If you're still alive my regrets are few.
If my life is mine what shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going, I get whatever I need.
While my blood's still flowing and my heart's still,
Beating like a hammer, beating like a hammer.
"Where are the keeeys?!" A playful whine edged into my voice as I moved newspapers, magazines, and mail around on the kitchen counter during my search.
There was a burst of laughter behind me as Natalie stepped into the kitchen, a faint jingle from her hand telling me that my quest was useless. "You're not going to get anything if you keep making noises like that, Quinn."
I smirked and darted over to her, sliding across the tile floor in my socks on the approach so I could snatch the keys from her hand. "You say that, but who's driving?" I wiggled the keys at her then was taking off out into the living room. "I just have to put my shoes on and then I'm good to go! Are you ready yet?"
With a smirk she walked after me, much calmer than I could ever be as I rushed about trying to find the left red converse to match the right one in my hand. "What do you mean yet? I've been ready for a long time now. Weren't doors a half hour ago anyway?" She asked while glancing worriedly down at her wristwatch.
I was kneeling on the floor searching under the couch for my shoe. "Shows never start on time, Nat, it's a well known rule of rock." I lifted my head to peer at her over the coffee table. "Aren't you the big high school graduate coming up here pretty soon? Didn't they teach you anything?"
Natalie made her way over to a side table by the couch and leaned down to retrieve my long lost shoe, holding it out to me as she spoke. "Maybe things have changed since you went to Canterbury? What is public education coming to these days?" She added a playful scoff and shake of her head, her own blonde locks worn much neater than mine bouncing with the motion.
I thankfully rose to my feet and grabbed the other shoe out of her hand before plopping down onto the couch to pull them both on. "It's only been two years, it couldn't have changed that much." I gave a toothy grin. "Maybe I just slept during different classes than you do?"
She gave a roll of her eyes, just like Mom and Dad do when I say something they find ridiculous. I wondered briefly if they all sat around practicing that look together while I was out of the house. "Sleeping in class? How did you even graduate, Quinn?"
"Not well, but who cares?" Still grinning through my reply. "Where's Mom and Dad? We're good to go." I jumped up to my feet and grabbed my jean jacket from the armrest of the couch as I walked off ready to begin a new search. It seemed like that was how I spent a lot of my days. Just searching, not quite sure where anything was and hoping I would eventually stumble upon it.
"Wrong way! They're on the patio!" Natalie gave a laugh and grabbed me by the arm pulling me towards the backyard where I could already see Mom and Dad through the sliding glass door.
"See? What would I do without you, Nat? Probably just wander around lost not knowing what to do with myself." I ruffled her hair with another wide grin before we slipped outside. "We're hittin' the road!" I announced happily, but was already cutting a path towards the driveway. I had a habit of going out and always tried to make a quick escape before Mom and Dad could pull out those heavy handed parental speeches, but Natalie was new to the game and stopped to listen to them talk about the dangers of dudes, drinking, and drugs.
This wasn't helping my mission of making Natalie a free bird. She's smart as a whip but she just needed to live a bit, that's what tonight was for. She was graduating high school and I wanted to show her the brand new world that was opening up to her now that she wasn't going to have her nose in a book all the time. Well, not until college anyway. An overachiever through and through, but I couldn't make fun of her for it. Not too much anyway. She was really good at all of that bookworm stuff.
Natalie was still getting an ear full so I turned my converse right around and went marching back to rescue her. "Guys, c'mon! We're going to be late!"
"We already are." Natalie's brows rose as she swung those big brown doe eyes at me. Too bad she wasn't more in touch with her deviant side. She could have robbed a bank blind and no one would have pegged her for the crime if she gave them that look.
Mom and Dad both gave me a hard stare, but Mom was the one to dig in first. "Quinn, just try to be responsible for one night. Watch after your sister and make sure nothing happens to her, alright?"
They thought I was totally incompetent and maybe I sort of was compared to Natalie, but I had heard this speech and more just like it so many times that it didn't bother me anymore. I simply gave a nod and tugged on Natalie's sleeve to urge her along with me as I spoke. "I've got it under control. It's an all ages show at the Token Lounge. Just some local bands. I'll save the ragin' kegger for after finals!" My hand automatically rose to silence them since I could already see their mouths opening in protest. "I'm kidding! I'm kidding!" They expected so little of me I had to make the joke perfectly clear. "No one is drinking tonight. Call me the sober sister." I pulled harder on Natalie's sleeve and she finally started walking after me.
"We'll call when we get there!" She grinned wide and waved at them both as we walked. "Love you!"
They both waved back, then I heard my Mother's stern voice. It was a lecture wrapped in one word. "Quinn..."
I lifted my hand not guiding Natalie to the car above my head in a peace sign. My declaration that I was done for now paired with parting words.
"Trust me!"
If my life is mine what shouldn't I do?
I get wherever I'm going, I get whatever I need.
While my blood's still flowing and my heart's still,
Beating like a hammer, beating like a hammer.
"Where are the keeeys?!" A playful whine edged into my voice as I moved newspapers, magazines, and mail around on the kitchen counter during my search.
There was a burst of laughter behind me as Natalie stepped into the kitchen, a faint jingle from her hand telling me that my quest was useless. "You're not going to get anything if you keep making noises like that, Quinn."
I smirked and darted over to her, sliding across the tile floor in my socks on the approach so I could snatch the keys from her hand. "You say that, but who's driving?" I wiggled the keys at her then was taking off out into the living room. "I just have to put my shoes on and then I'm good to go! Are you ready yet?"
With a smirk she walked after me, much calmer than I could ever be as I rushed about trying to find the left red converse to match the right one in my hand. "What do you mean yet? I've been ready for a long time now. Weren't doors a half hour ago anyway?" She asked while glancing worriedly down at her wristwatch.
I was kneeling on the floor searching under the couch for my shoe. "Shows never start on time, Nat, it's a well known rule of rock." I lifted my head to peer at her over the coffee table. "Aren't you the big high school graduate coming up here pretty soon? Didn't they teach you anything?"
Natalie made her way over to a side table by the couch and leaned down to retrieve my long lost shoe, holding it out to me as she spoke. "Maybe things have changed since you went to Canterbury? What is public education coming to these days?" She added a playful scoff and shake of her head, her own blonde locks worn much neater than mine bouncing with the motion.
I thankfully rose to my feet and grabbed the other shoe out of her hand before plopping down onto the couch to pull them both on. "It's only been two years, it couldn't have changed that much." I gave a toothy grin. "Maybe I just slept during different classes than you do?"
She gave a roll of her eyes, just like Mom and Dad do when I say something they find ridiculous. I wondered briefly if they all sat around practicing that look together while I was out of the house. "Sleeping in class? How did you even graduate, Quinn?"
"Not well, but who cares?" Still grinning through my reply. "Where's Mom and Dad? We're good to go." I jumped up to my feet and grabbed my jean jacket from the armrest of the couch as I walked off ready to begin a new search. It seemed like that was how I spent a lot of my days. Just searching, not quite sure where anything was and hoping I would eventually stumble upon it.
"Wrong way! They're on the patio!" Natalie gave a laugh and grabbed me by the arm pulling me towards the backyard where I could already see Mom and Dad through the sliding glass door.
"See? What would I do without you, Nat? Probably just wander around lost not knowing what to do with myself." I ruffled her hair with another wide grin before we slipped outside. "We're hittin' the road!" I announced happily, but was already cutting a path towards the driveway. I had a habit of going out and always tried to make a quick escape before Mom and Dad could pull out those heavy handed parental speeches, but Natalie was new to the game and stopped to listen to them talk about the dangers of dudes, drinking, and drugs.
This wasn't helping my mission of making Natalie a free bird. She's smart as a whip but she just needed to live a bit, that's what tonight was for. She was graduating high school and I wanted to show her the brand new world that was opening up to her now that she wasn't going to have her nose in a book all the time. Well, not until college anyway. An overachiever through and through, but I couldn't make fun of her for it. Not too much anyway. She was really good at all of that bookworm stuff.
Natalie was still getting an ear full so I turned my converse right around and went marching back to rescue her. "Guys, c'mon! We're going to be late!"
"We already are." Natalie's brows rose as she swung those big brown doe eyes at me. Too bad she wasn't more in touch with her deviant side. She could have robbed a bank blind and no one would have pegged her for the crime if she gave them that look.
Mom and Dad both gave me a hard stare, but Mom was the one to dig in first. "Quinn, just try to be responsible for one night. Watch after your sister and make sure nothing happens to her, alright?"
They thought I was totally incompetent and maybe I sort of was compared to Natalie, but I had heard this speech and more just like it so many times that it didn't bother me anymore. I simply gave a nod and tugged on Natalie's sleeve to urge her along with me as I spoke. "I've got it under control. It's an all ages show at the Token Lounge. Just some local bands. I'll save the ragin' kegger for after finals!" My hand automatically rose to silence them since I could already see their mouths opening in protest. "I'm kidding! I'm kidding!" They expected so little of me I had to make the joke perfectly clear. "No one is drinking tonight. Call me the sober sister." I pulled harder on Natalie's sleeve and she finally started walking after me.
"We'll call when we get there!" She grinned wide and waved at them both as we walked. "Love you!"
They both waved back, then I heard my Mother's stern voice. It was a lecture wrapped in one word. "Quinn..."
I lifted my hand not guiding Natalie to the car above my head in a peace sign. My declaration that I was done for now paired with parting words.
"Trust me!"