It's been over a week. Over a week since I started to feel the Dark get a stronger claim over my spirit. I can feel it spreading like a disease. Spill out like oil across midnight waters.
Eating me up on the inside. It has changed me and only a few have noticed the subtle alterings. People I thought were friends, people I thought cared are too busy in their own lives. How can I blame them?
I was once a wallflower before. Unnoticed, just a dark imprint ... a shadow soul.
Our kind sometimes believe... that if you are not seen... that you disappear.
I feel like I'm fading.
That recently I have walked past a few that used to see me... truly see me... and now I might as well be the ghost that haunts them.
Yet others... they see me.
Tucker in his strange change and nature sees me. Sees me when so many months have passed when I was just as invisible to him.
Wolf Eyes sees me.
Mirror Mirror.
He calls me his Mirror. I'm starting to understand why.
Starting to understand how the changes in Tucker's nature could make him see me. I want to help him... to free him of that burden.
Lang and Dark have remain constants... and now... Dean. He has become one that I have learned to trust, to open up to, to confide in.
He knows the secrets that I wanted to share with Reap but everything changes.
Everything falls apart.
I'm fading...
But maybe it's better that I fade then become something that Dean hates, that terrifies him.
I cannot become the monster that my friend will fear.
I will die first.
Eating me up on the inside. It has changed me and only a few have noticed the subtle alterings. People I thought were friends, people I thought cared are too busy in their own lives. How can I blame them?
I was once a wallflower before. Unnoticed, just a dark imprint ... a shadow soul.
Our kind sometimes believe... that if you are not seen... that you disappear.
I feel like I'm fading.
That recently I have walked past a few that used to see me... truly see me... and now I might as well be the ghost that haunts them.
Yet others... they see me.
Tucker in his strange change and nature sees me. Sees me when so many months have passed when I was just as invisible to him.
Wolf Eyes sees me.
Mirror Mirror.
He calls me his Mirror. I'm starting to understand why.
Starting to understand how the changes in Tucker's nature could make him see me. I want to help him... to free him of that burden.
Lang and Dark have remain constants... and now... Dean. He has become one that I have learned to trust, to open up to, to confide in.
He knows the secrets that I wanted to share with Reap but everything changes.
Everything falls apart.
I'm fading...
But maybe it's better that I fade then become something that Dean hates, that terrifies him.
I cannot become the monster that my friend will fear.
I will die first.