Topic: Contemplation

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-12 13:51 EST
Akiko sat perched in a tree, high above the ground so that she could see without being seen. Lately she found herself being as moody as Miheala had been. She didn't get to see much of her over the past month and missed her comforting arms. She had Damon and Merrick to keep her bed warm, which sort of left Akiko feeling alone and somewhat unwanted as she had been regulated to babysitting the rest of the pard, while she and her new lovers went looking for Damon, and leaving there best tracker at home.

A twinge of jealousy rose within her. Jealousy, what a useless emotion. If Miha was happy with the two men in her bed, she should be happy for her. But Akiko wasn't, truth was lately, she had been alone for a long time. And looking back at her involvement in the pard, she really felt useless. With the exception of saving Victor's life, she wasn't able to find out who hurt Tycet. Perhaps she wasn't as good a tracker as she thought she was. With the new state of the art security system in place, and enhanced by elven magic, there really was no reason for her to be here.

She had been alone most of her life, and she had hoped to become a part of the family that was her pard. Perhaps it was her? She had had disagreements with Miha, misunderstandings really. But each time they have tiffs, it lessened their relationship somehow, and that was her fault. Miha was the leader and being an alpha female herself, perhaps that is why they had so much conflict between them. Damon was the enforcer so what was her role in the pard?

She wiped a tear from her eye and dropped silently to the ground. Moving within the shadows outside she made it to her room without being seen. There she packed her clothes, and the rest of her belongings and getting on her laptop sent an email off to her friend.

Miha,

I wanted to thank you for being a wonderful friend and allowing me to be apart of your family. But recent circumstances has led me to believe that it is time for me to move on. You have Damon and Merrick to look after things with you. Your home is secure, or as secure as I could make it. I believe that it too will keep you safe. I know you will be happy with Damon and Merrick, and that's what I want for you.

*hugs*

Aki

More tears came as she hit the send button, then shutting down her laptop, she stowed it. She took some tissues and dabbed her eyes, and calmed her breathing. She grabbed her bags, and made her way silently down the stairs with her bags in hand and took them to her vehicle.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-12 14:28 EST
She was sitting on the porch meditating while Viktor was off running. It felt good to come out here and get away from the tension of her other house. She liked the people here.

So here she was, looking peaceful in her tank top and short shorts. She had pulled her black mane back to reveal the tips of her ears. She wrroied that time were changing and fast. The assassins were increasing from what Damien and Natolii told her. She had been worried about the Pard's safety their loved ones. She could tell though that the old demoness had a few other ideas.

So here she was sitting on the porch thinking as one of the pard exited the house. Looked like she was intent on leaving.

"Taking off, eh?"

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-12 14:38 EST
Akiko was dressed in a soft white cotton shell, pleated skirt, nude hose and flats as she came upon the elf.

"Taking off, eh?"

She really wasn't ready to answer any questions about her departure, but it would be considered rude not to acknowledge the inquiry. "Hye Cherise-san. Please excuse the interuption of your quiet time." She replies as she bowed respectifully and then she passed by her on the porch.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-12 14:56 EST
"Hye Cherise-san. Please excuse the interruption of your quiet time."

"You are not interrupting." She regarded the other woman as she continued on her path.

It didn't stop her from chiming up, "They need you, now more than ever. Powerful forces are moving and they will need all their warriors."

There was something about the elven woman's demeanor that was deadly serious. Her eyes were far older than her physical appearance.

"Or can you ignore the fact that the strongest amongst you can be felled?" It was a direct reference to what happen to Damon.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-12 15:17 EST
Akiko stopped short and regarded the elven woman with a haunted look. "She has Merrick and his pack to assist her." She said ignorant of recent events. "This island is very secure short of laying land mines around the perimeter of the house. What powerful forces are you refering too?" She said with her head cocked in question.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-12 15:28 EST
She shook her head, "And my student was attacked on this very island."

She regarded Akiko a moment, "The wolves? Viktor has remarked that they haven't been around of late. Though do you really want to leave their safety to strangers?" She indicated to the house.

She murmured softly, "Because of me and my student, our enemies now look to the pard. How better to strike at us, then to strike at the ones we love? What we face makes the local Master Vampire look like a neophyte."

She had woven some of her strongest wards about this island and the house. "I owe you for what you did for Viktor."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-12 16:08 EST
"You do not owe me anything. Viktor was Miha's partner and I saved his life for her benefit as much as it was yours. I was honored to save his life." She said bowing slightly with respect to Cerise. What do you mean that the wolves are not around?"

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-12 19:24 EST
"What do you mean that the wolves are not around?"

She gave a shrug as she tilted her head, "He said the scent wasn't as strong."

She stood gracefully. Those piercing eyes bore into her. "Would you leave them knowing this?"

The trueblood crossed her arms. "I know my presence has been the cause of much trouble. Demonic Lawyers, Bone Dragons, high mages... Wars and the host. All this and insane truebloods."

She shook her head, "We cannot help who we love, as I and Damien have learned, but we will not abandoned them either. That is a greater dishonor."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-13 09:13 EST
She turned and put most of her clothes into the car, leaving her bag of weapons and needed clothing and essentials. If the pard was in danger, she would not dishonor herself by abandoning those that she had cared about and avowed to protect.

Akiko returned to the porch where Cerise stood. "Tell me more about what I am getting myself into."

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-15 19:35 EST
Those eyes bored into Akiko. "More of the same that nearly killed Damien and Viktor."

She wrapped her arms around herself, "My house has some powerful enemies. Damien's mother is seeking way to protect the pard, but we can't guarantee anything."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-15 19:40 EST
Akiko's crystal blue eyes didn't flinch as she stared back at Cerise. "You're in love with Viktor aren't you." It was a question as much as it was a statement.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-15 19:42 EST
She nodded, "We love each other very much." Her gaze met Akiko's, "Never thought I would be with a human, not like this, but it happened."

She was very candid with the other woman, "Up until I met him, I was more concerned with my studies, now..."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-15 19:44 EST
"What can I do against such powerful beings?" She said taking a seat on the nearby bench.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-15 19:47 EST
"The same as I do... Fight."

She couldn't stifle the chill that ran down her spine, "The more powerful ones will be handled by the ones with the power. But those of us not so endowed, there are people to protect, assassins to stop."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-15 19:52 EST
"When do you expect this foul storm to roll in?" She asked softly.

Cerise

Date: 2008-05-15 19:58 EST
"If I knew that one, I'd make a mint as a fortune teller."

She smiled then at the light joke she made.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-15 22:17 EST
Akiko nodded and grabbing her bags headed back upstairs to put her essentials away and wait for the ass whooping that they were about to receive.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-18 08:53 EST
She stood in the doorway of her office and watched Akiko return the bags within the house. A piece of her withered at the thought that she might have driven her to leave as well. She couldn't stop her if that was her wish, but it hurt more than she wanted to say.

She turned into the office as a tear slipped down her cheek. First Merrick now Akiko. What was she doing wrong?

In the privacy of her office, she cried. For the first time in a long time, things were too much for her to hold in.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-18 09:05 EST
Once she returned her bags to her room she went down stairs and made herself some tea, then put on some soft music from Enya on the Bose Lifesounds stereo and went out on the back deck to relax and reflect.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-18 11:13 EST
The soft music drew her out. She was feeling miserable and there was no end to it. She kept things inside, try to be everything to everyone. The prospect of losing Akiko broke that wall.

She stood in the background, just watching. She was heart broken. "(vq) You would leave too, Aki?"

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-18 11:18 EST
She turned her head at the sound of Miha's voice. "You have Merrick and his pack, and Daemon to help keep you and the pack safe. " She replied softly. "You don't need me anymore." A tear, unbidden, fell down her cheek, causing her to turn her head back quickly and rub it from her eye.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-18 11:28 EST
She shook her head, "You don't know. Merrick is no longer in the picture. It is just us and our friends."

No blame was cast, though the pain would not lessen anytime soon.

"(vq) Don't you leave me too, Aki." It was a plea, not a demand or an order.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-18 11:30 EST
The surprise was evident. "Wha-? Why?" She asked as she stood and opened her arms to her friend.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-18 12:09 EST
She shook her head not wanting to elaborate much, "(vq) It is for the best but you ..."

She went to embrace Aki, savoring her scent and drawing comfort from the touch. Her mentor, her best friend, and more. "(vsw) It would kill me to lose you... especially you."

She buried her face into Aki's neck and nuzzled lightly, "(vsw) I've been neglecting you. I am so sorry."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-18 12:12 EST
Akiko stroked Miha's hair. "You are forgiven. Tell me what happened Miha. You know you can tell me anything. You'll never lose me, at least not completely. I'll always be there for you when you need me."

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-18 12:21 EST
Tears were coursing freely, "(vq)Prefer not to... Hurts."

She held onto Aki, drawing the comfort from her. "(vq) We can only rely on ourselves right now."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-18 12:30 EST
"I don't know where I fall in with the pard anymore Miha." She admitted, a tear falling down her cheek. "I talked to Cerise. I will not abandon you in your time of need." She said softly rubbing her friend's back gently and kissing her forehead.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-26 16:21 EST
Akiko opened the embrace to include one more. "There is always room for you Tycet-san."

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-26 17:10 EST
She too drew Tycet close. Time were changing faster than she liked, andn hard decisions had to be made.

"Aki, I still need you to help protect the Pard. The hunters have been increasing and growing bolder."

She shook her head, "Then there was an attack on Aret's boy.Too many cooincidences for them not to be connected."

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-05-26 17:21 EST
She nodded. But even though she had a job protecting the pard. She still felt alone. Was it jealousy? More like envy. She wished that she had someone to love her as a woman rather than be afraid of her because of her fighting skills.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-05-26 18:18 EST
She held both of them close to her. "I wish I could say things are going to get better, but I have been feeling that this is the calm before the storm."

There was something in her tone that was foreboding.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-15 22:17 EST
She sat out on the deck wearing a light blue silk shell, black pleated skirt, nude hose and her favorite sandals, sipping tea, listening to Enya, thoughts of the beautiful golden eyed mysterious stranger she met in the Tea shoppe a few days ago. What was it about him that made her so.... drawn to him? He said that he was shunned by his people and didn't like talking about himself. Warning bells when off in her head when he mentioned it and didn't elaborate. It made her wonder what he was hiding under that beautiful exterior.

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-18 11:00 EST
Nights later said golden eyed stranger was deep in thought as he surveyed the streets of the City from his rooftop perch. The drama below with the mugger momentarily drawing him from his thoughts.

Even as he hunted his prey, he could not stop thinking about the exotic features. He cursed himself the fool inwardly for falling for a mortal, but at the same time it appeared to be working for his Dark Muse.

He struck as the mugger was targeting an young woman. The woman had just left the bakery where she worked and was about to lose her wages to this cretin. Or would have had the mugger not been seemingly swallowed in shadows.

The golden eyed stranger had his fill of the vitae of the would be mugger and then left him in the gutter. The mugger would be dazed and confused, hopefully to have learned the error of his ways.

He could not shake the thought he was longing for an unattainable ideal. Of course, acting the fool did nothing to aid his cause.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-18 11:48 EST
Akiko felt the need to get out of the house. She didn't know or understand why, it was an urge as if drawn by some unknown force she couldn't resist. She was dressed this night in a light blue sundress that buttoned down the middle and ended at the mid calf, sheer nude hose, and slingback pumps as she walked along the darkened street of Rhydin. Woe be some idiot foolish enough to attack her.

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-21 16:04 EST
He was drawn to the streets this night. He was feeling more restless than before. More out of place...

How many centuries has it been since his last breath of life? How many years of being the outcast amongst his clan, then amongst the people he chose to run with?

How many years before he had found people that accepted him?

He longed for her to be in his arms. He had thought himself beyond these feelings. Just like the loss of his reflection, it was like a piece of himself was ripped away.

His dark muse had given him back a piece with her paintings. Now Akiko was revealing to him the other piece he thought lost.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-22 12:25 EST
As she walked along the darkend streets, her mind kept drifting back to HIM. What was she thinking? He's a vampire for heaven's sake. He's technically dead, and necrophillia definately wasn't her thing. Yet, they had something in common. The both were no longer human either. That being said, there was something about him... something that made her tingle in places she hadn't had tingle since Miheala found Damon's bed.

She didn't love anyone and wasn't loved in return. She cared about the pard and Miheala but she's never felt truly apart of the pard. Were-snowlepoards were a rare breed and mostly lived their lives alone. She was tired of being alone and forgotten. An absent tear drifted down her cheek because thinking about her home life depressed her.

So what if he drinks blood? He was handsome and paid attention to her.

She wanted to belong... to someone and if that someone unusual dietary needs... who was she to judge, she grew fur and a tail.

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-24 11:47 EST
He was drawn to the streets from his perch. She was here and alone. That would never do. As she walked he emerged from a shadow to be near her. He couldn't explain the need, but he would be at her side.

"Akiko, beleza." The endearment was so natural to him. He waited a short distance away to see what the response would be. He longed to be with her, more than anything in his existence.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-24 13:27 EST
The sound of the voice calling her name surprised as she whirrled around with preternatural speed and crotched low ready to assualt the primary target when she realized that her Trystan stood well out of her attack reach. She frowned. "That is a good way to get yourself hurt, ren'ai."

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-24 14:07 EST
He smiled warmly to her, "I know, beleza. But I also trusted in your skill to recognize me."

His voice was warm and husky. He took a step towards her. "(vq) I still cannot stop thinking of you, beleza."

He, too, was tired of being alone and lonely. With her he had found a kindred soul. It was enough if she thought of him too. That one night in the little Tea Shop gave him a spark of hope and he wished to see more.


* Beleza - Portuguese for Beauty

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-24 14:16 EST
"I can't stop thinking of you either, koishii." She stepped into him and wrapped her arms around his waist moving up on her tip toes to kiss him softly on the lips."

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-24 14:37 EST
His head tipped down to meet her in that kiss. For him, his awareness narrow to this single gesture. If he were still alive, his heart would be racing with the touch of her lips.

Strong arms encircled his cat and he made growly little sound that could be mistaken for a purr... were he a cat. A gentle hand moved up her back to cradle her head as he deepened the kiss. He wanted to drink her in and not stop.

Mihaela

Date: 2008-07-24 14:51 EST
She had followed this night. She had noticed the growing preoccupation of her best friend and had grown worried. She kept her distance and stood downwind so as not to be detected.

Sharp eyes had seen Akiko make the first move on the male that had stepped before her. Part of her regretted not being what Akiko needed on the long term. Part of her was glad that she had someone, but now a new dilemma presented itself.

She knew that this man was one of the band of kindred protecting Chas and Van's brother. She also knew that Chas had fallen hard for the female, Syndel. Now she had to make a decision about them. Dare she allow them on the island and give them a haven where the two groups could be close?

How could she not at this point? It would be cruel to keep them seperated like this. She pinched the bridge of her nose and considered the situation carefully. She knew that Damon would be vehemently against this. Just as Akiko would be cautious, but ultimately for it...

She would speak with the female and find out what was required. Perhaps the haven could be located near the distillery. She did not want to give full access to the house yet. Though it would be good to reunite a broken family.

She prayed she had the right course of action.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-24 15:15 EST
She did not see Miha standing there in the distance. Nor did she care. She couldn't think as she kissed this handsome kindred. Her body molded to his as her right leg lifted itself off of the ground, her hands carressed his handsome face.

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-24 15:27 EST
He broke the kiss tenderly and looked down at his beleza. "(vq) Akiko." He murmured her name tenderly as he held her to him. "I do not wish to leave your side this night, meu gatinho."

He, too, did not notice their watcher in the shadows. His awareness with focused on the woman in his arms. He murmured soft endearments in his native Portuguese. "(vq) Eu te amo, meu gatinho."

The words resonated in what remained of his soul.


* meu gatinho - My kitten
* Eu te amo - I love you

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-24 15:36 EST
Although she did not speak portugese, she understood that he told her that he loved her. Love. She wasn't sure if that was what she truly felt for him; but what she did know was that she did not want to leave his side either, but she had the pards safety to think about. "I would like nothing more than to spend the night with you but I have the pard's safety to think about koishii. How can this work between us?" She said laying her head gently against his chest.

Trystan

Date: 2008-07-24 17:50 EST
He made a sound that resembled a soft sigh, "(vq) I wish to God I knew, beleza."

He cradled her head to his chest and leaned down. "(vq) Our goals are not dissimilar. There has to be a way to reconcile them so there is no conflicts."

His mind was racing trying to think of ways to handle this, "(vq) Perhaps our groups can come to terms."

He knew beyond a doubt that he loved her. If it troubled him that she did not return the words, he did not show it.

Akiko Kitamura

Date: 2008-07-25 08:30 EST
"That is not for us to decide but for your friend and Miha to come to terms to. Miha's first concern is to her pard." She spoke softly as she held him close. She found that she liked being in his arms.