The world was starting to change for everyone and it happened in the span of a week. Amare could feel it and knew he wasn't alone but that didn't keep him from feeling self absorbed and alienated all at the same time.
He handled things the way he usually did. That special brand of destruction, swallowed down with fury and then a rest in between bursts. That was how he ended up in one of Rhy'Din's alleyways with a garbage bag full of barbie doll heads and an empty box of condoms. Trying to get drunk and stay drunk could be frustrating as fuck and it didn't do much to make him feel any different, anyway. He had done something destructive, something that was meant to be cathartic but it wasn't. Was it because no matter how much he treated his anger that it could not ease, not with Quinn also being on edge and feeling that back into him? Family, man, fuck.
The barbie doll bag of heads was sort of like a pillow he half laid his head on and have hugged to his chest. is expensive dark blue suit and he were curled up on the side, facing the ugly brick wall of the alleyway. That was when he reached for his jacket pocket and made the call to Quinn, skipping a 'hello' and opting next for, "I think we need to hurt something."
When the light lit on his phone across the room he grumbled and reached across the body beside him. "Mmmmm, make it quiet!" He said at the roaring of the vibration against the night table. The way it buzzed was climbing into his brain and rattling, someone had apparently been drinking.
Fingers crept around and knocked empty bottle after empty bottle and he was laying across his bedmate before he finally got his phone to his ear. There was a thick film in his mouth and instead of getting up to brush he reached around on the floor for a bottle with something inside of it. Goddamnit who the the hell was it at this hour, better yet what the fuck hour was this! Amare. Of course. "Listen if it's bleeding there's a kit in the...Wait what? Oh, you haven't made it bleeding yet. Okay, let's hurt things." He said as if that was normal and nudged at his bed buddy. "Get up, we are going to kill things, grab the nylon rope, two bottles of wd-40 and some zipties...Wait." He held up a finger and looked at the phone. "What size somethings?" Maybe they would need tranqs, he was unsure if this was a quick and painless hurt something but he figured it was a long drawn out painful hurting of things.
"I was about to take a nap in the alleyway, I don't have any of that shit on me." Well, not anymore.
He sat up, cross legged and still facing the brick wall of the alleyway. The plastic bag of barbie doll heads left an impression on the side of his face. A few blond locks were sticking up, "Pick me up and we'll get it and... does size really matter? Yes, yes it does." Amare leaned back, the hand not holding the phone splayed out on the paved ground of the alleyway behind him as he twisted to get a look at where he was, "I'm in the back alley by the Red Dragon."
"If someone tells you that size doesn't matter it's akin to telling you that your dick is small." Pausing he nodded to himself. "I'll be there when I'm there." The phone was hung up and tossed onto the nightstand and he grumbled and pulled the blankets up over his head. "Eu nao quero," was whined into the shoulder next to him and he shook his head and snuggled up closer.
Apparently he had not found a bottle and would be needing one for the road, or maybe two, good luck to all those involved. Amare would bounce back right? Yeah, they'd be fine. Famous, last, words.
"Size abso-fuckin'-lutely matters," said the bedmate, a purple haired teenage science experiment with a white wolf draped over her. Hottest electric blanket ever? The RV was getting to be a tad cramped, what with Saila and Quinn and Dave and sometimes-Keirra. Neither Saila nor Keirra had any grand designs on sharing a bed with Dave, and Quinn didn't fit on the couch anyway, so. Visions of that month they lived together at the Red Dragon, right?
Saila sat up, raking her fingers through tangled purple locks. She leaned over the side of the bed, snagging her bag of apparently infinite holding, fumbled around inside it and... came up empty. "Holy shit, Big Bad. You really did drink all my scotch. Good job. What am I getting again?" She had supplies... somewhere. Surely.
"Don't take all goddamn night." He didn't know if Quinn even heard him before the phone was hung up. Not that it mattered.
He pushed off the palm flattened on the ground behind him to steady himself against the brick wall as he climbed to his feet. Great. Something was going to happen, somewhere. And Quinn would have WD40, zipties and... what were they killing with that? It sounded like a person but Quinn and Dirk had always been all anti-eating-people or something. They never said it, but what was the probability of a wolf pack NOT doing that? Amare wondered if they were doing it because of him, and if so, was it with the assumption that it would help him out somehow? He'd be more sympathetic if he only ate a screaming deer and not a screaming hiker? People were fucking weird.
On his feet, his fingers pushed back through his hair, combing it back as he squinted towards the alleyway entrance. It was too soon for Quinn to actually be there but he was impatient and couldn't not-look that direction. Pulling out his phone. Fuck. Well, there was always candy crush until Quinn quit taking a shit or whatever the fuck and actually showed up. Ahhh... five in a row. That's extra points.
He handled things the way he usually did. That special brand of destruction, swallowed down with fury and then a rest in between bursts. That was how he ended up in one of Rhy'Din's alleyways with a garbage bag full of barbie doll heads and an empty box of condoms. Trying to get drunk and stay drunk could be frustrating as fuck and it didn't do much to make him feel any different, anyway. He had done something destructive, something that was meant to be cathartic but it wasn't. Was it because no matter how much he treated his anger that it could not ease, not with Quinn also being on edge and feeling that back into him? Family, man, fuck.
The barbie doll bag of heads was sort of like a pillow he half laid his head on and have hugged to his chest. is expensive dark blue suit and he were curled up on the side, facing the ugly brick wall of the alleyway. That was when he reached for his jacket pocket and made the call to Quinn, skipping a 'hello' and opting next for, "I think we need to hurt something."
When the light lit on his phone across the room he grumbled and reached across the body beside him. "Mmmmm, make it quiet!" He said at the roaring of the vibration against the night table. The way it buzzed was climbing into his brain and rattling, someone had apparently been drinking.
Fingers crept around and knocked empty bottle after empty bottle and he was laying across his bedmate before he finally got his phone to his ear. There was a thick film in his mouth and instead of getting up to brush he reached around on the floor for a bottle with something inside of it. Goddamnit who the the hell was it at this hour, better yet what the fuck hour was this! Amare. Of course. "Listen if it's bleeding there's a kit in the...Wait what? Oh, you haven't made it bleeding yet. Okay, let's hurt things." He said as if that was normal and nudged at his bed buddy. "Get up, we are going to kill things, grab the nylon rope, two bottles of wd-40 and some zipties...Wait." He held up a finger and looked at the phone. "What size somethings?" Maybe they would need tranqs, he was unsure if this was a quick and painless hurt something but he figured it was a long drawn out painful hurting of things.
"I was about to take a nap in the alleyway, I don't have any of that shit on me." Well, not anymore.
He sat up, cross legged and still facing the brick wall of the alleyway. The plastic bag of barbie doll heads left an impression on the side of his face. A few blond locks were sticking up, "Pick me up and we'll get it and... does size really matter? Yes, yes it does." Amare leaned back, the hand not holding the phone splayed out on the paved ground of the alleyway behind him as he twisted to get a look at where he was, "I'm in the back alley by the Red Dragon."
"If someone tells you that size doesn't matter it's akin to telling you that your dick is small." Pausing he nodded to himself. "I'll be there when I'm there." The phone was hung up and tossed onto the nightstand and he grumbled and pulled the blankets up over his head. "Eu nao quero," was whined into the shoulder next to him and he shook his head and snuggled up closer.
Apparently he had not found a bottle and would be needing one for the road, or maybe two, good luck to all those involved. Amare would bounce back right? Yeah, they'd be fine. Famous, last, words.
"Size abso-fuckin'-lutely matters," said the bedmate, a purple haired teenage science experiment with a white wolf draped over her. Hottest electric blanket ever? The RV was getting to be a tad cramped, what with Saila and Quinn and Dave and sometimes-Keirra. Neither Saila nor Keirra had any grand designs on sharing a bed with Dave, and Quinn didn't fit on the couch anyway, so. Visions of that month they lived together at the Red Dragon, right?
Saila sat up, raking her fingers through tangled purple locks. She leaned over the side of the bed, snagging her bag of apparently infinite holding, fumbled around inside it and... came up empty. "Holy shit, Big Bad. You really did drink all my scotch. Good job. What am I getting again?" She had supplies... somewhere. Surely.
"Don't take all goddamn night." He didn't know if Quinn even heard him before the phone was hung up. Not that it mattered.
He pushed off the palm flattened on the ground behind him to steady himself against the brick wall as he climbed to his feet. Great. Something was going to happen, somewhere. And Quinn would have WD40, zipties and... what were they killing with that? It sounded like a person but Quinn and Dirk had always been all anti-eating-people or something. They never said it, but what was the probability of a wolf pack NOT doing that? Amare wondered if they were doing it because of him, and if so, was it with the assumption that it would help him out somehow? He'd be more sympathetic if he only ate a screaming deer and not a screaming hiker? People were fucking weird.
On his feet, his fingers pushed back through his hair, combing it back as he squinted towards the alleyway entrance. It was too soon for Quinn to actually be there but he was impatient and couldn't not-look that direction. Pulling out his phone. Fuck. Well, there was always candy crush until Quinn quit taking a shit or whatever the fuck and actually showed up. Ahhh... five in a row. That's extra points.