Thoughts of the last night.
I went to see Rosie. It took all my strength to make it to her door. Even then I didn't want anyone to know I was standing out there, holding my breath, staring at the door, thinking of what to say to her.
I was afraid of how she would look, what she would say..
I had kept my cool, up until this point. I was the one that left the fight without a real word to anyone, I didn't talk to anyone else about it.
What could I say? Nothing. Nothing at all.
Besides, we all wanted to get over it. At least that is what I think.
Forgive and move on..
It didn't seem like that would be the case with Dakota and Brian.
The anger and pain in them.
That is beside the point.
As I was saying, I was outside the door. Maureen opened it, right when I had thought about turning and walking away. Rosie didn't need more sadness and anger brought to her. And I was angry, very angry. To see my friend in pain caused a tidal wave of anger to overcome me.
Which I had taken out on a man, a man that had the nerve to follow me the other night. I'm still ashamed, so much so I never did write it here. What would people think of the cool, and collective Dean,raging in anger, harming another being. Maureen, right. She let me in the door, telling me softly on the way to Rosie's room, that she was still weak, but healing. The door opened, and I saw my dear friend, laying there, covered in bruises. My heart sank to the floor. There was the woman that was so strong, so loving,such a wonderful being, lying on a bed,looking as if she was half dead. It took everything in me to not walk out of that room right then and there. She opened her eyes and spotted me. I care not to divulge on all of the details here. She and I know what happened.
I left the room with a kiss to her forehead as she quickly fell back to sleep.
I found Maureen in the kitchen, she was sipping her coffee and reading the latest copy of The Oracle. We sat and spoke of Rosie, of the fight I had witnessed in the ally just that evening. And even of the fight from the few nights before that had caused things to be as they were now. But once you get to know me, you find out I really don't talk all that much. I'm a rather quiet fellow, I keep to myself.
However this woman was very much trying to... Honestly as I sit here thinking about it, I'm not exactly sure what she was trying to do.
Even when Dakota showed up,and made his way to the kitchen, she started to mess with my leg under the table. Which made me more then nervous,I mean come on in front of Dakota? I tried my best to stay composed, which isn't easy let me tell you. I have never had a woman be so forward, it actually baffled me, she barely knew me! And when Dakota left, I was up and ready to leave as well. And then it happened she asked for a kiss goodbye. So as she wrapped her arms around my waist, I tilted my head to let her kiss my cheek.
And with that said, I once again choose not to divulge any further.
With a deep sigh and a grin he slammed the journal shut, sliding it on over to his table beside the bed. His hazel eyes glancing out the window of his small room for a moment. Laying back on the bed, his tattooed arms resting behind his head, he closed his tired eyes. A light nap is exactly what he needed.