Nazario Calabresi had been driving for the Lucian Royal Family for longer than he could remember. He had driven for Noct when he was just a boy and then as an adult and for the now King?s children as they too grew. Much as he had for Claire and Noctis when they needed to escape the pressure of Insomnia, he was Averia?s inevitable go to when it came to following through with her father?s request that she and Nick leave the city for a little while. It was a drive he had made many a time, the there and back to the country manor in Duscae. It was strange, leaving the little princess there with a man he was only passingly familiar with and no other family. It felt wrong almost. Especially considering the rumors. But at the end of the day, he trusted his King and it was with no small amount of chagrin that his bid the young couple farewell in the front drive of the manor and made the trek back to the city. Anticipating only a short stay, Averia had brought a single bag, slung over her shoulder as she watched the black sedan disappear down the lengthy driveway. When he finally turned back onto the main road, she tipped her chin up to cut Nick a sidelong look.
?Well. We?re here. Do you feel any more relaxed?? She asked. Mostly because she didn?t. Not yet at least.
The car ride indeed hadn?t made him feel any more relaxed. The drive itself wasn?t unpleasant, time with Averia sitting close was always good. Nick couldn?t really get the mob scene out of his mind though. Maybe it was too soon? He shook his head, looking at the manor house hopefully. ?No, but it?s quiet here and we certainly don?t have to worry about being ambushed by cameras and questions.? The way they?d left, he doubted anyone but Alex, Nazario, and her father knew they were out of the Citadel. ?Maybe we should do something to relax a bit?? There was that grin again, he picked up his bag, took her hand and headed for the house wondering idly if there was going to be a staff present or not.
?You know the only thing that really matters is that we?re together, right?? This he believed in his soul. They?d gone through too much to let anyone or anything come between them. ?I would still like to get out for a while, there may not be a city here, but we don?t have to stay in. Maybe we could go for a ride, or just a walk??
?If anyone tried, they?d be given exactly one warning before being shot.? She said with a sigh. It didn?t sound like she was joking either. Her father evidently took his privacy very seriously when it came to the country house, a fact that the twins had simply come to expect as normal over the years. Shoes crunching on fine gravel sounded out their approach to the manor where they weren?t met by the customary staff to take their bags. Averia figured her father had told them to leave the couple be, or at least make themselves scarce.
?I think I?d like that though. Cabin fever is not a good look on either of us. Short walk after dinner maybe? Then we can do whatever we want tomorrow.? Shouldering through the door, she turned straight for the staircase to the second level, intent on dumping her bag and maybe digging out something better suited to a little while out in the cold.
They were alone, he?d considered what that meant on the way there. What it might mean at least. Now he was here and uncertain if he should do what was proper, or what he wanted. He eyed the room that he?d occupied the last time he?d been here, then turned away from it to follow Avy into her room to deposit his bag. ?There?s plenty of time before dinner to get cleaned up from the road.? Not that he?d gotten particularly dirty in the back seat of the car. ?Feel like joining me for a shower?? It seemed like months since they?d been able to enjoy one of those together. He looked over his shoulder at her as he left a trail of clothing to the door of the bathroom. ?I?m feeling pretty dirty.? Nick let that be taken whatever way came to Avy?s mind. The top of his jeans was just pushing over his hips as he stepped through the bathroom door.
It took her little time to agree, especially knowing that they were generally alone. When all was said and done, they had gotten dirty and clean several times over until finally the water ran cold and chased them from the shower. Shivering as she dried off, Averia tugged on a fresh outfit, layering with the knowledge that they?d be going outside before long. The house was quiet in a way she wasn?t quite used to so she found herself sticking close to Nick more than she anticipated until the creak of floorboards downstairs preceded the wafting of delectable scents from the kitchen. It was enough to hasten the drying of her hair and the dusting of minimalist makeup before she found Nick again.
?If I didn?t know better, I?d say that?s behemoth aubergine parmesan.? Had she been less of a lady she would have been drooling as she tugged on his hand to drag him downstairs. She had a vague idea of who may have been behind the neatly prepared meal but by the time they made it to the first floor, whoever it was was gone once more. It was eerie almost because out of sight didn?t necessarily mean out of mind. Still though, she cut him a smile and dug in. Just as she foretold, the behemoth was delectable, paired perfectly with sauted eggplant and a generous dose of cheese. It was more than enough to lift Averia?s spirits even if by the end of it she was almost too full to want to go out. She had promised Nick though so true to her word, she reluctantly tracked down her shoes and coat and met him at the door. ?I?d say we?ve got an hour and a half, maybe two before sundown. Good by you??
Nick had been starving, though that could have been from their recent exertions, it had been that way for the last several days. He?d have been embarrassed by the amount he consumed if it had been more than just the two of them. Alex would have been unmerciful in his teasing. He was more than ready to get out of the place when dinner had been finished. The wine consumed was negligible, two glasses consumed with the food. ?Two hours with no walls sounds perfect. Do we need anything else?? He was already donning his shoes and the heavy leather jacket that he?d worn for the first ten minutes of the ride out before the car became far too warm for it.
?Avy,? He was lingering in the foyer near the door, waiting for her to finish getting ready. ?I keep wondering if there?s something I should be doing. I mean, since the auction. I?m still a bit aimless.? Nick wasn?t bored, he made a point of never letting himself get to that point. There just seemed to be something missing from life on an industrial level. When she was ready he pulled the door open and held out his hand for her to take. ?You know what I mean? If I hadn?t left, I?d likely have been pulled into the family business. But things have changed, and I see so many options. Too many really, I feel stuck.? He knew where some of that was coming from. He put no stock in the gossip rags that had been raking their names over the coals. What he did see there was not what they wanted people to focus on. Everyone mentioned in the articles was somebody, or something. Avy was the heir to the throne, and aunt Claire was the queen. Even his father was a smith of some note. It was difficult not to be known for something. ?That?s part of why I want to compete. I?m good at it, and honestly I think the people of Lucis need to see me as something more than what they do now.? He?d been busy talking, which had him walking with her without paying too much attention to where they were going.
?You?re not him.? Averia stated simply. From a cabinet in the foyer, she stole away a pair of what looked to be slim maglites. Popping each one open, she checked the battery compartment, nodded her approval, and shut them up. One was stuffed into her coat pocket and the other offered to Nikolai for him to carry. Without bothering to lock up behind them, Avy led the way, venturing down the cobbled path that cut through the property to head along the treeline furthest from the main road. Eventually a set path gave way to brown grass, newly uncovered and still damp from the snow melt.
?You?re good at it and you enjoy it which is actually more important than being good at it. I?m good at a lot of things, doesn?t mean I enjoy them all and it definitely doesn?t mean I want to do them constantly.? Though they were cold, she didn?t put her hands into her pockets. Outside of the property?s perimeter she maintained a watchful eye with a periodic swivel of her head. They still had an hour and a half of sunlight by her estimate but that didn?t mean they shouldn?t keep an eye out. Eventually their trek turned them down an open break in the thinner part of the forest and Averia bumped her hip to his. ?But it doesn?t matter how they see you. They?ll never see you as you are. And they shouldn?t, because we aren?t required to share the entirety of ourselves with the public. Still though? I want you to be happy, Nick. Whether that?s in a forge or on a free run course, you know I support you, right??
?I am him, not the smith maybe but I am like him. Your mom, or both of them maybe have said as much. I do enjoy the competitions, win or lose. I like challenging myself.? Nick walked with her down the path, and along the treeline. He was far less conscious about the dangers as Averia was though. He hadn?t spent much time in Eos at all, and had certainly never seen any of the things that the twins had described. That wasn?t exactly accurate, perhaps one of the key differences between Rhy?Din and Eos was how diverse the population was. A monster there probably was self aware, and had a damn good reason for being as it was. Lacking a good reason, there was always a reason to be had.
Nick took Averia?s hand and looped it around his waist. ?I am happy, I hope you know that you are a big part of that. What I am not, is sure how to be a mystery to people. I am also not so good at letting people take shots at you and your family, just because of me.? His arm was around her shoulders, he watched the tree line and on a whim turned towards it. ?You know that I love you, and your support. I?d be a mess without you.?
?You?re not him,? she argued, her brow furrowing. ?Like him does not mean you are him. You don?t have to live in his shadow, not as bright as you are.? Her fingers found a belt loop, tangling there as his arm slipped around her shoulders. The woods were muddy thanks to the thawing ground, leaving their shoes to squish through the muck more the deeper they got. The canopy wasn?t so thick that they couldn?t still see the sky here and there but the foliage became denser further in. ?Nobody says you have to be a mystery either, Niko. Just be you. I love you, you as you are, not who you think you have to be for anyone else??
?Avy, do you ever feel the same? You?re mother?s plenty accomplished. We all have some kind of shadow to find our way out of.? Nick pushed on silently for awhile, content in a couple of things. First and foremost was the girl next to him. Averia was solid, a steadying presence even when she too had reasons that had pushed her to the country manor. The second was the bit of freedom that they now had. Days being essentially trapped inside had Nick feeling that a night out was exactly what they needed. As the trees thickened, so too did the view of the house diminish. It would be easy to get turned around in such a place, and as good as the weather was proving to be, he knew that wouldn?t last either.
?I?ll be me, because I don?t know who else to be. I have to warn you though, me is quite taken with you. I might not want to share you sometimes.? The sky disappeared over head, branches intertwining to cut off the blue with shadowed greens, now there were only hints of sunlight breaking through, the angle severe as it slowly made its way towards the horizon. ?My father worked to make a life for him, and me, and honestly as often as he could for Addie. I would like to do the same, for you and me.?
?Every day.? There was no hesitation in her response. Never had she felt the need to censor herself around Nikolai, a fact she was most grateful for. Seldom did she get an opportunity to speak so freely in Lucis but with him she never had to hold back. As they hiked through the woods, she did little to deviate their path, trying to stick to a straight line to make it easier to retrace their steps on the way out. ?But I don?t think I?ll have the freedom to do that. Dad?s the King, Mom?s the Queen and some legendary military badass, second only to the Immortal Shogun himself. Even in Rhydin I can?t be anything but ?the daughter of Claire Caelum, dueling legend and philanthropist?. I?ve accepted it but you don?t have to.?
Her hand tightened on his hip, squeezing him against her affectionately. ?I endeavor to keep the sharing to a minimum. You know, once we get married, nobody can really tell you that you can?t be as close to me as you want.? Her smile was coy, angled his way with a look through a veil of midnight lashes. It wasn?t as though the young couple would want for much in life but the fact that he wanted to be a part of it to begin with made her stomach flutter and her heart skip. Still neither was enough to relieve the minor nagging at the edge of her consciousness. Averia frowned, tilting her head as she listened. Not so much as a bird?s chirp accented their march through the forest. ?Nick? tell me what you hear right now.?
?Well. We?re here. Do you feel any more relaxed?? She asked. Mostly because she didn?t. Not yet at least.
The car ride indeed hadn?t made him feel any more relaxed. The drive itself wasn?t unpleasant, time with Averia sitting close was always good. Nick couldn?t really get the mob scene out of his mind though. Maybe it was too soon? He shook his head, looking at the manor house hopefully. ?No, but it?s quiet here and we certainly don?t have to worry about being ambushed by cameras and questions.? The way they?d left, he doubted anyone but Alex, Nazario, and her father knew they were out of the Citadel. ?Maybe we should do something to relax a bit?? There was that grin again, he picked up his bag, took her hand and headed for the house wondering idly if there was going to be a staff present or not.
?You know the only thing that really matters is that we?re together, right?? This he believed in his soul. They?d gone through too much to let anyone or anything come between them. ?I would still like to get out for a while, there may not be a city here, but we don?t have to stay in. Maybe we could go for a ride, or just a walk??
?If anyone tried, they?d be given exactly one warning before being shot.? She said with a sigh. It didn?t sound like she was joking either. Her father evidently took his privacy very seriously when it came to the country house, a fact that the twins had simply come to expect as normal over the years. Shoes crunching on fine gravel sounded out their approach to the manor where they weren?t met by the customary staff to take their bags. Averia figured her father had told them to leave the couple be, or at least make themselves scarce.
?I think I?d like that though. Cabin fever is not a good look on either of us. Short walk after dinner maybe? Then we can do whatever we want tomorrow.? Shouldering through the door, she turned straight for the staircase to the second level, intent on dumping her bag and maybe digging out something better suited to a little while out in the cold.
They were alone, he?d considered what that meant on the way there. What it might mean at least. Now he was here and uncertain if he should do what was proper, or what he wanted. He eyed the room that he?d occupied the last time he?d been here, then turned away from it to follow Avy into her room to deposit his bag. ?There?s plenty of time before dinner to get cleaned up from the road.? Not that he?d gotten particularly dirty in the back seat of the car. ?Feel like joining me for a shower?? It seemed like months since they?d been able to enjoy one of those together. He looked over his shoulder at her as he left a trail of clothing to the door of the bathroom. ?I?m feeling pretty dirty.? Nick let that be taken whatever way came to Avy?s mind. The top of his jeans was just pushing over his hips as he stepped through the bathroom door.
It took her little time to agree, especially knowing that they were generally alone. When all was said and done, they had gotten dirty and clean several times over until finally the water ran cold and chased them from the shower. Shivering as she dried off, Averia tugged on a fresh outfit, layering with the knowledge that they?d be going outside before long. The house was quiet in a way she wasn?t quite used to so she found herself sticking close to Nick more than she anticipated until the creak of floorboards downstairs preceded the wafting of delectable scents from the kitchen. It was enough to hasten the drying of her hair and the dusting of minimalist makeup before she found Nick again.
?If I didn?t know better, I?d say that?s behemoth aubergine parmesan.? Had she been less of a lady she would have been drooling as she tugged on his hand to drag him downstairs. She had a vague idea of who may have been behind the neatly prepared meal but by the time they made it to the first floor, whoever it was was gone once more. It was eerie almost because out of sight didn?t necessarily mean out of mind. Still though, she cut him a smile and dug in. Just as she foretold, the behemoth was delectable, paired perfectly with sauted eggplant and a generous dose of cheese. It was more than enough to lift Averia?s spirits even if by the end of it she was almost too full to want to go out. She had promised Nick though so true to her word, she reluctantly tracked down her shoes and coat and met him at the door. ?I?d say we?ve got an hour and a half, maybe two before sundown. Good by you??
Nick had been starving, though that could have been from their recent exertions, it had been that way for the last several days. He?d have been embarrassed by the amount he consumed if it had been more than just the two of them. Alex would have been unmerciful in his teasing. He was more than ready to get out of the place when dinner had been finished. The wine consumed was negligible, two glasses consumed with the food. ?Two hours with no walls sounds perfect. Do we need anything else?? He was already donning his shoes and the heavy leather jacket that he?d worn for the first ten minutes of the ride out before the car became far too warm for it.
?Avy,? He was lingering in the foyer near the door, waiting for her to finish getting ready. ?I keep wondering if there?s something I should be doing. I mean, since the auction. I?m still a bit aimless.? Nick wasn?t bored, he made a point of never letting himself get to that point. There just seemed to be something missing from life on an industrial level. When she was ready he pulled the door open and held out his hand for her to take. ?You know what I mean? If I hadn?t left, I?d likely have been pulled into the family business. But things have changed, and I see so many options. Too many really, I feel stuck.? He knew where some of that was coming from. He put no stock in the gossip rags that had been raking their names over the coals. What he did see there was not what they wanted people to focus on. Everyone mentioned in the articles was somebody, or something. Avy was the heir to the throne, and aunt Claire was the queen. Even his father was a smith of some note. It was difficult not to be known for something. ?That?s part of why I want to compete. I?m good at it, and honestly I think the people of Lucis need to see me as something more than what they do now.? He?d been busy talking, which had him walking with her without paying too much attention to where they were going.
?You?re not him.? Averia stated simply. From a cabinet in the foyer, she stole away a pair of what looked to be slim maglites. Popping each one open, she checked the battery compartment, nodded her approval, and shut them up. One was stuffed into her coat pocket and the other offered to Nikolai for him to carry. Without bothering to lock up behind them, Avy led the way, venturing down the cobbled path that cut through the property to head along the treeline furthest from the main road. Eventually a set path gave way to brown grass, newly uncovered and still damp from the snow melt.
?You?re good at it and you enjoy it which is actually more important than being good at it. I?m good at a lot of things, doesn?t mean I enjoy them all and it definitely doesn?t mean I want to do them constantly.? Though they were cold, she didn?t put her hands into her pockets. Outside of the property?s perimeter she maintained a watchful eye with a periodic swivel of her head. They still had an hour and a half of sunlight by her estimate but that didn?t mean they shouldn?t keep an eye out. Eventually their trek turned them down an open break in the thinner part of the forest and Averia bumped her hip to his. ?But it doesn?t matter how they see you. They?ll never see you as you are. And they shouldn?t, because we aren?t required to share the entirety of ourselves with the public. Still though? I want you to be happy, Nick. Whether that?s in a forge or on a free run course, you know I support you, right??
?I am him, not the smith maybe but I am like him. Your mom, or both of them maybe have said as much. I do enjoy the competitions, win or lose. I like challenging myself.? Nick walked with her down the path, and along the treeline. He was far less conscious about the dangers as Averia was though. He hadn?t spent much time in Eos at all, and had certainly never seen any of the things that the twins had described. That wasn?t exactly accurate, perhaps one of the key differences between Rhy?Din and Eos was how diverse the population was. A monster there probably was self aware, and had a damn good reason for being as it was. Lacking a good reason, there was always a reason to be had.
Nick took Averia?s hand and looped it around his waist. ?I am happy, I hope you know that you are a big part of that. What I am not, is sure how to be a mystery to people. I am also not so good at letting people take shots at you and your family, just because of me.? His arm was around her shoulders, he watched the tree line and on a whim turned towards it. ?You know that I love you, and your support. I?d be a mess without you.?
?You?re not him,? she argued, her brow furrowing. ?Like him does not mean you are him. You don?t have to live in his shadow, not as bright as you are.? Her fingers found a belt loop, tangling there as his arm slipped around her shoulders. The woods were muddy thanks to the thawing ground, leaving their shoes to squish through the muck more the deeper they got. The canopy wasn?t so thick that they couldn?t still see the sky here and there but the foliage became denser further in. ?Nobody says you have to be a mystery either, Niko. Just be you. I love you, you as you are, not who you think you have to be for anyone else??
?Avy, do you ever feel the same? You?re mother?s plenty accomplished. We all have some kind of shadow to find our way out of.? Nick pushed on silently for awhile, content in a couple of things. First and foremost was the girl next to him. Averia was solid, a steadying presence even when she too had reasons that had pushed her to the country manor. The second was the bit of freedom that they now had. Days being essentially trapped inside had Nick feeling that a night out was exactly what they needed. As the trees thickened, so too did the view of the house diminish. It would be easy to get turned around in such a place, and as good as the weather was proving to be, he knew that wouldn?t last either.
?I?ll be me, because I don?t know who else to be. I have to warn you though, me is quite taken with you. I might not want to share you sometimes.? The sky disappeared over head, branches intertwining to cut off the blue with shadowed greens, now there were only hints of sunlight breaking through, the angle severe as it slowly made its way towards the horizon. ?My father worked to make a life for him, and me, and honestly as often as he could for Addie. I would like to do the same, for you and me.?
?Every day.? There was no hesitation in her response. Never had she felt the need to censor herself around Nikolai, a fact she was most grateful for. Seldom did she get an opportunity to speak so freely in Lucis but with him she never had to hold back. As they hiked through the woods, she did little to deviate their path, trying to stick to a straight line to make it easier to retrace their steps on the way out. ?But I don?t think I?ll have the freedom to do that. Dad?s the King, Mom?s the Queen and some legendary military badass, second only to the Immortal Shogun himself. Even in Rhydin I can?t be anything but ?the daughter of Claire Caelum, dueling legend and philanthropist?. I?ve accepted it but you don?t have to.?
Her hand tightened on his hip, squeezing him against her affectionately. ?I endeavor to keep the sharing to a minimum. You know, once we get married, nobody can really tell you that you can?t be as close to me as you want.? Her smile was coy, angled his way with a look through a veil of midnight lashes. It wasn?t as though the young couple would want for much in life but the fact that he wanted to be a part of it to begin with made her stomach flutter and her heart skip. Still neither was enough to relieve the minor nagging at the edge of her consciousness. Averia frowned, tilting her head as she listened. Not so much as a bird?s chirp accented their march through the forest. ?Nick? tell me what you hear right now.?