Topic: Bonds Unwoven

Carley

Date: 2009-07-02 02:42 EST
Carley walked quickly, keeping to herself. With the knots twisting and turning in her stomach, she couldn't even bring herself to talk with Cy casually. Not with Glenn so near. He was hard to read. Aloof the week prior. Seemingly kind tonight, then rather unappreciative of the effort being put forth for him. She sighed, but the Luinista was in sight, at least. The little elf's quick pace became quicker yet, as she wanted this to be over soon. She shifted aside, to avoid walking into a dwarf who was rather unaware of his surroundings.

Cy was chewing on a piece of jerky and looking over at Dolnar, the mage he'd hired for powering the focal box. "Thanks for agreeing to come on such short notice, Dol." The mage nodded to Cy, but didn't say anything. He was busy looking between Carley and Glenn.

A week away had changed Glenn in some ways, and found him all too similar in others. The clothes he wore were clean, at least: a brown work shirt with two pockets on either side of his chest, a pair of jeans with carpenter loops on the hips, work boots that were much newer than the ones he had worn when he first came to RhyDin. He spent his time on the walk looking over the populace, marveling internally about how little seemed to have changed with them, and how much had changed within him. Nervous, he fidgeted with the single arrowhead hanging from the hemp necklace he wore.

The dwarf had a rather unkind word for the little elf that nearly walked into him, despite it being his fault. Normally, Carley would have been rather confrontational about it and made him eat that word, but now? There was too much on her mind. It even outweighed the ache in her legs. It hadn't been such a short walk all the way to the aerodrome in Battlefield Park. She peered over the various airships. Some hovered over hangars. Some set on the ground with bridges leading up into them. Some were settled within special docks of sorts, not entirely unlike that of a sea bound ship.

The silence was a little unnerving to Cy. He lowered his hand that was holding the strip of jerky and looked over at Carley and Glenn. His words, however, were mostly for the latter. "So, here's the deal. You'll have to stand in the middle of the focal box while Dol is charging it. I'll make sure it doesn't overcharge or overheat. Long as it doesn't do either of those, I'm pretty sure it'll work as intended."

It was a part of town Glenn hadn't had much reason to visit when he was here originally. His eyes widened a touch at the sight of that many airships in one place. He gawked skyward, like a tourist in a city filled with beautiful cathedrals or skyscrapers. His eyes were brought back down to earth by Cy's words. "I'm guessing there can't be any other magical artifacts in there at the time?"

Carley squinted a tad as she pondered. Why would Glenn...? Ah yes. She was certain she knew why he was asking the question. At this point however, she found herself lacking sympathy to his plight. "Doesn't seem like it'd be a good idea to me." She finally spoke up, to chime in with her thoughts on the matter.

"Can't say for sure, but the boss is probably right." He nodded a little at Carley. "Might interfere. If it did, it's hard to predict what would happen. So if you have any, I wouldn't recommend keeping with you during the process." Dolnar remained silent. He was just listening to the other three.

Glenn gave a slow, singular nod of his head yes. "Alright. Take me there, and I'll take it off when I get there."

Carley fell back into silence. She had little to say, after all. She simply continued to walk. And walk. Past large, grand airships. Beautiful, decorated airships. And finally, she stood before a modest cargo airship. One might think it pathetic compared to the others, but she thought it nothing less than beautiful. It had wear and tear for sure, but while she had the inclination, she had not the time or money to beautify it. Wordless still, she started to cross the large plank that granted access to that ship's deck.

Cy paused nearby the plank. "Go ahead." He nodded to both Dolnar and Glenn. The former nodded in return and began to follow Carley. His long robes swept across the plank as he walked.

Glenn glanced over to Dolnar, studying the man's robes. Curiosity got the better of Glenn, as they walked onto the Luinista. "What's your specialty?"

Dolnar's robes were quite long and of a faded green color. He turned his head to look at Glenn and smiled. "I specialize in arcane energy manipulation. As well as elemental magicks in the form of lightning." Cy started following behind the others. The focal box was quite hard to miss. It wasn't very far from the plank leading to the Luinista's deck, but it was off to the side so it would be out of the way. It was made of some sort of metal, easily discerned by the shine. It looked very much like two metal detectors with space for a person between them. It had a few gauges displayed on the upright beams of metal as well.

Listening to the mage as he spoke, Carley had paused at the sight of the focal box. Blinking a couple times, she tilted her head curiously as she studied it. Cy made this? It sure looked like a lot of effort. The tall elf was afforded a brief glance before she turned to the mage with a snort. "That sounds fun - you can fry people up when they piss ya off?" She smiled almost impishly before making a peculiar gesture with her hand. Likely representative of lightning bolts. Somehow.

"I'm mostly earth elemental-type stuff, but they give us a good bit of other things to learn. You don't know any chronomancers, do you?" Glenn sounded hopeful, as he stepped towards the focal box. He studied it intently, but didn't step in between the metal yet.

Dolnar chuckled at Carley and bowed his head forward a little. "Something like that. Even just a little jolt is enough to change many peoples' attitudes if they're being obnoxious." Dol looked from Carley over to Glenn and shook his head. "I am afraid I do not. I have only met one and he left Rhydin some time ago." Cy, well, he was keeping quiet. He leaned against the nearby railing.

Grinning at Dolnar, bright blues began to tick tock between the three men. After a moment, she started to approach Glenn. "Alright, time to get the show on the road, right? Can't have ya poppin' away before we fix things." She extended her hand to him, palm up, waiting for him to hand it over.

Carley

Date: 2009-07-02 02:51 EST
With little fanfare, Glenn took the necklace off and handed it to her. If she looked carefully at his hands, she might've noticed the jade ring she had given him long ago was no longer on his finger. Within moments of removing the necklace, his appearance changed. His nose shrank, his lips became fuller, his eyes widened and shifted to an almond shape. He wasn't terribly manly in the first place, but he was downright androgynous now. Though his ears were covered by shaggy light brown hair, those who had seen elves before would clearly recognize him as one by his face.

Dolnar wasn't completely as taken aback as Cy was. The mage tilted his head at Glenn in a curious manner, but only for a moment. Cy was quite confused. Had he been disguising his appearance? He was unsure. Shaking his head, he moved near one of the metal bars and stared at the temperature gauge. "Soon as he's in the middle you can start charging it, Dol."

Small fingers enclosed around the arrowhead as Carley glanced over it. After a moment, she snorted almost disdainfully before dropping it into her pocket. She didn't want to look at it. Her gaze lifted, meeting Glenn's for only a moment. "Quel marth*." With little else for her to do, she folded her arms and walked a small distance away from the focal box. Leaning hip first into the railing of the airship, her gaze lazily drifted amongst Glenn, Cy, Dolmar, and the focal box.

Glenn nodded to Carley. "Thanks." He walked over to the focal box and positioned himself in the middle of it. He nodded to Cy and Dolnar as well. "I'm ready when you are." He closed his now darker green eyes and braced himself, teeth gritted in anticipation of a painful experience.

Cy looked toward Glenn a moment and nodded. "This might be pretty uncomfortable." Dolnar needed no further instruction. He lifted both arms up and held them out straight. The ends of his sleeves were flared toward the end and thus drooped as Dol spoke some magical words. Two blue streams of energy shot from his hands. As they touched the metal, it began to glow brightly. Crackling was audible. Arcs of energy leaped between all of the metal rods and began to form a white barrier around the entire contraption.

Carley straightened somewhat, a frown threatening to form on her lips. All there was to do was watch. Watch. Wait. Worry.

Uncomfortable was an understatement. He grimaced as the current and magic coursed through him. The energy made his hair stand on end, finally revealing his ears. Where the pointed tips that would have clearly denoted his elvishness were, there were only scars. Near the top of his ears were stitching scars, and above those were uglier, pinker, less structured ones.

"More, Dol." Cy spoke up. The crackling was beginning to get louder. Dolnar narrowed his eyes. The streams of energy feeding the metal became larger. The barrier began to concentrate more and more, shrinking in size as it did so. Cy closed his eyes slightly and watched the temperature gauge. It was slowly climbing.

The frown that had threatened revealed itself when Carley saw Glenn's ears. Reminded of them and the story behind them, she turned her gaze away from him to watch Dolnar and Cy. Rather than fidget, she was unusually still.

The additional energy turned that grimace into a rictus, as it lifted up the skin on Glenn's face and seemed to threaten to tear it right off. The strain was enough that it drove him to his knees, head bent down as low as it could.

The mana stabilizer was inside one of the metal rods. It wasn't visible, but Cy knew exactly where it was. He moved over toward that particular rod. He could actually feel the energy vibrating in the open air. He glanced toward Carley, then at Glenn. The barrier all of a sudden collapsed and disappeared completely. Cy held up a hand toward Dolnar. The mage lowered his arms. The streams of energy quit flowing from his hands. The crackles grew much quieter.

Carley's gaze shifted from Cy to Glenn. Brow furrowed upon seeing him collapsed the way he was, she started walking towards him, between those rods, figuring it was safe now. "Glenn? Are you okay?" The concern in her voice and eyes was quite apparent.

His green irises had darkened so much with the pain that they almost seemed black. With the mana stabilizer shut down, Glenn's hair fell mostly back into place. However, he could feel the air, the lack of cover on his left ear. Slowly, he lifted a hand to touch it. Bare, exposed. They'd seen it. Horrified, he tucked his arms over his head and hid, still crouched. "Dammit..."

Dolnar stepped forward and toward Glenn. He kneeled down and asked a question similar to Carley's. "Are you all right, friend?" The mage had seen Glenn's ear, but he made no comment about it. Cy stepped away from the rod he'd been standing near. He watched Glenn, Carley, and Dolnar. Silent once more.

Crouching down, Carley extended a hand towards Glenn. Ready to assist him up, if need be.

"I'm alright." He didn't look okay, though, or sound okay. He certainly didn't feel okay. Despite that, he took Carley's hand and attempted to stand on wobbly legs.

"The pain'll go away." Cy commented and immediately asked a question. "Do you feel more... solid?" He couldn't think of a better way of putting it. Dolnar stood up, but remained nearby, just in case further assistance was going to be needed.

"Yer a bad liar." Quietly remarking to Glenn, Carley gently tugged his hand to assist him to his feet. "Easy does it - don't overdo it."

"I feel...better in control, now." Glenn turned to Cy as Carley pulled him up. He looked just about to whisper something in her ear, but suddenly pulled away. Instead, he spoke aloud. "It's not the worst pain I've felt. Close, but I've felt worse."

"Sorry." Cy's tone was flat. It probably wasn't hard to guess that the apology lacked feeling. "It wasn't really avoidable." At least that had the ring of truth to it. Dolnar spoke up not long after Cy. "The pain should not linger for too terribly long."

Carley blinked a time or two as Glenn had leaned so close, only to pull away so suddenly. Looking somewhat confused, she was quick to pull her hand from his, then took a step away. Silent, for now.

Glenn glanced over to Cy, a curious look on his face. The pattern of behavior earlier had been odd, but the tone of voice was odder still. Rather than question him on it, he adjusted the hair around his ears to make sure they were covered. With Carley pulling away, Cyrail evidently not being friendly towards him, and barely knowing Dolnar, Glenn was hit with a sudden wave of loneliness. He decided to lean against the edge of the ship, looking down at whatever was below him. His eyes shut, and he almost seemed to be sleeping on his feet.


*Good luck.

Carley

Date: 2009-07-02 02:57 EST
Tilting her head almost curiously at Glenn, Carley couldn't help but sigh quietly. Shoulders faintly slumped, she turned to meander away from the railing, effectively giving the once carpenter his space. Bright blues shifted towards Dolnar as she walked, and a faint nod was given to the mage. "Thanks for the help, Doley..."

Cy watched as Glenn moved away. He also saw Carley's reaction. It made him frown. Dolnar seemed a little confused by the whole situation, but he smiled at Carley. "My pleasure, Carley."

Cy started moving toward Glenn. He stopped a few feet short of the other elf. "So, that's it? Not even going to thank her for all her worry, everything she did to make sure you got some help?"

He looked up, deliberately flattening out his tone further for Cy. "Thank you." He turned to Carley and Dolnar. "Thanks, all of you. Is there anything else I need to do?" He was already standing up straight, casting his eyes toward the exit.

"CyCy..." She spoke quietly as he passed, frowning a bit at his words to Glenn. Glenn's response only made her frown further, however. It was really Cy he should be grateful to, not her. She never could have dreamed of making a device like the one he made. Best not to start arguing though. Bright blues shifting to Glenn, she shrugged. "I can't imagine anything else ya need to do. Resting probably couldn't hurt, after all that." She paused. "Assuming you have a place to stay?"

"No. I don't have a place to stay." It didn't seem to phase him, if his lingering glance over at the plank that would take him off the ship was any indication.

Dolnar didn't think he should interrupt the conversation, so he simply smiled at Glenn and then began his way toward the plank. "Good evening to all of you." His words were quiet and polite as he went. Cy, he was staring at Glenn. Again, he could find no words to say.

Carley turned towards Dolnar, offering a faint nod to the mage, but her gaze soon fell upon Glenn. She twisted her lips in annoyance. "So what is it ya plan to do? Sleep on a bench somewhere? You can't do that."

"Carley, I don't have a job. I don't have money. All I've got's the clothes on my back, some lint in my pockets, and that." Glenn pointed toward her pocket, where the necklace was. "Where else am I supposed to sleep?"

Cy withheld any comment he'd been thinking of making. He pulled his wrench from one of his pouches and moved closer to focal box. He decided he was going to start dismantling the thing right away. Faint squeaking could be heard as he began loosening a bolt.

Carley's gaze shifted towards Cy at his movements. She pondered Glenn's words for a few moments before something came to her. It wasn't likely to make anyone happy, either. "Here. On the Luinista." She nodded towards Glenn. "I have some extra cabins. You can stay here tonight, and I'll get you some food and coins together tomorrow. After that, you can do whatever ya want." Her chin tilted upwards somewhat. "I know for fact ya wouldn't dare leave without this." She patted her pocket. Oh yes. She went there.

His eyes narrowed on Carley, as she threatened to hang onto his necklace. "You wouldn't. That's not yours."

More squeaking. Cy was listening to the conversation very closely even though he was working. A bolt was removed and put into his pocket. He turned slightly to look at Carley. It was her ship. He had no say, but he couldn't help but feel frustrated.

The corner of her lips twitched upwards impishly, though her eyes didn't sparkle with that same mischief. They were almost sad. "Ya obviously don't know me anymore if you think that's true."

Glenn could have tried to take the necklace from Carley by force, physical or magical, but he had a sneaking suspicion that would only get the taller, stronger elf involved in the fracas. As tired as he was, he was in no shape for a fist fight or a magic duel. He heaved a sigh. "Fine. I'll stay. I'm pretty tired right now, so I think I'll go to my room now."

Cy shifted slightly and looked at Glenn again. "Your attitude is starting to piss me off. She's trying to help you. She obviously cares about your well-being. You're either a moron or you don't care. Which is it?" His expression was none to happy. He put his wrench back into his pouch as he spoke.

Carley's expression likely mirrored Cy's upon hearing him. She wasn't happy at that moment either. She found herself unable to say anything, however. Because honestly? Part of her wanted an answer. An answer as to why Glenn was being the way he was. An answer to how things came to be as they were now. An answer to so many things, really.

If they were looking for an honest answer, a true answer, it wasn't going to come at that moment. Glenn glanced over at Cy, his face a blank, emotionless mask. "I don't know you, and you don't know me, and that's that."

"I know all I need to know. That's pretty obvious. You meant something to her, so I have to guess that she meant something to you at some point, yeah? Sure as hell aren't acting like it." Cy's dark brown eyes narrowed as he spoke to Glenn.

"And that isn't your business." Glenn chimed in soon after Cy was finished talking.

It didn't seem wise to allow things to escalate. Especially knowing how Cy felt for Glenn. Carley didn't doubt he wanted to make good on his threat. "It's-" She paused suddenly, before raising her hand to point at the opposite end of the ship. Words were spoken quietly. "-just go down into the cabins. Take a left. Last door to the right at the end of the hallway." Bright blues had settled on the ground. She wasn't looking at either elf.

Glenn didn't bother to wait for Cy's retort, nor did he say anything to Carley as he passed by her. He walked swiftly and silently to his room, eyes straight ahead. If he saw anyone else who he thought might work on the ship, he averted his gaze.

Carley

Date: 2009-07-02 03:17 EST
Cy watched as Glenn went. Anger was still foremost in the elf's mind. He looked over at Carley and spoke, doing his best to curb the edge that lingered near the surface. "I'm going to take this apart and get out of here. Won't be here tomorrow."

Carley continued to stare at the ground beneath her feet. Glenn had seemed less than thrilled with her, but she was doing the right thing for him, right? She heard about the various goings on around town, and that it wasn't safe at night. Glenn had no business trying to sleep amidst it all. She didn't look up upon hearing Cy, even. Was he angry with her now? Her eyes watered but she dared not move. She didn't want to start crying. Not again.

Wrench removed from his pouch once more, Cy was getting ready to go back to the task at hand. He looked over at Carley again. Had she even moved? He couldn't help but frown. Concern pushed anger aside, at least temporarily. His steps took him right next to the shorter elf. His?words were?quiet. "Hey. It'll be all right." He assumed she was upset by Glenn's behavior.

She cried. It was silent, but the tears fell. Carley hated it. To feel weak. To be weak. To allow such things to affect her so. She brushed her tears away quickly with the back of her hand before glancing up at Cy, somewhat hesitantly. "Yer not.. mad at me too?"

"At you? Nah. You gotta do what you think is right. Not saying I agree with it, but that was your choice to make." His features softened some. He was hoping the night would go smoothly. Not just with the actual stabilizing. He leaned forward and opened his arms, intent on giving Carley a hug. He figured she might need one.

Carley certainly could use that hug. Her own arms opened as she leaned against Cy, squeezing tight. "Okay... that's good. I thought maybe you were. Thought maybe that's why ya didn't plan to show up tomorrow..." She still spoke much more quietly than usual.

Cy held onto the shorter elf for a long moment. "It's not that. I just don't want to be around that guy until I calm down. Might come late instead of not at all, okay?" He slowly released his hold on her and stepped back. Eyes directed down at Carley.

Leaning back, she nodded and peered up at Cy. "Okay." She smiled, just barely. "I don't imagine he'll stick around very long." Thoughts wandering, her gaze soon followed suit. Glancing towards the focal box, the trace of smile on her face faded. "I hadn't realized just how much time and work ya put into that thing, CyCy." To help someone he didn't like, no less.

"Wasn't that bad." Which was a lie, naturally. He'd spent a lot of time working on the focal box. "Shame it really doesn't have another use, though." He turned his eyes toward the machine.

"Yeah, shame." She didn't believe that lie, either. Carley turned her gaze back up to Cy, studying him. "Ya gotta tell me how I can make it all up to you. Not just somethin' like cookies or food. Something.. more." She had every intention of finding a way to make it up to him, regardless of his answer.

He almost looked sad at the prospect of taking the focal box apart, but he didn't voice it. His expression changed into a smile as he turned to Carley again. A genuine one. "You don't have to make anything up to me, sunshine. Just go back to being happy. That's all I really want in return." Stepping away, Cy once again took up his wrench. Back to dismantling.

Carley stared at Cy's back for a few long moments. Go back to being happy? She wouldn't have minded that herself... She snorted. "That's such a lame response, CyCy." Her tone suggested she didn't mean what she said. "I'll think of something without you." She nodded to herself in the affirmative. There likely had to be something she could do for him. Something she could get him? "It wouldn't be right if I let you go so out of the way for me without doing something in return. Glenn might not appreciate it, but-" Her face twisted in annoyance at her inability to articulate her thoughts.

Cy chuckled a little. "You do. I know." He was making quick work of the various bolts. He had a lot of practice with his wrench after all. Another tool was pulled from a pouch. He used it to loosen a very stubborn bolt he'd just encountered.

She made a face at his back when he chuckled. "It's not just that, CyCy. I'm not used to... to this. People don't just- they don't- ugh, forget it." Shaking her head, she stepped forward, standing near the tall elf. "I can help?"

"Used to what?" He was curious, so he asked his question despite what she had said. "Hold this, yeah? Just keep it steady." He tapped the metal beam he'd been working on getting the bolts out of.

"I can do that." With a nod, Carley stepped closer to the metal beam and wrapped her arms around it to hold it steady as possible. It was a few moments before she bothered to respond to Cy's question, as she had to think of how to word it. Even then, the words sounded terribly lame to her. "I'm not used to people doin' such nice things for me, I guess. I mean... they do nice thing, but nothing like this?" She hoped he would understand. "I worked a long time by myself, real hard, so it doesn't phase me much. I'm used to having to earn things myself, or do somethin' hard by myself. A lot of times, when people do somethin'? It's only because they want something in return."

"Yeah, I can see where you're coming from. People usually do want something in return for whatever they might do." Cy reached up pretty high and loosened the bolts that connected two of the beams together. "Ease it down." He grabbed hold of the beam Carley had her arms around and started to pull it towards him. "I don't mean to stick my nose where it doesn't belong, but you're my friend, Carley. I'll do whatever you need me to. That's part of being somebody's friend."

Carley did as told, and began to ease the metal beam down, slow as she could. She waited until it had been lowered before she resumed talking. "I didn't think you were doin' that." She pondered something momentarily. "The things you asked him? I wanted to know too. I mean... I care about him, but not in the way you probably think I do. It's nothin' like that. It's just after all that time together, I can't shut off a desire to .. to.." Once again, she found herself unable to put her thoughts to words. That was vexing, particularly for one who liked to talk as much as she did. "Whatever. Doesn't matter." Carley shook her head.

The second beam only needed a couple of bolts loosened before it was ready to be pulled down as well. Cy was quick to do just that. He spoke shortly before he began to bring the second metal beam down. "No explanation needed. Think I know what you mean."

Nodding to his words, Carley quickly looked up at Cy, bright blues wide. "Oh. And CyCy? It works both ways. Like I said before, we're friends before anything else. If you ever need anything from me-" She raised her hand, palm to her chest. "I'll do my best to give it to ya."

"Wouldn't doubt that for a second, aier*." He smiled in an easy manner at Carley, as was usual for him to do. He glanced at the remaining two beams and stepped over to them, getting right back to work. "If you want to go home, go ahead. I can handle it from here. Shouldn't take much longer."

Carley rolled her eyes at the nickname. "Yeah yeah..." The idea of going home at such an hour wasn't appealing, but neither was sleeping aboard the Luinista, with Glenn so near. The latter choice was much more practical, however. "Think I'll stay here and sleep in my room. I still don't wanna be walkin' through WestEnd at night, just yet." Looking over the beams, she wrinkled her nose. "Sure ya got it? I don't wanna leave you with a lot of work to do."

Cy was already starting to bring the third beam down. He gave Carley another smile and nodded. "All right. And I got it. No problem. Just get some rest, yeah? I'll be here tomorrow sometime."

She perked a bit at hearing he would indeed return tomorrow. "Okay!" With a smile, she waved to Cy before turning to head for the cabins. "Nauva varna, kallo'amin!**" And with one final snicker, the small elf was gone.

Cy held onto the fourth beam as Carley went. He chuckled at her parting words. After a slow shake of his head, it was back to work.


*small elf
**Be safe, my hero!

((Edited and Adapted from Live RP))

Carley

Date: 2009-07-02 04:04 EST
The Luinista
July 2nd, Early Morning


Just beyond the door in front of her, there was Glenn.

Carley sighed at the simple plank of wood that separated them. But far more than that separated them now, didn't it? She knew it best not to knock, for both their sakes. It was best for both if he simply left, quickly and quietly. Seeing him wouldn't help matters. Risking Cy seeing him again certainly wouldn't help either. She was true to her word, however, and gathered together the things she had told him she would.

The tray she carried in her arms was set on the floor. On that tray, a flat lid kept the items beneath it safe and clean. Said items were, first and foremost, a simple breakfast. Eggs. Sausage. Orange slices. Second was a pouch filled with the money she had promised him. 3 gold. 8 silvers. 16 coppers. That had taken a bit of scrounging to put together. She hoped it was enough to keep him on his feet, even for a little while. Third was his jade necklace that she had held hostage. Lastly, beneath that necklace, was a folded note. A simple note in blue ink.

Amin hiraetha, amin ere'merne tue.*

Quiet as she could, Carley slid the tray beneath the crack under the door. Glenn would find it. Then he would be on his way. She departed away from his door quickly, so that she could cloister herself away in one of the Towers. There, she could bury herself in busy work and thoughts of how to repay Cy and not be aware of Glenn's departure.

It was all for the best, this way, even if it didn't feel that way to her.


*I'm sorry, I only wanted to help.

Imrathion Tathar

Date: 2009-07-05 12:29 EST
In the end, Glenn couldn't even read the note that Carley had left him.

He had spotted the short missive while picking through the items she had left on the tray with his breakfast. He'd taken the necklace and put it on first, feeling the familiar rush of the glamour that hid his appearance from the world. He stared at the note throughout his breakfast, feeling like a prisoner awaiting his sentence or execution. Despite the nerves, he plowed through the eggs and sausage, lingering on the orange slices. Sygil, for all the strange and marvelous foods it did have, did not have much in the way of citrus, especially oranges. It had been...how long had it been since he'd eaten an orange? He wanted to smile, at the thoughtfulness of Carley's gesture, but he couldn't force himself to do so. Once he had eaten, he picked up the pouch and looked over the coins she had given him. Quickly, he set aside the gold and silver, pocketing only the copper. Finally, there was nothing left to do but read the message.

Amin hiraetha, amin ere'merne tue. Glenn knew it was elvish, but he didn't understand it. Two years of learning the demanding language of magic taught at his school, combined with the side effects of being bounced back and forth in time and space, had completely erased his memory of elvish. If this had been Glenn when he had first arrived in RhyDin, or Glenn when he had been dating Carley, it might have saddened him to have lost this knowledge. This Glenn, though, just sighed. He would have to go to the RhyDin Public Library and ask for help translating. He left the tray uncovered, the orange rinds neatly stacked to one side on the plate with the silverware beside it, and the pouch with the remaining coins next to that. Silently, he slipped out of the cabin and made his way off the Luinista, thankful that he hadn't run into any of the crew again.

***

The young woman working at the reference desk that day had frowned at Glenn slightly when he handed over the note and asked for a translation. It wasn't just the fact that she'd had to climb half-way up a bookshelf ladder to retrieve an Elvish-Common dictionary from the reference stacks behind the desk. It was the fact that she instantly recognized the handwriting on the paper as being a female's. And terse messages from ladies were never a good thing. Once the book was down off the shelf, she headed back to where Glenn was standing. She flipped to a section near the back of the book, where common elvish phrases were, hoping it would make her work easier. It partially did.

?Amin hiraetha means 'I'm sorry.' I'm not sure what the other sentence means yet.? She looked up at Glenn, trying to gauge his reaction. His face was placid, emotionless. She frowned a little more, shook her head slightly, and brushed a curl of dark brown hair off of her face, before continuing the translation. The rest of this would be rougher, word by word. The pages sung their crisp song as she turned from letter to letter, piecing together the last phrase painstakingly.

? 'I'm sorry, I...only...want...' ? The flipping became more frantic, as the last word eluded her. ?No, that's not it...aha! 'to help. I'm sorry, I only want to help.' ? Again, she looked up from the dictionary and note, searching Glenn's face for some kind of emotion. None was forthcoming.

?Thanks,? he said flatly.

?You're welcome. Was that it?? The words were clipped, and she was very close to scowling. She wanted to pry, figure out the context of this message and why Glenn had hardly reacted to it, but she instinctively knew it would be pointless to try.

?Yes. No, wait. Do you have a pen and paper and an envelope I can borrow??

She breathed in deeply and exhaled slowly, calming herself before responding. ?Yeah. Give me a minute.? She fetched what he asked for quickly, and was thankful when he left for a study carrel soon after.

Imrathion Tathar

Date: 2009-07-06 20:03 EST
Carley,

Thanks for the oranges this morning.

I'd be really stupid if I didn't notice that things went really badly between us while I was here. I know you were trying to help, and I'm glad you did, but the only reason I did it was because I was told the only way I would find my way back home was in RhyDin. I'm not supposed to be here, and I don't want to be here. I don't belong here anymore, I belong in Sygil, with my friends and professors and colleagues and classes. I've enjoyed the last two years or so that I've been there, which is really more than I can say for the two years or so that I spent here. As soon as I can get there, I will, and I don't think I'll ever come back here again.

I don't regret the time we spent together, but it's in the past and we both can't live there anymore. Time will pass and I'm sure you'll eventually forget about me or just think of me as some small, stupid part of your life.

Thank you for everything that you did for me. I wish you good luck with everything that life brings you.

Goodbye,

Glenn

***

With just the copper coins Carley had given him, Glenn couldn't really afford to send the letter via messenger, nor did he really want to. Instead, he sent the message out through the infrequently used RhyDin postal service. There was a bit of confusion at the post office why he was sending something that would be quicker to deliver with a messenger (since they were more used to inter-realm delivery), but he assured them that he wanted it sent through them. One corner of the plain white envelope had a stamp placed on it with an image of a dragon, wings spread as if preparing for flight. Below that was Carley's address at the Luinista. The handwritten address would be the only initial clue it was a letter from him. No red wax sealed the envelope, and no oak tree signet was stamped into a seal.

By the time the message arrived, Glenn would be long gone from the city.