Schism
02.27.2016
I know the pieces fit 'cause I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
I can?t? I can?t do this.
One thought resonating, reverberating inside her skull, it overwhelmed and eclipsed anything, everything else. Crowding out all logic, all reason, all memory until she was nothing but staccato heartbeat and choked off sobs.
Saila had been off balance for some time, honestly. She attributed it to her conversation with eight-but-three Max, but really it had started on the night of Quinn?s initiation at the Gypsy Camp. Sitting on the hood of his truck, her head leaned on his shoulder, Saila had felt the ripple shock of a revelation he?d made without the usual host of companion images. Startled, she?d lifted her head then, peering up at him curiously, and saw that he knew the information hadn?t transferred. Surprise like a lightning flash across quicksilver eyes, there and gone again, he?d covered it -- or tried to -- with a casually reassuring smile. ?I just realized that you remind me of someone,? he?d said, kissing her forehead lightly, as he always did.
Saila had known instantly who she?d reminded him of, just not why.
The puzzle had very nearly slipped her mind, too, until her encounter with the young Reaper brought it flooding back. The quandary about age and time had monopolized her waking thoughts (and nearly all of them were waking) in the week since then, driving the purple haired girl to distraction. So much so that she?d even asked her warlock mentor about it during their rescheduled lesson.
There was a spell he could do, he?d told her, that would gauge her maturity. It would take a few days to get the results, though, and was she sure she wanted to know? Cane was always so careful not to guide or persuade her. He always presented the facts as he saw them and let her decide.
It had seemed like a good idea at the time. Careful what you wish for.
***
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers? souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
In that tangled frame of mind, sleepless Saila had met the morning of their two month ?anniversary?; dawn streaking the black sky in long fingers of grey and silver that spread until they split, painting the whole world in bloody reds and yellows. Lyric, the fluffy little white poro she?d rescued during the snowstorm a month ago sat perched on her knee, singing softly, drifting. With a dim smile, she?d stroked the sleepy creature affectionately, rising to place her in one of the two cages Coilin had made for her when she brought Lyric home, on the first one.
Shuffling on socked feet to the kitchen, she?d trailed her fingertips lightly over the walls and counter surfaces as she always did, soaking herself in the history of the house. It was a beautiful space, one they?d chosen together, and yet with one thing and another she?d never yet had a chance to really tell anyone, much less have anyone come over.
Anticipating that the Irish wolf would soon rise, Saila lost herself in the trivial task of brewing a fresh pot of coffee in silence. The last one finished more than an hour ago, it was high time for another, besides. Switching on the machine, she filled the carafe with water from the tap, measured out the right amount from the beans she?d ground the night before, replaced the filter, pressed the button.
When she was finished, she took a lean against the counter, her forearms pressed flat against the chilly granite. The chaotic swirl of colorful runes and sigils that swept her skin stood out garish-bright against the muted grey of the counter, the porcelain pallor of what little skin still showed through. Long, tousled tresses spilled around her shoulders like a violet waterfall, pooling between her outstretched arms. Rings still scattered her delicate fingers, a single leather band with a white-metal disc on it adorned her left wrist.
Oddly unpaired eyes snagging on the bracelet, a faint smile flitted across her features. Her Valentine?s gift, she shifted her weight to that hand, lifting the other to run the pad of one finger lightly over the silvery little circle. Pressing down, she activated the bracelet?s secret; a familiar voice filling the morning quiet by enchantment, deep and rumbling, a perfect rendition.
?I love you.?
?I do,? the wolf himself echoed then, and Saila rose from the counter, turning to look at him as he, too, padded into the kitchen. Closing the distance between them, there was a smile on his face when he leaned in to kiss her, his voice thick with sleep. ?Happy anniversary.?
02.27.2016
I know the pieces fit 'cause I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
I can?t? I can?t do this.
One thought resonating, reverberating inside her skull, it overwhelmed and eclipsed anything, everything else. Crowding out all logic, all reason, all memory until she was nothing but staccato heartbeat and choked off sobs.
Saila had been off balance for some time, honestly. She attributed it to her conversation with eight-but-three Max, but really it had started on the night of Quinn?s initiation at the Gypsy Camp. Sitting on the hood of his truck, her head leaned on his shoulder, Saila had felt the ripple shock of a revelation he?d made without the usual host of companion images. Startled, she?d lifted her head then, peering up at him curiously, and saw that he knew the information hadn?t transferred. Surprise like a lightning flash across quicksilver eyes, there and gone again, he?d covered it -- or tried to -- with a casually reassuring smile. ?I just realized that you remind me of someone,? he?d said, kissing her forehead lightly, as he always did.
Saila had known instantly who she?d reminded him of, just not why.
The puzzle had very nearly slipped her mind, too, until her encounter with the young Reaper brought it flooding back. The quandary about age and time had monopolized her waking thoughts (and nearly all of them were waking) in the week since then, driving the purple haired girl to distraction. So much so that she?d even asked her warlock mentor about it during their rescheduled lesson.
There was a spell he could do, he?d told her, that would gauge her maturity. It would take a few days to get the results, though, and was she sure she wanted to know? Cane was always so careful not to guide or persuade her. He always presented the facts as he saw them and let her decide.
It had seemed like a good idea at the time. Careful what you wish for.
***
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers? souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
In that tangled frame of mind, sleepless Saila had met the morning of their two month ?anniversary?; dawn streaking the black sky in long fingers of grey and silver that spread until they split, painting the whole world in bloody reds and yellows. Lyric, the fluffy little white poro she?d rescued during the snowstorm a month ago sat perched on her knee, singing softly, drifting. With a dim smile, she?d stroked the sleepy creature affectionately, rising to place her in one of the two cages Coilin had made for her when she brought Lyric home, on the first one.
Shuffling on socked feet to the kitchen, she?d trailed her fingertips lightly over the walls and counter surfaces as she always did, soaking herself in the history of the house. It was a beautiful space, one they?d chosen together, and yet with one thing and another she?d never yet had a chance to really tell anyone, much less have anyone come over.
Anticipating that the Irish wolf would soon rise, Saila lost herself in the trivial task of brewing a fresh pot of coffee in silence. The last one finished more than an hour ago, it was high time for another, besides. Switching on the machine, she filled the carafe with water from the tap, measured out the right amount from the beans she?d ground the night before, replaced the filter, pressed the button.
When she was finished, she took a lean against the counter, her forearms pressed flat against the chilly granite. The chaotic swirl of colorful runes and sigils that swept her skin stood out garish-bright against the muted grey of the counter, the porcelain pallor of what little skin still showed through. Long, tousled tresses spilled around her shoulders like a violet waterfall, pooling between her outstretched arms. Rings still scattered her delicate fingers, a single leather band with a white-metal disc on it adorned her left wrist.
Oddly unpaired eyes snagging on the bracelet, a faint smile flitted across her features. Her Valentine?s gift, she shifted her weight to that hand, lifting the other to run the pad of one finger lightly over the silvery little circle. Pressing down, she activated the bracelet?s secret; a familiar voice filling the morning quiet by enchantment, deep and rumbling, a perfect rendition.
?I love you.?
?I do,? the wolf himself echoed then, and Saila rose from the counter, turning to look at him as he, too, padded into the kitchen. Closing the distance between them, there was a smile on his face when he leaned in to kiss her, his voice thick with sleep. ?Happy anniversary.?