Khirsah''s words replayed in my thoughts as I found myself walking the sand on Twilight Isle. Memories flooded my thoughts as I paused in the shadows of the tree line. Shadows that fall not only on my body and the ground, but they seem to reach right into my very soul. Darkness and shadows. I know now how Morrin suffered. I understand better the shadows I''d seen in his eyes, for were I to look into a mirror, I am certain I would find those shadows in my own eyes.
Sylus approached me on nearly silent feet as I studied the red line in my hand.
"Alais?"
Slowly, as though it were difficult to drag my attention away from the scar that would forever remain, I looked at him, simply saying, "it has begun".
He stepped closer, it was as though his wolven half were on intense alert, "Tell me what you have seen."
What have I seen? How do you put words to such things as I have seen standing in that darkness beside the oldest dragon? Closing my eyes brought the images into crystal clarity, and I related to him what I''d seen ? "The Isles are over run with them, turning the green to utter ruination. They do hold my home, some of the dragons have been turned into dracoliches, so many others are dead." My voice lowered in pain, "Khirsah. Khirsah has remained in the darkness." I stopped. Pain radiated through my essence.
Sy''s words were distant as he said, "this fight is beyond my skills Lais. I do not know how I can aid you, but I will do what I can."
''Lais'', he''d called me that since the night of the meteor shower, and I focused now on that variant of my name, pulling my thoughts back from the dark pain sitting at the edge of thought. "The sheer numbers Sy ? Sai Jon and I did see them in Riverbend, but here they''re destroying everything." I paused. My next words were too horrible to contemplate, and yet I have been ever since Khirsah had come for me. "I may have to take up Daemonbane, it may be the only way."
Sylus took that news better than I expected, but perhaps he does not reckon the import of that action as clearly as I do.
He asked me if there was any other way, another choice, but his words and tone to not convey the true horror of such an action on my part. "I do not know, but it may come to that," was all I could tell him.
He frowned, "They are far more evil now, than when they were alive. Though Daemonbane will influence them, they will kill any who are not of their numbers who try to claim it." He has a good grasp of the Annarans, better than he may realize, and yet the Annaran''s are only a portion of the horde now destroying Matlal.
I kept my gaze focused on a distant point, "some may be foolish enough to try to claim it, but it is behind wards they cannot breach. Rael has laid claim to Garl, and the dead are everywhere. Garl. Sylus could have no way of knowing how special that dragon was to me. I would find a way to avenge what Rael has done to my friend, with the Valar as my witness, I shall.
Sy waited patiently as my thoughts formed, "is there any way to slay them? Or is that not your desire?" he queried me.
Uncurling my fingers, and studying the long red line once more, "there are many ways to slay them, but I''d rather send them back."
He slowly took my scarred hand in his, "and should they break free again? Remember Alais, you are the last of the Annaran rulers. You take up Daemonbane, the game changes completely."
My gaze slowly focused on his hand, startled to find it wrapped around my own. "I know, but they''ve already died once, and been banished. The tear was opened by Tass, by accident. We must sent them back and seal the tear."
He brought his other hand up, holding mine between both of his, "it will take a lot of power Alais, maybe more than you have. It took two of you to banish them the first time. There is only one of you this time."
"I know, and that is why I do believe it may take accepting Daemonbane to accomplish it."
He reached up and lifted my chin, forcing me to look into his amber eyes, "no matter what you decide, I will stand by it. I may not like it, but I will stand by it."
Silence enveloped us for long seconds, "we may not survive this, you do realize that?" That thought did not seem to trouble him.
Slowly pulling my hand free, I wrapped both around the staff, "Khirsah will not come Sylus. He is needed."
Sy frowned slightly, "He is still in the Darkness?"
I nodded once, "yes, he did take me there, to show me several things, but something is bothering him. He will not tell me what it is, but I think the Third has done something to him and that he cannot return right now." I did not tell him how much the oldest dragon''s human form has changed, nor about the mysterious black gems that radiate power that he now wears. They seem unimportant to Khirsah''s failure to leave the darkness.
Sylus mused regarding Khirsah''s actions as I told him that Khirsah believes I have the answers I do not yet see. That I must embrace my past.
Sy frowned, "then perhaps you need to delve into your mind, search your memories. Just because you are not aware of it does not mean it is not there in your subconscious." He abruptly noticed the stain etched into the Rouwanwood staff, "how did you receive the injury on your hand?"
Opening my hand, I glanced again at the angry line, "The first time I did seek to find Khirsah in the Primordial Darkness, the containment ward was a blood ward, but?." My voice trailed off ? Khirsah had rejected me, and that still stung.
Sy wasn''t going to let it go just yet, "but???"
"I did touch the darkness, but Khirsah would not permit me to enter. The sorceries were for nothing and still he would not come." He could not know the anguish, nor how many hours I''d knelt in the black sand before Garl had come for me.
His frown deepened, "So you received that injury from touching the boundaries?"
"No, the cut I did inflict upon myself to create the ward, to contain the power, but the power it took to form such a ward will leave a scar even upon elves." My thoughts drifted again, "I have a need to heal Sai Jon. We do not know where Tass is, and while Khirsah tells me that Sai Jon did draw the curse from Tass, he now suffers the effects of Daemonbane''s curse." I have to pray he does not inquire how Tass had become afflicted with that particular curse, because I should have recognized what Tass was capable of doing, and stopped him. This should never have befallen my old friend.
But, now it was time to return to I'' Taurn and see what I can do for Sai Jon before we make our return to Matlal and face what awaits us there.