Rachel Platten - Broken Glass

I'm on a highway full of red lights
I lost so many long nights
Felt words that cut like knives
I know, I know they're gonna say what they wanna
And I know they're gonna say what they want

But I feel it changing, I can taste it
I'm on the wave and I won't waste it
I have been patient
But I'm not waiting anymore
Not anymore, no

I'm gonna dance on broken glass, on broken glass
And I'm gonna make that ceiling crash, that ceiling crash
So what? Still got knives in my back
So what? So I'm tied to the tracks
I'm gonna dance on broken glass
And here I go, here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) Yeah, here I go, here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) Yeah, here I go, here I go

So I bet on me and my own heartbeat
When all the odds are piling
Like bricks around my feet
You know, you know it's more than
More than just for me
You know it's worth it
I still believe, yeah yeah

I'm gonna dance on broken glass, on broken glass
And I'm gonna make that ceiling crash (uh), that ceiling crash
So what? Still got knives in my back
So what? So I'm tied to the tracks
I'm gonna dance on broken glass
And here I go, ya here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) Yeah, here I go, here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) And here I go, here I go

Through to the other side, baby, I'll survive
'Cause you know I'm a fighter
Through to the other side, baby, I'm on fire
'Cause you know I'm a survivor
Through to the other side, baby, I'll survive
'Cause you know I'm a fighter
Through to the other side, baby, I'm on fire, fire, fire

I'm gonna dance on broken glass, on broken glass
And I'm gonna make that ceiling crash (uh), that ceiling crash
So what? Still got knives in my back
So what? So I'm tied to the tracks
I'm gonna dance on broken glass
And here I go, here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) Yeah, here I go, here I go
(Oh, oh, oh) And here I go, here I go

Heavy (feat. Kiiara) - Linkin Park

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can?t escape the gravity

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything?s about me

Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?

Me and My Gang - Rascal Flatts


Way on down to Southern Alabama
With the guitars jamming
That's where we're headed
Straight up to Butte, Montana

Singin' "Lord, I was born a ramblin' man"
California to Oregon
Even New York City
Got one or two hillbillies
Ready to hit the road

It's a brother and a sister kind of thing
Raise up your hands if you all wanna hang with
Me and my gang
We live to ride, we ride to live

Me and my gang
Jump on that train
Grab hold of them reins
We're gonna rock this thing

Cock this thing
Me and my gang, yeah
Yeah, me and my gang

We got hippies, gypsies, freaks and geeks
High class women in daisy duke denim
Bangin' on gongs and singing our songs
Dude named Elrock jammin' on an I-Pod

Beer and bonfires
Wide open throttle, Coors in a bottle
It's all for one and one for all, y'all

It's a brother and a sister kind of thing
Raise up your hands if you all wanna hang with
Me and my gang
We live to ride, we ride to live
Me and my gang

Jump on that train
Grab hold of them reins
We're gonna rock this thing
Cock this thing
Me and my gang, yeah, woo!

It's a brother and a sister kind of thing
Raise up your hands if you all wanna hang
With me and my gang
We live to ride, we ride to live

Me and my gang
Jump on that train
Grab hold of them reins
We're gonna rock this thing

Cock this thing
Yeah

Yeah, me and my gang
Jump on that train
Woo!
Grab hold of them reins, baby

Castle of Glass - Linkin Park

Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again

Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the sirens sing
Warm me up in a nova's glow
And drop me down to the dream below

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see

Bring me home in a blinding dream,
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see
For you to see
For you to see

Right Here - Ashes Remain

I can see every tear you've cried
like an ocean in your eyes
All the pain and the scars have left you cold
I can see all the fears you face
through a storm that never goes away
Don?t believe all the lies that you?ve been told


I?ll be right here now
to hold you when the sky falls down
I will always
be the One who took your place
When the rain falls
I won?t let go
I?ll be right here

I will show you the way back home
never leave you all alone
I will stay until the morning comes
I?ll show you how to live again
and heal the brokenness within
Let me love you when you come undone



When daybreak seems so far away
reach for my hand
When hope and peace begin to fray
still I will stand



When the rain falls I won?t let go
I?ll be right here.

Emperor's New Clothes - Panic! At The Disco

(Finders keepers, losers weepers)

Welcome to the end of eras
Ice has melted back to life
Done my time and served my sentence
Dress me up and watch me die
If it feels good, tastes good
It must be mine
Dynasty decapitated
You just might see a ghost tonight

And if you don't know, now you know

I'm taking back the crown
I'm all dressed up and naked
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah
The crown...
So close I can taste it
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah

Sycophants on velvet sofas
Lavish mansions, vintage wine
I am so much more than royal
Snatch your chain and mace your eyes
If it feels good, tastes good
It must be mine
Heroes always get remembered
But you know legends never die

And if you don't know, now you know

I'm taking back the crown
I'm all dressed up and naked
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah
The crown
So close I can taste it
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah

Mortal kings are ruling castles
Welcome to my world of fun
Liars settle into sockets
Flip the switch and watch them run

Oh oh, yeah, oh oh
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
I'm taking back, back, taking back, back
The crown
I'm all dressed up and naked
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah
The crown
So close I can taste it
I see what's mine and take it
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
Oh oh, yeah

(Finders keepers, losers weepers)
(Finders keepers, losers weepers)

Bad At Love (Stripped) - Halsey

Got a boy back home in Michigan
And it tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him
So I told him that I never really liked his friends
Now he's gone and he's calling me a bitch again
There's a guy that lives in a garden state
And he told me that we make it 'til we graduate
So I told him the music would be worth the wait
But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That we're meant to be
But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best of me
Look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes 'cause

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love

Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines
London girl with an attitude
We never told no one but we look so cute
Both got way better things to do
But I always think about it when I'm riding through

I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe
That I'm in too deep
And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy
Get the best in me
Look, I don't mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah I
Always make the same mistakes 'cause

I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)

I know that you're afraid
I'm gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
Each time the feeling fades
I know that you're afraid
I'm gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades

You know I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can't blame me for tryin'
You know I'd be lyin' sayin'
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin' at my history
I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know (ooh-ooh)
I'm bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, oh

I Hate You - Sick Puppies

Every time I end up breaking you
You change into
Something worth keeping
Every time I'm close to saving you
You grow into
A sin worth believing
You're everything I ever wanted but
It's never enough
You're never enough

I'll take whatever I can take
Whenever I can take it
If it ever comes

I hate you when you're gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the way I need you when
I don't know where you are
I love it even more
When I find you on the floor
I know you think you hate me
But I will always hate you more

I never knew until I got a taste
What a waste
For what I had been through
'Cause nothing ever really makes that change
I'm so ashamed
Of what I did to you
I had to let you in to feel that rush
You were too much
Way too much

I'll take whatever I can take
Whenever I can take it
If it ever comes

I hate you when you're gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the way I need you when
I don't know where you are
I love it even more
When I find you on the floor
I know you think you hate me
But I will always hate you more

Round and round and...

I never knew until I got a taste
I'm so ashamed
Of what I did to you

I hate you when you're gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the way I need you when
I don't know where you are
I love it even more
When I find you on the floor
I know you think you hate me
But I will always hate you more

I hate you when you're gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the way I need you when
I don't know where you are
I love it even more
When I find you on the floor
I know you think you hate me
But I will always hate you more

Dog Teeth - Nicole Dollanganger


He handed me a pair of pliers
And he told me to pull out his teeth
Because as long as he had them
He'd use them to do bad things

You're cold on the inside
There's a dog in your heart
And it tells you to tear everything apart
My body's covered in teeth marks
Your bite's worse than your bark
You ruin everything you touch
And destroy anyone you love
You're all over me

He'd sunk his teeth into the flesh of many others
Infecting them with whatever was already inside him
He'd broken all their hymens
Cut them open and played inside them
He'd hollowed out their bodies
So they'd feel just empty as him

You're cold on the inside
There's a dog in your heart
And it tells you to tear everything apart
You draw blood just to taste it
You hold bones just to break them
You ruin everything you touch
And destroy anyone you love
You're all over me

Puppeteer - MAX

You're dripping fire tonight.
You're like a miracle, you got me feeling so,
Ah ah ah hey hey hey hey
Ah ah ah, hey hey hey hey
Look like the rest of my life.
You're like a centerfold
I wanna make you go
Hey hey hey hey
I wanna make you go
Ah ah ah, Ow!

Girl you're all the rage, so can we turn the page
And tell me little somethin', little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might
So let me feed your appetite.
Where do we go from here?
Whisper what you want in my ear,
My little puppeteer.

Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer
Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer

We don't need coats to dance.
We can take it slow,
Put on a show.
I'll give 'em, give 'em what they want
Aaa-aaaa-aaaaah

Girl you're all the rage, so can we turn the page
And tell me little somethin', little more than just your name
I don't bite, but I heard you might,
So let me feed your appetite.
Where do we go from here?
Whisper what you want in my ear,
My little puppeteer.

Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer
Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer

So won't you pull your body close to mine
Tastes like heaven when our lips collide.
And I'm hooked and I'm hooked and I'm hooked and I'm hooked
I'm strung out on you, baby.
Yeah, I don't bite, but heard you might, so let me feed your appetite...
My little puppeteer

Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer
Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppeteer
Oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh oh oh oh
My little puppet
My little puppet
My little puppeteer

Hope Of Morning - Icon For Hire

My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
The last mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind
I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step
What if my words are meaningless? What if my heart's misleading this?
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first,
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to track
I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
Nowadays, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves
Straight up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills
But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

Try as I might to keep it together
Why is recovery taking forever?
Fool the whole world, just until I get better
I'm terrified I'll be faking forever (Faking forever)
On and on, I wonder what went wrong inside my head
I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
All the secrets silenced by the shame
Don't make me say it

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

Supposed to Be - Icon for Hire

Tell me who I?m supposed to be now
Make me better
I can?t stay halfway dead forever

Can you fix this, am I too far gone?
I?ve never done this before
Don?t know if I?m ready but I wanna move on
And I?ve never said that before

I don?t wanna be stuck, I don?t wanna be crazy
This is the way that my sadness made me
Better come quick, yeah better come save me

I don?t wanna be stuck, I don?t wanna be crazy
This is the way that my sadness made me
Better come quick, yeah better come save me

Tell me, tell me

Tell me who I?m supposed to be now
Make me better
I can?t stay halfway dead forever
I fear now
There?s not much left of me
When you take the sick away
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I supposed to be?

Recovery time, a condition like mine
What are we talking here?
Getting so close, I can taste the hope
But I still feel the fear

I don?t wanna be stuck, I don?t wanna be crazy
This is the way that my sadness made me
Better come quick, yeah better come save me

I don?t wanna be stuck, I don?t wanna be crazy
This is the way that my sadness made me
Better come quick, yeah better come save me

Tell me who I?m supposed to be now
Make me better
I can?t stay halfway dead forever
I fear now
There?s not much left of me
When you take the sick away
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I supposed to be?

For years, this is all I?ve known, this has had my heart, this has been my home
And now I?m scared to lose myself, scared of letting go

For years, this is all I?ve known, this has had my heart, this has been my home
And now I?m scared to lose myself, scared of letting go

Tell me who I?m supposed to be now
Make me better
I can?t stay halfway dead forever
I fear now
There?s not much left of me
When you take the sick away
Who am I supposed to be?
Tell me who I?m supposed to be
Tell me who I?m supposed to...

Antidote - Faith Marie

Finding refuge in my own lies
"How are you"
"I'm doing alright"
Small talk is a great disguise
Just let me be just let me be
Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
Am I only living, living to survive?
Shake it off but I've lost the drive
Just let me be just let me be
Let me be, okay

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help
But I'm scaring myself
I just want to be ok
I just want to be ok

All the voices in my head are coming to life
They're getting louder and I'm terrified
How do you run from your own mind?
Is this what I've become?
Take it back what have I done

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
They don't think I need help
But I'm scaring myself
I just want to be ok
I just want to be ok

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread
But I didn?t think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lacked
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was
Was a mistake

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
Up inside my head
Up inside my head

Only A Memory - Icon For Hire

I can't help but close my eyes for life
And dream a different ending
That when I wake, I won't be so exhausted
And I will stop with my pretending
That I'm fine, I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
And my lie will drown out all of yours

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity

You will bleed for what your hands have done
You can't outrun your ending
And I'll get well long before you let yourself
I may forgive you, but you never will

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity

And I told you, I told you, you had no right
How damaged you must be
Watch you panic, it's tragic, you'll carry this for life
You have my sympathy

I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words as they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity

You're only a memory
This isn't my identity

You're only a memory
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity

Watch Me - NEFFEX

I never take doubt as a lesson
I never second guess it
Take negativity and reject it
I got my mind blind to rejection
So I'll be just fine
Don't be wasting any time
With discretion
I run this campaign
Like I'm running an election
I pop this champagne
Like we're not in a recession
I feel no damn pain
Ibuprofen is a blessing
Feel it pumping through my veins
Got me feeling like I'm flexing yeah

I'm in motion I'm obsessive
Like the ocean I'm relentless
No promotion still progressing
Overdosing on these lessons
And these words my only weapon
Cut you deep oh yea I threaten
Feel the heat and all the tension
Need relief this hole session
But i keep myself progressing
Cuz i creep around suppressants
I don't sleep enough you guessed it
Every second is a blessing
Got no time to be depressed
On this grind your always stressed
So I work harder than the rest
Dad always said to do my best

I will never doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
I don't ever doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
So watch me
So watch me

Yeah man this beat got me aggressive
Got me on the straight offensive
You can't stop this train direction
Cuz it runs without an engine
Oh and did I fail to mention
That I need all your attention
Cuz we're failing in retention
Listen up or just forget it
I ain't here to spit perfection
I embrace my imperfections
I just want all that's neglected
To hear something they connect with
So I use my only method
All these words that I've invested
I don't hope they're impressive
I just hope they are effective

Yeah I swear to God if you want it
Then you got to get it
Cuz when I'm on my deathbed
No I will not regret it
You only got one life
One shot don't let it slip away
Today get up and make a big change
You decide your own future
A winner or a loser
A headline or a rumour
On the bench or a shooter?
Superstar or recruiter
Defence or prosecutor?
Just livin' a consumer
Or will you be a producer

You have a dream go capture it
Go act a bit get off your ass
And take some action bitch
Start acting like you want this shit
Cuz passion ain't compassionate
Too many people want this shit
It's not enough your talented
Did you have to fucking grab at it

I'm sick of being adequate
Another college graduate
Just looking for an advocate
To hire me to pack their shit
You want it? take a stab at it
You need it then get after it
These people they don't matter kid
Just block them out and capture it

I will never doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
I don't ever doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
So watch me
So watch me

I don't ever doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
I don't ever doubt myself
I can count on no one else
And I do not need your help
I was told to show not tell
So watch me

S.L.U.T - Bea Miller

I love myself, I wanna see it
When I turn around, look in the mirror
And if you don't like it, you can leave it
'Cause it's my own and I'll keep owning it
If you don't like what I'm wearing
Well, you're only bothered 'cause you're staring
And you'll never talk me into caring
'Cause it's my own and I'll keep owning it

I'ma do just what I want on the regular
And it's really not my fault if you're scared of a

Sweet little unforgettable thing, unforgettable
Sweet little unforgettable thing, so incredible
Know that I'm not sorry, I'm just loving my body
I don't care if you scared of a sweet little unforgettable thing

I love my ass, I wanna shake it
You can thank my mama 'cause she made it
Don't you waste your breath tryna change it
Just mind your own and I'll keep owning it
We gotta learn to stick together
Love your color, gender or whatever
'Cause your happiness don't need a censor
Just mind your own and we'll keep owning it

I'ma do just what I want on the regular
And it's really not my fault if you're scared of a

Sweet little unforgettable thing, unforgettable
Sweet little unforgettable thing, so incredible
Know that I'm not sorry, I'm just loving my body
I don't care if you scared of a sweet little unforgettable thing

Shame, shame, shame on me, shame, shame, shame
Shame on me, baby, I ain't gon' change
Shame, shame, shame on me, shame, shame, shame
Shame on me, baby, I ain't gon' change (no, no, no)

Sweet little unforgettable thing, unforgettable
Sweet little unforgettable thing, so incredible
Know that I'm not sorry, I'm just loving my body
I don't care if you scared of a sweet little unforgettable thing

Shame, shame, shame on me
Shame on me, baby
Shame, shame, shame on me
Shame on me, baby
Sweet little unforgettable thing

Monster - Beth Crowley

I sleep all day
I prowl at night
Do anything to feel alive
I'm in the end just what you made me

I look the same
But I'm not fine
The Master of my own disguise
If you knew the truth you'd probably hate me

I need a fight
I've got you in my sights
Only one of us will make it out alive

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster

I'm merciless, when will you learn?
Set fires just to watch them burn
I bet you never saw me coming
Delirium takes over me
You're just another casualty
I can hear your heartbeat drumming

I need a fight
I've got you in my sights
Only one of us will make it out alive

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
Right before your eyes
My tongue is a weapon
And I'm locked and loaded
When you least expect it
You won't know it's coming
And I'll strike, cause I'm a monster
I'm a monster

Caught In The Middle - Paramore

I can't think of getting old
It only makes me want to die
And I can't think of who I was
'Cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry, cry
Can't look back, can't look too far ahead
I got the point, I got the message

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
I try to keep going but it's not that simple
I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle
Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter
Yeah I'm caught in the middle

I was dreaming life away
All the while just going blind
Can't see the forest for the trees
Behind the lids of my own eyes
Nostalgia's cool, but it won't help you now
A dream is good, if you don't wear it out

And I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
I try to keep going but it's not that simple
I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle
Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter
Yeah I'm caught in the middle

No, I don't need no help
I can sabotage me by myself
Don't need no one else
I can sabotage me by myself
I don't need no help
I can sabotage me by myself
Don't need no one else
I can sabotage me by myself
I don't need no help (all the glory days are gone)
I can sabotage me by myself
Don't need no one else (it's over now I'm on my own)
I can sabotage me by myself
I don't need no help (all the glory days are gone)
I can sabotage me by myself
Don't need no one else (it's over now I'm on my own)
I can sabotage me by myself

And I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
I try to keep going but it's not that simple
I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle
Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter
Yeah I'm caught in the middle

I'm caught in the middle

Imperfection - Evanescence


The more you try to fight it
The more you try to hide it
The more infected, rejected, you feel alone inside it
You know you can't deny it
The world's a little more fucked up everyday

I'm gonna save you from it
Together we'll outrun it
Just don't give into the fear
So many things I would've told you
If I knew that I was never gonna see you again

I wanna lift you up into the light that you deserve
I wanna take your pain into myself so you won't hurt

Don't you dare surrender
Don't leave me here without you
Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection

The way you look us over
Your counterfeit composure
Pushing again and again and sinking lower and lower
The world is on our shoulders
Do you really know the weight of the words you say?

You want a little of it
You just can't let go of it
You've got an ego to feed
Too late to rise above it
Don't look now but the little girl's got a grenade

I'm gonna lift you up into the light that you deserve
I'm gonna take you down to the real world so you can watch it burn

Don't you dare surrender
Don't leave me here without you
Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection

We stand undefined
Can't be drawn with a straight line
This will not be our ending
We are alive, we are alive

Don't you dare surrender
Don't leave me here without you
Cause I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection

Don't you dare surrender
I'm still right beside you
And I could never
Replace your perfect imperfection

Pretty Girl - Maggie Lindemann

I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl

I'm more than just a picture
I'm a daughter and a sister
Sometimes it's hard for me to show
That I'm more than just a rumor
Or a song on your computer
There's more to me than people know

Somedays I'm broke, somedays I'm rich
Somedays I'm nice, somedays I can be a bitch
Somedays I'm strong, somedays I quit
I don't let it show, but I've been through some shit

I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl

I'm more than just a number
I'm a hater, I'm a lover
Sometimes it's hard for me to show
That I'm more than just a title
Or a comment going viral
There's more to me than people know

Somedays I'm broke, somedays I'm rich
Somedays I'm nice, somedays I can be a bitch
Somedays I'm strong, somedays I quit
I don't let it show, but I've been through some shit

I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl, I'm not just a pretty girl, yeah
I'm not just a pretty girl, no I'm not just a pretty girl

I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you'll see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl, I'm not just a pretty girl, yeah
I'm not just a pretty girl, no I'm not just a pretty girl
I'm not just a pretty girl

HUSHH - AViVA

Hush now darlin', don't say a word
Demons calling, they'll eat your soul
I'm not sorry for what will come, what you don't know

Hold your breath, dim the lights
I won't say you're safe this time
Here and now you're mine tonight

Hush hush
Keep your pretty mouth shut
Hush hush
Lose your inhibitions
I'll let you in on my dark side
Show you what hell really feels like
I can keep a secret if you
Hush hush

La La La La La La La
No one has to know
La La La La La La La
No one has to know
La La La La La La La
No one has to know

Hush now darlin', I won't let go
Just keep movin', movin' through the smoke
Hold me closer, we step across
Now you know

Hold your breath, dim the lights
I won't say you're safe this time
Here and now you're mine tonight

Hush hush
Keep your pretty mouth shut
Hush hush
Lose your inhibitions
I'll let you in on my dark side
Show you what hell really feels like
I can keep a secret if you
Hush hush

La La La La La La La
No one has to know
La La La La La La La
No one has to know
La La La La La La La
No one has to know

Hush little darlin', don't say a word
Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird
And if that mockingbird don't sing
Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring

Hush hush
Keep your pretty mouth shut
Hush hush
Lose your inhibitions
I'll let you in on my dark side
Show you what hell really feels like
I can keep a secret if you
Hush hush

Please come inside
You're begging to know
Bring me to life
Just give me your hush hush

The Wolf - SIAMÉS

Each and every day
Hiding from the sunshine
Wandering in the shade
Not too old, not too young

Every night again
Dancing with the moonlight
Somewhere far away
I can hear your call

I'm out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause you can run but you can't hide
I'm gonna make you mine

Out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause I can feel how your flesh now
Is crying out for more

Ain't no fairytale
What I see in your eyes
Awaiting your mistake
Not too close, not too far

Sneaking in the pain
Every truth becomes lie
I won't trust myself
Once I hear your call

I'm out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause you can run but you can't hide
I'm gonna make you mine

Out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause I can feel how your flesh now
Is crying out for more

I'm out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
Out of my head
Of my heart and my mind

I'm out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause you can run but you can't hide
I'm gonna make you mine

Out of my head
Of my heart and my mind
'Cause I can feel how your flesh now
Is crying out for more
...

Natural - Imagine Dragons

Will you hold the line
When every one of them has given up and given in, tell me
In this house of mine
Nothing ever comes without a consequence or cost, tell me
Will the stars align?
Will heaven step in? Will it save us from our sin? Will it?
'Cause this house of mine stands strong

That's the price you pay
Leave behind your heart and cast away
Just another product of today
Rather be the hunter than the prey
And you're standing on the edge, face up 'cause you're a...

Natural
A beating heart of stone
You gotta be so cold
To make it in this world
Yeah, you're a natural
Living your life cutthroat
You gotta be so cold
Yeah, you're a natural

Will somebody
Let me see the light within the dark trees' shadowing
What's happening?
Looking through the glass find the wrong within the past knowing
Oh, we are the youth
Cut until it bleeds inside a world, without the peace, face it
A bit of the truth, the truth

That's the price you pay
Leave behind your heart and cast away
Just another product of today
Rather be the hunter than the prey
And you're standing on the edge, face up 'cause you're a...

Natural
A beating heart of stone
You gotta be so cold
To make it in this world
Yeah, you're a natural
Living your life cutthroat
You gotta be so cold
Yeah, you're a natural

Deep inside me, I'm fading to black, I'm fading
Took an oath by the blood of my hand, won't break it
I can taste it, the end is upon us, I swear
Gonna make it
I'm gonna make it

Natural
A beating heart of stone
You gotta be so cold
To make it in this world
Yeah, you're a natural
Living your life cutthroat
You gotta be so cold
Yeah, you're a natural

Natural
Yeah, you're a natural

Mansion - NF Ft, Fleurie


Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion


Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics
They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors
Written all over the floors, all over the chairs
And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact I think I'm a burn this room right now
So now this memory for some reason just won't come down
You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'mma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside


Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)


Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
See my problem is I don't fix things
I just try to repaint, cover em up, like it never happened
Say I wish I could change. Are you confused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
I look around. One of the worst things I wrote on these walls
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
And one of the first things I wrote was "I wish I would've called"
But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
The question is: Will I ever clean the walls off in time?


Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion (inside this mansion)


So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance
That they might disappear and not come back
And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up but this doors not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside
So stop watching
I'm not coming to the door
So stop knocking, stop knocking
I'm trapped here
God keep saying I'm not locked in
I chose this
I am lost in my own conscience
I know that shutting the world out ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
Fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in
Maybe that's the problem
'Cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore

It's lonely
Oh yeah it's lonely


Inside this mansion