Topic: Dear Diary...

RosieODel

Date: 2006-07-27 23:50 EST
As she had went shopping earlier in the day she came across the cutest of little diaries. She had kept one as a teenager and kind of missed having it's pages to confide to as an adult. The book was leather bound with a small brass lock and key.

She had haggled over the price, and eventually the shopkeeper was willing to trade the diary for a cinnamon roll that she had been carrying in a basket on her arm. Tucking the book into said basket, she continued her shopping.

Much later that evening, she's laying in bed, going over the day's events. Spying the diary laying on her nightstand, she reaches over and lifts it to her, gently caressing the leather binding. The key is still tied to the lock and she unlocks the book.

Opening the book, she stares at the first blank page.

"Dear Diary.." She had to laugh at that. How hokey that sounded. Perhaps she should write to her grandmother. They had been close, she and her grandmother. Grams, as Rosie called her, had passed away when Rosie was about ten.

"Dear Grams.." Much better.

"I wish you were here, Grams. I've moved away from Waterdeep and am back home in Ryh'din, where you said we should have stayed. I miss you so much!

"Grams, I met a man. He's tall and strong and absolutely beautiful. He's also kind and considerate. We talk about everything there is to talk about. Even the stuff you said I shouldn't talk to boys about.

She can't help but smile at this point. She remembered all too well how Grams had caught her oldest sister kissing a boy behind the woodshed. She'd whipped them both with a willow tree branch as a lesson to the younger children.

"We went swimming this evening. The sun was setting and the stars were coming out. He's such a romantic, Grams! Even when things got a little too heated and I pulled away from him, he was very considerate of my feelings.

"Don't worry, Grams, we're taking it slow. S.L.O.W. The moral center that you beat into me is still there, rest assured. And Dakota says that's just fine with him.

"Oh yea, his name is Dakota. Fine name that, huh Grams? Yes.. yes... I know, it sounds like a man with a past. And he is that. But he's turned a new leaf in his life and although he struggles at times, he is a good man. And he is trying.

"Alright, about tonight. We were swimming and he was holding me. Things were getting steamy... Grams! Heaven's no! I'm not the huzzy, like Cheron is. We were just... very friendly. Anyway, stop interrupting!

"I pushed away from him. I was afraid that he'd try something that I wasn't ready for. I told him so and surprise surprise, he backed off! He said he is too scared of losing me to try to force me to do what I'm not wanting or ready to do. What a man!

"Anyway Grams, I'll tell you more about him later. I am tired and sleep is making it hard to see the page. I love you, Grams.

She sits and stares down at her neat handwriting and cants her head slightly.

"And I love Dakota too."

RosieODel

Date: 2006-07-29 18:36 EST
Dear Grams,

He's crazy, Grams, I'm telling you. The man has lost his marbles.

Who am I talking about? Dakota, that's who!

Now Grams, I told you I'd go slow. And we have, physically. I know... big difference, when it comes to your Rosiebabygirl. But let me finish!

Grams he's asked me to marry him. A true romantic marriage proposal! He got down on one knee and everything! And right there in the common room of the RDI, in front of everybody! There was no hiding off somewhere, he wanted everybody to know that he wanted me to share the rest of his life with.

Of course I did Grams! I'm not going to let him slip away.

Got to go Grams, Charlotte needs me in the kitchen.

Love,

Rosiebabygirl

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-01 11:54 EST
She was laying in the bed of her new home. Ok, so it wasn't brand new, and it was new to her. The furnishings were modest at best. There was a single chest of drawers, a night stand and bed in the room she was in. The rest of the house was furnished just as sparsely.

Reaching over to the nightstand, she lifts her diary and bringing it to her chest, hugs it. "Oh, Grams!"

She sat up at that point and pulled the sheet up around her, hiding her naked form. It had been a very hot and humid night and as it was her wedding night, clothes had definitely been optional.

Unlocking the diary, she begins writing, a smile on her face.

"Dear Grams...

"Where do I start? Last night was simply incredible! Poor Dakota was feeling so badly at first.

"What? Oh, he was sick Gram. No, he didn't have a cold. Don't worry about what was wrong, that's for another time. Just suffice to say he wasn't feeling well.

"Grams, he just needed fresh air. Now stop with the homemade remedies and let me get on with it!

"So, we went for a walk to our special place by this beautiful little pond with a willow tree that has branches tickling the surface of the water. It's so peaceful there! And we talked, for what seemed like hours. He's so easy to talk to, Grams!

"What'd we talk about? Well... just about everything... the upcoming wedding... and I'd decided that after seeing Melanie, Charon and Doreen and what they went through with thier weddings, I didn't want to go down that path... so I asked if he wanted to elope... and sure enough, he did!

"Grams it was so special! The RDI was packed with people and all sorts of stuff were going on. But I didn't even notice... it was just him, me and Destre. I can't even remember what all I said as a vow...

"Grams, I used the wedding set you had given me after Grandfather passed away. I'm going to tell Dakota just how special these rings are. Thank you, Grams.

Putting the diary away, she curls her feet up under her and holds her left hand with her right, up high so the light catches the plain gold band on her finger and smiles a very contented smile.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-04 07:32 EST
Dean Grams,

I know that you said that with every patch of sunshine, there's going to be a patch of rain. No, Dakota and I are fine, Grams. Our love grows stronger everyday.

It's my friend, Charlotte. I've not seen her for days now and it's worrying me. Her husband, Brian, seems to be ok, and I've not asked him where Charlotte is, but I should.

You could say that Charlotte is my boss at the boarding house. But she's so much more than that, and I'm worried Grams. She's pregnant and I'm scared that something bad has become of her.

Anyway, things between Dakota and I are moving right along. He's such a hard working man! And, he loves the fact that I contribute too. I mean, he's very defensive of me and jumps at the chance to protect me. So yea, he's very man-like in that way. But it doesn't bother him that I work. He doesn't want to keep me at home, barefoot and pregnant.

Heaven's NO! Grams, I'm not pregnant! Banish the thought from your mind. We just got married, I don't think we're ready for children. We're still getting to know each other!

Anyway, O'Dell's Deli has really taken off, Grams! I've hired two servers and a dishwasher. Dean Santiago is my head waiter, and Brian's neice, Juleta signed on yesterday as a server. And if you thought you kept a clean kitchen, you should see what Stratos can do!

We've catered a couple of small luncheons and things, but our time to really shine is coming up in about a week or so. Kitty is having a huge party and she's commissioned O'Dell's Deli to cater it! The menus are already set and you should see the design of the cake I'm making. Grams, you'd fall over laughing!

Anyway, it's time to head on out to the boarding house, Grams. I do hope I see Charlotte today. If not, then I'll be asking Brian where she is.

Love you Grams!

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-05 15:28 EST
Dear Grams,

Good news about Charlotte. She's safe and staying with her brother, Jathara. I'm not sure exactly where she's at, but he assures me that she's being well cared for. She is supposed to come back when the baby's born. I simply can't wait to see her!

Charlotte's brother isn't the nicest of fellows, Grams. He's had a littered past and somehow knows Dakota from back then.

Ok Grams, I'll be honest with you. Dakota is a drug addict. A recovering drug addict, Grams. He struggles everyday, and he says that he has a good reason to keep himself clean by being married to me. I know Grams, I've told him the same thing. He has to do it for himself first. I think that he knows this to be true in his heart of hearts Grams. Everyday is a bit easier on him, until Jathara came to town.

Last night was horrible. Dakota was so upset that he was shaking. He and Jathara got into an arguement about Charlotte, and then it turned to they were arguing over who was the best recovering drug addict. They were screaming at each other and I had to step away. Dakota wouldn't harm a hair on my head, Grams. But I've seen him fight and I was not going to be anywhere near that. Fortunately it didn't come to blows and Jathara left.

So, Grams, there you have it. The truth about Dakota. Pray for us, Grams. Pray that we'll have the strength, courage and love that you and Gramps had to carry us through.

Your Rosiebabygirl.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-06 20:49 EST
Grams,

Charlotte came back last night. I didn't see her until this morning. She looked like she'd been crying and very upset. At what, I can only imagine. When she saw me, it was like she was looking at me like I were a stranger to her. I don't know Grams. Something's changed and I'm not sure what. I bid her "Welcome home," and she snapped at me. Something like "I got a better welcome than my brother, right?" Then she left.

Grams how am I supposed to like Jathara? Everytime Dakota sees the man it's like a punch to his stomach. Jathara's a living, breathing reminder of what Dakota used to be. I know you're not supposed to ignore your past, but do you have to stare it straight in the face? Oh Grams, pray for our strength!

Let's see... what else happened today? Oh, I bought Dakota a new hat. He'd thrown his Stetson after the wedding, and we've not seen it since. I do hope he likes it!

Oh and Julie, Brian's neice, gave me the most exquisite little statue! She'd made a drawing of me with a pad of paper in my hands. She took that picture and showed it to a sculptor. Grams, the little statue is so neat! It's the first decoration that I've placed on the hearth.

Grams, Dakota's waiting for me. I told him we'd go on a midnight swim. Don't worry, he won't let anything happen to us. I love him, Grams. I really do.

Rosiebabygirl

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-09 07:30 EST
She woke with a start, this morning. The sun was rising over the horizon and the world had that not quite awake feel to it that can only be seen at certain times of the morning. Stretching, she gently brushes Dakota's sde with her fingers.

He'd move, slightly, and smile in his sleep. Then, just that quickly, the smile faded and his breathing returned to the slow, metronomic rhythm indicating deep sleep.

That simple, angelic smile could keep her smiling for hours. As it were, she slipped out of bed, so as not to wake him. She moves over to a writing table she'd acquired from the boarding house. Her diary lay there and she unlocks it and quickly begins to jot down her thoughts.

"Dear Grams,

Dakota's sleeping, as he usually is at this time of the morning. He smiled for me in his sleep.. Grams, he has the most beautiful smile!

I spoke with Charlotte yesterday. I guess things are alright between the two of us. Being that she's no longer living in the boarding house, we rarely see each other. But, she's doing well. She's adopted a little boy named Aiden and will be delivering a little girl sometime soon. I know, Grams. I don't intend to have children for a while. I'm enjoying just being with Dakota and being his wife. Children will come soon enough, I don't want to rush it.

Grams, I think Brian and Charlotte's divorce has taken it's toll on Dakota and myself. The vow between us is stronger than ever to hold things together. But seeing our best friends torn apart and fighting and bickering... it's just horrible. And it's so easy to think that if it could happen to Brian and Charlotte, it could happen to anybody.

I've told both Charlotte and Brian that I could not and would not take sides. I love them both dearly and do not want to lose either as a friend.

::At this point she sighs and looks over to Dakota, sleeping peacefully on thier bed and smiles.::

Grams, I know nothing is impossible, but I know in my heart of hearts that Dakota and I have what it takes to make it last. There's such a kind, gentleness to him that I doubt anybody else knows. I see a lot of Grampa in him, Grams.

Love,

Rosiebabygirl

She closes the diary and moves back towards the bed. With Brian having sold the boarding house, there was no job that needed her immediate attention. The dinner party that she was to cater later in the day didn't need much prep work. So, into bed she goes, curling up beside her husband. Laying her head on his left shoulder, his left arm come down and drapes across her back and waist. She kisses him softly on the chin before letting herself drift off to sleep.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-11 08:52 EST
After arriving home, she sits at the kitchen table and removes her shoes and socks. It didn't matter how comfortable the shoes, if you were on your feet for more than an hour, they started to hurt. And hers did hurt. They were red and swollen.

She rises from the table and walks to the kitchen sink. Flipping open a cabinet door beneath said sink, she pulls out a large basin and begins filling it with hot water. Adding a bit of salt to the water, she carefully carries the basin to where she'd been sitting.

The urge to talk to her Grams was strong with her and she makes her way to the bedroom to grab her diary. Once that was in her hands, she makes her way back to the kitchen and the ever lovely basin. Ah, but one thing is missing!

Laying the diary on the kitchen table, she goes once again to the sink, this time to fill a glass of water. After all, her feet and ankles were swollen due to her being a tad dehydrated.

With a soft sigh she was able to finally settle in and soak her tired, sore feet. The water was hot, that's for sure, but it was soothing. Once again she lifts her diary and unlocks it. Flipping through the first few pages with a smile. Setting the diary back onto the tabletop when she reaches the first available blank page, she begins to write.

Dear Grams,

You've said to me a million times, there's a lesson to be learned with everything. Again, those words ring true in my heart.

Charlotte and Brian had a long talk and are being civil to each other now. Grams, you don't know how that eases my heart! I doubt there'll ever be a complete reconciliation between the two but at least they're not feuding.

Grams, I am somewhat ashamed of myself, I have to admit that. Dakota met up with me at the RDI and I wanted alone time with him. Just me and him. But Charlotte did not want to be left alone. She needed a friend to talk to. Of course, I had no qualms about her being along for the walk. But there was a part of me that didn't want anybody else around. I feel like I wasn't being a true friend to Charlotte. I am horrible! She needs me and all I can think of is being alone with my husband. Grams, when did I turn selfish? Dakota, bless his generous heart, even offered to let Charlotte stay with us. How could I turn down a friend in need, Grams? I know that if something should have happned and Dakota was no longer available, I'd hope somebody would make the same offer to me.

But, my selfish heart didn't want Charlotte to stay. And, truthfully, it was relieved that Charlotte had declined the offer. Grams, I can't let this selfishness that I've discovered take over! Charlotte needs a friend, not a selfish brat hanging around! Grams, I'm too ashamed to even admit to Dakota what I'd felt.

I spoke with Brian, briefly, this morning. He knew that something wasn't right. I blamed it on all of the PDA's going on last night that I just up and disappeared. I can't let others know about how selfish I am feeling Grams.

I know what's right and what's wrong. I will just need some time to sort out why I've suddenly got a selfish streak.

Dakota's just walked in the door, Grams. Talk with you later!

Love,

Rosiebabygirl

::Dakota had just entered through the living room door and he'd watched her writing. When she closed the book and locked it he swooped her up into a hug and kissed her with everything he had. Nobody could put a bad thought from Rosie's mind like he could. He was so damn distracting!

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-14 14:07 EST
Ever since that day that he'd sung to her out on the porch, our favorite little red head had been trying to come up with something just as special for her husband. Her heart swelled as she thought of him, and she smiles her crooked little shy smile as she sits at her writing desk and picks up pen and puts it to paper.

Dear Grams,

I've got a song in my heart, and I just had to write it down. I plan on singing it for Dakota soon. I just hope he likes it! Well Grams... here it is!

I never knew love like this before
Now I'm lonely never more
Since you came into my life

You are my lovelight, this I know
And I'll never let you go
You're my all, you're heart, part of me

Once I was lost and now I'm found
Then you turned my world around
When I need you, I call your name

'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
Opened my eyes
'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
What a surprise

'Cause I never
Knew love like this before

This feeling's so deep inside of me
Such a tender fantasy
You're the one I'm living for

You are my sunlight and my rain
And time could never change
What we share forever more

I never knew love like this before
Now I'm lonely never more
Since you came into my life

'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
Opened my eyes
'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
What a surprise
'Cause I never
Knew love like this before

You are my lovelight, this I know
And I'll never let you go
You're my all, you're part of me
Once I was lost and now I'm found
And you turned my world around
When I need you, I call your name

'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
Opened my eyes
'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
What a surprise
'Cause I never
Knew love like this before
Inside of me

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-14 14:16 EST
Grams....

What a whirlwind my weekend was! Grams, Kitty's party went so perfect! And she loved.. yes LOVED her cake! I was so glad, Grams. It took me 5 hours with a blow torch just to make the fish to go on top!

I don't know what I'd do without my crew. Dakota is such a huge help to me, and I'd be remiss to not mention Dean, Julie, Nick and Stratos. They are the best, Grams!

Last night I got into a bit of a tiff with a lady named Lorelei. She said that Succi had relations with Lorelei's fiancee. I don't want to believe it, but it's just too coincidental that the last time I saw Succi she broke down crying about finding the perfect man. I do hope that Succi's ok. I miss her so much.

I had said something to Lorelei about Dakota, not sure what, and she gave me the weirdest look. I'm going to discuss it with Dakota, Grams, don't you worry about that.

Oh, he's been so busy with the gardening at Charlotte's that he comes home exhausted at everynight. After dinner he hits the shower and goes directly to bed. Poor Dakota's really been working hard. I can't wait to see how it all turns out over there.

Speaking of Charlotte, Grams, she asked me to deliver her baby girl! I'm so excited! It reminds me of when Doreen had Oliver. At least I'll be prepared this time and won't have to worry about catching the baby as it comes out! No, I didn't drop Oliver on his head, Grams!!

I love you Grams, and I think about you every day. Thank you so much for the guidance you gave me. I try to use your advice every day. Dakota and I do sit down to at least one meal and we've never went to bed angry. Sometimes we talk until the sun comes up, but it's never been because we've been angry. Thank you and Grandpa for setting such a great example of how love can and will bring a couple through anything.

Rosiebabygirl

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-15 14:11 EST
Dear Grams,

He's gone, Grams. I don't know what to do. I'm so alone.

I don't know, Grams. I don't know why he's gone. He says he's an outlaw and he was going outlawing. What does that mean, Grams?

I'm so scared and mad and hurt. Grams, why's he doing this?

::tears stained the rest of the entry, smearing it beyond legibility::

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-19 08:30 EST
It'd been four days since she last made a diary entry. She could barely remember he first day, the second two were lost to her and here she is on the third day. Maureen had handed Rosie her diary when Rosie asked for it. Rosie's smile would be weak, but genuine and she'd thank her sister.

Once Maureen had finished up her nursing duties for the morning she left Rosie to her thoughts. Rosie would write a little, sleep, wake and write a little more.

Dear Grams,

It's been a few days since I last spoke with you. I may not get all of this in one sitting, I'm so tired Grams. So much has happened...

Yes, Grams, Dakota's back home, safe and sound. I don't know where he'd gone, Grams. He said he'd tell me once I was back on my feet again.

Mo's here, Grams. She's been a really big help to me and Dakota. I just wish I knew how to show her my gratitude. Maybe she can stay here with me a while longer. She does seem to be enjoying herself here.

Ok, Grams, I'll get to it. From what Mo says, I was out of it for a couple of days. She says that I miscarried a baby. Grams, I'd just found out I was with Dakota's child. And the poor thing is gone. I had a good cry, and it still hurts to think about it. I just hope that maybe, we can try again.

Last thing I remember, before waking up here yesterday was that Brian and Dakota were fighting. I don't even know why. I'm not talking arguing, Grams, they were using fists. It was horrible.

More later Grams. I can't keep my eyes open.

Love you.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-20 10:25 EST
It was a beautiful morning outside of her window and Rosie would wake to the sound of chirping birds and the sunlight streaming through her window. Dust motes would swirl in the breeze, illuminated by the sunlight that shone upon her floor.

Picking up her diary from the nightstand, she opens it up and peruses the pages. A soft smile as she recalls each entry. The smile would fade with the tear stained page that was smudged beyond any legibility. How painful that had been. How painful everything had been since.

She was trying to make things right again. And things seemed to be slowly moving in that direction. There was a tiny exception to that and she felt the need to write it down. It was her way of thinking things out.

Dear Grams,

Things are going better, I think. I'm strong enough to get up and walk a bit by myself. Maureen and Dakota helped me out onto the porch yesterday. I sat in a rocker and just enjoyed the sun on my face and the wind in my hair. Being outside really picked up my spirits!

Something is troubling me, though. Grams, I've asked Dakota a couple of times where he was when he left. He still refuses to talk about it. Do I press on, maybe I don't want to know. He's been acting rather strangely lately. Perhaps a birthday party would cheer him up? I don't know, Grams. I really don't know. Sometimes I think he's like a wild bird in a guilded cage that needs to be set free.

Grams, maybe that's it. Maybe he wasn't ready to settle down. You know how impulsive I can be. And I've come to find that his temper's so very short fused.

Remember the poem you taught me?

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If not, it was never meant to be."

Perhaps I should set him free, Grams.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-22 07:22 EST
Dear Grams,

I am feeling so much better, physically. I even went to see Charlotte and the Inn over the last couple of days. I didn't stay long in either place. But it sure felt good to be out of the house and that bedroom.

Grams, Dakota's been holding me as I've fallen asleep, just about every night since the fight. He'd make sure I was asleep then he'd slip off to the kitchen or the front porch. I know because there'd be times I"d wake up and hear him.

But the other night, when it was raining, I woke up and the house was quiet. I got out of bed to see where he was. Grams, he was gone again. I don't know where he went. I went back to bed and cried for what seemed like hours before sleep would over take me again.

He was back by morning. His damp clothes in a hamper in the bathroom. And he was sleeping next to me. I guess I should be thankful for that.

Grams, I don't know how much longer I can take this. I don't want it to but my heart's becoming a hard shell when it comes to Dakota. I'll always love him, and I cannot begrudge him who he is. But Grams, he's left my heart hanging twice now. I can't say there will be a third time.

Rosiebabygirl

The L would be smudged by a single tear drop.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-24 08:21 EST
Grams,

I think this is it. Dakota's been gone for two days and I don't think he's ever coming back. And, even if he did, how could things ever be the same again?

I've spent the last two days moping around and thinking a lot. I've come to the conclusion that Brian, Charlotte, and everybody else who tried to warn me about marrying so quickly were right. Charlotte had once said that the tingly feeling inside would eventually go away. Boy was she ever right.

I'm sorry Grams. He still have Gramps' ring. I've taken yours off and placed it back into the box. I wish it had brought me the luck that it had brought you.

Grams, I do have to say that I've got the best circle of friends. They've all been so very supportive during all of this. Dean even stayed in the guest room the first night Dakota disappeared. Yes, Grams, I know it was probably ill conceived timing, but he was only thinking me. He knew how scared and alone I was and thought that his presence would be enough to calm me. And it was.

Anyway, he's left too. We wouldn't want to give Dakota any fuel for fire off of something as simple as a friend supporting another.

I'd be remiss if I didn't mention that my eyes have been opened quite a bit in the last few days. I've seen who is a true friend and who isn't. I've also discovered that I had been blind to a simple fact for quite a while. Dean's been there for me, every step of the way. When Dakota and Brian were fighting, who held me and made sure I stayed safe? Dean. When Dakota left the first time, who stayed with me for a good 24 hours to make sure I was alright? Dean. Who held together the Deli while I was recovering? Dean.

Now, I know, Brian was there for me too. But Brian looks to me as a sister. I feel the same about him, he's like a big brother to me. I love him dearly but only in that capacity.

I've learned that Dean loves me, heart and soul. And I've done nothing to encourage that. In fact, I was so blind by my love for Dakota that I couldn't see how my actions were hurting Dean.

He said something profound last night. He admitted everything to me. And instead of being selfish, he gave me wings. He told me that he'd be waiting, that he'd be there for me every step of the way. He knows that even though I'm physically alright, my heart still needs time to heal.

Honestly, I wish I had taken the warnings I got when I first told folks that Dakota had proposed. Grams, I put my everything into loving Dakota. And, it may sound selfish, but what'd I get in return? A three times broken heart, empty womb and a house? All I wanted was his heart.

I remember, sitting on the porch, listening to Dakota sing. I can't remember the song, exactly, but one line said something about whether or not he could trust me with his heart. I guess not. I don't think he ever truly gave it, Grams.

Anyway, there's a lot of work to be done. I've booked another large party with Taneth and Tera. A dance party of some sort within the next couple of weeks. I need to get a menu to them so they can pick what they want served.

I love you, Grams.

Rosiebabygirl

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-28 14:21 EST
Dear Grams,

It's been a while since I've spoken with you. How I wish you were here with me. My life is so upside down Grams. I just am taking things day by day. I don't know what else to do.

I do know I can't stay in the Villa any longer. I see Dakota's face everywhere. Every room there is a memory. He haunts me like you'd not believe. so, I've seen a realtor and am buying a home. My own home Grams, can you believe it? I'm so excited!!

You know Grams, you used to tell me that when God closed a window he'd open up a door. And you are so right. The door opened I didn't even know existed, Grams. Yes, I am speaking of Dean again. Grams, I know to take things slowly. God knows, I learned that from Dakota.

But when he looks at me with those hazel eyes and he smiles at me, Grams, I just melt. It took a broken nose to realize what I've had all along. All I had to do was ask for it. And Grams, I've told Dean how I feel. Sometimes I think he's scared of me. I mean we sit and talk until dawn sometimes. A lot of it sounds like an interrogation from me. I can't help it. I don't want to give my all to somebody who doesn't want to share. And has Dean shared. Everything. There's been no question, no matter how silly it may sound, that he's not answered. He's so open and honest.

Grams, he didn't get along with his parents very well. I don't know the entire story, but I do know that his father was a very strict disciplinarian and his mother was kind and gentle. We are making plans to take a weekend and go visit them in a place called England. I can't wait, Grams!

I have to put the diary away for a few days. With all the packing and getting ready to move, I won't be able to speak to you until everything is moved in.

I love you Grams.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-08-30 12:06 EST
Grams,

I just unpacked the box that had the book in it and I had to sit down and write to you! The new house is coming together so nicely! I absolutely LOVE my kitchen!! As soon as that's unpacked I can stop using the RDI kitchen so much.

I spoke with a lawyer. And you know what Grams? I think they're just out to scare folks like me into spending money. But papers are filed. It's done. His parting remark is going to be forgotten. I'll be damned if that... how'd Brian put it... oh yes... tax fattened bastard... is going to stand in the way of my happiness.

Ninety days he tells me I have to wait. For what? Nothing, that's what. So forget it.

Dean was so... unhappy yesterday, Grams. And it was that stupid lawyer that did it. I won't let that happen again. Dean deserves to be happy and I intend to make sure he stays that way.

Anyway Grams, I have more stuff to put up in the kitchen. Keep an eye out for your Rosiebabygirl.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-02 10:23 EST
Coffee mug in hand, she wanders over to the writing table that she had set up near the window in her bedroom. She sets the steaming mug down carefully and sits in the little wooden chair. Lifting the pen and unlocking the diary Rosie opens it up to the next empty page and begins writing.

Dear Grams,

It's been a very hectic last couple of days. The menu for the masquerade party that Taneth and Tara is throwing has been set. They even finally set a date. It's to be on the 12th. Grams, a lot of the food is exotic in nature and is going to take a little bit to get. I'm praying everything comes in before the party.

Enough of business.

Yes, Grams, Dean's been wonderful. He has little ways of making me love him more with each day. We played tag in the Red Dragon and he let me win! Of course, I had a little help from Wyheree's ability to make it snow, but hey, what's a girl to do?

I gave him a key to the new house, Grams. Dean can come and go as he pleases. I trust him whole heartedly.

Grams, if I close my eyes I can see you smiling down at me. I am sure that this time I've found somebody whose heart is pure. And I know that he would make you proud, Grams.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-02 19:25 EST
The September edition of the Oracle had hit the streets and Rosie picked up her a copy at a corner newsstand by the RDI. She didn't think much of it and tucked it away in one of her apron pockets as she went about her day.

There was a luncheon to cater and after that, she took a break at the RDI. Kitty had been in attendance and was always happy to munch away on whatever leftovers Rosie would bring to the place. During thier conversation, Rosie noticed the article in the Gossip column.

Sober And Lavender

Remember the man that you needed to make sure was sober but the little five foot nothing woman had stolen his heart? Looks like a change may be in the wind as he and a lady with lavender hair have been seen leaving the Inn together VERY late at night.

Rosie laughed it off. She knew who the article was about, at least, one half of the article. That part of her life was over and she'd finally completely let it go. However, she couldn't help but wonder who the lavendar haired lady was. When she wondered this out loud, Kitty responded with.

"Probably Cassie."

And suddenly, what had made no sense to Rosie just a week or so ago, made perfectly good sense. Everybody knew how close Dakota and Cassie had been. How far of a stretch would it have been...

Dear Grams,

Well, I finally know the truth about what happened with Dakota. Well, not completely, but the night he snuck out and there were wet clothes in the hamper... he went out to meet up with Cassie at the RDI.

Cassie is a friend, and room mate, of Charlotte's. They've been both so kind to me since he left. Was it guilt? Why'd they do that? I feel so betrayed by them. How could they do that to somebody they called a friend? And I do include Charlotte on this Grams. She and Cassie are thick as thieves. She has to have known.

I don't know if it was with her that he disappeared that first time. I have no doubt in my mind that is where he went when he snuck out. Grams, so help me, I never want to see either of those women again. They are no friends of mine.

Rosie

She had cut out the article and stuck it into her diary, then closed the book and put it away.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-05 07:33 EST
Rosie had been to see her doctor quite a few times in the last few weeks. She felt like a pin cushion every time she went. How can anybody have any blood left in thier veins after being poked so many times?

This last time she went, she held onto her arms and wouldn't let them draw another drop. That was fine by them, they had all the information they needed for a while.

Dear Grams,

So much has happened Grams, in the last few days. It's like Dean's this whirlwind and I am caught up in the middle of it! He's asked me to marry him, Grams. I know, so soon, but I just can't say no to him. He's truly shown me what a kind and gentle spirit he is. And you should see the portrait he panted of me. Grams, he's wonderful!

So, here I sit, with a beautiful diamond ring on my hand. Finally, a man who truly loves me, Grams... But theer's so much more to tell...

I visited Dr. Grant today. You know, momma's doctor? Yea.. that one. Anyway, ever since the incident I've seen him just about twice a week. He is really keeping a good eye on me. The crooks of my elbows are just about black and blue from all the blood they've drawn.

Ok, Grams, I'll get to the point. The good doctor has been doing a lot of blood tests... a lot... and... well... Grams... I'm pregnant again.

I can't wait to tell Dean. I know he'll be so excited Grams. He's spoken of wanting to start a family. I just didn't think it'd be this soon!

Grams, pray that my body doesn't reject this tiny being growing inside of me. I don't think I could go through that again. I'm a little scared Grams.

Love you, Grams.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-18 18:07 EST
Dear Grams,

Every morning I wake up and thank the person who created the saltine crackers. If I am not munching on one or two of those bland little crunchers, I'd be in the bathroom, praying to the porclain Gods. I don't remember my sisters going through this. Will it never end?

Dean's been such a sweetheart through the whole thing. He even held my hair and put a cool washrag on my forehead the first time it happened. It seems all he has to do is touch my face and smile and I feel better. I know that sounds corny, but it's true.

Grams, he's got some sort of healing power. He says he has celestial blood? I'm not sure what it all means. I do know that I've cut my hand a couple of times and he's "kissed and made it all better." I wish I'd had him around when I was a little girl learning to roller skate!

There's not a whole lot of news, Grams. Things have seemed to settle down and are peaceful. I am loving it!

One bit of news, Brian has fallen in love with a girl named Jenai. She is well suited to him and I'm so glad he's finally happy. And Grams, Jen is cute as a button. She came over and we spent the afternoon cooking spaghetti. It was quite the experience.

Dean has been selling his paintings. It's very exciting! The art dealers around here seem to love his stuff lately. I just hope that keeps up. He loves to paint, he really does.

Time to go Grams. The oven timer just went off, roast pork waits for no one!

Love you,

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-22 12:27 EST
She sat in her bedroom at her writing table, looking out of the window. It was raiining outside and the steady rhythm of the downpour had her sighing softly, deep in thought. The diary was open to an empty page, but the pen lay across it and she wasn't even looking down at it. Her gaze was on that window, the rain water sluicing over it. She neither smiled nor frowned. Her expression was blank, the rain lulling her to slowly close her eyes in a day dream.

When she awoke, head down on the diary she knew she had to write down what she'd seen and heard in the day dream.

Dear Grams,

I just had the most wonderful little dream and wanted to write it down before I forgot about it.

It wasn't much, really. In the dream I must have been 7 or 8 months pregnant and laying in bed, talking with Dean. He was curled up, head on my chest, watching my belly, his hand was resting ever so gently on my stomach. The baby moved, and he felt it for the first time. The smile, Grams, his smile was radiant. So proud.

That was it. Grams, i can't wait for it to happen.

Rosie

She places the pen back down and looks back out the window, her hand smoothing her blouse flat against her stomach, curving ever so slightly down around her hips. She couldn't even tell that the curve was there herself.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-09-28 07:35 EST
As usual, she was up with the morning's first light. She's dressed in her terry cloth bathrobe and flop earred bunny slippers. Sitting at her writing desk, she lifts the quill and begins to scrawl out a list Dean's birthday was about four weeks away, but she wanted a nice big surprise birthday party for him. So, she began the planning now.

She was a bit stumped on a couple of things so she sets her list aside and pulls out her diary.


Dear Grams,

Dean's birthday is in a few weeks and I'm starting the planning of a nice surprise party for him. Of course, I'll bake the cake and the staff will cater it. Or, maybe we'll just have it here. I don't think Dean appreciates large crowds. He's more of the quiet, intimate setting kind of guy. We'll have to wait and see.

I don't think I've mentioned Gage to you, Grams. He's a friend of Dean's and he came to help out with the Deli. He seems to be an alright kid, but he has a mischievous streak a mile wide. The other day he bombed Dean as he was leaving with flour bombs. Reminds me a lot of Thomas! But then my youngest brother is spoiled rotten too.

Well I guess it's time to get a move on my day. I love you Grams and think about you all the time.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-10-03 08:08 EST
Still in her flannel "Grammy gown" she had puttered around the house, feet clad in those flop eared rabbit slippers. She makes a pot of coffee, hoping tha the aroma would wake Gage and Dean. She loved the peaceful mornings, but she was wanting somebody to talk to.

She goes to the bedroom and slips in quietly. Dean's curled up in their bed, sleeping peacefully. Occasionally he'd smile or turn his head, but for the most part, he just lay there sleeping. How lucky she was that he didn't snore!

Sitting at her writing desk, she lifts the pen and flips through to an empty page.

Dear Grams,

The other day I was talking to Jenai in the RDI. She was saying somebody's been tainting the water supply and somebody's actually died from it. Not even the bottled water is safe, Grams. She says that the symptoms begin like that of a typical flu, so most folks don't even notice until it's too late.

Grams, what kind of world am I bringing this baby into? What happened to the simple times of people treating others the way they wanted to be treated? What happened to the Golden Rule?

I worry, Grams, about the baby I carry. What kind of life is it going to have? The world is an awfully big place and I"m jsut a tiny girl. How can I protect my child from what's out there?

Just waxing philosophical Grams. It'll be alright, I'm sure.

Rosie

She lays down her pen and goes to the bed. Sliding in on her side, she pulls the covers up to her ears. She then scoots over and snugs against Dean's side, her arm over his chest, her head on his shoulder.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-10-09 15:06 EST
Dear Grams,

When Doreen and Charlyne explained pregnancy and the things that they'd experienced, I had no clue what they were talking about. But I am quickly finding out on my own! I felt little butterfly flutters in my tummy today, Grams!

It was in my lower tummy, not upper tummy. I just know that it was the baby moving inside of me. There was no kick, no sharp jolt, just butterflies!

Grams, I can't wait to see the baby. I so wish that it looks more like Dean than myself. He has the most amazing hazel eyes I've ever seen.

I felt the urge to put paper to pen and wrote a poem for Dean. I don't know that I'll ever show it to him though. I don't know if it's any good or not.

Here goes:

Always and forever
Each moment with you is just like a dream to me
That somehow came true
And I know tomorrow will still be the same
Cos' we've got a life of love that won't ever change

And ev'ry day love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we'll share tomorrow together
I'll always love you, forever, forever

There'll always be sunshine when I look at you
Something I can't explain, just the things that you do
And if you get lonely, hold me
And take a second to give to me the magic you make

And ev'ry day love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And feel sad tomorrow together
I'll always love you, forever, forever

It's probably too mushy for him, Grams.

Love,

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-10-15 11:44 EST
Dear Grams,

Fall is upon us and Rhy'din has never been so beautiful. The trees are like Dean's pallette, a vivid array of oranges, yellows, reds and greens. The air is crisp and the sky just as blue as a newborn baby's eyes.

Grams, it's times like this that I miss you the most. We used to take walks and rake leaves and how you'd scowl at me for skinning my knees jumping into the pile of leaves. I can still see your face, the smile in your eyes behind the scowl. I miss the caramel apples you used to make. And the popcorn balls and the hot apple pies and pumpkin pies and and and...

I had a little girl's party to do the other day. I made up some of the pop corn balls and used a bit of red food die to make them pink. How the little girls loved it! I think I'll make orange and black ones for Halloween. That's if I don't eat them all first!

Grams, you should see the paintings Dean has been making. They're beautiful. This Mr. White will be very pleased, I think. Anyway, Dean's moved a large recliner into his work room so I can sit and watch him work. He's so fun to watch, Grams.

I'm still feeling little butterflies in my tummy, Grams. I know it's my little one saying hello to me. Dean likes to lay his head on my belly and talk to it. He's been so good throughout everything, Grams. I cannot express how much I love him, not with words. He's been so kind, thoughtful and understanding. Even when I tried to fight with him, he really wouldn't. He listens to my rantings and ravings and always ends up making me smile. I can honestly say that he's calmed down your little hot headed granddaughter. He's been a calming salve to my soul and I don't think I could live without him.

Enough of the mushy stuff! Gage has found himself a place to live and moved out of the house. I am more than a bit relieved, though I know Dean misses him already. The two are thick as thieves. They are so different, but so alike at times. Gage is a moody fellow, with a wicked sense of humor. Dean seems to be a happy kind of person and he also has a wicked sense of humor. Anyway, I wish Gage the best of luck.

There's a knock at the door, Grams. I should be going.

I love you!

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-10-25 12:52 EST
It took quite a bit of doing, but she stayed up way late and watched as Dean fell asleep. They'd had quite the talk that night and a lot of things had been sorted out between the two. They ate a cold dinner by candlelight. The evening concluded with them in bed, gentle touches, soft kisses. Their bodies entwined, their souls combined, their hearts as one.

But now he was asleep. She watches him as something makes him smile briefly. She slides from the bed and makes her way towards the writing table and flicks it's little light on. Curling a foot beneath her she sits in the little wooden chair and lifts her pen. She opens her diary and looks down at the blank page for a moment. She wasn't quite sure how to begin.

Placing the pen back down onto the opened diary, she looks out the window at the full moon. She becomes lost in her thoughts, eyes growing wide with a stare towards that lunar orb. The trees blew softly in the wind, their leaves blowing and winding to the earth. What would be scarlets, yellows and orange hues during the day were muted to dark purples, blues and near black at night.

The fire behind her had burned almost all of the wood and there were mere embers in the fireplace. A cool breeze blew down the chimney and it's icey fingers tickled down her spine. It broke her from her reverie and she rubs the gooseflesh from her arms. Rising from the chair, she walks over to the wood pile beside the hearth and lifts a small log and some kindling from it. She places them carefully inside the fireplace and watches as the kindling lights from the embers and soon the little log had tiny flames rising from it.

A soft sigh and she returns to the writing desk. She closes the diary, her fingers lingering on the worn leather binding. "Sorry Grams, it's going to have to wait."

She walks back over to the bed and climbs in under the covers. She didn't know if he was awake or not, but she scoots over and curls up beside Dean. She takes his hand in hers and pulls his arm over and rests his hand on her belly.

"I love you, Dean." She kisses his shoulder before drifting off to sleep.

RosieODel

Date: 2006-11-03 14:26 EST
Dear Grams,

I've made managers of Dirk and Gage at the Deli. I know that I didn't get off on a good foot with Gage, but he's shown me that he's a very responsible and reliable young man. And since I've been ordered off of my feet by the wonderful doctor, they've been updating me to the goings on.

Tonight I'll miss my first big event. I'm kind of sad and nervous. I know the boys will be on their best behavior, but anything can go wrong and it's very difficult for me to let go and let somebody else handle it.

The Deli is doing wonderfully! Just in the last two days, we've received two very large last minute orders. Tonight's party being one of them, and a Harvest Festival being the other. I am so proud of the crew, Grams. Gage and Dirk really have proved themselves by getting everything ready. I've given them hiring authority and they've hired a bunch of their young fraternity brothers to help out. I've never met such a sweet bunch of men!

Speaking of them, they pulled a prank on Dean for his birthday. They kidnapped him while he was asleep and we took him to Gage's house. There we had a big party! It was so much fun. And Dean had a ball.

Well, Grams, Dean's calling me to his painting room.

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-11-08 07:56 EST
Dear Grams,

Dean finished the nursery yesterday. It's beautiful! It's done with beige, yellow, blue, green, all sorts of very muted colors. The crib folds out into a baby bed, then into a toddler's bed. It is so neat! And Dean's done such a good job on it, Grams.

It's can't be that much longer! I feel big as a house and clumsy! I've taken to wearing maternity shirts and pants. I can't wait to get back into my Deli uniform or a pair of jeans! I'm huge!

A short entry today Grams. I've got Harvest Festival stuff to do and Wyheree's wedding cake to get started on.

Love you!

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-11-19 10:51 EST
Dear Grams,

I can't wait until this baby comes out. There's just only so much room in there and he just doesn't seem to be content anymore. Kicking, punching, rolling, tossing and turning. I am sure it's getting close. I've been having some cramping. Nothing serious, I get up and walk and it goes away for the most part. Sometimes it doesn't and it scares me. But mostly within an hour or so the pain goes away. Dean's not even aware of it. I try to keep it hidden so I don't scare him. One of us being a little scared is bad enough, right?

And Grams, I am scared. I've seen babies being born and I've seen the yelling and screaming and crying that goes on. I just don't want to lose control like that. I know it's going to be painful, but please watch over me and give me strength, Grams. Poor Dean. His hand is going to be nice and black and blue by the time we're done, I'm sure. But I know he'd want to be there when his child is born. He's awesome already. He talks to the baby and kisses my belly and gently massages it. He asked me the other day if I thought the baby knew him and if he knew that Dean loved him. I told him of course the baby knows his father and knows his father loves him. When the baby is kicking up a storm, all Dean has to do is lay his hand on my belly and whisper something softly to my belly and the baby calms immediately. It's truly amazing, Grams.

I think it's nap time. I've been doing a lot of that lately. So tired...

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2006-11-28 08:29 EST
She wakes slowly, was that a baby crying? She rubs her face and frowns, she's so tired. She sat up slowly. Her hand going to her belly as usual. Then it came back to her. The day before, the pain had been excruciating and she didn't think she'd make it. Cried like a baby more than once, she did.

But then a different cry. Tiny, beautiful and it brought more tears to her own eyes. He was here. The pain was over and as they lay him on her chest she cradles him instinctively and whispers his name into his ear. Gently kissing the tiny bundle she smiles and looks up at Dean. She is so tired she can barely lift her arms enough and Dean takes their son in his arms. The look of pride and his eyes mist up as the little one gives out another cry, this one louder than the last and his tiny fists make circles in the air.

"I love you, Dean." Her eyes flutter closed and she sleeps, finally.

So here she is, the next morning, she'd been up every couple of hours the night before. Regardless if the newborn had fussed or not. She wanted to make sure everything was alright. At one point she even had Dean wheel the baby bed into their room so she could hear the baby as he slept.

Climbing out of the bed she walks to the basinette and lifts her son out of it and proceeds to take care of his needs. Fifteen minutes later, he's back to sleep again. She moves over to her writing desk and opens up her journal.

Dear Grams,

He's here! Daniel Ryan Santiago. He's got his father's dark hair and his eyes haven't changed from the royal blue yet. His nose reminds me of mine, the poor little guy. And he's got Dean's mouth. I will have to say he's the most beautiful baby I've ever seen, Grams.

He came to the world in the usual way. Dean was so wonderful. He seemed to know just what to do and when to do it. When my back hurt, he rubbed it. He was there, the whole time. I so love him Grams.

I'm still pretty tired so I'm going to go lay back down.

Love you Grams,

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2007-01-12 15:08 EST
She had been cleaning her bedroom, Daniel down for a nap and Dean in his room painting, when Rosie found her diary. She leans back on her heels and smiles at it lovingly. So many things already had graced it's pages. Rising from her crouch she moved over to her writing desk and sat down to read over it's pages and to write something in it. How long has it been anyway?

Dear Grams,

I had no idea that motherhood would keep me so busy! The last two months have been a whirlwind of dirty diapers and breast creme and pads. Who knew it would hurt? And it does Grams. I hope I can make it to his sixth month. But he's growing so amazingly fast and strong. So much like his daddy. He has Dean's beautiful eyes.

Jen and Brian came by for a short visit. Was really good to see them. And they're doing so well. Jen glows and Brian is always smiling. What a relief for him. I love him like he's my own brother and I am so glad that his life is settling down. We spoke briefly on Christmas day. He cried into my arms and I think it was because he was so happy. Jen is so wonderful him.

I just wish everybody could find somebody like my Dean. He's so wonderful Grams. Everything he does is so thoughtful and caring. He's truly a loving person and he cares about everybody he meets. I've learned so much from him. He is kind and gentle and a wonderful father. He dotes on Daniel so much. It's wonderful to see them together. I love him more every day.

Grams, my hand's starting to cramp. I am going to start going back to work here soon, taking Daniel with me when I can, of course. I'll have to talk to Dean about that.

Love you,

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2007-02-19 08:50 EST
Grams,

Last night there was a Valentine's day party at the Red Dragon Inn. I can't remember the last time I had been there. I had baked up three dozen cupcakes to take to the party and arrived at what must have been the worst possible time to drop them off.

All I know is that hood, Tommy, was there. Everybody was so tense. It seems that he killed Skyler. I can't believe it still. I was not overly fond of Skyler, but nobody deserves to be murdered. And I still can't believe Tommy would do such a thing. Sure he was gruff with me, but he'd never lifted a hand to hurt me and he complimented me in his own way. I guess I am just naive enough to believe that there's good in everybody. I guess I was wrong.

Wyheree was there. I miss my Sissy so much! She could barely muster a smile when I walked in the door. I can't help but wonder what was wrong. But then, with what was going on, I'm sure that it was just the circumstances at the time. Tommy left and then Captain James came in. He comforted Wyheree and it was wonderful to see them together. He truly makes her happy and I am so glad of that. They truly make a beautiful couple.

I left shortly after that. I had to be home. Not to mention, I've grown so accustomed to a life of peace and serenity that the drama in there was just too overwhelming. I couldn't handle it, Grams. Everybody was pleasant, but I just couldn't take the tenseness in the place. I miss my friends, though. So, I guess I'll have to put up with the drama.

I did something so stupid a few weeks back Grams, I can't believe I did it. I took Daniel for a walk after it got dark. I don't know what I was thinking. He was fussy, cutting teeth already. I saw Brian and then a fight broke out. I was forced to go into the one place I said I'd never take Daniel. The Red Dragon. Brian saw me safely home after the fight was over. And everything was alright. But Dean was so upset. I had put our child in harm's way. I was so stupid to do that Grams. I just wasn't thinking.

Anyway, I have to get to the Deli.

I love you,

Rosie

RosieODel

Date: 2007-04-19 07:36 EST
Grams,

I know it's been a while since I have spoken to you, but life's been so peaceful that there's really not been a lot to say. Daniel is five months old now and such a good baby Grams. And he looks more and more like his father every day. And he has the cutest little belly laugh I've ever heard. It's simply amazing to watch him. He rolls around, he babbles and looks at me like he's really trying to say something important. It's so cute when he wrinkles his forehead and babbles like that.

Dean is doing great. He's been selling paintings and keeping busy with his fraternity brothers. One of them has a band and is going on tour. Dean just may go with them. I know I'll miss him but I would never tell him not to go. It would mean him missing out on his brother's successes first hand and I couldn't ask him to miss out on that. He's proud and protective of his brothers and I am glad of it. It shows what a good man he really is. And Grams, I love him more every day.

Russ came back from his trip with a girl. She's sweet and I'm so glad to have another girl around the house to talk to! Ana is a little young, but what she lacks in years she makes up for in wisdom. Smart as a whip, that one. Russ is a good guy and he deserves the happiness she brings him. And in a few months, he'll be the father of two sons. I couldn't be happier for him Grams.

I met a blacksmith last night, and made a deal to get a new set of cast iron cookware. I am so excited Grams! Since that Billy kid took steel wool and soap to the one you had, it's not been the same. I am gong to take the old pan and have the smith refinish it. I know the seasoning will be gone, but I'll be able to do that on my own once it's fit to be cooked in again. I am thinking of having the smith make a cast iron dutch oven as well. So if we go camping again, I have that to cook stews and such in. Anyway, his forge is not far from my deli so I won't have to carry the heavy things too far!

Not much else is going on. Like I said before, life is peaceful here and I love it. The drama is pretty much gone and we carry on about life in a very civilized manner. Hard to believe in a placel like Rhy'din, I know.

Time for Daniel to eat. Love you Grams!

Rosie