(OOC: Collaboration between myself and Delahada, post-by-post. For clarity's sake, Delahada's posts will be done in dark red.)
Two Years Ago
He turns and sees the tatters of a ruined couch. He did that. He remembers tearing apart the furniture, the walls, everything within reach. The house is a mess. He remembers who the voice belonged to now. It was Sin. Sin brought him here. Another cage. A bigger cage. A cage with only one chance of escape. Escape required patience, as it did in the other cage. He turns to lay on his stomach and stare at the door. The door leads out, but out to nowhere. Only to a brick wall that even he can't break through. Bricks, bricks, and more bricks. Always bricks. He hates bricks. He'll destroy every brick he sees when he gets out. Not if. Oh no. When. He will get out. It's only a matter of time. Even if he has to kill Sin to do it. He will.
"I'll fucking kill you, asshole. You'll be the first." And he laughs again. He laughs delightedly at the notion, at the idea, at the images playing out in his head. Possibilities. Wood from the furniture. There's still some of that, pieces and slivers, just the right size. Weapons all around him made from fragments of the house. Oh yes. He'll be ready. But now he waits. He waits for the door to open. And it will. He knows it will...
Sin's eyes snapped open, but the memories still played in his head. Voices. Thoughts that were not his own, but belonged to another -- things he had only seen and read in a curious book. His gray eyes were still bleary with sleep as he slowly sat up from where he had fallen idle, pushing the sheets aside, as well as the cat which had occupied them.
The apartment was still this morning, quiet. Salvador was likely at his perch and Havoc was still within the confines of the House, healing -- or going insane. Sin found that the two often went hand in hand. He glanced down to his lap where an open book was resting, an old diary of a boy he once knew. A boy who, at this point, had become a man. He closed the book with care, running the pad of his thumb down its spine with a soft frown. So many memories. So much pain, hurt, and lies -- and love, too. Such a curious, broken boy..
His hand slipped away more than he pulled it away. Fell, landed against his own chest. "To have risen by love. To have fallen to death." And that, was the end of it. Relieved, emphasized by the sigh he let out. It was as if he had just needed to quote all that, in order to feel some relief. Somewhere. After a pause, he may have finally registered, again, who it was with him. "You found me."
"Don't I always?" Sin remained close to the boy, cradling him protectively. Always protective.
"Always." Repeated. Recalled. Processed. Recycled and reused. "Always broken. That's how you find me."
Sinjin pushed off of the bed and rolled to his feet with a leonine stretch. His body was battered and broken, but he felt refreshed. What was it the Catholics called it? Mortification of the flesh. Acestism. The sinner didn't consider himself pure enough to be counted among God's flock, but something about that concept always appealed to him. Maybe that's what drove him to the priests, the slayers and holy men, the past two evenings. Repaying his guilt blow for blow. There were other times of guilt where he had done similar, too. Two years ago, when he had ripped Salvador's heritage from his flesh: wings, spikes, and a demon made of shadow. A demon he let possess him, a mother he allowed to rip it from his flesh, and a lover who had toyed with his very lifelines. All of which he had accepted. Punishment for harming the boy he loved so very dearly.
Normally he'd toss up some pretty illusion to hide it all. Hawk-brown eyes, tan, unmarred flesh -- but not today. Today he was pale, broken, and gray eyed. Today he had no mind for lies. No -- today his thoughts were someplace else, on the words that had been playing over and over again since the previous evening.
"You've always protected me -- even from yourself."
It was with a heavy sigh that the sinner abandoned his restless attempts at sleep and drew away -- toward the balcony, where he would be able to feel the cooling fall air, the draw of winter's tide.
Two Years Ago
He turns and sees the tatters of a ruined couch. He did that. He remembers tearing apart the furniture, the walls, everything within reach. The house is a mess. He remembers who the voice belonged to now. It was Sin. Sin brought him here. Another cage. A bigger cage. A cage with only one chance of escape. Escape required patience, as it did in the other cage. He turns to lay on his stomach and stare at the door. The door leads out, but out to nowhere. Only to a brick wall that even he can't break through. Bricks, bricks, and more bricks. Always bricks. He hates bricks. He'll destroy every brick he sees when he gets out. Not if. Oh no. When. He will get out. It's only a matter of time. Even if he has to kill Sin to do it. He will.
"I'll fucking kill you, asshole. You'll be the first." And he laughs again. He laughs delightedly at the notion, at the idea, at the images playing out in his head. Possibilities. Wood from the furniture. There's still some of that, pieces and slivers, just the right size. Weapons all around him made from fragments of the house. Oh yes. He'll be ready. But now he waits. He waits for the door to open. And it will. He knows it will...
Sin's eyes snapped open, but the memories still played in his head. Voices. Thoughts that were not his own, but belonged to another -- things he had only seen and read in a curious book. His gray eyes were still bleary with sleep as he slowly sat up from where he had fallen idle, pushing the sheets aside, as well as the cat which had occupied them.
The apartment was still this morning, quiet. Salvador was likely at his perch and Havoc was still within the confines of the House, healing -- or going insane. Sin found that the two often went hand in hand. He glanced down to his lap where an open book was resting, an old diary of a boy he once knew. A boy who, at this point, had become a man. He closed the book with care, running the pad of his thumb down its spine with a soft frown. So many memories. So much pain, hurt, and lies -- and love, too. Such a curious, broken boy..
His hand slipped away more than he pulled it away. Fell, landed against his own chest. "To have risen by love. To have fallen to death." And that, was the end of it. Relieved, emphasized by the sigh he let out. It was as if he had just needed to quote all that, in order to feel some relief. Somewhere. After a pause, he may have finally registered, again, who it was with him. "You found me."
"Don't I always?" Sin remained close to the boy, cradling him protectively. Always protective.
"Always." Repeated. Recalled. Processed. Recycled and reused. "Always broken. That's how you find me."
Sinjin pushed off of the bed and rolled to his feet with a leonine stretch. His body was battered and broken, but he felt refreshed. What was it the Catholics called it? Mortification of the flesh. Acestism. The sinner didn't consider himself pure enough to be counted among God's flock, but something about that concept always appealed to him. Maybe that's what drove him to the priests, the slayers and holy men, the past two evenings. Repaying his guilt blow for blow. There were other times of guilt where he had done similar, too. Two years ago, when he had ripped Salvador's heritage from his flesh: wings, spikes, and a demon made of shadow. A demon he let possess him, a mother he allowed to rip it from his flesh, and a lover who had toyed with his very lifelines. All of which he had accepted. Punishment for harming the boy he loved so very dearly.
Normally he'd toss up some pretty illusion to hide it all. Hawk-brown eyes, tan, unmarred flesh -- but not today. Today he was pale, broken, and gray eyed. Today he had no mind for lies. No -- today his thoughts were someplace else, on the words that had been playing over and over again since the previous evening.
"You've always protected me -- even from yourself."
It was with a heavy sigh that the sinner abandoned his restless attempts at sleep and drew away -- toward the balcony, where he would be able to feel the cooling fall air, the draw of winter's tide.