communicate with Lydia more. "Can you send to me what you see? Are there any people around?"

"I don't see anyone..." She narrowed her eyes, as if concentrating, as she peered around. She did just as Soerl asked, and projected her surroundings to him through her thoughts. Had his eyes been open, they would have widened at the image in his mind. It was desolate. He shook his head, but only slightly. "Trying calling out. Maybe they are hidden. There has to be someone there..." The last thought he hadn't really meant to send, but it was impossible to avoid.

Lydia kept walking, frowning somewhat. Was this truly a place people remained trapped? Forever, even? When she died... is this what she had to look forward to? She tried to rein in her thoughts and fears as she started calling out. "Hello? Is anyone here?" No response. She tried again, louder this time. "Is someone here!?"

Flickers of Lydia's thoughts made it to his mind, but not enough to piece together. He simply waited, listening to his mind for word from her. It couldn't be empty. He knew he did the spell right... hadn't he? There couldn't have been nothing or no one there. There had to be something! She still didn't get a response, but continued to search. Her walking became jogging, which eventually lead to her running, desperately searching the area around her. Time seemed so far away from her, as Lydia was unable to grasp a hold of it. Had she been running for a few minutes? Or maybe an hour? Perhaps even more? Even if she had given it thought, she wouldn't have known. The running ceased rather abruptly, however, as shadows seemed to suddenly be moving around her. Swaying and shifting, rather slowly, as they seemed to surround her. It was only a moment afterwards, that they started to become more... clear. More defined. The shadows weren't simply shadows. They were people. Men and women both, clad in tattered cloths devoid of color.

The minstrel felt a twinge of disturbance in the portal. He compensated by directing his energy toward a specific rune in the gateway. The disturbance settled as quickly as it came. "Lydia? Is there anything?" A small amount of concern slid into his thoughts. He hadn't been able to stop it.

Some sat around, looking almost emotionless as they sat in perfect silence and stillness. Like they had given up. Given up what, Lydia wasn't quite certain of. Others wandered, just as aimlessly as she had moments ago. The common thread that seemed to tie everyone together, was the rather mournful look they had in their eyes. The elf stood there in the midst of them, watching. "People." She finally managed to collect her thoughts again. "A lot of people. They just showed up out of nowhere. But.. it's like they don't even see me here."

Soerl wasn't very sure what to think of that. His knowledge of realms such as the one Lydia was in were very basic. If there were a lot of people, surely one would respond to her... "Maybe try to talk to them. Touch them, something that might get a response beyond seeing you."

Looking around, her gaze settled on a man nearby, gaze cast down. The sight of him made her frown. Truthfully, she wanted to help all of these people, somehow, but knew it was likely beyond her control. Turning, she started walking towards the man, head tilted curiously. "Sir? Can you hear me?" He didn't respond at all, not in movement or speech. "Sir?" Tentatively, she reached out to rest a hand on his shoulder. It took some doing not to withdraw it, at how frigid he felt. It was different though, than something like ice or snow. It didn't burn her hand as those things would have, but it was unpleasant just the same. When she touched him, he finally turned his head in her direction. His eyes seemed to pierce right through her, as he vacantly stared. It was almost as if he couldn't see her. "...can you not see me?"

The minstrel could sense his energy continually slipping away. It wasn't exactly a pleasant feeling, but it wasn't painful. He kept his mind clear, in case Lydia tried to communicate with him. His eyes also remained shut. The sight of the portal would be a distraction he really didn't need at all.

The man said nothing to Lydia. He simply continued to stare, only stopping when she withdrew her hand, then he resumed his rather forlorn state of being. "Can any of you see me? Will none of you talk to me?" Calling out, she desperately searched the faces of those around her, but none paid her any mind.

"Lydia?" After some long moments of mental silence, the minstrel reached his thoughts out to the elf. "Are you all right? What's going on? Did any of them respond to you?"

Her shoulders sank a bit, as she was rather disheartened. "I'm here." She sent her thoughts out to Soerl. "I'm fine, love. I'm trying to talk to them, but no one will respond to me. I touched one.. and he was.. he was so cold." Thoughts were disrupted, briefly, as she felt as if something cold suddenly pierced through her heart. Reaching up to touch her chest, Lydia frowned, but she didn't dwell. "Everyone here seems so sad, Soerl." She concentrated on her thoughts once more. "No, it's.. it's beyond that. I can't even describe it."

"I doubt the dead have much to be happy about..." Even his thoughts were quiet. Much in the same manner that he would speak. "Maybe you should come back. If they cannot hear or see you, there's no reason to stay." Lydia was going to protest Soerl, both mentally and verbally. Just as her mouth opened, however, a voice filled the air that was not her own. "Lydia?" A voice she hadn't heard for quite some time, but was so familiar to her. It struck her rather deeply, stilling the elf where she stood. A plethora of emotions welled up within her, like a tangled mess of confusion. It even managed to overwhelm her thoughts.

That confusion was something Soerl could feel. It disturbed the stillness of his mind like a glass suddenly shattering. Still, he regained his focus almost immediately. He gave the spell no chance to break. Concern flooded him afterward. "Lydia, what's the matter?"

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-09-03 03:31 EST
Soerl's words and concern were rather faint, trapped in the back of Lydia's mind. She didn't respond to either. Slowly, she turned, seeking out the source of the voice. They were quite easy to find, actually, in the maze of people that surrounded her. It was the only woman that looked at Lydia, rather than through her as the man from earlier had. As pale blues settled on the woman's visage, tears welled up in them. The woman's wavy blonde locks were brittle, and the brown of her eyes seemed rather dull, even though they were widened in surprise. It hadn't gone unnoticed by Lydia how much the woman looked like her, either. The shape of her eyes, the curve of nose and lips... it was remarkably similar to her own. "Maria..." She started approaching, knowing without a doubt it was her sister.

With no response in his mind, the minstrel became more concerned. He concentrated much harder on his spell. Emerald colored energy again arced across the runes, strengthening its tether to him. "Lydia?" Again, he tried to contact her.

"Maria..." Lydia spoke her sister's name once more, this time letting it echo in her thoughts. It would hopefully tell Soerl what he needed to know. Standing before her, Lydia reached up to hook some blonde hair behind Maria's ear, and cupped her face in her hands. It was the first time she had ever seen her sister's face, so she stared rather intently at her, memorizing every detail that she could. Even so devoid of color the woman was beautiful. "I'm... I'm so sorry..." They were the only words she could think to speak, for everything, as she started to break down. She wrapped her arms tightly around the taller woman and buried her face in her hair. The fact she felt so cold to Lydia wasn't comforting at all. "I'm sorry Maria... I'm so sorry... if I could take it back..."

Maria hadn't raised her arms to embrace Lydia in return. They remained by her sides, rather limp. "You should not be here." Her words were quiet, despondent almost.

The name echoed in the minstrel's mind as it had in Lydia's. It calmed him slightly. Enough to where he focused on his spell. He wouldn't dare disturb her if she'd found Maria. He simply left himself aware. To Lydia's thoughts and emotions. He could feel fatigue beginning to approach, though that only meant caution to him and not danger.

"This is no place for you either, Maria..." Pulling away, Lydia met Maria's gaze with her own. "...you've been here all this time, haven't you? All alone... oh gods..." The thought of it made her feel sick, almost. "I can't just leave you here." Lydia wasn't foolish enough to think bringing Maria through the portal with her was a good idea, or even the right thing to do, but she had no intention to leave her in the midst of all those people who seemed in such despair. Taking her sister's hand in her own, Lydia turned to start walking away, though brows lifted when Maria's upper body lurched forward, and her lower half remained still, as if rooted to the ground. "Maria? What's wrong... please... come with me? Away from here..." Maria didn't respond verbally, but the look she gave Lydia was so full of grief.

He could feel beads of sweat forming on his forehead. Still, he was in no danger of losing control over the portal. He thought it was best to try and tell Lydia. "Lydia, I'm starting to get tired. I can keep the portal open for a little while longer." Even his thoughts held a twinge of that fatigue.

Lydia frowned, both at Soerl's words and Maria's look. She ignored the chill that washed over her like a gentle wave. "Something's wrong with Maria, Soerl..." Her thoughts were soaked in both despair and guilt, as she communicated with the minstrel. "Maria?" She spoke again, letting her gaze fall down to her legs, which were covered by a long, colorless dress. It was with a great deal of hesitancy that she reached down to lift the fabric, and a cry caught in her throat at the sight. Maria's feet were replaced by gnarled roots, not unlike the trunks of the trees that were scattered around. They went as far to her knees, before once again forming back into her flesh. It wasn't hard for Lydia to put two and two together. "No..."

"She's dead..." That was the thought that ran through the minstrel's mind. It did before he really had a chance to stop it. Unaware if the thought had gone to Lydia or not, he consciously sent her his thoughts. "What do you mean? What's wrong?"

She wasn't even sure exactly what was wrong, or how to explain it to Soerl. She simply started to cry. "This isn't fair..." Lydia looked back up at Maria, only to see the guilt and sadness she felt was mirrored in her sister's eyes. It broke her heart.

Emotion flooded his mind. Something he hadn't been prepared for. It made him physically move. The contact of his hands nearly broke, but he managed to recover in time. He winced. He had to compensate again, redirecting energy into the runes.

"Why do you have to stay here and suffer!?" The question wasn't directed towards Maria, but Lydia shouted it just the same. "This isn't right... is this what happens to anyone who makes a mistake?" Her gaze turned up towards the murky, dark, starless sky above her. "Are they to suffer for it always? Is this the fate I have to look forward to as well? And Soerl? Gods..." She hung her head and leaned forward, resting it upon Maria's shoulder as she embraced her again, rather tightly this time. "Maria... I'm sorry... I never wanted this for you. You have to know that. In spite of everything... I love you. I know you've done terrible things, things that.. that are unforgivable, really... but-" She paused, before her next words came out in a whisper. "I forgive you."

He began to breathe a little more heavily, but he didn't try to contact Lydia. He had to focus. He ignored the emotion that continued to invade his mind. He concentrated only on his spell, and on the feeling of energy slowly slipping into the runes.

It was surprising to Lydia, when Maria finally reached up to embrace her as well. For a long moment she simply lingered in her sister's arms, before reluctantly pulling away. She took a moment to study her face again, but it seemed... different, somehow. She wasn't as pallid, and there was a warmth in Maria's eyes that wasn't there before - she was smiling. Maria's gaze turned from Lydia rather suddenly, as she stared off into the distance. Quietly, she spoke. "I see a light." Lydia turned to see what it was Maria was seeing, but she couldn't. Things looked just as dark around her as ever.

"Lydia, I'm not sure how much longer I can keep the portal open." His thoughts were quiet. He was doing his best to ignore the emotions that came his way still. He couldn't allow himself to be distracted.

Rather distracted, Soerl's thoughts were just a soft murmur in Lydia's mind. Turning back to the elf, Maria smiled at her, then drew her close for another hug, briefer than the previous as she whispered to her. "Thank you." Pressing a kiss to Lydia's brow, she stepped away, legs no longer rooted to the ground. Watching in wide eyed wonderment, Lydia forced herself to stand still, rather than follow, as Maria walked away. Soon, she faded out of sight, leaving the elf alone once more. Another wave of coldness swept over her, more violent than the rest, however, so it couldn't be ignored. She grit her teeth and reeled a bit from the shock of it.

Lydia Loran

Date: 2008-09-03 03:51 EST
The coldness was felt even by the minstrel. It made him suck in a breath, even from just the feedback in his mind. It distracted his thoughts from his spell. He heard a sizzling noise. He couldn't look to see what it was. For the third time, he had to readjust the flow of energy into the runes. He doubted he'd be able to do it again. "Lydia, you have to come back!"

Where had this weakness come from? It seeped into her thoughts, even as she responded to Soerl. "O-okay..." Pale blues lingered a moment longer where Maria had disappeared to, before she turned to start walking. She moved around people and tree alike as she searched. Just where was the portal?

There was only one real explanation to the minstrel. He heard Lydia's question, even though it wasn't meant for him. "It's that realm. It's trying to draw you in, love. You have to hurry." He was getting very concerned. He could feel her weakness. "What can I do to help her?" The thought rang out. "Lydia, concentrate on the necklace! Follow the energy..." The portal and the amulet both had his energy mingled with them. It was all he could think of.

"A..alright, love." Lydia grasped onto her amulet and held it tightly, concentrating on his energy, and trying to sense the portal. It was a rather weak sensation to her, but she felt it just the same. The direction of her path changed before she started walking again, just as quick as she could - which wasn't nearly as fast as she would have liked. Thoughts clouded somewhat as another cold wave washed over her. They were becoming more frequent.

It wasn't long after that wave of cold hit Lydia that he could feel it too. "She's going to die." Light, dry laughter followed the thought. It wasn't Soerl who'd thought it. The voice that matched the words was far deeper than the minstrel's. Sinister in tone. "Shut up." Soerl's tone was stern. "Love, come on... I don't know how much longer I can hold the portal open.."

The thoughts that weren't her own began to confuse her. Was she just delirious? "...are you okay?" Concern for Soerl was evident in her thoughts. Another step was taken before she simply stumbled forward, landing on her knees. There was no physical pain to accompany the fall, however.

"Lydia, don't worry about me. Just... just come home, please.." Her weakness didn't seem to be fading at all. The image of a wolf grinning invaded his mind. It immediately invoked rage. Strong rage.

Lydia felt rather weak, as the cold coursed through her body, invading even down to the depths of her heart. It was only then that she noticed the color of her skin - pale, ghostly white. She looked up from it rather quickly, as her eyes welled up with tears. One streaked down her face, feeling like ice trailing over her skin. She suddenly felt rather hopeless. "...can't sense the portal anymore..." Her thoughts came through quietly, faintly.

"No, Lydia, no..." He felt the hopelessness echo in his mind. He concentrated on the necklace. He told her he would do everything he could to keep her safe. What energy he could spare, which was not much, he tried to focus to her. Warmth, happiness, memories. Anything he could think of to try and break through the cold and despair. His eyes opened, glowing furiously as he stared at the portal.

The warmth, the happiness, and the memories... it came to her, in small, weak spurts. It was enough to make her smile, however. There was no strength left for her to stand, so she simply sat back on the ground, then grasped the necklace she wore in both her hands. Whatever was taking over her had already won. She knew that. There was no strength to fight it, no strength to even form her thoughts into words anymore. Things just grew colder and colder... Closing her eyes, she lifted the amulet up to kiss it, all the while concentrating on her feelings for Soerl. It was the only way she currently had to say 'I love you'.

No. It was the only thought in his mind. He could feel her emotions come to him. To him, it felt like a goodbye. His energy was nearly spent. He started to stand up. He couldn't let it happen. Wouldn't. Lydia was his chance at happiness. He loved her. "No!" That was screamed, verbally. It shattered the silence of Lydia's home. The wolf's laughter was far louder in his mind. "I told you, pup."

Lydia concentrated on the necklace with the last bit of warmth in her that remained, for as long as she could - which wasn't terribly long. Her hold on it became weak, so it slipped through her hands. Slumping, she fell forward and rolled to her side. She tried to remain aware for as long as she could, and held onto memories, tried to think, but soon? All that was left was the cold. Even that was short lived.

Soon there was nothing left at all.

Soerl Lute

Date: 2008-09-03 14:50 EST
"Lydia?" The sudden void in his mind made him panic. He didn't want to believe it, but he knew deep in his mind what had happened. The cold, the despair. It had taken her. He hadn't done enough. The portal flickered, but remained intact. For the first time since he was a young lad, Soerl lifted his hands to his face and sobbed.

Life suddenly seemed far less worth living. He was at the point of despair. He continued to sob. The portal flickered once again. The wolf had considered taunting the minstrel, but it soon realized there was a threat. Soerl really didn't care. That was a danger to its own existance. The wolf could take control, but that only lasted for short periods of time. "Are you going to leave her there?" The thought echoed in his mind. "Get up." Soerl just shook his head. He didn't want to move. His thoughts were on Lydia and death. It seemed the wolf would have to act. Rage began to fill Soerl's mind once again. Emerald eyes began to flicker red. All he was aware of was power. "I said... Get up!" His eyes glowed furiously. He stood without hesitation. Without further word or thought, he stepped toward the portal. As he neared it, red energy flickered off of his person. It surged through the runes holding the portal in place. It strengthened, nearly back to the point of when it had first been opened. He continued forward. He appeared in the realm of death. Darkness and cold. To him, they felt like mere annoyances, even as they begun to chip away at him. His expression became as mournful as the wolf would allow. He saw Lydia's body. She had been so close...

Lydia was curled up on the ground, almost as if she were sleeping. Her expression was even rather serene, in spite of the paleness of her skin, and the tint of blue on her lips. She didn't move, of course, as she laid there. There was no breathing, no anything. She was devoid of color and life - the amulet around her neck was the only vibrant thing about her.

He wanted to cry all over again, after looking at her for a moment. It wasn't allowed. His body moved, but not at his beckoning, this time. He bent down and scooped up Lydia's body. He had carried her this way before, but the circumstance was far different this time. Sadness continued to fill him, but the wolf pushed it aside. He carried her through the portal. "Now, wallow in your weakness." The wolf's influence faded right after Soerl set Lydia down on the floor. The wolf knew the danger had passed for itself, so it relinquished its hold on Soerl. His eyes returned to normal. The portal snapped shut since the wolf's energy was removed from it. The minstrel sat near the Lydia's body and wept.

She was rather cold to the touch, just as she likely looked. Like ice, really. She laid there on the ground, right where he put her, rather limply. The emerald she wore still glowed rather faintly. "...don't.. cry.. love." The words weren't spoken, but filled his mind just the same. They were so very quiet and so weak - words from someone on the verge of death.

He blinked once and lifted a hand up to wipe his eyes. He glanced at the amulet. It was still glowing. "Lydia, hold on." Immediately, he was trying to get her breathing again. He leaned down and blew a breath into her mouth. He put his hands together and put them down on her chest. He pressed down a few times, firmly. He repeated the cycle afterward.

As Soerl started compressing her chest again, she suddenly tilted her head back and gasped for air. Simultaneously, her eyes snapped open. Weakly, she scrambled in place, almost as if in a panic. He lifted his arms up and away from her, when her eyes opened up. He blinked a couple of times. "...Lydia?" It was disbelief, really. Was she really alive? She opened her mouth as if to speak, but no words came. Her eyes did fall upon Soerl, however. Soon, she started to shiver violently. She was still rather cold, after all.

He could tell she was alive. Emotion just flooded him. Relief, happiness, worry, it was a torrent. Both arms snatched at the elf, so he could pull her close to him, if only for a moment. He could tell how cold she was. Lydia clung to Soerl desperately, skin still frigid to the touch. The emotions he felt, she could also feel, though she couldn't respond to them. Not with words or any coherent thoughts of her own, though she tried, as she was far too weak.

Soerl stood quickly, still holding Lydia in his arms. He took her to her bedroom. Blankets were cast aside with an unspoken spell he likely shouldn't have used. He settled her down on the bed. His cloak had been left on the floor of her room. He snatched it up, covered her with it, then the blankets. She pulled at the blankets and cloak, wrapping them around her body as she curled up into a ball, still shivering. She was so cold. It hurt, too. There was no physical pain brought on by the cold where she came from, but here? It was a different story.

"I'll make you something to drink." He was already gone by the time the last word left his lips. She was alive, but he was frantic with worry. The only thing he was focused on was trying to warm her up. He went into the kitchen and looked around. In the end, he decided tea was probably for the best. He didn't know how to make any other drink that was hot. He searched for a kettle and a mug.

Lydia frowned as he left, and curled up into an even tighter ball. Closing her eyes, she tried her best to form something resembling coherent thoughts. "...no drink..? ..don't want.. alone.." The thoughts rang into his head as he looked around. He paused when he heard them. Soerl turned and exited the kitchen. He headed right back to Lydia's room. He didn't intend to just sit at her bedside, however. No, he lifted the covers just long enough to climb into the bed next to her. He opened his arms to her once he was settled. She slid right into his arms, craving the comfort of both his touch and the body heat he currently provided. Though she felt rather unpleasant to touch, she seemed unknowing or uncaring of the fact as she curled next to him, still shivering.

He didn't seem to care that she was so cold. He would endure it for her. He kept his arms around her very tightly and held her just as close as he could manage. The minstrel's words were whispered. "I thought I lost you."

If Lydia felt up for talking, she likely would have done her best to comfort and reassure Soerl. The best she could manage, however, was the thoughts and feelings of her affection for him. Soon, pale blues drifted shut, and even though she still shivered, her breathing became light and shallow. It wasn't long at all before she succumbed to the need to sleep.

Soerl was tired. Nearly all of his energy was expended, physical and magical. He would force himself to stay awake, however. He intended to watch over Lydia and did just that.