Warning, this rant will offend some. Don?t read. Actually, your just going to read anyway. Because you are curious. Very curious. Bi curious ? I mean by very curious of what I have to say.
An apology is in order. And a little bit of a tiny rant.
Last night I was quite sloshed ? drunk ? whatever, and I said a lot of things to a lot of people I didn?t mean, and some people who I did. To most of the people who actually did suffer my ant-like wrath and had nothing to do with it, I am completely and utterly sorry and I will assure you it will not happen again. I had newbishly and sadly allowed for my own feelings of my character who I allowed to be killed off to ?restore peace? and stop the angsty chaos I seem to cause all the time, (This being Renna).
Situations in real life and inside of the game did get the better of me and I feel really pathetic, and somewhat stupid ? so stupid, extremely stupid, and I will understand to those said people who had nothing to do with this pretty much avoid me from now on, I will totally understand it and will hold no grudges to you.
I am sorry for any frequent readers of my stuff in reading this. Again, I cannot stop you from not reading my stuff again after this, and I will understand.
I believe I will be the bad one made out of this ? so I will not make excuses. If I kept my mouth shut on my opinions of ?blending? and ?moding? then maybe none of this would have happened.
My character is back for the joy of some, and for the hatred and ?omg stop with all chaos you stooped newb? of others. Just deal with it. I was tolerable of blending because I didn?t want to disrupt the flow ? and now, I will not tolerate it. I will also admit I do make minor blends - alot of them of which I ask the mun, before I do it.
On a more softer note, I am not going anywhere.
Loves you all!!!
Lucy.
(P.S PM me with angry words. Don't litter the forums with it. The OOCness stops here.)