Waking from sleep this morning was a slow thing.
Most mornings when he woke up, his body and mind were alert and ready within seconds, ready for action. He had pretty much always been that way, even before becoming a Spartan, and even more so in the years since. He'd never been one to like simply loafing about in bed, not even the short span of time he'd simply wanted the world to cease existing as he'd known it. He just...couldn't be that guy. Not even those mornings when he woke next to Claire...oh sure, he'd grumbled about simply wanting to stay in bed, joke that maybe they should just take a day to be lazy.
But despite those words, he was always eager to get up and face the day, and whatever it might bring.
Now he lay there in the bed, feeling the lean, slender shape of Ronnie curled in against him, his eyes closed, savoring that warmth and the feel of her under his arm where it curled protectively about her midsection, his eyes still closed, her scent - warm and feminine and sleepy and enticing all at once - permeating his senses, her breathing deep and slow and soothing to his ears.
He'd never been more loathe to get up. Maybe it was the knowledge that she would have to leave, at some point, and he wanted to hold onto this as long as possible before he gave it up.
And he would, without regret or remorse. If that was the way it had to go, then that was the way it had to go, and he would abide by it, taking every bit of happiness and warmth he could get to hold like the most precious of treasures.
There were few enough happy memories in his life.
He took a deep breath of her, a smile finding his lips, the arm around her waist tightening just a touch. In response he felt her shift her body, leaning to press her back to his chest and breathing a deep sigh of her own, a soft sound of contentment breathed softly from her lips as her own arm moved to cover his and pull it in against her, her fingers finding his to interlace comfortably before she relaxed again.
No. He definitely didn't want to get up. Even if there were no promises between them, even if they had shared this bed for nothing more than sleep...there was a sort of intimacy here, a connection he felt he hadn't even shared with Claire.
He'd considered the possibility of this being nothing more than feelings on the rebound. And he still hadn't discounted it, really. But whatever those feelings were or where they originated from, he wasn't inclined to care.
He'd heard it said, many times, that everything happened for a reason. He'd considered it a trite and meaningless phrase, really - even more when someone had said it to him after the clusterf*ck with Janice and the resulting BS that followed - but he was beginning to see the merit.
He needed to get up. He had work to do, and that wasn't going to get done if he just stayed in bed all day.
He told himself that. But something stronger in him rebelled, a warm and giddy feeling of fluttering sensations that made his stomach feel full of butterflies and his heart start leaping like a hyperactive jackrabbit.
Rather than get up, he curled his arm slightly tighter around Ronnie.
It was still early. He could afford to stay here a little while longer with her.
Most mornings when he woke up, his body and mind were alert and ready within seconds, ready for action. He had pretty much always been that way, even before becoming a Spartan, and even more so in the years since. He'd never been one to like simply loafing about in bed, not even the short span of time he'd simply wanted the world to cease existing as he'd known it. He just...couldn't be that guy. Not even those mornings when he woke next to Claire...oh sure, he'd grumbled about simply wanting to stay in bed, joke that maybe they should just take a day to be lazy.
But despite those words, he was always eager to get up and face the day, and whatever it might bring.
Now he lay there in the bed, feeling the lean, slender shape of Ronnie curled in against him, his eyes closed, savoring that warmth and the feel of her under his arm where it curled protectively about her midsection, his eyes still closed, her scent - warm and feminine and sleepy and enticing all at once - permeating his senses, her breathing deep and slow and soothing to his ears.
He'd never been more loathe to get up. Maybe it was the knowledge that she would have to leave, at some point, and he wanted to hold onto this as long as possible before he gave it up.
And he would, without regret or remorse. If that was the way it had to go, then that was the way it had to go, and he would abide by it, taking every bit of happiness and warmth he could get to hold like the most precious of treasures.
There were few enough happy memories in his life.
He took a deep breath of her, a smile finding his lips, the arm around her waist tightening just a touch. In response he felt her shift her body, leaning to press her back to his chest and breathing a deep sigh of her own, a soft sound of contentment breathed softly from her lips as her own arm moved to cover his and pull it in against her, her fingers finding his to interlace comfortably before she relaxed again.
No. He definitely didn't want to get up. Even if there were no promises between them, even if they had shared this bed for nothing more than sleep...there was a sort of intimacy here, a connection he felt he hadn't even shared with Claire.
He'd considered the possibility of this being nothing more than feelings on the rebound. And he still hadn't discounted it, really. But whatever those feelings were or where they originated from, he wasn't inclined to care.
He'd heard it said, many times, that everything happened for a reason. He'd considered it a trite and meaningless phrase, really - even more when someone had said it to him after the clusterf*ck with Janice and the resulting BS that followed - but he was beginning to see the merit.
He needed to get up. He had work to do, and that wasn't going to get done if he just stayed in bed all day.
He told himself that. But something stronger in him rebelled, a warm and giddy feeling of fluttering sensations that made his stomach feel full of butterflies and his heart start leaping like a hyperactive jackrabbit.
Rather than get up, he curled his arm slightly tighter around Ronnie.
It was still early. He could afford to stay here a little while longer with her.