Topic: Catching Stardust

Canaan

Date: 2015-01-27 15:07 EST
Early hours of the morning on January 25, 2015

The walk home from The Arena consisted of a game of ?Guess That Note? which had the Cajun humming various notes for Aoife to guess. She was an excellent learner, as pointed out in previous lessons. ?Guess That Note? was a game that ended before it had even begun as it was one she often played herself. The game turned into ?Guess Those Notes? rather quickly. When the tune switched to notes in succession, her ear for mimicking was undeniable. Cane would start, and Aoife would chase, though she did stumble at times when it came to naming.

After they arrived at Casa del Brujo, Canaan was firm but gentle with her when he told her no stars; that his house was a glitter-free zone and instructed the songbird to tuck her handful of sparkle stars away or get rid of them. She spent the better part of a minute staring at him before she overturned her palm full of sparkles she?d collected earlier from his beard and let them float down to settle on his front stoop. There was a point where she thought he was either going to laugh or possibly push her down the stairs. But instead, he opened his door and invited her inside.

Aoife set her travel mug on his coffee table, next to the book he?d carried back for her. The title was in a language she didn?t know, the words inside she didn?t understand. She?d found it like she found all others by haunting stores with books and pulling those at random. One day she?d ask where the music books were kept.

Canaan set her up on the couch, then left her with the intention of making the glitter Evelyn covered him with earlier that evening disappear and entirely missed the songbird?s secret smile behind his back.

He spent quite a while in the bathroom trying to scrub the stuff out of his hair and beard to no avail. The shower ran for almost an hour before the Cajun got out, at which point Aoife heard his distressed, ?Jesus ****ing Christ? from behind the closed door.

For the duration of his feeble attempts at making stardust lose its luster, she?d washed out her mug and set it on the counter to dry. She skimmed the counter lightly with her fingers vaguely remembering a sugar spell cast in rose petals. She wandered. She looked. She touched as if it were her very first time there. Come the point of his colorful use of words, she?d been perched in the center of the couch flipping through the pages of her book. Her chin caught her shoulder when she looked at the bathroom door. Trickling fingers of steam reached from beneath it.

After some shuffling, the bathroom door opened abruptly and Cane strode from the room with purpose. Though most of the glitter was gone, yes, it still sparkled throughout the dirty blond strands both atop his head and on his face. He looked rather severe when he burst into the room, but the expression faltered and washed out at the sight of Aoife there on the couch looking at him.

?I need scissors,? he muttered, disappearing into the kitchen. A drawer opened, was rifled through, and promptly shut with force before he reemerged holding the shears. It wasn?t until the bathroom door was nearly shut that Canaan realized how incredibly rude he was being. The scissors clattered against the counter and he wandered back into the living room to apologize.

?I?m sorry.? The Cajun?s shoulders sagged a little as he leaned on the back of the chair. ?I could give ya yer lesson now, if ya wan?. Shavin? dis off?s gon? take a while.?

There hadn?t been a blink from the songbird from the moment the bathroom door was thrown open to the moment it swung shut. He was clearly upset with his efforts and she found herself smiling for it. Cane was so swept up in his determination that she counted herself lucky she hadn?t been caught. A clatter from the bathroom and she bit her tongue sharply, wincing from the pain, wiping her lips free of evidence by the time he came back out to catch the chair in a lean.

?You?re going to shave it off with scissors?? She asked. Her words may have sounded a bit swollen from the way she nursed her wound.

He blinked at her. ?No. But it?s too long ta hack at wit? a razor. Gotta cut it down firs?.?

Flecks of silver winked at her in the light. Aoife pulled her lips in to keep from smiling again. So much for the tiny indents in her cheeks. Her gaze lowered. Big mistake. He was only wearing a towel that was held up by the suggestion of his hips.

S'il vous pla?t.

She spent more time than she should have meeting his eyes again. ?Do you have a straight blade?? Pink was pretty on her cheeks.

When the songbird?s eyes lowered, the grip Canaan had on said towel tightened marginally and his chin lifted by a fraction of an inch. ?Yeah. I?m usually too lazy ta take da time ta use it, d?oh.?

?Steady hands. You won?t need scissors.? She spoke of such a thing as if she had experience. Her words fell in a way that sounded slow motion careful, tip-toe steps and chosen right.

Canaan snorted. ?Wit? how worked up I am, I?m more like ta nick an? artery an? kill m?self.?

?I can do it for you.? The words were out before Hesitation even had a chance to whisper in her ear. She held her hands out, palm up. Stillness, she was the picture of serenity. The book, silly thing, slid right off her lap and onto the floor with a soft thud. Aoife squinted one eye and gave up a smile for the Cajun. It was one of those almost but not quites.

It was such an odd offer that Cane could not help the short burst of amused noise that tumbled out of his mouth. Chagrined with himself, he lowered his eyes to the chair and drummed the fingers of his free hand along the back of it. ?Alrigh, if ya wan. ?M gonna go put some pants on firs?.? The Cajun wandered away again, this time into the bedroom to at least get dressed halfway. Then, barefoot, he padded back into the bathroom to dig around under the sink for his bag of shaving tools.

Aoife blinked at his back when he left, truly surprised he agreed. Again, she watched him wander to and fro in the silence that surrounded her.

?Did?ja wanna do dis in here ?r in da kitchen, Aoife?? Muffled words, swallowed by the seemingly cavernous storage space. No wonder Rekah was able to hide in there sometimes.

She leaned off to the side to retrieve the book from the floor and set it on the table. ?Mmm,? she hummed through her thoughts and a curl of her spine when she rose. By now, Aoife had realized that he said her name more often than not with purpose. Not only was it associated with a feeling, there was also a pull inside of her. But he didn?t need to know that; not yet. It was what she was going to keep telling herself.

Her eyes ticked to the bathroom door then swept toward the kitchen. ?Where do you like your messes?? Now that was a loaded question.

?In bed,? he responded without missing a beat. The Cajun appeared in the doorway, grinning. ?I?m kiddin?. In here?s fine.? Cane jerked his thumb back into the bathroom, but moved to get a chair from out of the kitchen.

The songbird?s cup had runneth over with smiles that night. They had been coming one after the other so soon after she?d thought she?d lost it. Each one wore something different though, the one that followed him into the kitchen was certainly etched in a flash of nerves. She avoided looking at the bedroom door completely when she passed the crossroads of rooms and slipped into the bathroom.

AoifeDuggan

Date: 2015-01-27 15:48 EST
Cane was right on her heels, carrying with him a chair and he moved to set it in front of the large mirror by the sink. He caught Aoife tapping out the tools, one each with a finger where he?d set them out along the counter. When she reached the blade, she traced it from shank to handle glancing over her shoulder when he filled the room with his presence. It was convenient that he?d lathered up his own cream ahead of time. Grabbing a hand towel, the Cajun swung it over a bare shoulder and dropped down onto the chair unceremoniously.

Once he was settled, quick at that, she picked up the brush from its place and swept it through the cream, turning around to face him and hand it over.

Plucking the brush from her outstretched hand, the Cajun pressed his lips in on themselves and proceeded to slather the fluffy white shaving cream into the hair that blanketed his jaw.

While he lathered, Aoife plugged the sink and filled it with water hot enough to chase steam up the mirror that had only just disappeared from his shower. She stole the brush from him when he?d thought he?d finished and stroked his jaw on either side to smooth out any whipped mountains he?d made so that the surface was mostly even. Reaching behind with a twist at her hips, she traded brush for blade, and faced him. In order for anything to work, she had to take a small step to the side so that she was between his legs. There was a flicker of a smile as she looked down at him. It was The Smile in a blink. ?Don?t move,? she instructed quietly.

Canaan?s shoulders lowered as he blew out a slow breath, eyes widening a touch when Aoife graced him with The Smile. It was entirely unfair that womenfolk contained magical powers such as this. Even more unfair that this delicate creature was designed to be a secret predator. She?d caught him; hook, line, and sinker. Stock still, he stared at her intently.

The songbird?s expression smoothed into one of repose and she swayed closer to reach over his head with her right hand to lay her fingers on the right side of his face, tipping his head to the left; they were soft and cool against his skin where she pulled upwards. When the blade first kissed, it was only a whisper as she pulled it down taking a strip of his beard with it. She repeated the same motion twice more before releasing him to dunk the razor in the water and clear it of star sparkled hair.

?Aoife?? Cane watched her back for a moment. ?How do ya know how ta give a man a shave wit? a straight razor? It ain? like it?s a common practice. Maybe back fifty ?r sixty years, yeah, but now??

His question had her pausing where she was about to lift the blade from the water. The fingers of her free hand flexed and curled before they fell away loosely. Aoife turned back around and reached for the hand towel draped over his shoulder. Her eyes remained downcast for the floor. ?Someone I once knew.? Dabbing the water from the razor, she set the towel aside on the sink?s counter. ?He showed me.? The shift in the air was evident, it was tension twined together with sadness rooted deeper than the soul. One of the many shadows that kept secrets in her eyes.

Canaan swallowed, fingers twitching in their place on his thigh. He wanted to touch her, to express his understanding. But Aoife was not like his other friends. He did not feel free to touch her in such a carefree manner. If the Cajun was entirely honest with himself, he?d agreed to this simply so he could feel her touching him.

She caught herself hesitating when she went to reach around his head again, but it was only a flicker before she was easing it to the left. ?Salvador uses a knife.? And she continued the same repetitive motions until the entire right side was soft and clean.

Instead of commenting on the subject of lost love, Cane closed his eyes. ?Yeah, he does. I used ta shave like dis all da time back in da day. An? now I?m jes? lazy. Time turned me into a man ?a convenience.?

A note thrummed in the back of her throat for his words, her smile always a ghost that turned into a hum. Aoife rinsed the razor again and pressed two fingers beneath his chin to tilt his head back further, exposing his throat. ?Sometimes I wonder if time is for or against us.?

?Fer a long while I didn? give a passin? thought ta any of it. We did what we wanted, when we wanted to. My sister, Petra, and I went on a trip ta Paris fer a month. A vacation, I guess. We ended up stayin? fer ten years.? When Canaan spoke, it was with as little movement as possible and he let her gentle touch guide the angle of his head for each of the strokes she delivered. ?Wasn? ?til I met Jeremy dat I had ta start payin? attention.?

Her fingers were gentle, yet firm along his neck as she passed the blade upward with the grain. She left the lather along the center alone for that was saved last. Releasing him she rinsed and took a moment to lean back against the vanity, more than enough care used as she wiped the blade over towel. ?Time is what we want the most but use the worst.? She seemed to have developed a sudden aversion to meeting his gaze, and it helped that Canaan kept his eyes closed giving her a perfect excuse. ?It moves in one direction where memory does another.? They were words she?d learned through experience, and though she?d tried, even begged one time to forget, she was left with their shadows forever.

Tipping to her left, her leg bumped into his knee. ?Go ahead. Have a look.?

Canaan?s eyelids fluttered open, skimming across her face before dropping to his lap as he straightened up. Clearing his throat and leaning forward, he tipped his head to the side to get a good look at himself in the mirror. Eyebrows lifted in apparent approval and he touched a couple fingertips along the side of his jaw. Very smooth.

?Nice,? he commented. It was the only word he could find in the sea of all the others sloshing about in his mind from their topic of time and memory.

?Go raibh maith agat,? Aoife told him when she slid into straight and blocked his view. She lifted her brows once and chased with an inclination of her chin to have him tip his head back. Taking a step closer, she guided it to the right with her thumb, quiet pressure against his jaw. Because she was left handed, she leaned closer than she had previously and set the palm of her right hand along his cheek and left side of his head. Pulling against his skin with her thumb, her head fell to the side with the scrape of the blade over his skin.

?Ya realize I ain? got any idea what?cha jes? said, righ??? Head tipped, he resumed the act of closing his eyes because it made it easier to concentrate what with her face right there in his space.

Closing his eyes made it easier for the both of them, and she was the one in most need of it. Steady hands, said the gentle creature with the monster inside. ?Thank you.? She?d worked her way through the left side of his face, pausing twice to rinse and repeat. A frown had settled above her brows, weighing heavy on them so that they pressed close. It was unfortunate for the both of them that each time she worked her way through a thought, she sighed.

With the press of two fingers beneath his chin, she eased his head further back. The razor hovered above his pulse right when the lights winked out.

Canaan

Date: 2015-01-27 16:10 EST
Even with his eyes closed, Cane could tell that the room was suddenly much darker. It took him exactly one second to open his eyes and another to reach for her wrist. He knew the songbird did not like the dark and he did not need her freaking out, slicing his throat clean open in a moment of panic.

?Ignis.? All around them, the hundreds of candles that lined the counter space, walls, tub, window sills, and shelves...each and every one of them ignited simultaneously. Their reflections flickered into view in the mirror over the sink. Canaan stared at the sight of himself lightly clutching Aoife?s wrist, her poised over him with the blade in hand.

It was the one thing they shared, that second. One second of reaction. He moved and she stilled taking one last breath. The warmth of his fingers around her wrist, even through the thin material of the sweater she wore, kept her grounded. They kept her real. Seconds two and three passed and by four, he murmured something and they were suddenly cast in the glow of what seemed like a hundred candles.

Aoife?s eyes lifted and traveled, everywhere and all around. ?There?s so many--? she whispered. It was a sigh that swept across his clean shaven cheek like the memory of her name. She still had ahold of his chin, ahold of the razor which he held captive by way of her wrist.

When it was clear that Aoife wasn?t going to accidentally kill him, Cane released her and dropped his hand back to his thigh. A soft sigh leaked out of his lungs. ?I like sittin? in candlelight,? he admitted quietly. The reason for there being so many.

Looking down at him, she fell for moment in time at the way the flickering light picked out the colors in his eyes. It was for a few beats she remained still after he?d released her, and then there was pressure on either side of his chin to tilt his head back. The razor scraped up along his neck as if the moment never happened. ?You should,? she told him. She would never forget it.

Should what? The abominations spoke often in riddles and Cane didn?t know if she was talking about sitting in candlelight or what. He chanced another swallow after the pass of the blade. ?Can I ask ya a question, cher??

?Mm hm.? His question coincided with her release and she eased back, twisting to clean off the blade in the water one last time. Wiping any access drops away with the towel, Aoife gave him the weight of her attention.

?How come ya talk ta me now? I know ya used ta be...well, you was real quiet in da beginnin?. When we firs? met.? He paused, annoyed that this question wasn?t coming out the way it was supposed to. ?I told Sabine I didn? t?ink ya liked me.?

It was hard to tell what she was thinking as she looked at him, a trait she shared with Salvador, that default composed, neutral expression. It was often taken in such a way that they were somewhere else, not listening. Blank canvases. Aoife?s world could be seen through her eyes though. Only when she let her guard down. Only when she let it be so. In those cases, she looked elsewhere, as she did just then. She ran a finger along the back of the blade while she considered her answer. Back and forth and back and forth. ?I?m not very good with words.?

Then she was shaking her head, reaching out to tap beneath his chin. It was the home stretch. She fit her fingers beneath his lower lip, testing the limits of his flexibility with her thumb press. ?He told me to stay away.? Aoife didn?t have to explain who he was. The blade started its last trip up, skimming over his windpipe seamlessly.

The Cajun?s breath caught in his chest with the blade?s final pass along the stretch of exposed and willingly offered throat. Aoife finished the job expertly. After lowering his chin, he sought her gaze. ?From my dreams.?

Again, she was shaking her head. ?No. At first it was from everything.? Reaching for the towel, she took a step back until the counter prevented anymore. She offered it to Cane. ?And then it changed.? A small shoulder lifted and she set the blade aside with the other tools.

Taking the towel, Canaan wiped his face and arched the pierced brow at her. ?When--why did it change??

All Aoife could offer him was a small lift of her brows as she caught the edge of the counter with her hands. ?I don?t know. I don?t know what goes on in his head sometimes--? she cut herself off when words failed as they often did.

?Oh.? For whatever reason, it made him curious. But determined to ask as few questions of the man as possible, he knew he?d be sitting on this bit of information for quite a while before being able to piece it together. ?So it wasn? dat?cha didn? like me?? Pressing further.

Her smile was petal soft, lingering longer than it took her to shake her head three times. ?Were you afraid??

Canaan didn?t answer right away and he took a few more moments to make sure the excess shaving cream had been wiped away. Balling the towel up, he threw it in a corner. ?I dunno, I...need people. Having people is what keeps me goin?. I t?ink at da time...hell. I dunno, Aoife.?

?I?m afraid of people.? She confessed quietly. It really wasn?t any big secret given her wallflower tendencies. Reasons stacked upon one another high enough that the tower threatened to topple. ?I lose them.?

?Well, I can? do not?in? ?bout anybody else, but I ain? goin? anywhere.? He shrugged; maybe such words would help. He didn?t know.

She closed her eyes as a sad, little smile painted itself over her lips. ?Good,? she said nodding. ?Good.? Her shoulders rose and fell with a breath as if the weight of the world had settled on them.

The Cajun just stared at her, taking the time to memorize the smooth lines and dips, each curve and swell that made up her girlish features. Innocence. It was all he could see, even knowing there lurked a monster just behind the skin. Being the intuitive man that he was, he noted the sad smile and instead of asking, he simply stared. He?d stare at her until she spoke.

Her lashes lifted when she opened her eyes, a songbird?s wings caught in the fall of her hair where it swept over her forehead. Misty morning grey eyes caught and held his as they had so many times before. This one though, this time was different. She had never been more aware of her breathing then she was right then, caught in between a man?s legs in a bathroom surrounded by a hundred candles. There was little space to call her own and she was okay with that.

?Are you still afraid of me?? Aoife whispered.

?I?m worried dat someday you?s gon? find somet?in in my head dat scares ya. Makes ya t?ink less ?a me.? It was a night of confessions, apparently.

?You can?t need me,? she told him.

Hazel eyes swept over her face, bathed in the light and shadow of flickering flame. ?So ya wan? me ta leave ya alone?? Canaan leaned back in the chair, it creaked beneath the shifting of his weight. ?Everybody needs people. Havin? people--friends--it keeps ya anchored.?

Aoife started shaking her head after he'd spoken just a few words, an answer before the question had been asked. "If people need me, then I can lose them." It wasn't so much a riddle as it was the truth. And though the reasoning was complete to her, she knew it sounded all wrong. She shifted her gaze to the floor to catch the wavering of candle light as it danced. ?I?m afraid to have people.?

AoifeDuggan

Date: 2015-01-27 16:36 EST
The Cajun?s chest burned and by reflex, he ground his fingertips against the mangled scar over his heart. Remembering loss brought back a wave of the pain he was learning to live with, but in this moment, had welled up, fresh and at the fore. ?It?s hard ta lose someone ya love. An? it?s terrifyin? ta love again after loss. I wish--Is it better ta be alone? I don? t?ink so. Dere?s a risk, yeah, but havin? friends, havin? people who enrich yer life...it?s worth it.? He took a deep breath, dropping his hand away from his chest. ?But Aoife,? Canaan tipped his head to the side, trying to catch her eyes. ?I don? wanna make ya uncomf?table. If ya don? wan? anot?er friend, dat?s ok, cher.?

She shifted in her lean, palms sliding off the edge of the vanity where her fingers could catch the hems of her sleeves. With an inhale she closed her eyes, smiling sweet for the sincerity in and of his words. ?It?s not-- I know.? Folding an arm across her stomach, she caught it with the other elbow to press knuckles against her lips. Her eyes reopened slowly as if she were waking from Winter?s slumber. ?I just--it?s--? and there it was, the right place to insert complicated. She?d never done well trying to explain Him and because of that she?d lost. And he was right, she was terrified to let anyone in.

She caught movement and looked up, catching hazel with endless depth of grey. ?I?m afraid to risk anyone else.? It wasn?t just him that she spoke of. It was everyone. And it still, came out all wrong.

One beat of silence, followed by another. The Cajun nodded curtly while sounding a muffled click. The mask of indifference slipped into place easily and he flashed that plastic smile while pushing up from the chair. ?I understand, cher. It?s hard. It ain? no t?ing. I?ll jes? give ya notes if ya still want ?em.? And with that, he started to step away.

He didn?t make it far as Aoife reached out and grabbed his arm, slamming her gaze into his back. ?No. Stop. That?s not what I meant.?

Canaan paused, turning to look over his shoulder at her slender, delicate fingers gripping his arm. He blinked and raised his gaze to meet hers.

Something bloomed inside her chest that felt too close to grief, an aching absence, an abundance of what was not. All of it for this man she couldn?t let walk away. ?Anyone who is close to me is at risk. Everyone. I don?t---know what to do. If I could just--protect everyone. I?m trying--?

?Aoife,? Cane interrupted suddenly. ?It ain? up t? you ta protect everyone.? Those were words the Cajun had to tell himself often. For all of his darkness, Cane filled the role of protector well. Salvador had even carved it into him. ?Havin? people means y?all protect each ot?er. Pack, Aoife. We?s all a pack. Salvador an? I we--we came, remember??

?Mm hm.? The little fingers around his arm flexed, curling into her palm as she drew them away in slow motion. ?But it is,? she insisted quietly. She?d been trying, said the purple smears beneath her eyes. If she didn?t sleep, He couldn?t find her. If she didn?t dream, He couldn?t find her. And then, He couldn?t find them. All she had to do was keep saying it. All she had to do was believe it.

Canaan sighed patiently, refusing to let his frustration get a foot in the door. ?It ain?. Dat ain?cher job, cher. An? lookit what spreadin yerself thin is doin?.? He made a sweeping gesture with a hand to signify her whole being. ?If you?s afraid he?ll come after us--? and He had already, she just didn?t know it, nor would Canaan ever tell her after witnessing this, ?--can?cha...I don? know how it works. Could?ja jes? go after dreams ?a people ya don? know??

Aoife caught the fall of her hand with the other, fingers reaching to tug those sweater sleeves down as far as the fabric allowed it. ?I do. I have. But you?re already here,? she lifted two fingers to sweep across her forehead, catching the sweep of black hair that fell to tuck it behind her ear. ?That?s all--He needs.?

?If we?s already dere, cher, den why is ya...Aoife it?s...yer not--? The Cajun warred with himself over whether or not to tell her. He didn?t like that she was all but killing herself, starving herself. Brows furrowed, hard lines drawn to sour his handsome face. ?Ya can? protect everyone.?

?I don?t want to lose---anyone.? She was shaking her head, minute little ticks back and forth. And realizing she was starting down that path where there were nothing but shadows of memories, Aoife caught the end of a curl of hair and tugged against it to still herself. ?I don?t want to go away.?

That nervous, anxious twitching tugged a few heart strings. Canaan wanted very much to still her, but he kept his hands to himself and turned around to face her. ?What?cha mean ?go away???

Her eyes slid for the nearest window. ?Away,? she repeated. ?I lost people. I kept losing people, so I went away where there was no one.? She rolled her hair between her two fingers. ?I don?t want to leave.?

Christ. This conversation was actually making his head hurt. ?So ya do wan? a friend??

Most conversations with Aoife usually had such lasting effects. Her eyes drifted back to catch his face in a gentle hold. ?Mm hm.? Releasing that strand of hair, she let her hands drift to her sides, catching sweater sleeves. ?You won?t leave??

Why women spoke in riddles was beyond him. This woman was even worse. Canaan exhaled an amused breath and rubbed away the wrinkle between his eyes with a couple fingers. ?I wouldn?a gone anywhere t? begin wit?. Jes? wouldn?a pressed ya f? more. But I?d like anot?er friend, Aoife.?

She found a smile for him that chased away a bit of shadow in her eyes. Unfortunately, it was only a whisper that faded when she turned on him. ?Do you keep your promises, Canaan Devillier??

?A person can? control every lil? t?ing dat happens. I?ve been forced ta break promises before. I broke one f?you, ?member?? The Cajun smiled here because Salvador hadn?t been upset about it. ?But I do my bes? ta not make any dat I t?ink I?d ever need ta take back. Honesty?s somet?in I strive ta live by. I hate liars.?

It was a story Aoife knew well and understood. ?But you?ll try? And you?ll tell me if you have to?? There was tension in the corners of her doe eyes as if the weight of the universe was at stake.

?Of course, cher. I can do dat f? ya.? His smile was kind. ?Now,? Cane drew in a breath and drew himself up a little. ?Lemme get dressed da res? ?a da way an? den we can get a lesson goin?.?

Oh that?s right. He was only halfway there in the name of clothing. Aoife may be straddling two worlds and battling the demons in her mind, but she wasn?t completely unaware. At least for the moment. Cane?s statement drew her eyes in a slow dip down where they paused for a picture that slid beneath a door in her memory. Whoops. Up they traveled once more before shifting to settle on an unknown in the darkness that filled the living room behind him. ?I?m---okay.? She really wasn?t, but it sounded nice.

Canaan

Date: 2015-01-27 16:48 EST
?I jes? made?ja a promise,? the Cajun said, turning his head to the side a bit to frown at her. ?Now listen here, cher. I wan? my friends ta feel comf?table bein? hones? wit? me.? It occurred to him that she was worried about the darkness--there certainly were not as many candles in the rest of the house as there were here in the bathroom. ?Don? tell me yer fine when ya ain?.?

There was a war on her mind and it reflected through the shadows that shifted behind her eyes. Aoife crossed her arms over her chest and twitched her shoulders inwards for a chill. She didn?t like the darkness, for it was a playground for shadows. She also needed him to go put a shirt on. But she wanted him to stay. Decisions.

Canaan didn?t give Aoife a chance to speak, however. The protective, frightened stance spurred him to move. ?Wait righ? here, cher. I?ll jes? be a minute, I got somet?in f?ya.? Instead of disappearing through the doorway to the living room, he exited the bathroom into the pitch dark of his sleeping quarters.

For once, she did as she was told and remained exactly where she was, a songbird statue by his bathroom vanity. The sink was full of shaving cream and hair and stardust. It was picturesque.

After some time spent digging around (unfortunately it was longer than a minute because as previously mentioned, it was rather dark) in the back of his closet, the Cajun returned holding a small, velvet, drawstring bag.

When he rejoined the songbird in front of the mirror, he was busy shaking something from the little bag into an upturned, calloused palm. ?Would?ja like ta hear a story, Aoife?? Canaan held what looked like a rock; silver-white, translucent, smooth as glass.

There was darkness that pushed for her, reaching, then there was a Cajun filling the frame. She blinked and regretted the flinch before it even happened. Her gaze darted to his face then dropped slow for his hand and the stone that rested in his upturned palm. ?I like stories,? she murmured.

?Long time ago, I dated dis girl named Brie. On my world, we call people like her Shadowhunter?s. Nephilim. Anyway, Brie an? I fell in love an? she gave me dis as a present. It shouldn?a done anyt?in f?me...dey?s only supposed ta work fer Shadowhunters. But--? and here he lifted the ?rock? toward his lips, ?--somet?in else happened dat we wasn? expectin?.? When Canaan blew across it?s surface, bright, piercing red light illuminated the stone and the darkness around them.

It was habit for her to edge away when she felt the prickle of magic tug at the hair on the back of her neck, but it only turned into a sway forward when a glow came from the center of the stone and spread, reaching with brilliant red light. She reached for it, for him, catching his wrist lightly with cool, little fingers.

Canaan chuckled for the reaction, hazel eyes raking across her fingers curled around his wrist. Red. He inched his hand toward her, offering the glowing thing out to the songbird while continuing storytime. ?It shouldn?a done dat.? A quick nod to the glow. ?It?s Adamas rock. An? it ain? magic...it?s a heavenly metal. Supposed ta work only fer da Nephilim wit? dere Angel blood. Fer dem, it glows bright white.?

With his hand came hers, still holding, capturing him still as if he were going to take it back. Aoife?s chin fell so that she could stare down at the brightness waiting for her to take. Releasing him, one hand only, she stretched a single finger where the others curled in to let a gentle tap fall on the rock. ?This----is red. Why??

?It?s red because...because ?a who my dad is. I didn? know who ?e was at da time. Brie helped me find ?im, ?cause we was both curious why dis--Witchlight, it?s called--why it worked f? me. Dat in an of itself is an outrageously long story we ain? got time fer, but we found ?im an? when we did, it was really clear why Witchlight works f?me. He?s a very powerful demon.? Long story short.

?Dat?s one of da few t?ings I had on my person when I got sent here.? Canaan reached out with his other hand to take Aoife?s, turning it palm up so he could set the stone on her fingers. It had some weight to it and was warm to the touch. ?Shadowhunters carry dese t? remind demselves dat light can be found even amongst da darkest of shadows.? It sounded like an echo of something he?d once been told.

It took her a few seconds to release his wrist when he placed the glowing stone in the cup of her palm. She was so very still when she reached to touch it as if she were afraid of it disappearing entirely. ?You?re giving me this?? She asked him, lifting her eyes to find his.

The Warlock nodded twice, hazel eyes meeting and holding her grey. ?I ain? got a reason ta keep it anymore. I kep? it after she an? I broke up ?cause it?s a lil? useful in burnin? vamps. So careful wit? dat if you?s ever ?round Sinjin. But it?s gon? do ya more good, y?all go on an? keep it. It?ll never go out unless I deactivate it, so tuck it away in da bag when ya ain? needin? it.? Canaan held out the little velvet satchel next.

Aoife?s fingers closed around the stone when she reached for its hideaway. ?Thank you,? her smile said. For the moment and until there was more candle light spread through his apartment, it would remain in her fist where red beams stretched between her fingers. The bit about vampires was not forgotten, stored where she kept secrets about moon eyes and mantis fingers. The rest of the story settled where she kept memories of a Cajun.

Glancing over the crest of his shoulder, she asked, ?May I have notes before the sun??

Canaan smiled, an easy thing that showed most of his teeth. ?Yeah, cher. I?ll get a shirt an? get s?more candles goin?.?



((Many thanks to AoifeDuggan for her part in this scene. Hope you all enjoy!))