An argument for consciousness
The instinct of the blind insect
Who makes love to the flowerbad
And dies in the first freeze
I want to learn such simple things
No politics, no history
So what i want and what i need
Can finally be the same
I just got myself to blame.
- Bright Eyes
Victoria twitched in his embrace. She was coming to, and fast, her eyelashes fluttering violently in a series of blinks. She rubbed her eyes hard, and then, quite obviously bewildered, peered up at David.
"I said some things? I saw some things."
Her voice was a whisper. She sat up and crawled into his lap, curling her body against his with a sigh. She still looked rather perplexed, as if she had remembered everything but understood nothing. Her eyes searched his for answers.
"There is something in the pretty room." At least she could be definite about that.
"Yes...there is something there, Viki. That's the Chapel and what is in there is the spirit of someone who could have killed you." David looked heartbroken as he spoke. With a sigh, he rested his head against hers. "What you did was very dangerous, my love." He was almost choking on his own words.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know.." She curled her arms around his neck and clung to him tightly. Her mind raced as she tried to wrap it around the danger, which was hard for her to do under even normal circumstances. Just what was The Count harboring? The initial terror of David's news gave way to more curiosity, and of course, more questions.
"Does everyone know? Does my cousin know?" She let her head dip to one side, still pressing him. "Why does The Count keep bottles of wine in his safe?" Her fingers began to curl into David's hair.
"Viki, you should never have gone into the Count's private suite. You broke into his suite and his safe, didn't you?" David was angry and obviously frustrated as he brought his hand to his face. This wasn't good!
"Uhm, well.. " Viki's eyes flickered around the room, as if all the right answers were floating in the air above. "I did, but, see, I had to know some things and I-didn't-mean-to-make-the-wall-move but when it did I kina had to, see?" Her speech was wild, hesitant, then quick before trailing off. She looked at him with wide eyes, an impish smile, attempting to appear as cute as humanly possible.
This brought a smile to the Vampire Lord's face, but it faded fast. "I'm sure you meant no harm, my love, but the Count was furious. No one, not one person, has ever violated his private space before. There are secret documents in there that must be kept secret, not only for the Count's sake, but there is information that effects many people and even other planets." Was that sweat upon his brow? He stumbled over his words, until, finally:
"Viki, the Count wants you punished for what you did."
Viki gulped and peered over David's shoulders, as she could've sworn she heard Talomar's voice in the next room. Her thoughts shifted to the dungeon below their feet. She didn't like that place. The walls sang painful songs as she went running up the stairs.
"Can you just tell him I'm really really sorry and I won't do it again?" The girl leaned in, hopeful, pressing her cheek to his shoulder, peering up rather innocently. See? I didn't mean to do it! Though, secretly, she cursed herself for not opening his desk. Apparently, she'd been wrong about the whole wine-and-cheese scenario.
"I tired to tell him that he didn't mean it, but his anger is not permitting any reasoning with him. He was going to take you right down to the dungeon to be punished. The best I could do was to get him to allow me to do it instead of him." David's sorrow seemed almost unbearable. He took a deep breath, sighed, and let it out.
"Viki, I'm going to have to bring you down there and apply the punishment. I don't want to, but if I don't, he'll do it and it would be so much worse."
The girl's teeth sunk into her lower lip and she chewed upon it nervously. She'd get Talomar for this! Just he wait! She'd sneak into his bedroom and paint his toenails blue or lop off his eyebrows or... Her slender brows dipped into a small frown and the expression upon her face seemed half pout, half dread.
"Can't we just tell him that you did it an' then, uhm, not do it?" She grabbed hold of David's right hand and planted little kisses upon his knuckles. "Please?"
David Dupres softened. "I would like nothing better, but he has a way of knowing things, especially with me being kindred. He would know that I didn't punish you and then he'd do it himself." Damn those vampires!
He continued, trying to explain it to her. "Viki, it's not that he wants to be mean to you, it's that he wants to protect you from greater harm. You came closer than you know to losing your life in that Chapel. I couldn't bare to be without you, Viki. I love you."
"I love you too David!" She cried it out, suddenly, and threw her arms around his neck, pressing her chest to his with each leg straddling his lap. She didn't necessarily believe that The Count wanted to protect her, nevermind even liked her, and she knew that if Tara caught wind of it she'd be pissed. She shut her eyes tight, wishing she could just go back in time and undo everything, but now she knew secrets, and secrets always had a price
"I'll be as gentle as possible, my darling," he whispered in her ear, "but you can scream as loudly as you want. In fact, the louder the better, because I'm sure the Count will be wandering around to make sure I do my job correctly." His hand stroked her hair and his lips kissed her shut eyes.
Victoria's stomach was in knots. Screaming? She'd be screaming? She whimpered low and buried her face into his shoulder. She'd get that Talomar! Her hands curled into tight little fists. This was all too much! She wasn't his slave, she was his lover - and she sure as hell wasn't Talomar's slave. Someone needed to draw her a map because the boundaries of this relationship were more like rubber bands, and she started to think about rubber bands until she remembered where they were going and what was about to be done.
"Okay."