Topic: The Heart of the Matter

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-07-05 07:51 EST
A delicate creature once born, a fledging startled creature that had gone from ugly duckling to black swan. There was a peaceful investment of a family upon the hopes of a daughter's beauty to bring forth fortune.

She was an exquisite canvas, a molding clay that they could form into whatever they chose.

In the kiss of sun's first rays she had stepped into the kitchen of her home, eyes soft upon the handsome pair that were her parents.

"Father, Mother, I have seen such beautiful things."
"In the garden, child?"
"No. It was like a dream but seemed something... I might touch. I saw one and he was... the darkness in my light."
"Child, my dear, was this a nightmare?"
"No father it was beauty. I felt... it seemed... like lo..."
"Pandora, we do not speak of these things."
"But..."
"No more, you know what we said of this nonsense."
"Father... Mother... please I must go... I must find him... he seems so real"

She had stood there at the threshold of the door as her parents shared a glance. The moment was a volume that would take great tombs to fill. Familiar she was with that look. The look they cast upon a daughter with a fresh beauty it might bring down or win over countries but yet the Oracle's vision was a Seer's curse to touch her.

No one would marry a Seer. The glance spared between her parents was a written volume. This would be her secret again.

Her father approached his daughter, spilling a hand across the raven wing black of her hair, a smile to his lips as he stared down into the passing memory of his daughter's midnight blue eyes... those captivating eyes. One moment to seem a blue of mystique and the next so dark they would seem onyx.

Bowing his head his lips touched her brow. A solemn whisper.

"Child... remember what I told you. If you speak of your gifts in public, they will take you from us. If this blessing is spoke of from your lips or the people are to find out... you will never know love."

Her smile was a beauty that was life born of tragedy. A heart could wilt and fade with the knowledge of locking away something that made you who you were. How could any man love a woman completely if a part of her spirit was locked away?

Acceptance filled her eyes, she knew the burden she would carry for the nature to see and yet not to show the world such a gift.

She turned away from her parents after a warm embrace for both. Returned to her bedroom quarters as she sat down in the chair of her vanity.

Reflection on a vision that was not of her face, but of another vision. Him.

Trapped here she was. She would not run away from her parents, she loved them so.

There was a knowledge of a torment that this man of her dreams could fine. Was it a costly thing then to know of the darkness and cold that would make a man's heart cease to beat... to leave him forever changed in a life within death... to know it all and to do nothing?

"I wish to save him from this darkness of soul..."

A whisper to a reflection. The mirror image of her... her looking glass twin was sorrow, a fall of tears from blue eyes that now seemed... tormented.

It could not be beared. Her back was turned away from her reflection. She could not break her word to her family for the promise of a vision that perhaps would be born of insanity. She would keep her word.

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-07-06 13:51 EST
He haunted her. Burdened her. Tormented her. This man of the night. She was old enough to know they were not "dreams" as her parents would politely call them but visions.

Each and every night the visions became more urgently. Time was running out.

The image of a woman at his side, a burning ember in the darkness that was seeking the soul of that unknown male.

Restless she felt. Trapped. Her mind was a prison, her parents the wardens that left a gift a secret.

Her mother preened and near would swoon over the delicate beauty, the exquisite allure of those evening blues.

She was a well poised possession and inspiration of art. Long before she would know of what was to become of her and what she would do... she sat now for that epic portrait to allure the offering of a husband's temptation to her family.

Chin lifted in an arrogant grandeur. Playing to the artist's request. A coy fall of lashes, the temptation of a smile.

Her fingers clutched at the stool she had been positioned on. Hid by the deep velvet of her skirt that brought out the shining blue of her eyes. Darkness and Light her eyes were.

They couldn't see the white knuckle grasp she held on to that stool. The subtle clench of jaw.

She hated this.

All she wanted was to be free. There was a purpose to be served...

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-07-12 13:11 EST
It began with a jar. It would end with a jar. The beckon of a pithos. The impatient nature of a teenage blooming into womanhood as she watched as her father and mother cooed over the potrait. Paid the generous sum to the artist.

"They already have heard great things about you, Pandora. The letters already come. By the end of the week they will visit, pay respect."

"You sound as if I have died, mother, and they are to lay flowers on my grave."

"That is no way to talk, Pandora."

She did not answer. A turn away. She left them that night to journey into the close knit roads of her home town. Carthage always would be home to her.

Fingertips traced the structures before she disappeared into the museum. Wandered in its breathtaking aisles. Admired it all. In low whispers she heard the intellect of philosophers discussing the nature of man, the wonders of the world and she smiled to herself.

Men ever would be fools, and women ever lambs.

A fall of lashes when she stopped upon an area of the museum she had never stepped foot in. There was no warning sign, no reprimand for this trespass.

She stepped in, deeper to be embraced by that new section of the museum.

Pandora was drawn to the strange artifacts. One especially.

"Beautiful isn't it?"

A voice like velvet spilled down her back. The man, the fierce beauty of him, took her breath away.

"Yes."

"It has a way to it."

A voice to join the velvet, this one a caress of silk. She found a woman at her side, so lovely Pandora felt she should shield her eyes.

A pantheon they were. She knew others were there. The vision of them played in her peripherals. So Wicked. So Lovely.

Dangerous allure.

The silk voiced beauty purred in her ear. "It could take away this all for you. Silence that which you do not wish to hear. Give you freedom."

"How can a jar give freedom." Mocking the dark ember kindled on Pandora's tongue.

"How can a child see the end of the world?"

She had no answer to that. "Well maybe...just a peek."

Curiousity. A deadly thing. She took a step closer.

Unaware of the victory and the exquisite pleasure in their smiles as they waited... and watched.

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-08-10 18:20 EST
"What are you doing in here?!? Did you not read the signs?"

"Oh ... I did not see them."

Pandora could swear that the signs now hanging in violent warning did not exist before.

The beautiful ones that had whispered in her ears, tempting her were gone.

The pithos itself had been replaced with a strange painting.

One that looked strangely like her, but the woman in the portrait was not her.

A Savage beauty was that woman in the portrait.

Apologies lingered on her tongue.

Stepping out in an urge to run.

Even without looking back she could hear their whispers.

"Oh... she will come. Come back. Drawn to it, she is so drawn..."

It took so much control to not cover her ears. When she was far enough away her fingers plunged into her skirts, lifting them.

She ran away from it all.

She had not realized how far she had lingered. Much too long.

Far too long...

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-08-23 07:02 EST
When she came home things were not the same. She had a sister.

One she had not known before, yet her mother and father were so acceptable of this new addition to their family.

Only a few years younger then Pandora. She did not ask for the girl's name. Knew that she had to play along.

Pandora knew this girl was a few years shy of being woman, this girl was sent by them. The ones in the museum.

"Selene, go help your sister."
"Yes mother."

A smile there, eyes pale blue resting on this silver pale child. Pandora knew then that this girl was a gift. That from now her life would be bound to this child's.

The pair walked away, disappeared into the garden. It was only then that the silver-blue eyes of the young girl would fasten again upon Pandora.

"You must not go back to them."
"Were you not sent by them, Selene?"
"I was but what they want... I do not wish. It is a bad thing that they do."
"I will do as I wish."
"I know..."

The smile was shared between the two. One a smile of fixed determination, wrought of defiance, the other deep tranquility. Acceptance no matter the cost.

A Sterling Silver Rose and Black Orchid in bloom. Ever together but still Pandora would not heed spoken words.

Saga de Deso

Date: 2009-09-12 12:18 EST
Her steps were careful. Cautious. Pandora kept an eye out for the guards as she moved in the shadows. Soon enough she was there again in that strange room where they all had stood.

"I knew you would come back."

She turned around swiftly as her heart all but jumped from her chest.

"By the Gods, Selene, you frightened me!"
"Shh. They can hear you."

Her hand extended to her sisters in gentle offering. Pandora took Selene's hand without question.

The truth is she could use the support.

It was so quiet. No presence of the beautiful group that had surrounded this room before.

Yet still there was the pithos.

"What do you think is in it, Selene."
"I do not know. Perhaps... we should go. This seems planned."

Unheeded words. Pandora walked forward like a girl entranced. She yearned for something different. Something beyond what she had known before. Something more then marriage and dowrys and money to save the family.

Gentle steps forward. Deaf to Selene's cries of protest. The lid was cracked and what Pandora saw made her scream in horror.

The lid dropped from her fingers and it was only Selene rushing to her side and covering the pithos that stopped those dark bits of matter to escape.

"What have you done?!?"

Selene's eyes were wide with shock and fear.

"We have to get out of here."

Dragging out her sister the pair ran outside. Far from the museum.

As soon as they were gone the group emerged again.

"Well. That went better then expected."

Hera would smile.