Topic: Perchance to Dream: Lizzie

Lizzie Liddell

Date: 2008-06-09 01:19 EST
"Miss, can I help you?"

Lizzie's eyes snapped upward to the woman's face. She stared at her for a moment, surprised that she was being addressed before she gave a quick shake of her head. Not only to jog her mind back into proper working order but also as an answer to the shop keeper's question. The words found her lips a moment later. "No, no I'm fine." A smile was offered and as an after thought an added, "Thank you." The shop keeper gave a nod and mirrored the smile. "I'll be around if you need any help." And with that the woman scuffled off leaving Lizzie alone once again.

The blonde's attention turned back to the shelves she had previously been staring at which boasted a large array of candles. Lizzie had never really been a fan of candles, it didn't seem like a good idea to her when the places she inhabited usually contained crates of highly flammable paint cans. But she was in awe of all the different varieties that were before her. Wax candles and soy candles. Some were tall and thin with intricate designs etched into them. Others short and fat and were made of only one vibrant color. Each was handmade and looked to have had a lot of love and effort put into it. The artist could appreciate that.

Another candle was lifted and brought it to her nose so she could inhale the scent. What was that? Grape? Lavender? No, lilacs. She smelled it once more before setting it back down. She had to admit that it smelled wonderful, but it wasn't what she was looking for. It seemed like she had been all over the market place sniffing candles for hours, but she knew what she wanted and was hoping someone would have it. Sure, she could have asked the keeper for help when she offered, but she was set on finding it on her own. More candles were carefully picked up so she could breathe them in. Strawberry, cotton, apple, sea breeze, pumpkin. She wondered if it was possible for her nose to fall off from the overload of scents.

She began debating if giving up would have been such a bad thing. Maybe she could just come back with Kazzy? Kazkaz was a dedicated shopper through and through and wouldn't bat a lash at the idea of searching the town for one candle. Before she could roll the idea over in too much detail something caught her eye. One long arm reached up towards the top shelf to withdraw her find. It was a thick glass jar capped with a similar lid that she removed. The wax inside was colored warm honey brown. She took a breath to clear her palette before the jar was lift to her nose for a deep inhale. The aroma of oatmeal cinnamon cookies infested her nostrils while a proud smile stretched across her lips. It was perfect.

A path was cut to the shop keeper, almost as if she were afraid someone would come up and try to snatch it from her if she didn't have a receipt in hand to prove it was hers now. The woman couldn't help but chuckle at the blonde's enthusiasm while she handed over the correct amount of coins. "You must really love candles, Miss!" A jovial tone to the woman's voice. Lizzie gave a sheepish smile as she took the brown paper bag containing her purchase. "It's not for me. It's a gift for someone. Their room kind of smells and I just figured they deserved a little something for putting up with me." The shop keeper nodded in understanding even if she did think the phrasing Lizzie used was a bit off. "Well, I'm sure whoever it is for they will enjoy it, Miss." A beaming smile stretched ear to ear on Lizzie's face as she offered one last nod to the woman. With that she turned and moved out of the shop to the streets of the market place.

Lizzie Liddell

Date: 2008-06-10 12:52 EST
Lizzie was an ever dedicated child of the night but she could still appreciate the hustle, bustle, and warmth of the day. White sneakers scuffed softly against the cobblestone path that led between the rows of shops, the brown paper bag clutched lovingly in her hands. With the cookie candle search out of the way her day was free until later when she would meet up with Danny. She moved at a casual pace, blue eyes drifting along at the crowd that shifted around her enjoying the simplistic wonder of it all. A large group of women flocked about a fruit cart. They moved like machines as they checked for ripened prizes all the while gossiping and letting out loud barks of laughter. A few men sat outside of the the local hardware store. Someone apparently had plans on building a new shed and they were each giving their two cents on the best approach and what supplies to use. She couldn't even find it in her heart to mentally mock the gaggle of girls comparing lip gloss flavors so heatedly you would think they were discussing politics. Instead she just smiled and continued on.

Ever learning in the ways of shopping 'til you drop from Kazzy she was also catching bits and pieces of displays in the windows of the various stores. Weaponry, jewelers, animals. Nothing had really caught her eye until she moved in front of a small art supply store. Of course that got the Geko's attention. She stopped in her tracks and moved to the window of the shop. There were jars of paint in every color you could imagine, each as vibrant as they would be in one's imagination. Brushes, pens, pencils were brimming from tall glass containers showing off lush bristles and crisp points. And the books. Oh, there were books depicting technique, theories, artists, and even blank ones to be filled by anyone who was lucky enough to take them home. It was all enough to make Lizzie drool. Her nose was practically pressed against the glass and all she could muster was a quiet, "Wow."

"Wow", a soft voice spoke simultaneously.

Lizzie's head perked slightly. She glanced over her shoulder for the source of the voice that mirrored her sentiment. To the left and right and then back before her gaze finally dropped down to the tiny culprit. A little girl. She couldn't have been any older than four or five. Her hands were planted firmly to the window. Lizzie couldn't make out her face since the girl's nose was smooshed against the glass, but... There was something about her. Something familiar. She was busily racking her brain trying to determine why she would know this girl as she took in any details she could of her appearance. She looked like an average little girl. She was a bit pale and thin, but not sickly. Straight blonde hair fell just past her shoulders. She wore a green and blue sundress along with matching sandals that had little white flowers across the top.

Had she seen her somewhere before? Where would she be where she would bump into a little girl? Did any of the duelists ever bring their kids along for a built in cheering section? Was it common practice around here to bring your kid to the bar after preschool for a root beer? The silent questioning continued so long that the little girl finally pulled her face from the glass to peer at the woman whose attention she had unintentionally garnered. Lizzie furrowed her brows as two large blue eyes stared up at her curiously. The little girl said nothing but her expression contorted to show she wasn't happy having a random stranger gawking at her while she was looking at a particularly interesting box of crayons inside the shop. Lizzie moved her mouth hoping some words would eventually follow but before anything could come out an older woman's voice rang out clear from across the street.

"Lindsey!"

Both Lizzie and the little girl's eyes went wide like they had just been caught with their hands in the cookie jar. Their heads jerked in the direction of the shout. The child stood in silence but Lizzie just shook her head and mumbled in disbelief as the woman pushed through the crowds to get to them.

"It can't be."

Lizzie Liddell

Date: 2008-06-11 13:53 EST
She was high. Yeah, that was it and a logical explanation. It wouldn't have been the first time she got a buzz after working on a piece. Wait, she didn't work on anything today. Did she drink? No! It was the afternoon. She wasn't that bad. The candles! The fumes from the candles did her in. She had sniffed one too many key lime pie candles and now she was freaking out. "Calm down, Lizzie," she thought silently to herself. "Take a deep breath. Stop tripping and pull yourself together."

Following her own advice she closed her eyes tightly and inhaled deeply trying to clear away the unimaginable figure that was closing in on her. Slow and steady breaths. In through the nose. Out of the mouth. "Steady, girl," she continued to soothe herself in her head. "It's alright. You're okay now." And for a moment she really believed it. It didn't last long.

"Lindsey!"

The voice came again and Lizzie's eyes shot open to find the woman standing near her. She was a bit taller than Lizzie and a long white sun dress clung delicately to her slight curves. Skin kissed with a faint tan that complimented the dirty blonde hair which hung in loose curls around her shoulders. Those eyes. Blue eyes in such a deep shade you would swear that you could splash around in them on a warm summer's day to escape the heat. Lizzie knew those eyes. They were her eyes. Lizzie swallowed hard and took a step away from her pressing her back to the glass of the shop window. The only thing she could do was stare at the woman in shock, but it was paid no mind. The woman was too busy tending to the child at Lizzie's side.

She leaned down and scooped the girl up into her arms, sitting her against her hip. The woman held her tightly even as she scolded. "Lindsey, you can't go wandering off like that. I turned around and you were gone! Do you know how sad I got?" The girl bowed her head, her bottom lip jutting out in a pout. The mother stroked a few blonde locks from the girl's face before kissing her forehead as she continued in a calmer tone. "I was just worried, Lindsey. I don't know what I would do if I lost you." The girl nodded her head in understanding and seemed to brighten a bit at the words. A touching scene between Mother and Daughter reunited.

And Lizzie stood beside them. Her features were contorted into confused horror. Her jaw hanging open, all the while her head shaking softly. She wanted to scream. She wanted to run. She wanted to cry. She wanted to hit. All of that and more! But she couldn't do anything. She was stuck. Frozen.

The woman noted Lizzie now. She gazed at her cautiously, obviously confused why this teen was watching her and her Daughter so intently. Rather than find out the answer she looked back to the child in her arms and cooed, "Why don't we go get us cookies then we can find a nice spot to eat them? How does that sound, Lindsey?" The child nodded quickly with an excited clap of her hands. The woman turned to walk along the path in search of cookies for herself and her Daughter. More laughter could be heard from the pair as the Mother joked while tickling the little girl's stomach. "Little Lindsey Lizard! My little Gecko!"

And that did it. Tears were burning in Lizzie's eyes now. She was finally able to get a word out now. "No." It started softly before it was repeated. Louder and choked with a sob. "No!" She moved quickly after the pair trying desperately to keep up through the mob of people. She didn't have time to say excuse me or sorry. She just needed to get to them. To find out what was going on. To find out if this was real. She saw the Mother's back as she passed easily through the crowd that seemed to close in on her just to make this more difficult. What were they doing!? She had to get to her! But she fell more and more behind. She had to keep her in sight. Where was she? Is that her? No. NO. NO!

Her panicked pace slowed and she came to a stop in the middle of everyone. She couldn't see her anymore. She would never catch up. She would never find her. Shoppers passed by her, glaring since she thought it was such a good idea to stop right in the middle of such busy foot traffic. But Lizzie didn't care. Still clutching the brown bag with her purchase in it tightly against her body, she stood in silence staring ahead at the last place she had seen the woman. She felt like she was watching that spot forever. Just hoping she would come back.

She never did.

For the second time in Lizzie's life her Mother had turned her back and walked away from her never to be seen again.