It was not tightrope or fence, but the bondchain itself that the small one walked. Since the death of Master Kiroth u'Lor S'jira had been lost and wavering between the offerings of a the ways of the free-born and what she was as a slave.
Her dreams troubled her of bare feet moving over spent, broken glass. Of stern eyes of a man in the sky above the foothilled forests in lands foreign and far from RhyDin. And she dreampt of drowning in a churning whirlpool of silk and wool - the silk vibrant and cool and the wool bland and harsh.
Another of the dreams had the small one bolting upright in her bed within the room that was hers at the Red Dragon. She gasped for breath and startled a look about at the darkness. A trembling hand slowly pushed the covers back from her bare form. Her feet met with the floor and quickly withdrew at the shock of the cold of it before touching down again more tentatively.
She drew the blanket about slender shoulders, shivering violently as her body strove to adjust to the temperature of the room that had cooled with the waning hours of the night into the very early morning. S'jira shook, lesser as she warmed a little, and moved towards the window.
Moonlight with its pale light touched her face. Tears had left tracks down her cheeks to wet at the fragile line of her jaw. Her hand slipped up through the blanket to steal the moisture away while she watched the snow fall to the ground that was just above freezing and refused it to do anything but melt.
Below the window, she watched a few citizens of the great city bustle from one direction or another. A hunched man with a few packs loaded to his back, a drunken women with her hair uncovered and in a disarray, and a large dog with the bones of its ribs and haunches showing that he had gone too long without food and the search was on for any morsel.
S'jira pulled the blanket tighter under her chin. Her head lowered as she gave into a turn that moved her towards the table in her room. A match was struck and a thick taper was lit. Ruddy light of it sputtered erratically at first, then calmed into a slow dance of that single flame.
There was happiness in her heart when she thought of Panther, as it was in that moment. To herself, she smiled. And at the same time, she knew that he warred with himself about her. In that, it weighted her heart a little.
Her dreams troubled her of bare feet moving over spent, broken glass. Of stern eyes of a man in the sky above the foothilled forests in lands foreign and far from RhyDin. And she dreampt of drowning in a churning whirlpool of silk and wool - the silk vibrant and cool and the wool bland and harsh.
Another of the dreams had the small one bolting upright in her bed within the room that was hers at the Red Dragon. She gasped for breath and startled a look about at the darkness. A trembling hand slowly pushed the covers back from her bare form. Her feet met with the floor and quickly withdrew at the shock of the cold of it before touching down again more tentatively.
She drew the blanket about slender shoulders, shivering violently as her body strove to adjust to the temperature of the room that had cooled with the waning hours of the night into the very early morning. S'jira shook, lesser as she warmed a little, and moved towards the window.
Moonlight with its pale light touched her face. Tears had left tracks down her cheeks to wet at the fragile line of her jaw. Her hand slipped up through the blanket to steal the moisture away while she watched the snow fall to the ground that was just above freezing and refused it to do anything but melt.
Below the window, she watched a few citizens of the great city bustle from one direction or another. A hunched man with a few packs loaded to his back, a drunken women with her hair uncovered and in a disarray, and a large dog with the bones of its ribs and haunches showing that he had gone too long without food and the search was on for any morsel.
S'jira pulled the blanket tighter under her chin. Her head lowered as she gave into a turn that moved her towards the table in her room. A match was struck and a thick taper was lit. Ruddy light of it sputtered erratically at first, then calmed into a slow dance of that single flame.
There was happiness in her heart when she thought of Panther, as it was in that moment. To herself, she smiled. And at the same time, she knew that he warred with himself about her. In that, it weighted her heart a little.