Topic: Ghosts from the Past

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:50 EST
The shock of the renewed glow to my ring kept me awake long into the night. I had sat upon the hearth mulling over what it could possibly mean, and wouldn't you know it, Ozymandias was conspicuously absent. At length, Myr came into the room, his cold nose pushing at my scarred hand. "Aye Myr, 't willnae dae tae sit 'ere wonderin'."

I rose and he accompanied me to my suites above. As I sat down upon the bed, my gaze wandered to the sky lights, and the stars twinkling above me, and I could not help but wonder if somehow, Uly continued on, in another time and place.

Wishful thinking?

I fell asleep with my lifemate on my thoughts.....and dreams often come from such thoughts.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:51 EST
Images began to form in her subconscious mind, and floated to the surface......the pending war with Ghrial came first....

Work had plagued her all day... with Ghrial's coming, the plans and studies had been endless..... and night fell like a midnight cover across the Sidhe lands.... black, moonless, nothingness.... The chill that had blanketed Nitesong with the advance of Ghrial's forces had prompted the Heiress tae lay a fire, how ever, even the normally cheery crackle of the flames did little tae liten her spirit.

At last, relaxing alone before the fire, her head drooping from weariness, a sudden *snap* of the comforting psychic connection with Uly brought her bolt upright.

The now familiar portal opens, the charred figure of the eagle drops to the ground before her.

(w) Ozy..... ?

She listened to what the once golden bird bespoke to her, Alais' silvery eyes filled with shimmering tears as she very quietly whispered, ?Uly? Pain wracking the whispered name as she unconsciously touched the now bare finger where the moonsilver ring had once been worn. She had given it to Ulysses before he had left, as a reminder that he had something to come back to.

As she stared into the fire, listening to Ozy, her thoughts drifted outward.... where was he? When was he? His recorded voice rang of loneliness..... Goddess......

Ozy's voice replaces that of' Uly's, she regarded the' strange creation.... unlike any she had ever encountered... before Uly.... there was so much from Uly's world that frightened her.... something he'd called *technology*... and at first, Ozy had been one of those things... but now... now Ozy was all that she had o' Uly... and mayhap the' Exotic's wouldst indeed search out and attempt tae destroy that only remaining link. She could not let that happen.

?Ozy..... 'ere ye mayst indeed rest an' repair howeffer best ye mayst. I cannae be ascertes 'ow best tae 'elp ye... fer I dinnae understand ye.... howeffer, th' Exotics shall nae haff ye... nae as long as I mayst stand in their way.?

?Ye belief 'e'll survive Ozy? Yer talk o' giffin' 'im back th' *raw data*? I did not understand exactly what that meant And hope was evident in her voice as she regards the eagle.

?I fear Ozy, I dae nae know yer powers... though 't matters nae... I'd offer ye sanctuary were ye completely powerless. Bu? ye must needs knen Ozy... war is aboot tae descend 'pon Nitesong, an' mayhap ye'll be nae safe 'ere either.?

She quietly regards the messenger, and the cold loneliness of being without Uly. Goddess, she'd come to be comforted by that link....and now it was cold.... and very lonely without it.

?Ozy? Where was Uly whence ye left 'im??

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:52 EST
The image fades and a new one replaces it.

In the night I suddenly sensed the psychic conduit to Uly had just snapped shut. Then seconds later a glittering portal of gold appears...flickering...unstable. Ozymandias flew through, but did not hover...the mind link to him dim, but present. He drops to the ground, standing weakly...his golden form scorched and pitted. Ozymanias' thoughts are frail but comprehensible, and enter my mind.

?Lady Alais, I stand before you in my direst hour with a message from he whom you knew as Ulysses Graham, perhaps the last I shall ever convey.? The voice of Ulysses floats weakly through my thoughts.

?Ozymandias tells me I know you...perhaps that I care for you. Since you are receiving this message mayhap he has not malfunctioned. He claims the Exotics have changed me, and I have never known him to lie. He claims as well that they will remove him from my existence with the next overlay, thus I record this message.?

?Two nights past I looked upon you in a place I had never been before. Ozy had urged me there, and the ring hanging at my neck beckoned me into the portal. You are familiar to me, I can feel it, but in my mind there is nothing. Upon my return Ozymandias played back records, and it is difficult to doubt their authenticity or the feelings they stirred in me...but there is nothing in my mind.?

?I know this is possible. The overlays are the shift of reality by combining a preponderence of alternate worlds sharing common aspects. Those aspects become reality. In this current reality I have never known you, but three anomalies remain. One, Ozymandias has an overwhelming amount of data regarding my travels I do not recall. Perhaps his own dimensional travels have defended him against the overlay effect. Two, I cannot deny that the place and the people of two nights ago stirred feelings I cannot explain. Three, this ring I hold in my hand should not be here. It exudes your presence--and the sensation that you and I are linked.?

?Most likely, I no longer remember Ozymandias or Rhydin by the time you receive this. Only the ring remains to draw me back to that strange place. Ozy will have fled, hopefully surviving the dimensional flux in order to aid me should I follow the impulse I receive every time I touch this silver circle. It seems I shall be more and less than I ever was. I do not know what these final hops will do to me, but since much is already lost I must console myself in fate. The Exotics could not have overlooked Ozymandias--therefore it must be part of the plan.?

At your disadvantage,
Loyal Commander Ulysses Graham

Uly's voice, rings of loneliness and trepidation, fades.
Ozymanias' thoughts once more echo in my mind

>I would ask two things of you, Lady Alais 'd Nitesong Sidhe. First, I must rest, or I will cease to function. I cannot hop again without time to self-repair. The Exotics may yet seek to terminate my life and I would ask sanctuary of you. Second, your magics are beyond the Exotics. The ring you bestowed upon Uly is now his only hope to rediscover his past. When they removed me from his existence the Exotics also removed the years we were bonded...the years he suffered--his bitterness and his remorse. He is no longer even the man who left this final recording. I can give him back raw data, but I cannot remake him the good man you have known him to be. I perceive the Exotics pragmatic rather than evil, but believe they commit great evil to achieve the greater good. Though I know these things are naught but pain for you, I ask your help in saving what is left of the Ulysses we have both held feelings for. In return, I will answer or do whatever you will of me within my power. What say you, Lady Alais 'd Nitesong Sidhe?<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:52 EST
The eagle hesitates...clearly considering his words carefully before they reach out to your mind::

>For your hospitality, I thank you. I will heal quickly. As for the rest...<

Again he pauses, were he human I would assume great turmoil within

>Ulysses will not survive. Not as we have known him. Outwardly, the manifestation will not be greatly changed, but inwardly...I can only restore to him what my memory contains. These are recordings of our history, our lives together. I can return to him every event and thought I've ever recorded, but he will not feel them ever again. He will know you by your face and past actions, but he will not know you or any other who has been removed from his reality, including myself<

The golden creature stops abruptly...its eyes blinking rapidly, its wings twitching, uncomfortable with its own words.

>I left him as we were returning from a hop. His path took him back to the Harmony system, while mine was to flee here. That reality was the one the Exotics have sought--the one they've been building toward. On that world Ulysses has not claimed the life of one sun but the life of a thousand. He is the destroyer of galaxies, and he is fiercely loyal to the Exotics.<

He pauses, seemingly observing your reaction before continuing.

>There, the original experiment did not deviate. As the young Uly warped the doomsday weapon through the corona of the Harmony sun to the heart of our enemy's sun his ship and nervous system did not melt away. Ulysses, weapon and ship became one being of energy as our Ulysses would do over eleven years later without the weapon. Now it is part of him. Where our Uly fought the destruction of innocent life and cursed himself as a murderer, this new Ulysses may accept it as a natural law of the universe. He knew this as the portal opened to bring us back...that is when he recorded his final message.<

Again, Ozymandias pauses...but the mindlink strengthens, conveying the resolution within his thoughts.

>Uly has been used and misused many times, Lady Alais. He has always held misguided loyalties to those who would do him harm. It is in his nature to trust, trust more and then to forgive and still trust. The properties of the moonsilver ring you bestowed upon him will draw him back to Rhydin, for thus far it has been immune to the overlays. He must not leave here. I have the power to loop any portal he might attempt to use, always bringing him back to the starting point. I have the power to put a great deal of our Uly's history back in his mind. But I have not the power to win him back, for I am an android--and as such I lack the credibility of being human. He may attack us, go mad, kill himself...I know not. I am deeply troubled, for in the end Ulysses may never come to know himself again. But he must not go back.<

Once more the golden one pauses.

>As to my powers, I believe you would call one of my prowess a spy. I am perhaps the most sophisticated recorder to ever exist and I travel at will and almost undetected anywhere within a given reality--and with some difficulty to alternate realities. I can allow you to see, hear, smell and touch through my senses, and I promise you they extend far beyond the range of human ability. These small abilities I gladly offer in exchange for your aid.<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:54 EST
The memories flicker and shift to Uly?s first trip to Nitesong, soon after his return, and absence of memories.

Uly an' Alais shimmered into substance, Uly got his first look at the Sidhe.

?We are 'ome Uly?.... I swept my right arm across the vista before him.

The main street upon which they stood disappeared into the distance and disappeared into the Devastated Lands behind them, and progressed toward the center of the city. On all sides, great Rouwan trees rose in towering columns, their unique ivory bark and foliage shimmering softly in the light.

I whispered, ? come.... 't is a fine eve, an' fittin' that ye shouldst see yer first sunset from mine own Rouwan.? I greeted several Sidhe residents as we continued toward my home... pausing before the towering main tree, I pointed to the end of the road, where the mountains rose sharply from the landscape:: There luv is where our Priest Sect lives... th' Druids worship th' Goddess there... an' that land is sacrosanct.... our High Priestess Legendazna is currently away... en route tae meet wi' Tegwen an' confront Ghrial.?

I paused to look up at him. ?Uly... I dae so 'ope ye'll stay fer a time 'ere wi' us...?. and then whispered, ?wi' me. Yer strength o' will an' moral support be a salve fer mine soul.? I blushed suddenly at my temerity and then proceeded up into the tree.

Huge ivory leaves draping around us formed translucent walls, rain proof and invisible to those below them. Walking toward the farthest branch, I faced the west... and the sun slowly dipping into the horizon behind the Druid's mountain.

I reached out to take his hand... staring into the sunset:: ?'ome Uly... this be mine 'ome. This be th' refuge fer Ozy as well.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:54 EST
The images blur momentarily.

His eyes were active from the moment we materialized, following the sweep of my arm across the landscape. A slight narrowing of his eyes his only reaction to my claim we are home.

His gaze turns behind us and lingers on the Devastated Lands until my voice pulls him back from dark thoughts of his own. A sardonic smile on his lips as we went to share a sunset.

He nods and mm-hmms and uh-huhs in all of the appropriate places--but clearly he was absorbing every sight, every sensation, and his eyes glitter of distant fires as he looks up into the far reaching branches of the massive tree.

He nearly stumbles, halting an involuntary step toward the high mountains, looking back, hoping I hadn?t noticed his attraction toward the towering peaks, I raised my eyes to his then.

My silvery gaze, his name on my lips, my words all impacting this stranger, ...he stood lacking an easy response.

I flushed at his gaze and my own words, and darted into the Rouwan, and he waited until I was well into my tree before kneeling briefly upon the ground, placing his palms flat to the soft earth. A golden aura rose up through his ring bearing hand, traversing across and down through the right, into the earth. His quiet whisper barely heard, ?so alive.?

He rose quickly, deftly ascending into the white draperies of Rouwan leaves, following the faint sound of my movement, and he found me on the farthest branch. He gently took my hand, and watched the Druid's mountain as the unknown star sinks behind it while the last rays of light fall into shadow, he struggled to keep past and present separate.

In a halting whisper he attempted to put voice to his thoughts. ?Alais, I do not know how to be part of this.? His arm arcs across vista. ?Your home. I have touched the earth and I hear the voice from that grand mountain. They are full of life itself, while I am the very hand of that parcel you call the Devastated Lands. You have asked me if I would snuff out your sun, but I have not answered--for there is a point when one star becomes the same as another, a time when the poignancy of a fine wine is lost in the intoxication of the cask. How can I share this land you call home, knowing the line between sharing and taking is all too fine??

He stood silent a moment, listening, before reaching up to my face, to turn my eyes from the shadows. ?A billion billion living creatures course through my soul. I am as full of life as this land, but it is stolen life. Would you risk watching me desecrate all for the mere company of this cosmic thief?? His words were pleading, almost irrational.

He paused, grief and concern strong in his countenance--disconcertingly identical to the Ulysses I've known. Then very quietly he whispered, ?I will stay. I will stay as long as you'll have me.? He raised his hand and surveyed the moonsilver ring. ?This land calls me, and it is more than these energies you've woven about me?.

?You should know you've saved countless lives.? There was a cold fire glowing in his palms. ?I do not believe I am a Loyal Commander anymore.? A bemused expression crosses his face. ?I wonder what then??

He was still holding my hand, he turned me easily in his arms--my back to the gentle rhythm of his breath--enfolding me as we watch the shadows play below the dimming glow of sunlight.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:55 EST
There is a blink in the memory, and Uly shudders as he claims to be the hand of the Devastated Lands..... my eyes darting up to meet his as he talks about destroying my own sun... my fingers convulsively tightening my grip on his hand.

As his touch upon my face forced me to look upon him.... his query sent a chill rippling down my spine.

?Ye query whether I woulds't risk watchin' ye desecrate all this fer th' mere company o' a cosmic thief....nay.... I wouldst nae risk all that ist mine 'ome fer such as ye describe.?.....::my words were a soft statement:: ?howeffer Uly... I wouldst indeed walk thru Chaos 'tself fer ye...?. My gaze locked upon his own. ?Yer nae cosmic thief.... an' though Ozy tells me ye be nae th' man I didst once know an' care deeply fer... I know 'e ist still 'ere.? I reached up with my free hand... splayin' my fingers over where his heart would be. ?I care nae if ye be Loyal Commander, Uly.... 't is nae th' Commander whom I dae care fer.... 't is ye.... Uly Graham fer whom I dae wish tae risk what ist mine tae risk.?

He turned me in his arms, and we watch as shadows lengthen as the star slowly sets the evening sky in hues of richest lavenders and reds, streaked with the quickly fading golds of a cloudless sunset, a soft sigh escapes her. His presence both frightening and comforting.... she felt a wholeness she had not realized she ever lacked...... but what of this man.... the one she knew as Uly was gone... according to Ozy.... mayhap forever.... this new Uly.... alternately familiar, and totally unrecognizable except for the physical manifestation..... could she bring back the humanity that was her beloved Uly... from before this last manipulation by the Exotics?

I dropped my head to the side, resting slightly against his arm, silver sable hair rippling around her, she stood there gazing at the fading horizon as the darkest shadows of night crept across the Sidhe lands.... we'd deal with what ever the' Exotics had in store.... aye.... and survive.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:55 EST
We had remained thusly for long moments before sleep had come, and as dawn approached Nitesong... I lay awake... silvery eyes fixed on a point clearly not inside my Rouwan. Using the telepathic link to Ozy,

<< Ozy?.... wilst th' Exotics come seekin' Uly?>>

I stood staring from my workplace high in th' Rouwan, my mind linked with Ozy who was confirming her worst fears.

>Ozy, if th' Exotics utilize nae a likeness o' ye.... 'ow shall we know whence 't arrives? An' more importantly still... 'ow shall we know 'ow tae deal wi' 't?<

>Ozy.... I fear this Uly< my thoughts trailing off slowly.... having been pondering what so troubled me of late.

Ozy did not respond.

> jus' 'ow powerful ist this incarnation Ozy? I mean... yer comment 'boot th' damage caused betwixt this Uly an' a replica..... <

I did not give a full explanation as to why I fear Uly.. hoping the android would overlook the errant thought::

Somehow I had to keep the Exotics from finding him and pulling him back to the awful destruction they were engaged in... somehow there had to be a way to bring back the man I?d known and cared for.

I rose from my pallet... there were affairs of the land to be dealt with.... the chill morning air sent shivers down my spine as I dressed for the day::

?Mornin' meetin' wi' Xenograg...? soft sigh:: ?Ah shall haff an 'orrible 'eadache by day's end.... strategies.... tactics.... plans.... 't is nae right an' proper... nae 'atall! I am nae warrior!? Pain flashed thru my thoughts...?indeed... Ah am nae leader either.....?..

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:56 EST
While I about my affairs of state he maneuvered silently upward to the very top of my Rouwan, the branches and leaves seemed to accommodate and approve of this quiet journey. A place and time to think had been his objective in going here, but now he was committed to so much more. Reaching the crest, he basked in the warmth of the late morning sun.::

?Magnificent.? He breathed.

Scanning the horizons he once more let his gaze dally upon the splendid peaks and the Devastated Lands, sensing and appreciating their juxtaposition. He knelt upon the Rouwan, resting both palms on its broad ivory leaves...letting the energies course up the moonsilver ringed left hand across his breast and down to the right back into the earth where they rightfully belonged.

He felt that this land is not at peace.

He wrapped himself in bent light, and shed the trappings of mortality to rise into the bright skies--unseen to all relying on the visible spectrum::

?I must speak to that golden one at length in time.? He observed as he noted the figures in the sky.

Slowly turning and spreading he blanketed the whole of Nitesong, ritually attuning himself in a way he?d done hundreds of times before. The channels would differ this time in the most important factor. This was a sharing, not a taking. No imbalance would result; no star would dim and die forever.

?This land shall know my mind and heart.
Perhaps mind and heart can be as taught.?

Separating slowly, he spiraled downward to a point on the road at the edge of the Devastated Lands once more becoming man. Kneeling at the edge of the sad soil, he sent twin beams of golden light from his palms into the boundary, bringing forth a tiny sprout. In a moment there is a stalk, a sable bud and finally a silver bloom.

?You are a beginning. Once your bloom graced a world under a white-golden star now both gone and irreplacable. Here begin anew.? He told the new life.

He rose and walked toward the Sidhe. He sensed all that had gone before to shape this land, the massive energies expended in efforts to destroy and nurture, is for naught.

?How does one measure?? He turned inward, contemplating change.

A butterfly drifted by from nowhere and he begin to understand.

?I will share my thoughts this evening, perhaps some path will become clear.?

He wandered the Sidhe. Touching, smelling, hearing and seeing what he had shared.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:57 EST
Later that day, I came down from my solitude, still wrapped in my thoughts.... the voice of Uly startles me from my reverie.

? aye luv..... Ah dinnae thrive 'pon th' burden's o' leadership. Ah was neffer intended tae be a leader..... 't was fer mine mother, Alaisia that this mantle was fer. I haff nae 'ad th' trainin', nor th' breedin' tae be such a leader as Nitesong now requires.

I dropped onto a chaise, a soft groan of pure pleasure escaped me as his warm, strong hands ease the knots from muscles that have spent the day studying the maps and logistics of the military leader, Xenograg. ?Luv..... ye haff a gift in those 'ands o' yers...?.

I listened to the timbre of his voice.... stress had no option but to flee.

?Ah Uly... th' darkness that comes effer nearer tae Nitesong be a power like as nae tae snuff oot what little remains o' mine 'ome. Ghrial seeks dominion o'er mine people... an' mine servitude tae 'is foul gods as a Priestess. Th' Lich-lord o' Thuria alsae seeks th' death o' th' Wise Woman, Tegwen. Should 'e succeed in takin' Nitesong, there is a possibility that 'e could move ontae Xenograg's 'ome world, an' mayhap intae Barsi. Nitesong is a key that cannae fall.... A shiver ran up my spine at the thought, I always hated to discuss the Lich.

?Uly, Mayhap ye haff come tae Nitesong tae late tae heal luv.... an' now I haff one request tae make o' ye luv. My gaze meeting his own in the flickering firelite. ?Promise me that should Ghrial come near tae succeedin' in claimin' me fer one o' 'is necromantic priestess'... ye'll nae stop Xeno, nor Devon from daein' that which they haff promised me they wouldst dae fer mineself??

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:58 EST
The images shift again and anger still roiled at the knowledge that Shakira had claimed such atrocity... and suspicion ran deep that von Strakenberg was somehow involved....the Death Knight had threatened tae join up with Ghrial, and Shakira was also known to be pondering what she might gain with such an alliance.

?Goddess.... please let there be nae truth tae Shakira's claims..? I was beseeching the Goddess as I looked up into the night sky from the branch of' my Rouwan. ?Ceridwen... am Ah tae blame fer this travesty? Once Xenograg 'ad controllin' aid o'er th' Daemoness wi' th' cord....an' now that ist gone.... an' Shakira grows effer more bold. 't ist nae rite that Athlstan suffers such horror.?

Hanging my head.... pondering what the next steps should be.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:59 EST
Ozy's image flowed into Shakira's.

Ozy?s answers broke through the images of the self recrimination, >If the Exotics create a duplicate similar to myself and choose to send it here, only the signature of a flux portal opening will warn us. I will detect this. However, it would be Ulysses who would have to pinpoint the energy trail after such a creature departed the rift. I am increasingly aware that his mastery of various forms of energy far exceed my own.<

The android exercises one of his all too familiar pauses that I was growing accustomed to experiencing.

>Should Ulysses battle an overlay double in this land, on this planet or for that matter in this solar system they would surely drain the local star. Our current Ulysses now contains the overlay of what I surmise to be the most powerful incarnation--balanced against the weakest, our original Ulysses. A combination of overlays lying between those two extremes should equal him in raw power. Drawing from equal reserves, the logical move would be to drain the immediate sources of energy--for example: the nearest star and all gravimetric forces maintaining the balance of the planetary system. Secondary sources would surely include all lower life forms in the system. Tertiary sources being...the higher life forms.<

I sensed the android realized his language was riddled with foreign terms, but he lacked the ability to express the concepts in "human" terms.

>Since we might safely assume our Ulysses would not drain this system, his options would be to flee or execute a suicide attack--blasting himself and his opponent into the dimensional flux. However, I predict this scenario will not come to pass. I have sensed our current Ulysses is growing in power and I am coming to a nearer understanding of his essence.<

The eagle shifted uneasily, mentally and physically.

>I have attempted to explain that he is an amalgamate. Within his being are the three things placed by the Exotics. One, the original human being Ulysses Graham--the son of the Harmony System's greatest general and an engineered consort paired with him by the Exotics. Two, an artificially intelligent nerve-wire starship bonded with Ulysses in the delivery of the doomsday device. Three, the device itself which was warped through the corona of the Harmony System's star into the heart of the Zolarian star. This is mitigated somewhat by the overlay effect with our original Ulysses--the failed experiment--but the multiple overlays were apparently performed to adjust for this. He has the abilities of a human, the abilities of an AI computer system and the abilities of a weapon capable of channeling the energies of an entire star system including billions of life forms on the inhabited planets. Thus the powers of generating starfire blades, healing wounds, inducing pleasure and operating on multiple sensory levels--these are an inkling of what he must be capable of. It would seem only the discipline of his Exotic training and the humanity of Ulysses Graham restrain him from ascending to what many would characterize as godhood.<

He sensed my apprehension during the conversation, but Ozymandias presses on.

>In my own way, I fear him as well. He is nurturing his power even here--channeling the life-force of this land, experimenting with techniques of focusing energies without damaging the source of the energies. Thus, if a double should arrive--and he has had time to prepare--I believe our current Ulysses may tap the life-force of this world to defeat an opposer without even alerting anyone of this world save those attuned to the flow of such forces. In addition to this, he already channels the energies of the dozens of stars, the forces of the dozens of planetary systems and the life flow of hundreds of billions of living creatures--all drained to cold, dead, inert matter in the name of the Exotics. I have yet to pinpoint how he channels the energies, but with further examination I am certain I can deduce his exact nature.<

I then sensed a strange weariness in the eagle's thoughts as he fell silent once more.
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Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-21 23:59 EST
The images shift to late afternoon, and after a missive had arrived providing news of Ghrial, and I stood staring out into the darkening Sidhe sky, my mind link with Ozy providing painful clarifications... albeit then I did no understand all of what he was saying.

>Ozy.... I haff brought 'im 'ere as th' shadows o' war encroach aboot us.... such selfishness.... < There was recrimination echoing in my thoughts.

>His healin' may nae come tae pass then Ozy..... an' whilst I dinnae understand much o' what ye say.... I know only that I fear 'im less an' less. Thou' mayhap from what ye say, 't would be wiser tae fear more.... I simply cannae.<

I closed my eyes, leaning hard against one of the branches:: >Ozy.... 'ow didst Uly come tae send ye 'ome 'ere? Hath 'e taken retribution against ye fer yer 'elp in keepin' 'im 'ere?< I had noted the unusual weariness in Ozy's thoughts.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:00 EST
The image changed again, shifting to a return home to the Sidhe via the portal she'd seen used so many times, but it was a sensation she had not expected. Indeed, even Uly's periodic silences, marked by this trip had added to the unusual effects.

As they arrived at the Rouwan, my thoughts were as scattered as the fallen leaves autumn usually brought although this season, Ghrial's winter still covered the land... there had been no spring nor summer... and so autumn was but a continuation of the bitter cold that presaged his advance.

?Uly? On th' morrow, Ah must needs send a missive tae Xenograg. I wouldst be appreciative should ye read 't b'fore I dae send Arrriahh wi' 't. My silver eyes plainly showing that I was worried how he'd take the missive as I offered the rolled parchment to him.

General Xenograg,
This missive ist twofold in nature. Firstly, that I haff taken tae 'eart a man most dear tae me. He ist th' one ye know as Novus Rex. Tae me 'e ist Uly. I shall 'ope that ye shall accept Uly as part o' th' Sidhe, for as mine consort, 'e ist verra important in th' pendin' darkness o' Ghrial. Howeffer, yer appointment as mine delegate tae th' Council o' Elders, in th' event o' mine demise still stands. Only a Sorcerer born mayst fill in as mine replacement an' voice there. Uly hath powers o' 'is own.... but 't remains that 'e ist nae a Sorcerer himself.
I remind ye Xenograg o' yer promise tae nae let Ghrial succeed in 'is quest tae enslave mine mortal soul. Uly hath been appraised o' this promise, an' I haff requested that 'e *understand* should such an event occur. Should ye deem mine life forfeit tae ensure Ghrial's failure in that regard, Uly will nae seek retribution wi' ye.
Secondly, in th' presence o' Ulysses is a golden eagle. Ozymandias may prove most useful as a source of intelligence tae be gathered from th' sky. I know ye haff th' ability tae fly from yer Ostego Cloak, howeffer, mayhap Ozy could aid wi' less obvious results? Whom wouldst suspect an eagle soarin' in th' sky?

I am effer indebted tae ye,

Lady Alais 'd Nitesong Sidhe
Alais wathu-Darelir
Heiress of Nitesong

I quietly regarded him, and the play of emotions across his features.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:01 EST
The images shift to just Uly,

Since speaking of Ghrial and Xenograg and Devon, and your request of non-intervention should you fall, I've taken to silences. Not constant, not frequent, yet interspersed with our time together at the Rouwan, the arena and walking in the Sidhe. Sometimes you sense the tension--wondering if my emotional struggle with unfelt memories or perhaps remorse for long-dead worlds have driven me once more to melancholy. I do nothing to divert your thoughts from these guesses, keeping my own council, struggling with decision. The environ of bitter words, constant threats and truths half-told have weighed heavily on me, though I've chosen to turn my commentary inward--hoping for wisdom among chaos. How to speak what you stir in me, the precious comfort you bring to me and my unbidden anger toward the forces assailing you? Better, I think, to not speak. To hold, and give solace in silence rather than contribute anxiety. And yet silence is a tension in and of itself. Holding you enfolded in my comforting arms--during what little sleep you allow yourself day or night--I arrive at a decision. My half-truths can only harm in the end, so I must cast them away.

His words where whispered, as though I must have been sleeping in his arms, but I cannot see myself in this image?

?This is my world Alais. The world of all Ulysses. That which the Odyssey Project sought, but did not find. Before, only my highest incarnation had touched this place of golden light in his waking hours. Only Ulysses the Starkiller had come to know where the life-force of a galaxy could reside. Now part of that is me and I am this place. All things touch this place which binds. When I have killed, the presence in the world we shared is severed from this place and henceforth I direct it's presence here to remanifest in our shared world as I desire. Your Ulysses touched this place many times, most recently at the hands of the AL who murdered his body. He suspected, as you know, and thus accepted the Odyssey assignment. Now he and I are one. What the Exotics, Ozymandias and many Ulysses do not yet understand is by the defining event of severing the Zolarian star system all Ulysses Graham's are destined to be one across time, space and probability. I am in the process of adjusting to this consciousness--this is my healing. Your Ulysses was in danger of losing self-direction in this world, of becoming only life-force. I, this Ulysses, am already only life-force. I still have much to learn, but am far more than a mere channeler. I am a portal to this place, where nigh-infinite life energies mingle. My body, holding yours now, is a rent in the fabric between these worlds--a projection cast upon our shared world. Thus I do not bleed red blood, but the golden light of life itself. And thus I was greatly angered at Ozymandias' restriction on my power to shed that projection. I am not a man Alais. You know this. I am not human. You know this as well. But I am of humanity, I am not an unfeeling force of the universe. That is the path you have helped turn me from, where I might have abandoned or destroyed those things I now learn to love. For though I am life, I am not love--and I now sense the latter an equal and necessity to the former.?

These were the thoughts that were felt more than heard and my world is a turning inward where you feel at peace and tranquil with the indescribable force of being which cannot be threatened because it cannot be changed--for a moment in time my fears were gone and I simply was. I awoke from the sweet dreams, in the warmth of Uly?s arms, feeling trusted--and sensing somehow a part of us is now intertwined outside of ourselves forever. Looking up, I was not surprised at this new turn of events--for his eyes were closed and the mindlink confirms...he was sleeping.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:03 EST
Uly unrolled the parchment, sensing my apprehension, he attempted to maintain a passive expression as he read the message bound for Xenograg.

At several points he nodded, at others his eyes narrowed--furrowing his brow.

?You do me great honor, Alais. I shall respect your wishes regarding Xenograg and Devon. Within me is the warrior born and bred, and I would be lying should I claim not to understand. If they must end your presence in this world, I shall endeavor to guide your lifeforce back to Ceridwen in the other. As to Ozymandias, his sensory and stealth capabilities across the energy spectrum are formidable--though I've disabled his ability to leave this continuum. I do not consider him trustworthy regarding my own well being, but clearly see he would profit nothing by betraying you. He is in your debt and will honor that--regardless of his actions toward me. Remember though, he acted against my will for what you believe to be my own good. Do not be surprised if he should one day choose the same for you.?

He tightly re-rolled the scroll and handed it back to me, he pondered the moonsilver ring on his finger and what his mother thought as his father prepared for what would be his last flight to the stars.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:03 EST
I took back the parchment, pondering Uly's words. ?Uly luv? Wouldst ye walk wi' me? There ist somethin' Ah must needs show ye.?

We left th' Rouwan, and headed toward the Mountains, climbing for nearly an hour, at last reaching a granite outcrop. From this point, the whole south-eastern portion of Nitesong could be seen. The crisp breeze riffling thru my long curls, I conjured a soft blanket, depositing it on the outcropping. Settling onto it, indicating that Uly should do the same.

?Uly luv... Nitesong's sorcerers be a verra long lived race, as 'uman types go. Indeed, several centuries ist th' normal life span. I know nae what yer life span mayst be... howeffer, Ah must inquire o' ye whether ye haff considered such??

We were looking out over the lands as I began to tell Ulysses about the Sidhe.

?Nitesong...... 't ist an island surrounded by that glitterin' blue sea. 't supports a single deepwater harbor, closely watched by th' Druid's an' th' Woodelves. On th' other side, th' straight betwixt th' Sidhe an' th' mainland ist fraught wi' treacherous currents an' guarded by th' Devastated Lands. Th' remainder o' th' Sidhe ist sheer cliffs o' unscalable obsidian.?

?Th' Devastated Lands were destroyed durin'th' War o' Devastation in th' time o' Heir Telemachus th' II. They were enhanced durin' th' reign o' Mauritaurn a'ter destroyin' Eisilmoru, an' reclaimin' 'is inheritance nye ontae 2 centuries later.?

?Th' Council o' Elders sought tae retreat from th' known world Uly, tae protect th' few remainin' survivors o' th' war. Howeffer, 't was compromised that th' sorcerers enchanted th' lands we see there as th' Devastated Lands. Th' enchantments be such that anna whom dae enter 't forget their purpose fer bein' there... an' forget that Nitesong lay beyond. Th' Woodelves keep watch o'er th' land... an' escort those whom haff need tae be in Nitesong.?

?Nitesong's population was reduced tae less than 10% o' 'er original numbers by Eisilmoru- an' hath slowly dwindled as th' Sidhe seldom permits visitors, an' death hath exceeded births fer th' past 4 centuries.?

?Nitesong 'tself ist recoverin'. Th' Rouwan's are nearly grown, howeffer, nae as large or as grand as they had been once. That valley....? as I pointed to the right, ?betwixt th' mountains ist verdant an' well protected. Most o' th' farmin' an' th' orchards are kept 'ere an' maintained.?

?Nitesong ist mostly self sufficient in terms o' foodstuffs an' minerals. Th' great mountains, durin' their orogenesis, concentrated sefferal rare minerals an' metals. Th' Druids closely guard th' minin' o' these resources. Albeit there ist a small settlement o' displaced Dwarven metalsmiths hidden in these mountains.?

?Th' source o' th' rare moonsilver...? I gently touched the ring on his hand. ?ist th' large cauldera at th' north end o' th' land. 'ere a meteor didst strike, an' ist mined fer 't's precious metal. Moonsilver ye see carries properties that th' sorcerers haff found easy tae tap, potent an' extremely valuable fer augmentin' spells....howeffer, 't ist exceedin'ly rare, and difficult tae refine 'r process.?

?Deep wi'in th' main Druid's mountain, ist a kimberlite pipe... an' there th' rather useless diamonds are mined fer trade in RhyDin fer th' thin's we cannae produce or create wi' sorcery, some spell components, rare minerals, inks, dyes an' pigments from th' northern coastal regions.?

I pointed to a pasture. ?There, what remains o' Alaisia's pride an' joy.... 'er horses.?

?O'er there.... vineyards dot th' lower slopes o' th' mountains.....?

I could feel the tears in my eyes shimmering in the sunlite. ?Uly... this ist mine 'ome....where th' few remainin' inhabitants 'ide from th' ootside world.... I am responsible fer them, fer this..?

I turned to look out over the harbor. ?Uly..... I cannae let this fall..... I cannae?

?Shouldst I be in danger o' betrayin' all that ist 'ere.... an' I wouldst indeed ifn Ghrial succeeded in' stealin' mine mortal soul.... I must needs haff yer promise tae dae what Xeno an' Devon haff promised.... shouldst they nae be 'ere... ?

?I haff felt as thou' Destiny hath touched me Uly... somehow our lives touch.....?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:04 EST
I sensed that Uly found the climb quite enjoyable?as he exhibited a clear wonder at the beauties inherent in unkept nature.

At the granite outcrop, he tossed his shirt aside, oblivious to the unnatural chill upon the land, and settled on the blanket with me--basking in the light of the sun, looking over the land.

My question brought a slight frown to his face. ?Alais, luv, I have considered my lifeforce at length. I know there are powers which could bar me from manifesting in this world. Can I age? Can I sicken? Can I run out of life?? He shook his head. ?I don't know. I doubt it. Should I cease to exist here, it would grieve me beyond measure--for I believe I stand at the threshhold of immortality, and an eternity without Rhydin--without you--would be...difficult.?

He leaned back on his elbows, looked out across the panorama as I continued to speak. He nodded occasionally with a tacticians approval over the defensive position held there. He smiled when I cited the name Telemachus--recalling old literature, and an inscrutable expression plays upon his face as I spoke of birthrates.

There is sorrow in his countenance, hearing a question he had suspected would come, and his voice was pained, but even and sure, ?I may not have the power to dispossess your body, should that time come; but Ghrial shall never control more than a lifeless husk in this world, for I will keep your spirit for Ceridwen in the other. If he seeks you there, I promise he will not survive to speak the tale--for his unnatural essence will be blasted to nothing by the exceedingly natural energies of a billion lives.?

A wicked smile plays upon his lips, ?It is tempting to give him a taste now, but perhaps the less he knows of me the better.?

He then laid upon his back under the rays of the sun, pulling me close to him--warm in the cool mountain air.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:05 EST
Uly chuckled. ?My home? My world? Oh, luv, I am home. Truly I am.? He affectionately held me closer in his arms. ?As to my world, that other place is my world. That is where I truly reside--the place your first Ulysses longed to return, not even knowing what it actually was.?

He gave me a gentle smile. ?I will stop teasing. I know it is of my birthworld you would know. First, let me say this--it is at the Cataclysm that the myriad Ulysses diverge. Before the first star killing, our memories and feelings are the same...so this is a part of me now that has always been here. Something I can share with you across the whole of our...? He searched for a word and could not find the one to sound right. A sensation came to me through our mindlink of his caring, his adoration and his need to be at my side; and his loss to drape words upon this sharing in our lives.

?Mairee (my'-ree' ) is my birthworld. It is wild, untamed. Mountains pierce the clouds and raging rivers cut to the quick of the earth. Lightning makes day of nights and thunderheads make night of days. The cities are cut from the living rock and braced with gleaming hyperium steel. Each city is formed of families and each family is a history of warriors--male and female alike. Maireens learned ways to avoid tainting the land from the Exotics, and thus only the Zolarian bombings scar any portion of the planet. The old growth trees, not unlike your Rouwans, are enormous. However, they are part of a system where life tends toward the short and violent. ::a gleam smolders in my eyes, a smile on my lips:: On training maneuvers as a boy, I remember standing thigh-deep in the snow ::l laugh:: trying to move silently on reconnaissance. My ruck pulled back and down constantly, the weight of my gear threatening to topple me backwards as I lifted each step high to clear the frozen undergrowth. The rifle in my hands was a paltry counterbalance, and I longed to have my hands free to pull myself forward through the dense vegetation. Then I saw her--magnificent. Paralleling me, silent as wind, a snocat with a fresh killed deer hanging from her jaws. For a fleeting moment, she and I understood our roles in those woods--and I felt myself unbearably ridiculous. Ten minutes later, still wondering at such natural perfection, I heard the next cadet up the line panic.? He frowned. ?He killed the snocat stone dead by firing over two hundred rounds into her side. Back home that night, I spoke to my parents of this. Mother gave me sage advice of accepting the destiny in all things. My father warned me to stay far from cadets who were idiots. He awoke me early the next morning though, took me back to the woods. With little gear and no defined mission he showed me how to move like the cat--all the while pointing out signs of her territory and life patterns. At the end of the day we arrived home, with three cub snocats to join our family. Father said wasting their mother's life was a damn shame, and he would not waste theirs as well. He was blinking back moisture from his eyes, unaware of his own sad smile.

?Harmony is a two world system, though, and the other world is Chultys (cool-tis' ). It is the most beautiful and peaceful planet I have ever seen. There are no carnivores on Chultys, not even omnivores. Life cycles are short and births are low in a dynamic system constantly adjusting to avoid devegetation. The Exotics themselves perpetually move with the sunlight, sensing the weather patterns and roaming with the environment. The only structures on the entire planet are the few gates leading to Chultys' moon, Jacynth ( juh-cinth' ). Virtually all production in the Harmony system takes place on Jacynth. Manufacturing, processing, mechanical research and commerce are centered there. No spacecraft has touched the ground of Chultys in over five hundred years. No vehicle has traversed its lands, waters or air in three hundred. Like Mairee--it's only scars are those of the Zolarian bombings, and those are quickly fading. My time with the Exotics was...wonderous. I am one of a handful who have ever been allowed among them on the planet itself. They are humanoid, but subsist more as plants and think more as insects--vastly intelligent insects. I walked and talked among them for thousands of miles, for that is all they do outside of their rotations to Jacynth. Amazingly, this organic network is practically the perfect structure for disseminating and gathering information. They all know when and where they are supposed to be and what contacts are needed for all. The ultimate single word to describe Chultys would be synchronicity--for that is what it embodies.?

He quickly hid a smirk, betting Ozymandias didn't say much about Chultys or the ways of the Exotics.

?The Exotics arrived on Mairee a thousand years ago, finding savages huddled in caves. They chose not to alter the ways of Maireens. They instead enticed a few to come learn among them. Those few became the foundations of Maireen society and technology, the philosopher-warriors. In time Exotic science and Maireen strength achieved many interesting balances, but neither race is substantially different from when they first encountered. The Exotics plan and teach while the Maireens do and learn. My mother however...? he looked directly into my eyes, ?was gengineered. She was voluntarily altered for compatibility with my father. She was an Exotic.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:06 EST
My eyes studied him as he told the tale of the snocats... though it pained me to know the odds were against their survival in the wild... however, the wisdom in your father's words was beyond dissent.

There was a soft blush creeping up my throat as his warm hand closed around my own, his words full of promise and future enticing me to believe in tomorrows to come, tomorrows that lack the horror of Ghrial..... and bear the promise of happiness.

?Uly..... what sort o' thin's haff ye learned from yer *hops*... 't ist beyond me tae understand what good such revisitations haff provided ye... short o' pain, sufferin' an' loss. Th' 'istory ye shared wi' Ozy... an' all that 'e was able tae giff back tae ye..... th' places ye haff been an' people ye haff known.... all art lost now.... simple memory wi'oot th' emotions.....? shaking my head....? ruein' th' lost o' sae much.?

?Ozy doth tell me luv that yer reality 'ere ist less than 1% o' what ye are.... be that th' actuality o' thins?? I was shivering as the sun slowly began its descent toward the harbor, long afternoon shadows begin to creep across the mountain slopes.

I gazed up at him, ?glad I am luv tae haff stolen their prize..... an' I dae look forward tae 'elpin' ye make th' best o' yer time...mayhap we shouldst return tae Nitesong??

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:07 EST
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He lay beside me on the granite outcropping under the sun... my body warm to his touch in the chill mountain air.

?Uly... I mean nae 'urt tae ye... an' I dae nae understand why ye mayst nae haff th' power tae *disposess* mine body... 't wouldst be a simple matter o' a blade well placed tae stop Ghrial.... howeffer.... 't eases mine soul tae know ye'd keep mine spirit fer th' Goddess....? A soft smile up at him as I ran a free hand through his hair slowly.

?I 'ad pondered yer longer life expectancy Uly... an' 't was nae tae cause ye pain that I dids't raise th' issue.... 't ist simply th' truth o' thins...?

I had listened quietly as he described his home after a teasing start... softly trying the name of his world, ?Mai-rhee.?

I blinked somewhat in startlement as he told me his mother was an Exotic, ?yer mother was an' Exotic?? a fear based shudder rippled down my spine. ?Uly? 'ow mayst yer own people keep puttin' ye thru these *hops* as ye dae call 'em? An' prithee... dae they nae know 'ow much pain they haff caused ye as they continue tae revisit an 'orrid episode? Didst they nae succeed in destroyin' their enemies th' first time??

I propped myself upon one elbow. ?Uly.... 'ow long afore yer family realizes ye are missin' in action..... an' they come seekin' ye once more? An' what retribution shall they seek fer mine giffin' ye this?? Running my fingers down his arm to th' moonsilver band.
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Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:08 EST
The image fades to one where Ulysses is lifting an eyebrow at my words. ?Well placing a blade would not be the problem, luv. Physically getting to you and having the chance is more of my concern. I suspect Ghrial and I are polar opposites in terms of life energies. There are ways of cloaking energy patterns, but the forces used in the cloaking itself would almost surely forewarn him. In open confrontation I am certain I could do great harm to the Lich and his armies, but in terms of stealth I would be nigh useless against him once he is even marginally aware of what I am.?

He gave me a gentle smile. ?I'd say the truth o' thins is we are likely to have a long and happy life together.?

He then concluded the story of father and the snocats, sensing my unspoken question. ?The three cubs did fine. Within a year they were back on their own. Father and I had wonderful times with them during that year, hunting in the snows. We were surprised they still had an interest in us through the spring and summer, but once winter came 'round again they took to the woods as though they'd always been there. The odds are only one of three survived that second winter, but those are the rightful odds--none would have survived without their mother if we hadn't taken them in.?

Then he gave me an understanding smile, ?Alais, the hops are nothing to me now. The Exotics of your original Ulysses continuum devised the Odyssey Project and ignited the spark--I am the bonfire. As to revisiting a horrid episode each hop was a relearning. Discovering an alternate path where something happened differently during and after the Cataclysm. Those continuums are collapsed now, overlayed with that of your original Ulysses. For me, there is the one defining experience, now a composite of all those overlayed upon it. This is not a matter of recounting the destruction of Zolaria, it is a matter of altering the outcome. In my combined reality--the one I would rift to should I leave Rhydin--I have destroyed Zolaria and dozens more like it.? His words spring from a grim visage, eyes following my fingers down to my hand, hearing my words.

?The Exotics are not my family, 'lais. My mother relinquished all claim to her nest upon accepting the alterations. My father...disappeared under questionable circumstances... they say it was suicide. I was an only child. If I indeed have a family, it is the amalgamate of all the Ulysses transformed by taking the life of a star system--they are my brothers. Of course? he took my hand softly in his moonsilver ringed grip. ?who knows what possibilities the future holds? It will take them time to rebuild, to find me. Ozymandias and I have conferred on this, and I promise you I will be ready for them. You've stolen their prize toy, my love. The Exotics would not hesitate to erase you and all of Rhydin if it suits their projections, but it is no longer in their grasp. I am not a true Exotic, but I am more than their equal--and I shall make the best of the time I am given.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:09 EST
The next image was one of Uly in deep contemplation that took his tongue, but he tried to form responses to my questions. At length he began to respond, knowing some of his response will hurt us both.

?Alais, I grieve for what has been lost. You and most of those "I" have known in this world are good and honorable people. Even those who were not had some merit for the most part. What was done to your Ulysses was not right. It wasn't fair. But he knew the risks and gambled on the outcome. Now I am he. I am the one here in Nitesong, the one who..? He caught himself before the words outraced his mind.

After a moment he continued.

?'lais, I am happier now than ever. You don't know the darkness your Ulysses carried inside of him, that I carry inside of me now--but diminished. Of all the overlays combined within me now, he suffered more than any by far. I too carry his guilt, having the memory of his deeds, but it is diminished a hundred fold. He was an assassin, a bounty hunter, a mercenary and an exile from Harmony for ten years. They rejected him and he took his bitterness out on the guilty and innocent alike. Only after coming to Rhydin did he begin to heal. While I carry the taking of stars within me as well--your Ulysses killed with personal malice many more times than even the Starkiller dispassionately executed systems. This is the happy ending for your Ulysses, only tainted by the joy that it is in fact not an ending at all, but an ever after. Now his sins are remembered, but forgiven in the amalgamate we have become.? He took both of my hands, searching my eyes. ?That is what we have gained from the hops. I know he spoke to you of atonement; I know you must have sensed his anguish. I would ask you to consider what you see in me now, compare the before and after, and try to understand what has happened to me--what has happened to us.?

His hands are warm to the touch and there is golden light behind the amethyst of his eyes.

?Indeed, of all that occurred between the Cataclysm and Ozymandias trapping me here your Ulysses' life is less than one percent of me by quantitative analysis; but I swear to you it is far more when measured by quality. The Ulysses who took the name Star King and later New King--the Ulysses you knew--and the Ulysses known as the Starkiller are far and away the most deeply seated in the Ulysses I have become.?

He felt my shiver?and hoped it was temperature induced--he helped me to my feet, with a genuine smile upon his face, clearly relieved to have finally shared so much. ?Aye, we should be climbing back down. You'll have a busy night tonight, luv.?

He retrieved the forest green tunic, slid it back on--taking my hand as we worked our way back down the slope, slipping, sliding and hopping down the mountainside in the near dark...

Upon leaping up into the lower branches, he took my hands and turned me toward him...
his sparkling eyes caught up in mine. ?Alais, I know you're frightened. There are so many uncertainties around you, I among them. So many worries upon your shoulders. I want you to know I share so many of your fears, but I am happy--so very happy with you. Come what may, I am home, for home is where the heart is and my heart is with you.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:10 EST
The images shift to one of a missive, sent from Xenograg to Alais wathu-Darelir, 24th Overlord of DoS, greetings.

The most important defense of the title is always the first. An Overlord immediately dethroned is often seen as not having been worthy of it. I do not wish to see this thought of you.
You need to be dueling as much as possible to stay in shape. Practice duels counts as much as official ones so utilize the former. Dojo Darelir is always open for use by you and any friends you wish to bring.
Concentrate on honing your mental edge. Practice the belief that all your maneuvers will be successful. Shrug off mistakes and keep looking to the next round. Pretend that you made the correct move the previous round and act like you are following up success rather than failure.
Be yourself. Use what works for you. Twice I lost the Overlordship because I changed my style to what I thought would work against a specific opponent. I went too far and lost sight of what it was that made me successful in the first place.
I again offer my services as scout of the opposition. Once you know the identity of your first challenger, send me as much information about him/her as you can. I will add it to what I already have and seek out weaknesses.
Hail, Overlord! Long may you reign! Take care, my friend.

Sincerely,
Xenograg kathu-Darelir.

:: Below the signature is the mark of the Darelir signet ring, confirming the letter's authenticity. ::

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:11 EST
I had quietly regarded Uly as he explained aboot what had been lost.

?Aye Uly, th' former Uly whom I didst know suffered from 'is past deeds.... 'e didst know th' risks o' what 'e left me tae dae fer 'is 'ome an' th' Exotics....?

My gaze raised to his at his declaration of being h'appy... and as he took my hands in his, I feltl the pain, and knew that I did care even more for this Uly standing' before me.

As we descended from the granite perch we had shared most of the day, my mind turned to events of the eve.... Leto. I was the reigning Overlord, as Xeno had reminded me.

The images of the challenge are painful to this day, I had not proven myself worthy of the title, and the trip home was completed on pure reflex...every muscle and sinew was afire from the match against Leto.... pain accompanied every movement.

?Luv, I thin' b'fore callin' 't a nite, I shall slide intae th' mineral springs..... lest I awaken' too stiff tae move in th' morn... wouldst ye care tae join me there? or dae ye elect tae call 't a nite??


I wrapped the cloak about myself, the thoughts of the hot water soaking away the pain lured most enticingly.

I slowly walked toward the' steaming mineral springs, my thoughts clearly lost, and the walk in silence indicative of mine mood.

I reached the hot spring in the starlit sky, I shimmer briefly into a glittering silhouette before coalescing and stepping into the soothing water. Settlin' into the clear water, waist length hair floating around me... the heat of the spring easing tired an' overworked muscles.

Using the mind link, I asked,
>Uly.... doth yer birth mother yet live?<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:12 EST
Uly struggled within himself, the invitation to the springs is an agonizing choice, ?Aye, love, I think I would care to join you there.?

We walked but his mind was racing through issues still to come, the silence was most comfortable.

He sensed the soothing waters working their effect me and tossed his clothing aside.

The starlight from above, the warm vapors rising from the water relax his apprehensions as he sat at the water's edge, dangling his much abused shins in the comforting warmth--the golden glow dimming as his few wounds of the evening healed.

He answered my question with little consideration, clearly comfortable with his answer. ?Only in the way all things live. She walked among the flowers shortly after my father's...disappearance. Not from despair, but from having completed her destiny in this world. I was already training and excelling as a nerve-wire pilot like my father--she had shared all that was necessary and knew her time was complete. Mother returned to Chultys for the last walk, and has ever since remained here? as he tapped his finger to his temple, ?and here? as he tapped a finger over his left breast.

?She loved my father. The alterations didn't induce that; she truly loved him. She understood when he...left. In a way, so did I. They chose to have a child, knowing the circumstances and having some idea of what the child would be. I think she knew me better than any other possibly could.?

He paused briefly, assembling his thoughts as gently as possible.

?This day has moved so quickly, Alais. The mountainside, the challenge...touching you...and now here. All of the years I watched my parents grow together seem compressed for us into a few all too short days. I know from my memories how simple and right it would be to make love with you. I can only guess at how wonderful.?

He was breathing deeply, tilting hishead back eyes closed, jaw clenched--a shudder ran through his body as he released his breath and gazed back at me, amethyst eyes smoldering in the soft light.

?When we kissed tonight I felt lost, Alais. More than anything I wanted to melt into you forever--and the universe be damned.? He shuddered again. ?I want you 'lais. But my mind has caught up with me, and the love in my heart drives me to speak rather than act. On the one hand we have the chance to wait--to take stock of our circumstances and choose the depth of intimacy; on the other hand we have the chance to love--to encompass one another come what may. I am afraid to choose, Alais. Earlier I was ready to let my body choose for me--now I find my self searching for some compromise, and confusion reigns within.?

He paused, knowing he had at last let his heart out of his mouth.
?I will not let myself decide these things. I would prefer you did not decide these things. I want this to be ours--completely ours--whether we are dear friends, lovers, lifemates or some combination thereof--for we have begun to find peace together and I desperately do not want to lose it.?

He sat at the edge of the water, completely vulnerable, searching my eyes and wondering.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:13 EST
Sinking up to my chin in the hot water, the heat seeping into sore muscles and erasing the pain there. I watched his approach to the edge of the hot spring, and blushed as he shed his clothes to join me in the water.

I had listened to him speak of his parents, I was saddened to know that his mother chose not to stay by him once he had reached his training as a *nerve wire pilot*.

?Luv? what ist a * nerve wire * ship? Ye haff spoken o' yer trainin' howeffer, I cannae effen begin tae form an image in mine mind as tae what ye refer tae?

As he spoke, and voiced his feelings about our relationship these past days, emotions ranging' from apprehension to adoration played across my features. His admission of wanting me and to Chaos itself with the rest of' the universe brought a soft smile to my lips.

I swam closer to him as he sat at the edge of the spring, with his legs only in the water, reaching a tentative hand out of the water to rest it gently upon his lower leg, I gently urged him into the' spring. ?Luv.... let us simply follow our destinies... fer I dae nae wish ye uncomfortable nor pressured. Rest assured I dae feel emotions fer ye I haff neffer experienced b'fore. I know nae 'ow tae proceed beyond allowin' ourselves th' time tae explore what we dae both feel.?

As he slipped into the water, I backed slowly away, starlite making the spring quicksilver about us. ?come, we didst laugh earlier, an' revel in one another's company.... let us reclaim such carefree joy 'ere an' now?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:14 EST
The image fades of that first union to moments of discussion, as though these memories are trying to teach me something.

?You have a way of asking such difficult questions, 'lais. The nerve-wire is a way of...talking to the ship. Feeds are implanted at critical points on the body of the pilot; the wires connect to these. Once connected, the ship is powered up through a step by step process of technology and biology. The pilot achieves a state of deep meditation, freeing thought from bodily reactions. The pilot's thoughts become the ship's reactions--star spanning reactions. The ships are a lesser form of Ozymandias' technology--they feed the pilot information upon request, unlike the eagle who can prioritize and organize the data according to his own judgment. However, the opening of the senses is stunning, to suddenly know a moon, a planet or a star so intimately. To feel your body merged with a craft blazing across planetary systems like a hawk across the sky. And for the most highly skilled, the rush of the sundive before an inter-system warp--when the fabric of space and time themselves bow to the pilot's will. The warp touches on the flux--though only along the lines of one continuum--and many pilots find such euphoria there they don't come back. It was a great joy of my young manhood, even in war--and in spite of my own father's disappearance into the flux. But there are so many other things I wish to speak of.d?

He was smiling as he slipped into the water with me. ?Aye, time tae explore.? His gemstone eyes shining in the starlight. ?But I do nae believe I shall simply follow my destiny ever again.?

Time passed quickly wrapped in each other's gaze, caught in the soothing dance of the shining springs, then quietly he asked me ?can ye conjure a blanket for us here, 'lais?? gliding his palm across the edge of the pool, and as the pallet shimmered into being, he rolled out from the waters onto the bank, pulling me gently up with him. ?it's been a trying day, love. will you rest with me here a while??

He held me in the crook of his arm, my head resting on his bare chest, his fingers softly touching the outline of my face as I drifedt into peaceful slumber.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:14 EST
It was in that night that I was lifemated. Bound to one soul for all of eternity.

I had fallen asleep in his arms, my body and mind for once at peace, without dreams to shatter the nigth. The heat of his body beside mine a reassuring comfort.

As dawn encroached, my first instinct was to burrow closer and not acknowledge the brite orb as it incessantly climbed into the pale grey sky... bringing the advent of a new and busy day.

I sighed softly, not wishing to awaken him, I slipped silently from his arms, shivering slightly in the chill morning air, my body protesting the movements.

I shimmered silently away to the hot mineral springs for morning ablutions, my mind replaying the enraptured events of the nite before. Catching the flash of the starfyre band, a soft smile lites my features.

I had exhausted the time in which I might tarry... I did dress in the shimmering silver attire that I am wont to favor, and head toward the Druid's Caverns. ?'ow dae I tell Legend? She ist neffer goin' tae understand.? A wry smile curved my lips, ?nor approve...... albeit 't ist entirely tae late now.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:15 EST
The image shifts, to Riverbend, where Xenograg and I had gone seeking help from Moonglum. It was where my fate would intersect for all time with Morrin.

We coalesced from shimmering silver mists... Alais and Xeno arrive outside the curtain walls of Riverbend. As Alais regards the curtain walls of the Archmage's keep, a dark shadow crosses her features as the violating glamour replays the scene Morrin had left with her

(sw) death......... darkness.............choking smoke............such complete destruction......... an' yet, in th' midst o' 't all.......... a single, perfect, blood red rose.

Giffing herself a mental shake, turning tae look up at Xenograg. ?Shall we? Glum shouldst be wi'in somewhere.... an' I dae nae sense Morrin's presence 'ere this day.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:16 EST
The image of Riverbend fades as my approach to Legend?s caves forms, and I reached out with psionic query to the High Priestess. Not wishing to arrive completely unannounced with the news I had for the Council Speaker.

I arrivind at the Caverns, stepping thru into the cool interior, I was greeted by the High Priestess? staff, and was escorted to the Cleric?s offices. There, Legend was busy with the forwarding of missives to allies in league against Ghrial.

The ivory robed cleric paused, standing as I entered.

?G?day Yer Grace?

?Good morning Heiress, please, do come in.?

I took a spartan chair across from Legend?s writing table. The Cleric was not ostentatious, and her surroundings reflected her simplicity, mirroring the lady herself.

Legend noted the air of uncertainty around her charge, for she had taken Alais under her wing as much as she had taken Alaisia under her wing, acting as Advisor and parent to both of them. This Heiress however, had not had the benefit of decades of tutelage, and as such, had a habit of getting herself into unnecessary trouble. Piercing aqua eyes regarded me, waiting for me to expound upon the reason for the early morning visit::

?Yer Grace,? and she arched a pale brow at the formality, Legend knew this was an official visit rather than a courtesy call.

?Ah haff come tae share news wi? ye which I dae ?ope shall find yer blessin? an? support. Effen thou?
we dae face th? monster Ghrial, our lives must needs go on.? I was unconsciously touching the starfyre band upon my hand.

Legend leaned back in her chair, clasping her hands within the long sleeves of the ivory robe. ?And so Heiress,? matching my formality, ?this news for which you seek my blessing??

I steeled myself for the pending reaction, ?Legend..... I haff taken mine lifemate.?

The High Priestess? face remained impassive, but the spark in her eyes was clearly dangerous, ?You have actually taken him, or you intend to take him??

?I haff giffen mineself willin?ly both body an? soul Yer Grace.?

?You did not seek Council approval Heiress. You have violated centuries of tradition.? She suddenly noticed the white golden band upon my hand. ?So, you have sealed this irrevocably I see, and only now do you deign to come and seek my approval. Did you think that by doing first and inquiring second that it would be easier to convince me? You are seriously mistaken Alais ?d Nitesong Sidhe, default Heiress.? The High Priestess? face remained impassive, however the words belied the outward calm. ?Did you at least have the sense to take to lifemate a sorcerer from Nitesong?? She was inwardly searching for a possible match....but quickly realizing Alais had never shown any interest nor encouragement to any of the sorcerers of the Sidhe.....her interests had always been across the channel, in the lands of the Humans. However, never, never had Alais taken a human male as a serious companion. This was serious indeed.

?Is this Lifemate a sorcerer at all? Or did you take to your pallet some *human* who can only thin the lineage of your blood?? Her words were like venom.

I flinched visibly... I had known Legend would be angered... and indeed hurt by this news, however, the response was worse than I?d expected.

? Legend..... please..... ye dae nae know Uly. I am aware that I haff violated th? tradition in this matter...... ?oweffer, I haff made th? decision that was rite fer mineself. Shouldst I die in this war, I wouldst haff th? joy o? luvin? this soul.?

?Is THAT the reason for such utter madness? Fear of dying alone and unloved?? Icredulity slipping past the High Priestess? outward calm.

?Nay Legend.... nae a?tall. I haff done this b?cause I dae belief ?ere, in mine ?eart that this was meant tae be. We haff shared manna thin?s an? feelin?s. We are right.... an? such doth nae come along twice in a lifetime Yer Grace. As fer nae waitin?..... I mayst only say tae ye that our joinin? was nae th? result o? long courtship. This band I dae wear this day was giffen b?fore we didst join our lives as one. I haff nae shamed mine ?eritage Legend. I haff done th? opposite.... I haff made ?t stronger. I dae ask ye tae bless this union, fer ?t brings much tae Nitesong, an? brings th? only rite soul I haff encountered intae mine life.?

The High Priestess? unwavering gaze studied me long moments, ?Please tell me Alais that he is not *human*. Even I could not convince the Council if that is the case.?

?Nae in th? sense ye be meanin? Legend. ?e ist o? ?umanity.... but nae ?uman per se. ?e ist nae a sorcerer borne...an? therefore Xenograg doth remain as mine legal replacement shouldst I nae survive.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:17 EST
The High Priestess paced the confines of her office.

?Consort! Of all the foolish things to do!? She was shaking her head, sorting out the feelings from the reality of the situation.

?Well, done is done. How to minimize the damage?? thoughts, options and possibilities echoing thru her mind. ?If human, accidents happen. That's been done before.?

?Trezor!? she called one of the messengers.


?Yes Your Grace??

?Go into the city. Summon the stranger there known as Ulysses Graham here. NOW! Make certain he understands this is not open for discussion. Bring him straight here. Do not tarry. Use whatever methods necessary.

With a dismissal wave of her hand, the messenger hurried out to find the one the High Priestess sought.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:18 EST
Poor Trezor's work would not be easy this day, though Ulysses was now somewhat known around the Sidhe, he was not at the shared Rouwan, nor the mineral springs (though he had been there earlier). Nor skirting the edge of the Devastated Lands, nor simply roaming as he was wont to do.

At last, after an hour's climb up the mountainside, the messenger found him. Scrambling onto the granite outcropping, he was greeted warmly.

?Hail, good fellow. An' what word haff ye for Uly Graham on this fine day??

How could this Uly sit here so comfortably, bare from the waist up? It was cold up here! Thought Trezor. Catching his breath, Trezor stammered, ?Her Grace, High Priestess Legendazona, requires your presence in her offices immediately.? Perhaps expecting resistance, the messenger underscored the urgency of the summons, ?You must understand this is not a request. You are to comply with haste.?

Uly smiled back at the overworked fellow, ?Be assured, I desire nothing more.? He drew the forest green tunic back over my head and opening a golden rift for them both, ?Shall we??

Trezor eyed the glittering portal. ?Shall we what??

Uly chuckled, ?It seems you'd prefer discussion, rather than being on our way.? He shrugged, ?Haff it your way, my good man. Enjoy the walk back down.? He stepped through the portal into the High Priestess' chambers, it closes behind him.

He deftly dropped to one knee, head nodding in curt but sincere respect, ?Your Grace. I am Ulysses Graham.? The incredible sensation of lifeforce smoldering behind his amethyst eyes make clear this is no human.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:19 EST
I had just left the High Priestess, my thoughts in turmoil from the scathing comments by the woman who's council and friendship had been with me for almost as long as I could remember.

I walked out toward the Devastated Lands, I cloaked myself in a spell of invisibility, not wishing to be disturbed by anyone. Thoughts weighing heavily in my mind, even though in my heart I knew I'd done the right thing for myself.

?Goddess.... haff I done such an' 'orrible thin? Haff I weakened mine 'ome an' put these people at risk by mine choice in Uly??

I paused at the border, and came upon a plant I'd never seen before.... the buds were sable, the blooms silvery.... quite unlike anything I'd ever seen. Were these in fact the plants Uly had told her about when he spoke of the seeding of the border? A soft smile curved my lips, most likely they were indeed.

I continued along the border, wondering if an Heir had ever stepped down for lack of ability. Several had turned over their reigns to sons or daughters after many successful years, and others had been killed defending the Sidhe in aeons gone by. For all my well meaning intentions, it seemed nothing was working out well. After ages of peace, I had Ghrial to contend with, after forming a partnership with Xeno, Shakira was now loose again because I needed the shard the daemoness stole from us, forcing Xeno to undo the spells keeping Shakira in check, with Shakira loose... Athlstan had been wounded and his wife slain, his baby a captive of the daemoness, Glum and Morrin were at risk because it would be up to them to reforge Morvinyon, and now, when I'd taken to lifemate a soul whom captured my heart and mind like no other, I'd caused a rift between Legend, mayhap her people, and myself. I'd dragged Uly from his own world, into my own.... and what a mess my world was.

Standing staring into the barren landscape, tears slipping unheeded down my cheeks, the desolation of the scene before me the perfect foile for my heart. Turning the starfyre band upon her finger, I stood there pondering the ramifications of my actions.::
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Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:20 EST
As the golden rift winked into existence within the chambers of the High Priestess, 8 body guards leapt into place surrounding the intruder into the sanctity of Her Grace's Office.... staffs ready and spells poised should the intruder be aggressive.

Legendazona stood up, fully expecting trouble, her hand clasping the torque at her throat, the words of a defensive spell already springing to her mind.

As the figure emerged from the glittering portal, and dropped to his knee in respectful greeting, her hand dropped from the torque.... piercing aqua eyes reviewing every inch of this Ulysses Graham... finally meeting an amethyst gaze that showed clearly this one would not be easy to remove from the Sidhe. No mere mortal here..... now... exactly what was he, and what were his motives for ensnaring Alais?

She motioned the body guards to step back.

?Ulysses Graham, my thanks for arriving in a semi-prompt manner. I did send Trezor quite some time ago. Where is my messenger??

Walking back to her table, taking the spartan chair behind it, Legend finishes the writing she had been doing prior to Uly's entry. Not looking up at him as she finished, and not offering him the courtesy of a seat.

At length, laying the quill down, the hooded figure returned her attention to Ulysses. ?Now, the reason I have summoned you here Mr. Graham.?

She motioned the body guards to leave the room before continuing.

?Mr. Graham, I expect you already know who and what I am. I will not bore you with further explanations. I will however tell you that I am most displeased that you have taken to Lifemate our Heiress. You pose a difficult problem for me, for our Sidhe, and for our future. You have tempted her into disobeying traditions many centuries old. And, I believe you do not understand the ramifications of the Sidhe's Heiress' responsibilities. Somehow, I suspect our impetuous Alais has failed to tell you sufficiently about her home.?

?What you have done is dangerous beyond measure Mr. Graham. Are you aware of Alais' bloodlines? Do you know what it means to be Tuatha de Dannan? Do you know how few still may claim direct descent from the Tuatha de Dannan? Your influence in her bloodlines will do nothing but weaken our already endangerd home.?

The shadows from the High Priestess' hood keeping her features in inscrutable shadows.

?Mr. Graham, you have already done serious damage by laying claim to the body of our Heiress. I ask you to reconsider your making her your Lifemate.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:20 EST
The image of Uly in Legend?s office showed him seemingly impervious to the piercing aqua eyes, he maintained his respectful stance.

?Your messenger found me on the mountainside. His urgency was not in his heart.?
Uly remained at the kneel, but head unbowed, ?I have patiently awaited this meeting; I have not the time for the pointless questioning of messengers.?

He was impassive as the Priestess spoke. Only the final sentence brings a split-second scowl and a spark of fire to his open palms. He was straining to keep the accent now threaded into his life from my speech, he begin his retort in measured tones.

?Your Grace, you are vague--less than convincing. You question my knowledge but do not educate. What leads you to believe I would reconsider in ignorance is beyond my reckoning. You know less than nothing of me, for if you knew nothing then you would have no erroneous prejudices. I know little of you save this meeting and I assume less. So I will educate you, for I sense there are many questions you cannot divine and will not deign to ask; I will allow your facade of pride to remain in tact.?

His voice turned eerie, cold, separate, echoing from means yet unjustified.

?I carry millennium-old bloodlines. I am the amalgamate of one random Ulysses Graham and one-hundred thirty-four others picked by a council of millions to create me as I stand before you now. Therefore, I say to you, my breeding spans one-hundred thirty-five thousand years; what of Tuatha de Dannan? I will not belittle Alais' heritage in ignorance; do not be so bold in your deriding mine unless you intend to end them--and I doubt much that you can. Further know, I am the one culminate Ulysses Graham. In all of existence I am unique. You ask me how few carry Tuatha de Dannan and I tell you how deeply I understand.?

He did not pause to gauge her response, his mind moving elsewhere as the voice echoes on.

?I will tell you what I know of responsibility, Priestess. My kingdom lies in another world. My subjects are the severed energies from half a thousand star systems. Since this may be meaningless to you, I shall put it in terms understandable--though perhaps overwhelming. The lifeforce of six-thousand billion mortals are a fraction of what rests in my command. You speak of damage and danger, and I wonder if you truly understand what those words can mean. Look deep in my eyes and you'll find those definitions written in the blood of innocents. ?

The voice suddenly sparks with life, ?Believe me when I tell you, my existence without love endangers this world far more than the bond 'tween the Heiress an' I.? A warmth pervades his words now, borne of the passion in his eyes.

?Legendazona, I do nae lay claim here. I haff giffen m'self irrevocably. I'm sworn tae remain as long as Alais will haff me, an afore ye go persuadin' her tae let go, look to yer oon motives. Remember th' previous Heiress o' Nitesong an' bear in mind ye'd all but driffen th' life from this one afore she accepted me o' her own free will.?

?If ye dae harm t' her, if ye force her tae choose an' she chooses me, ye'll haff lost th' both o' us. If ye force her an' she chooses tradition, ye'll loose me an' what's left o' her heart. So afore ye answer wi' theatrics an' power or selfish requests, ye must ask yerself if ye are prepared fer such loss. Will ye teach me th' ways o' Nitesong??

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-22 00:21 EST
The image shifts to a view of the Druidess regarding Uly. She started without preamble as they took opposing chairs before the crackling fire, dinner not yet placed upon the oaken table.

?In all of existence, are not each of us unique Mr. Graham? Your lineage is old indeed by our standards. I?ll not dispute that, though is it as pure as Alais?? Can you claim the direct blessing of a primary deity? Alais can.?

She kept a thoughtful aqua gaze on Uly, her ivory hood pushed back as dinner was placed upon the table, and glasses filled with eise wyne from the Sidhe.

?The Tuatha de Dannan defeated the giant Firbolg over 6 millennia ago. They did so by the grace of the Goddess Ceridwen in the aspect of the Calleach. The most terrible aspect of the 3 our Goddess is liable to manifest. Her mandate then, as now, was clear... the Tuatha de Dannan would remain powerful only as long as they remained a pure race.?

?If you are an amalgamate; how may your bloodlines be pure Mr. Graham? Powerful you seem to be, but is that power born of pedigree? I mean no malice with my query, I shall trust in your understanding the purpose of my questions Mr. Graham.?

She paused a few moments before continuing, taking a sip of the wyne::

?Your presence here as the Heiress? Lifemate means the carefully laid plans of a blending with the venerable Caythe is no longer possible. It is no accident that Alais was approached by Caythe recently in RhyDin. Caythe seldom meets one of such pure pedigree Mr. Graham. I am certain he would overlook the fact that Alais? body is no longer untouched. He has been quite worldly himself these past 3 millennia.?

?I do not ask you this from spite Mr. Graham. That you care for Alais is not the issue. That you cannot give her, indeed us, pure children IS. Can you, being so different an entity, beget children in our world? And if you can, what impact does your contribution have on our genetic material??

?My boldness is not meant as an affront. Merely it is the need for expedience that I inquire. I know Alais does not consider these things. Indeed I wonder if it?s crossed her mind at all. Her spirit will not look at the responsibility she owes the Sidhe in this respect. I however must as it is I who am the Primary Council here.?

?I believe you knew Alais? predecessor. She was wed to an outsider. Against my council. That union ended in tragedy, leaving a son alone. That son has been ostracized, and may never claim inheritance here in Nitesong. Indeed, I do believe that son to be dead as well.?

?And what of your own world Mr. Graham? How would they accept a sorceress as your Lifemate? Considering you come from a technological world, I suspect they would consider our Alais quite backwards, would they not? Or worse, would they shun her? Make her a parriah in your home??

?You have asked me to teach you the ways of our Sidhe..... I am trying to do just that Mr. Graham.?

?I am no monster sir. I am fighting to protect the few remaining folk of our Sidhe. Alais? heart would be broken if you were to depart Mr. Graham. I know that well. However, when weighing that against the fact that she WOULD do her duty to the Sidhe if you were not here, it would be best for all of us if you departed... allowed her to grieve, and then permit her to live up to the responsibility she has to Nitesong. Caythe can give us what you can not.?

?Now, with further information, and that you are no longer being asked in ignorance, I do ask you again to reconsider your relationship with Alais.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 06:57 EST
Uly returned the Druidess' regard with an easy and comfortable manner, carefully evalutating each word before uttering it.

?No, Your Grace, strictly speaking we are not all unique. You, for instance are not entirely unique. I can explain this at length if you wish, but am confident I am among a handful of beings in all existence who may lay claim to being unique, for few consciously exist across mulitple continuums. While you exist in four dimensions: height, width, depth and time; I exist in five, adding probability and combining one-hundred thirty-five separate events within it into my own being. As well, none of my probable counterparts in all the multiverse are currently attuned to the Flux--if they were, I would know. Therefore, I, the amalgamate, am a truly unique instance of Ulysses.?

?As to purity, my father's pedigree arose from a thousand year breeding program, while my mother's was created. Thousands of years of science established what my mother would be, not thousands of years of semi-random breeding. Her material was designed to perfectly augment my fathers. My father's house has never been defeated. The name of Graham is revered on Mairee, and I assure you from personal knowledge Mairee is a far more difficult world than Rhydin.?

?As to deities, the blessing directly placed upon Alais does not seem to avail Nitesong a great deal. I doubt I can discourage you on this matter, but I have spoken to the people upon the streets. Many believe the Sidhe's future is all but sealed. I do not believe that--not because of Tuatha de Dannan's blessing from Ceridwen, but because I see individuals such as yourself and Alais who will fight to the very end for the Sidhe. For myself, I have yet to reveal to you what I am. I have not taken you into the Flux. Perhaps, in time, we will agree to do this. On Rhydin I am a portal, a manifestation of my existence in the Flux. In the world on the other side, I am the primary deity--and you would do well to understand the extent of my power there. I say this not as a threat, but as an offer of aid. If I meant to do battle upon Nitesong, I would not assail you--I would seek out Ceridwen.?

He watched, still with an easy comfort, knowing this may be blasphemy to the priestess.

?Ah, you misunderstand the nature of my amalgamation. The being of Ulysses does not branch significantly until the Cataclysm--the first taking of a star system's life. My heritage and upbringing are the same across all one-hundred thirty-five continuums within me. You have mistakenly assumed they were divergent, and I apologize for allowing that. The Exotics have been far too precise to have chosen probabilities altering the foundation of their prize. My power was born of pedigree. My lineage allowed me to survive the Cataclysm and become many things, the Starkiller among them. However, it is the temper of my will and spirit which are the ultimate source of the disciplines I command.?

?My dear High Priestess, if you think Alais will ever mate with Caythe, you are sadly mistaken. I had believed you cared for her, but now begin to see your intent toward her differs little from the Exotics' toward myself. You would do her no harm, but her true well being is of secondary concern. Even if I left here tonight, begging her to bear children by Caythe, she would not do so; and I must tell you the little knowledge you have of genetics is frankly quite inferior to my own. The breeding pool is far too limited. I have discussed this with Alais--for it has crossed our minds--and begun educating her on such matters. The genetic path of Tuatha de Dannan is a dead end without an exterior influence. Your own persistence in pursuing it can only bring harm to the bloodline. I have conceived three possible ways to revive the chosen of Ceridwen and one is out of the question. This leaves two paths open. The path you seek is simply not one of them. Fortunately, the two paths are not mutually exclusive and neither involves harming Alais.?

?Regarding Alaisia, I have little to say. A facet of me knew Valmion, and like so many he started at one point and ended somewhere else. If the Sidhe expatriated their son it is Nitesong's loss, for I know the both of them could produce naught but children with the potential to be among the noblest anywhere. You have laid tragedy upon tragedy, loss upon loss. It would seem to an outsider as myself you learned little from the history of Telemachus II.?

?I cannae fathom how ye can lay the traits o' your own order at the feet o' mine birth worlds. The house o' Graham an' the world o' Mairee would recognize Alais for what she is: beautiful, smart, strong an' gifted by nature. I believe the Exotics haff already chosen her tae play in their plans for myself. In fact, I suspect they haff chosen ye tae mold me as well. I cannae effer seem tae keep up with them. Dae nae mistake a technological society as evaluatin' life accordin' tae scientific knowledge, for we haff found the two haff little tae dae with oon another.?

?I dae respect the insights ye haff giffen me. I would nae dream o' labelin' ye a monster. Howeffer, ye are misguided, an' that is acertes. All Caythe can giff ye is lower birth rates. Produce as many offspring as ye like, an' the fact o' the limited breeding pool will produce naught but sterility an' increasin' deformity. If ye had remained a pure people, with more o' the Tuatha de Dannan remainin' in the true bloodline, then ye'd haff a chance t'day. As 'tis, ye haff none. Twelve is nae a tenth o' the number ye need tae recover in these circumstances, for 'tis the sorcerer's traits ye be needin' tae preserve. Whateffer promise Ceridwen gave tae ye, 'twas cast aside generations agone. Ye are too late, Legendazona, an' the sooner ye face it the better.?

?I haff begun tae understand your problems much better this past week, an' tae perceive why in all the mulitverse I would end up here. Why this moonsilver ring would persist in callin' me back. Why the Exotics an' Ceridwen would seem tae conspire in creatin' this destiny. I haff endeavored ev'ry wakin' hour tae unravel the purpose o' mine bein' in this land, an your information has been o' the utmost value tae me. I am insignificant in the light o' your greater obstacles, High Priestess, an' mine relationship tae Alais shall remain unchanged as long as she will haff me.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 06:59 EST
The image shifts between Uly and Legend, as the High Priestess arched a pale eyebrow at Uly?s comment that we are not all unique. ?I assure you Mr. Graham, there are no other Legends in this world-place and time. Does that not make me unique? And Alais, what brings you "here" if she is not unique? Why not simply take her in another existence and leave us in peace here if what you say is true? Your intimation that there are other realities, and other Alais' would suggest to me that it should be easy for you to leave this time and place alone. To let it develop as it was intended to develop, rather than altering the intentions of our Goddess. Surely another Alais could suit your needs??

She listened as he recounted his pedigree. ?So, in your world the artificial manipulation of the essence of life is well advanced. It would seem to me Mr. Graham that that is a dangerous thing; to alter and modify life a-purpose to serve the whims and desires of whomever is in power. What you blithely refer to as *random* breeding is not quite as random as you suggest. It IS overseen by Ceridwen and to a lesser extent the Goddess as Rhiannon. I suspect it is the aspect of our Goddess that has driven Alais to you for Rhiannon is the aspect of our deity that is the essence of youth and the carefree foibles of youth.?

?The glittering accomplishments of your father's house sound meritorious indeed, albeit a shame that Mairee sounds a thoroughly hostile world from what you say, conducive to violence and wanton destruction. So, you hail from a world of warlords and power. We have sufficient such troubles here of our own sir. Do you bring your world's penchant for such with you?? Keen aqua eyes levelly regarding Uly, clearly seeking the motives behind his presence in Nitesong, and indeed RhyDin.

?Your mother's *perfectly designed* material was *perfectly* designed to what set of criteria? If war and the skills of war were the criteria, how would that criteria change if a pastoral entity was required instead? or a healer? Would that *perfect match* still be so perfect? You see Mr. Graham, the pitfalls of your genetic manipulation are precisely the alleged strengths you cite.?

?Specialization and single purpose breed weakness in other areas due to mankind's inherent lack of scope. Diversity by natural selection permits adaptation and growth of the whole, with the less adaptable forms eventually dying off. In your case, you may perfectly suit the current needs of your creators.... but it is doubtful that you can adapt sufficiently to other needs.?

?You may well be a deity in your own realm.... however, you yourself admit to being only a projection here. That in itself puzzles me. Why would you choose to manifest yourself as a mere portal in Nitesong? If it is Alais... this unique Alais... that keeps you here, and not some other aspect, why do you not simply relocate? Or take her into your world??

?If Alais is simply an excuse for your presence, then indeed you will find Ceridwen a formidable force. Your lack of respect for our deity is distressing to me Mr. Graham, I pray for your sake the Calleach will be simply amused by your behavior and insolence.?

She listened intently to his views on Caythe... anger sparking in deep aqua eyes at his view of the Goddess' wisdom.

?MR. GRAHAM!!! My persistence in following the mandate of our Goddess is NOT open for discussion! The harm to our blood line comes from the outcrossing and dilution caused by the Tuatha de Dannan sorcerers taking outsiders as Lifemates. My *inferior* knowledge is based on FAITH sirrah. Faith that we will be taken care of as the favored people of Ceridwen as long as we abide by her laws! You poison her loyalty to the Goddess' promise to the Tuatha de Dannan Mr. Graham. As to the dead end of this *genetic path*, Caythe would have brought new and pure blood into our Sidhe. Your meddling in this issue is not welcome! Please cease your corruptive influence before you do irreparable damage! Alais WOULD Lifemate to Caythe if you left her. She will realize her responsibility to her people once you are gone. As I said....her heart will suffer at first, she will grieve, but she WILL do the right ting for Nitesong. As things stand now, she has a valid reason for not accepting Caythe.... a living Lifemate... you. You however can change that condition Mr. Graham. The Council could make Alais see the wisdom of Caythe if you were not an issue.?

She took a sip of the eisewein before continuing.

?The fact that you have little to say regarding Alais' predecessor tells me that your knowledge of our system is still lacking. Alaisia was far more suited to rule here. Her only weakness was an Outsider. The son they had was not sorcerer enough to rule. To allow a weak link in our leadership such as Arlingond would have hastened the obliteration of Nitesong. I do not dispute the veracity of the potential for noble offspring from that ill-fated union, simply that such offspring are not suitable for our needs. Just as another sire for you would not have suited the needs of your world.?

She gave a vague frown as he laughed at her query regarding his Homeworld's acceptance of Alais::

?I lay the traits of many worlds at the feet of your homeworld, even though I do not know Mairee personally. I have seen the prejudices and ugliness of other technological based worlds when they encounter the Earth-mother societies such as mine. Most look with utter disdain at the *backwardness* and *inferior knowledge* of people such as the Tuatha de Dannan. What these technological realms usually do not understand is that by remaining in touch with what they perceive to be "dumb nature", we assure our existence while they slowly poison themselves into extinction. If I have committed a sweeping generalization that is inaccurate of your world, then I offer you an apology... though I doubt you would recognize such a short coming in your world for you are simply too close to see such a weakness.?

?You Mr.Graham seem to accept Alais' quaintness. But I ask you, will she continue to keep your interest? She's young as Tuatha de Danaan go. Will you consider her inferior as decades and centuries pass? She seeks your strength and approval. Because of her inexperience, and her youth, she may well continue to depend upon you for another century. Will you find that endearing 10 decades from now??

She paused to permit his answers, the Sidhe accent now liberally interspersed in his words, she realized that in all probability, she would lose this fight. A resigned sigh almost escapes, but is cut off before it can give her away.

?Ulysses, I am trying to preserve the sorcerers traits. That has been the whole purpose of our discussions. Take another from the Sidhe if you believe your Exotics and Ceridwen have sent you here to save our world. Or better, find another of the Alais' you claim exist. Why are you SO set on this place and time when so many other options seem to be at your fingertips??

?As we have been brutally open with one another this evening, and laid to light the wide chasm of our differences, I must thank you for your forthrightness. That makes my job less muddied. For you see Mr. Graham, I prefer to know the extent of our differences rather than being forced to ferret information. I applaud your willingness to speak plainly.?

She raised the glass of eisewein in salute to him.

?If you really deem it necessary to stay as long as Alais will have you, I can do little more. Make no mistake about this though... I do not approve.?

?The Council will need to be introduced to you should you decide to remain. Think well before you give me your reply.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:01 EST
Uly listened carefully to everything Legendazona said to him, regaining his own birth accent before continuing.

?You have presented many questions, many excellent points and not a few personal insults, Your Grace. However, we are making amazing progress and I'll not dwell on injury you have not intended.?

?First, I must inform you quaintness has no meaning to me. I have absorbed half a thousand star systems, including six-hundred and eighty-eight inhabited worlds. Many were, as you say, quaint. They are inextricably part of my consciousness now, thus I cannot truly grasp a cultural application of these terms. Alais, Nitesong and Rhydin are what they are--I have yet to encounter a rating to gauge them against the backdrop of the infiniverse and have no desire to create such a scale. Speaking of scale, Legendazona, a century is hardly appropriate for this conversation. Perhaps you should ask if I will tire of Alais' affections in an aeon--and I will say to you no.?

?Second, you seem eager to develop an argumental model based on technology in opposition to nature. To an extent, I agree with this model. However, I am a living meld of science and nature, action and philosophy. On Chultys the only unnatural artifacts are the twenty-eight gates to Jacynth. Look at this table, these chairs, your papers and the hundred other examples in this room. These are the private offices of the High Priestess Druid Legendazona, and they house more technology than all the Exotics' homeworld. Facets within me walked for ten years on that world, passing months in the absence of all unnatural things. Further, the single most violent event on Chultys is birth, for all are herbivores or photosynths--and therefore none have had need to develop a means to kill. How many means of destruction wait outside these chambers at your guards' belts? That world produced my mother, the perfect augment to my warrior father. Maireen spirit and Exotic spiritualism coexist in me. I understand your arguments are narrow to bolster their strength --such tactics do win in untutored debate-- but to end such attacks I tell you I have walked for days without pause in debate among minds farther reaching than yours and mine. Though I have tried to explain, you know not what I am. Do not label me; you insult yourself. Ask those I have healed on Rhydin. Ask those I have blocked from the doorway to death with my own humanity. Ask them of my mother's design when a healer was required. Ire shall not control my words in this, for such would only defile my mother's last walk among the flowers.?

?Howeffer, mine father be another matter entire. Aye, Mairee is violence incarnate. The skies an waters dae churn the planet like a cauldron. In galaxies I've nae seen anythin' like Her. An' in all mine probabilities She pummels the Maireens just th' same. But I'll tell ye, mine father's power ne'er sprang from desire o' destruction but from unwaiverin' restraint. If ye dae nae understand that then ye best speak nothing o' warlords for nothing ye know. Penchant for sech, ye dae pierce mine heart through. My people di' nae make Mairee; She made them. When y'ar tempered by violence an' destruction the end o' such be yer souls' oon true desire.?

?Life is nae aboot power. I haff stole enough life tae know better than ye. Life is nae effen aboot survival, as ye an your sacred Tuatha de Danaan bloodline would haff me believe. Bein' true tae life, all the sacred life in the infinity o' existence, that be the heart o' the matter. There be other times an' places easier tae attainin' many o' mine desires, but there be nae mistake--tae remain true is tae remain here. I will nae question ye'r FAITH, for half o' mine own actions are out o' the same. E'en the Exotics act on FAITH. I did nae ask Alais tae put this moonsilver ring in mine hand. I did nae ask its magic tae pull me back here in the middle o' the night tae lay in the sands o' the arena, feelin' the love an' blood spilled from mine own heart there years agone. An' again it did grasp me across the reach o' five dimensions allowin' Alais an' Ozymandias tae trap me an' flood my mind with what I 'ad once been in this world. I haff been giffen nae choice but tae take it on FAITH that I dae belong here, and if I am nae welcome I must put tae ye: not welcome by who, when Ceridwen's own grace did bring me here??

Genuine fire smoldered behind his eyes. ?I?ll not play the hypocrite, Legendazona. Facets o' mine own self haff severed life with cold dispassion on a scale sae grand I doubt ye can begin tae comprehend it. But when ye speak o' Arlingond an' Alais like lapdogs tae be kicked an' bred at a whim for the greater good I am sae enraged I could snuff the candle o' your star an' revel in ye'r shock it could all be sae insignificant. Mine love an' respect o' life, all life, stays mine fury--for I am far from the one tae be judgin' annae.?

?Your Grace, I dae nae believe I am here tae save Nitesong. I dae nae know if annae can, save perhaps Ceridwen Herself. Mannae options are at mine fingers, aye, but nae other Ulysses tae be here for Alais. As long as she will haff me I shall remain. Tae leave her or tae lose her...I dae nae know where such sorrow could go. Love is the expression o' life, an' I am life. Sae I haff giffen mineself an' cannae retake.? Sudden realization widened his eyes. ?Dear Goddess, ye haff nae sensed it, haff ye? Oh Legendazona, I am truly sorrae. I haff wasted sae much o' ye'r time. An Exotic giffs part o' theirself tae their lifemate fore'er. I cannae unbind mineself from Alais--'tis nae longer a matter o' changing my mind. When she severes that part o' mine thread, only then can I part from her--when she has killed the part o' mine thread which is hers. I haff giffen mine love wholely an' unreservedly tae her, but part o' mine verrae lifethread as well. Ye haff argued the impossible sae valiantly; I am sae truly verrae sorrae.?

?Afore goin' tae the Council, I would place mine offering afore ye. I dae nae know how ye will receive it, nor what 't may dae tae me if ye accept. I cannae be Tuatha de Dannan, but I dae please ye'r Heiress an' mayhap Ceridwen as well. Howeffer, I can assimilate manae traits o' the true blood intae mineself with the aid o' your sorcerers an' carry an essence o' the Goddess herself with the aid o' your Druids. I seek nae for myself in this matter, but for mine lifemate, the Sidhe an' the children o' both. If ye an' the Council reject mine offer, I ask only ye ne'er speak o' it tae Alais--for I doubt she'd allow me tae risk it e'en if 'twere the Sidhe's oonly 'ope.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:03 EST
Images blur and reform to a morning after my incident with the shadow wraiths, I had felt a strong need to speak with Legend. The near brush with utter helplessness, coupled with the knowledge that without Uly and Ozy, I would likely not have survived the ordeal triggered a deep seated need to converse with my lifelong friend and councilor. Placing a whisper soft kiss upon his lips, then departing just as dawn turned the morning sky a pale grey, leaving Uly still asleep in our pallet.

I had hurried thru morning ablutions in an effort to catch the High Priestess just after her sunrise songs. Heading toward the Caverns, I ran into Trezor. ?G'morn tae ye Trezor. Ist th' Priestess back from mornin' services??

The green robed Ovate paused, regarding me from within his hood, his breath puffing white clouds in the frigid air. ?No Heiress, Her Grace is expecting you at the henge in the Sacred Grove. I was on my way to give you her message this moment.?

Somewhat taken back by the choice of location, Iwas not surprised that Legend wanted to speak to me. Thanking Trezor, I had altered my path toward the Sacred Grove in the valley beyond the city.

Huddling deeper within the midnite blue cloak, trying to avoid the icy breeze, the runes in the cloak flickering in time to my thoughts I crossed toward the henge. Deciding I had not the appetite for the walk this morning, I focused on the translocation spell to take me directly to the edge of the Henge. Without the augmented senses from Ozy, my spells reacted normally, and as the staff hit the frozen ground, the thunder echoed in the quiet Sidhe.

Legend stood within the standing stones with her face uplifted to the sky, her arms outstretched. Her clear voice raised in song as the sun rose over the Devastated Lands.

I stood in silent awe... .this Song of Rising never ceased to amaze me. It was ethereal... touching the soul and lighting it ablaze with its beauty and intensity. Yet every day Legend came here to repeat this ritual. Every day without exception since she had been a Priestess of the Goddess she had sung the sunrise.

Waiting outside the henge until the last notes of the song died away across the valley, Legend summoned me within the circle.

Glancing around the standing stones, I could see the Cleric's spell auras. She had wanted privacy... and Legend had gone to great lengths to see to it we had it.

Turning to Legend, a soft smile tugging at my lips, ?Yer Grace, haff ye such strong words fer me that we dae require a wall o' silence??

Legend's hooded features were facing me, but I could not discern the response carefully shrouded within the shadows there. Alais? I believe you know why we need to speak??

I nodded, ?Aye.... 't ist Uly an' yer objection tae 'im as mine Lifemate.?

The Ivory robed cleric nodded solemnly, ?Yes. I ask you to hear me with your reason rather than your heart Alais. You have allowed your heart free reign in this matter when it is your head that should have been in control. What have you been taught about being a ruler Alais??

Silver gaze studying the woman before me. ?Legend, ye haff taught me most efferythin' I dae know. This query ist unneeded.?

? Please indulge me Heiress.... answer mine question please.?

?As ye like. I haff been taught that 't ist far wiser an' beneficial tae make decisions in th' cool calm o' analysis an' fact rather than wi'in th' capriciousness o' passion an' 'eart.?

A slight nod from the hooded Priestess. ?Yes. Did you ever regret decisions made from the calm and well detailed analysis of conditions and situations??

?Nay, I haff nae. Such conditions haff always been most successful.?

?I see. So you find no fault or flaw in your teaching thus far??

?Nay.... I haff nae.?

?Then Alais, I ask you to consider those choices made in passion... strictly omitting Mr. Graham. May you claim the same successes for those actions done in passion??

?Nay Legend, well dae ye know I cannae.?

?Then Alais, I must ask you, what criteria did you use in selecting your Lifemate? Do you think the outcome likely to follow past experience??

Silver eyes blinked... then blinked again... shimmering tears dripping off sable lashes to fall onto the frozen ground. ? this ist different Legend.?

The hooded Priestess dropped the ivory hood, allowing her expression the full lite of the new morning. ? is it Alais??

Blinking back the flow of tears, twisting the starfyre band upon my hand. ?aye Legend... 't ist different in this case. Well dae ye know Legend that a sorceress must in truth love deeply a Lifemate fer that union tae produce th' blessin's we're needin'. I cannae luv jus' anna man. Uly jus' felt right. From th' first look.... from th' first touch. We seem tae touch 'cross th' normal boundaries o' our lives. I am 'appy Legend... dae I nae deserve tae be 'appy fer part o' mine life??

Legend's champaign coloured hair glinted golden in the strengthening sunlite. Her startling aqua eyes dark pools of color against the ivory robes and her pale features. ?You could have grown fond enough of Caythe. You could have held the Goddess' Law's in reverence Alais.?

I wrapped my fingers around the staff... drinking in the staff's energies, and slowly closed my eyes. ?Nay Legend... nae effer after Uly. If ye thin' 't wouldst better serve NItesong fer me tae step aside, I shall. Ye haff been mine friend an' council fer as long as I may remember. I dae ask ye now fer yer council in this matter.... fer I'll nae giff up Uly.?

Legend nodded solemnly, ?I had already surmised as much Alais, and it seems Mr. Graham is of like mind in this matter, though it pains me to see you turn your back upon your heritage. No, stepping aside helps nothing. I shall make arrangements with the Council. Do not mistake my acquiescence in this matter for concurrence Alais. I am still firmly against your actions.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:05 EST
Images faded and refocused into the office level of the Rouwan, which offered little warmth as the unnatural chill from Ghrial insinuated itself everywhere. Lighting a small brazier near her desk, Alais set to work digging out the information Xenograg had requested regarding any information pertaining to Liches in Sidhe histories and lore. The most accurate data would come from the chronicles of the War of Devastation, for there the Sidhe had actually fought a Lich that had been in service to the Archmage Eisilmoru. As to the lore, how much of that would be meaningful was anyone's guess.::

Taking a parchment of unusual ivory fibers, I summoned an ink that appeared to writhe and glow within the crystal container. It was less of a liquid than a vapor, and would require intense concentration to bend it to her needs, since Under-earth materials were difficult to manage. However, this message could not be accidentally dropped into the wrong hands, and her most trusted messenger Arrriahh had not returned yet. Sorcery would have to protect this missive, and Acacia would need to deliver it.::

M'lord Kensai,

I haff researched th' 'istories o' Liches in regard tae mine 'omeland. Th' followin' ist an excerpt from th' chronicles o' th' War wherein mine forefathers didst battle jus' such a creature. It seems that ye are most correct in assumin' nae normal weapon shall dae damage tae 'im. Effen enchanted weapons are nae likely tae dae much damage. Th' most likely means o' daein' 'arm tae 'im ist wi' sorcery, thou' due tae 'is age an' th' time 'e's 'ad tae hone 'is skills, we are likely tae see spells we haff neffer 'eard o' b'fore. This ist th' Lich's formiddable power. Th' sorceries at 'is disposal that we may only guess at. 't ist possible tae slow 'im down wi' our sorceries, an' possible tae distract 'im... thou' in all probability, we shall nae be able tae defeat 'im once an' fer all. Th' dangers o' such tactics be our own deaths if we dae misjudge Ghrial, ::shudders:: or worse. 't was such a sacrifice paid by Telemachus tae destroy foreffer th' Lich wi' Eisilmoru. That Lich made th' mistake o' keepin' 'is essence in a predictable location, which was thence brought tae th' Heir, whom didst thence destroy 'imself an' Orleon in sorcerous combat. I dae nae feel we haff time tae seek Ghrial's essence, thou' mayhap we may slow 'im down wi' our sorceries.

I dae lament that yer words th' other eve indicate that we shall nae haff Briel's abilities wi' us, thou' I dae understand. She hath been kind enou' tae offer me a means o' seein' in utter darkness, which ist an ability Ghrial doth haff that we dae nae. I thin' that whence we face Ghrial, th' link o' our sorceries is most likely th' strongest means available tae us, an' that alone, we are simply too weak tae face such a sorcerer. I await yer thoughts on 'ow tae proceed. I thin' that yer experience in tactics an' strategy suggest ye shouldst lead in th' initial meetin' wi' Ghrial, an' that mine abilities in defensive spells take a lead as we consider th' protection o' ourselves after we haff engaged th' Lich.

Our trip intae Riverbend may take a few days, an' I suggest that ye go on ahead tae meet wi' Grandmother an' Amaltea. I shall stay b'hind an' await Glum's attempt at th' reforgin'. There ist nae reason fer ye tae stay an' wait. Wi' Morvinyon either reforged, or nae, I shall meet ye at what effer location Grandmother hath decided 'pon. Simply let me know at yer convenience. Dinnae worry fer me in Riverbend. I know mine initial reaction tae returnin' there was..... unusual. Morrin ist away, an' I am confident Glum shall nae let 'arm come tae me whilst wi'in th' walls o' Morrin's keep. Mayhap I am simply gettin' jumpy m'friend. Whilst Morrin didst nae 'urt me, th' memories, for such I believe them tae be, haff etched themselves deeply intae mine thoughts. Morrin ist one I must needs avoid Xeno...... for I dae fear that one an' 'is dark past. Th' power that ripples thru th' ley lines in 'is presence ist enou' tae set mine teeth on edge. I cannae best 'im in sorceries, an' as 'e 'as such an effect 'pon me, 't ist best I dae avoid that one acertes.::wry smile at the words written there..... ::

I dae close this missive tae ye Xeno, 'opin' ye haff discovered more regardin' th' Lich than I haff been able tae provide ye. Dinnae worry 'boot Riverbend, I shall be joinin' ye as soon as Glum makes 'is attempt at th' reforgin'. Dae ye see Arrriahh..... she hath been missin'.... hence I send this wi' Acacia, prithee send word regardin' mine eagle shouldst ye see 'er, or 'ear o' 'er.... Harpies bein' rare... most folk shall remember seein' such as she.

I am in yer debt,

Lady Alais 'd Nitesong Sidhe
Heiress of Nitesong
Alais wathu-Darelir
Warlord of DoS

Uttering the spell learned those years ago from th' Moriquendi, the vaporous ink flares brite amethyst before sending the entire page into blackest shadows. The words there completely obscured as though the dark world of the Drow had consumed the entire page.

Sealing the ink once more... then sending it back to it's hidden storage place, Alais called to the grey wolf. Acacia's loping gait brought her quickly to the Rouwan, and with a brief description, the she wolf accepted the parchment, and loped toward the Dojo in RhyDin.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:07 EST
The images from Mairee faded, and next I was in Riverbend.

After leaving Uly and Ozy, the altered translocation took me to Riverbend. The difference in the spell was a minor alteration that permitted me to arrive within Morrin's keep in a non-corporal phase. The wards on Riverbend would not permit me to translocate directly within as flesh and blood, and so only my essence could transport inside the wards. I was aware that Ozy and Uly would most likely not be able to track me... Morrin's sorcery was phenomenal, and this small chink in his wards was a major success... though hopefully Uly would not discover my apparently lifeless form... hidden with great care behind ensorcelled walls of my study. Then, considering the starfyre band, I realized he would know I was alive, though mayhap not understand the effects. I would have to explain this form of translocation soon.

Checking on Glum's progress, I watch silently from a corner of the forge. His preparations had laid out the shattered remains of the ensorcelled blade. The mithril would be difficult to work, and required a great deal of preparation and planning. The song of the blade called to me... the matrix still broken, but at least all the pieces were at last collected in the same place. The call was a melody thru the ley lines, and had a subtle, underlying dissonance, which I attribute to the fact that the matrix is still broken.

As Glum prepares to attempt the reforging, I wonder how he will mend the matrix. As the Dwarf is not a magic user, my thoughts ponder some of the options. The most likely sorcerer though is one I'd rather not think about, albeit Morrin's status as an Archmage makes him the most likely candidate.

As I consider the Archmage, I decide it's time to depart. It would not do to be caught unawares by that one. Departing the forge, my exit takes me past the crumbling well, and still behind it, the apparently evergreen rose, and it's eerie single red bloom. Pausing near the plant, the violation of the glamor still strong in my blood... I wonder at Morrin's purpose for his actions... and whether he felt the violation as keenly as I did and do. Unbidden, Caythe's words drift thru my thoughts as I consider the rose.

Returning to the Sidhe, exhausted from the efforts to maintain my essence without solid form, I dispell the wards.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:09 EST
The world of Nitesong fades, replaced by my first trip to Mairee.

The trip to Mairee had been unexpected, though thoroughly delightful. It was not what I had expected, though to be honest, I was not certain exactly what I HAD been expecting.

Since the return, Uly and Ozy had spent much time together. I had been shocked to discover Ozy's new plumage, though with all the changes in Uly, somehow it seemed fitting. The explanations from Uly and Ozy had been extremely confusing, and the language of Uly's homeworld was coming slowly for me. The prophesy and prediction was something I well understood, but the *genetic manipulation* parts were still hazy and not well understood.

Watching as Uly and Ozy practice with the chaotic sources used by a sorcerer's spells proved an exercise in difficulties as Uly and Ozy were too used to the ordered energies of his world. Cantrips came reasonably easy, and elementary conjuration seemed to be coming well..... though the runic spells were proving unexpectedly difficult.

?Uly... 't ist critical that ye dae nae alter th' cadence nor th' inflection o' th' words. Th' rune must be inscribed precisely. Nae portion may be longer, nor shorter, nor misplaced in relation tae th' other elements o' th' rune. Wi'oot effery part in precise alignment an' each syllable properly pronounced... ye cannae successfully cast. 't ist why a sorcerer MUST needs master concentration... 't ist why a sorcerer doth nae go intae battle wi'oot heavy protection by armed fighters tae protect th' mage fer castin'. Interuption o' th' spell shall result in miscastin' at best.... annihalation at worst.?

Watching as Ozy gains command of the runes an' syllables first, the mind link between the 3 of us blurring individual thoughts and patterns as the spells are studied and practiced. As the practice continues, I am beginning to consider that the continued use of the blended energies of yours may be affecting my staff, unused to, and not made for the more powerful energies that you use. There is nothing overt that causes me this concern, though the blue crystal should really be green to accommodate the sources you command.

Ozy's solicitous nature since discovering his withholding information brings a soft smile to my lips. >Ozy, well dae I know ye haff always done what ye haff deemed appropriate, thou' I dae confess bein' a wee bit 'urt that ye elected nae tae tell me. We shall go on, an' I dae nae begrudge ye yer own thoughts an' actions.... fer are ye nae true life now??

As the practice and studies continue, our time spent in practice and refinement of the spells, a nagging worry gnaws at my subconsciousness. Excusing myself from one of our practice sessions, I take my staff and depart... the words of the spell you notice are subtly different.... not the normal translocation spell you have been practicing... and a search for my essence reveals nothing tangable.... as though I have left no sensory trails at all.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:11 EST
The dream shifts to Uly nodding, ?Ozy can nah accompany me tae Chultys; he is nae more prepared than ye. Howeffer, he can certainly help ye tae the family lands on Mairee. The fortress is fully programmed tae respond tae him an' he can reset it tae allow ye complete run o' the place.?

?There is nothin' ye can dae durin' the ritual save neffer remove the ring containin' th' threads o' our bindin'. 'twould be a dangerous distraction tae me. I shall advise Celebriel o' th' same. I dae look forward tae readin' her father's journal 'pon my return. I haff been afraid tae crack the tome, considerin' th' remarkable turn o' events with her new mortality an' all.?

Then, during my stay at Fortress Graham a starship arrived, given permission to land by Ozymandias. The occupant was a female Exotic, Chysandra. She was tall by human standards with ruddy-golden skin and turquoise eyes--Exotics are apparently hairless. She speaks through Ozy and the mindlink, imploring you to call her Chys (kiss). Chys was a nestling of my mother. She explained to me that Exotics do not speak the names of those who have taken the last walk among the flowers. She also explained that Uly?s mother sacrificed her link to the nest when she chose to mate with his father--as a physical and mental necessity rather than a social requirement. Chys described the Ritual of Unbinding in detail, and informed me of the ancient ritual--rather than the modern--had been invoked. In the ritual, every important persona imbedded in Uly?s psyche will manifest in an Exotic. Each will recount and present themselves to him telepathically as they are represented in his memories and opinions. These personae include the facets of his own existences as well as the individuals encountered, including myself. Because all of the influences on his psyche are externalized, only the core of his being remains to hear and meditate on what he perceives as himself, how he perceived those around him and how he perceives their perception of him. In the end, when the ritual is complete, he will either embrace a new perception of his psyche--consciously generated from the voices within him--or eventually go mad. The danger of insanity rises from the "loss" of the voices. The new psyche can draw upon the inner influences, but is not compelled by them. Dominance and separate identity are consciously redefined. If the identity is rejected, the core psyche crumbles and the spirit becomes a chaos of unresolveable conflict--unable to master the influences within. Because the ancient ritual has been invoked, there will be three days of Unbinding, four days of preparation for the externalized personas culminated by the three days of presentation and a final day of decision. She cordially answered all questions for me, and offered to assist in my manipulations of the Maireen matrix.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:13 EST
I listened to Uly?s explanation about the Graham Fortress, a sense of excitement suffuses the loneliness I have felt when you are absent. Knowing that I can look up into the nite sky, and at least see where you are makes the separation more bearable.

Upon arrival, Ozy performs as a perfect host, introducing me to the fortress, and at last I get a look from the aerie like windows from the cliffs overlooking the beach we had spent an evening upon not so very long ago.

Uly?s admonition not to remove the ring is met with a wide eyed silver stare. ?There ist nae annathin' that couldst induce me tae dae sae by mine own volition luv.... fer this tae be removed, 't shall haff tae be done by force.?

I stood on a balcony, and got my first up close look at a Starship. As Ozy had informed me that we were to have a visitor, I am none-the-less a bit surprised at my first look at the Exotic that departs from the Starship. Inviting Chys inside, we seem to hit it off companionably. Her curiosity almost matched my own in hers. Chys was unflaggingly patient with my lack of experience with her world. And as the day wears on, I had grown to like the female Exotic.

Her explanation of the *unbinding* still puzzles me. ?Chys, ye haff said th' ancient ritual.... what ist th' difference betwixt th' ancient an' th' modern? Dae ye know th' reason fer th' selection o' th' ancient version??

I had explained to Chys that Ozy an' I plan to do some experiments with my sorceries using the energy matrix of Mai-rhee. I also told her about the experience using Ozy's augmented sensory capabilities, and confide that I am a bit frightened of trying that again, as the unexpected trip to the negative plane is not a trip I cared to make again.

?We shall work slowly from 'ere.... cantrips, spells wi' inert an' inanimate objects fer now.... Uly hath warned me that I cannae tame th' energies o' Mai-rhee, an' sae great care must needs be invoked as we dae widen our understandin' o' this matrix.?

Chys' offer to help came as a surprise. ?Ye work wi' sorceries?? I was clearly puzzled, as I had thought Uly's world did not work with sorcery.

We agreed to begin studies in the morning. I chuckled softly as Ozy seemed a bit reticent, though mayhap it was just my own fears coloring his reply.

>Ozy? Dae ye recommend th' augmented sensory link fer these cantrip practices, or dae ye thin' 't wiser tae stay separate? There be pros fer both ways.... wi' yer link, ye'll perceive dangerous conditions b'fore I shall... thou' unlinked, I haff a better grasp o' what th' spell *aught* tae be daein' an' 'ow 't aught tae be feelin' thru th' staff.... thou' wi' this unfamiliar matrix..... 't ist 'ard tae say.<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:14 EST
Continuing on Mairee, tte fortress was comfortable, in spite of the impending sense of massiveness. Ozy explained that nearly all softer stones on Mairee were eroded to sand long ago. I witnessed the torrential rains first hand on several occasions, and the spectral displays of lightning do indeed turn night to day.

Chysandra's ship appeared to be almost organic, uncomfortably similar to the curves and yielding impression of Ozy's prior form. Chys spent a great deal of time examining and interviewing Ozymandias, as he was once part of their existence but was eliminated by the overlays. The paradox apparently fascinates the Exotic.

?The ancient ritual is longer and more complex, Alais--or do you prefer Mrs. Graham?? She gave me a gentle smile. ?The modern ritual focuses on the external representation of external influences. For instance, separating your voice from Ulysses own inner voices would be one of the major objectives. With the ancient ritual the focus is turned more precisely inward. In the case of Ulysses, this is critical, for he carries one-hundred and thirty-nine portions of separate psyches within. We do not believe he realized the consequences of further bonding while in this amalgamate form, or if he did--he underestimated them. We do not wish to lose him either, dear.? Her use of the familiar term seemed to come quite easily, and seemed somehow appropriate. I felt Ulysses in her, as though the bond through this nestling of his mother has been dormant, but never severed.

?I am not a sorceress in your terms. Energy matrices are my specialty. I have data collected from many worlds and am deeply linked to the flow of the forces within the Harmony star system. Since Ulysses' appearance with the anomalous ring, I have been quite excited to spend time with you.? She laughsed softly. ?I do hope you will use Ozymandias' full capabilities, for though I do not have recollection of him--he apparently knows me quite well. He claims I am his mother.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:16 EST
Perched high upon the rock formations overlooking the beach, the first storm brought with it more lightening and reverberating thunder than I had ever dreamed imaginable from a natural storm. As I sat watching the multi-forked lightening strikes in awe... Ozy and Chys seemed amused at my enchantment by all the raw energies being rained down upon the landscape.

?Oh Ozy.... such power.... all wasted. Unleashed against a land and leaving only the most enduring behind.?

An inspection earlier of the rock outcroppings had confirmed that the towering cliffs were indeed only the igneous basalts and olivines.... not even the granites had survived... the plagioclase and oligoclases being too soft to survive long in the kind of onslaught that even now pummeled the ground around them.

Chys' inspection of Ozy was puzzling at first, until she explained that she was apparently Ozy's mother.

?Prithee Chys.... doth nae th' loss o' such knowledge an' memories via th' overlays bother ye? Tae suddenly discover such news?? I was clearly pondering what it would be like to have produced offspring, only to lose any such knowledge thru the manipulation of events.

?Chys, I dae nae dwell 'pon formalities... Alais ist jus' fine. Effen Uly doth nae refer tae me as Mrs. Graham, thou' if 't would please 'im, of a certes I wouldst adopt th' formality. We didst nae wed in th' common term ... 't was a Lifematin'... th' bonds may nae be broken as in th' means o' wedlock.? I glanced down at the starfyre band. ?We are bound tae one another far more deeply than that.?

Her explanation of the process made sense, and the term of endearment one of pleasant surprise. ?Chys..... 'ow dangerous ist this ritual? Knowin' Uly an' 'is mother as ye dae.... mayst ye suspect an' ootcome??

She gave me a soft smile. ?Indeed... th' moonsilver ring was a thing done an' giffen b'fore mine olde Uly didst depart fer 'is last mission... an' that didst bring this current Uly back tae me. I 'ad wondered 'ow ye'd take th' introduction o' th' moonsilver band. I too desire tae learn more aboot ye an' yer people Chys... an' I wouldst be most honoured tae haff ye join Ozy an' I in studies o' th' energy matrices 'ere. We haff already 'ad some small experiences wi' Ozy's augmentin' o' mine sensory capabilities.... an' I dae confess some concern o'er workin' that way again.... thou' 't ist th' only way tae learn... an' I haff a great desire tae dae jus' that.?

As the thunder echoed off the rocks, I grew more comfortable with Chys, and planning began for the first experiments on Mairee using the Maireean energies.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:18 EST
Chys' amusement was blended with curiosity. ?Nature is a work in progress, Alais. The thunderheads do not waste; they hold the power for a time, and when it is right--they release it. I wonder, do you believe the rains should not fall, the lightning not strike and the stones turn to sand? I would like to understand your philosophy.?

Ozymandias quirked his head at an odd angle, listening intently to us both.

Chys' gentle smile was ever-present. ?We do not believe knowledge is owned or lost. Our minds borrow for a time, and that time passes. Not unlike the thunderheads above. You have shared with Ulysses and Ozymandias; you know some of which I speak. I know it is difficult, not being an Exotic, to understand us. We share, always. I do not mourn loss over memories to overlays; I am eternal in the ways of my people and Harmony--perhaps more--in eternity I know those memories will return again and again forever.? Her laugh was soft and full of joy. ?This is also our curse. Our world-model is not conducive to decisiveness, since all things will eventually come to pass somewhere and somewhen. We are thankful for Mairee and Her people. As for Ozy? She tousled the feathers on his head affectionately. ?I am glad to have invested my cycle's work in him. I take joy in his being. His matrix and abilities to affect matrices are born from my toil and the sharing of Chultys. When I have taken the last walk among the flowers I will be with him always.?

Her smile was bright. ?It is well that you appreciate the gift you share. Your binding signifies you understand the power of love over life. We do not believe life can dictate love; they are eternally equal.?

Chys' gentle smile remained, but the twinkle in her eyes become...sharper. ?Alais, you have noticed how blunt Ulysses can be, how he reacts to politics and deceit. You must be careful what you ask of him, of Ozymandias and of me. An Exotic may withhold portions of truth or stress points of minor truth as a tactic of misdirection, but it is very difficult for us to lie. Many of us cannot. Ozymandias is a good example. The ancient Ritual of Unbinding drives all but the strongest mad. Ulysses is a random factor. We do not know what will happen, only that the modern ritual would have only postponed the inevitable collapse of his psyche.? Softly taking my hands in her. ?We do not have the same need for him as you, for you are his lifemate, but believe that we do need him desperately. The Exotics in the ritual are risking their own sanity to preserve his, for it must be done at all costs. He will not fail.? The certainty in her voice was disturbing, as though this is not a guess or belief--but the future.

The plans for studies passed the time comfortably. Chys was tireless and patient and endlessly curious. Ozy explained all Exotics share these traits. >Though you should know, Lady Alais, she is the foremost scientist in energy manipulation and modeling in the history of Chultys. Her nest is noted for longevity, being over forty standard years she is considered ancient by Exotic measure. Do not allow yourself to judge too much by her manner; she recreated Ulysses as much as she created me. The Cataclysm was her design.<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:19 EST
Chys was tilting her head slightly to one side. ?Then sorcerers are predominantly concerned with harnessing power? Power they perceive to be wasted? We do not perceive entropy as undirected energies. We believe all space-time-probability events have purpose, and that we should take great care in altering purposes.?

I was shaking my head. ?Nay, nae precisely Chys.... ?t ist more that a sorcerers power is called upon from th? matrices o? th? natural energies aboot us.... an? such displays as I haff seen ?ere bespeak o? massive amounts o? energies... an? th? thought o? bein? able tae tap such a vast resource ist enou? tae make anna sorcerer most desirous o? tastin? th? power that rushes thru yer mind an? body whence directin? th? energies. ?t ist an emotional an? physiological ?igh..... an? tae th? sorceress in me, th? energies I see as ?wasted? is th? envy I dae feel watchin? such.? I pulled up short at her comment about altering purposes, but keeping silent for now.

She listens quietly, ever smiling. ?It is not the requests you might make which concern me the most, dear, but the questions you may ask. An Exotic learns from the nest which answers to seek and which to leave unsought. You radiate courage, and I am not questioning your ability to survive emotional duress, but I encourage you to consider carefully what you truly wish to know--particularly in regards to the future. However, I will share my knowledge of Ulysses' life and family with you...and the future I see, if you wish.?

?I wouldst verra much enjoy ?earin? what ye wouldst tell me ?boot Uly?s family an? life. I dae sometimes wonder what Uly doth see in me, mine understandin? o? ?is world ist woefully inadequate. As fer th? future, ist th? Exotic?s viewin? o? th? future anna different from th? Priest sect?s lookin? intae th? future? Some o? them see verra well future events an? ?appenin?s. Prithee, ?ow ist our method differ from yer own? While I dae nae haff strong divination skills, I would indeed be most curious tae ?ear what ye wouldst willin?ly share wi? me ?boot th? future. An?, what ye haff in mind fer Uly... therein lies mine concern Chys. Wilst ye be leavin? Uly tae live ?is life.... or wilst ye be callin? ?im back intae service.?

?Respectfully examining the moonsilver staff, her eyes were bright. ?How was this created? As you have said, it assists you in manipulating energies, but I do not fully understand how the device works. I see no inherent mechanisms--at least none I recognize--but I sense its influence and attunement. How does it enhance control and direction? Is it primarily the crystal? What do the markings mean?? The questions came quickly and urgently, as Chys became increasingly excited.

Soft chuckle as Chys took a keen interest in the? staff. ??t ist th? final project a sorcerer completes b?fore leavin? a mentor.... th? creation o? th? staff. ?t ist th? culmination o? all that ye haff learned from yer studies, howeffer, ?t ist jus? th? beginnin? o? that tool?s life. Th? staff must haff th? ability tae adapt as a sorcerer?s skills grow. ?t was created o?er manna weeks time Chys. Hours ?pon hours o? careful research an? castin? went intae th? ensorcelry o? that object ye now ?old. Th? *mechanism* ye seek are th? runes. Each rune is th? spell a sorcerer hath captured an? stored wi?in th? staff. A sort o? segment o? th? staff devoted tae that precise spell. Tae activate th? spells there, a sorcerer must summon th? appropriate energies thru th? crystal.... th? crystal reflects th? sorce o? a sorcerer?s energies... hence whence I use th? staff... th? energies are coloured blue in mine ?omeland. Whence Uly didst utilize th? staff.... th? energies were green. Control an? direction are molded by th? sorcerer?s will. Th? staff ist simply a tool for callin? th? energies, an? ?oldin? spells fer quick release. Some o? th? spells wouldst be useless in practicality, as they simply take too long tae cast from scratch... hence, a sorcerer may store them wi?in a repository lackin? only th? trigger words. Summon th? energies, and trigger th? spell ist much more efficient.?

>Lady Alais, I am somewhat surprised you would ask me if I am sure. As Ulysses explained, in all the overlayed probabilities there is consistency up to the Cataclysm. In every one of them she is the theoretician who made it possible. I am the anomaly, since I departed to Rhydin rather than be eliminated by the 132nd overlay. Only on the account of my own existence does my pre-Cataclysm history diverge from theirs.<

>I didst mean nae insult Ozy.... ?t ist simply ?ard tae believe she ist capable o? such actions.<

Chys releases a faint sigh, but her smile exuded patience. ?Alais, I am a scientist--a philosopher. This is the Exotic way. We make plans, explore possibilities, but we do not make the decision to implement. These paths you ask of were charted years ago and chosen very carefully to insure the security of Harmony. An Exotic would not make such choices, for as I have said, we are not very good decision makers. All things do come to pass in space-time-probability, and thus it is difficult to choose to change anything--very difficult. But not for Maireens, particularly not for the greatest general in their history. Ulysses' father would have better explanations for you than I, for all of these things were his decision--as commander of the fleet.?

I was clearly puzzled by Chys? explanation. ?Ye haff made these thin?s possible tae th? Mai-rheean?s... ye know what th? probabilities were fer such uses... I dae nae understand th? rationale Chys... truly I dae nae. Why assist anna wi? doomsday weaponry, obliteration o? whole systems, an? continue tae revisit such thin?s? Security I dae understand... verra well... I haff fought fer mine ?omeland, an? continue tae dae jus that... thou? neffer could I haff pondered th? thin?s Uly hath told me haff ?appened in ?is world. An? I mean nae disrespect... fer I dae like ye verra much, howeffer, th? way I dae understand th? situation, ?t ist th? Exotics whom haff been responsible fer these thin?s that haff come tae pass.? ::I glanced up at Ozy, and wondered if I had gone too far in my opinions.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:21 EST
Chys? laughter was lilting music filling the room. ?Ozymandias, have you been hiding the truth from our lovely guest? Alais, hasn't Ulysses explained the roles of Exotic and Maireen? I find it very hard to believe that he hasn't, and I think you understand more of us than you give yourself credit for.?

>I have been...judicious. Lady Alais has known this in my nature from the start.<

?Ah, and Ulysses the strategist--so much like his father. Alais, are there no major events in your homeland's history? Times when the fate of your people was chosen; actions taken which affect you to this day? The Cataclysm is such for us. It will one day be overcome, and that is part of the Odyssey. To achieve that day, to continue on this path, certain things must happen and lead to other occurrences in the string of space-time-probability events. We do teach these things to the Maireens; we share. In return, they use their moral and survival instincts to choose what course our people will follow. We lack those instincts. You like me because you enjoy my mannerisms, expressiveness and intellectual traits--but I was born with these. An Exotic does not have to make choices like you. We do not have to struggle for inner resolution and peace like the Maireens. When a choice is too hard, we do not make it--and in such we make a choice, a choice we are at peace with. You may believe I should feel guilt for actions in my cycle, but I am not capable of guilt--no more than you would be capable of knowing each moment of your remaining cycle before you live it. We do not divine; we know. However, we do not look to events and segments of the future--we perceive the circle--so there are some...surprises. Space-time-probability is a chain from my viewpoint--a circle of circles--each link a separate probability in the loop of space-time. The links are not of equal strength, and there are stresses on each probability to either side--links collapsing and forming of natural accord into other links without notice or knowledge of those affected. This we made known to the Maireens, because our races are bound--because we share. Knowing what they would do with such knowledge could not make us stop sharing. An Exotic cannot make that choice. Stopping our investigations of existence, exploring why we are here, is equally impossible. We walk to the last walk and then others walk in our place; it is our cycle. ::She tilts her head inquisitively once again.:: Can you stop being a sorcerer? Can you look upon the raw nature of Mairee and not feel hunger to know its energies? Surely you have religion, and the object of that faith is what it is, and your people have great difficulty questioning it. An Exotic's cycle is like that religion. We are our own faith--we believe in our lives, our existence. We rely on the Maireens and this wonderful savage planet to inject doubt and hope into our society--else races like the Zolarians would have destroyed this system years ago. We are here; the Maireens are here; we share.? Her laughter came gently. ?Alais, we have advised the Maireens for centuries, but never in a thousand years has a single Exotic told a Maireen what to do. It would be ludicrous...for many Exotics it is beyond comprehension--fortunately I am a radical and can conceive the thought. We are not inferior one to the other; we are different. Our aptitudes vary widely between race and individual, and combining that we are strong. It is Ulysses' ancestry and his destiny. He cannot be forced back into service unless the Maireens could somehow be foolish enough to attempt it--and they would fail; and we would advise them they would fail. However, he will command again. He will choose the fate of these worlds--thus how can the Maireen commanders choose to let him live his life? How could we, as the researchers and developers of Harmony, not explore the potentials Ulysses represents??

Her smile remained pervasive. ?Alais, Ulysses has seen his future. He knows. His cycle is one of sorrow and joy, but it satisfies him. He cannot pass his cycle to another, that is why he is now finishing the ritual. Ulysses understands...you know he understands, and accepts. How often does he lapse into bitter complaint over the miseries of his life?? She nodded, smiling, knowing the answer. ?His pains are intense, but short. He does not dwell. He fights and survives because he is Maireen; he accepts and lives because he is Exotic. You love him for these strengths, and how they exhibit themselves in his nature. As space-time-probability unfolds to him like the blooming flowers these strengths will grow. And like the Exotic to the Maireen, he will look to you for hope and doubt in his strongest hour. We have great faith in you both, Alais.?

The conversations continued, interspersed with interludes of sorcery. ?Ah, I begin to understand your desire to utilize your staff here on Mairee. Ozymandias? Will you help us? A mindlink between yourself and the two of us would be beneficial. I can help Alais with the matrices while you augment her perceptions. I think we can produce spectacular results, though adjourning to the testing facilities would be wise.?

The testing facilities were hardened bunkers at varying levels in the rock on the far side of the island from the living areas of Fortress Graham. Ozymandias and Chys explain the different alloys used in the separate bunkers to damper potential effects from tests on energy devices. The facilities are quite limited compared to Jacynth's, but Ulysses' father primarily experimented with propulsion and Flux transference systems...which should be conducive to your own sorcerous abilities. The computers are also enhanced to interface with Ozymandias' data aquisition capabilities. As he has explained his origins to me, Ulysses' father contributed a great deal of research toward Ozymandias' locomotive abilities. The prototype we created in this continuum was never enhanced to those levels.?

At dinner, prepared by the fortress systems--a banquet of seafood delicacies which Ozymandias heartily enjoys, somewhat new to the concept of eating--Chys turns the topic toward her nestlings. ?Ulysses' mother was a...priestess--I think you would call her. She perceived and advised on the health of Harmony society. The influence of external races on the balance of Maireen and Exotic is a primary concern for both races. We have been successful as partners for centuries--and this has contributed toward a structured isolationist policy. She was a voice in favor of exosystem potentials, a source of infinite chagrin to her lifemate. Her openness, her gentleness--her Exoticness.? Her smile brightened. ?had a profound effect on the growing Ulysses. Still, there was a rightness in the father as well, an inner strength to reach out and protect. Something in that mix made Ulysses so...strange...to other Maireens. It's part of why he did so well at academy, at piloting and at commanding. He thinks like his mother and chooses like his father.? She chuckled.

Ulysses would say to her, "Mother, why am I different?"
With smiling fascination, "Different in what way, Uly?"
Shrugging, "You know, just different."
Eyes twinkling, "We are all just different, son. You must be different to be Ulysses."
Frowning, "But why do I have to be more different?"
With a soft laugh, "So you can be more Uly, of course."
"Mother!" And the boy would stomp off to think on her words. He has her knack for puns.

Chys did not hunger or thirst or sleep. She was always in motion and smiling.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:23 EST
The days passed quickly in the company of Ozy and Chys. Ozy's knowledge of Mairee being leaned rather heavily upon by myself.

>Ozy? Wouldst 't be possible tae spend th' day walkin? I would like th' opportunity tae see if 't ist possible tae locate th' ley lines near Fortress Graham<

We walked slowly across Graham lands, my senses seeking the equivalent of the ley lines of Nitesong and RhyDin. Here and there, strong undercurrents pull at my senses, though the Maireean energies are vastly different from NItesong's.

Sitting with Chys later that day, I ask her about the specifics of the energies here on Mairee. ?Chys, durin' mine walk taeday wi' Ozy, we didst find sefferal undercurrents that seem tae fit th' ley line signatures I am more used tae.... though fer sae much energies as I haff seen loosed 'pon Mai-rhee, I am verra surprised that I was nae able tae locate more than these few currents. Dae nae th' energies o' Mai-rhee travel wi'in ley lines??

We chatted about the ley lines, darkness began to fall, and without thinking twice, I conjured several globes of Faerie Fyre to brighten the room.

>Alais? The automation of the Fortress would have compensated< Ozy's voice reminded me just as Chys' curious gaze met my own.

>Sorra Ozy... mayhap 't ist simply reflex, an' mayhap 't ist jus' that I dae miss 'ome<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:25 EST
I listened as Chys explained the actions of the Exotics in relation to the Maireeans. Though not necessarily agreeing with all that she said, however developing a better understanding of Exotic thoughts and rationale.

As Chys speaks of Uly's knowledge and acceptance of his future and the reasons for the things that have come to pass we developed a better understanding of one another. ?Chys, well dae ye ken Uly doth nae effer complain. Nae in anna o' th' Uly's I haff known. 'e suffers silently.?

I was clearly startled at her comment about having faith in *both* of us. ?Prithee Chys, ye dae nae know me yet... 'ow mayst ye haff faith that encompasses m?self??

As we had begun practicing the linked sorceries, the advanced connections between Ozy and myself once again formed the expanded sensory input I had last felt when I had taken my unexpected trip to the negative plane. Apprehension apparent to Ozy as the first connections were formed.

>Ozy? Dae ye recall annathin' tae 'elp prevent a repeat trip tae somewhere unplanned?< Trepidation was ringing in my thoughts.

The bunkers were fascinating as Chys explained the purposes. ?I dae wonder though Chys if I may be capable o' callin' mine energies through these walls.? The simple cantrips we practiced as a trio were a fascinating exercise in new sources of power and control for me. The cantrips did continue to trigger more quickly in the linked sensory state, and the sizes of inanimate objects remained larger than expected.

I Studied Chys a moment. ?Haff ye anna theories regardin' this phenomenon??

At dinner later, I was amused by Ozy's ravenous appetite for the seafood. As Chys related some of Uly's family life, a sudden weariness creeps over me. Struggling to remain awake, the last words I remember are Chys' comment on Uly's knack for puns.

Uncertain how I arrived in the room I have taken in Fortress Graham during Uly's absence, the early grey dawn found me ensconced in the pallet I do not recall seeking... along with a horrid wave of nausea. Trying to keep my body from rebelling, forcing a calm, wondering if the seafood had been too rich and disagreed with me. Sickness was not a familiar condition for sorcerers. As the wave relents a bit under the concerted efforts, I seek out Ozy's consciousness.

>Ozy? 'ow dae ye feel this morn? an' prithee.... 'ow didst I come tae be in mine room last eve?<

Slowly sitting upright, orienting myself to the room before getting up to start the day. Focusing on the studies with Chys and Ozy, breakfast holding no appeal, I headed toward the bunkers where practice time had been arranged earlier.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:27 EST
Chys? smile was briefly enigmatic. ?Alais, Uly has undergone the Unbinding. All that was as he perceived himself and perceived others to perceive himself is now among the Exotics. I assure you, I know all that I need to have faith in you. My cycle draws short and the questions remain many. His sight extends farther than any others save my own, but sight is not enough. He is old for an Exotic, and yet relatively young for a man. Even for having the reliving of thirteen years one-hundred thirty-five times at his disposal, he has lived not one whit beyond the thirtieth year. He must learn and believe truths not of thought, but of life. You are both young in spirit, and you will learn so many of them together.?

Ozymandias was particularly silent during the experiments. His periods of preoccupation growing in length.

>Pardon? I'm sorry, can you retransmit? I was thinking.< became his increasingly frequent response.

>During our experiments I will monitor for the signatures observed in my prior data. These facilities enhance my predictive time by several milliseconds--more than enough safety margin to activate the dampeners. It may even be beneficial to purposefully repeat the phenomena to allow the baffles to collect the precise frequencies and amplitudes for detailed analysis. In any case, the instrumentation here will be of great benefit to our maintaining control.<

Chys' laugh was merry. ?Control may be your very problem. You might try succumbing to the will of the energies. Follow the compulsion to change with the flow--see what happens. Ozymandias' senses can open doors to you if you let them. By trying to control what you see, perhaps you are missing something--perhaps the matrices are trying to tell you something.? She shrugged and smiled. ?I am not a sorceress.?

>I am fine, Lady Alais. The automatonic system brought you first to the infirmary. After satisfying my concern for your health, I had you transported here--for the sake of comfort. You seem to be experiencing a hormonal imbalance, though I find no dysfunction internally. This could be attributed to our experiments with the Harmony matrix. We could do a complete scan of all hormone regulating and producing elements of your body, but it would be a bit extreme, I think, for an upset digestive system--which is why I did not pursue it last night.? He assumed a curious posture. ?Chysandra seems to have disregarded the whole episode, which also seems extreme. Her advice was to simply put you to bed--curious behavior from a scientist.<

After returning to the Fortress from the walk, finding Chys in the testing facilities. ?Mairee and Chultys have a stronger binding to the Harmony star. You will not frequent channels near the Maireen surface save the vertices intermittently extending across Harmony space to the sun and sister planet. This system matrix has been of great assistance in our development of interstellar travel...and warfare. All systems have some interaction between celestial bodies, but we have yet to find another approaching the level of Harmony. Thus came the theory that Harmony is a manufactured system, rather than a naturally cosmological one. The degree of balance between Mairee's unfettered power and Chultys' reserved constraint is difficult to credit to celestial evolution. Yet, stranger things do happen in the infiniverse.? Her smile was a veritable glow and her body language is excited as she speaks on a subject she obviously loves.

Later I conjured the soothing glow and spoke of home.

?You'll return to Rhydin and Nitesong soon enough, my dear. I must return to Jacynth as well. Ulysses has need of my skills before I rest.? Her laughter was easy and reassuring--though the word rest seems to carry connotation far deeper than mere sleep, and it has become almost impossible to imagine her ever sleeping.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:29 EST
Chys' smile takes on a strange...sympathy? ?Alais, this is one of those questions I would rather not answer, but perhaps it is better you begin to understand from me than from Ulysses. I choose not to tell you how long he will live, but I will say there are no natural causes which can take him from this world--even with the genetic alteration he patterned after your DNA. However, you already understand and must never forget that part of his very being is to continue changing. Within a standard year his matrix--matter and energy--will be vastly different from what it is now, but take comfort that he will remain your Ulysses--possibly forever. I cannot pretend to fully understand the paths he now walks; we are trying--he is sharing. Harmony's leaders are even now petitioning him to assume command of all our resources. As usual, Ulysses and the plan itself are well beyond our most idealistic estimates.? Her eyes twinkle with...expectation?

Ozy sounded almost offended. >Lady Alais, a millisecond to me is...well, it's like an hour to you. I am not currently dedicating processing time to conversation--allowing this minor function to operate in a background thread to my current primary tasks. I assure you, when we are experimenting--all data will receive a priority thread. You, Ulysses, Chys and I all want this data for various reasons. My current preoccupation is due to conjectural analysis of the feasibility of moving a celestial body through a Flux rift. The modeling is highly complex and I am spending a great deal of my resources crossloading with the AI systems on Jacynth.<

Chys' smile is gentle and bright. ?Have you always pursued order so persistently, Alais? Ulysses must take you to Chultys before the year is out--let you walk. Help you let go of life's driving needs and just be. Ozymandias will place Jacynth on a lengthy bit of the project and devote himself exclusively to our needs. My own attunement to the Harmony matrix should keep us out of trouble, but I am very curious to see what Mairee is trying to manifest through you.? She chuckled.? As for riding, the Maireen way was always to use the knees--leaving the hands free for other tasks when riding a cooperative mount. Whether Harmony will cooperate or not remains to be seen. Exotics do not ride, so I can only understand your analogy vicariously.?

The imaged shift to the moment of revelation.

Ozymandias' reaction is less than startled. >Considering your level of sexual activity, there is a reasonable probability you have conceived. The level of scans performed would not have detected gestation this early unless specifically calibrated to do so. I would be happy to arrange for such if you wish. Having many nestlings herself, this would certainly account for Chys' behavior.<

As you resolve to control the onslaught of sickness in the morning hours, Chysandra slips quietly into the chamber. ?You are doing the right thing, dear, just keep breathing. Calm yourself and the nausea will slip away.? Her hands are gentle upon you, with a surety born of knowing you through Uly and a mastery of life's matrices. ?This is our last day together, for I have great works ahead of me in the coming months. I would rather remain here, comforting and speaking to you, than continue experimenting. You and Ozymandias can pursue such things later. For now, there are words of great import I would pass to you, if you will accept them--for as my namesake, I am doomed to know the future and not be believed.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:30 EST
The Foreign Quarter faded.

Chys graciously accepted the offer of tea, and endeavored to imbibe a small portion. ?I'm sorry, dear, but as we near the end of our cycle our consumption rates drop dramatically.? The ever-present smile was bright. ?With my current metabolic rate, things just go right through me.? She giggled.

Her smile widens, the gaze clearly appraising. ?I will speak to you of the Myth, Alais. I do this, because I have faith that you do believe. Though you were near to giving up on much you hold dear, the life you have with Ulysses is strong--and the child your body has chosen to bear will be strong as well.? She laughed softly. ?So seldom does the body obey the mind. Because the child will inherit so much from mother and father, I give to you something of our heritage. True, there are volumes discussing these matters, and Ulysses is a living embodiment of what we are--but I want you to have this from me.? Her hand was gentle over mine.

?Some do not believe the Myth of Harmony. Though the evidence of creation abounds, they are blind. One of the manifestations of creation came to this place long ago. Where there was nothing, there became a warm yellow star. From the star sprang two worlds--halves of the whole. On this star and these worlds sprang the matrix, manifesting the two sides one to each world. From the matrix came the lifeforms--including the two races, halves of the whole. In the lifeforms this Creator invested itself, setting their course of discovery with the desire to understand itself. Since our beginning, the essence of that Creator has pulsed through the matrix of Harmony--with the natural yearn to be whole again.? Without pause she continued. ?Minerva and Mentes knew this well, as do I, for we are from lines leading back to the beginning, when that Creator divested itself of oneness into us. They are the names of Ulysses' parents, my nestling and her lifemate, and I will not speak them again.?

I wondered at the destruction wrought by the Cataclysm and Ulysses the Starkiller. I cringed, rightfully so, at the thought of the Vortex. I delighted in the purity of the Flux. But I knew, these things had a purpose. ?All things have purpose, and we are not always privileged to understand these things within our cycle. The Odyssey Project culminates our purpose. The Creator will be remanifested from us--to draw on what has been learned from this dichotomous state. Do you not wonder that Maireen and Exotic could co-exist? For me, it answers the question that people so different can live in Harmony. We are saddened that so many systems are now devoid, but this was meant to be--Ulysses' targets were drawn to us and selected for the latent energy matrices within them. They are part of that Creator whose final manifestation was Harmony.? She spoke quickly, in the perpetual motion I accepted as her manner.

?The Maireens, the Exotics, the Harmony stars, the starkilled systems and the Ulysses across space-time-probability are about to change. The cycle is nearly ended. The ancient Ritual of Unbinding prepared the final arc of the circle. The Flux and Vortex will pour their energies into oneness--and the Creator will emerge. Jacynth must remain, for it was formed and placed from matter outside of Harmony and the targeted systems--a gift from a benevolent race in our star-seeking infancy. The Creator, Ulysses, you've seen glimpses of that which is within him--how he and the one of the Vortex bind and connect us all. It has reached out to touch a handful--you, Celebriel, the Death Knight--these things were meant to be. The overlays, Ozymandias' transformation--and yes, Ozy shall remain, for he is of xenogenesis as well--Ulysses' development, all have been stepping stones to the Ascension of Harmony. We are living our myth.?

?But the child? her smile emanated pure love, ?is part-born of Harmony. The Creator's essence is within it, and I have known it since your first night on the sands of this island. It has chosen to once more invest--for when all is joined in Ulysses, the new one shall remain to investigate the mysteries of life.? Her hand gently squeezed mine. ?Teach the child well, Alais, I know you will. We never hoped to leave a legacy in this realm. All the philosopher Exotics and leader Maireens have believed the Ascension of Harmony was our end in this space-time-probability--that Ulysses would depart back to wherever it came from with whatever it had learned--but now, I am so happy.? A tear crossed her golden skin. ?I and my nestlings live on in you, love. You carry the extension of my race, my cycle. I will be with you always. And Ulysses will remain at your side, to nurture the new one until your cycle's end--then He will be with you always? her fingers lightly touched against my temple and then over my heart and then upon the starfyre brand. ?and the child will be strong...doubly chosen by the legacy of mother and father.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:33 EST
The image fades, to a watch fire burning. With prayer Journal in hand . . . a lady prays . . .for the journey, she does not fully understand. . . for courage, she does not possess. . for Kestri, her brother's wife, for the child, she tries not to think of because if it is true that she had been in the hands of a demoness these many weeks . . . Pomona would not let herself linger on that thought . . .

The flames reached up over and over again with frustrated golden arms reflected in the tears quivering just at the edge of her eyes. Ridges move along her stubborn jaw.

"I will not cry for that which I do not know. . . ." The anger in her voice is focused at herself. This is no time for weakness expressed in insipid tears!

The low chanting song begins . . . at first quietly, through choke of tear s. . . .

"High and lifted up Ever Present. . .
Instrument of Peace and Power . . .
See your servant, your appointed comforter . . .
Make her worthy in a journey she does not understand. . .

See the watch fire . . .
See and reach down your mightily right hand among us . . .
We join in comfort's song
We agree with you, in prayer . . .

High and lifted up Perfect Judge of All Things
Instrument of Eternal Joy
See mine brother . . .Athlstan, your servant . . .
Make him worthy of that which you have for him this evening . . .

See the watch fire . . .
May it bring you comfort . . .
Come and stand among us . . .
We join in comfort's song . . .
We agree with you in prayer . . .

High and lifted up He Who Comes Face to Face With Us
Instrument of Friendship . . . .
See your humble servant . . ."

Her prayers continue . . . .

. . . The sun tries to throw her shadow forward, but the flames' light won't let it. It sets in the West as the watch fire burns down. She stands, still facing the spent coals . . she is quiet.

Athlstan appears near her. ?Are you ready?? He asks her.

"Aye," she answers her brother.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:34 EST
I gave a soft smile to Chys. ?Pray forgiff mine lack o' understandin' yer needs at this time, thou' I haff need o' th' 'erbs in th' tea tae keep mine stomach settled these past sefferal days, an' I dae trust ye'll nae mind if I dae continue tae sip th' tea whilst we talk??

I listened as Chys talks about the Myth, somewhat surprised when she spoke the names of those gone before.

?Chys? What shall become o' Mai-rhee an' Chultys once th' cycle ist complete? Ye say Jacynth shall remain....... dae ye mean Mai-rhee an' Chultys shall nae longer remain??

Sadness crossed my face listening to Chys as she spoke of living on thru the child so recently conceived. ?Chys--ye seem sae certes that Uly shall stay, effen after th' Ascention.... an' that our child shall be special beyond Uly an' I... an' yet, 'ow dae I teach 'boot what shall soon be lost.... if I dae interpret correctly what ye haff been sayin' tae me??

I was intently studying the Exotic before me, trying to understand what this completion of the arc forebodes.

?Chys, ye commented earlier that ye 'ad questions fer me.... prithee, dae ye inquire them o' me b'fore ye must needs depart fer Chultys? I shall miss yer company.... an' effen more I dae suspect whence I dae return 'ome.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:36 EST
Chys was gone, Uly returned, and I fell asleep safe within Uly?s arms, the thought of the nitemares of the previous nites dwindled into insignificance... the sanctuary of his presence was reassuring.

During the night the dream begins again.... a slowly encroaching crimson fog.... encircling... growing... blotting out all around me.... the light, diffuse and hidden casts a ghastly crimson glow within the fog... speech eludes me... I cannot cry out.... my staff fails to respond... without the uttered words.... it is useless.

Daemonbane's voice calls through the fog... it speaks of death, dying, blood, and souls.... and yet the voice is not simply Daemonbane's... there is another voice speaking in concert.... a voice full of rage..... and yet... so like Uly's voice... cold fear snakes thru me, and still there is no escape from the fog and the voices.

Then, there is silence... more horrible than the voices of Uly and Daemonbane... the fog clears... and I am standing near a crumbling well... in the middle of a muddied space... with the bodies of scores of dead all around.... some bearing the marks of death by blade... others bearing marks of death by fiery explosion. There... behind the well..... in the midst of the ghastly crimson of blood and the browns of the mud stands a single, perfect rose bush.... in vibrant green.... and a single crimson rose.... the petals absolutely perfect.... and still I am alone in the middle of the carnage of lost souls forceably wrenched from life ......

A scream finally escaped my lips as the grey of dawn lightens the skies above I' Taurn.... my heart pounding, perspiration drenching my skin, as the realization that again the dream was present... again.... unchanged.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:38 EST
It was late on the evening of the winter solstice when the cleric Athlstan found Pomona sitting by her watchfire. Although he bore none of the items he had so carefully chosen for the journey to Redwin, he stooped and spoke urgently of the need to leave immediately.

"Sister-mine... the journey is upon us. We must leave at once. Are ye ready?"

Her reply was short..

"Aye."

"Our destination has changed. We go but the short way to the dojo of Xenograg. He has found glimmer of Kestri... and bids us come swiftly that we might recover her. For such travel as he has in mind, I know not what provision needs be made."

Quickly she set about the business of extinguishing the fire and gathering her belongings. Her eyes betrayed the misgivings she felt at the sudden change.

Athlstan gave a quick grim grin. "I heard thy prayers as I approached... I am grateful for thy skills... they may be sorely needed."

After scattering the remains of the fire's ashes, the two set off through the night.

Outside House Darelir, they were checked briefly but thoroughly by the watchful guard and then admitted into the dojo of Xenograg.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:40 EST
Waking in the late morn, rather uncharacteristic for such an early riser, I found him standing on the private balcony--feet shoulder width, hands clasped behind his back, head and eyes forward--a soldier at ease.

?Ye've slept late this mornin', love.? His voice was calm in the late morning sunlight, as I stepped behind him to wrap my arms round his waist, pressing my forehead firmly against the back of his shoulders to block out the familiar morning discomfort. ?I haff been thinkin', since ye slept early this morn. Thinkin' an' continuin' tae read--tae read from all these tomes from a dozen philosophically inclined worlds. Ye asked me what I'll be love, an' I haff nah giffen ye a straightforward answer. I haff been seekin' th' answer for some time--e'en afore 'briel called me an angel.? turning slowly, his amethyst gaze intent on the sunlight reflecting in my silvery eyes, his voice low and firm. ?Ye know what I'll be becomin' m'love. 'tis plain in all o' these writin's I haff left strewn about. 'tis plain in what Chys has told ye. 'tis plain in th' drama that has been mine life. I will be here what I haff been in th' Flux--but nae longer playin' at God under unrightful pretense. I'll be reclaimin' what was once mine--reborn tae what I was. Because I am nah whole, I can nah e'en remember what that is--what that means.? Sweeping his hand toward the books laid out on the balcony's table. ?Creator, group consciousness, racial memory, god, messiah--call 't what ye will--but 't is where I came from an' tae where I shall return. An' 't is up tae you, m'love, tae decide if ye'll haff me or nae--for I haff said I am yours sae long as ye desire 't. If this coming change proves too much, ye haff but tae say as much an' I will be gone--save th' one that grows within ye now. But as long as ye choose tae haff me love, I will be here at your side--where I choose tae be o'er all th' infinite universe I haff known. Ye are th' truth I haff sought for sae long, an' I will nah part from ye e'er.? It is difficult to tell if he desired an answer or not, he continued to gaze upon my uplifted face. ?Th' child is anxious, showin' 'ts mixed heritage already--'twill come healthy an' hale midday on th' solar solstice--less than six months from now.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:42 EST
I awakening well past my normal time, the sun more than half way toward it's zenith, I caught sight of Uly standing on the balcony overlooking the fountain, the distinct impression of a warrior deep in thought permeated his stance.

I climbed gingerly from the bed, and approached him from behind, wrapping my arms around him and rested my head against the solidity of his back and shoulders. He seemed to be expecting me as his voice, low and measured, reaches my still half asleep brain.

?Aye love.... th' nite was long..?.. a shiver rippled through me at the memories of the dream that he knew all about.

As he talked about his studies and the thinking he has done, the haze of sleep vanishes.

Another shiver ripples through my body, at last, the answer to a question I am not sure I wanted confirmed. The implications of what he would be having become completely overwhelming. My gaze lifted to his face, I cannot fathom whether he wished a reply or not... and in truth... I know not how to answer him if he did.

?Uly? my voice was soft and vaguely uncertain, ?I haff loved an' adored ye knowin' ye were nae 'uman. I haff known ye were nae man fer a long time... I cannae say love 'ow much ye mean tae me, fer mine 'eart wouldst break shouldst ye leave me. I must needs confess howeffer, that I know nae how tae please such as ye an' what ye're becomin'. I am mortal... an' I shall make mistakes aplenty. Can ye live wi' such as me? Mine failin's an' shortcomin's??

My tremulous smile greeted his as he commented about the child of our creation, and it's health are confirmed to me. ?th' solar solstice.... a most fortuitous day indeed. Dae ye haff a name in mind love? I haff one if 't ist a female sorceress... thou' I haff nae idea fer other's... th' Godparents be most excited... an' shall most likely spoil our child b'yond redemption as there be nae grandparents.?

stepping up onto my toes, I placed a soft kiss against his lips. ?Love... we haff one th' oother nae... let us enjoy this time we dae share... fer in time soon enou'... my circle 'ere shall end... I'd haff th' joys an' comfort of our love if ye'll share such wi' me.?

His words of reassurance echod in my thoughts, and I wondered why I had been so blessed... and yet, I am frightened. ?To know what you will become is intimidating. To know that I love an essence as powerful as the Goddess I have revered and lived in awe of my whole life... is it possible for me to be a good Lifemate to such? Goddess knows, I hope it is possible.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:43 EST
Uly had lain awake all morn. Holding me, contemplating what answers he'll have to give when dawn comes, knowing the future will arrive as expected and struggling with how to explain it. There is a disturbance in our bound lifethreads--a crimson hue to the starfyre brand--and for the first time in many weeks fear rose from deep inside. With the speed of dreams I awoke screaming.

?'lais, 'lais, 'tis a'right m'love.? His arms were solid and real around me. ?Tell me 'boot 't, love.? He listened to the words of the eerie landscape and knowing this is partly his own doing. ? Daemonbane, th' Vortex Uly an' a land o' lost souls...an' 't has been hauntin' ye how long, m'love?? His mind raced through possibilities...could there be a connection? Could he be seeking me through her, or has her mind made the association of its own accord? The decision comes too easily, another journey to the Vortex--even at the risk of sabotaging the Ascension of Harmony.

?Rest, m'love. Ye will be safe...I promise.? He reached through the binding of our lifethreads, pulling me into the Flux...where the dreams were his to control, beyond the reach of death and nitemares. An opportunity to commune with our unborn child.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:45 EST
Images shift to Ulysses,

All morning he had walked about the dwelling in the near-black purple plasmesh armor of a Loyal Commander. His demeanor so much sterner than the norm; I was clearly surprised at the glinting curves of the high tech battlesuit.

?I'm sorrae tae nah haff warned ye, love. 'tis mine uniform when passin' through Jacynth as Harmony Commander these days.? I infered that the manner he had adopted was that which he exercised there as well.

Breakfast was early and fortifying...though difficult as usual for me in my condition. 'briel had followed him down from upstairs, troubled looks fleeting across her features--bringing curious expressions from Xyclone and I as to what words he may have had with her.

?We're off then.? As soon as breakfast was cleared and equipment gathered, we disappeared in a burst of amethyst light.

The rooms was stark. Metal alloys formed all sides of the cubicle and there was no furniture. ?I haff chosen tae bring us directly here...'tis a taskin' 'pon mine energies, but sae much faster than travelin' through th' gate 'pon th' Isle o' Tuatha de Draig.? Uly told us.

An imperceptible door opened on the farthest wall, and a tall battle-scarred warrior in plasmesh armor stepped through. ?Harmony damn you, Ulysses, where the Zol have you been you half-witted half-breed?! With that she-cow floozy of yours again?? His hard gaze took in the three of us accompanying him. ?And I suppose she's one of these two wenches? What the Zol do you think you're up to?! You said one male for the trip to Chultys--do you think I need this crap??

Uly?s reaction was a wry smile. ?Aenaeus, this is Xyclone--th' one for th' Ritual. These are mine sister by Binding, Celebriel, and mine lifemate by Binding, Alais. Gentleman, ladies, this is mine second--Aenaeus. His bite is worse than his bark.? Aenaeus began to speak again; Uly cut him off. ?That will be enough, Aenaeus. Take us tae Aggie.? He muttered, but obeyed.

The corridors of Jacynth gleamed with functionality. Not a space seemed to be wasted. Upon questions from each of us, Uly answered amiably while Aenaeus contributed the occasional derisive grunt. ?Jacynth is a tech moon, giffen tae th' Exotics about th' time they developed interstellar travel. Th' race which contributed th' foundation for this industrial complex is reclusive and never revealed their reasons. Over five thousand starships service th' moon, and work is currently in progress tae further core 't and install artificial gravity and mass inducers. Ultimately I hope tae move th' entire unit through a Flux rift tae geosynchronous orbit o'er Rhydin. Aenaeus is Maireen, from th' sister planet tae Chultys. Jacynth orbits Chultys. Aggamemnon, whom ye will meet in a moment, is an Exotic--th' natives o' Chultys. Mine father was Maireen an' mine mother Exotic. I'm th' oonly crossbreed, sae Aeneaus delights in giffen me a verae hard time.?

We arrived in a room full of equipment. Hairless beings of ruddy-gold complexion move about like agitated children, reading monitors and adjusting settings like a perpetual motion machine. ?These, are Exotics.? All of them offer polite smiles and curious gazes, but continue about the tasks at hand. ?And that is Aggie.? One Exotic moves quickly across the room, all smiles and twinkling eyes. ?Ah, Ulysses, I am so glad you have arrived at last. Word was sent ahead immediately upon your arrival, and three pods will be ready within an hour's time.?

?Good work, Aggie. This is Xyclone, th' primary subject. Celebriel an' Alais will assist us tae some degree. 'briel was Kindred an' can help us understand Xyclone more fully durin' th' Ritual. Alais is Sidhe and can help us more fully understand 'briel.? He cast an enigmatic smile aside to me. ?Would ye care tae dae th' honors, Aggie??

?Of course, Ulysses. The three of you will be placed in pods before being passed through the gate to Chultys. The pods are fully organic and will isolate you from disturbing the equilibrium of the planet. By allowing you to be physically in place on Chultys and in a state of sensory deprivation, we will be able to attune you to the planet much more effectively. This is experimental, of course, but the work is important for our future use of the bio-technology in the coming year. Are we pursuing with the other experiment as well, Ulysses??

?Aye, we are, Aggie. 'briel here gave me th' idea some time ago.? Explaining to the three of us. ?We'll be takin' Harmony out o' th' normal flow o' space-time-probability, not unlike th' manner in which some o' ye Kindred seem tae be able tae move. While we'll pass seven days on th' surface, oonly three will haff passed on Rhydin. 'tis a bit o' matrix manipulation I'm interested in seein'.?

Brief introductions are given to several of the Maireen and Exotic staff and an explanation of the gate technology which will deposit us on the planet below. Then the process of sealing the three of us within the pods. ?Dae nah worry yeselves, I'll be personally accompanyin' ye. Now, if ye would all just remove clothin' an' artificial items an' step intae th' pods, we'll get started.? The pods look very much like large bananas...which is a source of amusement to all. ?Alais an' 'briel, ye need nah remove th' rings--they are...organic sae tae speak.?

With the three of you secured, Uly and a crew of Maireens move the four of us through the gate to Chultys.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 07:47 EST
The images fade to Jacynth, and all thru breakfast... which I picked at ineffectively, my gaze wandered to Uly and the strange and fearsome armor... something he calls *plasmesh*. His demeanor more rigid and formidable than ever before, and attributed to the need to be a Loyal Commander.... something he had questioned months ago if he still was... indeed.... the Loyal Commander was still there.... and a soft smile crossed my features.

Arrival on Jacynth was not what I had pictured.... the stark room full of metal alloys that confused my ability to *see*. A sense of dizziness at the reflection of my sorceries... which I had automatically used as a means to study my new surroundings.... was cut off by the voice of another.... a tall *man* in battered armour. His manner rude and insulting... I focused my attention on him.... bristling perceptibly at being called a *she-cow floozy*... and promptly forcing a calm as Uly introduced us to the ill-mannered Aenaeus. ? sae... this ist th' 'ard 'eaded toad in need o' a mithril 'ole in 'is gut.?

following to the next room, a veritable hive of activity by the Exotics.... Aggie's greeting so similar to Chys' I almost mistake her for the Exotic in whose company I had spent the past weeks.

pausing to give Uly a surprised look >ye neffer said I was tae go wi' ye tae Chultys love... I haff nae prepared fer such<

listening as Aggie explains about the pods... my gaze snapped up at the request to remove my starfyre ring... having said only force could remove it from my hand... I turn a questioning gaze on Uly. Upon his urging, the ring slips gently from my hand... but the feeling of being alone permeates my essence... and as the pod is sealed around me, a cold tremor runs down my spine... >alone<

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:18 EST
Images fade to night,

about my business in the dark hours before dawn, the ebon band upon my finger glowed blood red. A crimson surge echoes across the ley lines of space-time-probability. An amethyst burst jagged with golden light erupts through the sorcerous channels engulfing the blood tide of vengeance. In an instant the alien energies vanish. The ring remains, now white as bone. The binding remains as well--yet Uly has changed.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:20 EST
The images blur into Nitesong, and Legend looked up suddenly as a young woman appeared at the crest of the hill unexpectedly.... this was hugely unexpected... the HIgh Priestess' morning walks had always been uninterrupted..... everyone knew that... and yet..... the young woman continued toward the ivory robed Druidess.

Her movements suggested that she had been seeking the High Priestess for some time... and as she came ever nearer...a sense of foreboding crept into Legend's thoughts.

?Pray tell me young lady... what brings you out this far from Nitesong?? the shadows of the High Priestess' hood kept her face in shadows.... but keen aqua eyes studied the stranger before her.

Listening to Chrisiant?s brief words... and glancing down at the missive she dropped onto her hands.... Legend offered her her thanks... and turned to walk deeper into the forest. The seal was one she had seen only once before... but she recognized it instantly.

She mutters, ?and what do you want with me now Mr. Graham?? the muttered words did not hide her impatience with the troublesome man.

She read the announcement.... the High Priestess nearly uttered an oath profane, biting back the ascerbic thought quickly. Crumpling the parchment, tossing it into the air and disintegrating it with a quick flash of fire she expressed her ire.

She was speaking to no one in particular, ?So... you mislead me Mr. Graham... you told me you were taking precautions against this... and now you announce to me that which we least had need of right now.... King Oberon's messenger can never know this.? The High Priestess considered what herbs would be needed... and continued into the woods in seach of them.

Some hours later... with most of the herbs collected... Legend paused beneath a great hickory tree... gazing up at the sky above her.... wondering if she could really do this thing. ?Goddess... we desperately need the gift of an Heir... but is this child the Heir we need??

No answer was forthcoming... and the afternoon sun crept lower into the sky.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:22 EST
The images blur into Nitesong, and Legend looked up suddenly as a young woman appeared at the crest of the hill unexpectedly.... this was hugely unexpected... the HIgh Priestess' morning walks had always been uninterrupted..... everyone knew that... and yet..... the young woman continued toward the ivory robed Druidess.

Her movements suggested that she had been seeking the High Priestess for some time... and as she came ever nearer...a sense of foreboding crept into Legend's thoughts.

?Pray tell me young lady... what brings you out this far from Nitesong?? the shadows of the High Priestess' hood kept her face in shadows.... but keen aqua eyes studied the stranger before her.

Listening to Chrisiant?s brief words... and glancing down at the missive she dropped onto her hands.... Legend offered her her thanks... and turned to walk deeper into the forest. The seal was one she had seen only once before... but she recognized it instantly.

She mutters, ?and what do you want with me now Mr. Graham?? the muttered words did not hide her impatience with the troublesome man.

She read the announcement.... the High Priestess nearly uttered an oath profane, biting back the ascerbic thought quickly. Crumpling the parchment, tossing it into the air and disintegrating it with a quick flash of fire she expressed her ire.

She was speaking to no one in particular, ?So... you mislead me Mr. Graham... you told me you were taking precautions against this... and now you announce to me that which we least had need of right now.... King Oberon's messenger can never know this.? The High Priestess considered what herbs would be needed... and continued into the woods in seach of them.

Some hours later... with most of the herbs collected... Legend paused beneath a great hickory tree... gazing up at the sky above her.... wondering if she could really do this thing. ?Goddess... we desperately need the gift of an Heir... but is this child the Heir we need??

No answer was forthcoming... and the afternoon sun crept lower into the sky.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:33 EST
We were back on Chultys, and in that formlessness Celebriel floated, both protected, and terrifyingly exposed. And like importunate messengers, the memories came. Whether she would or no.

Sunlight on a little girl's hair, the two of them together, heads bowed over dolls. Her best friend, Larai, round blue eyes gleaming with the energy of the play. Her voice, so assured, so bossy. Already in charge, and well she knew it. "You're going to be a Sidhe when you grow up."

Awed, she was older. Did that give her the magic power of knowing? She had seen the Sidhe now and then ride through the village, or through some field in pursuit of game. Bright and beautiful and lordly. Terrifying creatures. "Am I? That doesn't sound so bad."

Larai?s laughter was sharp and ugly. "Sidhe have no souls. When you die, you'll be just like an animal. You'll just die. Forever."

The words entered Celebriel?s heart like broken glass, and festered there. She did not dare ask her father. He had forbidden her to ever discuss the Sidhe with him.

Larai left the schoolhouse that day, and never did return to play, though I saw her now and then in the village. I never asked her why. I suppose that exchange sheared our friendship off, neatly, cleanly. There was no room for goodbyes after.

A blur of minutinae, objects, thoughts. Her father's voice, oddly gentle as he lifted her up. A glimpse of his face as she clung like a triumphant monkey to the tallest branch on the old horse-chestnut tree. Punishments and rewards, his pleasure at my scholarship. Learning healing. Gaining strength and joy in that skill, so proud of it. Teaching others, and being taught. Sewing lessons.

His death hit me hard, coming as suddenly as it did. Bringing him his coffee, comfortable in the morning routine, I opened the study door. And there he was, on the rug, his face a terrible grey, breathing strangely. I put the tray down, and ran all the way to the neighbors, where they gave me the help I needed to get him into bed. Their son ran five miles to the nearest Healer's Temple.

He never really regained consciousness. He babbled, now and then, words of love for a woman who never really knew him. Bits and pieces of lessons, worries about the mounting bills. But as sense and speech slowly left him, he slipped further into a never-ending sleep, a twilight time. Medicines were of little use, the Healer had warned me that when the brain and the heart are both ill, it is hard indeed to find the strength to live again.

He died on a very rainy day. She waited outside as the women of the village prepared him for burial. There was indeed little time to wait and there was much to be done. I nodded to the men who'd gathered to help me in this task.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:35 EST
Legend?s image reformed, she stood against the hickory tree for a long time. Oblivious to the young woman who had trailed her since delivering the missive with it's news of the child.

Already collected were the Atter's Cap, mistle berries, and blood root. She had a plentiful supply of Foxglove for the digitalis in her store of herbs under the mountain. The only thing still lacking for the special tea was fresh willow bark. A large willow appropriate for her needs sat alongside the stream leading down to the harbor.

Rousing herself from idleness, she set off toward the willow. Passing several Ovates along the way, Legend kept her head bowed, as though in deep contemplation, knowing the Ovates would not intrude upon her solitude that way.

Stopping at the willow, drawing forth from her robes a sharp knife, sheathed in tan leather. The blade recurved slightly at the tip, and was only about 10 centimeters in length. It was ideally suited to the collection of herbs and such. Uttering a prayer of thanks to the willow before removing several slender strips of the precious bark, Legend completed her collection just as the sun began to drop into the horizon over the harbor.

Beginning the long walk back to the caves, Legend's heart weighed heavily upon her. A birth announcement should be met with great joy and celebrations, not with the creation of an abortifacient to be stealthily administered to an unwitting woman, undoubtedly enjoying this creation she deemed a gift. Alais would most likely never understand why this thing needed to be done...why such a child could never see the light of day. This had to be done for the defense of the Sidhe.

?Calleach's Bones! Why couldn't she have listened to me? Goddess..... this all should have been avoided!?

Legend's words echoed off the rocks around her as she gave voice to her frustrations as her head and her heart warred over the action she now prepared to carry out.

?If only it had been Caythe's...... this would have been joyous news indeed.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:37 EST
The fire had crackled softly, setting a warm and comforting glow in the family room of I' Taurn. Sleep had come easily, perhaps too easily at first. Morpheus' tendrils insinuated themselves through my mind, dragging it further and further from the wakeful world, where reason and rationality rule. Darkness enveloped all thought.

It started always the same... a crimson fog... rising all around me... silence shrouded in a whispy curtain of nearly opaque effluvium. Slowly, nearly imperceptibly movement of a crimson light... approaching thru the ghastly sanguineous haze. The silence gets broken by a slowly crescendoing voice... the voice of the blade known as Daemonbane... it whispers of death, blood, dying, souls. There is no escape... there is no awakening... and as the light comes closer... all around me... the dead... laying in utter disarray. A muddied battle field, littered with the mangled remains of men, women and children... some dead by the blade Daemonbane... but others... dead by incineration... the nova of a sun. Another voice adds to the whispers of Daemonbane.... Uly's.

I cannot scream... I cannot awaken... I am trapped... and the carnage closes in around me... the scene takes on an eerie portent... for amid the mud and blood and bodies... a perfect, green rose bush stands... with a single, perfect crimson blossom... and still consciousness will not come.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:39 EST
Chultys closed over the images from Riverbend of the rose bush in the nightmare.

Of the four who enter as Aggamemnon starts the procedure, one Exotic slides an additional bed from the wall, upon which the female Maireen is laid. She wears an apparatus on her head as do I. The second Maireen, a huge male, stands at her side gently gripping her strong looking hand in his own ample grasp. The Exotic moves to begin operating on the Maireen.

Within moments, Aggie has removed the twins and they are supported in a gravimetric device--floating--while the umbilical cord is diverted to a second device suspended from a rail in the ceiling. All are transported across the room to the third Exotic as the twin forms from the Maireen female are transported to Alais.

You see, Celebriel, Alais' body must continue to nurture two growing forms inside the womb, else she will not be ready when it is time to replace Ulysses' and Alais' children to their rightful host. Ulysses has assured me you will speak none of this to Alais--you must understand this is imperative for the safety of the children.

The Maireen progeny are implanted in Alais' womb while the Maireen female's womb is closed. Another bed is drawn from the wall and the third Exotic relaxes upon it. ?You are ready, Chysandra??

She smiles brightly. ?You know I am, Aggamemnon. Ulysses and Alais are both precious to me--and the children.? Her eyes twinkle with what must be joy. ?It is a fitting way to close my long and happy cycle.?

There is no apparatus on Chysandra's head and she is fully conscious, yet displays no sign of pain while Aggie implants the twins in her womb.

?At last, it is done. For now, they are safe. Celebriel, can you help me with Alais?? guiding her up from the bed and toward the doorway...the Maireen male steps close to you and speaks in an oddly gentle voice for such a goliath. ?You are called Celebriel. It is a pretty name. I am Ajax. My children are carried in this one's womb. Please do whatever you can to protect them. You look like a healer. I hope you can save them if the bad things happen.? He returns to the bed of the Maireen female, lifting her easily and exiting the room.

Aggie's gaze follows the Maireen pair. ?They are a brave and generous race, the Maireens--the heart of Harmony.?

Alais was arranged on a soft couch and Aggie stays to answer any questions before departing to other duties.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:40 EST
The departure from I' Taurn in the dark hours of the nite forestalled the inevitable nitemare. Uly took us straight to Jacynth, and we arrived in time to be advised by Aenaeus that an attack had begun on Harmony's worlds.

Ulysses demeanor was the cold, calculated actions of a warrior as he was updated. His departure from Briel and myself was unexpected, and hurtful as he left me in Aggie's care.

Even Aenaeus' snide remarks about our relationship didn't hurt as much as facing something he'd called surgery alone. Well, not quite alone, Briel had come too, and for that I was deeply grateful.

Aggie's voice was soothing after the raucus Aenaeus, and she attempted to provide both of us with a clearer understanding of precisely what was going on. The talk of the replicant body was disconcerting. I have seen Uly change so much in our time together, but to see him as the youth that followed his father's footsteps as a Nerve-wire Pilot, I wonder how our lives will shift now.

Uly had always told me, that if a time ever came when I could not take all the changes he was destined to make, I had but to tell him, and he'd go away... with the exception of the 2 children I now carry. ?Change.... Goddess, am I adaptable enough? Thou' I cannae imagine life wi'oot 'im.? soft sigh.

The gleaming doors open and shut as we pass corridors until we reach a darkened room with a clear bubble above us. Aggie explains the significance of the coloured lines darting in the blackened skies above. The sudden blinding by the essence that is my Uly marking, according to Aggie, my LIfemate's success in driving off the invading forces.

Aggies voice chimes softly something about not being worried for him while *sedated*, but that word has no meaning for me.

?Aye Aggie.... our children be precious indeed tae both Uly an' mineself.?

As Aggie seeks permission to place the apparatus upon my forehead, I try to suppress a shudder of trepidation, but soon a compliant lethargy steals thru my mind and body, and as wakefulness recedes, in my last musings, I wonder if the nitemare will seek me here as well.

Oblivious to the procedure until semi-consciousness returns, shifting slightly a twinge of discomfort brings my unfocusing eyes open. Uly's voice calling me to the here and now, I see what is at first a vaguely familiar young man clad in violet skin, bringing a blush of color to my cheeks. But as the vision clears, the realization that this man is my Lifemate transforms the embarrassment to a soft smile instead.

?Uly m'love, ye were successful, nae?? The brilliant amethyst eyes and ebony hair telling me that once more, all traces of Fey were now gone for good.

I did not recall the trip home. Flashes only. Home. Morpheus' lure is irresistible, and with the comforting presence of Uly and the woman I'd have gladly had as a sister, sleep claimed me.

Somewhere, in the darkest hours of nite, my recurring visitor returns. The nitely battle to keep my will intact as the voices of the blade and Uly call... ever the same words thru the crimson haze. And then, the carnage. Bodies laying everywhere, twisted in final death throes, the mud... nowhere to run to until the appearance of the rose bush with it's single perfect blossom. Then, at last I awaken with a scream of pure terror. It's over, for another nite.

Shaking, exhausted, another nite of stress and terror. These weeks have seen too many sleepless nites. Morning sickness robbing me of appetite, my weight is falling despite the 2 new lives I carry. The haunted look in eyes that should be silver has brought an increasingly grey cast. Thankfully Uly has been away for much of these events, and I do not want to worry him as he prepares to face the dangers to Jacynth. Dangers that are now all too real since I've seen them first hand.

It is time to go home to Nitesong. Face the music with Legend, regarding the children. And perhaps the resumption of duties to the Sidhe will ease the nitemares.

The day was spent with Uly. I had not known he would stay. Ceugant cannot be sweeter nor more perfect as what I have found with him. We shut out the rest of the world, and I regretted leaving Briel to fend for herself, but our time together had become precious few moments, stolen amid the preparations in Harmony and the pending war with Ghrial.

Work had begun on the landing area for small star ships. Uly at last explaining some of the new construction at I' Taurn. That evening Uly shared his plan to depart for Jacynth again. The plans Ozy and Chys were working on requiring his presence.

?Uly, I shall be departin' in th' morn' fer Nitesong. There ist sae much tae dae, an' sooner or later I must needs speak wi' Legend. Wi' Briel tae 'elp, mayhap Legend shall nae be sae angry o'er 't.?

?I dae thin' gettin' 'ome shall be good fer me. Whilst I didst enjoy Mai-rhee, 't shall be grand tae be surrounded by that which hath always been mine 'ome.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:42 EST
In Nitesong, full darkness had fallen when Legend arrived back at the caverns. Silently returning to her rooms, she laid the herbs carefully on the table, covering them from sight before summoning Trezor.

?Trezor, I have need of several stalks of foxglove. Please ask the Ovate for fresh foxglove immediately.?

Trezor's curiosity at this request showed plainly, ?Your Grace, are you ill??

?No Trezor, I am not. There is someone else who requires the treatment of Foxglove to ease a great suffering down the road, as the Goddess calls, but the calling will not be gentle.?

Nodding slightly, but still troubled, Trezor returned with the requested plants. ?Do you require any assistance, Your Grace??

?No Trezor, that will be all, thank you.?

Frowning at this, the High Priestess had not done her own potions or elixirs in a very long time. This was highly irregular.

Legend warded her offices soundly against intrusion. No planar entities would gain access without warning. Then, calling a sphere of silence, she sets to work distilling the herbs she had painstakingly collected.

1st shredding the Atter's Cap into a bronze bowl, securing a lid over it, placing it close enough to a brazier to begin to steep the fungus, but not warm enough to cook them. The fluids of the fungus being driven out of the flesh slowly, as the low heat broke down the easily bruised and damaged mushroom. While still near to the low heat, she removes the solids of the fungus, leaving a liquid residue in the bowl. This is allowed to steep until reduced to half of its original volume. Then pouring the warm fluid into a small glass vial, and securing a wax seal over the vial, the first ingredient is stored in a darkened cabinet, away from the light.

Next came the foxglove; chopping the stalks into small pieces, flowers, seed pods, and leaves, before dropping them into a silver pot of boiling water. Securing a cover over this mixture, and allowed it to boil until the foxglove is soft and easily disintegrating. Removing the mixture from the flames, she strained out the largest pieces before pouring the fluid into a glass sphere; adding to this the pieces of willow bark and a small amount of acid. This mixture is placed once again on the fire. The fluid kept in equilibrium reflux for the next hour, before allowing the final distillation to proceed. The collected clear fluid from the second elution Legend pours into another glass vial, and seals with wax.

Last, the mistle berries; drying the berries on a flat piece of ceramic over the blue flames of the fire until they are brittle and ready to pulverize in a mortar. Then thoroughly grinding them while still warm into a fine powder, with seeds, skin, and flesh. The powder is then carefully transferred into a 3rd vial, and also sealed.

So, the ingredients were prepared. Now to prepare the Caverns for the arrival of Mr. Graham. Undoubtedly Ulysses would react strongly once Alais lost the child. The most regrettable thing about this tea was that Alais would know, albeit too late, that she had been poisoned. Mr. Graham would undoubtedly attempt a retaliation if Alais survived the ordeal.

The next hours were spent in prayer, and casting preparation. She couldn't cast yet, undoubtedly the dweomer would be detected.

Finally, sitting down at her desk, she penned 2 missives

Mr. Graham,
Pray forgive my slowness in response to your missive, delivered by the young woman. The news you sent to me was most unexpected. While I had held great hopes for Alais to grace the Sidhe with a child, this was sooner than I had thought likely. I imagine you are pleased with this news. Perhaps now you will send Alais back to the Sidhe so that she may again tend to the needs of her people?

High Priestess Legendazona



The second missive

Lady Alais, Heiress of Nitesong
I did receive Mr. Graham's missive advising me that you are currently with child. Considering this unexpected event and it's timing, I do suspect you are currently experiencing an affliction commonly known as morning sickness. When you return to the Sidhe, if you would come to the Caverns, I have a mixture nearly prepared that would put an end to such unpleasant mornings.
I look forward to seeing you upon your return.

High Priestess Legendazona

Sealing both missives, and sending them with the eagle owl off to I' Taurn in RhyDin.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:43 EST
Uly?s image blurs over the images of Legend,

After the all too brief quality time together, trouble lurks deep behind my twinkling amethyst eyes.

?Yes, love, you must return to Nitesong. The Sidhe does need you, and I have kept you long enough.? :Gently slipping both of his hands into mine. ?Whatever comes to pass there, 'lais, don't worry. Everything always works out in time. You have enough stress on you now, try to relax. Perhaps Legendazona can help.? There was a sincere longing in his voice, yet the ever present resignation to the future I have heard so often in the tone of Exotics.

?I have research here through the portal and construction to oversee. There's sorcery to be done on the Isle with Max and Morri.? a deep sigh ?And of course, the command of Harmony is at a critical juncture.? then the flash of a bright smile. ?All will be well in time, and meanwhile we have each other, 'briel and the coming birth--a bright environment all around I think. Perhaps I can detain you for a few hours longer?? He then slipped his arms around me.

After exhausting what time we could steal together, he slipped into the rooms that served as his office and laboratory in I' Taurn, walking the roads of space-time-probability in search of answers not yet revealed.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:46 EST
Uly then stole a moment aside with Celebriel, the disconcertingly young and vital Ulysses speaks urgently.

?'briel, you have seen the extremity I have gone to in protecting my children. I will do no less for you and Alais. Be wary of Her Grace, my sight of her intent is evil. Please, do not engage the Druidess--Alais will not fight her and she is powerful, very powerful. I would not lose either of you to her desperation. Ajax and Atalanta have willingly put their children at risk--do what you can. If the worst comes to pass, I promise you Nitesong will never forget my wrath. Concentrate on the ring at your finger, and all the strength I can muster will come to your aid.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:47 EST
Uly?s voice broke the stillness, ?'briel, just be diplomatic. Do not expose your hand to the Druidess--whatever knowledge you garner in Nightsong, keep it close to your breast. I fear the moment she perceives you a threat she will act against you. I have danced this dance with the old dame. She is not so wise as she thinks she is. I'm sure you've played these games with the Kindred. Legendazona has a single-mindedness not unlike what I am sure you have seen in some of them. Good luck, little sister, and take care.?

The hug was warm and caring, reluctant to release her to the road ahead. Then Uly was off, out the front door to the bunker--inspecting and directing the final work being done there.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:49 EST
The trip to Nitesong, Celebriel gazed about her in unalloyed delight. How green and sweet this land was, and how stark the change from the Devastated Lands. Yet, her heart faltered. Something was subtly *not right.* She knew not what. she only knew it was so. Perhaps, she thought, the stillness, the fact that no newcomers had come here in so long. Nightsong had become accustomed to its incestuous embrace. Locked in its changelessness, it desired nothing else.

Absently she touched the pale braid that swung behind her, brushing her knees. "Silver Crowned" she'd been named. For the moon that'd swung like a disc of light in the sky at her birth. But like the moon, she'd changed. And like the moon she would bring change. Nightsong would either bend to some change, or she'd expend her strength in fighting this silly death.

Uly and Alais were enrapt by one another. That was all to the good. Such love came but once in ten-thousand lifetimes. If she ever saw it again, she would count herself fortunate to have been a witness. But whether or not she would function as a good Heiress? She didn't know. She did know that even gifts are bought and paid for. She owed Alais and Uly. She owed the people of Nightsong. And she owed those who had fought to get her this far. Time to pay. Time to serve.

She stepped out along the path, to meet Alais. She would fight to open Nightsong. The Sidhe in their shining realms no longer breathed and pulsed with the heat of mortality. They'd become as stiff and shining as their legends. And she herself, perhaps more mortal than the rest. Bearing her scars. She laughed to herself suddenly. She dared to claim Caythe? It was inconceivable.

Then, her chin lifted. And why not? She was as Sidhe as he. No matter the reason. If it were for Nightsong, she'd propose marriage to King Oberon himself, and damn the consequences. She grinned, in savage self-mockery. No doubt the Druid Priestess would faint if she knew Celebriel's thoughts.

But that brought the thoughts of Legend to mind. What had she planned that Uly had seen? And apparently whatever it was so involved Celebriel herself that she could not 'see' it in her dreams. She shuddered, and touched the ring on her finger. Suddenly the wrath of Ulysses seemed a fearsome thing indeed. He would tear apart the fabric of Nightsong like a paper toy. How could she prevent it? She was startled to see where her feet had taken her. And more startled to see Alais herself. Whatever happened, and whatever the reason, she had best pay better attention next time.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:51 EST
Images shifted to Riverbend, and my silver-grey eyes studied Glum a moment.

?Glum... I haff been troubled these weeks past.... since last I didst encounter Morrin in RhyDin, b'fore 'is disappearance.... 't ist a nitemare most 'orrid. Yon rose an' crumblin' well seem tae be th' key that allows th' bloody visions tae end... fer until they dae appear in mine sight... I am locked in a crimson fog... wi' th' carnage o' 2 battles all 'boot me.... Daemonbane's voice speakin' o' blood an' souls... o' death an' lives? I shivered, remembering the crystal clear visions, the bloody carnage, then pulling the cloak about me with too thin hands... belying the lost sleep and slipping health.

?Glum... ye say th' rose ist tatooed 'pon 'is flesh? That doth nae explain howeffer th' pristine an' untouched rose 'ere amid th' construction mire... an' th' glamour? suddenly choking off my words... worrying Glum about that part was unnecessary.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:53 EST
Images faded to the ravine ensorcelled by the High Priestess. She spun about and returned to the caverns, thereupon taking her staff and going to the Goddess' altar for a
last prayer.

alone in the chapel, the bluish lite of the ever burning light from the Goddess the only source of illumination.

?Goddess Ceridwen.... long have I sought your guidance on this issue with Lady Alais and her Lifemate, not of our world. Your silence has been agonized over and over again. I was charged with the protection of the Sidhe....and throughout my life, I have endeavored to fulfill that promise to both Nitesong and to yourself. What I have done this day I believe I have done for the best for Nitesong. I pray you judge my spirit accordingly when this day is over.

She made her obeisance to the altar of her Goddess....Legend departed the chapel to return to the overlook... waiting.... as were the remains of the Druids... everyone poised, alert to all movements...each one wondering just how much Ulysses knew... and how fearsome his attempted retribution.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:54 EST
I was thanking Legend for the tea... foregoing a sip in favor of following my friend?s recommendation to drink it swiftly... grimacing at the taste of the tea... and the aftertaste sending a shiver of revulsion down my spine. It was vile.

I set the cup down slowly.

?Legend... I am nae one tae be verra competent wi' 'erbs... howeffer... I didst distinctly taste th' muskiness o' mushroom... didst I nae?? The Priestess had nodded.

?At anna rate Legend... prithee... dae update me 'pon th' events since mine departure fer RhyDin.?

the next hour was spent in deep discussion... and slowly.... the poison began its work... at first... vision blurring....

I raised slender fingers to my temple... listening to the High Priestess... trying to focus my gaze upon her... but failing miserably

?Are you alright Alais?? Legend's words sounded far off and distant... reality seemed to be swimming.

?Nay..... I dae nae thin' I am Legend?

As the High Priestess approached, my befuddled mind thought I saw tears glistening on Legend's face.... and then unconsciousness fell.

Legend called a guard.... "Find Trezor and Celebriel.... tell them that Lady Alais is not feeling well... and that Trezor is to escort Celebriel home... I shall be seeing to the Lady Alais until she is recovered.... " dissmissing the guard... and taking me to her personal chambers... the poison working too quickly in her current physical state... much too quickly.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:56 EST
The sickening feeling of disorientation from the tea. The first symptoms beginning within half an hour of the ingestion of the hot liquid....vision derangement first, progressing thru mild dilerium. As the toxin wends it's way thru Alais' bloodstream... her heartbeat weakens....the Atter's Cap toxins taking effect first. As the other toxins begin to take effect, the digitalin's insidious work augments the mushroom's action on the heart... causing further slowing and irregular pulse. The salicyn thins the blood further....and the body temperature begins to fall, as the poisons prepare for the convulsions to destroy the half breed child. The mistle berries being the primary cause of abortion and heart failure.

Thru the early stages .... Legend speaks quietly to Alais... the High Priestess' words sinking into Alais' brain...."poisoned"... "for the good of the Sidhe"..... "mean no harm to you"::

Pain knifes thru her body as convulsions begin, and then blackness, cold and dark and alone.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 19:58 EST
After leaving the Heiress in her private chambers, Legend warded the whole complex of rooms tightly against the rifting capabilites of Mr. Graham. Undoubtedly, he will come seeking Alais. The Starfyre band would not come off her hand, and that would most certainly be one means of finding Alais. ?Well Mr. Graham, you may locate her, but I doubt you can get to her thru the wards in time.?

moving swiftly back to her offices...there was much yet to be done in preparation.

Awaiting her at her office was a rather frazzled looking guard. ?Your Grace...you must come see this.... the Sidhe are in panic.....

Picking up her staff, I follow him to the lookout point on the mountain, in time to see what at first glimpse appeared to be a great steel dragon making a second pass over the sacred mountain. The roar though was not that of a living dragon....turning swiftly Legend returned to her office. ?Cauldron FIRE..... he's come with a star ship!?

Not exactly certain how much ability he had in those ships... it would be necessary to protect not only the mountain, but now the Sidhe proper... that ship would ignite pandemonium unless she warned the inhabitants that such would be landing.

Penning a missive to the Council of Elders.....

Council....
Please immediately advise all of your respective areas that the steel dragon flying above Nitesong is but the Heiress' Lifemate. They are in no danger as long as they stay well away from the Druid's Mountain. They are to make no moves toward the Sacred Mountain. Make certain that is clearly understood. NO ONE approaches my home.... no matter what they perceive to be happening. This dispute is between Mr. Graham and myself. We will conclude it without interference. Well meaning or otherwise. Keep the Sidhe on alert for Ghrial, who may take this opportunity to attack if he senses a weakness or other diversions.

High Priestess Legendazona
Council Speaker

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:02 EST
Summoning those remaining within the Sacred Mountain to the Great Cavern, Legend addresses them all at one time, and notes that the numbers are small.... most of the remaining Druids out dealing with Ghrial.

Beginning without preamble...knowing there will be complete acceptance of her actions.

?I am about to ward off our home. We will be denying entrance to the mountain to our Heiress' Lifemate, Mr. Graham. Lady Alais is here, under our care and protection. It is in the best interests of Nitesong that we succeed in holding off Mr. Graham and any compatriots he may bring with him until late tomorrow. Her protection from Mr. Graham is of vital importance to us all. It shall be necessary that each one of you be on alert to forestall any attempt by Mr. Graham to enter this place. There has been seen above Nitesong a star ship, which I presume to be Mr. Graham. Use any means necessary to keep him from arriving here. I should let you know that I do suspect Mr. Graham to be capable of violence upon your own persons in this matter. Do not hesitate to use appropriate, or like levels of force to defend our Sidhe.

Turning abruptly, she headed to the look out point on the mountain, and began the stronger wards around the Mountain, wards that would be picked up by any looking at the jagged mountain... and undoubtedly showing strongly on the sensors of the starship that passed overhead.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:04 EST
Lucas dropped his ship onto the newly completed landing area at I' Taurn. Kartuis the Dwarf, Xyclone the warrior and Rastin the sorcerer stand at Uly?s side as he stepped outside to meet him.

Uly asked immediately, "Lucas, do you have the hologram?"

"No, Uly, sorry man but two ships popped into nearspace and scared the bejeezus out of me."

"What? Oh crap, Ajax must have sent scouts as soon as Ozy got a Flux rift generated." ::Slamming his fist against the landing apron so hard the alloy crumbles under his fist.

"The High Priestess will be even more prepared. I'm going to lose starfighters. Dammit!"

turning back to Lucas:: "Okay, get this straight, any ships over Nitesong are mine. They are friendlies and they have your trasponder code...they won't fire on you. I NEED that tachyon scan and I need it bad. Penetrating the mountain isn't going to be any cake and coffee run. Thousands of my troops are going to go down and you getting that scan could save two or three thousand of them. Get it and meet the fleet over Nitesong in two hours, got it?"

"Yeah, I got it; but don't order me around. I'm not stupid and I'm no coward--and I'm not in your fleet. I'll get your scan--you just make sure it's worth my while after the battle goes down, got it?" Lucas stands toe to toe with Uly--he in his flight suit, Uly in his near-black purple plasmesh Loyal Commander battle armor. "Yeah, I got it," as he smiled at the fire in Lucas' spirit. "Thanks Lucas, and good luck."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:06 EST
The gathering at I? Taurn fades into view: The guards expect you when you arrive at the gates of 'I Taurn, "M'lord Ulysses await you within, lord Xyclone." The gates open and Xy was escorted to the main doors of the house. Within the entry hall Uly greets Xy, near-black purple battle armor glinting in the low lights.

"We depart soon, my friend. Karturis and Rastin are in the next room. Lucas' ship will be landing soon with the hologram of the inner passages. Are you ready for another trip to Jacynth?"

With a harsh laugh, "Aye, Uly, Jacynth be an interestin' place to me. And I'm eager to join the battle."

Uly nodded grimly, "The corridors of the Druids' mountain will run with blood and stink with the carnage of dead and burning flesh today. I'm pleased with the courage of my friends, so willing to join me in the charnal flood of war."

As Karturis and Rastin joined them, the landing of Lucas' ship was heard outside. After a brief exchange with the pilot, I turn back to the three of you. "We are away. Follow me into the bunker."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:24 EST
Then shifts to the overlook on the Mountain, the golden streaks of starfighters entering the atmosphere and disappearing beyond her horizon bring a quick frown of concentration to the High Priestess' features....studying the narrow approach to the main entrance of the Caves... the ravine dropping off sharply to either side of the rocky outcropping that served as the only entrance to the Great Cavern from the outside world.

Looking up the slope above her... the wards over and around the mountain glimmering with the energies of their magic... then studying the ravine once more.... uttering the words of a prayer, the rock shifts slightly..... caught only if you had been there to see it... but Legend did see it, and a flicker of a smile lit her features.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:25 EST
As planned, no ships approach the moutains. From space, far overhead, the dreadnoughts gather their readouts on the Druids' stronghold. Calculations are made, energy matrices assessed. Broadcast ties between the twenty city-sized ships and the artificial intelligence banks directed by Ozymandias on Jacynth are established. Ozy knows the signatures of Sidhe sorcery and has taken massive readings of the whole of Nitesong, including the Druids' mountain when no reason to suspect surveillance was present. Prior data and new data are compared, descrepancies are noted. Danger zones are marked and sent the heads up displays (HUDs) in every craft and suit of powered armor. Every unit has their assignment. Every Maireen silently recites the standing orders--these soldiers among the most dangerous in the infiniverse. The briefings have been thorough, the expected casualty rates of thirty to fifty percent are known--but the Maireen learns from birth to put fear aside. They sense their humble place instinctively from the beginning. We live; we love; we die.

Cruisers and destroyers silently deploy from the carriers, taking up positions in nearspace--ready to rain megatons of force on the planet below if need be. The first landing of destroyer transports spirals downward with their escorts as the dreadnoughts overhead initiate the suppressive fields over the Devastated Lands. Seventy-five hundred troops focus their minds--thinking of nothing but the battle to be joined. The securing of the Sidhe, and the lockdown. All of the operation hinges on this. Below, the starfighters flash through the Sidhe skies, dropping any who show the most infinitesimal sign of resistance. Few of the Sidhe know if this is death or something else, but the effect is just the same--those who begin to move stop and do not start again.

The golden streaks of two hundred additional starfighters ring Nitesong. Dozens flash near Ghrial's forces, vigilant eyes ready to speak the words to bring mass drivers and atomic fire on them in a fraction of a second.

In the boat to the Carrier, Uly spoke briefly, "Ajax, you know your children are in danger. I swear we will save them if we can. You and Atalanta volunteered--remember that. All of you--I want Legendazona alive. I will not threaten you, just please do this--that is all I ask. Karturis, you are my guide through the underpassages. I know where Alais is--we are bound, I sense it. Xyclone and Max, you are sensitive and resistant to the magiks we face. I can see them somewhat and resist them as well. The three of us must keep our eyes open. Legendazona will have her back to the wall; she will be deadly. Our saving grace is I doubt her goddess backs her in this deed. We are following an assault force of seventy-five hundred heavily armored troops plus three thousand support troops. I don't expect the five of us to have to face anything except Legend herself and perhaps Trezor. Please, if you can help it, don't kill Trezor. I like him despite all of this. Max, if you can, draw Legend's fire along with me--we are the most resilient."

Arrival on the carrier complete, we await the return of the destroyers as Maireen troops flood the Sidhe below--7500 strong. Special forces and intelligence battalions lead the way. Indirect fire sets up, ready to strike the mountain. Starfighters continue overhead. The communications companies establish relays and backup relays. The heavy assault headquarters company takes up residence, dug in within sight of the mountain itself. The fighting is brief--the Sidhe suppressed. Ghrial's forces unmoving. We begin our drop with the second stage, one and a half hours into the operation.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:27 EST
No love is lost by Kart, Xy or Max on the ride down. The destroyer transport moves fast--destined for an additional mission as soon as completing the drop. "Take it easy guys, I promise we're not crashing," Uly commented reassuringly. Ajax--the Maireen measuring half a meter taller than he, and weighing in thirty kilos heavier--smirks, clearly loving the feel of the decent.

They hit the ground at the rim of the Devastated Lands. Hover vehicles awaited to whisk them to the headquarters company. Ajax immediately assessed his troop?s situation and began barking orders. "Ulysses, there's some kind of forcefield. I'm calling in a Cruiser PPC strike to take it down fast. Radioactivity will be of minimal risk as long as everyone keeps moving."

"I'll accept your judgment on it, Ajax. You're the ground commander--I've always been a fly-boy," turning to the three others, "You ready to hit the ground running, my friends?" Kart, Xy and Max respond with their own idioms.

Across the ravine, the pummeled mountain bears the fire of three Maireen Indirect Fire batteries. Mass driver projectiles crater and re-crater the entrance as a flash of blazing fire irradiates the sky from nearspace, smashing the wall of force to nothingness. Ajax bellows into the comm unit, "That's your cue, third division. Hit it!"

Ten-thousand troops began the grueling step by step penetration. The special forces and intelligence battalions having done what they could, fall back in the formations--silently hoping their skills have saved Maireen lives. Destroyer and starfighter strikes resound around the Sidhe and the Druids' mountain. The early morning soon becomes a portrait in blood as wards and traps do their deadly work on the heavy assault regiments. Hundreds fall in the initial engagement with the mountain defenses, but the near-black purple clad assailants are relentless--and meter by meter the mountain entrance opens to overwhelming forces.

"Time for us to hit the show, boys," none of them had ever seen Uly?s face with such an expression. Those who knew him well wondered--is this how he looked when severing the billions of lives of a star system. We moved out of the fortified position, into the light of day. Across the light assembly of the special forces engineers' bridge and into the maw of the mountain.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:29 EST
Karturis looked about nervously as the thrumming of the flagship dreadnought's engines began to pulse through the fabric of the craft. "By Gar, the beasty is comin' to life!"

"You're not far off from the truth, Karturis. Just think of it as the forge firing up. There's fusion fire in this beasty's belly, though," Uly cannot suppress a smile at Karturis? mild distress. Xyclone and Max don't react much differently to the pulse of the sublight drives.

"Sir, the fleet is ready to launch," Achilles voice comes through the speakers. "Take her out, admiral. Operation Mountain Sunder is in your hands for now. I'll be going down with my companions in the first landing. Make sure a boat is ready to fly us to a carrier as soon as the initial suppressive strikes are in progress."

"Aye-aye, commander."

The massive starship drifts away from the techmoon Jacynth, joining the formation of nineteen other dreadnoughts and thirty carriers--loaded with the additional four-hundred and fifty ships for the fleet.

Onscreen before us, space is lost in a massive golden rift through which the fleet slowly drifts, maintaining distances and degrees throughout the maneuver. Suddenly Rhydin looms before us.

"There she is, gentlemen; and on her, our target--Nitesong."

From below, the early morning sky of Nitesong becomes day, as fifty ships fill the space overhead--blotting the stars, basking in the golden glow of the Flux rift larger than the island of Nitesong itself.

One-hundred streaks of fire drop to the planet--the air/space fighters delivering the initial suppressive strikes to the Sidhe.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:30 EST
As Lucas' ship shoots into the night over Rhydin, I lead Kart, Xy and Max toward the bunker.

"Hector, when either Chrisi or 'briel turn up here, you get them on a transport to Nitesong--understood?"

"Yes, sir. There's a transport coming in from Harmony in the next fifteen minutes according to Aenaeus' last update from Ozymandias. The Flux rift has been opened."

Uly nodded, "Yes, I had sensed the shift. Ozy's done well, as usual. In an hour our starfighters will open the breech."

"Good luck, sir," Hector struck Uly?s right shoulder soundly with his clenched fist--the salute of the Maireen Corps.

Uly led his three friends into the bunker, where a glowing amethyst rift awaits behind vault doors now standing open for our departure. "And so it begins," I step through without breaking stride.

Arriving from a burst of light, they stood in the alloy metal walls of the arrival room familiar to Xyclone, and the grim faced Aenaeus--also known to Xyclone--stands waiting in armor. "About friggin' time, Commander Graham."

"Fair enough, Aenaeus, but I had business. These are my associates from Rhydin: Karturis, Xyclone and Rastin. They will fill out my squad along with Ajax."

"You're taking Ajax down with you? Are you stark raving mad or just stupid?" the look from Aenaeus was incredulous.

"You know I'm neither. I can handle Ajax, and I want him there when we face Her Grace. She needs to see the face of the man whose children she may have slain. Enough talk, are the ships ready?"

"Ready and waiting, commander. Ozymandias and the Exotics have us online and ready to rock," without further word, Aenaeus turns to lead them through the metal corridors. The communications systems babble incessantly with orders for the 3rd Maireen Division units, "First squad, second platoon, alpha company, second battery of indirect fire, third division; your equipment has been secured; ensure all personnel are in their berths; one hundred percent accountability required in fifteen standard minutes," and the like repeat with apparent meaning to the intended audiences. Somehow you can't shake the feeling Aenaeus and I take note of every announcement.

"It goes well, Aenaeus. A job well done, so far." They arrived at a heavily fortified passage. "Into the belly of the beast, Karturis," the interior jammed tight with instruments and controls--flight-suited Maireens seated and moving, checking and rechecking. An individual with a golden starburst on his chest approaches, "Welcome aboard the Ithica, commander. Berths have been prepared on the secondary bridge for you and your associates."

"Very well, admiral, looks like we're away in forty-five minutes. Do you have accountability from all carriers?"

"Expecting final confirmations within ten minutes sir. We'll have five minutes to spare from the standard routine."

"You've done well as usual, Achilles," turning slightly, "This way, friends, time to take our seats for this joy ride."

In moments they were seated before an array of screens, viewing Harmony star system space. Quietly Uly mumbled, "Into the void." Turning to Rastin, "Max, I'd be appreciative if you can monitor the variances as we pass through the Flux rift. We've never tried a cross-continuum hop of this magnitude."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:31 EST
Images of the battle fade.

The battle is finished. The shadow burns of six-thousand three-hundred and seventy-eight Maireens now paint the rock of the Druids' mountain inside and out where they fell. The corridors are stained red-black with the vast mutilations worked by sorcery, masonry and weaponry. Alais, Trezor, Karturis, Max and Lucas were now recuperating. Debts were owed.

The ravine was black and radiated the slightest glimmer off the fused rock where the destoyer was self-destructed--too damaged by the Druidess' hull-crushing spell to be withdrawn. The peak of the Druids' mountain appears as though a giant had leaned down and nibbled at its face where the cruiser's pulse particle cannons had begun to penetrate the Priestess' most powerful ward. Portions of the mountain sag under its own weight, massive sections within now atomic dust from the blistering swaths of troop-portable PPC fire and the explosive force of gauss rifle projectiles.

On Jacynth, negotiations are made. Nitesong is expected to capitulate nearspace from fifteen-thousand kilometers out to the Commander of Harmony as reparation for the High Priestess' damages to Harmony citizens. The commanders agree to the terms when news that Atalanta and Ajax's unborn twins will live is confirmed. In return, the Loyal Commander dispatches a message to the Sidhe that Harmony will not intervene in Nitesong affairs.

In Nitesong Legendazona tends to Trezor and buries her dead. Of the six-score who defended the mountain, only these two have survived--both wounded. The Council is convened and Legendazona makes her explanations and proposals regarding concessions, blessings, the Heiress and the fate of the Sidhe.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:33 EST
I could hear Uly's voice.......I was struggling back from the darkness toward the voice...... awareness came slowly.... the voice calling me back....first the steady beat of my heart, accompanied by steady breathing at last....

Sound and sensation following closely behind, Uly's voice.... not spoken.... but *inside* my essence. Warm.... comforting.... stilling fears that raced forth as my consciousness returned.

I began blinking slowly, silver-grey eyes trying to focus. The first person I saw was Aggie. Hovering over me like a mother hen...There are gadgets and tubes all around. Things I've never seen before... and yet strangely there is no fear. Just an acceptance of what *is*. the cold efficiency of Jacynth surrounded me.

Voluntary movement returned long after consciousness, and with that ability, the realization that I may have lost Uly's children. Wrapping my arms around myself, tears pricking at my eyes... :: Aggie? Dae th' babes yet live?

Her confirmation that the twins were still alive brought a prayer of thankfulness to Ceridwen, and tears of joy. ?Thank ye Ceridwen... thank ye.?

?Aggie? 'ow came I tae Jacynth? Ist Uly 'ere??

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:34 EST
As I was on Jacynth, below me, standing before the convened Council.....

?The attack came sooner than expected. From the Mountain Outlook, the sky was littered with landing craft the likes of which I had never see, or even imagined before. A great thundering crash reverberated off the slopes of our mountain as something of massive energies slammed into the defenses around the mountain. The shock wave nearly dropping me to my knees as the ward gave way under the onslaught. And then they came. Thousands of them, swarming across Sidhe lands like the agitated swarming of a fire ant hill. Their goal was my mountain.?

?I spoke the summoning words for an army, the rocks around the ravine rose at my bidding, several thousand rock soldiers becoming a formidable barrier between the ground assault troops from Mairee and the Druid's on the mountain. The battle was short, the rock army vaporized under the fire of the gauss rifles and relentless progress of the Maireeans. From the sky above, Destroyers and starfighter strikes aided in the destruction of my resistance to their presence. Finally, they made the ravine, the black-purple horde began to cross the narrow access to the mountain proper. As the advancing heavy assault troops fill the narrow rock ridge, the rock beneath them crumbled to sand, loosing an avalanche of sand and debris, burying many who had ventured onto the light bridge built by the Special Forces engineers. From my vantage point, I watched as Karturis and Xyclone lept the ravine, and as Ulysses' commander called in a ship to fill in the ravine gap with a ship. Once more, the swarming invaders started across the hull of the ship, I had to get rid of that ship. In concert with several other Druid's, we created a crushing sphere around the hull, but that took time... time that permitted more troops access to our side of the mountain.

The awareness of sorceries focused my attention on one standing across the ravine... a Dragon in human form!

Goddess.... he would be the most difficult.... and one day I will know what caused him to aid the Off Worlder! My concern over the Dragon was one more nagging worry in the unexpectedly ferocious attack. Suddenly, the gale force winds buffeted the mountainside. The Dragon summoning them with his great power. Even though we have great strength with the natural elements, we were unable to counter his spell. Before retreating into the caverns, away from the unnatural storm, I called down the scree above, to crush the approaching troops and seal the entrance of the Great Cavern behind tons of rubble and rock.

Slipping inside as the opening was sealed off, the dust slowly settling around us, we all retreated to the far side of the Great Cavern. I knew this would not stop Ulysses, but it gained a few moments to prepare. As his resources vaporized the rock, we released a Firey Rock spell... the whole cavern igniting into magical fire, not consuming the rock, but claiming the lives of the first troops into the cavern. Then the Dragon, first trying natural means to extinguish the flames, and then dispelling them. At that point began the slaughter of the defenders. Calling retreat into the warren of passages that have been the home to Nitesong's Druid's for millennia.

Starfyre suddenly battered against my personal wards, as the sound of Ulysses' voice reached thru the dust and darkness. "Legendazona, I am coming for you". I wanted to laugh, a bitter laughter, I had expected him to come for me.... I had not expected him to invade Alais' homeland.

Druids, Bards, Ovates alike screaming in agony, or simply dropping under the superior weaponry of the invaders littered the caverns. Pausing a moment, spinning around in time to see Ulysses provide protective escort to Ajax, Karturis & Xyclone, as he dropped them, I cast a *Flesh to Air* spell their way in an effort to halt the most relentless of the persuers... I watched in frustration as Ulysses interposed himself between my spell and his followers. The spell hit him fully and he faded from sight.

Suddenly, the rock began to crumble around us... the Giant in Ulysses' company using some means of disruption energies on the solid stone. Hastily whispered spells solidified the rock enough to escape in the darkness. Above us, the whole mountain shuddered and echoed with the assault by Lucas.

Circling around, seeking to gain presence behind my enemies, I could hear the giant gaining ground, calling for Ulysses.... I paused in the dark chamber, waiting for the moment to cast a circle of blindness... it caught the unsuspecting giant fully. Racing into a larger room, I knew a larger group still followed. I prepared a Cloud Kill, hoping to loose it on them as they stepped into the clearing in full persuit. Suddenly, the whole room was lit by amethyst light, blazing in radiance, it shocked me so badly that the spell was released between my pursuers and myself. This gave me some time to flee, but did not damage the horde. Then it hit me... tearing into my flesh like a white hot dagger. The spear lodging into my leg, sending me tumbling to the ground as the spell resistant Dragon-man walked right thru the poisonous cloud.

In an agony of pain, I called a rock wall between myself and the too close contingent. Leaning hard against the walls, forcing the Dwarven spear through my leg, blinding pain ripping thru all my senses. Without warning, the rock wall began to crack and then crumble as Ulysses destroyed the integrity of the barrier. I was suddenly faced with the man I had been expecting. His face a study in cold detachment as he used my title.... "Your Grace".

Staring up at him thru a haze of pain, knowing my only salvation would be to use his strength as protection.... I cast a CHARM spell on him without any warning.

The spell hit him fully and unexpectedly as the others piled through into the room. My wards crumbled, all of my resources spent, I collapsed as my protector put himself between me and the others.

Then SHE came. Summoned by what power I will never know. HER presence was unmistakable..... The Morrighan! Her cold eyes dispassionately assessed me. She knew my actions. "If revenge you seek Morrighan, my life is yours to take." I told her. I conceded all to that Goddess of Death and Revenge. I knew she could not personally take my life, but I felt my life to be forfeit at that point. Then came words more chilling than the prospect of death itself... "but yuir soul, this day, is mine". I understood her claim. "So be it. I do not regret my actions this day. If I have succeeded, it is all worthwhile."

The Giant stumbled into the room, still blinded by the spell, and escorted by the Maireean troops, but much of what he said I missed, for the presence of the Goddess riveted me to her until Ajax tried to attack me. Tripping in an effort to escape him, the others were wrestling him to the ground.

Celebriel's pleading voice drew me back, her request to release Ulysses an easy enough thing to do now that the immediate threat from my captors would have made my death a murder rather than a battle casualty. And consequently, I knew sooner or later I would need to release Ulysses. It made good sense to do it soon. No point in postponing the inevitable.

Release Alais' wards Briel? No. That I could not do. At that point, an Exotic entered the room with full escort, and I was confronted with the news that the children Alais carries are not even her own... a switch had been accomplished... and now my actions would most likely claim not only Alais' life, but the lives of 2 purebred Maireean children. Not even the half-breed that brought this whole sordid affair to occur!

The expression on Ulysses face as these facts came to light was unlike anything I had ever seen. His repeated his demands to drop the wards around Alais culminating in a threat to destroy the mountain and all who remained within. Calling his bluff as he threatened to destroy all, Celebriel sought The Morrighan's aid to undo my wards. The Morrighan could do it... but there would be a price. Would Briel pay that price? I made an attempt to get past my captors to Alais' resting place, my hobbled dart from the group was cut short as Ulysses' form knocked me to the ground as once again thunder from above rocked the mountain to it's roots. Then the wards fell... The Morrighan undid the last vestige of my attempt to save the Sidhe. Karturis' Dwarven curses raining quietly in my ears as his garrote encircled my throat. I begged Ulysses to let me go to Alais. His refusal to permit me to go to Alais was more painful than he will ever know. Indeed, to have been forced to recite the recipe, and provide the antidotes without being able to administer them will haunt me until the day The Morrighan claims my soul.

I watched as Ulysses knelt beside the inert form of Alais... the love so evident in his countenance... Goddess what have I done? Then they took her away, and I could not follow. Ulysses then demanded my surrender. "Surrender to what?" I asked. We argued. He claimed to remove Alais as our Heiress. The hopelessness of the situation, coupled with the realization that all this day's bloodshed rests upon my soul has become a burden I know not how to carry. I offered him my life. Gave him my own dagger with which to take my life; he refused. Of the 121 Druids to face the Maireean's, only Trezor and I remain.

Throughout the night I walked the Sacred Mountain... through the blood stained corridors of my home. Even the shadow burns of the 6,378 Maireean's remained to remind me of the wasted lives. I had lost. My efforts to keep the prophesies failed. Our Heiress removed from us by the Off-Worlder, it is my failure to defend the Sidhe that has brought us to his terms.

Ulysses' terms for peace are these:

1) All Nitesong nearspace from 15,000 km out belongs to the citizens of Harmony as reparation. For which Harmony does not intervene in Sidhe affairs.

2) Celebriel is to be tested for fitness as the next Heiress, and offered to Caythe as such.

I have seen and suffered first hand the might and fury of the world from which Mr. Graham comes. We have little choice. I recommend that we accept these terms, and turn them to our advantage. With such forces as these in our nearspace, few will be tempted to risk attacking us, for fear of incurring the wrath of those in our skies.

The Council vote was 11 for the terms, 1 in opposition.

And so, we rebuild.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:36 EST
Ulysses memories,

Having departed the company of Celebriel and Legendazona in the ruins and carnage of the mountain, restraining every fiber in my body from the urge to kill the priestess--I now find Alais' other mentor awaiting to tax my patience.

Xenograg's demands of withdrawal are all but ignored. I have labored at length in negotiation with Legendazona--whom I do acknowledge as an indigenous representative of the Sidhe for wrong or right. "You are no more native here than I, general. My lifemate is the current Heiress, and I have acted on her behalf. When this operation is concluded, all forces will be withdrawn. We have no interest in conquering the Sidhe--else we'd have brought more than ten percent of our active forces." At least there is no hatred within me for Xenograg--no seething rage as there is for the Druidess. Thus, this time out of the mountain while she and Celebriel discuss terms may allow me the discipline to return to the mountain's rooms.

"As to reparations, Xenograg--I would not have them if it were possible; but over six-thousand Harmony soldiers died here today. Nitesong will make some sort of payment on behalf of Her Grace or there will be war between Harmony and the Sidhe. Today, the conflict was contained by my efforts to the Druids' mountain--costing many more lives than a simple invasion. If there is to be war," I shrug. "Harmony's active forces are ten times this number here today and the reserve forces are nearly ten times that. The Maireens came here under my orders to recover Alais and the children she carries and have born the vast majority of the death toll for their efforts. There will be compensation for Legendazona's sociopathic behavior--for she is an official representative of Nitesong." At length, Xeno can see the die of this conflict has already been cast. "I bear you no ill will, General Xenograg, but the fact is--you were not here. Your stake in this is minor relative to the risks taken by Legendazona and myself. There are many things you do not know--that you will not know--that have transpired; so whatever understanding you believe you have of the situation, it is incomplete. I must return to the bartering table; you may pass freely within the Sidhe," within an hour only one Harmony destroyer remains. Two hours later, I exit the mountain to board the craft and Nitesong is left to the explanations of it's Druidess.

As agreed, Harmony states no case in Council. I make no explanations among the Sidhe. The Council approves the concession of nearspace and the Maireen Commanders acknowledge the continued sovereignty of Nitesong. Time will reveal whether the Priestess repays forgiveness with treachery.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:38 EST
I kneel beside Alais' as she awakes in our own bed at I' Taurn. Aggamemnon's web of monitors still connect to her skin at various points, but the deathly paleness of poison and fatigue is at last gone.

"We're home, love. Aggie's here with me to watch over you. The children are well, once more safe in your womb. Are you hungry?" I place the arch of the bedtable across her legs, helping her sit up and propping a pillow behind her. The myriad questions of confusion dance behind her silvery eyes, but the ravenous hunger of two days' sleep takes precedence in her thoughts. For the first time in days, I feel the wave of relief wash over me--and acknowledge the terrible fears and anger which can at last be completely relinquished. I lean forward with a soft kiss and a whisper impassioned with the emotions held bound for days, "I love you."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-23 20:39 EST
To Heiress-Designate Celebriel of Nitesong Sidhe,

I regret that you have not been properly informed of events. I hope this letter will make that right.

It was Alais's decision that, should anything happen to her, I would stand as regent ONLY UNTIL A NEW HEIR WAS APPROVED BY THE COUNCIL. I reluctantly agreed to this when I became chief military advisor to Nitesong and its Heir. I never wanted to have any leadership position in the Sidhe. I acted as I did last week purely to remove High Priestess Legendazana from controlling the state.

As soon as you are ready, and the Council agrees, I will dissolve the regency. I still offer my services as military advisor to you and the Sidhe. I will understand if my recent actions cause either you or the Council to dismiss me.

Take care, my student.

Sincerely,
Xenograg kathu-Darelir.

Below the signature is the mark of the Darelir signet ring, confirming the letter's authenticity.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 19:58 EST
Uly nodded slowly to my question, "Yes, the High Priestess was wounded physically and emotionally, but her life was never in so much danger as your own." Pain was evident in his expression as he continue, "For what she has done, I have forgiven her, 'lais. I did not speak for you--only for myself. Legend does not believe you will ever forgive her."

Taking a slow, deep breath, "The procedure on Jacynth removed our children from your womb, Alais. Chysandra carried them for you in the interim. The twins Legendazona poisoned within your body were volunteered by two Maireen Commanders--Ajax and Atalanta--so that your body could continue developing with the intent of being ready to receive our children again when this time of crisis was past." Shaking his head sadly, "But the time of crisis is not past--though this threat is quelled for now, I doubt it is over--and now there are those in Harmony who would stop the Ascension as well as the forces outside of Harmony. We face a difficult five months, my love."

He lifted my hand to his lips, placing soft loving kisses at the tip of each finger, "Our togetherness has claimed a heavy toll thus far, Alais--but I want you to know I would do all again ten-fold, for you are the world to me, pregnant or no."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 19:59 EST
The next 2 days I had spent in constant thought. Since Legend's attempt on our children and my life, it had become clear that there is no possibility of returning to Nitesong at this time. With Uly's demands on Jacynth, and his need to spend time away from RhyDin, it would not do to go back and have him worry that someone else may try to succeed where Legend had failed. Indeed, it was not even safe to go back to Mairee after Legend's attempt. It was time to seek Uly out, and advise him of my thoughts and decisions.

Wandering the grounds of I' Taurn before seeking him near the construction site of the new landing area.

?Uly? Dae ye haff time tae discuss th' affairs o' Nitesong?? :As he took a break from the task at hand, we walk slowly around the grounds of I' Taurn.

?Love... I cannae return tae Nitesong jus' now. Legend's attempt on our children precludes anna possibility o' returnin' tae mine responsibilities there at this time. Legend can nae lead th' Sidhe, she ist nae a sorceress born. We cannae 'old Xenograg long tae 'is promise tae me, for 'is promise was in th' event o' mine death 'e wouldst hold that position until th' next Heir was instated. I haff thought long 'pon this problem these past days. I thin' Briel shouldst be granted th' position until such time as we are ready tae spend time once more in Nitsong. Yer goin' tae be away these next months dealin' wi' Jacynth an' th' Ascention. I haff our children tae concern mineself wi' as well as th' issue wi' Ghrial.?

?Hiding a sad smile as I have watched the Sidhe staff develop a fear of Uly since news of the invasion of their homeland by this powerful Off Worlder. Their desire to remain in our employ though a testament to their adaptability, and that was promising, for Nitesong would have to adapt... there was more to the infiniverse than any of them had ever dreamed of? and it was time for them to grow... willingly or not... there were lessons to be learned about the world outside of Nitesong. Our escapism had only blinded us to the rest of the realm.?

?I shall forthwith send a missive tae th' Council advising them that I shall be steppin' aside temporarily, an' that durin' mine leave o' absence, I shall be requestin' that they accept Briel as mine Heir Designate durin' th' interim. That way, 't ist most likely they shall continue Sidhe affairs wi' little disruption. I shall offer Briel mine services as advisor durin' her tenure shouldst she run intae anna difficulties fer which she wouldst seek mine council. Legend shall be busy undoin' th' damages wrought by yer forces love.?

We were walking arm in arm across the grass, the solitude and quiet of I' Taurn was a respite that would be shattered all too soon... and even though I know this... it is still a time of quiet bliss to be savored.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 20:00 EST
Legend walked the demolished remains of what had been our home. The sacred mountain had been shattered into crumbling debris in places where the star ships had used fire power unlike anything she had ever seen. Even the powerful sorceries of the Dragon Folk was naught compared with this devastation.::

The death of every Bard, Ovate, and Druid, that had been inside the mountain at the time of the attack weighed at her very soul like a shroud. We never had a chance. They never had a chance... and that was her fault.... her fault for so seriously underestimating the Off Worlder. Such a mistake she would not make again. Just as the face of our sacred mountain had forever been changed, so had my understanding of my adversary been forever changed and deepened.

Disposition of the remains of her companions, students, and friends took precedence. Hours after she had been left alone amid the ruins of the mountain... the prayers were all said, then the pyres lit as their bodies were consecrated unto the Goddess.

Returning to Trezor to discover him awake at last, ?Trezor, do you feel up to talking? There is much I must say to you before it is too late.? Helping him get comfortable before continuing. ?Trezor, this attack was my fault. I brought this upon us by believing in the prophesies and teachings of the Goddess. I stood for what the Sidhe used to, but now they turn their backs upon. It seems the Sorcerers have no wish to continue as we had. I will be rebuilding our home here with some modifications. And I must warn you that to stay within this mountain will be to hold fast to the tenets of our Goddess, whether the Sorcerers agree or not. Nitesong will fall into the decadence and decline prophesied by not remaining pure.... but we will remain true to the Goddess. I will not tolerate deviation inside this mountain from teachings by any. If you stay, you must know what I will do, for you will make a fine High Priest. If you go, you go with my blessings... for what I rebuild here will not be for everyone.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 20:01 EST
Images drift to Celebriel,

"...Never believe, though in my nature reigned
All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood
That it could so preposterously stained
As to leave for nothing all thy sum of good.."
Sonnet 109

Celebriel rose before dawn, and gathered her things. As the bitter chill of winter shattered the last bits of warmth and sleep, she stretched her limbs, and then began to run. This was a time for thought, and contemplation for plans, and for goals. If she finished the tests, then, she would be Heir. *If*. If. If Alais herself did not desire the office again. If the Sidhe would have her. If she were not unfit, her mind shied from that thought like a nervous horse.

Nightsong would have to change. Change or die. And how best could she do this, without doing violence to what was? Because to change the present by tearing the past would be like fertilizing a tree by ripping it's roots. The people themselves were uncertain and apprehensive. What would become of them? Where was Alais? And what would happen to Nightsong?

Her bare feet made little sound on the grass. Her muscles, lean and hardening, were warming in the fires of exertion. She moved past a sleepy Sidhe, out to watch the sun come up, and quickened her pace. Legend was the emblem of the old ways. And the person, next to Alais, that the people knew and trusted best. She had always been there. Always.

Her lips moved silently, as she recited the lessons in history, politics, statecraft, diplomacy that she had already received. Her memory sharpened with use.. She wondered briefly Legend thought of her. There hadn't been much time to get to know one another, especially not as the process of rebuilding had begun. Trezor was even more of a mystery. Every day she'd come, and brought such things as she could find of the outside. Flowers, grasses, a butterfly's chrysalis, now empty. Books, to amuse him. But he rarely woke from his healing sleep..and she was loathe to wake him.

And then as she rounded a corner, she allowed her mind to flow into the area she'd avoided. What would she do, if she could not be Heir? Well, it did simplify her marriage situation. Caythe, like the Borgias, would have all or nothing. He would not want a mere Sidhe of Nightsong. So, she would have herself to herself. She would continue her studies, she knew her mind's appetite for knowledge was not sated, the same hunger that sent her out before dawn to repeat her lessons, drove her late at night, into the libraries of I'Taurn, and other places, to find, to know, and perhaps, to *understand*.

She would continue with magic. That too, she knew. Xenograg and Dylan were good teachers. And Legend. Legend. Her steps slowed a trifle, she was nearing the Mountain, .and if Legend saw her running, she would not perhaps be pleased. Yes. Her smile was small. If she could not be Heiress, she would work for Nightsong still. She would apply to the College of Druids here. Legend had passed through many fires, and survived, but so had Celebriel. And Cele had a need, to be amongst her people. To protect them. To cherish and serve them. Because magic is fragile on the earth..and each time it dies..it destroys a bit more of Her spirit.

Legend. The Morrighan. The memory brought a shiver, but also, determination. Time to talk to the Battle Raven, and discover her price for undoing the wards around Alais. And then to talk of other things. That prospect made her shiver again, and lent speed to her heels. Best Legend never know that Cele planned to ask the price for her soul. No doubt she'd deny her or worse, prevent her meeting the Lady. Cele sighed. The meeting would occur. She'd just rather it happened on her terms and in her territory, rather than the Morrighan's. Not one of the Sidhe, while she lived, would be so soul-mortgaged. No matter what Legend had done, she was Sidhe. And Ceugant belonged as a promise to her as much as to any.

She rounded the great tree, and headed back again, striving against her shivering muscles. Time too, she thought, to talk to the other Sidhe. Discover why the Danaoine Sidhe were so insular, so cold. Discover why King Oberon never came to Nightsong. Discover why Mharinel's folk did not come from Elfhame Sundancing, or Queen Luthien's folk of Mountainside. Aye, there was purity to consider, but these were Sidhe. Surely, while diversified, their blood was as pure as any in Nightsong?

Too..the Drow. The Moriquendi. Alais's friend Feadur, and her own friend Jastilin. Why were they so feared and hated? She would discover why, she would strive to understand.

Kindred. Her lips twisted briefly in a spasm of pain and grief. Maeralin. She would leave Maeralin behind when she became Heir, this she accepted. Her Maeralin flew where she willed and only rarely did Cele accompany her. But, the Kindred too were out there and like it or not, they were thicker on the grass than the salting of ice. Nightsong would have to accept that they were, and learn to defend itself. Or else, fall to the less scrupulous ones. Time to discuss this, if not with Legend, then with Alais and Xenograg and Ulysses.

Caythe. As the name worked its usual spell of apprehension and anticipation, she slowed, for the beginning was in sight. Would he like her, would he want her, would he think she was pretty? These questions swirled in her head to be banished by a flick of will. Whether or not it would be was in the Goddess's hands. And if Caythe would not, she would find someone worthy of at least fathering her child and giving it a name. A brehon-marriage.

She stopped, and stretched once more, slowing her breathing. Time to wash, to dress, to meditate, and continue her exercises with sword and dagger, with magic, and with knowledge. Time to begin her day.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 20:02 EST
::the time at I' Taurn grew idyllic .... days of quiet within the sanctity of the house, and nites without the horrible nitemare.... and always waking to find my Lifemate there.... like a guardian keeping the ensanguined nitemare at bay. Aggie's measure for stopping REM sleep seemed to work, thought I knew that that was a temporary solution. Sooner or later, I would have to sleep the normal sleep of my kind.

sunlite streamed thru the mullioned windows as Uly's fingers gently touched my face..... with a soft smile, blinking slumber from my eyes as I listen to his words. Legend having been a subject we had not discussed much about. My sense of hurt and betrayal had run deeply.

?Dae ye sae desire tae haff 'er blessin' 'pon our bondin'... an' ye require that she doth come 'ere.... aye Uly.... though right now, I cannae return tae th' Sidhe.? a faint shadow crossing my face as the thought of returning to my homeland skitters thru my thoughts..... home..... where betrayal, poisoning, and destruction had so recently reared their ugly heads.... in a land so ravaged in the past that it was never going to recover again.... ?Uly.... 't 'urts tae much tae think o' goin' 'ome....? pain cut thru the words like a hunters knife.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 20:03 EST
Festival of lights preparations overlay the images

The supplies were ordered from the Merchant for the Feast of Light, and the creative fellow even had the hemp seeds for the casting. It would be most interesting to see if Briel would have any success with Caythe. A soft smile curving my lips as I requested the delivery on the morrow.

Stepping out of the shop into the sleepy RhyDin street... it was time to go have a look at the damages in Nitesong. I had heard too much from Prince Max, Karturis, Max, and even Briel. Uly had been obviously pained to speak much of it, and so I did not press. Nitesong was my home though, and even though I was no longer responsible for the daily administration, I needed to know.

Beginning to summon for the translocation, incising the runes before me just as Darius slid to a halt... calling my name.

With a quick glance at him... completing the casting I shimmered out of solidity just as he was about to reach my location.

Coalescing in the Devastated Lands just outside of Nitesong.... ?Damnation... 'ow didst Darius trace me tae RhyDin??

Looking toward the Sacred Mountain... the ruin apparent instantly... for I had spent my entire life in the shadow of that grand and sacred peak. Tears glittered in my eyes. ? Ah Legend... why??

Not daring to go closer, sitting upon a large boulder, I wrapped a cloak of invisibility and silence around myself.... permitting grief and suppressed pain the outlet it required.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-24 20:04 EST
She had grieved until her throat was raw..until the sun had risen, and grown warm on her skin. Kneeling there before the altar as if she could ask, implore Cerridwen to bring him back.

Nothing would bring him back. Legend had sent her new 'friend' out and now Ulysses was gone. The realization made her blink. Legend had succeeded beyond her wildest dreams. Only who would kill Legend now? Briel?

The thought held infinite attraction. Her lips skinned back from her teeth in a wolfish smile. Once the Tuatha de Danaan had given blow for blow, hurt for hurt, in their battle with the Formorians, and the Fir Bolg. Caythe and Oberon may have grown comfortable with peace, but she had not. She rose from her place and made a sketchy gesture of respect before heading back to the place she called her own.

Once she'd bathed, she fastened her belt, and adjusted the hang of her blade. No Morvinyon--part of her doubted she would ever see that blade, much less claim it and be Heiress after today. Smoothing the dark tunic and trews, she brushed her hair up and braided it. Fianna braids. Nothing for an enemy's fingers to cling to.

There were wood elf guards at the entrance to the Sacred Mountain now. She brushed past them without a word, and indeed, they made no move to stop her. She was Legend's student. Even though weapons were forbidden here, if she were wearing a blade, it must be because the High Priestess had asked it of her. She made her way down the corridors, rage and grief amalgamating, fusing and cooling transforming into something new. Something that left her icily cold seeing each thing with unnatural clarity.

Legendazona herself, was in her office. This was near midday, and the Druid High Priestess had a full day. Her hooded head did not rise as Briel entered and closed the door. Legend knew her footsteps.

However, Briel did not pause at the door, nor did she take her usual seat by the desk. Instead she walked around to the chair, and with one lithe movement snatched the pen from Legend's hand.

"Ulysses is dead." Her words sounded flat and cold, even to her own ears. "Your friend and his ship are gone, and Ulysses is dead. What have you done, mamaith?"

Her sword was forgotten. She would not harm someone sworn to the Mother's service. She could not. No more than she could forget what she had seen and felt and *known* in her dream.

"I go to I'Taurn to be with Alais. I do not know when I will return. I would not go to I'Taurn, mamaith." Her smile was an ungentle thing. "I could not answer for your safety."

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-26 20:50 EST
Uly's exhaustion after the encounter with Gerix worried me. His views on life and his zest for living life seemed clouded. His silences had grown more frequent, and this encounter had taken more from him than I had expected.

We both knew he would go again, and as I drifted to sleep in the comfort of Uly's presence, I also knew for certain the morning would see him gone once more. Though we understand our duties well, I still worry over these separations. Fearing, as the spouses of all warriors must, that perhaps this time will be the time when their loved one fails to return.

As the darkest reaches of predawn steal across I' Taurn, the hollow emptiness that can only be wrought by the ceasation of life thru the bound life threads of the starfyre band I wear tears from sleep.

"ULYSSES!" My voice echoing across the empty room around me as the realization that nothingness radiates from the starfyre to match the life thread of my own still wound within.

Uttering the words of the recall spell for the runes of the moonsilver band Uly wears, there is no comforting answer from the sorceries there... no reply..... no response....just that horrible emptiness. Panic seized my thoughts... Go to Jacynth....

Could I risk Uly's office portal? We had traveled together so often.... could I go to Jacynth that way? I would try.... shimmering into the robes and accoutrements designed to focus and wield power... the silver robes flashed in candlelit relief... the moonsilver torque at my throat casting it's own faint light. Tying the black satin chords around my vanished waist, and around our unborn children... encircling them with sorceries of potent possibilities.... before reaching for the midnyte blue cloak. The runes in the cloak flickered in rapid succession... belying the fear and pain of my soul at the portent of the deathly still starfyre band.

Grabbing my staff, then running for Uly's office. No time to tell Darius.... no time to tell anyone.

Reaching the door to Uly's sanctum, I utter a prayer to Ceridwen... and then one to the Calleach.... before opening it and slipping inside past the clear warning signs left by my lifemate. Still there had been no answer to the summons sent out to the moonsilver ring Uly wore. Still there had been no stirring of the starfyre band I wear... stepping with purpose toward the portal of his creation... casting aside all doubts and fears...

?he cannae be gone... Goddess... dinnae let 'im be gone from me!? I step into the portal's amethyst glow.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-26 20:52 EST
The images faded to black, and then opened to Uly and I arrived in the safety of I' Taurn once more by courtesy of my sorcery. He had dueled well at the tourney--not well enough, obviously--but pleased with the level of performance. The...confrontation...with Gerix had left him exhausted. I seemed the only comfort left from his darkening view of creation. The thing most certain, that he was not here to sway the balance of good and evil, cast aside once more. Another boundary crossed, further risk of his being. And what would happen if he ceased? He wondered if that is where the creator had gone--but he knew this question springs from despondency, not logic.

Uly?s thoughts?.

How well Darius understood, and how frightening that was on the eve of the true beginning. Bound to the Death Knight, bound to Celebriel, twice bound to Alais and now the haphazard bond with Mimi--undeniably conscious decisions to support the preciousness of life in the face of self-destruction. And power--opening the fail-safes within, one by one--unreality, chaos, Daemonbane...the mountain and its consequences. Alais is asleep, and it is time for me to go. I've told her I depart for Harmony in these early morning hours--and our respect for each other's duties holds firm.

I'm too weak to shift across the continuums under my own power...even the gates in the bunker and Nathair are not enough in this condition. Through the portal below, I depart the space reserved for my...offices...into the somewhere, sometime, somehow of my native existence.

The recuperative time is infinite, collapsing possibilities into a singular existence for the struggle at hand...stepping into the alloy passages of Jacynth, the claxons ringing with the alarm of the battle joined.

Free of flesh, an amethyst existence crossing space-time-probability everywhere all at once, I'm among the ships I learned to pilot as a young man--a stepping stone to death and rebirth. The planetary void seems choked with red and golden lines of fire in infinitely complex webs filling the space between the Harmony system bodies.

There can be no extinction of this fleet. The crimson star escorting them is no mere messenger to be dispatched and pursued. It is war incarnate, prepared to engage my every defense. Dreadnoughts and cruisers trade fire among the darts of fighters and destroyers--I don't even know what fleet this is that Harmony attempts to repel, only that this glowing red of the war god is upon them and I've arrived perhaps too weak and too late.

Fate plays its hand, and with the brevity of fire in space--Aenaeus is gone. The moment of chaos all that the enemy requires. Perhaps it is fatigue. Perhaps mental and emotional distraction. Perhaps the subtle desire to cease. The Harmony fleet does not register the formation--and though I have seen the web of mauler-fire along the paths of existence, it is too late. Variables converge and in a bath of stellar energies the amethyst is overwhelmed and gone.

In the early morning, those longest and strongest bonds are quiet. As though the lifethreads intertwining there had lost the willful existence behind them.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-26 20:54 EST
The late night studies of scholars and sorcerers are sometimes rewarded with the witness of momentous events, and this early morning in Nitesong proved to be one of those moments.

Shimmering from an amethyst rift the gleaming face of Jacynth illuminates the Nitesong sky. The nimble minded reach for instruments and incantations. Thirty-five hundred kilometers in diameter, two-hundred and seventy-five thousand kilometers distant, it fit perfectly within the bounds of Nitesong projected outward and accounting for the curvature of Rhydin--centered in a forty-five hundred kilometer ring, the five hundred kilometers in each direction filled with crimson and golden streaks of fire.

Water tables quickly marked and measured, enchanted messengers dispatched for the coastline, the waterlines rose mere milimeters to its pull. Where Rhydin's natural moon was one and a quarter percent of the planet's mass, this must be a thousandth of that...impossible. Yet, there it was, hanging seventy-two thousand kilometers below the natural moon's nearest approach--and the tides could not lie. Hollow? Honeycombed? Divination supported this, for it was indeed tied to Ulysses and the Maireens--and they would have such technology.

As the crimson lines diminish to none, the golden points of light known to be Maireen by those who had witnessed the previous arrival appear to have prevailed. Why bring their battles here? Before reasonable answers take up the pursuit of the dozens of irrational questions, the orb is gone, slipped back through the rift whence it came.

Blinking lavendar light, a beacon drifts at forty thousand kilometers out--emitting energy pulses to the transponders at I' Taurn in the north of Rhydin City. Beyond it, the rift dwindles, but does not disappear...an amethyst scratch on the Nitesong sky.

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-26 20:57 EST
The dream shifts to the night Alais sought Morrin for a teacher, the threads of power pulled taut with the tension of the passing of a familiar presence, and trepidation trepidation coursed thru her blood... in the ley lines tension was tearing at her senses... the echoes of things come and gone reverberating across them.

Tendrils of magick essence -- latent thoughts, stray realities -- at once hidden in darkness and relegated to the shadows swirled around her, and she suppressed a shiver. Very quietly she whispered, ?m'lord Morrin... g'eve? The memories and visions of his sharing stealing thru the tendrils of magick and stray realities to wrap around her very soul.

He paused, as if stilled in the very shadows of cool that follow in the wings of his woolen cloak. His voice whispered between us, ?M'lady Alais, g'eve ta ya.?

I found myself stepping from the shadows into the moonlite. ?'t ist pleasant tae see ye m'lord.?

He tilts his head slightly, his mithril hair cast about his face as silvery spider silk. ?An' you, m'lady.?

I noted the eldritch features in the nearly full moonlite... forcing down the near panic his presence wreaks in her whenever he is near.

His voice was quiet silk in the darkness, ?An' 'ow've ya been, lady?? He pauses and resettles his black woolen cloak about his shoulders.

My eyes reflected in his, the silver silver eyes nearly glowing like moonlite itself. ?I haff been verra well m'lord... an' ye?? I found myself wondering if he?d thought any more on the blade Glum works on.

He shrugged, a gesture that was barely perceptible in the dim light. ?Well enou', m'lady -- tis a mos' pleasin' night, no??

I glanced about the deserted street, ?aye?'t ist alsae pleasin' tae run intae ye m'lord.?

He raised an eyebrow slightly as I glanced about. ?An' ya about wi' no company m'lady? Tis ? ? he paused as he was about to say proper -- catching an old courtly impulse for a moment.

I stepped back slightly. ?I haff seldom companionship whence I seek tae think m'lord... an' thought tae be wi' mine oon thoughts... effen though 't ist nae seemly.?

He nodded slightly. ?Tis nae always safe abou' these streets, lady.? His eyes shadowed with the flickering lights of the nearby windows. ?Ah'd nae wish ya tae come tae 'arm.? He understood my desires to be alone with my own thoughts.

My gaze flickers around us. ?aye... though 'ere I dae feel most whom wouldst dae 'arm... an' neffer walk wi'oot shields ? But I suddenly realized he might take offense to such an admission.

He waved a hand. ?Dinnae rely too much on magicks, fair Alais.?

I stood there with silver eyes regarding the dark mage. ?I shall nae... thou' .... ? and I quickly bit back the thought.

He listened to me stop my thought, his eyes brushing hers. ?Oh, m'lady??

?yer correct o' course m'lord,? I amended. I knew my sorceries were useless against some.

He nodded. ?Magic causes a hunger -- an' tis nae a pillar upon which tae rely.? He pulled his eyes from mine.

I shivered slightly...unsure if it is his words...or the chill of the nite air. ?dae ye feel such an' 'unger?? And then very quietly I added, ?I dae?.

He narrowed his eyes slightly as he glances into the night. ?Hunger, m'lady? Aye -- Ah feel manna passions knotted in me -- an' 'unger tis bu' one. An' wha' di' ya 'unger fer, lady??

My silver eyes study the moon a moment. ?'unger doth nae dae justice tae th' feelin's 'ere...? I pointed to my heart. Then added even more softly, ?'unger... oh... aye.?

His eyes meet mine, wolfish in the silvery glow of the moonlight. ?Consumption? An' fer wha' di ya 'unger, Lady Alais?? He repeats his question with in a cool voice.

I turned my gaze onto the mage. ?more... an' I cannae name 't.?

He closed his eyes for a moment, then opens them, his cool, distant eyes drifting back to her -- curious now. ?An' Ah'll nae press ya tae name it, lady.?

I studied him with an intensity almost palpable.

?Fer naming our 'ungers oft gi' those passions power.?

I stepped closer to th' Arch Mage. ? ye ken verra well m' meanin' then??

He sucked a breath through his clenched teeth. ?Aye. Ah di'.?

Then I gently touched his arm. ?teach me tae answer this hunger M'lord... I beg ye.?

His aura burns about her fingers -- hot and chilled as ice. ?Ah cannae -- Ah cannae -- .? His grey eldritch eyes lock onto hers as her touch sends a tingle up his arm. ?Fer tha 'unger can consume ya -- Lady twill consume ya.?

I was startled by the hot and icy sensation... but realized immediately it's sorcerous cause.... silver eyes meeting grey eldritch. ?I shall be consumed by th' 'unger ...an' that must be far worse than th' alternative.?

He shook shakes his head, his hair as molten mithril about his shoulders. ?Time'll sate 'unger -- but tae feed it, tae feed it is tae be consumed.?

I found myself stepping still closer... fighting the instinct to flee. ?m'lord.... time hath nae sated this 'unger... nor shall 't....ye cannae believe such.?

He stepped back from my touch, the shadows stirring about them as if brushed about by a broom in cobwebs. ?Aye, Ah can believe.? The weapon slung over his shoulder stirs for the first time.

There was intense longing in my eyes.

?If ya gi' in tae tha 'unger tha desire, tha pain grows, lady -- i' dinnae subside.? The muscles in his jaw tightened.

I quickly dropped my hand as the blade stirred. My silver eyes suddenly called back to the mages own. ?I cannae stop this 'unger Morrin.? Then suddenly shocked at calling him by his name.... stepping back a bit. ?forgiff.?

His voice was quiet whisper of sound, ?Tch... tis nae a thin' tae fergive, m'lady. Bu' Ah cannae pass on such thin's.? He lowered his eyes.

I could feel the faint blush. ?m'lord.... I cannae longer fight th' need, th' 'unger....? I turned slightly away.... casting my face into shadows.

He turned a pointed question to me, ?An' where will ya go tae fill this 'unger??

I stood frozen in place a moment, then slowly turned to him. ?where mayst I go? If ye willnae teach me th' pain an' th' joy o' yer experience... I must needs search still further.?

His voice barely audible. ?There is nae joy... only darkness an' further consumption. Dinnae go there, lady, dinnae go.?

?there ist th' joy o' learnin'.... o' answerin' th' hunger?..

He shook his head. ?Learnin' yer doom tis nae joy. I' tis a curse -- a cruel hoax, lady.?

?an' this incessant 'unger... which doth devour me from th' inside is nae a curse?? turning to study the moon again.. my features in profile.

He turned his eyes from the sight of me as if avoiding a familiar vision -- dream -- or reality. ?Ah'd fight tha 'unger, lady -- if tha was all Ah'd experienced, rather than face other 'orrors.?

I was fighting for control of my emotions that I had let slip so freely.

?'Orrors o' me own makin'.? He whispered.

I could not look at him...as silvery tears glistening in my eyes, the moonlite shattering into a sparkle of lite.

I heard the slightest word, ?come to Riverbend.?

Alais d Nitesong

Date: 2006-07-26 20:58 EST
I woke with a start, shaking in the pre-dawn hours.