Unable to sleep, Carley tossed and turned on the couch she slept on. Nightmarish visions of Cy withering away to illness plagued her each time she closed her eyes and drew close to sleep. Worry gripped at her at times to the point she felt breathless.
It was ridiculous!
Giving up her endeavor to try to sleep for the moment, the little elf sat up with a frown marring her usually happy and expressive features. When Cy had told her of the illness that ran through his home of Hurin Taurae she had been quick to offer the use of the Luinista to take him back in a timely fashion. She hadn't though much of it at the time, but the reality of the situation was growing heavier now that they had made their plans to leave in just a few mere days.
Cy would be exposing himself to this disease, wearing himself down to heal those he could. His promise to her that he wouldn't overdo it had made her feel somewhat better, but that worry kept finding her. That overwhelming, crushing worry that something might happen to Cy. That something might happen and she wouldn't see him ever again.
Shuddering at the mix of the thought and the cold of night, Carley pulled her blankets off and stood up. She gazed down the hallway, listening for signs of movement from Cy's room. She heard nothing, however, and figured he had found the solace of sleep she hadn't. It was then that she walked into the kitchen and went about the very quiet and very mundane task of preparing a mug of hot chocolate.
As she worked Carley couldn't help but wonder if it had been wrong to make that offer to Cy. If he didn't have the airship at his disposal, he might not be able to make it back to Hurin Taurae so easily, if at all. Even now, she could take back that offer and alleviate her fears, but - no. She couldn't. Wouldn't. It wasn't the type of person or friend she was. Cy did so much for her. There was simply no other option than offering total support.
Having not made her beverage too hot for consumption, she made quick work of it and abandoned the mug to the sink. Rather than rinse it out and make noise, she simply trotted back to the living room and couch, where she reclaimed her seat. Out on the work table Cy had left his sketchbook, and she couldn't keep her curious little fingers off it. Carley honestly didn't think he would mind, especially considering he had left it out in such an obvious manner in the open. She admired the work he did so very much, and she figured it might help to calm her nerves.
Each page was turned carefully and delicately as she handled the book with care - which wasn't the usual for her at all. Though this was a special item and deserved nothing less in her eyes. Seeing pages of the various crew made her smile. A picture of Bothe's exaggerated smile and jawline nearly had her laughing, but she was quick to cover her mouth and stifle it. There was even a picture of Crao, looking rather handsome and distinguished. It didn't surprise her very much, as she always had a suspicion that Cy sort of looked up to the man. It was only natural it should bleed into his art.
The attention paid to the cityscapes astounded her. The fact that Cy could draw such detail from memory alone? How was it even possible? Clouds and colors and buildings and shadows of the cities and towns they visited on the Luinista were even bolder and more vivid than in her own memory! Seeing these pictures made her yearn to visit these cities once more. Perhaps when it warmed and winter no longer posed a problem for travel...
Her curiosity was piqued more so when she found a page where Cy had drawn the picture of his necklace. Normally hidden away beneath his shirt, she rarely saw the thing. An oak leaf with three tips, emeralds at each tip. Carley wondered what it could mean. There had to be some symbolism for sure. She made a mental note to herself, to later ask about that necklace in detail, and what it stood for exactly.
Of all the pictures in Cy's sketchbook however, there was one that stood out most to Carley. It obviously had a lot of care put into it and every detail, as the picture of the person on that page was so realistic Carley felt as if she could reach out and touch her. It was a little girl, with long dark hair and bright silver eyes. There was a vague similarity of appearance for sure, and given how fondly he spoke of her, Carley hadn't a doubt in her mind that this was a picture of Cy's beloved niece, Morwen.
Carley couldn't help but smile at the sweetness of it, but that smile soon faded. It had been so very long since Cy had seen Morwen. Was this his last memory of his niece? Surely she was no longer the child in this picture. Did he write her often? Did he write her at all? Though she didn't always see eye to eye with her cousin, Carley couldn't have imagined being away from Cythia in all forms for such a long time. How could Cy endure it?
Closing the book, she gently hugged it to her chest. Perhaps her worry was for nothing. Of all the people in Hurin Taurae getting sick, only a couple had died so far, Cy had told her. It was sad for certain, but that didn't necessarily mean it was a serious epidemic. Perhaps those that passed were old? Their immune systems weak, and they couldn't get proper care for lack of healers. Cy was young and healthy, as were his sister and niece.
She had to have been worrying for nothing. She had to.
Returning the book from whence it came, Carley followed suit. Laying back on the couch she snuggled up in her blankets. The upcoming day was too long for her to not have rested adequately. There was much shopping to be done. Herbs, supplies, medicines. But it wasn't these things nor the upcoming trip to Hurin Taurae the little elf thought on as she eventually slept. Instead, she forced her mind to happier times, where she and Cy soared through the sky with magical wings and not a care in the world...
It was ridiculous!
Giving up her endeavor to try to sleep for the moment, the little elf sat up with a frown marring her usually happy and expressive features. When Cy had told her of the illness that ran through his home of Hurin Taurae she had been quick to offer the use of the Luinista to take him back in a timely fashion. She hadn't though much of it at the time, but the reality of the situation was growing heavier now that they had made their plans to leave in just a few mere days.
Cy would be exposing himself to this disease, wearing himself down to heal those he could. His promise to her that he wouldn't overdo it had made her feel somewhat better, but that worry kept finding her. That overwhelming, crushing worry that something might happen to Cy. That something might happen and she wouldn't see him ever again.
Shuddering at the mix of the thought and the cold of night, Carley pulled her blankets off and stood up. She gazed down the hallway, listening for signs of movement from Cy's room. She heard nothing, however, and figured he had found the solace of sleep she hadn't. It was then that she walked into the kitchen and went about the very quiet and very mundane task of preparing a mug of hot chocolate.
As she worked Carley couldn't help but wonder if it had been wrong to make that offer to Cy. If he didn't have the airship at his disposal, he might not be able to make it back to Hurin Taurae so easily, if at all. Even now, she could take back that offer and alleviate her fears, but - no. She couldn't. Wouldn't. It wasn't the type of person or friend she was. Cy did so much for her. There was simply no other option than offering total support.
Having not made her beverage too hot for consumption, she made quick work of it and abandoned the mug to the sink. Rather than rinse it out and make noise, she simply trotted back to the living room and couch, where she reclaimed her seat. Out on the work table Cy had left his sketchbook, and she couldn't keep her curious little fingers off it. Carley honestly didn't think he would mind, especially considering he had left it out in such an obvious manner in the open. She admired the work he did so very much, and she figured it might help to calm her nerves.
Each page was turned carefully and delicately as she handled the book with care - which wasn't the usual for her at all. Though this was a special item and deserved nothing less in her eyes. Seeing pages of the various crew made her smile. A picture of Bothe's exaggerated smile and jawline nearly had her laughing, but she was quick to cover her mouth and stifle it. There was even a picture of Crao, looking rather handsome and distinguished. It didn't surprise her very much, as she always had a suspicion that Cy sort of looked up to the man. It was only natural it should bleed into his art.
The attention paid to the cityscapes astounded her. The fact that Cy could draw such detail from memory alone? How was it even possible? Clouds and colors and buildings and shadows of the cities and towns they visited on the Luinista were even bolder and more vivid than in her own memory! Seeing these pictures made her yearn to visit these cities once more. Perhaps when it warmed and winter no longer posed a problem for travel...
Her curiosity was piqued more so when she found a page where Cy had drawn the picture of his necklace. Normally hidden away beneath his shirt, she rarely saw the thing. An oak leaf with three tips, emeralds at each tip. Carley wondered what it could mean. There had to be some symbolism for sure. She made a mental note to herself, to later ask about that necklace in detail, and what it stood for exactly.
Of all the pictures in Cy's sketchbook however, there was one that stood out most to Carley. It obviously had a lot of care put into it and every detail, as the picture of the person on that page was so realistic Carley felt as if she could reach out and touch her. It was a little girl, with long dark hair and bright silver eyes. There was a vague similarity of appearance for sure, and given how fondly he spoke of her, Carley hadn't a doubt in her mind that this was a picture of Cy's beloved niece, Morwen.
Carley couldn't help but smile at the sweetness of it, but that smile soon faded. It had been so very long since Cy had seen Morwen. Was this his last memory of his niece? Surely she was no longer the child in this picture. Did he write her often? Did he write her at all? Though she didn't always see eye to eye with her cousin, Carley couldn't have imagined being away from Cythia in all forms for such a long time. How could Cy endure it?
Closing the book, she gently hugged it to her chest. Perhaps her worry was for nothing. Of all the people in Hurin Taurae getting sick, only a couple had died so far, Cy had told her. It was sad for certain, but that didn't necessarily mean it was a serious epidemic. Perhaps those that passed were old? Their immune systems weak, and they couldn't get proper care for lack of healers. Cy was young and healthy, as were his sister and niece.
She had to have been worrying for nothing. She had to.
Returning the book from whence it came, Carley followed suit. Laying back on the couch she snuggled up in her blankets. The upcoming day was too long for her to not have rested adequately. There was much shopping to be done. Herbs, supplies, medicines. But it wasn't these things nor the upcoming trip to Hurin Taurae the little elf thought on as she eventually slept. Instead, she forced her mind to happier times, where she and Cy soared through the sky with magical wings and not a care in the world...