In my craft or sullen art
Exercised in the still night
When only the moon rages
And the lovers lie abed
With all their griefs in their arms,
I labour by the singing light
Not for ambition or bread
Or the strut and trade of charms
On the ivory stages
But for the common wages
Of their most secret heart.
Not for the proud man apart
From the raging moon I write
On these spindrift pages
Not for the towering dead
With their nightingales and psalms
But for the lovers, their arms
Round griefs of the ages,
Who pay no praise or wages
Nor heed my craft or art.
- dylan thomas
Night. The moon hung heavy and full above the old-new town, the tourists swept away by the early winter chill coming in from the sea. In between two rows of angled cobblestone streets was a small patch of grass, trees and benches that hadn't been paved over, excused as being haunted. In the early eighteen hundreds, it had been the sight of the Newport witch hangings, the oaks from which their bodies swung still shading the ground below. Some tourists who were particularly sensitive to the unrest refused to pass through the park; others stomped their way bravely through and pretended to ignore the hair prickling on their necks. Ambrose was so familiar to feeling the presence of old souls that he hardly minded anymore - indeed, there was a vague comfort to it. He was chiseled from a day and age where if you paid respect to the dead, that they would respect you -- so there he sat on a bench, calmly watching his more nervous companion.
The younger man's eyes darted to the oak trees where he snarled like a dog haunted by invisible foes. "This place gives me the f*ckin' creeps. Why the hell are we here?"
His fading cobalt eyes pinned on Diabholtz with what may have been a quiet sigh. Such a child. "You are not required to stay with me. Go, if you wish." Predictably, the younger of the two only gave Ambrose a fury-laced glare before continuing to pace nervously. Ambrose gave a ghost of a smile. "You are as dead as they are. Why let them make you so afraid, child?"
Again came the glare that cut through the space between them. "I'm no f*cking child, Ambrose. And these shits don't scare me. What the hell are they gonna do? Sit there on those damn trees, moan, and scare some tourists. Gee f*cking wizz." He was prowling closer, into the seeming safety of his sire's shadow.
"It's not difficult to smell fear; they feed off of it, you know. Just like every animal does." Just like him. Ambrose made no move to either accept or reject Diabholtz, closing his eyes to the taste of fear in the air. A sudden swell of disgust and bile began to well within him, unexpected. What began as a good pupil turned into an arrogant and spoiled child. Diabholtz hovered by the older man, drawn in as he always was.
"I'm not afraid. I never was."
The globes and spirits hung close in silent glee as Ambrose lashed out. Diabholtz screamed and reeled back, clutching at his now bleeding visage until his back hit an equally unforgiving oak tree. Blood traced tiny rivulets down Ambrose's fingers and dripped onto the grass where one wide eye of his pupil now started up at him. He did not bother to lick the blood away; he walked calmly closer as Diabholtz watched him, paranoid, through one bleary eye. He was familiar with his Father's wrath, but never on himself. Never. "You sick f*ck. You're insane, you know that? I've told you, I've told you!"
The younger tried to lunge out at him; Ambrose knocked him back against the oak like a dry twig, watching Diabholtz's chest arch up in pain. "Two hundred years ago, I found you broken in this same spot. You were destined to be hung here, like these spirits in unrest. I gave you the gift of death. Since then, you have grown none and spread my blood thin. How many have you sired, child? How many whores have you bed in my blood?" The question was soft, gentle, and it drew fear into the younger kindred's eyes.
"None! None! I didn't sire anyone, I didn't soil our blood!" The oak's tree branches whistled with the wind above, screamed; anguished spirits and ghosts of times long gone moaned their truths: lies, lies!
Ambrose's sigh was as old and dusty as the turning pages from an ancient book. "It is time for you to sleep with your cousins, Diabholtz."
Diabholtz's scream was not unnoticed by their spiritual watchers, who seemed calmed at their cousin's return. Ambrose killed him in a manner most befitting of Diabholtz's sins; he let him hang from the same oak tree he was destined to die on two hundred years ago. His one eye, wide and glazed, stared down at Ambrose. He smiled in the most gentlemanly manner, disregarding the blood which stained his hands. Insane? Oh no. Not Ambrose.
Exercised in the still night
When only the moon rages
And the lovers lie abed
With all their griefs in their arms,
I labour by the singing light
Not for ambition or bread
Or the strut and trade of charms
On the ivory stages
But for the common wages
Of their most secret heart.
Not for the proud man apart
From the raging moon I write
On these spindrift pages
Not for the towering dead
With their nightingales and psalms
But for the lovers, their arms
Round griefs of the ages,
Who pay no praise or wages
Nor heed my craft or art.
- dylan thomas
Night. The moon hung heavy and full above the old-new town, the tourists swept away by the early winter chill coming in from the sea. In between two rows of angled cobblestone streets was a small patch of grass, trees and benches that hadn't been paved over, excused as being haunted. In the early eighteen hundreds, it had been the sight of the Newport witch hangings, the oaks from which their bodies swung still shading the ground below. Some tourists who were particularly sensitive to the unrest refused to pass through the park; others stomped their way bravely through and pretended to ignore the hair prickling on their necks. Ambrose was so familiar to feeling the presence of old souls that he hardly minded anymore - indeed, there was a vague comfort to it. He was chiseled from a day and age where if you paid respect to the dead, that they would respect you -- so there he sat on a bench, calmly watching his more nervous companion.
The younger man's eyes darted to the oak trees where he snarled like a dog haunted by invisible foes. "This place gives me the f*ckin' creeps. Why the hell are we here?"
His fading cobalt eyes pinned on Diabholtz with what may have been a quiet sigh. Such a child. "You are not required to stay with me. Go, if you wish." Predictably, the younger of the two only gave Ambrose a fury-laced glare before continuing to pace nervously. Ambrose gave a ghost of a smile. "You are as dead as they are. Why let them make you so afraid, child?"
Again came the glare that cut through the space between them. "I'm no f*cking child, Ambrose. And these shits don't scare me. What the hell are they gonna do? Sit there on those damn trees, moan, and scare some tourists. Gee f*cking wizz." He was prowling closer, into the seeming safety of his sire's shadow.
"It's not difficult to smell fear; they feed off of it, you know. Just like every animal does." Just like him. Ambrose made no move to either accept or reject Diabholtz, closing his eyes to the taste of fear in the air. A sudden swell of disgust and bile began to well within him, unexpected. What began as a good pupil turned into an arrogant and spoiled child. Diabholtz hovered by the older man, drawn in as he always was.
"I'm not afraid. I never was."
The globes and spirits hung close in silent glee as Ambrose lashed out. Diabholtz screamed and reeled back, clutching at his now bleeding visage until his back hit an equally unforgiving oak tree. Blood traced tiny rivulets down Ambrose's fingers and dripped onto the grass where one wide eye of his pupil now started up at him. He did not bother to lick the blood away; he walked calmly closer as Diabholtz watched him, paranoid, through one bleary eye. He was familiar with his Father's wrath, but never on himself. Never. "You sick f*ck. You're insane, you know that? I've told you, I've told you!"
The younger tried to lunge out at him; Ambrose knocked him back against the oak like a dry twig, watching Diabholtz's chest arch up in pain. "Two hundred years ago, I found you broken in this same spot. You were destined to be hung here, like these spirits in unrest. I gave you the gift of death. Since then, you have grown none and spread my blood thin. How many have you sired, child? How many whores have you bed in my blood?" The question was soft, gentle, and it drew fear into the younger kindred's eyes.
"None! None! I didn't sire anyone, I didn't soil our blood!" The oak's tree branches whistled with the wind above, screamed; anguished spirits and ghosts of times long gone moaned their truths: lies, lies!
Ambrose's sigh was as old and dusty as the turning pages from an ancient book. "It is time for you to sleep with your cousins, Diabholtz."
Diabholtz's scream was not unnoticed by their spiritual watchers, who seemed calmed at their cousin's return. Ambrose killed him in a manner most befitting of Diabholtz's sins; he let him hang from the same oak tree he was destined to die on two hundred years ago. His one eye, wide and glazed, stared down at Ambrose. He smiled in the most gentlemanly manner, disregarding the blood which stained his hands. Insane? Oh no. Not Ambrose.