Topic: Memories Part II

Alexandir Tigre

Date: 2005-09-27 19:03 EST
"Alex." The gentle voice of Azure touched his mind. "You must get some rest. You can't keep going on like this."

"How can I sleep? How can I even rest when as soon as I close my eyes I see it all again. I see her death. Even though he was destroyed, his curse is still there."

"Alex, you can't keep blaming yourself for Ivana. It wasn't..."

"It was! It is! It always will be my fault!" He runs a hand through his hair. "If I hadn't suggested..."

"If I recall, Alex. Ivana didn't put up much of a fight, in fact she's the one who dared Kett." Azure comforted him as a blue mist began to form. Her voice more of an echo in his mind. "Sleep now Alex. Sleep. Yes, you will remember, that I cannot change, but you will not feel the hurt. Sleep, and remember."

Down deep within the depths of the Abyss sat Ivana and Kett cold, hungry and scared. They sat huddled in the corners of their respective cages each just out of the others sight. Pit fiends guarded the cages poking at them. Around the cubs necks were collars that prohibited them to change forms or make any telepathic contact.

?K? K?Kett? Kett, are you as scared as I am?? Ivana?s voice was shaking both from fear and from the cold.

?N? n? yes, and cold too. C? c? can you s? see or hear Alex??

?I saw th? th? that thing take him.? They hear his laughter, they both shiver at the sound.

?And how are my two beauties? Having fun with my pets?? His red eyes glowing as he steps from the shadows and into the dimly it room. His face a twisted, wretched mass of flesh. A tattered black and gold robe hungs about his bony body. The girls gasp in horror as they meet him face to face. Each of them trying their hardest not to let him know just how scared they really were.

?Where?s Alex? And what do you want with us?? Kett mustered all of her courage to face him, now standing at the front of her cage, hands on hips.

?Yeah, Mr. Ugly, why are you keeping us here?? Ivana takes a stand with her sister.

?SILENCE!? His voice knocks them backwards. ?Hasn?t your mother told you about me? We were so close too. I?m surprised she has enlightened you about what I have done to her or about your?? pausing, ?sister, Betsy. Did you know about her? Did you also know that I am her father, or did your mother keep that from you as well??

Kett and Ivana both scream out at him. ?You lie!?

?Ah, but I am. Just ask your mother when? let me change that, if you ever see her again?

?What do you want?? Ivana screamed at him.

Reaching through the bars, he grabs Ivana by the throat . ?Why little one, I want your mother back. She will come or she will never see you two again. She will be here at my side where she belongs.? Still holding Ivana he looks to Kett. ?You, you are not of her.? Then to Ivana. ?But you are. You will be useful after all.? The bars disappear as he takes Ivana and fades into the shadows. Kett covered her ears as the tormented screams of her sister echo around her.

Gato and Mary knew that Cambione would come back to the Keep for her so they went to the Lair. A place that neither of them had been in a very long time and it showed in it?s unkept state. The new cubs had been taken to friends. Alex was asleep, albeit restless, but he was asleep. If his parents only knew what was playing out in his mind.

Cambione burst through the floor of the Keep. ?Honey, I?m home! Honey?? He laughs. ?Good that they aren?t here. I love surprises.? Dragging a bundle behind him, he skips up the stairs. ?Hmm, let?s see now, where should I put you.? He stops and turns to the bundle. ?Would you like your soft bed again??

?Oh yes.? Talking in a girlish voice. ?That would be so nice.?

?Well gee whiz.? Mocking. ?Which one of these rooms is yours?? He starts kicking doors open. ?Ah, this one must be it. Or is it?? Looking into the nursery. ?What do we have here? Ivana my sweet, you didn?t tell me about them, but then again?? He opened the bundle and takes out Ivana, or what used to be Ivana. ?Let?s see. Wouldn?t your Mama just love to find this.? Laughing as he ?tucks? Ivana in each of the 5 cradles. ?Sleep well sweet Ivana. You were almost as good as your mother. Almost.? With a flash, he vanishes back to the Abyss.

?Enough for this night Alex. Sleep.? Azure?s voice comforting, he curls up. ?Take comfort in my mist. Sleep.?

Alexandir Tigre

Date: 2005-10-02 21:04 EST
Lost in thoughts, he didn?t hear Azure come into the gardens. He had slept well thanks to her spell. ?Good eve to you Alex.? He about fell into the pond. ?Azure, don?t sneak up on me like that!?

?I didn?t sneak. It was you who was not paying attention. Besides, how can a dragon of my size, sneak?? She stated matter of factly. ?You look much better now that you have had some sleep.?

?Yes, thank you.? He picked up one of the roses he had cut. ?May I ask you something??

?Alex, you know you can. You can ask me anything you wish.?

?Well, I know that you had an egg, and I also know that Cambione destroyed it. Once again, it is my fault for a death.?

The dragon set a claw on his shoulder. ?Did he Alex? How do you know that he destroyed it.?

?Because, he said he did, and the egg was crushed. What other explanation is there.?

?Oh, my sweet cub.? Alex made a face at that. ?He did destroy an egg, this is true, but it wasn?t ?? she pauses. ?how do I put it. Real. It was put back together with magic, so that when he broke it, he only thought he was killing my egg.?

?Back together?? Alex asked, curiosity piqued. ?Just what do you mean??

?Silly cub. Just what I meant. The egg was hatched. My daughter is the guardian of her own keep now. It is the way of my sect. The females are guardians.? She gives him a dragon grin. ?I think your mother kept it from you because you were so upset, that you would not have believed her. I have contact with my daughter much like the contact you have with Mary. Whenever you wish to see her all you have to do is look. You will see them all. It is a special gift.?

Alex touched the brand over his heart. ?It gave me comfort, like a blanket, after I got over the fear of it.? He smiled and let out a sigh.

?Tell me about it. I only got Mary?s story. I would love to hear it from your view.?

?It was before we destroyed Cambione. We were at Father?s lair. We had Kett back, and the new cubs were with us again. I was sitting on my bed when Mother came in and sat down. Her voice was controlled, yet there was a touch of fear.

?Alex.? she said. "I need you to do something for me. You are the only one outside of your father??

?Then why ask me?? I interrupted.

?Because,? she reached out and touched my face. I felt her hand tremble. ?Your father is blinded by his love for me, and his hatred for Cam. He?s coming for me. You know this as well as I do.? I nodded, a bit scared. ?I need you to keep my soul, to keep it within you. As long as Cam cannot get at it, he cannot change me.?

?But Mother, how can I take your soul??

?It is a very long story, but I have a mark on my chest. It is the imprint of a katana. I am melded with it. The katana holds my soul and you must? cut it out.?

?Mother!? I couldn?t believe I was hearing her right. ?You can?t be serious.?

?Alex, use your heart. Only the purest can see.? I only heard the laces of her tunic, and the sound of a dagger unsheathing before feeling it in my hand. ?This is a special dagger my son and by cutting the imprint and placing it against your heart, my soul will pass to you. When it is time, you will bring my body to Azure Rose and you must enter the flames, my flames, with my body. There and only there will I be rejoined.??I remember Mother?s voice was shaking, she was scared, and to be honest, so was I. ?

?Do it now Alex. Take my soul before he does.?

?I did as she said. I used my heart to guide me. I remember how easily the blade went into her flesh. She didn?t make a move of any kind. Her soul had so much power, I could feel it. I remember just before transfer, she touched my face and said. ?Remember that I love you Alex.? Then her body went ridged, and was cold to touch. She left me and went back to Father. I remember all the feelings that rushed through me. The sorrow for Ivana, and there was guilt. She actually blamed herself for the loss of Pietro.

?When all was done, I brought her here and went into the flames.? He reached out and touched the blue and lavender flames. ?That?s why she comes back isn?t it Azure? To renew.? The dragon let out a long sigh, letting Alex know that he was right.

?Come now Alex, time to get some rest.?

He touched the brand left by the joining. ?I think I?ll just rest here.?

?Very well, then rest my young one, and find some peace.?