Topic: Sparks

Resolute

Date: 2014-08-19 21:56 EST
Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.

-Terry Pratchett


It had been an unseasonably mild summer, not even peaking with the arrival of August and holding only the promise of more mild temperatures thick with the humidity of impending rain. Already the thick gray clouds had sought to choke the companionable light of the twin moons and steal away the the allure of the stars. The breeze coming in off of the water should have been cool enough to tingle the skin and raise the fine little hairs on anyone?s skin, pleasantly, but instead ran a not so subtle gamut between tepid and that uncomfortable push of heat synonymous with readied cremation chamber right at the door?s opening.

Charlie lingered in a lean of elbows on the patio railing of El Fuego alone, having long gotten over his mild amusement at Grace and Kyo?s ironic choice of stops (assuredly neither one understood why he?d laughed at the sign, but the former had so desperately wanted tacos), and it was a merry enough consolation for Melanie that the tequila selection was so impressive. Behind him and just inside the open glass doors of the restaurant the festivities were in full swing, with the two mentees having excited conversations over the head of a patiently unanimated Sir Romulus between mouthfuls of food, while the Mandalorian pretended to keep an affably silent vigil. He could feel her eyes on us back, but his assumption of her pride of the moment could just as easily have been her curiosity. Or expectation.

A single bead of sweat formed at his left temple, stretching itself out lazily down the side of his face to eventually sting at flesh still freshly battered from the tournament.

It?s so warm out here?

The culmination of the night?s glory lay inert in his pocket, taken only an hour or so earlier without ceremony, tucked away without reverence, and keeping company with a few silver coins, some lint, and origami throwing star made from a 21st century American dollar bill (a joke that Jin Chae would probably roll her eyes at when he saw her next). His staunch disbelief in all things arcane made FireStar little more than a show piece, a physical sign of the title won, and something to show up if/when pushed or prompted enough. It sparked more than one humorous visual of the sort of argument making the reminder would have sparked, begging argument from the minutely familiar tongues of Claire Farron and Shadow, or something a little more endearingly frustrated from Jen herself. The chuckle it produced reminded him his mouth was dry and?

?Hey, Champ! Get in here.? The commanding tongue of annoyed amusement and seditious grace beckoned him back, garnering a look over the breadth of a sagging shoulder and a familiar patronizing smile in return. ?I didn?t agree to celebrate with you just to stare at your back.?

It?s so warm in here?

It was an errant observation, punctuated by the fact that his companions seemed so comfortable beneath the the lazy spin of fan blades overhead; the barely perceptible buzz of central air to offset the number of warm bodies filling up the tables despite the hour. Three more thin trickles of sweat reminded him of Myria Graziano?s vicious right cross with their sting, squinting up a left eye already swelled half shut to give the competitive woman some small consolation prize. The younger pair were engrossed in their food and happily superfluous conversation, hardly paying any mind to Melanie?s look of askance that was fended off with a wink and a smile, met in the end with her shrug. She found easily the smolder in dark eyes, unnatural and unbidden, that he was blissfully unaware off, but the small talk they eventually engaged in was innocuous enough through his four large bottles of water and her half bottle of tequila. At one point the proprietor had fluttered over, awash with pride and solicitously dropping hints about wanting to hang a picture of the four as a feather in his cap.

Charlie?s casual comparison to wanting his photo taken being as preferable as the man?s desire for a grease fire had been received with nervous laughter (even provoking odd looks from his companions) and subsequently dismissed entirely when the bill was paid and the quartet broken up to go their separate ways.

?You really should chill your bottled water,? the new Opal holder said when finally departing. ?It was way too warm tonight??

El Feugo?s owner was still grumbling about the complaint when clearing off the patio hours later, quailing in dismay when he first saw the damage. Twin hand and elbow prints had been burned into the expensive wood patio railing, deep and black and ominous. Below, bright sparks still burned and danced, unquenched despite the passage of time and fighting for life until multiple passes from a fire extinguisher snuffed out their little lives.

A disparaging look was cast in the direction FireStar?s holder had disappeared in.

Resolute

Date: 2014-08-19 21:56 EST
It had started out as a series of texts.

Charlie Nine! Whatcha doing?

Guess who got off early tonight?! (No pun intended!)

I picked up sushi from Saki Bob?s. I bought enough for two. :) If you?re still squatting in apartment above the gym, I could bring it by. ;)

I?m wearing a short skirt!

But with no responses forthcoming, it ended in an unchecked voicemail.

Charlie? Hey. What?s up, yo? It?s been a while since you?ve been this quiet. Is everything okay? Just? uh, hit me back whenever. I?ll be at my place. Bye.


He had been vaguely aware of a trip to the Outback, with the hazy recollection of familiar smiles and casual conversation, and then the sharp barbs of irritation and fatigue that eventually forced him back out into the night. When he left, he left angry, the emotion painted across his handsome features with an uncharacteristic obviousness that would have startled those even passingly familiar with him. Clarity came in pieces, small fragments of lucidity that stumbled upon him in passing like some vagrant begging for change and moving on. A cat yowled in protest, startled when a sneakered foot kick a garbage can and sent it?s lid skittering down the alley. A car?s horn blasted out a warning to an old woman paying no heed as she crossed the street, missing her by inches and then speeding off. The sweet (not so) cloying call of a hooker, her come hither a sad invitation in broken english. The drunken laughter from the patio of a nearby bar.

Each little incident renewed the anger, feeding it one tiny morsel at a time until each he could almost feel every synapse sparking, slowly threatening to bring his blood to a boil, and set his veins on?

Look at me?

They could have been words, dancing in time to the guttering of the flames in that barrel fire at the mouth of West Elder St.

I?m right here?

It was another warning, unspoken words flickering in the torches resting in sconces along a lonely alley in Old Market.

Blithe ignorance will avail you little?

Charlie swayed with fatigue, pressing forward beneath the heavy weight of emotion that pressed harder with the passage of every block, ignoring the signs and chalking it up to the always questionable nature of his psyche. And yet he flinched when flames roared upwards of a park grill that was possessed of little more than warm coals from a barbeque hours old, now a raging conflagration leaning towards him when he hurried past.

It chased him, the fire, dogging his heels from the bright burning tips of the cigarettes and flickering lighters of passing smokers to the rocketing rise of candle flames inside the seemingly safe comfort of restaurant windows. It nagged at his frayed nerves, prodding like a poltergeist at the edges of his disbelief, and distracted him from a few more missed calls that chimed thrice as Jen?s familiar ring tone and once as Andrea?s, all ignored. His skin was slick with a thin, unrelievable sheen of sweat by the time he reached the gym, dropping the keys twice and his hand slipping once on the railing that paralleled the steps up to the little apartment he?d been gifted with his employment.

?No such thing as magic,? he muttered, slamming the door shut and weaving towards the couch. ?This is a joke??

He had barely made it a handful of steps.

OPEN YOUR EYES!

Charlie?s world suddenly exploded in fire.


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Resolute

Date: 2014-08-19 21:57 EST
Open your eyes?

There was nothing but blackness, his subconscious floating in the vacuum of a deep well of nothing. All that existed was a deep, unexplained lament that pressed in on him in a palpable aura and those three words.

Open your eyes?

Open your eyes?

Open your eyes?

?Open your eyes, damnit!? Jen?s hand connected hard with the side of his face, a stinging slap forcing his head to one side and bringing him back to consciousness with a sharp gasp of breath and the rapid flutter of dark eyes. Small tendrils of steam curled upwards from her fingertips, dissipating quickly after the loss of contact. Her pretty face was a mask of frustrated concern. ?Charlie??

?I? what?? He was unfocused for the handspan of fleeting moments, blinking rapidly and shaking his head in an attempt to get his bearings. It didn?t take long for him to hone in on what was wrong with the moment, outside of a very unhappy looking prostitute straddling his knees. The smell of smoke and the repetitive blaring of the smoke alarm assaulted his already overstimulated senses, followed by the feeling of intense cold that clued him in to the bed of ice he was laying on.

Behind his what remained of the couch, blackened and still smoking where it wasn?t covered by a blanket of ice that stretched towards the ceilings in a plain of vicious icicles

?What happened?? He gaze immediately snapped back to the pretty blonde asian, staring up at her and shifting uncomfortably beneath her diminutive weight. ?The last thing I really remember was coming up the stairs and??

?You didn?t call me back last night,? she replied, her own eyes filled with worry, frustration, and a pensive curiosity that was near inscrutable. ?And you always return my calls and texts and never leave me hanging, at least not lately, and Wednesdays have always been nights be usually?? She was rambling, cognizant enough to slowly climb off of him as she did, and gesturing around. ?So I brought you a super early breakfast and you didn?t answer and I??, lost him when she launched into some long diatribe in Korean, complete with hand gestures, before catching herself.

?Apple was just letting me in when the smoke detector went off and so I raced up here and? Charlie, you burned your couch?? There was a gentle admonishment in the announcement, still limned with concern. ?Your couch is ****ed, yo.?
?Is everything okay up there?? Apple?s voice echoed up the stairway, doing a passable job of hiding her own worry and ending her involvement with a simple ?Okay!? when Charlie croaked out an affirmative.

?I?m fine?, he finally murmured to Jen, scrubbing at his face with soot stained fingertips and grunting when rising up to his feet. It was then when he notice that one sleeve had been burned away up to the elbow, the charred remains of the material having blackened up his skin and obscured the scars patterned into his skin. ?I? well, I don?t know what happened,? It was offered up before she could ask in hopes that the line of questioning would go to deep. ?Maybe it?s a by-product of my own physiology and some latent chemical component of my Opal.?

He still wasn?t going to give any credence to the idea of magic.

Jin Chae, for her part, made an annoyed face at him, one hip cocked to the side to allow the placement of a hand that informed him that the line of explanation was asking to get punched. She even maintained it until his back was turned, retreating steps carrying him towards the bathroom, and allowing her a more fragile moment with thin arms wrapped protectively around her middle.

She knew better. The Blue Opal did too.

Resolute

Date: 2014-08-19 21:58 EST
Smoke.

His last memories were pleasant ones: A darkened living room, illuminated randomly and by varying degrees by the progression of Disney?s Aladdin on the television screen. Quiet, solo sing-alongs between bites shared from a large brown paper bag labeled Boardwalk Fries and sips from large plastic cups whose root beer floats had long since melted. Soft conversation came between lulls in the movie, the tension of a forlorn expression and a blinked away tear giving way to Charlie?s failed struggle to find true empathy for the explanation given. It ended with the tentative attempt at offering comfort with a long arm gingerly encircling Jen?s slim shoulders. Aladdin have way to Hook and then Jumanji after, warm and cool co-mingling and stealing away the discomfort, until they were prone and pressed together innocently and all the world melted away in peaceful sleep.

Fire.

He woke to the apartment in flames.

Terrible heat licked across his bare skin with the close proximity of the rolling flames, denying him the time to wonder after the unexplainable loss of his shirt as he was forced to roll free of the couch and avoid the whip snap of fire seeking to readily consume him. All around him the Chae Fortress of Prostitude was being rapidly gutted by the blaze, the smaller furniture dotting the landscape of the communal area collapsing in on itself and withering away to black ash. Little memories died with it, eaten just as quick. An old bag of Morgan?s clothes left on an end table. The Triple A MMA shirt he?d given to Grace, forgotten after one of the more recent movie nights, and Jen?s neon pink fighting gloves.

?

Jin!

Even as he stole another, more frantic, look around, Charlie was chiding himself viciously for not thinking of her first. Alone, unprepared, and disconcertingly unable to properly focus, the rapid darting of dark eyes stopped on the hall that led to the bedrooms beyond and the tunnel of death it had quickly become. As if to punctuate the sudden coherent thoughts that slammed together to help divine her whereabouts, a muffled scream rose up from behind the last door, forcing him forward without a further thought and through agony that ripped across his flesh.

He sprinted down the hallway.

You can?t save her, the voiced echoed inside his head, as vaguely familiar as a hazy hangover memory. Not like this. If you can?t save yourself from this? acknowledge what?s happening, and master it, then you won?t save anyone.

The hall stretched on and on.

And on.

You fight the things you should give into. It was a child?s voice. A little boy?s, a perplexing mixture of youthful innocence and unforgiving wisdom. And you give into the things you should fight. Too much contradiction. Too much paradox. Everything you create is?

?Get out of my head!? Charlie barked. It wasn?t as it he didn?t know he was crazy. ?You?re not helping!?

Aren?t I?

The door loomed ever closer, finally, a dark mass of modern wood fiber with thick black smoke leaking steadily through it?s seams. It should have been warning sign of what lay behind but he lowered his shoulder at the apex of a heedless forward leap and focused his mind on it?s direct center. The door exploded inwards as if it had been struck by a wrecking ball, a reckless act that turned the once hearty portal into a vertical storm of broken shards that scattered everywhere. Even without his help, Jen?s inner sanctum and last bastion of real privacy, was comparable to high class vacancy in what that stupid older sister from Frozen?s Hell would look like.

Dancing red-orange flames poured from where the creases of walls and ceiling met, rolling down over the former and making a possessive claim on anything that would burn. Paint that had once been a pale, modest yellow meant to bright curled and blackened from the intense heat, falling away in flakes and dissipating into thin wisps of nothing. Shelves that took up almost an entire wall soon collapsed in on themselves, to weak to bear any number of trinkets that too soon would be gone. A gaggle of Chae?s, young, smiling, and framed in faux gold, crumbled away. The origami menagerie, its place on her writing desk a hint of proof of his proximity to a hooker?s heart, ceased to exists under the murderous onslaught a fire that had soon rolled across the floor, like a living, breathing organism, to purify the mess of sheets rumpled up on the empty bed.

...the empty bed?

For what little of his existence that Charlie could remember, he would have always been able to say that he could never remember fear.

Her mysterious absence was a sudden and painful reminder.

More so when she screamed again, from back in the den.

?No. No-no-no-no.?
The smell of his own charred flesh was unmistakable, strangely more prominent than the pain and the damage the inferno caused; for it was an inferno now, offering only respite in his pending death. Urgency and panic, two concepts so familiar when induced in others but so alien to him, permeated everything.

All he could make out was a vaguely feminine silhouette when he returned to the living room at a dead run despite the pain, swaying in agonizing invitation in front of the balcony window he?d taken advantage of and silently begging for salvation.

But there was no salvation.

Charlie was still trying to piece together his fractured understanding of the moment, like All The King?s Horses And All The King?s Men, when he passed clean through the apparition, shattered the glass door beyond, and then plummeted into nothingness.



* * *



He woke alone and unharmed on hard, dry dirt. The burns and the pain were gone, along with the newly experience sense of despair, and leaving him with the numb sense of feeling as though he lost something without knowing what it was.

The building housing the Chae?s apartment and the conflagration consuming it had disappeared as well, and what remained was impossible to discern through a thick gray layer of opaque smoke, leaving a landscape of desolate looking shadows against the muted backdrop of scattered fires nearly burned out. It still felt familiar to him somehow and in the back of his mind, Charlie found himself trying to imagine rural villages breaking the monotony of dense boles beneath an impressive jungle canopy.

No, that didn?t seem right.

Or did it?

This isn?t familiar? It was that voice again, easier to acknowledge the sense of urgency past and the added time for the more valued comfort of logic to set in. Don?t you recognize any of this?

?Maybe.? Charlie?s shouldered rolled in a shrug, trying to hide the small flickering flame of growing wonder at the assumption (or assertion, he?d tell himself) that this was a dream. He wasn?t supposed to be able to dream. ?This could be any of a hundred worlds that I helped scourge.?

Oh? The voice seemed interested, almost like a child expecting a story.

It was to be disappointed.

?Yes. I fulfilled my purpose,? he replied. ?And in my weakness for the people I now surround myself with and my growing dependency on the serum that I have to use so sparingly now, all you are is my subconscious trying to deal with the guilt that I?ve been altered to not feel. Will you show me the tortures next? Might I suggest the Flight Lieutenant on Pedago III? It was the first time I?ve removed so many leg muscles from a man while he was still conscious.?

Charlie took the offensive with that, fighting back against the nagging press of the other presence weighing so heavily on his mind.

It, the Little Boy (because what else should he call it?), didn?t answer for a time.

So this place doesn?t make you feel anything? Not even a spark?

?No,? he lied, boldly, and ignored the tightening in his stomach. ?This is a dream. It could be anywhere.?

Look beyond the smoke.

?I can?t.? He didn?t want to.

It will be harder for me if you don?t.

?There?s nothing there for me.?

Everything is there for you.

?I am nobody. I?m a tool. A creature of purpose. Someone else?s monster. There?s nothing for me.? Charlie was grinding his teeth, his heart rate jumping up and threatening to hammer inside of his chest.

Not even them? Melanie Rostol? Andrea Anderson? The others.

?You leave them out of this!? He barked.

Not even Jin Chae? The Little Boy?s voice was coy.

Charlie snarled and started forward, so suddenly finding himself face to face with a small child. He was a fragile, willowy looking thing, barely more than a decade to his existence if more. A winsome lad of Brazilin-Japanese descent, favoring both sets of genes, and smiling wide. The look he affected was innocent, perhaps naive, despite the teasing barn in each word.

Tell me, Nine, last to bear the designation Charlie? Why don?t you believe in magic?




* * *



Charlie sat bolt upright in bed, covered in sweat and his chest heaving with exertion.

Pale slivers of light from both moons slipped beneath the bedroom blinds, creating the softest traces of an ambient glow that spilled across the bed. The warm body beside him stirred only a little for the disturbance, reminding him of the presence and drawing his attention there. She was slim and demure, face down and only half covered by the wrinkled white bed sheets. Her blonde hair was mussed and laying to one side of the pillow, in enough disarray to obscure delicate features in profile.

Uncomfortable with the notion of what they had done together only hours before and at the same time deeply gratified, he reached out a hand to drag the tips of his fingers down her bare back, letting the unrestricted contact chase away the terrible implications of such a bad, bad dream?

?You awake?? she mumbled quietly, her voice half muffled by the pillow was his touch stirred her. ?Thought you?d be out the rest of the night??

?Just got restless,? Charlie replied. ?I?m fine.?

?I know what would make you feel better?? Her body stirred, she purred, and began to roll over.

?Is that so?? He was nothing if not intrigued.

?Uh huh.? It was something to look forward to, that was, until KC?s face was suddenly bathed with that soft light, grinning eerily. ?Come to Papi!?

Charlie screamed?


* * *

Charlie sat bolt upright on the couch, covered in sweat and his chest heaving with exertion.

The room was bathed in the flickering glow of the television screen, Flubber?s menu locked in place and softly playing a piece of it?s movie score (over and over and over). Jen was nestled against him, deep in sleep and undeterred by his sudden movement.

His first instinct, hardwired into him in more ways than one, was to snap her neck and disappear.

Instead, he just ran.

Resolute

Date: 2014-08-19 21:59 EST
When he eventually fell asleep, it was with the cool comfort of Jen?s presence pressed against him, the weight of the week and the simple touch clouding his mind until it faded subtly into nothingness. When he opened his eyes again, it was to another smoke filled landscape, swirling and moving against the same backdrop.

The Little Boy was waiting for him inside the obscuring gray.

You seem more receptive now, he said with a smug smile.

?I?m willing to accept that you might be more than a piece my my fractured psyche.?

The Little Boy smiled, the heat of agitation in burning eyes veiled by a thin veneer of patience.

That?s very magnanimous of you, Nine.

?You can call me Charlie. That?s what everyone else does.? Charlie was calm, wearing placidity like a mask as every little shift of his gaze sought to steal any chance of advantage.

But that?s not your name, is it? It?s more like a surname. A designation. All of your individually lies in the Nine. All your identity.

?So?? His shoulders lifted in a shrug. ?It makes people more comfortable. It?s more familiar.?

And that?s important to you? The Little Boy?s head tilted to one side. He was curious.

?It?s helpful,? Charlie conceded. ?Makes it easier to go unnoticed. To do what needs to be done.?

And what is it you do?

?You?re in my head,? he smiled blithely. ?Why don?t you tell me? You can see every face I can remember. What I did to them. I don?t get to forget those things.?

What does that make you?

?A monster, at worst. A weapon, a best.?

A weapon yet to be truly tempered for it?s best potential. It was a simple observation, full of hidden meaning.

?Those are very spiritual undertones.? Charlie seemed unconvinced. ?For a little red rock. I?m not exactly a believer.?

The Little Boy smiled again. It was sad despite the rising heat. You will be. It takes a great deal of heat to temper the best blades.

But Charlie was already fading again, slipping back into the void. A void made peaceful by the protective arm anchoring him to the real world. He never heard the second voice join the Little Boy?s.

It takes more than heat?

Resolute

Date: 2014-11-10 18:54 EST
(Originally posted on RoH 9/3/2014)



What. Did. He. Say?

The words created a hairline fracture in Charlie?s resolve, giving birth to the tiniest flare of anger in the pretty woman?s attempt of dismissing the moment.

But a crack was all the Red Opal needed.

It had never manifested itself so overtly as it did then. It started with his knuckles, that angry burst of rage, like four glowing embers burning brightly on a pale fist against the darker backdrop of the Arena?s bar. Thin tendrils of dark smoke poured from between his fingers, leaking through and winding upwards like the preemptive warning from a waking dragon, his jaw clenching repeatedly and showing a visible stress line. The air popped and crackled around the skin and then?

?Nothing.

Until his fist ignited in furious orange-red flame, flickering and racing up his forearm in an unthinkable loss of control.

You don?t have to fight it, Nine, the Little Boy?s voice was a sweltering tease over his shoulder and yet staring at the guilty looking Jen through his eyes. It?s okay to give in to this impulse. Just this once.

Feed on the anger just this once, instead of the fear.

You can?t hurt her.

But he can.

Charlie?s mouth went dry, a failed attempt at ignoring the voice making him only dimly aware of the continued exchange of words himself and the pretty blonde asian, with certain trigger words (calling them concerning would just be too? unsociopathic) drawing him back to reality. His response, unsurprisingly, remained coherent and on point. But at the back of his mind, transparent and overlapping her presence, was a vivid glimpse of a dozen futures. Every one of them involved him and Freedom Stealing Mangyptian and a world on fire.

It?s okay to give in sometimes.

Jen was talking to him again and fingers were threaded together, comforting cool rolling over him like the ocean waves in spring, unfogging his mind (but fogging the glasses on the bar) and pushing away child?s voice. There were promises and invitations and private admissions to follow, neither relinquishing their hold. Where the departing pair made peace, their mystical charges were in subtle conflict.

But even muted as it was, the Little Boy?s words were still there. The words and the dancing flame.

It?s okay to give in sometimes?


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Resolute

Date: 2014-11-10 18:56 EST
(Originally posted on RoH 9/14/2014)



Surrender wasn?t so terrible, was it?

The roaring flames of the Tower of Fire?s walls had been a surprising comfort for Charlie, unquenched sheets of controlled chaos that danced without pattern at the furthest fringes of the black marble floors and offered pleasant distraction against the pain of his injuries at random moments. It was an ominous setting on other occasions or was for those who had never been able to take the Isle for granted, but that night the illusion had been shattered by the addition of cheap plastic tables and folding lawn chairs; the former was covered with open food containers and bottles. Junk food and booze were the rewards for the night?s work, though more so for the spectator?s than the man of the hour. A dented radio and a microphone provided the entertainment, even if KC?s rendition of Girls and Boys more likely qualified as torture.

Everyone appeared so happy.

So, he pretended to eat. He stole sips from a water bottle. He smiled and he talked, when approached, offering muted thanks for the support and well wishes. He showed no pain.

But it was there.

Worse still, the burning shards of his anger still lingered beneath his skin, cutting at coherent thought as sharply as if he were walking across broken glass. The words he spoke to Anubis at the match?s conclusion, the guiltless admission made and heard by all, were still fresh in his mind. It eventually drove him away from the others, to the farthest reaches of the room and an empty table that made for a comfortable place to stretch himself out. It wasn?t a complete escape from the revelry, but was made more bearable when Jin Chae shamelessly melted into a song from Mulan. When he closed his eyes, there was only her voice.

And the Little Boy?s.

I?m impressed.

It wasn?t so great a spectacle. I have the wounds to prove it.

Yet you succeeded and here we are. You?re even being celebrated.

I suppose.

You aren?t pleased? The Little Boy sounded genuinely curious. You?ve amassed an impressive following, small as it is. They even seem genuine.

It won?t last. These things never do. Saying it stole some of the heat from beneath his skin, prompting a deep intake of breath.

Does that disappoint you?

I? don?t know.

I?m sure you?re pleased by at least?

Another familiar voice broke through, interrupting the conversation.

?You look like hell,? Jen said.

Charlie opened his eyes to find her hovering over him, upside down, but close enough to see the concern reflected in her dark, beautiful gaze. It was a familiar look from her and something he?d grown secretly attached to. Or fond of, if he could be so of anything. And the words, gently offered, weren?t a compliment though they still earned her the slow curl of a private smile. His own response spilled out before he could think better of it.

?If I believed in heaven, you?d look like an angel.?

Oh, that was impressive. I didn?t think you had it in you.

The conversation dissolved briefly into their more common banter, some of his pain soothed away by the light application of a cold beer bottle and her gentle fingertips to his cheek. The Little Boy had hushed during the exchange, which grew more serious when she finally coaxed him upright and a quiet agreement took them towards the Tower?s exit without a single farewell. The others likely thought it cute watching then depart hand-in-hand, if they noticed at all. The conversation grew more meaningful the farther away they got.

Charlie?s anxiety over the moment grew, right up to the moment when they winked out of existence to the tune of a resonant purr and the Little Boy?s amused/pleased commentary.

It really is okay to give in sometimes?

Very good, Nine.

You?re growing.



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