Topic: Lost

Lucy Ravenlock

Date: 2006-07-13 21:45 EST
I am losing the will to live.
I will not self suicide.
To feel is to cry.
Breathing down my neck is her lusty breath.
Bloodied and stenched.
Like the eyes of a virgin across naked flesh.
Bring me forth from the Darkness.
Taint my soul.
Eat my humanity.
Bring it to me.
Bring me love.

Take me to the night.

Take me to the night.

Break me to the lies.

Keep me from myself.

Forsaken raven.
Dead and waiting.
Smirking and playing.
Lay the pawns.
Bare the horns -
Charge, charge, charge!

There is nothing I can do but wait.
Nothing I can do but cry.
Nothing I can do before I meet the demise
Set out before me...

Someone wake me up...

Please...

Someone wake me up...

Please...

Someone wake me up.

I am not alone.

Not here.

She, he and me.

She, he and me.

Me?

Really me?

Why do I see darkness?

See me?

Can you see me?

Feel me?

Make love to me?

Please?

Love me?

LOVE ME?

Lucy Ravenlock

Date: 2006-07-14 21:05 EST
Cannot I say sorry?
Cannot I not say how much I care?
Run in fear, amazon, run in fear of me...
For that is what I am best at -
Fear -
Death -
No one cares of my feelings.
No one knows what the evil feels.

Destroy it -
Murder it -
How better are you?

Truely?

Say your sorry.

But deny it not that...

Forgiveness is unacceptable.