Might as well try this again.
My name is Glenn Douglas. I was born in York. The rest is just distractions. I had a father, a mother, brothers and a sister. They're gone now. Every last one of them died a long time ago and so that's that. I'm the last of the line of Douglas, and there probably won't be anymore after me. I'm pretty sure I don't have any bastards and if I did, they're all doomed anyhow. And I sure as hell don't want to have kids of my own so there's that.
Introduction's out of the way. Don't know why I bothered, I'm not writing this for someone else to read. Maybe it's to remind myself who I am, when all is said and done. That line can get blurry at times. Confusing.
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I died.
There, I said it. I died. That was some shit. Let me tell you about it. Madison Rye and I (yeah, that Madison Rye) were fighting off the Hexxen in this fucking tower and I brought it down on me. Bad idea, in hindsight. Dying sucks.
At least she made it out alive. That was the whole idea, anyways.
But, I died. And when I died there was this long period of nothing. I don't mean the nothing like when you sleep and wake up and can't remember the dream you know you had. I mean nothing. Not black. Not darkness. Nothing. For a long time.
I remember opening my eyes and seeing this light all of a sudden. It was brilliant, blue and green and red and every color at once. And then I remember feeling cold, then hot, then both. Like my body couldn't fucking decide.
Then I felt pain, like the weight of that tower crashing down on me again and again. And then nothing again.
That's all I can say about it right now. Just thinking it, writing it, it's making my hand shake. I'm sitting here alone, sweating, panicking like a fucking baby. I can't stand it.
My name is Glenn Douglas. I was born in York. The rest is just distractions. I had a father, a mother, brothers and a sister. They're gone now. Every last one of them died a long time ago and so that's that. I'm the last of the line of Douglas, and there probably won't be anymore after me. I'm pretty sure I don't have any bastards and if I did, they're all doomed anyhow. And I sure as hell don't want to have kids of my own so there's that.
Introduction's out of the way. Don't know why I bothered, I'm not writing this for someone else to read. Maybe it's to remind myself who I am, when all is said and done. That line can get blurry at times. Confusing.
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I died.
There, I said it. I died. That was some shit. Let me tell you about it. Madison Rye and I (yeah, that Madison Rye) were fighting off the Hexxen in this fucking tower and I brought it down on me. Bad idea, in hindsight. Dying sucks.
At least she made it out alive. That was the whole idea, anyways.
But, I died. And when I died there was this long period of nothing. I don't mean the nothing like when you sleep and wake up and can't remember the dream you know you had. I mean nothing. Not black. Not darkness. Nothing. For a long time.
I remember opening my eyes and seeing this light all of a sudden. It was brilliant, blue and green and red and every color at once. And then I remember feeling cold, then hot, then both. Like my body couldn't fucking decide.
Then I felt pain, like the weight of that tower crashing down on me again and again. And then nothing again.
That's all I can say about it right now. Just thinking it, writing it, it's making my hand shake. I'm sitting here alone, sweating, panicking like a fucking baby. I can't stand it.