Topic: Threats, Ooppss, Sweetness. NJ # 24

Tera Destre

Date: 2006-08-08 09:10 EST
Far too long since I took the time to sit here and enjoy the quiet time that I spend with you? No doubt ya soul-sucking pond rat. However I adamantly refuse to ever be faithful to you no matter what threats ya think ya can make that may work. There is nothing in this world or any other can tie me to your side. You are DOOMED to SUFFER without me for long periods of time and I told ya that from the first day that we met so deal with it and get over it! I ain?t got time for you in my life 99% of the time and I knew it when I saw you but I just couldn?t resist so there!

I had one of the worst nights I can remember having in a very long time the other night. It started out innocently enough when I went to the Arena but when has a night ever gone well when I began by going there? I guess I should ask myself that question first of all. But I wanted to see Imp, the tiny blue terror himself, and it was his night to be calling. So there I went with my sword and dagger that Kalinda gave me several months ago now.

It was the beginning of what would come to be a most horrific night. Of course I got into the ring and fought with my elven sword and dagger but that didn?t go so well so I put them down and used my fists and feet instead and still I just was having no luck in the rings.

Joy of joys another night of nothing but losing but I did have fun while I was losing and that is really the most important thing when it comes right down to it I reckon. I fought against Jesse who is just as rude and crude as ever and very much the braggart still. I fought against Cory who has assured me that our WAR is still full on even though I lost that battle in the ring to him.

I fought against G who was kind enough to let me in on the secret of one reason why I keep losing so much is that I duel according to the basics so it is time to advance my style a bit. Then I proceeded to loss a final time against Bran in a whooping 5 rounds but this was a full on blood bath I?m here to tell you as we went at it tooth and nail from the very first round until the last.

But my evening was just getting started come to find out as Skyler arrived and so did the lyin? pyro himself, Vanion. Oh but Vanion was not alone this night. He has himself a friend now and a very evil friend at that. But I am getting ahead of myself so let me back up a little bit here.

Skyler had returned the wedding favor that we sent home with all our guests. Now this did hurt my feelings but you know that I don?t let people see me cry or let them know that they have hurt my feelings except for you and Gav it is no one?s business in my opinion. So anyway he had done this and it did hurt my feelings.

We had us a little discussion tonight about why and he got a little mouthy as he sometimes does with me and I was honest with him and told him that it had hurt my feelings well he didn?t care so I cheered for him to get beat in the ring. A lot. Very loud. And I whistled for his opponent too and I booed Skyler when he managed to hit Vinny also.

I offered Skyler a truce in our war of words when he was getting beat upon very badly by Vinny and I was cheering for all I was worth against him. But he refused my offer. It was sad because Vinny whooped him and well Skyler doesn?t take too well to getting beat in the first place.

We exchanged some more words. They were not pleasant ones. They were actually fairly heated on his part although by this time I was kind of chuckling because his mouth was truly out of control. He threatened me with him capturing me and having his horse do things to me that I am not even going to mention here they were so lewd and disgusting.

Granted Skyler is a little thing and my husband is large muscular man and I am not without my own skills when it comes to fighting if need be not to mention I have my wedding ring that I will not hesitate to use to get myself out of a position where they is no other choice were someone to be attempting to kidnap or capture me. I would simply use the magic within my ring to make a choice and save myself. However I am tired of being threatened. Really, really tired of it down to my very bones.

To top off Skyler?s threats this new friend of the lyin? pyro got in on the threatening me tonight act. Only this one is going to make me their undead slave. Now as you know I have a big problem with the thought of being anyone or anything?s slave. I am going to tell Anubis about this being made a slave threat because the Arena is HIS territory and so HE can deal with this one. I don?t want to be a slave and I refuse to be one. He promised me his protection a while back and I am holding him to that.

Tera Destre

Date: 2006-08-08 09:11 EST
So Gav comes into the Arena just as Skyler is leaving and he hears Vanion and this new threat and is not happy to say the least. Things get very heated very fast especially when he finds out it was Vanion that spit in my face. Just not pretty at all tonight. Nope! Not at all. I?m thinking is it is time to go upstairs where I can hopefully find my Boy Toy and sic him on these new threats because I am tired and want them to go away and he did promise me his protection any time.

We get upstairs finally and no Brian but that is okay because who should arrive but Talomar, another of my protectors, had Skyler but known this which of course he couldn?t have known because as far as I know no one but Gav and Talomar knows this up to now that is unless Tara already knew but I don?t know if she did or not either. After tonight anyone that was in the Inn and anyone that hears about it from someone else that was there will also know this fact.

I go over to Talomar and ask for his help in taking care of the threats from Skyler. I just asked him to let him know somehow that bullying people isn?t nice in whatever way he wants to but I did NOT ask him to kill him. That taken care of I go back over and then here comes my Boy Toy at last striding into the Inn.

I rush over to him and get his attention and explain what is going on but then here comes that voice again of the new friend of the lyin? pyro making more threats and I point this out to Brian and of course Gav was there and he had already been warning me before Brian ever got there that I was going to start a war at the rate I was going. I figure because of WHO I was getting involved in this but really Skyler needs to know that he can?t just run around spouting off threats like that to women.

I even pointed out to Skyler that Jewell and I are friends and he said that didn?t matter. If this seems a little harsh then I guess it is harsh but sheesh that threat was very harsh. Not to mention I have already been shoved around by that boss, Tommy, of his once and I don?t want a repeat of that experience so I need something done about this boy and I need it done now.

Anyway I am over there with a person that I trust and know will protect and help me no matter what and have explained to him the who, where, what, and why fores and what does he do? Tells me about charms that I can use and turns around and walks away just like that. This is the same man that will take up anyone?s cause at any point in time. I do mean anyone. If you need help everyone knows you can go to Brian and he will help you.

But did he help me? Nope, he went over to talk to Tasha instead. This whole thing with his wife has done something terrible to him is all I can figure out and if I ever catch sight of her I think I may rip her to shreds with my bare hands if I have to. Never, ever in all my born days did I ever once think that he would not help me.

She must have warped him something fierce is all I can figure out has happened. I don?t know for sure if that is what has happened or not because I will tell you true it really hurt my feelings last night and those tears came when he turned away like that so I had to hide my face and have Gav bring me home. I couldn?t talk to him or stay and find out then. I won?t let no one see me crying like that. It doesn?t do anyone any good for me to be crying in the common room.

If I am going to cry I would much rather do it in private than out in public where people might make fun of me for having a soft heart like Skyler did when I admitted his returning the wedding favor hurt my feelings. He made fun of me cause it hurt my feelings. I regret admitting that I actually do have any feelings that are real at all to anyone other than my husband. And people wonder why I did not grieve for Jean in public. Sheesh!

I do not know that I will not verbally attack Skyler in front of Jewell. I should add unless he starts it. That just would not be fair to her. She really does like him and she is a friend of mine and I would not want to put her in a bad position. What he does has nothing to do with her and she has no control over him or his actions and the things that he says. She would probably be horrified if she found out.

He is so not worth risking my friendship with my Keg Sister. But if he brings it up then I will tell her the truth about what he has threatened me with because I will not lie to her IF she asks me.

Tera Destre

Date: 2006-08-08 09:13 EST
Which brings me to another thing that has happened since last I wrote here. Tara! That insane little Vampiress, who I do consider a dear friend of mine, actually attempted to brand me a liar right there in front of God and Everybody in the common room. With a clothe letter ?L? no less!!!

She was hurling accusations at me from every direction you can imagine and all because I was trying to get the story straight about how Amthy came to be back among the living since I had written the front page story for The Oracle about her untimely death.

Well it might have had a little something to do with the other fact that I had a tiny little hand in getting her absolutely, positively, literally, falling down skunk drunk a few nights ago in the Inn but then again it might not have. I can not be positive about this. All that I do know for certain is one minute she was grilling me like my Momma used to when I would skip church and then the next I was running for my very life as she chased me with a sharp object (okay so it was a safety pin but they are dangerous in her hands!!!!) around the common room!

She was in the midst of a rather ?warm? discussion and had been for some time so I thought she might be getting a bit thirsty after all that talking and served her a glass of red wine just like I know she likes. Apparently she actually had a powerful thirst because she called for another and I refilled her glass for her. That wasn?t enough though to quench that thirst she had going on though and she called for a bottle. Being the good bar tender I am I gave her the bottle. Then another one because she asked for it right nicely if with a bit of a slur to her voice.

What happened next is branded upon my mind for all eternity, as my beloved husband Gav can tell you, for that little Vampiress went BAM onto the floor tumbling right off her bar stool throne flat onto the floor in a drunken heap!!!

She was hollering and a screaming at the top of her undead lungs for her husband to save her. As she was convinced that Tera Destre was trying to kill her. Sadly Tera Destre is my maiden name. I have not yet figured out why she insists on calling me that name either but that is neither here nor there at the moment.

Apparently her hands had done gone numb from all the alcohol in her system in such a short period of time as she had simply tossed her head back and done poured them bottles of red wine down her throat one right after the other.

Tara was flailing about upon the floor of the bar in a motion that reminded me of an Olympic swimmer but there was no water for her to be swimming in. That is until I requested Hanzipoo assist her back to her bar stool throne so that she would not be thrashing about on the floor and perhaps harm herself. Hanzo, who always drinks water, simply flicked water upon her flailing form.

This turned out somewhat worse than I had hoped as she began to truly scream then that she was dying even though she is undead. She invoked her beloved husband?s name several more times at the very tops of her lungs and took mine in vain as well quite a few. Even though by this point I was there attempting to lift her myself back into an upright position. To no success I might add as I was the enemy and therefore I was being repeatedly struck by her ?missing? hands.

At last my beloved Gavilean took pity upon me or Tara, I am not sure which of us to tell you the truth, but he came to the rescue and lifted her in his strong arms and placed her back upon her throne safely. She enjoyed this greatly and snuggled into his embrace. With a little cooing sound I could almost swear. Or maybe it was a purr. Whichever it was I can definitely relate to the little sound she made while in Gav?s arms!

Sadly or perhaps for the best it was shortly after that the Count entered the Inn and he was not happy to see his Angel in the state she was in this night. She had fallen into a bit of a doze and been talking in her sleep about the water she is selling. Plans that she has been making and now, well, lets just say me and my Gav we ain?t gonna be drinking no RSW water.

Anyway Talomar is now there and I move quickly to hide behind my husband because I know there is going to be trouble when he sees his precious Angel skunk drunk in the common room alone. I am no fool and do not want him to know that it is my fault she is this way. But what happens as I am hiding out behind my beloved husband to escape the Count?s notice? My beloved husband rats me out by saying my name. Oh joy!

Tara is awakened and begins immediately screaming to Talomar that Tera Destre is trying to kill her. That would be me of course. I am smiling and shaking my head to the Count because he and I do have a history of not so pleasant encounters and have finally at long last become friends and this just is not looking so good for that continued friendship as he is one very unhappy Master Vampire husband of Tara at the moment.

Relief floods over me as it become obvious that he is not believing that I would try and kill his wife even though she is continuing to scream that I am at the top of her lungs. At last my beloved husband takes pity upon me and distracts her with his charm and gallantry once more. I do love my husband. He knows just what to do and when to do it. He is so precious to me.

Of course now though Tara has apparently decided that she desires my beloved husband for her Toy. I can not find it in myself to blame her as he is the most decidedly scrumptious TDMF male I have ever set eyes on myself. And after having been carried in his arms, even in a drunken state, well she can be excused her desire to possess him in my opinion.

Tera Destre

Date: 2006-08-08 09:15 EST
But that leads me to wonder if she really knows what she would be dealing with because there are many sides to my beloved that just like myself he very rarely shows in public. We are both very private people in reality and seldom show the world more than our smiles, warmth, and of course the love that we feel for each other.

Just a couple of weeks ago I saw for the first time in person his anger. We had talked about him being angry about this or that thing but I had never actually seen him angry until I had gone to the jailhouse to meet with Knight Detective Curian about my friend Dimitri.

Now you have to understand I did not know who this person was I was going to see but they had left a note at my desk at The Oracle office to see Mrs. Starfare. Well that is the Queen of Westridge in my book so I went home and got all gussied up, gathered up my royal bodyguards, because I had all them jewels and my crown and the ?Queen? was out and about, and headed to the jail.

As soon as I saw who had left the notes I knew there just might be some trouble because this here person that had been leaving notes about Dimitri?s trial was none other than the strange guy that had stolen, and I do mean STOLEN a kiss from me one night in the common room and I had bit his lip for doing it!

He had also stolen a hug and I had elbowed him for that but that wasn?t nearly as bad as him having stolen that kiss. Well you see Art had given Gav and I this wedding gift that links us magically so that what one is feeling and knows the other does too at the same time. Curian tried to get me to come into his office alone and I refused as soon as I recognized him as a male that had taken unwanted liberties with me in the past.

Gav being linked with me as he is knew as soon as I did that this was the guy that had kissed me in the common room. I would have to say don?t tick off a High Elven King unless you have a death wish. He showed up and he was mad to put it mildly. He did not even give me a hug and kiss hello and that is something that in all the time I have known him he has not once failed to do.

Instead he turned immediately to Curian and his office and proceeded to give him a piece of his mind then turned loose his Elven magic and splintered the Detective?s desk, which I am thinking the guy is lucky that is the worst my beloved husband did, told him if he had anything further to speak with me about he would be doing it through him, then Gav escorted me out of the jail.

I have not seen or heard from that one since and don?t expect to

Oh but then there is Cory. My friend who I have been at WAR with these past few days. I had gone to the Great Hall to see what the news was there for The Oracle. I like to go there because I can usually get a good story for the paper but this night there wasn?t much happening. But I stayed and was having a really good time visiting.

We got to talking about fighting and I was telling them about what had happened with me tackling Cory and almost breaking his ribs and all for calling me that name that I abhor. Well now I do not know how but them walls do have ears as I should have remembered.

He caught wind of it and showed up waving this big old foam finger at me and poked me with it and yelled in my face that we were at WAR! I am not one to back down so I yelled back at him WAR! And it was on.

He has thrown peanuts at me by the handfuls every chance he has had. I have thrown bowls of chips at him at every opportunity. We have yelled WAR at each other every time we see each other. However when I am tending bar and he comes in I always greet him kindly and serve him a beer just like everyone else after I throw the bowl of chips at him.

I even succeeded one night in stealing his prized Stetson and holding it hostage for an hour or so. But then he vaulted the bar in an attempt to recapture his hat. Luckily Wyh was helping me out behind the bar and she caught him in the middle of the attempted rescue and sent it over to me because I had tripped over a box trying to get back to it.

He gave up trying to get his hat back and headed out the door yelling something about free beer and refusing to pay for his drinks that night. Poor Cory because it just so happened that Kitty was coming in and nabbed him by the ear proceeding to drag him right back into the common room! I had Allies that night and he was all alone!!!

She made him say he was sorry and I gave him back his hat and he paid for the drinks. I had won that battle but the WAR was still on. He had won a battle the night before by beating me in a duel so we were dead even in the WAR 1 - All.

Then comes The Arena and my dread new mortal enemy and I meet once more on the field of battle, Cory. All is well for the moment though as I am waiting for duelists to want to bleed in the rings for the BLOOD GUTS and GLORY of the Duel of Swords. But then there is Xenograg who wants to make peace between Cory and I.

All seems to be going well for Xeno and his attempts to make peace between us as I make my apology for almost breaking Cory?s ribs sincerely as I am truly tired of salt getting in very uncomfortable places on a regular basis now days. His turn to apologize and what does he do? He calls me by that hated name!

It is all over but the crying as I throw my mug of coffee at him then head to the bar for more ammunition. A bowl of peanuts, a bottle of Tass? favorite well-aged scotch, and one kitchen knife ready to be thrown later and Cory is hiding behind Xeno for cover. Xeno now washes his hands of the entire matter as he figures out Cory has called me that name to provoke me once more in his apology.

I of course drop the kitchen knife as I would never harm Xeno. He is a close friend of both Gav and myself and I would not risk my aim although I am quite proficient with knives and daggers having practiced for years with them.

Cory and I attempt the apologies again and this time we get them right as in comes Tele who I have not seen in months. The staff cleans up the mess I have made and all is well once more.

Tera Destre

Date: 2006-08-08 09:18 EST
Now we come back to Skyler, the self proclaimed ?Vile Villain?, who has shifted his attention from myself to my unborn child. Just how he thinks he is going to kidnap the Heir to Westridge I am not certain but he has claimed that he is going to do so. The usual precautions will be taken of course to protect our child once he or she is born but nothing more than a royal heir would normally have which would detour anyone attempting to take our baby.

It truly makes no sense why now of all the times. Of course I did say that he was unimportant because he returned our wedding favor and that could have set him off somewhat. But I only said he was unimportant because he did return the favor in the first place.

And back to my Boy Toy. He was better when last I saw him. He has decided to not mope around which I feel is the exact right thing to do. I even cheered when I heard him declare that in the common room. Perhaps I shall not rip his ex to shreds after all. But I don?t think I have anything to say to her that is for sure. My loyalty lies with Brian if there is any decision to be made about it.

The strangest thing did happen the other day! A flower arrived for me. There was no note or anything to identify where it came from either. But it is absolutely beautiful and I have it in a vase on the end table by the hearth in our suite where I can see it every day. It is blue with a yellow center. Never have I ever seen another one like it anywhere. Gav too says he has never seen one like it before.

I absolutely love it. There is just something about it that says it was a gift meant to be special. Something given out of happiness or joy maybe. I am not certain but I am keeping it close because it feels like the right thing to do right now.

Oh! And I have been talking to the Midwife. Joy oh joy I can no longer do some things and now I have to do other things that I didn?t before. No more wine coolers on the balcony. No more whiskey or brandy or that Elven wine that I have come to love so very much. I have to cut back on my coffee and I swear I am going to DIE!!!!!!

But my Gav has been so very sweet and loving and understanding. He is taking such good care of me and seeing to it that I have everything that I could possibly want or need already. It is making it much easier. Even when I get testy he is always there with something to make me smile or laugh. He has even given me roses twice. Sometimes I just have a good cry he is so very considerate of my feelings.

When I am sick in the mornings he rings for the herbal tea that the cook makes and the soda crackers. He even comes and holds my hair out of the way and puts a cold wash clothe on the back of my neck then bathes my face and gets me a glass of water and carries me back to bed then tucks me in and holds me for a while.

Sometimes he tells me stories about the olds days in Westridge and other times his hopes and dreams for the little one that is on the way and still others he will sing to me until the nausea passes and I start to feel human for the day.

He even canceled all the morning court sessions so that he could spend the mornings with me until this part passes. Of course some of the old fogies were not happy but not once since we got married has he failed to put our marriage first.

My most precious husband even comes and tends bar with me now at the Inn. He is all official and everything. Panther hired him after all these years that he has been going there and I must admit I love watching him tending bar. He is so cute when he is flirting with all the woman. I do declare I sometimes want to just reach over and grab him and plant a huge kiss right on those delectable lips of his I am so happy that he is having such a good time.