Having gone their separate ways earlier in the day, Ileen had made a stop for a game of poker and had eventually returned to the Pandora after checking on the Sloop. A relief of the men present, they switched as the next group took over and Ileen now found herself helping the Gunner Apprentice with the resetting of several guns after they had been inspected for the month. One or two having shifted with the trip the previous day, a question as to why had been answered and the refit made. While she didn't offer much in the way of weight, Ileen still sat there on the deck, feet against the wooden holds and kept it from at least not wavering off line of where it should be. Now if the damned thing rolled the opposite direction, that would be an entirely different story now wouldn't it?
Jack would just be making his way back to the Pandora, as he had made a few stop with the familes of some of the crew. Letting them know that their husbands would be heading off soon again, this time it would be freely. Each one thanked him for stopping by, before he set off again. Now moving up the gangplank of the Pandora, with a brow quirk to the current postion that Ileen found herself in. Shaking his head as he moved in her direction now. "Their familes be knowing that we be setting sail soon."
"Any abnormal concern?" Glancing up to him, Ileen wiped her forearm across her face as mosquitoes were swarming somewhat with the late day sun steadily falling towards the horizon. Giving Jack a nod, Percy only took his attention from the task at hand a mere moment before it was back previous and he was wondering how Roth did this for all those years without loosing his mind.
"They just be wanting to be sure that they be safe this time. I be telling them that they will be." Nodding to Percy, as he moved out of the way to let the lad learn on his own. "Ye be Percy? Ye be listening to what the crew be telling ye, lad. Oh and this one." Vague wave of hand at Ileen. "She may be a woman, but she be knowing her way around a ship."
A wave of Percy's hand to her, signalling the cannon was steady, Ileen shifted her feet slowly, not that she would have been able to stop it in the first place but the effort was there. Coming to her feet, a wipe was given her legs with slapping hands. Percy gave Jack a toothy grin. "Aye, Cap'n, I be him." A chuckle to Jack's latter words, Percy went back to what he was doing. Walking off a step or 12, Ileen leaned on the rail far enough to be out of earshot, ignoring his insult. She may be a woman, which got a growl from her. "Did you let them know they would be checked on daily?"
Jack nodded to Percy again before moving to lean by Ileen, with a smirk to her growling at him. "Aye. I be having people in the docks that be checking on them." He then lightly nudged her. "And no need to be growling. Just be making sure we don't be having a repeat of Tim's actions." Murmured to her.
"I would prefer going through ten Tim's then there be the excuse of my being woman, don't let that doubt anyone." Could he blame her? "That's like me saying to someone. Jack may be a man, but he be knowing how to darn a sock." Looking at him, she quirked a brow and kicked her heel against the deck. "Admit it Jack, you don't take me seriously because I am a woman."
"Fine. I be not using that anymore." Nudging her lightly again as he turned to look out at the sea now. Hands resting on the railing of the ship. "And I be taking ye serious because I know what ye can do." Side glance to her again. "Ye being a woman just makes my night more fun."
If it wasn't she was a nattering female, she was wanting to get married and knocked up so she could clean a bloody house all day long and pine after him, not to mention she was an excuse to sailing because she's a woman. While it was all in teasing, she teased him step for step in return, but she never insulted him outright. "You can have a fun night with your hand, Captain Morgan." That muttered, she stepped away and it was with an easy stride, she headed for the plank.
He watched her a moment, as he smirked at her. "Ye be enjoying those nights as well, love." Moving up to her side. "How be the ships?" Guessing that is what she had been up to since they parted ways. She was his nattering wench and he was her pirate knave. They were even on that.
"You saw them for yourself, Jack." Reaching into the pack, she held out the small pouch to him, about half full. "Aye, I do, and I don't take those nights lightly and make them a mockery." Still, voice kept between the two of them, not was there a change along her features. She would not tell him, but it mattered to her what he thought of her. If the shoe was on the other foot, would it be well received?
He nodded lightly to that, as he took the pouch. Just looking at her for a moment. "I do as well, love." Murmured to her as he brushed his lips against her own. " And ye should be knowing that I be caring fer ye. " Softly to her and inbetween them now.
"Caring for me? One moment you profess a lifetime of plans together, and the next you be caring for me. Alright." Her whisper coming against his lips. "I be caring for you as well." Chin lifted. "I'm done for the night, Captain. May I go?"
He quirked a brow at her. "Ye be knowing what I be meaning." Murmured to her. "Aye ye may be going." Turning to move down the gangplank. Then glanced over his shoulder to her. "Be heading towards the inn if ye be wanting to join me."
"Enjoy yourself." Watching him go, he had stepped off first and she turned to head the opposite direction.
Off towards the inn he swaggered.
Later that night.
Ileen wasn't mad, or fuming, or yelling, or anything else and maybe that was a bad thing. Pulling her arms around herself, she was heading back to the docks and kept her head down.Those milling around her not even remotely seen, her own thoughts consuming her at a tremendous level.
Jack would take a short cut to get ahead of her, before stepping in front of her by a few feet. "Ileen. What be the problem?" Crossing his arms now. "And don't be beating around the bloody bush. If it be about what I be saying earlier about ye being a woman. I be sorry fer that."
Footfalls halting, Ileen looked up to him, a frown so deeply placed. Unable to look at him, if so all of it would have come tumbling out. Her thinking she was breaking the one rule she had set for herself where he was concerned, and she was. Absolutely. "I don't think this is going to work." Her even saying those words had her feeling as if a blade was ripping through every nerve ending. "Please hold the Sloop and I will repay you as soon as I am able. The cabin is your's." Rounding him. *
He blinked to that as he looked to her, as he shifted to block her path again. "Will ye just be telling me what be wrong?" One hand grabbing her shoulder now. Eyes narrowing slightly at her, trying to figure out what had changed so suddenly.
Fine, he wanted to hear it, so be it. Whirling in front of him, she threw up her hands. "One moment you preaching about your freedom, the very next moment you teasing me relentlessly about getting pregnant and wanting to settle you down, but then the next moment you telling me I will never settle, then you have the nerve after we have talked so much and have been through so much in such a short time, that you care about me?! REALLY JACK! That's nice to know. Have I ever once pinpointed you to the wall and ripped you apart about anything teasing or not?! No, I have not! Then you are going to belittle the one thing I ever called my own, to one of your crew about not letting me being a woman cloud his thoughts of me?! That ripped me apart! No, I am not some dainty little woman that likes baking her HUSBAND cookies and rubs his feet every night, but I sure as hell ain't gonna kiss your ASS either. I am only who I am. This is NOT going to work. Blame me, blame whoeever....but I ain't doing it!"
He blinked at her as she went off on him, not saying a word till she had finished. Just staring at her for a long moment, which seemed to last even longer as he Let his mind race over what she had said. "I be sorry, Ileen. I never be meaning to hurt ye, but if that is how ye be feeling. I can be respecting yer choice." Murmured softly.
Taking a step slowly back, it was almost as if she had been slapped and she nodded very very slowly. "I never counted in this from the get go, I did what you told me. I followed my heart. I'm sorry I wasted your time." Turning, she was positively numb and continued to the Pandora. "I have to get my things."
This time he grabbed her arm. "Ye never be wasiting me time, you stubborn hard headed woman." Looking to her. "And we both be following our hearts." Still holding that arm. "Ye be willing to be giving this up without a fight?" Now spinning her to face him.
"Why fight when the battle cannot be won, Jack? The one thing that I told you I would never do is cage you, but that is exactly what your words tell me I am doing over and over and over. We professed so much to one another and I thought finally I was no longer being punished, I shouldn't have to prove myself or change for someone who is in love with me the way I am in love with them. I have never made your heart the brunt of my jokes." Looking down at her arm.
He nodded lightly to her words as he let her arm go now, before he turned to head for the Pandora now. "Be sorry if I hurt ye, Ileen." A look over his shoulder. "If ye be thinking the we just be needing some time apart. Then maybe that should be what we be doing. I be heading fer the ship, and as fer the work that be done on the ship. " A pause there. "Ye don't be needing to pay me back."
"I have to get my things." He could tell her all he wished that she was not to pay him back, but that would not be the case when all was said and done. She would work until she could not any longer do so, period. "If you don't want me coming to get all of it, please just use the packs under the bed and throw it out here to me, if you would." Standing there, she couldn't watch him any longer and looked away.
"Oh bloody hell." Looking over his shoulder again. "I be bloody sorry for what I said!" Whirling around to face her. "Ye be bitching at me about what I be saying about ye trying to cage me." Now lifting a finger to point at her. "Yet ye be forgetting that everything I be doing fer ye up to this point. That I be doing fer ye! That be something I normally not be doing fer anyone. Ye be talking about how ye be accpeting me fer who I am, but ye not be seeing that I be doing the same fer ye." Still pointing at her. " Aye. I just be teasing ye with all that talk, but ye be shooting teases in return! What the bloody hell do ye want from me?!"
"For me? The only thing I have ever needed for you to do for me is love me. I'll burn both ships into the water, I'll burn the cabin to the ground tonight. None of it matters. None of it, as long I have that. And the only thing I've given you, is me. Think about that, Jack." Reaching up, Ileen snatched the pendant from her neck and let it fall to the ground at their feet. "I have seen everything you have done for me and you know everything I have said to you in ALL of it's regard or do you not bloody well remember?! I try my best to show my love for you and I'm mocked and laughed at. I get it, Jack, all of it! But remember, I'm just a WOMAN! Just the one that does in fact love you." Shoving past him, she walked rather fast up the plank of the Pandora and ignored the looks she was getting from his crew.
He watched her again as he picked that pendent up and turned to follow her up the gangplank now. Not saying anything to the crew as he followed her in to the cabin before moving to place the necklace back around her neck again. "Aye I be knowing that ye be a woman." A pause. "My woman." Murmured to her now. "And I do be loving ye, Ileen. Stay." That near a whisper.
"Aye, I do tease you, but I don't tease you about our future and what that could be. If I didn't love you, Jack. Your words wouldn't hurt me the way they do at times. But I won't fight for something that isn't mine in the first place." Dulcet in the whisper. She didn't turn to him, she couldn't. But, she did reach back with a hand and stroked at his cheek.
"Ye daft woman." Whispered in her ear. "Ye be the only woman that I ever be allowed to step on me ship, and be touching her the way ye be doing. As for our future together?" Now turning her to face him. "Yer my woman." Letting her look into his eyes to see that he was done teasing. He was dead serious.
Pressing her forehead to his chest, she had begun to cry silently and murmered. "Aye I am entirely daft for letting you allow me to fall in love with you." And that was the truth. Looking up at him, she was having a problem putting something into words and it probably sounded more than ridiculous when she did. "I know at times I can be too rough and tumble for you, and at times I should be much softer, more softer. I am trying, and I know you are trying everything you do, Jack. Everyday it hits me harder and harder. At times I don't know what to do with that."
He nodded lightly to her words again. "Let's be resting tonight." Murmured softly to her. "Nay more talk for now." Moving his hands up to her cheeks. "We both need to rest and think on what we both just said. Stay here with me." Murmured again to her.
"Aye. I won't go anywhere." She didn't mean just now, she meant always.
Nodding lightly as he pressed a kiss to her cheeks. "Nor be I, love." Murmured back to her.
Raising to her tip toes, she wrapped her arms about his neck and just held him. Held him so very close. Nothing more said of it, breathed in his scent and closed her eyes. Dark by this point, their surroundings also just as quiet.
His arms moved around her, slipping around her waist and lifted her up off her feet, as he held her close. Not saying anything at the moment as he just held her.
This tenacious dance they did, self combusted on them every once in awhile and it was always seemed to be her that struck the match. Maybe the emotional one of the two, she was afterall a woman. Such a heady mix that was them, what neither of them realized was that they had taken something that should never have crossed paths and put it to the test. Regardless of what that meant. Good and bad. Heaven's surrender perhaps, ninety percent of the time it was the best of everything.
It was one hell of a dance they were involved in as he shifted to cradle her in his arms and moved to the bed to lay her down on it. Pulling away long enough to remove his gear, before he moved to join her on the bed. Not a word said, as he laid on the bed with her.
Boots kicked off, they landed on the floor and she rolled into him no sooner than he layed down. Arms resuming themselves around him, she may have just crawled all over him considering she was nearly completely atop him. Just needing to be close, to breathe and just be. Not another word between them would be spoken, there was no need, not now.